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Queen Berengaria's Courtesy, and Other Poems

By the Lady E. Stuart Wortley. In Three Vols

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SKETCHES AND SHADOWINGS.

THE LIGHTNINGS.

The Lightnings!—Oh! the Lightnings!—
A thousand Heavens they make—
They break up with their brightenings
Th'arched Heavens that heave and quake.
Th' arched Heavens that blaze around,
By their burning shares up ploughed—
Where before deep shadows frowned,
And the darkness of the cloud!

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Are they come to show us now
Those Worlds in Beauty bright,
Which the Sun may ne'er allow
To shine forth beside his light!
Are they come indeed to show
Those fair Worlds in their own forms,
Which we faintly trace below—
These the winged Suns of the Storms?
Worlds, which Darkness doth invest
With too much of troubling Light,
When they sparkle on the breast
Of the purple shadowy Night.
Since too strongly still relieved,
'Mid those mighty depths of gloom,
Thence keen powers have they received—
Thence strange splendours they assume.

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A confusion of quick rays
Then the unsteady sight doth storm,
In the beauty and the blaze—
Seems thus lost the frame and form.
Nor thou, Sun!—nor thou, Oh! Night!
May those glorious worlds reveal!—
Or not at all—or not aright—
Ye confuse them or conceal!
Oh! bright orbs—immortal shrines,
Shall ye ne'er be clearly shown?
Whether sinks the Sun or shines,
Lost in his Light—or your own!
But the Lightnings—but the Lightnings,
With their pale and mystic glow,
With their sudden-kindling brightenings
May they serve to illume and show?

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With their quick uncertain gleam,
Wild and spiritual and strange,
Like the light we see in dream,
That doth ever fleet and change.
With their phantom splendours pale—
Not intense like Sunshine's blaze—
May they gloriously avail
To display these to our gaze!
No!—since though they seem from far,
'Tis too near they take their birth—
When compared with severed Star—
They might well seem born of Earth!
They may serve not thus to bare
Those dread mysteries—proudly wrought—
Ye flash only brightening there,
Lightnings born of deathless Thought!

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Ye can only, strong in sway,
These reveal—still faintly shown,
Since 'midst all that ye display,
How much more remains unknown!
Lightning-Lights of sceptred Thought,
Ye can only there prevail!
Yet—though oft with triumphs fraught,
Must ye not far oftener fail?
Oh! Creation widening grows
Round your path the more ye soar—
Every step ye take but shows
A bright Universe the more!
When the highest of the heights
Appeareth to be won,
Thickening crowd those Sovereign Lights,
Till Space blazes to a Sun!

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And the Lightnings—Lo! the Lightnings
Though a thousand Heavens they form,
They can fling not their faint brightenings
O'er those Suns that 'midst them swarm!
Worlds above!—these surely fail
To make your dread wonders known,
But they beamingly unveil
Many wonders of our own!
Oh! all marvellous are they,
Those mysterious laws profound,
Which with certain influence sway
The ambient atmosphere around.
Lo! all the elements confess
One o'erruling guiding Hand,
Which doth still on each impress
The awful signs of its command.

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And the rushing winds and rains
Know their part, their place, their path,
They are bound by viewless chains—
Each its fixed commission hath!
And the Lightnings wild and free,
Know their lesson and their law—
They too, still obedient—flee—
As with curb of conscious awe!
Through their dazzling devious way—
When they leave their cloud-girt nest,
Well they know and well obey
One irresistible behest!
Every wild uncertain gleam
Of their wild uncertain light—
Keen forked tongue and sheeted stream
Are controulled by guiding might!

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And the Lightnings as they range,
And the Thunders as they roll,
Still confess, through every change,
The Incomprehensible Controul!
Lo! the Lightnings!—Lo! the Lightnings!—
Ten thousand Heavens they form,
With Division's troublous heigthenings
In the footsteps of the storm!
The great Firmament was one!—
Then all multiplied it spreads—
Lit by that wild Lightning-Sun
Which a Spirit-splendour sheds!
The great Firmaments become
Then a myriad and yet more—
Dome seems built up beyond dome—
Floor seems stretched out after floor!

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'Tis a glorious, glorious scene,
Yet a fearful, and a dread,
Bright Heavens—dark Heavens between,
Spreads the riven vault overhead!
Lo! the Lightnings take the place
Of the immortal Worlds of Light—
And they fill the unbounded space,
And they fire the o'ershadowing Night!
They light not the eternal Stars,
But eclipse them with their blaze,
While the storm's cloud-bannered wars
Shake the Earth with sore amaze!
Brief is still their race and reign,
But while last that reign—that race—
How they blaze out chain by chain—
How they live from space to space!

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How they look out from what seems
The great Sun's dim empty throne!
As they ev'n eclipsed his beams
With the wild glare of their own!
Nature—Mighty Nature starts
At that strange and sudden glare,
As they pierced her heart of hearts,
Through the Earth, and through the Air!
And the Lightnings—Oh! the Lightnings!
Ten thousand Heavens they frame—
Through their hurrying restless heightenings—
With their glorious wands of flame!

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THE VOW.

I met thy careless, thy contemptuous glance,
Oh! thou that could'st my yielding Soul entrance,
And inwardly resolved I, proudly then,
To pay thee back thy scorn with scorn again.
What! shalt thou e'er despise me or deride?
No! I will fling thee back still Pride for Pride!
'Twas thus, at that dark moment that I vowed
Ne'er to be crushed by love—by feeling bowed!
A thousand firm resolves I strongly formed,
My breast with fiery indignation warmed,
I hurled my heartless Idol from my Soul,
And bade revenge—revenge possess the whole.

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I turned from thee away, and checked a tear,
And wreathed love's withering smile into a sneer—
I trembling turned—and threatened as I turned
Love's very ghost should be for aye inurned!
That it should never haunt mine altered heart,
Nor take a dear deceiver's treacherous part—
I challenged Memory, and I championed Fate,
And felt my strengthened Soul itself create!
So proudly feels the unchained th' uplifted mind,
A nobler nature with its nature twined,
When Thought on wings of loftier ardour flies,
And Hope quits Earth to quicken in the Skies!
So brightly feels the heart at length set free,
That long endured a prisoned slave to be,
A lovelier life with its own life blent then,
To Hope—to Freedom we are born again!

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Aye! then the strengthened Soul—armed, roused, elate,
Appears itself rejoicing to create—
It spreads its plumes—it casts away its chains—
It lives in liberty—in rapture reigns.
And these my feelings were—my thoughts were these,
An Empire's strong command 'twas mine to seize,
The Empire of myself—and then indeed,
Exulted I, from galling fetters freed!
I joyed to find and feel my spirit's strength,
I laughed at tyrant love and thee at length,
I gloried in mine independence new,
And pitied hearts too tender and too true.
I turned away—yet once again I turned
To look my last on one I scorned and spurned,
A drooping form I saw, and downcast face,
All mournful with repentance' pallid grace.

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Methought I heard a sigh—a long-drawn sigh—
Methought I saw a tear in that lowered eye,
I leant towards that bowed form—so pale and chill—
Leaned—listened—lingered—looked—and—loved thee still!

SONG OF THE DYING IMPROVISATRICE.

Come!—Beatific Breathings!—come,
And call my sinking spirit home,
And bless once more my kindling heart
With Hope—and so let it depart
In Inspiration's flash and light—
Bearing that with it through Death's Night!
Aye!—Inspiration's sunny wave
Shall break in beauty o'er the grave!—
That Fountain of Heaven's Fire shall throw
O'er Death itself a dream-born glow,
And dazzle from its mien the gloom
Which makes the heart shrink from the tomb!

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Come, glorious Inspiration! come,
And wafted to its Heavenly Home
By thee, my Soul shall gladly spring
Upon a strong and fearless wing—
Yet, Oh! from Heaven and not from Earth
Must thou flash brightening into birth!
But, on this mixed and mystic scene,
What hath for ever deeply been
Mine Inspiration's spring and source—
Its truth—its strength—its depth—and force,
Oh! what but Love—the etherial Power,
Life's precious though its poisoned flower.
And, Oh! my Soul, let Love be still
The awakener of each quickening thrill;
Let Love still, still with wond'rous might
Wing every thought to some far flight,
And wake my mind's declining powers
Even in these dark and darkening hours.

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But Love, not such as e'er before
Throbbed in this bosom's burning core,
A nobler feeling and a higher,
Than that which once had power to inspire,
More precious too a thousand fold,
And, Oh!—not poisoned as of old!
Love—with all higher dreams of Truth,
(Diviner scarce can be—in sooth!)
Brightly and exquisitely blent
To raise the drooping Soul, long bent
Beneath his Earthly rule in fear,
For Love! thou'rt but a trembler here!
With things that fade and fall no more
Commingling as thou didst before,
No more with things that droop and die,
Joined tenderly, but mournfully—
The dews of morn—the Summer's rose—
That soon sinks blighted where it blows!

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No!—New associations bright
Shall bless thee in thy new delight,
The everlasting Stars shall blaze
Thy name in wreaths of deathless rays!
The fountains of the immortal streams
Reflect thy Beauty as it beams.
Love!—come unto my spirit now,
In thine exalted guise—Oh! thou
That long hast o'er that spirit reigned,
That long hast ruled it and enchained;
Come! and thy loftier sway extend
Now, o'er its quick dreams—without end.
And shall it not sublimely seem
In that august and rapturous dream,
(Above all joy that ever blessed
The happiest and most cloudless breast!)
As though half-way Heaven met the Soul—
Winged to its high Cœlestial goal!

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Since thou! Love! raised and purified—
Nor more with dreams of Earth allied—
No more with mortal burthens bowed,
But lifted from thy clayey shroud,
A Heaven thyself indeed must be
Of yet untried Felicity!
And, Oh! in this o'ershadowed hour
Possess my Soul with all thy power,
With all thy truth of deep delight—
And Death shall melt before thy might
Unto a pleasant sleep—a rest
On thy immortal Angel-breast!
I go—but my now strengthened heart
No more refuseth to depart!
With sick reluctance—dim distrust—
Still shrinking from the cold dark dust!—
Still clinging to this Earth's vain things,
Which clogged its faintly-fluttering wings.

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I go—but those fond struggles cease—
That tore my heart—now lulled to peace—
Thy beauty, Earth! is still the same,
But glimpsed in Lightning-dreams of flame
Now, Worlds of mightier beauty blaze,
And win my wonder-smitten gaze.
Worlds of immortal Beauty shine—
And draw me from all charms of thine—
Which once enraptured and inspired
The Soul—that admiration fired
Too wildly—'mid Life's doubts and woes,
Or for its weal—or its repose!
Come! Beatific Breathings!—come,
And call my longing Spirit home—
And soothe all faultering fears away—
And reconcile me to decay!
Since that the harbinger must be
Of Life and Immortality!

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Oh! in my proudest, happiest strain,
Still moaned the stifled sigh of pain—
O'er my most fair and radiant dream
The shadow crept—and Joy did seem
Too near to Sorrow evermore—
On this o'erclouded Earthly shore!
But never crossed by sigh of pain
Shall be my Soul's new glorious strain—
Never by shadow clouded o'er,
As were my loveliest dreams of yore,
Shall be the Immortal dreams of light
Which yet shall glad my wond'ring sight.
Farewell! ye fading flowers of Earth!
That change and perish from your birth—
No more shall ye surround my lyre—
No! wreaths of living light and fire
Shall crown its chords of rapture now—
And circle too my cloudless brow!

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Hopes, loves, and joys of Earth, farewell!—
More than this trembling lip can tell,
Ye once reigned wholly in my heart,
As though ye could not thence depart!
But ye make place in your decline
For hopes and joys and loves divine!
Come! Beatific Breathings! come,
And call my yearning Spirit home!
Earth's beauty seems but ashes now,
Fame's trophies fade along my brow,
And Thought by Thought I would depart,
While Death's cold hand weighs on my heart!

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DEATH'S SOVEREIGNTY.

Thou art the Mighty One!—All bend to thee—
The proudest with profound humility—
The strongest with an abject weakness, fain
To bend beneath thy crushing yoke and chain!
The wisest with a consciousness complete,
Of utter failure, and entire defeat.
Thou art the Mighty One—all bend to thee,
And all thy vassals and thy slaves must be,
Thy triumph hath no limit and no end—
And all that ghastly triumph must attend,
Chained to thy chariot-wheels or soon or late,
To swell the pomp of thy too fearful state,
To lengthen out that long and gloomy train,
Which ceaseth not to pass o'er Earth's broad plain,

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That sad procession for which Earth doth pave
Her paths with flowers—they lead but to the grave,
And all in that procession join at last,
The dense—the unimaginably vast.
Thou art the Mighty One—thy rule extends
Unto the conquered World's last, farthest ends,
All things created, still appear to be
Created—Oh! thou Sovereign Death! for thee.
Each cherub child just smiling at the Sun,
Whose little life in bliss is then begun,
Is a new subject, born to endure thy sway,
And homage at thy shadowy throne to pay;
Yon lovely Bride may clasp her Bridegroom's hand,
But thou shalt chain her with a stronger band—
To thy cold heart thou 'lt clasp that radiant form,
Now full of life and beauty, fresh and warm;
Yon youthful labourer in the fields of Fame,
Thine icy wand shall yet subdue and tame;
And yon vain worldling, to the Future blind,
Each onward step he takes leaves life behind.

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Death—Death—that shadowy word doth cover all,
And the whole World's an echo to thy call!
Oh! thou, the Phantom-Suzerain of the Earth,
For whom alone all objects spring to birth!
Proud World of Life—one Death indeed thou art,
And still the sentence is—to pass, to part—
To leave all things beloved, all well known things,
To which too soon, too much the fond heart clings,
To join that dread procession's long-drawn gloom,
Which moveth ever—ever—to the Tomb!
A mighty and innumerable train,
Thousands and tens of thousands—and again
Yet tens of thousand thousands—without end,
While all or soon or late, still all attend
Thy more than Conqueror's triumph! How dost thou
Wear all Earth's crowns to light thy dusky brow,
Plucked from the proud Monarchic brows that bore
Their jewelled circles loftily before,
All treasures that the mightiest have amassed,
Have at thy feet been with reluctance cast—

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All trophies that the noblest hath acquired,
Have been given up to thee, though undesired,
For the whole World is thy dread trophy still,
And all it hath but waits upon thy will!
Thou Phantom-Suzerain of Creation!—Where
Dost thou consent to pause, or deign to spare?
We walk but in thy footsteps evermore,
For thine Earth's empire is from shore to shore!

SONG.

[Long have I mourned, and long have known]

Long have I mourned, and long have known
To breathe faint Sorrow's plaintive moan—
But yet, fair Hope! thy smile would come
To make a Sunshine of the gloom!

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The present might oppress my heart—
But since, still hovering near thou wert,
I little feared the future day,
But thought to shun Grief's tyrant sway!
But 'tis a bitter grief, when thou
Veilest thy Seraph-seeming brow,
When terror plants its icy fangs
In hearts that know a thousand pangs!
When frowns the Future yet more dark,
Before our billow-beaten bark,
Than even the Present in its gloom,
And Hope lies hid behind—the tomb!
When all that Future is a fear,
When shrinking, trembling, shivering here,
We yet with sick and chill dismay
Look to the Grave's appointed day.

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Oh! Hope! fair Hope! thou comest not now
With budding roses round thy brow,
With charmed cup within thine hands,
Sprinkling Life's dull and desert sands!
Hope! thou dost treacherously desert
This sad and overburthened heart,
And leavest it to cruel pain,
Nor whisperest—“I will come again!”
Thou leav'st it to thy sister—Fear,
And lorn it is, and faint and drear,
And Grief's dark shadow girds it round,
Its grave is ev'n already found!
Heart! thou hast already found thy grave,
And what can heal—and what can save?
No earthly power—no earthly aid—
Earth hath abandoned and betrayed!

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Long have I mourned—and long have wept—
And many a heavy vigil kept;
But ne'er till now was I deprived
Of Hope—on whose sweet smiles I lived!
Oh! worse than weary is the woe,
When nought is left to hope below—
When nought remains but vain regret,
That pineth for the Sun that's set!
Each gloomy moment seems to bring
An added thorn—another sting—
While none the needful balm supply,
Nor make a new expectancy!
But this variety of ills
My Soul with vague despondence fills,
And thus distracts it from the one
By which 'twas first—and most undone!

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If I must mourn then, let me be
Perplexed by Grief's variety—
By many pierced—we strive 'gainst none—
Resist—and wrestle with the One!

MEMORY'S MAGIC.

Oh! Memory! thou canst give us back again
Our own old feelings, yet unwrung with pain,
Our peace, our purity—till Sin appears
Though the long growth perchance of evil years,
By thee so sweetly sinned against—'tis lost,
Like shadows by strong gleams of Sunshine crost!
Sin seems to whiten back to Innocence,
Cleansed of its stains—and of its dim clouds dense,
All brightly cleared, and lightened for awhile,
Even by the sacred Magic of thy smile!

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Aye, Sin, unsinned, that long hath had abode
Within the heart by thoughts infirm o'erflowed,
Forgets its evil into good, when thus
Keen stricken by thy wand so luminous,
Thou mighty and thou all-resistless Power,
That makest the Soul thine own for thy brief hour,
And dost improve and change it as thou wilt,
Till Good becomes its gracelessness and guilt!
Oh! who can vividly and well recall
His childhood's days, ere bound by basest thrall
Of selfishness and passion, he forgot
All lovely, lofty duties of his lot,
Without a momentary change of state,
A temporary rising o'er his fate!
And o'er his feelings, darkened and debased
By long continuance of a trust misplaced
In all the hollow nothings of this Earth,
Of frailest tenure, and of poorest worth?
Till yet once more, ev'n as a little child,
With lowly simple nature undefiled,

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The World's fond victim half regenerate moves,
And humbly trusts—and reverently loves—
And deeply feels—from guilt and from its guile,
Through thy dear charm, delivered for awhile,
Strong Memory! thou canst teach the Soul once more
To be the stainless thing it seemed before,
Restore the harmonious truth, that round it hung,
Of yore, recalling from what source it sprung—
Give back that glorious light it seemed to bring
Even from that source—Life's high and holy spring!
And make it feel as it were newly born—
The spark fresh kindled with the fires of morn!
Thou canst do thus—but, Ah! in vain—in vain—
If sinks the Soul from that fine height again,
If back it falls into the common dust,
And woos its earthly idols to its trust—
Memory, how vain is then thy brief bright sway,
What empty homage unto thee we pay,
We but remember all that once we were,
To grovel back into our sordid care—

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To hug again a half forgotten load
Of vile anxieties, on Life's steep road!
And to renounce the promise and the hope,
Content along our twilight path to grope,
Without the only aid that can sustain
And bless our weak endeavours, else how vain!—
The aid Divine, the which indeed to acquire,
We must controul each World-defiled desire,
And be as little children pure and meek,
And humbly strive, and innocently seek.
Oh! Memory! snatch my spirit back once more
To all its blameless thoughts and dreams of yore,
And bid my present consciousness to cease
A little while, that I may dwell in peace
Beneath the shadow of thy quiet wings,
And save me from all vain and dangerous things,
Which gain too much ascendancy and power
O'er the unsuspicious Soul, hour after hour.
Oh! let me be beneath thine influence mild,
Once more, once more, as ev'n a little child,

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And in that humble holy mood serene,
Let me continue through Life's changeful scene,
And fixedly and faithfully remain,
Even when released from thy engirdling chain;
Set free from thy enchanted flowery yoke,
Whose gentle clasp so many fetters broke,
So many burdens tenderly removed,
And such a high and Heavenly blessing proved!
Yes! Memory, when beneath thy soft controul,
Once more the dreamer grows a child in Soul,
'Tis thine to make him, for a little space,
Raised o'er the crimes and follies of his race,
One of that glorious Kingdom, all sublime,
Beyond the petty march of measured time,
That glorious Kingdom, where the dwellers be
As little children in their purity!
Who from that Heavenly kingdom would descend,
With Earth's vile nothings yet again to blend?
And stained with sin and sorrow to pass on,
'Mongst sufferers and 'midst sinners—surely none!

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Memory, ev'n now thy power o'er me exert,
Bring childhood's trustful feelings to my heart,
Bring me mine own old feelings once again,
Unchilled by doubt and all unwrung by pain;
And more—far more—by evil unalloyed,
With purity unaltered—undestroyed!
Memory, ev'n now thy power o'er me assert,
And bring back childhood to my Soul and Heart!

TIME.

Time! oft when I have heard some solemn clock
Startle the air with its sonorous shock,
While rung with chime, prolonged upon the ear,
The strong vibration of its echoes clear,
I have translated thus thy stern address,
To those that mark thee little—prize thee less—

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“Haste! Mortals, haste!—improve the gift of birth,
Ye have a God in Heaven—a Grave on Earth!”
For it is so! and soon, how soon we crave
Below, the shelter of that shadowing Grave,
How soon lie down in its unbroken gloom,
Forsaking all our treasures for the tomb,
Forgetting all our occupations here,
Foregoing all our Heart-affections dear,
For ever and for ever—Oh! no more
To hope and dream as we were wont before,
No more to dwell in joy, 'mongst well known things,
To which the natural heart so fondly clings,
So fondly and so firmly, till, alas!
It finds its joys were only made to pass.
How soon we close our longing lingering eyes
On all that we most fervently could prize,
Most deeply cherish, and leave all behind
Which claimed the strong devotion of the mind;
Death from our sight doth all these things remove,
Howe'er we watched them with a jealous love,

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And then our title we perforce resign
(Oh! Death, how harsh a tyranny is thine)
To all we held most sacredly our own,
And yield it up as though we ne'er had known
We have a grave on Earth! 'tis all we have—
And that the Monarch shareth with the Slave,
'Tis all we truly certainly possess—
Though Fortune rain her fair gifts to excess
Upon our honoured and our favoured heads—
And in our paths Hope's form of Beauty treads!
'Tis all we have—though we may seem to be
Rich in deep sources of felicity;
On this bleak Earth 'tis all indeed we have,
Our only home is in that silent cave!—
There all of woman born must surely dwell,
Palace and Prison—Court and Citadel—
Since that dark place of rest alone remains
To those who dwelt in piles like idol fanes!
A handful of dim dust is all indeed
That ev'n the loftiest and the best shall need,

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Ere many years above their heads are flown,
And this is all that can be all their own.
We have a Grave on Earth—a lowly Grave,
And those long tossed on Life's distracting wave
May lay their heads down on that Earth at last,
And gladly say, “the weary time is past!”
For Sorrow pierces with her poisoned dart
The yearning anxious fevered human heart,
And doubt disturbs it and remorse o'ertakes,
Until with secret longing oft it aches
For that unbroken, that undreaming rest,
With which the sleeper of the Grave is blest,
That silent and all motionless repose
Which blesseth those whose eyes for ever close!—
Which heareth heedeth not the echoing strife,
Around, above, of restless warring Life—
We have a Grave on Earth—that, that alone
Can be indeed and certainly our own—
All other things depart from us, or we
Depart from them howe'er unwillingly,

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The miser ceases his convulsive hold
Upon his darling and long-treasured gold,
The Monarch quits his proud and glittering throne,
And goes, where he is watched and served by none.
The bridegroom turns him haply from his bride,
Content in solitary gloom to abide—
The warrior leaves his triumphs all behind,
And yields his honours with an humbled mind.
Man to the Grave must turn—of all bereft—
He finds at length the Grave alone is left,
And this austere possession, this is all
That we our own with perfect truth can call.
Rash, reckless beings—while we hurry on,
Nor value Time till precious Time is gone!
As though the World and all it hath were ours,
And we were dwellers in unfading bowers;
A Grave—a Grave on Earth! dark, narrow, drear,
And can this World then be so deeply dear,
'Twould seem as though we were in life the lords
Of boundless empire, and exhaustless hoards,

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Enriched with gifts immortal and sublime,
That never might be crushed or reft by Time?
Alas! how different 'tis! how brief our tale,
How slight our tenure, and our trust how frail,
We strive and struggle for a little while,
Then sets that Sun that never more shall smile
On our fond efforts, or our darling schemes,
And all our hopes depart like morning dreams,
We close our eyes on this World's busy scene,
And nothing is for us that ere hath been,
For we are nothing—we ourselves are nought,
And Death hath overta'en the winged Thought—
From his dread power no skill no strength can save,
On Earth we have a Grave, and but a Grave!
This World with all its glory, all its bloom,
Is but for us a proud and spacious tomb,
A sure and mighty sepulchre it is,
And all we claim of it as ours—is this—
And shall we cling then with an ill placed trust,
False to our interest—to ourselves unjust?

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To all the uncertain good it hath to give,
Which soon must cease, since soon we cease to live,
And worship at this World's unhallowed shrine,
Nor to a loftier hope and trust incline,
Unthinking Mortals!—all proclaims ye have
On Earth a Grave—and nothing but a Grave!
And all proclaims, with voice as deep and loud,
To ye, the rash, the insatiate, and the proud,
That ye indeed have in the Heavens above
A God Omnipotent, of Grace and Love!
A Grave on Earth—but, Oh! a God in Heaven,
Can you forget His Love and be forgiven?
'Tis boundless, endless, evermore the same,
And all their portion in its truth may claim
The lowliest and the mightiest of the Earth,
The strongest and the weakest, from their birth,
Until the hour appointed for their death,
And, Oh! yet after they resign their breath—
Then shall it be in all its greatness shown,
For ever still unchangeably their own—

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A treasure far beyond all powers of thought,
To appreciate and to acknowledge as they ought!
Were all yon shining Worlds on Man bestowed
With which the irradiate space streams overflowed,
Those Suns of many Splendours, that outblaze
At nameless distances, with glittering rays,
'Twere as a handful of unvalued dust
Compared with that deep treasure of our trust!
Light in the balance these were found indeed
Weighed 'gainst that wealth which must all else exceed.
Then let us listen to thy call sublime,
Thou swift and sure and ne'er delaying Time,
And lift our Souls up with a reverent love,
Even to the Heaven that brightly spreads above!
For if we may but have a Grave on Earth,
A treasure there is ours of priceless worth,
A certain and a lasting one, which nought
Can snatch from our firm hold—with rapture fraught!
Oh! let us unto that unfaultering cling,
And raise our hopes from each low Earthborn thing,

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Give all our Souls to that, and that alone—
And claim it, seize it, clasp it for our own;
Speak on, thou solemn chime! speak ever on,
And let me dwell thy counsel sage upon,
Speak on, and let my spirit wakening thrill
With one deep echo to that counsel still!
How many thoughtless or obdurate hear
That voice of Time which lingers on the ear—
With grave deep warning, as they onwards pass,
To where his swiftness speeds them still, alas!
Even to that long and lone and lasting home
Of hopeless silence—and of changeless gloom,
Yet beautiful as Paradise in sight
Of those who mark behind it Heaven's own light!
Speak on! thou eloquent and solemn chime,
Speak to my Soul in language all sublime,
Since it is Truth itself—triumphant truth!
Oh! wise are they who prize it in their youth,
Ere weakened energy and lessened strength
Smite with decay the Soul's best powers at length,

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And render difficult that task enjoined,
To lift from Earthly things the Earth-stained mind!
Aid me! Eternal Source of grace and good,
Aid me to exalt my mind's taught tutored mood—
To turn from all these petty Worldly things,
Which taint the Spirit to its deepest springs;
Aid me to love thyself, thyself to serve,
Nor let me from the course of duty swerve,
Keep me, Oh! keep me in the right, true way,
My judgments 'stablish, and my feelings sway,
Make me to feel with chastened awe, and know
That this a state of trial is below,
That nothing can deserve Man's watchful care
On this dim scene, where all one fate must share,
One doom must find, a stern and mournful doom,
Give back thy hollow echo-answer—Tomb!
Awake, ye dreamers, that with vainest love
Seek all below—forgetting all above!
Awake, awake, ere yet it is too late
To amend your prospects and improve your fate,

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Hear but the warning of that solemn chime,
Which calls with voice as startling as sublime,
And sternly doth unceasingly proclaim
One mighty truth—and evermore the same:—
“The hours are speeding towards Life's final hour,
Awake, arouse, while yet 'tis in your power.”
Awake, arouse then, Dreamers—cast away
The unmeaning trifles o'er your Souls that sway,
The little time that Heaven shall yet allow,
Oh! give it to your preparation now,
Since on that preparation must depend
Your future good and glory without end.
How merciful is Heaven to thankless Man,
Even in his brief and strictly measured span,
How doth he find at every step he takes,
Some warning, which its just impression makes
Upon his yearning and expectant mind,
If not with wilful stubborn dulness blind!
A gracious Father guides our course from Heaven,
Can we forget His Love, and be forgiven?

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Can we resign our claims to His deep Grace,
And hope in peace to end our mortal race?
Can we with careless impious folly, turn
From His own paths, and dream we shall not mourn?
A voice within us answers deeply, No!
A voice within us, speaking clear and low,
And that too echoeth thy prophetic call,
Oh! Time!—that cryeth loudly unto all
With iron tongue of dread and stern appeal,
Which even the giddiest at some moments feel,
“Prepare!”—and yet again “Prepare!” again,
And oft again to reckless heedless men—
But doth it only echo thy strong cry?
Oh! it hath syllabled thy wordless sigh,
And breathed its mystic music, full and deep
O'er thy stern tone, till the hours might seem to weep
O'er all that they destroy with dull decay,
So gently do they warn their destined prey!
So mildly urge them as they speed along,
To save their living Souls from blight and wrong,

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To buckle on that armour pure and bright,
Which still can save them from such wrong and blight.
Speak on, thou hollow-sounding chime, and say,
“Ye have a Grave on Earth!”—Man may not stay
'Mongst these, his old familiar Worldly things,
Time flieth fast, his Soul too hath her wings,
Not still she standeth, 'mid the motion round,
But striveth to press on beyond her bound,
To leave behind the associates of her way,
Those Earth-born things that must endure decay,
Even the most thoughtless Worldling feels at times
One thought within him that aspiring climbs,
And soars away an instant from the din
That echoing soundeth in this World of Sin,
One thought that trembleth like a Heavenly Star
Amid the cloudy darkness and the war,
The wild confusion and the waste of life,
The restless hurry and the heated strife—
And if that thought be not insanely chased,
As though the immortal spirit it disgraced,

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The Star will to a glorious Sun outblaze,
And light created Nature with its rays!
Since still it clear pronounceth evermore
What Nature too hath oft pronounced before,
Repealing that stern sentence of dismay
Which speaks but of the Grave and Death's dire sway,
And fearlessly asserts, in accents plain,
“Ye have a God in Heaven!”—Oh! blessed strain,
Let all the Soul take up with hallowed zeal
Its perfect harmony—her wounds to heal,
Her griefs to banish, and her fears to lull,
While thence she may unbounded rapture cull,
And draw a consolation all divine,
Which shall with every conscious thought entwine.
Oh! more than Happiness—joy-shaming Hope,
What prospects lengthening and expanding ope
Before the Spirit's all-enraptured sight,
Glory on Glory heaped—Light after Light,
Still new variety of dazzling Day
That drives the thought of Darkness ev'n away.

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Joy-shaming Hope! how startlingly sublime
Dost thou spring forth to gild the brow of Time,
Which like some mighty Angel speeds, as fain
Its goal, the glorious gate of Heaven, to gain,
And melt into the Eternity supreme,
As melteth into truth some wandering dream.
Oh! more than Happiness! Surpassing Hope,
Scarce can the Soul with thy great triumph cope,
To live for ever 'mid those Worlds of bliss,
Too bright, too blessed to be glimpsed in this,
Where Death nor Grief nor Pain nor Sin nor Fear,
Nor even their fleeting shadows may appear
Perfect with all perfection, deep and true,
Within themselves, and circled with it too!
Oh! Happiness-surpassing Hope!—to thee
Still let us cling through our Mortality,
Nor from our thoughts be thou e'er banished far
The Soul's victorious and undying Star!
Ne'er from our thoughts may this great Truth be driven,
We have a Grave on Earth—a God in Heaven!

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EARTHLY AFFECTION.

How pass the unloving and the unloved,
Whose hearts no Heav'n-born thrill have proved,
Through this dark waste, this World unkind,
Where poisons tempt and fetters bind,
Where storms are scathing—snakes are stinging,
And woes on woes the heart are wringing.
How pass they, without prop or aid,
With burthens on their shoulders laid,
With dangerous passes to attempt,
Nor from attack and wrong exempt—
Without Love's aid and blest protection?—
Oh! surely crushed with vain dejection.

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Heed, heed not what the selfish say,
“Love rules with harsh and fearful sway,
Preserve from Love the throbbing heart,
And 'twill be saved from Sorrow's smart!”
Aye! 'twill be saved from every feeling,
Whose Heavenly hurt wins Heavenly healing.
For true it is that Happiness
Not alway doth deep Feeling bless,
But Oh! is not its precious tear
Than Happiness itself more dear?
And when bright joy its truth is blessing,
That joy exceedeth all expressing!
Its very sorrows even are dear—
And beautiful and fair appear—
Since consolations from above
Ever are lent to wounded Love!
Oh! the fond Martyrs of Affection,
Walk not this Earth in vain dejection.

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But they, the unloving and the unloved,
Whose hearts no generous thrills have proved,
While they have sorrows too to bear,
No Heavenly healing to their share
May fall, those sorrows' pangs to soften,
Though they shall own their keenness often!
The sorrows of the selfish breast
Are unexalted and unblest—
And could the loveless guess or know
The solace of a nobler woe—
The joy-commingled griefs of Feeling,
Would they not pine with vain appealing?
Would they not crave of Heaven alone
To wake their Souls to that fine tone
Of more than richest harmony,
Which thrilleth and which swelleth free—
That tone of tenderness enthralling,
Like echoes of Heaven's music falling?

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Would they not envy all who know
Deep Sympathy's mysterious glow,
And scorn their own low little joys,
Vain dreams which every breath destroys,
And turn with fond and deep desiring,
To Love and to Love's truth aspiring?
Oh! surely it must ev'n thus be,
Could they pierce thy sweet mystery,
Affection!—bright and gentle power!
Life's precious and ætherial flower!
But of such power—the Soul commanding,
They have in sooth no understanding!
Still must they feel some consciousness,
Some trouble of a vain distress,
When they, the adoring and the adored,
Whose Souls on one rich hope are poured,
Meet them amidst Life's mazy turnings,
Till ache their hearts with hopeless yearnings.

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Oh! be those hearts of stone or steel,
The unloving and the unloved must feel,
Must mourn their state, yet undeplored,
When thus the adoring and the adored,
With Love's own perfect sunlight beaming,
Cross them on paths of their vain scheming.
The loved upon the loveless look—
And scarce can read their hearts' dim book,
Yet what they can decypher there,
Must claim some pity, some kind care,
For, Oh! to the beloved how dreary
Must seem the unloved one's paths, how weary!
And let them not with harsh disdain
Shrink from those sufferings—from that pain—
Which pierce the hearts no hope may bless,
At sight of others' happiness!—
No! be Love's Heaven-taught lore imparted
Unto the lone and heavy-hearted!

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LINES. (FROM AN UNPUBLISHED POEM.)

She comes!—she comes!—with her hair of light
Bound round a forehead almost as bright
With her flashing smiles—yet though flashing—soft
That seem a deep Soul on their wings to waft
With her kindling blushes—her lovely mien—
The Star and the Spirit of the scene!—
With her silvery voice and her zephir step,
With her clear bright cheek and her laughing lip!—
And the Graces with her for ever come—
What a Paradise doth she make of home!
She comes!—she comes!—and all things appear
Bright as herself, when she draws near!

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THE FAREWELL TO FRANCE.

Bright France, adieu!—Adieu! thy laughing plains,
Where Peace now lives and gentle gladness reigns,
Farewell fair Vineyard-covered France, farewell!
Long shall my memory on your sweet scenes dwell,
Long and for ever—many a glowing morn
Upon thy rosy hills have I seen born,
Many a brilliant eve have watched sink down,
As if to rest on thy rich woods, whose crown
Was then the blazing burning setting Sun,
The noblest and the most imperial One!
Nought in the unknown Future may avail
To crush these memories with o'ercloudings pale.
I will believe and hope, for thoughts like these
With high and lofty beauty, calmly please

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And elevate the mind in which they're nursed—
In which they're brightly glowingly rehearsed,
For Nature and the love of Nature brings
A hallowed charm to light all lesser things.
Farewell! with all thy vineyards, all thy flowers,
Fair golden France—the land of Sunny bowers
And teeming fields, from thee I soon must part,
But, Oh! to seek the Country of my Heart!—
Yet here my Heart awhile a Country found,
Since here in thy bless'd chains have I been bound,
Thou ever-glorious Nature—more than fair,
And wheresoe'er we yield thee worship—there
We feel as natives—children of the soil—
So closely do those chains around us coil.
Not 'mongst the City's crowds have I delayed,
But by these Vineyard-bordered stream banks strayed,
Not converse held with proud and polished throngs,
But with thine aëry and mysterious tongues,
Pure Nature ever holy, ever dear,
Those tongues that breathe sphere-music in mine ear,

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That talk the language of the Heavens on Earth,
And make an affluence where were else but dearth,
For 'tis not Nature! only, what thou art,
(From all associative links apart!—)
'Tis what thou 'mind'st us of yet more, far more,
That consecrates thy love in our Hearts' core,
And makes us turn to thee, with such deep trust,
And name thee glorious, holy, fair, august.
No! 'tis not what thou art that makes us turn
Even thus to thee, with such quick zeal to burn
In admiration boundless and supreme,
Which girds our spirits with a passionate dream,
'Tis what thou but reflectest as a glass,
The glory that can never wane nor pass
The invisible perfection, and the unknown,
Which then our minds mysteriously must own,
Even when to thee we bend with homage deep,
And feel thy power our inmost Soul o'ersweep,
Thou'rt but a glass, of all that is above
Our hope, our comprehension, and our love—

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And still our thought will struggle to those heights
Where shine Truth's glorious and immortal lights—
Where blaze these Splendours infinite, which none
May gaze unblasted and unscathed upon!—
And still the yearning and the restless mind
Will strive the mirror of their pomp to find,
Nature—all exquisite and fair in thee,
And in thy bright and sovreign Majesty,
'Tis this that lends thee such o'erpowering might,
That makes thee seem so blessed in our sight,
When we indeed bend humbly at thy shrine,
And see in thee a mystic stamp divine.
Nature! thou art my Country! evermore
Still let me find a home from shore to shore,
Where'er thy chainless winds in freedom blow,
Where'er thy glitt'ring streams rejoicing flow,
Where'er thy mountains soar, thy groves expand,
There smiles my Home—and there my Native Land,
Where'er thy glorious Stars resplendent shine,
And make the purple Heavens indeed divine

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Or thy more lovely flowers their brilliant dyes
Display with all their rich varieties,
Where'er thy clouds in shadowy beauty roll,
And catch the thoughts of the uplifted Soul,
And bear them on with them on their wild race,
Through wastes of æther and through worlds of space,
Beyond the horizon's aëry line afar,
Where faintest lights and tenderest shadows are,
There is my Soul's own place, and there my home,
And there must I a denizen become,
Bound by dear ties of Feeling and of Thought,
With tenderness and truth and transport fraught.
Where'er afar with wandering foot we range,
It is the strangers make the land seem strange,
The mighty hills, the fields, the paths, the woods,
The glades of beauty, and the sounding floods,
These are not strangers—if we shun the croud,
The weak, the vain, the restless, and the loud,
And but with these beloved associates keep—
For us a Home shall smile o'er mount and deep,

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Our Country, Nature, shall be where thou art,
Our resting place for ever on thy heart.
And yet a dearer charm must doubtless dwell
Round that one Land, where first from flood and fell
We learned to draw a deep and true delight,
And recognized thy glory and thy might!
That, may perchance be dearer than the rest,
But all shall be as Homes of love confessed
By hearts that prize thee as thou should'st be prized,
Great Nature—but by mindless fools despised,
For the high thoughted and the wise of Earth
Have ever owned thy deep exceeding worth,
And ever thy prevailing power avowed,
And at thy shrine with reverent homage bowed,
For thou'rt the Daughter of the Highest—thou
Alone to His Perfection deign'st to bow,
Man's thoughts do shape themselves even at thy side,
(With a permitted pardonable pride)
To actual Forms, his floating dreams become
Realities—for in his mortal doom,

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His high immortal Nature still aspires,
And feels the impulse of diviner fires—
Struggling within his Spirit—quickening there—
To find a clearer, purer, finer air!
And to thy great Perfection still they yield,
Though thou for ever art the same revealed,
And they, yet day by day—age after age,
Mankind's profoundest care and thoughts engage,
For ever open to improvement thus
Transmitted down through myriad minds to us,
Full often yet thy works mock brightly still
Those works of human toil and human skill—
Let me be still a Worshipper of thine—
And ever to thy wild sweet haunts incline—
Then, wheresoe'er it be my fate to roam,
There shall I find a Sanctuary and Home,
From the glad hills, the gracious Heavens above,
Thy countenance o'ershadoweth me with love,
The language of my thoughts must ever be
Even thy large universal language free!

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The torrents and the Stars they shine and roll,
And speak to every feeling of my Soul—
The whispering leaves sweet secrets can impart
Unto my listening and enraptured heart—
One instrument with Nature that is made—
And by one touch they're wakened and they're played!
The Forest-lyre's resounding strings sublime,
And thy more subtile strings keep tune and time.
Oh! mine accordant Heart!—since thy reply
So instant is—thy frame one harmony—
The Ocean's Organ-anthem calls at once
From my rapt Spirit's depths its full response!—
Itself one mighty melody becomes,
Such as the Seraphs wake in their Starred homes,
One strain of perfect Love—one glorious strain
Beyond all music of the hymning Main,
All minstrelsy of the echoing Forest's heart,
The harping Forest whence blest sounds depart
Unceasingly, or if the storm or breeze
Awake the sleeping spirit in the trees!—

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Nature! thou art my Country!—where thou art
I find the Home—the Heaven of my Heart!
I kiss my Parent-soil for ever there,
And breathe mine own familiar kindred air,
All is congenial to my Soul and Thought,
Where all with thine exalted charms is fraught,
Thy Child—thy Citizen—still let me be,
My Native Land—Oh! Nature!—it is thee!

WHEN JOY IS LIVING.

When joy is living at our hearts—
How fair a World this seems to be,
All Nature into Beauty starts—
And all is smiles and harmony.

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The very clouds that hide the Sun
Look strangely beautiful and bright,
Fair colours seem they to have won,
From some more Heavenly Orb of Light!
The very shadows that are cast
Along our happy Hope-lit way,
Seem but too exquisite to last,
Too delicate and dear—to stay!
When Sorrow chains us—what a change
Comes o'er the face of Earth and Sky,
Joy doth its golden smile estrange
Even from the great Sun's glorious eye!
When the worn heart is ill at rest,
And trembling 'twixt faint hopes and fears,
All Nature seems in mourning drest,
And all around us is in tears!

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When Pain becomes the bosom's guest,
In darker and in sterner years—
All Nature seems in sable vest—
The Heavens—the Air—the Earth—in tears!

THE BARK.

Oh! thou wert launched in triumph, Bark!
In gladness and in hope—
What breast could dream of care or cark,
What spirit then could droop?
Cheerily thou careeredst—Bark!—
While thy straightened streamer flew,
And shone like a Star through the glimmering dark,
Like a rainbow the day-time through!

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Terribly didst thou struggle—Bark!
With thy streamer soiled and torn,
That erst flew high like the gay skylark,
Up—up in the light of morn!
Terribly didst thou struggle—Bark!
When the tempest ruled the hour,
Thou seemedst but as a helpless mark
For the billows' strokes of power!
When the storms came down, when the great winds roared,
Like maddened lions fierce—
And the sounds of wrath went all abroad,
Even the Ocean-depths to pierce.
Silently thou art dwelling—Bark!
In those depths' black keyless hold,
In the gloomy silence—the gloomy dark—
In the stillness and the cold.

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O'er thy deck is the heavy sea-weed trailed,
There the finny people play,
Thy lofty sides they are stained and scaled,
Thou'rt check'd on thy foamy way.
And they that sunk with thee—foundered Bark!
The loved—the prized—and the lost!
Ah! surely they in a surer ark
Were borne to a bright bright coast!
The roar of the Seas and Winds no more
Shall fill them with trembling fear,
They are landed safe on the unstormy shore
Of a bright and deathless sphere!

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RELIGIOUS MUSIC.

How doth the Soul on Music's wings arise
To join the hymning Seraphs in the Skies,
Ascending—still ascending—borne above
By strength of zeal—and ecstacy of love!
The Organ peal on peal sends forth sublime,
Till its deep Music seems to pierce Old Time,
To startle him mysteriously, and smite
Upon his awful and destructive flight!
To unveil his shadowy and cloud-mantled brow,
To make him seem one ever present Now—
Shorn of his angry terrors, in that hour,
And taught to yield before a mightier power,
Of all his buried secrets robbed, at once,
And made to utter forth a deep response

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To those triumphant sounds, that searching sweep
O'er depths that heavy Silence long did keep!
Like Ocean-treasures dashed by storms on shore,
Behold the mysteries of his ancient lore,
For one keen moment to the Soul revealed,
That clasps within itself Creation's field,
Even while it giveth back its large reply
To the awful thunder-chimes of Harmony,
And rushes back unto the birth of all,
And lifts from Chaos' wastes of gloom the pall,
And forward rushes to the final close,
And the whole truth in one rich rapture knows,
Or feels as though it knew—in that bright mood
By cold dull natures little understood,
Oh! glorious is the Organ's swelling hymn
In ears that never heard the Seraphim
Sing to their Harps of Heaven—for nought beside
Methinks can match its Music's pealing pride!
Eternity, the while those echoes roll,
Crowds with its weight of ages on the Soul—

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This World seems rapt and gathered unto thee,
Through this dread charm—thou great Eternity!
A march of Empires rallies round the notes,
A mighty history from the old Silence floats,
And glides into the electrifying tones,
A Vision of long-ruined Fanes and Thrones,
Of royal cities in past times destroyed,
Whose names are nothing—and whose place a void.
Yea! of a bye past World—that startles forth
In its own pristine pride and ancient worth,
Yet all seems to the enraptured Soul to be
As part and portion of the Eternity!
Itself, it soars, beyond the grasp of Time,
And bids all share in its own state sublime,
'Tis then all consciousness, all ear and eye—
New modes of Being seems it then to try
More glorious than it ever tried before,
(But which shall be its own for evermore;
Which yet shall be for evermore its own,
When this frail Frame of things is overthrown,

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When this low World lies crushed in its own dust,
And joy eternal crowns the good and just.)
Peal on—peal on thou high and glorious strain,
Thy mighty Music shall not peal in vain;
Oh! not in vain shall those fine concords flow,
They free the heart from long devouring woe,
They break the Soul's too closely clasping chains,
And clear it both of shadows and of stains—
And yet amidst its wildest farthest flight,
Its richest burst of Inspiration's might,
Its noblest and its most etherial mood,
How much of Earth will evermore intrude,
The pride of human triumphs, human sway,
Of human Majesty the proud array,
These still are glimpsed and visioned by the Soul,
These still before its inner sight unroll,
The mighty Anthem swells upon the sense,
A pomp of sound—an angel eloquence,
And there awakes deep dreams of loftiest power,
That soar beyond Time's less than little hour,

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Yet with them bear to the awful heights above,
Through vain tenacity of clinging love,
Or haply custom's long-continuing force,
(A current that scarce turneth from its course
Of partial prejudice)—all things known here,
All things that glorious in man's sight appear,
Bear Earth itself, and Earth's chief pomps on high,
Time's triumphs all into the Eternity,
For still their images victorious reign,
Within the working wildered human brain,
And still the winged and fervent human Soul
Escapes from strictest bonds of Time's controul,
In those harmonious and half-Heavenly hours,
When Music stirs the inmost Spirit's powers,
When sacred strains o'erwhelmingly impart
Melodious deep Religion to the heart.

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THE ARAB CHIEF.

Full sadly mourned the lonely Arab Chief,
With tones of tenderness—and looks of Grief,
The while he stood beside his dying steed,
For whom might help be none in his sore need,
For death triumphant scowl'd beside his prey,
And step by step advanced his hideous sway,
Thus burst, in saddest accents deep and low,
Forth from the Chieftain's lips the plaints of woe.
Thou art dying, dying fast, my steed,
And I look on thee the while—
Thou'rt struggling in the mortal pangs,
Thou—the sharer of my toil—
Companion of my wanderings free,
Aye! and friend, firm friend and true,

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Thou art dying, dying fast, my steed—
Must I watch this dark hour through?
As a bugle, was to thee my voice,
As a beacon-light mine eye,
My light caress thy proudest joy,
Must I stand to see thee die!
How wert thou wont triumphantly
The Morning's air to snuff,
Then to dart upon thy foaming course,
Till thy master cried “Enough!”
Like the tempest-wing of rushing Night,
Of Lightnings and of Fire,
Didst thou bear thy rider on and on,
With a strength that could not tire,
Now waxing very weak thou art,
And thine eye is filmed and dull.
Oh! must I stand to see thee die,
Brave steed and beautiful?

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And say, was not unto me the light
Of thy glorious eye a star,
And thy nostrils furious snorting loud,
As a sudden tromp of War?
The waving of thy streamy mane,
As a banner free and proud,
My gallant gallant steed of strength—
Must the dust thy fair frame shroud?
Must our long companionship close now,
My comrade and my friend,
Must I seek another, stranger steed,
Or alone in sorrow wend,
What other steed shall bear me, horse,
As thou evermore hast borne
O'er the desert's trackless boundless paths,
As't were on the wings of Morn?
Thy front was like the outshining East,
When 'tis set in flames by Day,

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Thy broad bold warrior front—thine eye
E'en as a fount of fire did play,
Thunder-cloathed was thy mighty neck,
And thy hoofs were shod with speed,
And terrible-gentle wert thou still,
Oh! my gallant glorious steed!
But thy fiery grandeur soon must be
In the heavy dust laid low—
Thou that hast borne me like the wind
From the arrows of the foe!
Thy pride of strength and thy boast of speed,
These can nothing now avail,
Thou fail'st as a weed borne down the stream,
As a reed bowed in the gale!
Oh! where the fountain of the wild
Laughed sparkling up and fair,
How oft have we together stopped,
While each hath drank his share,

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The draught was dearer from my hands,
My noble horse, I know,
And must I watch thy dying pangs,
Oh! woe—Oh! tenfold woe!
My children aye have played with thee,
And climbed thee without fear,
For gentle wert thou with them still,
As they to thee were dear!
Thy fathers have served my fathers well
And loyally through their line,
Since no Chief-descended-Chiefs may boast
Of blood more pure than thine!
When the dreadful Simoom-columns vast
With their deadly purple gloom,
Have threatened us, how thy flashing speed
Hath saved me from the tomb!
And must I with these hands scoop now
Thy dismal narrow grave,

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And hide thee—Son of Morning—thee,
In the dust—thou true and brave!
In the shadow of my quiet tent
Shalt thou take thy peaceful rest,
Calm while the Sun of Victory sleeps
As 'mid clouds quenched on thy breast,
Low in the shadow of that tent
(An unneeded shade, alas!)—
Take thy long and lasting rest, brave horse,
While ages rise and pass!
Aye! the stormy Sun of Victory sleeps
On thy breast of thunder now,
Setting 'midst gathering shadows there,
That come dimly on, and slow,
And within thine eye the blaze grows dull,
The quick and fiery blaze,
Through thy nostrils rolls no more the smoke
Of thy breath, a thousand ways.

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Thou'rt helpless now in weakness grown,
And power departs from thee,
Thou that in fulness of thy strength
So tameless seemed to be,
That haughty strength unbowed, unchecked,
'T was noble—'t was sublime—
Thou would'st have made a gallant steed
For the restless Rider—Time!
Methinks, brave steed! thou might'st have borne
The World's eternal weight,
Beneath thy burthen rose so high
Thy mighty heart elate,
Thy dauntless spirit evermore
In impatient daring rose,
And strong with an unearthly strength
Is the frame where that so glows!
'Tis done!—'tis all, all over now—
And 'tis a deep relief,

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Bitter to bear thine anguish t'was,
And mine own o'erflowing grief,
But now 'tis past, and thou, with all
Thy wonted fire, art clay;
'Tis done—'tis done—then let me turn
My heavy steps away.
And the proud Chief concealed awhile his face
In his raised hands, then turned to leave the place,
Yet paused awhile and turned and looked again,
As though to drain the last worst drop of pain,
To hug the whole dark sorrow to his heart,
Ere yet from that sad scene he would depart,
He looked—then turned with aspect sad and mild—
And wept that Chief—as weeps a little child!

81

THE LARK.

Lark! universal singer! go
Where the Sunshine-sources seem forth to flow,
Bury thyself in that grave of light,
Hidden from thought and hidden from sight,
Triumphal, strong, and festal singer,
Raised thus by thine own zeal on high,
In the luxury of thy joyaunce linger
'Mid the rosy chambers of the sky!
Glad Minstrel of the Morning—go
And sing from the Heaven to Earth below,
Let every sweet and hallowed note
Charged with celestial meanings float,
Go—the strong winds dare not delay thee
Upon thy glad and glorying course,
Lo! how the liegeless clouds obey thee,
As the foeman files, the charging horse!

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Hark to the ringing rushing song,
It bears our very Souls along
In dizzying haste beyond—above—
Borne on the strength of hope and love;
Holiest of Singers—sing thou ever,
And draw our spirits up on high,
What weak bars shall suffice to sever
From the Heaven of deathless harmony!
Holiest of Singers—sing thou on,
Till for us the heights of thought are won,
Till won the heights of thought may be
By the Bard of fiery Soul and free,
By the enthusiast and the dreamer,
By the zealot keen and the lover fond,
By even the World's ambitious schemer—
And heights, yet the heights of thought beyond!

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THE SAILOR'S GRAVE.

Rest! rest! we give thee to a glorious grave,
That nobly suits the breathless martyred brave,
Above it—streaming flags of Freedom wave
For evermore!
Our England's War-ships o'er thy bed shall ride
And tower, a moment's monument of Pride,
O'er thee ensepulchred in the ancient tide—
Far—far from shore!
Rest, nor less soundly sweetly calmly rest,
For that above thee many a billowy crest,
Points in the tempest's hour to Heaven's broad breast,
Thy Spirit's goal.

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Nature reigns round thee awfully supreme,
Around, above thy sleep without a dream!
And through the thunderbolt, or on the beam
Breathes Truth's great Soul!
Rest in the stillness of thy lone repose!
Unheeding of all human friends and foes,
Mayst thou remain till that pure Star that rose
Of old, shall rise!
The Star of our Salvation more than bright,
Whose ray shall spread—a boundless Heaven of Light,
And banish everlastingly the Night
From Earth and Skies.
Then mayst thou lift thy long-unconscious head
From forth thy hollow-sounding hoary bed,
And join thy brethren, th' Earth's unshrouded Dead,
Raised from their sleep.

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Thousands and tens of thousands shall arise,
It matters little whence, if the opening Skies
Receive them, to the joy that never dies—
From Earth or Deep!
Rest, brave and gentle one, in Ocean rest,
And be thy slumber of the billows blest—
Of perfect peace—'mid storms thou art possessed,
Oh! senseless clay!
Lo! we commit thee to these waters wide—
Awaiting the hour when thou and we aside
Shall cast Death's bonds—(for Death must all betide)
On Heaven's great day!

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SWEET FRIENDS—SWEET FRIENDS.

Oh! my Sweet Friends! Sweet Friends! forget me not,
Still let me be as linked unto your lot—
Still let me enter, although far away,
Into your sports and schemes day after day,
Through Memory's gentle magic, which is strong
To bring the absent the bereaved among.
Oh! my Sweet Friends! Sweet Friends! forget me not,
If aught of pleasure, on the sunny plot,
The shadowy bower—the flowery garden-ground,
Or in the tranquil chamber may be found,
In memory dear of me, then Sweet, Sweet Friends,
Forget me not till this dark absence ends!

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Then think of me with many a gentle thought,
With hopes affectionate and wishes fraught,
But, Oh! if shadowy Sorrow dimly blends
With dreams of me—forget me then, Sweet Friends!
Think not of me, think not of me, for I
Would not bring Sorrow, e'en in Memory!
Sweet Friends, Sweet Friends, but if such Memory twines
With bright emotions, and to joy inclines,
And mingles with all pleasant things and dear,
Think of me—think of me! strong, full, and clear,
Then let mine image rise unto your minds
Not as a thing that startles and that blinds.
Soft as a glow-worm's light through lush green leaves,
Which oft the quiet eye half closed receives,
Or as a fleecy cloud that melts above—
That seems at least to melt in tender love,
Let that calm image to your minds appear
For ever gentle, ever soft and dear.

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Think of me haply when the fearless lark
Bursts, like the Dove, from old Night's gloomy ark,
As though a twin with Morning!—think of one
Who heard with rapture every rapturous tone,
Whose heart became the echo of the strain,
Forgetting every grief and every pain.
Think of me when the Nightingale's dear voice
Bids some perchance lament and some rejoice,
According as their train of thought may be,
For she rejoiceth still incessantly,
And drinketh ever from her own deep Heart
As from an urn, rich joys that ne'er depart!
Think of me, friends, when scenes of gladness round,
And many a cheering show and cheering sound
Keep back regret from the soothed heart of love,
Then 'mid soft shadows of remembrance move,
So soft they can but make the Sunshine's ray
More lightly, brightly, delicately play!

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Think not of me, Sweet Friends, I still implore
'Mid scenes of sadness that were shadowed o'er
Trebly by thoughts of one from your kind band
Divided far, and in a distant land,
Striving to turn her Memory into Hope,
Because with sick regret she ill can cope!
Sweet Friends! mine own Sweet Friends! Oh! gentlest Friends!
I would not blend with aught that ever blends,
Grief'mongst your dreams—thus as it may befall,
Forget our joys of Friendship or recall,
Thus do for me—Ah! let me thus ev'n be
Half an Oblivion—half a Memory!
Still do for me as it may ev'n befall
Nor quite forget me and nor quite recall—
Friends of my heart! ev'n thus do for me yet,
Nor quite remember me nor quite forget,
Oh! whatsoe'er is for your happiness,
Me with reflected blessings still must bless!

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SONNET.

[Proportioned to my Hopes have largely been]

Proportioned to my Hopes have largely been
Ever my Disappointments—for on Earth
Fruit of abortive Promise, dead in birth,
Doth evermore abound—and all its scene
Is strewed with wrecks and fragments—if we lean
Too fondly on the Staff of Hope our mirth
Will soon be changed to mourning, and the worth
The wonder of Creation's face serene,
With all its witchery shall pass swift away,
And we shall late and long and much repent,
Till we resign this tenement of clay,
And pass through darkness by a fearful rent,
Made by Death's phantom-fingers—when we pay
The unremitted debt and fall like arrows spent.

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ON MY CHILD'S BIRTH-DAY.

This is a day of hope, dear Child of mine,
A day of heart rejoicings, for my deep
And winged thoughts soar joy-fraught, may Heav'n's care keep
Thee ever blessed and pure—and twine—and twine
Love's precious chains around thee! Mark how shine
The golden Summer Heavens—how laughing leap
The sparkling Sunbeams down the aëry steep,
'Twixt Sky and Earth—long may their light divine
Unshadowed gleam o'er thee—may no dull mist
I' the after days rise from thine own veiled thought,
Oh! may the wild winds blow even as they list,
But never have the power to bring sounds fraught
With terrible meanings unto thee—hark—hist—
What hints of Heaven this birth-day-breeze hath brought!

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SONNET TO SLEEP.

Sleep! let me feel thy precious calm at last,
In my heart's heart—through all these throbbing veins
Diffused in lingering languishments!—thy chains
Of heavenliest link, around me lightly cast,
And wean my mind from memories of the Past,
My dreaming ear shall dwell on soothing strains,
A sound such as in the Ocean-shell remains,
How sweet when following the harsh howling blast—
And to the work-day task—the work-day care
Awhile I'll bid adieu—and when the ray
Of Morning o'er the horizon gleameth fair,
And through the half-closed shutters strives to play,
The parting-sweetness of charmed dreams shall bear
To after-hours a token of their sway.

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SONNET.

[Sleep's mantle of blest softness soon shall wind]

Sleep's mantle of blest softness soon shall wind
My thoughts within its folds—charmed folds and deep,
And Angel guests thou surely bring'st, bright Sleep,
With thee, until the tired and harassed mind
That slender portion of repose could find
In the loud day—doth priceless blessings reap
Of rest and quiet—thou dost richly steep
The senses in thy honey-dews refined,
And thy caressing gentleness can lull
All trouble and all care awhile to rest,
Thou hast a Paradise o' the Beautiful,
For ev'ry scathed and vision-haunted guest,
And dull are they—Oh! poor of thought and dull
That have not many a time Sleep's sorceress-power confessed!

94

SONNET.

[Oh! Sleep! thou never com'st to me without]

Oh! Sleep! thou never com'st to me without
A glorious pomp of dreams to swell thy state,
Another Life thou art—another Fate—
A most dear refuge from the cloudy rout
Of cares and fears, and thoughts of strife and doubt,
That blight my waking hours, let bright joys wait
Upon me now—Oh! honey Sleep create
A new World for me—sweetly shed about
Thy precious dew's revivifying shower,
And I another Being shall become;
No more shall Hope deceive or Memory lower,
No more shall I be slave to wrath and gloom,
No more shall poisonous Nightshade dim my bower,
Nor keen frosts crush, each joy's new budding bloom!

95

SONNET.

[Dear Child! thy little questions almost wake]

Dear Child! thy little questions almost wake
Enquiry in my mind—methinks I learn
From thee an asking searching eye to turn
On all things—and to seek to strip—to shake
The obstinate shroudings—and the seal to break—
To lift the cov'ring lid too from the urn,
And bid the waters gush forth free—to spurn
The encumbering Mysteries far—and still to make
Enquiries ceaseless—me thou teachest, love,
To look on simple things with wonderment,
But I who know their mighty source above
Should feel all adoration strongly blent
With such astonishment—and surely prove
Happier, but humbler too, for such deep lessons sent.

96

SONNET.

[Beautiful Spring, thy young ambrosial breath]

Beautiful Spring, thy young ambrosial breath
Now dwells caressingly upon the air,
While many a floweret new unfoldeth fair,
And all the grey and gloomy hues of Death
Which Winter scattered in his rugged wrath,
Are charmed away by thee!—thy witcheries rare
Bring opiates for our sorrow and our care;
Thou sheddest hopes like rose-leaves on our path,
Thine every smile, and whisper can enchant
A grief or an anxiety away!
How dost thou to our restless wishes grant
Novelty more than new—each opening day
That doth thy reign extend—doth sweetly pant
With kindlings of a fresh delight, Oh! keep thy sway!

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LOVE AND HOME.

Oh! gentle, gentle words of Love and Home,
Ye bid Hope's Paradise around us bloom,
Where'er ye find us on the stormy Sea,
Or 'mid the City's crowds that stormier be.
Oh! gentlest words, like winds of May ye come
Unto our freshened feelings—words of Home,
Winning the wanderer back—hearth, bow'r and shrine
Recalling—that with all his heart-strings twine.
Oh! sweet kind words of Love and Home, the Soul
Is stirred and melted by the priceless scroll—
That wafts a thousand thousand blessings far,
Even from the Eastern to the Western Star.

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Oh! gentle words of Love and Home, for me
Your power must ever e'en as magic be,
I dwell on ye, and bower, hearth, hall, and shrine,
Once more, once more I feel are sweetly mine!
Bless'd words of Love and Home, we cling to ye
On the far waste or 'mid the stormy Sea,
Would that we clung thus to the words of Love
Which pitying Heaven hath sent us from above!
'Midst Life's stern deserts and its sullen gloom,
Would that sweet tidings of our Heavenly Home
Thus stirred our slumbering thoughts, thus gently wrought
A lovely change in the long-troubled thought!
Thus soothed away the unrest of bitter life,
And calmed the spirit worn by feverish strife,
Words from our Heavenly Home—of Heavenly Love,
Would that as strong—as mighty, ye could prove!

99

But, Oh! our ears are deafened—dulled our hearts,
By worldly din, whose echo ne'er departs,
By worldly cares whose shadows ne'er unroll—
Or but too seldom, from the enshrouded Soul!
Sweet words of Love and Home, thrice blessed words,
That should indeed thrill all our bosom's chords,
Sent from the Skies, for ever to remind
That there our Home of Love we yet may find.
Oh! let us still remember, still repeat
Those tidings true and holy, deep and sweet,
And stamp them in our heart's own living core,
Until we reach the Beatific shore!

100

SUMMER THOUGHTS.

Chime and chaunt of bee and bird
Now are ever sweetly heard
In the golden sultriness
Of the bright Air's warm excess,
How the happy careless things,
With their voice and with their wings,
Make the scene one living scene—
Ev'n the trees' thick leaves of green,
Moved by living things of life,
Seem to share in the happy strife,
Even the Air, re-echoing,
Seems to murmur and to sing;
Bird and bee and butterfly
Their light tasks unwearied ply,
Though the Sun glows fierce to-day,
Yet they pause not in their play.

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Bird and butterfly and bee
They are strong—for they are free,
They know not what 'tis to bear
The burthen of a fear or care,
Happier than the human herd
Bee and butterfly and bird!—
They but know their great content
And triumphant merriment,
They but know their happiness,
Would our knowledge too were less,
So that this and this alone
Might unto our Souls be known!
These but know their happiness,
And that Nature's truth can bless—
Oh! that murmur and that song
Of the gay, the aërial throng,
Oh! that sound—that dulcet strain—
More true wisdom they contain,
More real knowledge they impart—
(Knowledge precious to the heart)

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Than the elaborate sophistries
Clad in pompous proud disguise,
Which so often freely flow
From Men's lips who deem they know!
Than discourses trite and vain,
Couched in artful studied strain,
If they none can better make,
Vain's the task they undertake,
Wiser none through those can grow
Though with eloquence they glow—
Chaunt and chime of bee and bird
More than cunning phrase or word
Ye can well inform—instruct—
And to golden truths conduct—
Ye indeed are eloquent
('Mid that sparkling merriment!)—
Perfect Poems that agree—
With a sound Philosophy!
Ye for ever celebrate
(Strains triumphal and elate!)

103

Happiness and Innocence
With an artless eloquence!
And with heavy sighs I own
Could my heart demand alone—
Simple pleasures—humble joys—
(Shunning Earth's more gaudy toys)
And contented be to prove
The bliss that flows from Nature's love.
Innocence and Happiness
Might too my crushed spirit bless—
But the sinful human heart
Chooseth a less peaceful part,
And can only pure be made
Through the grace of Heavenly aid—
Birds and bees and joyous things!
That make the Air alive with wings,
And with ever-murmuring sound,
Sweet and tender and profound,
Nature is enough for ye
In her general ministery,

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Nature's common course must still
Every want and wish fulfil,
All that ye can e'er require,
All that ye can e'er desire,
Is provided and supplied
In her overflowing tide,
All for you is fixed and planned,
Nought beyond can ye demand.
Happiness and Innocence
With a trustful confidence
Let us hope that ye may be
Still ours—and through Eternity!—
If the appointed means we take,
And the counselled choice we make—
And the commended course pursue—
With a spirit meek and true—
And fix upon the worthy part
With an humble humble heart—
Innocence and Happiness
Then may ye our spirit bless!

105

THE SAVOYARDS.

From Savoy's soil they trooping come
Her children in wild bands,
With their marmozets and mandolins,
To dwell in Stranger-Lands—
Aye! the little mountaineers, they leave
Their native mountain air,
To choak in crowded cities close,
And to pine their lives out there.
Were it not better to lie down
In cabins low but free,
Beneath the verdurous shelter broad,
Of their own old household tree,
To toil with an unresting foot
And an unpausing hand,
To labour e'en a thousand fold,
And to dwell in their own Land!

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To look up with a trustful eye
From their ancestorial sod,
And to draw strength from the very Earth
Which their dead Forefathers trod,
And from the Sky and from the Air
Of their Native Country's place.
To wring high gifts of courage keen,
And to guard their kindred race.
But these things seem they not to heed,
Bent on beggarly poor gain,
And they bid Adieu to Savoy's Hills,
That tower o'er flood and plain,
With their mandolins and their marmozets,
And their tristfully trolled tunes,
To wander through the Stranger's streets,
And to ask the Stranger's boons!
Oh! ye youthful Sons of England!—
Ne'er shall such become your lot

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Till the noble pride of Englishmen
And their very name's forgot;
There is sure a Virtue in the Soil,
And a Talisman in the Air,
The happy Sons of England's homes,
From such base doom to spare!
Oh! what would Britain's offspring bear
Of hardship and of toil,
Rather than quit their Fatherland,
The sweet—the sacred Soil—
Ten thousand thousand chain-like ties
Still, still detain them there,
Where could ye find another home,
Sons of our England—where?
The Altars of your Religion's Truth,
The thresholds of your love—
The very Soil beneath your feet,
The very Skies above—

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Hold you with more than magic power,
Forbidding ye to roam,
The Air—the Ground—the Sky—the Clime—
All these are as your home!
Without the patriot-spirit proud,
To enrich and to secure,
The mountain-fortresses are weak,
The generous Soil is poor—
The Patriot-spirit never fails,
And, Oh! it wearieth not,
'T would make the desert wilderness
A glad and blooming spot.
Back—back—ye little wandering tribes,
Back to your mountain-lands,
If love makes strong your filial hearts,
Your hearts will nerve your hands—
The rockiest soil will surely yield
Fair produce—Plenty's stores—
When works the labourer with fond zeal
On the Earth that he adores!

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BRIGHT WATERS BLUE.

Bright Waters blue,
Whose very hue
Brings thoughts of Heaven into the heart,
Sing, roll, and gleam,
Oh! sweet, sweet stream,
And bid Care's heavy dreams depart.
Blue Waters clear,
To me how dear,
Since here my careless childhood played
Your antique strain,
Oh! sing again—
My heart it ever joyful made.

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But now your voice
Ne'er says rejoice,
Oh! stream! beloved and blessed stream!—
But mingles faint
With my complaint—
Too like the sad voice of my dream.
Oh! Nature! thou
Dost still avow
With us a perfect sympathy,
Against our will
We oft find still
Our feelings echoed back by thee.
The Stream—the Wind
With tone refined,
These speak the language of the heart—
Sighs to our sighs
Breathe sad replies,
And thousand echoes trembling start!

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But when we are glad
Art thou e'er sad,
Oh! Nature!—tenderest of the kind?—
No! thou dost mourn
With the forlorn,
Rejoicest with the gladsome mind!

THE ENGLISH EXILE'S RETURN.

Cliffs of my England!—Cliffs of England!—there
Stand ye in all your glory and your might,
The Sunshine resting on ye gleams more fair
From your white pinnacles and points of light.
Cliffs of my England!—Cliffs of England!—now
Ye chain my gaze down through these starting tears,
Tears that all tremblingly at once avow
This moment's bliss—the bitterness of years!

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Cliffs of my England!—Cliffs of England!—keep
Your watch sublime o'er her blue kindred Sea—
Look down upon that ever-rolling Deep—
Part of our Royal England—proud and free!
Oh! bounding as its waves is the Exile's heart
Rejoicing in this glad and sweet return,
If it felt more than grief when forced to part,
With more than joy doth it now beat and burn!
Cliffs of my England!—Cliffs of England!—hail!
My Country greets me from your towering crests,
Oh! melt away, soft mist, that spreads to veil
Those glorious heights, and on their summits rests.
No! rest thou still, soft mist! else that dear sight,
Too deeply dear—will overpower my Soul,
Bring not from utter darkness to broad light,
That wretch whose days for years did Sunless roll.

113

Cliffs of Crowned England!—Cliffs of England! hail
Walls of our hallowed temple, stand sublime,
And tell the Eternal Stars the same high tale—
Unbraved—unblasted—to remotest Time!

YES! SOMETIMES I HAVE FELT.

Yes! sometimes I have felt my suffering mind
As 'twere concentred, calmed, subdued, resigned,
And fixed to bear each bitter blow of fate
With still composure, humbled and sedate,
Oh! that such mood could last—'tis only so
That helpless mortals can endure their woe,
The struggle is the agony—alas!
What is ordained must surely come to pass,
And all resistance must be worse than vain,
And can but add unto the sum of pain,
We shrink indeed but suffer while we shrink,
We struggle but are still dragged to the brink!

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But sometimes have I felt thus calmed, subdued,
Wrapt in a still and uncomplaining mood,
Would that such mood could last, 'tis only so
That we can bear the anguish of the woe!
Each thought was lulled into a slumberous calm,
And steeped in patient quiet's sacred balm,
Yet firm, and with resolve unbending fraught,
Aye! to such mood my mind serenely brought
Hath been at times—but then again, again,
Too soon again it sunk beneath the pain!
At times this stillness of Soul beneath
The affliction, terrible as coming death!
And then again, as 'twere an inward crash,
A strife, a shock, as when the wild winds dash
The sea to storms, dark thoughts that crowding come,
Make my Soul all a wildness and a gloom,
And my mind falls as 'twere in ruins there,
And every feeling sinks in its despair,
Yes! my mind falls as 'twere in ruins then,
Ruins that never may be raised again!

115

SONNET.

['Twas a fair spot, though little to remark]

'Twas a fair spot, though little to remark,
Stamped it peculiarly upon the mind,
But all was smoothly fair, and there reclined
I felt myself as 'twere in some sweet ark
Of Peace—all gloom and strife and care and cark
I did resign awhile—and of my blind
And busy Worldly speculations twined
So often with the heart-strings, wild and dark,
Found myself freed! Such hours do come with light,
We laugh at Care's keen sting and Grief's dread shaft,
Young dreams and glowing fancies, with swift flight
Far from this Earth our Souls serenely waft,
And with prevailing gentleness invite
To realms where Life is not an Art—a Craft!

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THE SPANISH EXILE'S LAMENT.

Oh! ye blue and warbling Waters stray
At your own sweet will, your own sweet way,
Nor blend one sorrowing tone among
The glad sounds of your liquid song,
For her who dieth—dieth far
From her own beloved Western Star.
Hills of my Sunny, Sunny Spain,
Must ye look down on the corse-strewn plain?
Streams of my lovely Land afar,
Must your waves in blood image back the Star?
Oh! Valleys of my Country sweet,
Must ye groan beneath Ruin's trampling feet?

117

Then the absent One is blest to be
Spared the stern sight of thy misery,
Far from thy Hills, and far from thy Plains,
Where discord—where devastation reigns—
In the dreams that rise up at Love's command,
Still can I hail thee a Happy Land!
Then let me, my Sunny, Sunny Spain,
Far from thy strife-cursed Soil remain,
And see thy Hills, thy Plains, and thy Streams,
Only in Memory's embalming dreams—
Since still thou seem'st, though thus wrung thou art,
As a Happy Land to my yearning heart!

118

THE HOUR OF STORM.

The hour of Storm hath passed away,
And how sweet an hour succeeds,
Ah! oft the Storm through storm and wrath
To light and gladness leads.
Now now comes forth the Sun in all
The greatness of his power,
And never looks he lovelier than
In his fair relenting hour!
Oh! never prouder doth he look
Than when he cometh forth
From out the darkness of the gloom,
And the glad World owns his worth!

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The fields and groves laugh out and sing
To his glory and his praise,
And wear like jewels dazzlingly
The splendour of his rays!
How he breathes away the breadths of gloom
From the valleys and the hills,
From the old Mountain-Vineyard-Ground's repose,
And the sparkling rain-swoln rills.
Creation's varying countenance
Now brightly changed appears,
And one universal smile spreads fair
Where showered unnumbered tears.
And those very tears are turned into
The smile's most dazzling lights!
Myriads of raindrops glass the Sun
Like Stars in cloudless nights!

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Even so Grief's stormy hours and stern,
The troubled hours of life,
May lead unto the loveliest hours,
Spared from all dreams of strife!
And the tears we shed in bitterness
May a Heavenly wealth become—
Making the Soul one splendour then,
In the lands beyond the tomb!
All that appears most darksome now—
May then most brightly shine—
For different from all light on Earth
Shall blaze the Light Divine!

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THE SOLEMN HOUR.

'Tis a delicious hour—the twilight comes,
Comes with faint Heavenly lights and Heavenly glooms,
For like the shadow of sweet Heaven above,
Lies on the Earth that dimness soft as love.
The still small voices of the varying breeze,
Go lightly, sweetly through the murmuring trees,
And through the flower-leaves that seem whispering back
Yet stiller smaller voices—on its track.
The Stars come slowly out, each seems to be
A new Creation—called up suddenly
From the abyss of space, ne'er seen before,
And if once lost, then to be seen no more!

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Oh! solemn hour, to me thou still dost seem
To make my bye-gone life appear one dream!
Thou makest seem for evermore to me—
The Shadow, Earth!—Heaven the Reality!

SERENADE.

Lovely Lady—Lovely Lady,
Listen, listen to my song,
Myrtle-thickets sweet and shady
Tempted my stray steps along!
Sweet Señora—Sweet Señora,
Well I knew the pleasant path,
(Surely slumber's cloud broods o'er her,
Or she hides herself in wrath!)

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Dark-eyed charmer—dark-eyed charmer,
If disdain that heart can prove,
Let Pity be the soft disarmer—
Turning that disdain to love.
Donna Bianca!—Donna Bianca!—
Spurn'st thou me with scornful mind—
From Seville search to Salamanca—
A truer lover shalt thou find?
Proud Señora!—Cold Señora!—
Say, can nothing touch thy heart,
Wilt thou let thy wrong'd adorer
Heartless, hopeless—hence depart?
Donna Bianca—Donna Bianca,
Now my fatal fault I see,
The fairest maid of all La Mancha
I forsook—forsook for thee!

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Cold Señora!—Proud Señora!—
Now my fatal fault I feel,
Repentant let me kneel before her,
She this broken heart shall heal.
Donna Bianca!—Donna Bianca!—
Darkest mine of lovers' dooms,
But I haste to sweet La Mancha,
Away!—hush—hist—she comes!—she comes!

THE UNKNOWN.

Alas! from me, from me thou turnest,
Thou dost not know me—canst not know,
And chance the while thou pinest and mournest
For something like to me below!

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Thou lov'st me not as thou believest,
And all the while the truth may be
Thou inly pin'st, and mournest, and grievest
For one the counterpart of me!
Woe, woe is me I cannot shew thee
All that I am in mind and heart,
But vague faint hints alone can throw thee—
For minds like mine still dwell apart.
Thou dream'st not all I am—my Dearest,
I cannot show thee all I am—
Thou mayst be all that thou appearest,
And I—no semblance false I sham!
And yet—'tis true—I speak in sadness—
We are but strangers—strangers still—
Hope thou 'rt vain—thou'rt worse than madness,
Thy charmed cup I fain would spill!

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Yes! yes! 'tis vain—on this Earth never
Can we otherwise become—
Vain the hope and the endeavour,
Let me bear my bitter doom.
Since 'tis not mine, Love! to discover
The depths of my full Soul and Mind,
With Night and Silence mantled over,
And all in Mystery's cloud enshrined.
Scarce to myself can I uncurtain
Those deep dark secrets of my Soul,
All is vague, dim, strange, uncertain,
Ne'er e'en can I look through the whole!
My hopes, my dreams, my thoughts, my feelings,
My passions—powers—my joys and woes—
These, these on Earth have no revealings,
Far too intense still to disclose.

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And could I Thought by Thought unfolding,
My Life's whole History teach to thee—
Bare every dream to thy beholding—
'Twould stiil but vain and useless be!
My Sorrows thus in stern exposure
Might be sounded—seen by thee—
My Mind's emotions find disclosure,
They're not that Mind itself—not Me!
As through Life's winding paths we travel,
We vary oft with varying fate,
And oft 'tis easy to unravel
Our Soul's assumed adopted state!
Easy to fathom—and to follow
The currents of our Spirit's change,
All born of this dull World is hollow—
And narrow at its noblest range.

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But still unchanging, still unaltered—
That Spirit's inmost self remains—
It hath not fluctuated nor faultered—
Unmoved by pleasures and by pains!
And where all fire that Spirit burneth,
Quickening with an intenser life—
Each thought, each feeling strongly learneth
To struggle more in glorious strife
Far lesser circumstance can wake them—
Far weaker influences impress—
Far less can rouse—far less can shake them—
Too much for peace and happiness!
And they grow dark too and mysterious,
Through their intense untold excess—
Profound and mighty—fervent—serious—
And veiled in dim and far recess!

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And none may mark them, none may measure
They within themselves lie coiled
With their torture—or their treasure,
As their hope is fixed or foiled!
They within themselves lie folded
In their woe or in their weal,
As they have been mixed and moulded—
As strong Fate hath stamped its seal!
Such my feelings are—so hidden—
Such my thoughts—so undisclosed—
They sprang to fiery life unbidden—
And undestroyed have long reposed—
For in my heart's core sealed and shrouded,
They for ever hushed remain—
As though they were uncrossed—unclouded—
Heirs of Peace and not of Pain!

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But Pain hath been their mighty Master,
Pain hath been their Liege and Lord,
And o'er that heart still fast and faster,
A rain of ashes hath been poured.
Pain hath been their tamer tyrant—
Pain hath long sought to destroy—
Each was once a glad aspirant—
For triumphant deathless joy!
Now, alas! the difference—dimly
Now the torch of Hope doth shine—
Fear's stern shadows, stretching grimly,
Threaten e'en that spark's decline.
Yet are they destroyed or weakened?—
Are they tamed by torture's might?—
Are their energies e'en slackened?—
Are they bowed by Misery's blight

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If to be compressed—concentered—
Gathered in their strength and power—
(Since the deadly iron entered
In my Soul in fatal hour!)
If to be for ever sleepless—
Brooding o'er their bitter doom,
In their heavy state and hapless,
In their deep and deepening gloom.
If to be for ever dreaming—
Dreams of fire that doom despite,
Like strange meteors streaming, streaming
Through a pitchy pall-wrapped Night.
If to be, while life is lengthening,
Struggling still to loftier height—
Strengthening with mysterious strengthening,
Day by Day, and Night by Night.

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Aye! through Life's labyrinthine lengthenings,
Still uniting power to power,
Strengthening with mysterious strengthenings,
Day by day—and hour by hour.
If to be with pent flames glowing,
Enkindling ever—though in vain—
With ventless springs, fast overflowing
Still into themselves again!
If this be to be worn and weakened,
Then must they be weak indeed,
If this be to be shorn and slackened,
Oh! how they must fail at need!
Lo!—unfathomably streaming
Flow these Passion-fountains still,
Unextinguishably beaming
Burn these fires, through grief and ill.

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Ever—evermore excelling
Their past selves in depth and force,
Strongly welling—strongly swelling,
Those wrung feelings keep their course.
Mighty beyond all expression,
Fervent beyond all display—
Gaining ever fresh accession
Of livelier strength and loftier sway!
But thou—Oh! thou mayst never know them—
What may break the fatal spell?—
Could I in their truth but show them—
Then all must, all would be well!
This consciousness I still am feeling,
(It racks the heart it doth rejoice!)
That nothing needs but truth revealing—
To make me the object of thy choice.

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The consciousness is mine for ever
That thou must love me couldst thou know,
And is that destined to be never,
Must both be lorn and lone below?
I thus barred darkly from bestowing
The treasures thou wouldest fondliest prize,
Thou with a secret Passion glowing
For one that on thy dreams doth rise.
For one that haunts thy wandering fancies—
The dear creation of thy mind—
Which enthralls thee and entrances—
Which around thy heart doth wind.
One impassioned—true—devoted—
One whose life would hang on thee—
On whom thy fancy long hath doated,
Oh! mine own Beloved One—me!

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At once indifferent and adoring,
Thou lovest me and thou lovest me not,
I most blessed and most deploring,
Share the happiest, heaviest lot.
Mine's the weariest doom and sweetest,
Strange—surpassing all things—strange—
Me thou avoidest—me thou meetest—
Oh! will there ne'er come a change?
Yes! unconsciously thou lovest me,
Mine thou art, and mine would'st be,
Choosest, honourest, and approv'st me
The while, thus, thus thou turn'st from me!
Joy! how darkly dost thou borrow
From Grief her frowns, her tears, her sighs—
How dost thou—funereal Sorrow—
Clasp with joy like dear allies!

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Tossed 'twixt happiness and anguish,
'Tis one Chaos of the Soul—
I doubt, I tremble, and I languish—
Oh! could I these pangs controul!—
Thy love was formed to be my treasure,
Which I never may possess,
My troubled life is pain-in-pleasure,
And agony-in-happiness!
Oh! I was but for thee created,
Never—never to be thine!
Long hast thou in vain awaited
For a feeling Soul like mine!
Thine I am, thine all and only!—
Thine I am not, nor may be!—
Each is loveless, each is lonely,
'Tis a bitter destiny!

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Must we still be disunited,
Must we still be Sorrow's prey,
Must each gentle hope be blighted,
Shall there dawn no fairer day?
Shall there rise no brighter Sun, Love,
Shall there spread no happier sky—
Then better far to look on none, Love,
Better, better far to die!
Could my Spirit stand before thee,
Clad in robes of Truth's own light,
Thou would'st adore as I adore thee,
Thou would'st see that Soul aright!
Thou should'st deem not as thou deemest
Thy love a lifeless love and vain—
'Tis not all a dream thou dreamest,
'Tis no vision of the brain!

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'Tis no fleeting form ideal
That thou thron'st within thy mind—
Though for thee 'tis as unreal
As the shadows none may bind.
'Tis not that thou'rt fascinated
By an aëry phantasy
Uncalled to being—uncreated—
Known but to the dreaming eye!
But so thou ever shalt be thinking,
So thou ever shalt believe—
And in trembling silence shrinking,
I am destined to deceive!
I am destined to deceive thee,
(Miserable doom of mine!)
Oh! that I could die and leave thee
One dear Memory—half divine!

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Could I leave thee but in dying
One deep Memory all of me—
Then, farewell to grief and sighing—
Oh! to die!—and live in thee!
Not to be save in thy Being,
Not to live save through thy life—
Now, e'en now would I be fleeing
From the anguish and the strife.
Now, e'en now would I be leaving
All the sorrows of my fate,
For this weary heart is heaving
Sick and faint and desolate!
Morning after Morning cometh
But to see my Hopes decline—
For even in this heart's waste bloometh
Hope—a flower that looks like thine.

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Poor flower! 'mid ruins hath it flourished,
Storms have canopied its head,
In a soil of fire 'tis nourished,
Despair! thy dews are o'er it shed.
A wilderness of weeds is round it,
A wilderness of weeds and thorns,
Plants of poisonous juice have bound it,
All about it grieves and mourns!—
It hath flourished, it hath faded,
Faded oft to be renewed,
By a Sky of gloom o'ershaded,
In an angry solitude!
By no gentle fosterage cherished,
By no loving hand caressed,
'Twere haply better had it perished,
E'er in fleeting bloom 'twas dressed.

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Rooted as it is in ashes,
Rained on as it is by tears,
Shone on but by scathing flashes,
Still a tender stem it rears.
Hope! though many things endear thee,
Thou'rt the source of bitterest care,
I have learnt, long learnt to fear thee,
Lovely as thou art and fair.
Didst not thou still stir within me,
I perchance might grow resigned,
Reflection from this World might win me,
Calm repose might soothe my mind.
No dear dream should I be shaping,
To be wronged by Grief's sharp blight,
Once from thy strong sway escaping,
From thy witching power and might.

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Oh! of Happiness no vision
Should my yearning fancy bless—
(With its Heavenly smile Elysian—
Soul awakening Happiness!)
I should not dream of its existence,
Should not of its nature know,
Hope, 'tis through thy false assistance
Hearts are ruined, crushed below!
Sorrow, gloom, and melancholy,
If ye must my Soul possess,
Oh! possess it fully—wholly—
Leave no dreams of Happiness.
Be your empire undivided,
So I yet may win repose—
Not thus doubtful—undecided,
Slave of struggling joys and woes.

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Let me, let me rest—forgetting
That on Earth there lives Delight,
When the Sun is sinking, setting,
I would that it at once were Night!
Twilight glimpses—Starry gleamings,
Meteor-glimmerings of rich Light—
But bring back regretful dreamings
Of that Sun in all his might:—
But awake a vain desiring,
In his glowing smile to bask—
I would gladly shrink retiring
E'en beneath Night's dunnest mask!
Weak, how weak this fond repining
O'er a fate that nought can change—
Every torturing pang refining—
'Tis a weakness dire and strange!

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Every racking throe increasing,
Sharpening every deep-driven sting,
Will this pain be never ceasing,
Is it an immortal thing?
Oh! is it, is it everlasting,
Thought too fearful to be borne,
Must it still my Soul be wasting—
By conflicting feelings torn?
Oh! when, Dear One, we're reposing,
Snatched from this dark mortal sphere,
Each to each shall be disclosing
Truths 'twere well we had known here.
Then no more in darkness shrouded
Shall my spirit live unknown—
But shall stand in light unclouded,
All revealed unto thine own.

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No more unconsciously adoring
Shalt thy weary Soul complain,
Her strength on aimless Passion pouring
Hopelessly and still in vain.
No more unwillingly deceiving
Shall I shroud my Soul from thee—
But woo in joy thy strong believing,
Claim thy perfect sympathy!
Every suffering then were over,
Every sorrow hushed to rest,
Then shouldst thou be the warmest lover,
And I the most beloved and blessed!
Hasten! thou dear Deliverance! hasten!
For I am crushed beneath my grief,
The long and heavy chain unfasten,
And give the o'erburthened heart relief!

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Oh! let the sentence now be spoken,
Disperse these clouds—divide these shades,
And let this tenfold gloom be broken
That round me ever deepening spreads.
Oh! joy beyond all thought—all dreaming,
To rend the dull and envious veil,
Whose hated folds have been long streaming
'Twixt us, to blight with bitterest bale—
For sorrow over both is darkening,
I am bowed down to the dust,
To no voice of comfort hearkening,
Reft of every stabler trust.
And thou, Oh! thou in sooth hast emptied
The most poisoned cup of pain,
From no mortal pang exempted,
That hath wrung my heart and brain.

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Her thou singlest forth and choosest,
Her whom thou could'st love alone,
Her thou lovest—her thou losest!—
Yet she still is all thine own!
Thou losest her whom most thou lovest,
Her whose heart and soul are thine,
Her thou laudest, hailest, approvest,
Her who must neglected pine!
Her thou avoid'st—thou most admirest,
(Oh! black mistake! whence springs this strife)
Her thou desert'st—yet most desirest,
For thine own heart-linked Love in Life!
Her thou lov'st with zeal unmeasured,
Her for whom thou would'st have died,
Her whom in thy Soul thou'st treasured,
Her thou shun'st—though at thy side!

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Fell, foul mistake! most fatal error!
Ruining two souls at once—
Which each should be the other's mirror,
The echo—shadow—and response!
Fatal error!—dark delusion!
Fatal both to thee and me,
Making of our hopes confusion,
And our curse our constancy.
Is it to remain for ever,
Shall no alteration be?—
Vain the effort, vain the endeavour,
Fate estrangeth thee and me!
And from me, from me thou turnest,
Strangers we for ever are—
I pass on mourning—and thou mournest,
Each is chained to one stern care.

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Each is hopeless—each is haunted
By one dream that should be blest—
I have pined and thou hast panted
For a treasure long possessed!
For it is so—I know, I feel it—
Thou dost love me, thou'rt mine own—
Though thou never may'st reveal it,
Though to thee the truth's unknown!
Though thou never hast suspected
This sweet truth—so deep, so dear—
But hast evermore neglected
Her who death-doomed, droopeth near.
And I love thee—Oh! 'twere folly
To attempt such Love to breathe,
Love thee wildly—warmly—wholly—
With a passion strong as Death!

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Yet from me—from me thou turnest,
Yet we are as strangers still—
Her thou sighest for, thou spurnest,
And condemn'st to deadliest ill!
Thou'rt mistaken and misguided,
I am still misunderstood,
Thus dissevered and divided,
Each doth o'er lone sorrows brood.
Woe, woe is me—each hour must heighten
Griefs by which I sink undone,
Since I never may enlighten
Thee, for whom I live alone.
Since I never can awaken
To the truth thy mind deceived,
To the last thou 'lt be mistaken,
And I abandoned and bereaved!

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And mine is but this consolation,
'Tis a mournful one and drear—
If there lives one in Creation
Born for thee—that one is here!
And from me thou turn'st—and sighest,
And all the while the truth may be
Within thy deepest heart, thou diest,
Pin'st, and mourn'st for one like me.
Yes! unconsciously thou lov'st me,
This I feel, and this I know,
Choosest, honourest, hail'st, approv'st me,
And leav'st me to a life of woe!
And leav'st me to o'erwhelming sadness,
Which no firmness can controul,
All seems mockery—all seems madness—
All is misery to my Soul!

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Misery—yet the grief is mingled
With a proud felicity,
Oh! the pride to be forth-singled
Even unconsciously by thee!

OH! YE WHO SUFFER.

Oh! ye who suffer and who sigh!
It is your fault—your folly still,
From the ancient Times deep voices cry,
To say this World's a World of ill!
To wean you from its treacherous wiles,
To warn you from its threatening ways,
To bid you shun its hollow smiles,
To bring you safe through its false maze!

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For evermore they cry “beware!”
But who e'er stays to heed their cry—
We little for their counsels care—
And so we suffer and we sigh!
Do not these warning voices say—
“Not here should mortals place their trust,
All here is ruin and decay,
The glory of this World is dust!”
Do not those prophet voices cry—
“All who to Earth will hold and cling,
Must learn to suffer and to sigh—
For Earth is but a vain, vain thing!”
What myriad myriads here have mourned,
And drank the cup of sufferings sore—
To warn the rest as they were warned,
And vainly—vainly evermore!

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They went in sorrow to the grave,
Because they loved this World too well—
But shall this aid us, shall this save
Those who where they were dwelling, dwell?
No! myriads have gone mourning thus,
And myriads myriads myriads shall,
No warning voice delivereth us—
Though from the deep of Death it call.
We rush upon our certain woe—
Still trusting to this faithless World—
We dare the dangers that we know—
And soon from Hope's gay height are hurled!
Not all the tears that have been shed,
Not all the sighs that have been heaved,
Have e'er deterred us, still misled—
Still disappointed and deceived!

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This mortal ground must ever prove,
Despite our watching and our toil,
Despite all labours of our love,
As a Volcanic Island's soil.
A soil where, in their gloomy bed
Fierce fatal fires concealed remain—
Ready Destruction's wrath to spread
Around us—who have toiled in vain!
The ashes of former fires are there,
Of future flames the deadly germs,
And vain must be our toil and care,
For what are we but helpless worms?
Thence ruin shall we reap alone,
But whose in sooth shall be the blame?
'Tis vanity that we have sown,
And 'tis our doom to reap the same!

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Then seem our Past and Present blent
In one unchecked, unbroken gloom,
And yon Imperial Firmament
Shines, arched, o'er one wide yawning tomb!
Then seems the angry Future too
Like one dark threatening thunder-cloud
Full of our fates—to blast the view,
With Night, and Death, and Tempest bowed!
When radiant Morning comes to throw
Her beauty o'er created things,
We sicken at the enchanted glow
Which unto us but suffering brings!
When Vesper hours are floating past
With all their sweetness and their calm,
We pray such hours may be our last,
For they can yield our hearts no balm.

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We weep—but every burning tear
Seems scorching up our very Souls,
Making all desolate and drear—
Like lava that o'er vineyards rolls!
We weep—but every drop appears
A quivering life-drop of the heart,
A shower of fire those passionate tears,
That tenfold make our torture's smart!
Our Souls then writhe with agony
That lay all crushed and still before,
While rain down from the hopeless eye
Those deadly drops—with anguish sore.
The effort and the struggle then
The Soul's numbed energies awake,
We had sunk down—we rise again—
The burthen on our hearts to take!

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And so we suffer and we sigh,
Nor counsel we, nor caution heed—
We strive on idly till we die—
Our heart-strength pillared in a reed!
The hollow Hopes to which we cling
Just soften and unnerve the mind,
Then false as falsehood's self take wing,
And leave a living wreck behind!
And on the withered wearied heart
They stamp their blasted track and bare,
Like fairy-rings—and swift depart,
And all their memory is despair!
Or like receding waves that fling
Faint foam-wreaths on the yellow shore,
Pale garlands never blossoming—
That never fruit of promise bore!

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And so we suffer and we sigh,
And grieve that we were ever born,
Though from the Past deep voices cry,
To give us counsel and to warn.
And all that after us shall come,
Like us shall murmur and shall mourn,
And turn them to the sheltering tomb—
And grieve that ever they were born!
For still the restless heart of man
Against his Earthly doom rebels—
Beyond his narrow bounded span,
With mighty yearning still it swells.
It still will struggle and aspire—
Till from all hope 'tis sternly hurled,
And seek with fond and vain desire
Heaven's joy in this unheavenly World!

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In this unheavenly World's bleak waste
'T will thirst for fountains of delight,
That far above are brightly placed
Where sweeps no Storm, and frowns no Night.
And therefore must it burn and bound
Too proudly—passionately still—
With fervent feelings too profound—
Until it lieth mute and chill.
And therefore must it bleed and ache
With overwhelming burthening cares—
Till haply it is doomed to break—
Victim of long-endured despairs.
Yet surely better for the mind
To mourn in generous discontent,
Than here its perfect joy to find,
Where prisoned in the clay 'tis pent.

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Aye! haply better still to aspire—
And learn through Disappointment's power,
That here the hope and the desire
Must wither like Spring's first-born flower.
Better to suffer and to sigh,
And learn through sorrow and through shame
That only, only when we die
Can we the bliss unclouded claim!

A SHADOW ROUND ME.

A shadow round me broodeth dark,
No dove abideth in mine ark,
For me there is no rest, no peace,
My sorrows evermore increase!
I that once moved in glorious gladness,
Move zoned and mantled round with sadness!

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I faulter on mine onward road,
For heavy, heavy is my load,
And none compassionately share
The crushing burthen that I bear;
No! those I meet in Life's mazed turnings
Shrink from my murmurings and my mournings!
All have their separate joy or woe,
All their engrossing schemes below,
And none may pause with kind delay
To weep with weepers on their way—
Then let me on—unsoothed, unaided,
With every hope and feeling faded!
My heart was like some vase of old,
Which doth all precious things enfold,
Whose incense makes the temple glad,
Which in its golden clouds seems clad,
Now 'tis a vase all crushed and shattered,
Shivered its wreaths—its incense scattered.

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The feelings of the suffering breast
May silent lie—yet not suppressed—
No rest amid their ruin they
May find, but shudderingly decay,
Still quick and conscious in their dying—
Ever to Fate's sharp strokes replying.
Why must this be?—Oh! cruel Woe!
Crush, crush them now with one dread blow,
Nor let one beam of hope outshine
To rouse them in their dull decline,
Who from the Grave would rise, contented
To be upon the rack tormented?
For, Oh! that beam—if beam there be,
Glimpsing through long despondency,
With fierce suspense would soon consume
The Soul long wrapt in shrouding gloom—
And show the spoils and the undoings—
Th' ashes—the wrecks—the fragment-strewings!

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Why for the roc must we still pine,
Why must the distant seem divine,
Why must the difficult appear
The most desirable and dear?
'Tis thus we live in doubt for ever,
Existence but one restless fever.
Still we desire what is denied,
And turn from blessings known and tried,
Too oft with senseless wishes fond,
To grasp at something far beyond—
Something that hath not yet been ours,
And so we strive with misspent powers.
But Love! immortal Love! may'st thou
Be the angel of my healings now,
Thou, thou, the Flower—the Star—the Gem—
The Light—the Crown—the Spring—the Stem
From which all lovely joys rise brightly,
To bid us climb Life's rough steeps lightly.

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Thou gentle and Earth-gladdening Power!
Of every garland—crowning flower,
Fair Sovereign planet of all skies—
Harmony of all Harmonies—
Art thou confessed in sooth for ever,
Ne'er shall my hand thy bright chain sever!
Still, still be mine—nay! still be me,
For all my Soul is full of thee!—
And did I in my sorrow say
I would fain 'scape from Feeling's sway,
Who would not bear the woes of Feeling,
To know the rapture of their healing?
For surely none for ever mourn!—
None are through Life's whole course forlorn—
Relenting Fate doth bring at last
Some consolation for the Past—
The drought declineth—dew descendeth—
Ebbeth the surge—the wild storm endeth!

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And yet of Hope I am afraid,
Oh! wrap me in gloom's thickest shade
Sooner than give the uncertain light
Which shows the threatening depths of Night—
The light that quickly fadeth—waneth—
But for a while its cheer retaineth.

TO ------.

[And hath time gone with thee right well]

And hath time gone with thee right well,
Gentle Friend of mine—Oh! tell,
Have the years—the months—the days
Sped lightly on their 'missioned ways?
Whether on that lovely shore
We together trod of yore,
By that blue and balmy Bay
Where the Syren wont to stay,

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By that Sun-bright, Sky-like Sea,
Purpling round Parthenope!
With its clustering islands bright,
Little rosy Worlds of Light—
Worlds within the World—apart—
Warmed at the great Sun's deep heart,
Orphans of Creation wide,
Cast away on the outstretched tide!
Or whether 'midst those ancient Halls,
(Those ruined Towers, those crumbling Walls)
Where that Imperial City old
Sad but glorious to behold,
Standeth in her Seven-hill'd Pride,
She that long a World defied!
Where now Time's deepest shadow falls,
That Capital of Capitals!
Or whether where luxuriant bowers,
Screens for Summer's sultriest hours,
In the glorious bloom expand,
Making Earth a Fairy-land!—

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'Mid the haunts where rose and vine
At the green base of the Appennine
Beautify the scene around,
Or where the Alps the prospect bound,
And with their deep eternal snows
Dwell in a dazzling cold repose,
Have the Hours—the Months—the Years—
(Oft so dimmed with doubts and fears)
Sped well with thee—dear friend of mine,
And laughed with joy's clear Summer-shine?
Flowers around thee have they shed?
Have they brightly lightly sped—
Have they o'er thee sweetly cast
Fair dreams that shall themselves outlast?
Have they brought thee treasures rare,
That shall be for ever fair,
Such as in the Spirit shrined
Must enrich the heart and mind,
Treasures not of mortal birth,
Not of this unsteadfast Earth?

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Have they these on thee bestowed,
As they smoothly onwards flowed,
Have the Months—the Days—the Hours
Given thee such triumphant dowers?—
Have they thus presented thee
With riches of Eternity?
Oh! may they do thus, dear Friend,
Ever—ever—to the end!
Still may the Hours—the Months—the Days,
Which find thee in Life's wildering maze,
Bequeathe thee on their passage calm—
Dreams of bliss—and dews of balm,
Hopes that leave this world behind,
Strong as light, and free as wind,
Pure and deep expectancies
Like the Stars fixed in the Skies—
Heart-Beatitudes—that dwell
In the bosom's deepest cell,
Precious shadowings forth of those
That await Life's peaceful close,

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That all gloomily await
The final crowning act of Fate—
When the Life hath blameless been,
Through every stage and every scene!
Yea! may the Hours—the Months—the Days,
Lit by ever-brightening rays,
Holy, high, and happy things,
Waft thee on their golden wings—
Until at length they brightly be
Melted in the Eternity,
Where the Days and where the Hours
See no fading of joy's flowers—
No drying up of Love's rich streams,
No waning of bright triumph's beams—
Where the Hours and where the Days
Roll on in one deep Sunny blaze,
Brightening on their glorious flight,
Where shall be no cloud—no Night,
Days—of ages length sublime,
Nay! mocking the whole course of time,

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Hours, whose shining circles be
Each an Immortality!
Days—and Hours—and Months—and Years,
Known to human hopes and fears!—
Even as we use these below,
In their strong and silent flow—
Shall we those enjoy above.
Which in one bright tenour move,
Changeless, ceaseless, constant, clear,
Passing not, as they do here,
But accumulating still—
Without taint or touch of ill,
Without variance or decay,
Hour with hour—and day in day!
Without division—without pause,
This comes on—nor that withdraws!
Sun to Sun—and Light to Light,
All commingling there unite—
All at once are traced and told,
All at once we have and hold,

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All combine and all still blend
In those ages without end!
Moments there mock centuried years,
'Mid the deathless changeless spheres,
Wide Milleniums seem as nought
To the Eternity of Thought.
May thy Days—thy Months—thine Hours,
Gentle Friend, while yet 'mid bowers
Of Earth thou art constrained to dwell,
Ever fairly speed and well!
May they as they onwards flow,
Marked and measured out below,
As they onwards flow and roll,
Bring glad tidings to thy Soul,
While Life's wonderous web they weave,
From them may'st thou still receive
Happy gifts, of price beyond
All Fancy's dreamings wild and fond,
Out of these may richly grow
While they calmly clearly flow,

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Without suffering, wrong, or strife,
To make up thine Earthly Life—
Bright and blessed Eternities
Shining in the orbèd Skies—
Ah! moment still by moment must
Be taken as a solemn trust,
If we would have the hours and days
While the Pulse of Life yet plays,
Brightened with the smiles of bliss,
Even in such a World as this;
Moments, Hours, Days, Months, and Years,
Waves through which our swift bark steers,
Speeding, speeding evermore
To the All-receiving shore,
Should be on their rapid course,
(Sped with unabating force)
Prized by us as we should prize
Embassies from the opening Skies,
As we use them or abuse,
As they good or ill produce,

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We shall triumph or shall mourn,
When Life's fragile thread is torn,
We must with unwearying care
(Nor toil, nor watch, nor labour spare)
To one great task ourselves devote
As adown the stream we float,
To one great task ourselves apply
For we only live to die—
For to us our time is given
By the o'erruling Power of Heaven—
Only that with it we may
Hour by hour—and day by day
Brightly purchase—nobly buy
The treasures of the Eternity!
Circling hours—how still, how mute
Ye just touch with silvery foot
This dim dull Earth, and then away
To the far off climes of day—
Bearing a momentous weight
Still of human acts and fate,

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Big with awful secrets stern,
Which the Universe shall learn,
On that deep and dreadful Morn
When the dead shall rise new born,
Through Eternity to know
The worth of passing time below,
Oh! to those I love may ye
Come like angels smilingly,
Bearing unto them indeed
Messages from Heaven, to lead
Their faultering footsteps in the path
Which is free from gloom and wrath—
Charged with precious secrets deep
For them in their hearts to keep—
Ever whispering as ye pass,
Swift as the shadows o'er a glass—
“In ourselves we brief may seem
As the visions of a dream—
But Heaven's Daughters!—we shall be
Mothers of the Eternity!

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Lo! from us shall yet descend
Times and Ages without end—
Cherish us on our swift flight,
Still, if precious in your sight
Everlasting Life can be—
We—Mothers of the Eternity!”

OH! I HAVE MANY DREAMS.

Oh! I have many Dreams—
A fair World all mine own—
In the woods—and by the streams—
Nor then am I alone.
But in the battling crowd
No dreams do bless my thought,
The World's I am avowed,
And in its toils am caught!

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Imagination's Slave
Is Lord of all around,
But cramped as in the Grave
Is he the World hath bound!
Oh! give me back my dreams,
Give back Earth, Air, and Heaven,
Stars, flowers, gales, clouds, and streams,
Free from the World's dull leaven.
Then can I coin the Sun
To a treasure all mine own,
Nor reck he shines upon
Thronged Worlds—mine—mine alone!
Then, those thronged Worlds can I
Make mine too as I list,
In Man's vain sphere I die,
In Nature's sphere exist!

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Then let me still avoid
Mixed crowds—by weak minds sought,
There sink—o'erborne—destroyed—
The Feeling and the Thought!

STANZAS

[Hope! Hope! I dreamed I had exiled thee]

Hope! Hope! I dreamed I had exiled thee,
And all thy flattering Circe train.
“Begone!” I cried, then calm and free,
I shall forget my bosomed pain.
And Peace—the Halcyon of the Soul
Shall surely so be gently won,
(When its wild waves forbear to roll)
To rest its lulled, smooth streams upon!

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Then shall my feelings grow so calm
In their subdued and silenced flow,
That softest Quiet's honeyed balm
Shall soothe away all weary woe!
Hope—thus I pondered—weak and blind!
A sweet voice echoed every word,
Alas! it did not strike my mind
That still 't was thy voice that I heard.
I pondered thus and planned—and caught
Thy while thy softest loveliest beam,
Alas! it did not strike my thought
That thou didst still prompt every dream.
And thou 'rt as likely to depart
And leave my Soul once more forlorn,
And break on this slight wheel—my heart
As though on haughtiest dreams 't was borne.

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Then if I must thy victim fall,
Clasp round me all thy radiant chains,
Oh! let me share the pleasures all,
If I must bear and brook the pains!
Still—whether in the Future time
We look for Happiness or Peace—
Seeking to Joy's sunned heights to climb,
Or asking but that pangs should cease—
Whether we weave bright schemes and blest,
Or wait till Death wipes every tear—
Sighing for rapture—or for rest,
'T is thy voice—thy voice that we hear!
And long suspense—or feverish strife—
May be our portion and our part—
These make an agony of Life—
These make a ruin of the heart.

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Here—Disappointment's strokes descend,
There—Death himself seems to recede,
When he should come all griefs to end,
How oft he leaves the heart to bleed!
How oft he leaves the heart to ache,
When he should come to hush its pain,
While hearts hope-winged he speeds to o'ertake,
And binds them in his frozen chain!
Oh! Hope! all thought of future days
Would I now willingly resign—
Nor seek with fond onlooking gaze
To make that hidden future mine!
But if thou wilt with strange stealth glide
Into the deep heart's chambers lone,
With human nature's self allied—
Then—then, Oh! Hope! be all mine own!

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Thus, if I must thy victim fall—
Wreathe round me all thy richest chains,
Oh! let me snatch the pleasures all
If I indeed must share—the pains!

WHEN MY NAME.

When my name 'mongst ye is heard,
Still couple it with some kind word,
Let it ever spoken be
In gentlest tone of sympathy,
Be it evermore allied
(Though not with sighs accompanied)
To soft expressions of regret—
But if ye cease to love—forget!
If absence from your hearts remove me,
Oh! if, sweet friends! you cease to love me,

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If absence cloud with such eclipse,
Let not my name then pass your lips,
Not on your lips, friends! would I dwell,
If banished from your bosom's cell—
Oh! breathe my name with kind regret,
Or if you cease to love—forget!
That name should call up many a thought
From Memory's treasure-houses brought,
Full, full of sweetness and of power,
And strong to charm the passing hour,
Ah! many a thought of vanished things
Flown on Time's own sweeping wings,
Should it bring to ye—sweet Friends!
If absence not, Love's pure tie rends,
When my name is spoken, then
Let it bring to mind again
Scenes and joys now past away,
Things of a departed day!
Hours when its loved sound appeared,
(By many mutual ties endeared,)

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Ever welcome—ever blest—
With its echo in the breast!
Oh! that sound did mingle still
(At the thought these dim eyes fill
With vainest tears—whose fevered flow
Speaks but cannot soothe my woe)
With all sounds of mirth and glee,
All glad sounds of festivity,
These it mingled with, ere yet
My Soul's bright light of bliss was set!
When my name 'mongst ye is breathed,
Let, Oh! let it then be wreathed
With many a Story of the Past,
O'er which, like a bright spell cast,
Its utterance shall the glow of truth
Strongly shed—till love and ruth
Moisten your kind eyes for me,
Knowing the Infelicity
That still my fainting steps attends,
Thus borne from ye! my Friends! my Friends!

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Stranger-Friends that must be now,
Severed—sundered here below—
Parted—parted—weary word,
Thrilling Memory's every chord—
Stranger-Friends?—Oh! mocking Fate,
Thou mak'st my sick heart desolate.
What is Life—when lost, lost love
Hastens back to his home above—
Leaving but a rich regret,
Like brooding light from fair Suns set?
Stranger-Friends?—whose thoughts no more
Together mingle as before—
Whose feelings now are torn apart—
Soul from soul—and heart from heart—
Ye may weep, my Friends! the while
All unconsciously I smile;
I may mourn, while full of mirth,
On this strange this changeful Earth,
Ye may laugh the time away,
Basking in joy's cloudless ray!

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Stranger-Friends!—Oh! must this be
Bitter, blighting thought to me!
Stranger-Friends!—that nothing know
Of mutual weal or mutual woe?
Every hallowed tie undone,
Feeling's finest fervours gone—
Sympathies destroyed and chilled,
Love's spiritual music stilled?
No! this shall not be—not thus—
I pray, may Fate dissever us—
Love shall still our hearts controul,
Love shall still twine Soul with Soul—
Distance—changes—absence—vain
Shall be to wrest from him his reign—
And, Oh! so long, so long as Love
Moveth still where'er we move,
So long hath he, retaineth still
Power to make one heart-pulse thrill,
Despite of distance then and doom
We may not Stranger-Friends become.

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No! we shall yet be true, unchanged,
With faith and feelings unestranged,
Though ignorant we yet may be,
Each of the other's destiny,
Not, not of the outward common lot—
How often that affecteth not
The inward conditions of the Soul,
Soaring beyond its blind controul!
(Within itself empowered to make
Its peace and weal—which seldom shake,
Mere accidents of circumstance,
If armed to meet each mortal chance
With steadfast purpose and unbent,
And fixed and will-enforced content—
It hold its high and certain way,
Enpanoplied with mailed array,
Girt round with strength, from noblest source,
A mighty and a moveless force—)
The outward lot may all be known
Perchance—but that which is not shown

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When absence separates those who love,
And far doth faithful hearts remove,
Is the inward Spirit's Mystery
Of joy or grief—which bared may be
To Friendship's eye, in converse dear
From time to time, perchance even here
In moments when the heart reveals
Those secrets it so oft conceals—
Not all by words, but signs—but hints
Fleeting and fine as rainbow-tints,
Which yet the instinctive sense of love
Is quick to catch and to improve!
And so the hidden truth is shown,
And so the secret Soul is known.
Sweet Friends! lost Friends! Oh! love me still—
My true heart whispers aye—ye will!
And be my name amongst ye heard,
An every-day familiar word,

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And keep for me a precious part
Within each fond and feeling heart,
Think of me still, with Love's regret,
Or—if you cease to love—forget!

HOPE! HADST THOU FLOWN AWAY.

Hope! hadst thou flown away,
That I had borne!—
But, touched with Earth's decay,
Thou liest forlorn—
Mortal-like—Dream of Dreams!
Thus canst thou be?—
Cold, cold corruption seems
Busy with thee!

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Hope! hadst thou flown away,
That I had borne!
But not thus day by day
Thy wane to mourn!
Thy wane to watch, and weep—
And my Life's waste—
Oh! long and dreamless sleep—
Haste—pitying—haste!
Hope! or at once depart—
Or but revive—
Cease, cease to haunt this heart,
Or—brightly live!
Death hath been done on thee,
This Heart's thy tomb!
There, there thy reliques be,
Dark desperate doom!

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Not like things living found
In the dead rock,
Thee, living pulses bound,
Sternly to mock!
While thou liest mute and chill,
Lifeless and lone,
Silent and stark and still,
Senseless as stone!
Oh! that thy living grave
Even my sick heart
Fate would from tortures save—
Made what thou art!
Oh! that thy living grave—
My crushed, crushed heart
Lethe's dear wave might lave—
Made what thou art!

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Hope! hadst thou flown away,
That I had borne!
But, touched with Earth's decay,
Thou liest forlorn!
I cannot all despair
Sorrowing apart,
While thy fair dust is there,
Even at my heart!
There lie thy sweet remains,
Still to remind
How once I bore thy chains
Trustful and blind!
I cannot all despair—
Born still to aspire—
Oh! wherefore are ye fair,
Dreams, dreams of fire?

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Wherefore do these still rise
O'er breast and brain,
Lending—while joy still flies—
New powers to pain?

STANZAS.

[I am a withered leaf]

I am a withered leaf
Spring's glorious pomps among,
A heavy note of grief
In Life's resounding song.
I am a shadowy cloud
On Nature's smiling sky,
Where rosy splendours crowd,
Where Morn's bright footsteps fly!

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I am a loosened chord
In Earth's great living lyre,
Unrecked of—undeplored—
Whose tones no more aspire!
A ruined tower forlorn,
'Midst the city's palaced pride:
Ah! wherefore was I born?
Or, why have I not died?
Peace—peace, presumptuous heart!
Endure in silence here,
Not always may thy part
Be anguish, doubt, and fear.
Happy among the bless'd,
And chainless 'mid the free;
In the worlds of perfect rest,
May'st thou yet deeply be!

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SORROW.

Sorrow!—traduced and injured power,
They know thee not who little know—
Who with thee pass a fleeting hour,
Then deem they are conversant with Woe!
Thou dost unlock thy precious store
But for those hearts that lean to thee,
That bow not only—but adore
And worship thy rich Mystery!
They claim a more exalted share,
Sorrow! in all thou dost impose,
And precious grows their gentle care,
And sweet and sacred seem their woes.

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The only flowers they deign to cull,
Are everlastings, pure, and fair,
All deeply, strangely beautiful,
And but their solemn bloom they wear.
The only gems they deign to glean,
Are pearls of price, untold, sublime;
Glorious, even in this earthly scene,
More glorious—where is no more Time!
For them, indeed, o'ershadowing Earth,
A midnight of dread shadows frowns,
But then for them, sent beaming forth,
A host of worlds the darkness crowns.
Worlds—never shining in the day
Of proud Prosperity elate—
But hoarding many a Heavenly ray
For the hours of Night-like Sorrow's state!

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For Sorrow, with her shadowy mien,
She hath a proud state for her own,
And Sorrow is a sceptered Queen,
Whose kingdom shall not be o'erthrown.
Her silent court is the inmost heart,
When all submits unto her law;
She rules each conscious pulse and part,
Which yields with an adoring awe.
The mind is queenly Sorrow's mint,
And every rich thought issued thence
Is stamped with her peculiar print—
And, Oh!—how vast her opulence!
The mind is queenly Sorrow's mint,
And there each wakening thought receives
Her stamp of proof—her seal and print—
Which still on each she strongly leaves.

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Oh! Sorrow!—wronged and injured Power!
How little of thy charm they know,
Who pass with thee one fleeting hour,
Then deem they're conversant with woe.
Thou dost unlock thy precious store
Only for hearts that well obey—
That not alone obey—adore—
And worship thee, and love thy sway!
Sorrow!—thy votary true am I—
I own thee fair—I call thee dear—
Content to be thy votary—
But only now—but only here!
In this strange changeful World, in this
I am content thy yoke to bear,
Awaiting an eternal bliss,
In Worlds more pure, more blest, more fair.

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Upon my fond grief of to-day,
'Midst all the sufferings of my doom
Rests—charming every fear away,
The shadow of the joy to come!
The Sun-like Shadow, more than bright,
Crowning the darkness of my life—
How shines Heaven's soft reflected light
On Time's black boiling surge of strife.
And thus thine every pang is dear,
And promises a future bliss;
And lit with love falls every tear,
While Sorrow's hallowed rod I kiss.
I can, in this my doubled life,
Glean deep content from doubt's distress;
Peace—perfect peace from pain and strife,
And rapture from my wretchedness!

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Sorrow!—traduced and injured Power,
They know thee not who little know,
Who pass with thee one fleeting hour,
Then dream they sound the depths of woe.
Thou dost display thy wond'rous store
For those who well obey thy rule,
Who thee exalt—and thee adore—
Who study in thy mystic school!
Thou show'st them in thy soul-set glass
The pomps and glories of the Earth—
And how they pale—and how they pass
Of false, false weight, and fleeting worth.
Thou show'st them that which is alone
Our hope, our trust, and our defence,
Oh! who hath known thee and not known
To draw their deep support from thence.

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Thou through thy paths of winding Gloom
Dost to that Rock of Ages lead!
Beyond vain time—beyond the tomb,
Thou bidd'st us urge our hopes indeed.
Sorrow! thy Votaries love thee still,
Those Votaries, who thy secrets know,
Whose dark brimmed cup thy cold hands fill,
Whose fate thou only rul'st below.
Their hearts become thy silent court
Where thou dost undisputed reign,
Where Earth-born dreams may ne'er resort,
Nor aught of varying and of vain.
Their minds are queenly Sorrow's mint,
Where every rich and solemn thought
Is stamped with her peculiar print,
And with them Worlds shall yet be bought.

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Their minds are Sorrow's rich mints still,
And their pure thoughts are as fine gold:
She coins these thoughts with careful skill,
And makes their worth—unweighed, untold.
In her dread furnace, is that Mind
Seven times refined—even thought by thought,
Feeling by feeling—proved—refined,
Till to perfection's fulness brought.
Sorrow! traduced and injured Power,
They know thee not who little know—
Who pass with thee one fleeting hour,
Then deem they are conversant with woe!

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THE HUMAN HERITAGE.

Mortals! where'er may be your birth
On this sublimely-featured Earth—
Where'er your place—whate'er your clime,
Whate'er your station and your time,
Whate'er your path—whate'er your Fate,
Whate'er your semblance and your state,
Whate'er the changes of your doom,
Children of gladness or of gloom,
One mighty Heritage is yours,
Long as the dædal World endures;
The liberal air, the open skies,
Nature and her crowned mysteries.
The glorious Sun, whose piercing rays
Set the great Firmament ablaze;

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Who Worlds of Beauty overflows
With splendour from his strength that grows.
The pure and peaceful Moon that flings
A charm o'er all terrestrial things,
And rules the rude uproarious tide,
From shore to shore—from side to side;
And those proud tides, the strong and bold,
And woods of green, and clouds of gold—
And dews of pearl, and flowers of light,
And change of seasons in their flight;
And those on-rolling winged hours
(Which each its forerunners devours;)
And all Man's eye hath ever known,
And all that Nature names her own:
These, these, through every circling age,
Mortals! must be your Heritage!
A glorious Heritage and proud,
Though prized not by the thoughtless crowd,
Who turn too oft from all they have—
The distant and the unknown to crave:

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Mortals, through every varying age,
This is your Human Heritage.
Whate'er your trials and your pains,
Whate'er your blessings and your banes;
Whate'er your clime—whate'er your birth,
For you is Nature and the Earth!
But Mortals—Mortals, ye have still,
Despite of wrath, and wrong, and ill,
Despite the brevity of life,
Its rough rude discord and its strife—
Where'er your path—where'er your place—
Whate'er your rank—whate'er your race—
Whate'er your country and your age,
A loftier, lovelier Heritage,
If ye but take the appointed means,
And lean, as Faith in meekness leans,
On one unchanging Rock above,
A Rock of Truth, and Peace, and Love;
Then, then your Heritage shall be
The deep of all Eternity—

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Eternity's undying years,
The glories of the all-glorious Spheres;
The mansions whose foundations be
Fixed in the Great Infinity.
And yet a Heritage more proud,
Whose worth no lip hath e'er avowed,
Beyond all thoughts, beyond all dreams,
Surpassing wholly all that seems
Most mighty to exalt and bless,
All extacies of Happiness,
All deep Beatitudes of bliss,
A wond'rous Heritage is this!
The Presence of the Almighty Lord,
The High, the Holy, and the Adored;
The Presence of the Almighty King,
Whose glory countless Angels sing
For ever, with untiring love,
In the transcendant realms above.
The Presence of the Almighty Sire,
Lifting the Spirit high and higher,

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Through grades of Glory and of Joy,
That cannot cease—that cannot cloy.
Oh! what a Heritage is this,
Enriched with a stupendous Bliss;
Yet such shall be all, all your own,
If here ye kneel before His throne,
With faith, and zeal, and lowly trust,
Bowed, meekly bowed unto the dust,
With consciousness of sin and shame,
And calling on the one blest Name
Which only can exalt and save,
And guard from Ruin and the Grave.
Oh! what a Heritage is this,
Crown'd, crown'd with a stupendous Bliss.
The Presence of the Almighty Lord,
If we have served—believed, adored,
Man! cease the war of care to wage,
Thou hast a glorious Heritage!
There is your heritage—Oh! Man!
Though here your life is but a span—

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Gone like the shadow of a dream,
The moment's ripple in the stream;
The quivering dew drops on the flower,
The cloud that lives one little hour,
Then melts for ever from the sky:
Even so, do Mortals pass and die.
But, Oh! if just, and meek, and sage,
How glorious is their Heritage!
Not one that shall depart—decay,
The good and blessing of a day,
But one that everlastingly
Shall gladden those who shall not die.
Oh! joy beyond all joys supreme,
Of which we here can only dream!
Oh! mighty Happiness august,
Unglimpsed, unguessed, in Earth's poor dust!
Oh! mystery of Beatitude!—
By clay-bound Souls not understood,
The Presence of the Almighty Lord,
The Highest—Holiest—All adored!

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The Presence of the Almighty King,
With whose just praise the broad Heav'ns ring,
The Presence of the Eternal Sire,
That Presence which shall all inspire
With joy that hath no name, no sign,
Boundless, Immortal, and Divine—
And not in agony of awe
Within itself shall then withdraw
The Soul, confounded and amazed—
But purified, sublimed, and raised,
It shall be strengthened to endure—
(Rendered through Heavenly aid secure)
That more than Sinai Presence then,
Whose shadow should destroy all men—
And Nature's trembling self destroy—
Then shall it shed around but joy!
Yet, Oh! what joy! intense, profound,
Without a check without a bound—
In sooth too mighty to be borne,
Were not the impervious armour worn—

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Which girds and guards the Host of Heaven
By Him who gives their Being, given!
Mortals! and can ye turn away,
In Life's uncertain cloud-crossed day,
From such a promised joy as this—
A mystery of stupendous Bliss?
And such a birthright's wealth divine,
Can ye, Oh! can ye e'er resign
For aught that Earth has to bestow,
Whose joy still darkens into woe?
Oh! what a deadly enemy
Must Man's fierce adversary be!
Oh! what an enemy must Man
Have to encounter in Life's span,
That thus can mock him—thus delude—
Thus in his Soul create a feud
Of evil, vanity, and strife,
To shut him from Eternal Life—
That thus can tempt him—thus can thrust
From Heights of Hope, to depths of dust,

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That thus can wrong him and deceive,
And ruin, crush him, and bereave!—
And how should he with sleepless care
Make his whole Life one pauseless Prayer,
One Vigil, and one Service true—
That this stern Foe that doth pursue—
With deadly hate and malice strong,
May fail to inflict the enormous wrong,
And lifted from the entangling dust,
Make one high name his mighty trust,
His staff through Life's rough steepy path,
His shield through all its strife and wrath,
His Sun—to pierce its frowning Dark—
His Rock, his Guide, his Helm, his Ark!

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A THOUGHT.

Oh! th' unstilled Heaven-and-Hell o' the Human Heart!
Though marked not, weighed not, singly and apart—
Doth not the Earth's Universal History teach—
Even through the unrest of all—the unrest of each?

HAVE I NOT LOVED THEE?

Have I not loved thee?—Answer thou,
Who hast beheld my changing brow,
Mine altering cheek and varying eye,
Whenever thou wert passing by.
Have I not loved thee?—Tell me thou!
Thou hast seen my crimsoning blush avow
More passion than my heart could bear,
Without disquiet—and despair!

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Thou hast seen my downcast eye express
Devotion's wild and warm excess
More than can dwell indeed within
The Soul, without Shame, Strife, and Sin.
Oh! not thus, on an idol here
Should we pour all our hope and fear,
Not thus should we our spirits bow
Before a thing created now.
Have I not loved thee?—Speak—Oh! speak!
Thou hast seen the heart-hues in my cheek
Paint more love than the heart can feel,
And to itself the Truth reveal!
So occupied I still have been
With only thee through Life's mixed Scene,
Oh! I have had no skill—no art—
To examine mine own secret heart,

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No leisure time to study there,
And, Oh! no Consciousness to spare;
My Life knows one dear thought alone,
How can my heart e'er sound that one?
Like walls of blazing adamant
Thy bright looks gird me—till I pant
To be one little moment free—
To frame one thought that is not thee.
I am encompassed by thy smiles,
Fettered within their golden toils—
Oh! I would be one moment free,
To dream one dream that is not thee.
Have I not loved thee?—tell me, thou,
Do I not wildly love thee now?—
Is not my true Heart all thine own?
Methinks to thee the truth is known.

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To me then that deep truth reveal,
Paint to me, dearest, all I feel;
Be thou my voice—thus let me hear
The truth I love so much—yet fear!
But be thou very eloquent!—
Sweet sorcery to thy tongue be lent!—
While thou unfold'st my state to me,
Oh! may it touch and soften thee!
Enlarge on all my passionate woes,
The emotions of my Soul disclose—
With just emphatic words express
My feeling's fervours of excess!
No anxious trembling thought withhold,
All secrets of my Soul unfold—
Tell me the history of my Heart,
E'en pulse by pulse—and part by part.

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For thou canst teach me this and tell—
Thou know'st that Heart's wild history well,
My thoughts and dreams to thee are known,
And unto thee revealed alone.
My fervent zeal—my fond, fond care,
To me disclose—to me declare—
To me confirm—to me confess—
My heart-devotion's rich distress.
Sound every spring—strike every chord
Of feeling, by some well weighed word—
Be every mood of passion shown
By some attuned accordant tone!
To thee be Inspiration lent—
Oh! be thou very eloquent!—
Quick Feeling's deepest Soul respire,
And be thy words as words of fire.

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Speak as the impassioned Sappho sung!
Enchantment hang upon thy tongue!
Tell me, and tell me o'er and o'er,
Of Love that ne'er was felt before!
Fair fall thine accents, breathing nought
But the high wrought exstacy of thought—
Oh! mighty may they be to move,
And melt thine own charmed mind to love!
Aye! deeply unto me reveal
All I have felt and all I feel—
And, Oh! sweet hope—all hopes above—
Learn—learn at last thyself to love!
Let thine own eloquence subdue,
Let the soft tale be doubly true,
Breathe mine in such a feeling tone
That it may thus become thine own!

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Be witchery poured on every word,
The sweetest sounds ear ever heard—
So that thine heart they thus may move,
And teach thee tenderness and love!
Have I not loved thee?—Answer then,
Oh! tell me o'er and o'er again!
Have I not loved thee?—Answer thou—
Do I not love thee wildly now?
Thou one dear Being of my choice,
I have no words—no witching voice
Wherewith to make my passion known,
But I will win thee with thine own.
The love which thou shalt paint so well,
On which thou shalt so deeply dwell,
Shall wake an answering Love in thee,
So shalt thou win thyself for me!

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Have I not loved thee?—Tell me then,
And tell me o'er and o'er again,
Do I not love thee fondly now,
And wilt thou love me?—Answer thou!

NOW WOULD I PLUNGE MY SOUL.

Now would I plunge my Soul and Mind,
In reckless desperation blind,
In the last depth of worst despair,
And leap in Grief's dark tiger-lair.
Now would I shuddering shrink away,
And shun the ills that day by day
Are crowding round my shadowy path,
All rough with terrors and with wrath!

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Do any thing but meet and bear
With Mind unbent, the Storms of care,
With steadfast Soul and governed Will
Antagonizing the adverse ill!
Do any thing but meet and bear
The griefs allotted to my share,
With meekness still, and patience sweet,
As the Heirs of Heavenly grace should meet!
Do any thing but bear my doom
With firmness that must best become
Heaven's soldiers militant below,
Who pierce their way through clouds of woe.
Who wait, in firm fixed hope, to hail
Beyond this misty, shadowy vale,
Their high reward—their mighty meed,
In worlds of joy and peace indeed!

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Who should, till that fair field as won,
Buckle the immortal armour on
Of faith, and zeal, and trustful Love,
And lift Hope's kindling eyes above!
Nor from the allotted struggles shrink,
Nor madly seek the fatal brink,
Nor put the bitter cup away,
Nor yield themselves Despair's weak prey.
Oh! I have ill endured and borne—
And now my grievous fault I mourn;
Yet lack the strength which pure minds share,
That fault to amend and to repair.
Weak, weak am I—as reeds are weak,
And now in reckless mood I seek
The extremity of dark Despair,
Now shun the lightest shock of care.

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Now would I seek the shades of Death,
And fling myself unawed beneath
Adversity's destructive wheels,
And dread the touch that binds and heals.
And now would I even thrust aside,
With weak Dismay or stubborn Pride,
The memory of the woe which wrings
My heart with poisoned poisoned stings!
Oh! that I may at length be taught
To regulate each restless thought,
To temper, moderate, and controul
These changeful workings of my Soul!
Oh! that I could be taught at last,
To bide harsh Fortune's bitterest blast
With resignation firm and meek—
Nor vainly bold—nor vilely weak.

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Oh! that I could be taught at length
To arm my Soul with solemn strength,
To win a sacred fortitude
'Stead of this ever varying mood.
Then were I bless'd—how deeply bless'd—
With pauseless peace and rackless rest,
And with serene endurance mailed,
'Gainst ills that long have man assailed.
Then were I bless'd—how nobly bless'd—
Of high and fearless strength possess'd,
And learning deeply evermore
To breast the storms I feared before.
But not through mine own might can I
Thus gird myself with Victory;
No! I must look for aid above,
And trust to Heavenly grace and love.

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Alone through that Almighty Aid,
Can weary tremblers, long afraid,
Be taught at last to cast away
The burthen of their Soul's dismay.

WHEN I MEET.

When I meet those deep, deep eyes,
My very Soul then seems expiring;
'Tis too much of a faint surprise
That should be all intense, admiring.
Yes! my Soul within me dies,
Or suffers some dread change o'erpowering,
When from those distracting eyes,
Fate, and Love, and Life seem showering.

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I am thine—all, only thine—
I can 'scape this thraldom never;
My tranced thoughts—they are not mine—
Stamped but with thine Image ever!
I am thine, and thine alone,
As thou wilt with me thou dealest,
Yet no mercy hast thou shown,
'Tis my ruin still thou sealest.
When I meet those deep, deep eyes
My very Soul then seems expiring,
Tranced and motionless it lies
In its secret self retiring.
Yes! my Soul within me dies,
Or suffers some stern change o'erpowering,
When I meet those matchless eyes—
Oh! it sinks crushed down and cowering.

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But no mercy doth it meet,
Though it yields thus unresisting—
Spurned—though falling at thy feet,
Only in thy breath existing.
If I loved thee half as much,
I might hope to melt—to move thee,
Then might I thy feelings touch,
But too fearfully I love thee.
What have I to offer thee?
A Soul where but one thought is reigning,
'Tis a blank monotony,
And deserves but such disdaining!

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OH! FOR INDIFFERENCE.

Oh! for Indifference for awhile,
To learn thy dazzling looks by heart,
To study each o'erpowering smile,
And perfect make my Lover's part!
So much—so madly much I love,
I know—I feel—I ofttimes fail—
Where Admiration most should move
And view thee through a mist-like Veil!
With over-gazing am I blind,
Fettered in an oppressive chain,
And faint dreams darken o'er my mind,
And weary thoughts distress my brain.

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Whene'er I am away from thee
Scarce one remembered look remains
On which to feed Idolatry,
And fan the fires of joys and pains.
Confused, bewildered, and amazed
While thou wert near, I still remained,
Had the great Sun before me blazed,
Scarce had it more distress'd and pained.
And all remembrances of Thee
Are crossed and clouded in my Soul—
Must I for ever darkly be
Bound in so crushing a controul?
Oh! for Indifference but to find
The unnumbered charms that others do,
In thy transcendant Mien and Mind,
Charms every varying—ever new.

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Unnumbered new perfections they
Observe in thee for evermore,
Who not the o'er zealous homage pay,
Which they pay who too much adore.
I prized those dear perfections so,
Which first I found and blessed in thee;
I marked not how from these did grow
An ever rich variety.
Thou to thy own great witcheries thus
Hast blinded me, who, from the first,
With awe-touched love, and tremulous,
Thy graces and thy charms rehearsed.
Oh! for Indifference, but to find
Those thousand charms that others do,
In thy so matchless Mien and Mind,
Ever increasing—ever new!

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I know, I know I do thee wrong,
Who love thee more than all beside,
Charms without end to thee belong,
Which my rapt Mind hath ne'er descried!
I know that thus I wrong thee still,
Myself, too, wronged by Love's excess!
And have not the art, and have no skill
To make that haunting passion less!
I am like one who fired with zeal,
Kneels by the Ganges' sacred stream;
One who in speechless trance doth kneel,
Wrapt in some deep adoring dream.
The glorious River onward flows,
Clothed in its gold and azure pride;
He little of its proud course knows,
Kneeling, as spell bound, by its side.

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The glorious River onwards flows,
And wins new splendours on its way,
Its proud variety still shows,
And changes oft its rich array.
It onwards rolls in power and pride,
And lovelier seems to grow the while,
The cloudless skies bedeck the tide
With many a sparkle—many a smile.
The beauteous River onwards flows,
And doth its stated path fulfil,
And gains and gathers, as it goes,
More beauty and more triumph still.
It maketh glad the verdant shore,
Gleaming in azure and in gold,
And gains and gathers evermore
More pomp, more pride, an hundred-fold!

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Luxuriant kindlings—orient stains,
Bright picturings of the shore and sky,
Fair dimplings—dazzling sparkle-trains,
Its onward course diversify.
Here the crisped waves, all rose-touched shine—
There blazed with burning gold they glide—
Even like some moving molten mine
Appears the lustrous lucid tide.
Here, fringed on either side with flowers
The waters wind, and blushing play;
There many a tree majestic towers,
And statelier growths adorn their way.
But that rapt worshipper the while
His station keeps, and nothing knows
Of glancing gleam, and sparkling smile,
Whose beauty breaks the tide's repose.

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He sees, but from one point of view,
The mighty River's rolling pride,
Hailed—honoured 'tis, with homage true,
But half its wealth is not descried.
With homage true 'tis blessed and hailed,
Sped on its swift and shining flow,
But the eye entranced, engrossed, hath failed
To mark its glory's varying show.
To mark its still increasing boast
Of splendours and of triumphs new,
How much is overlooked and lost
In Adoration's partial view.
And, like that Worshipper, I bring
To thee the homage of my heart,
How well—how wildly worshipping,
Yet but a portion and a part!

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For, like that Worshipper, I kneel,
Wrapt in too fond and fixed a dream,
Wound up to such a pitch of zeal,
That my whole Soul absorbed might seem.
I saw thee in thy wondrous pride
Of Nature's gifts, and graces move,
And then that Soul within me died
One costly sacrifice of love.
I saw thee with a matchless store
Of rich perfections, pure and bright,
And knew and needed them no more,
With raptured heart and ravished sight.
But from perfection evermore
Dost thou to new perfection move,
Thy Soul at once was taught to adore,
It cannot rise from love to love!

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It might not follow thy proud flight,
(Even though an angel's wings it wore,)
It reached at once Devotion's height,
How can it farther mount and soar?
And then, in rapture's deepest trance,
There stood it still, to pour forth all
Those fervent feelings which, perchance,
Were weakened by so strict a thrall!
Then stood it still in rapture's trance,
While thon, deserving more its zeal,
Didst brightly, gloriously advance,
New charms for ever to reveal!
But not unto the dazzled view
Of those with breathless Soul o'erwrought,
To thy past charms too deeply true,
To adore thy present as they ought.

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The image stamped upon my Soul—
Doth now but represent a part
Of that transcendant, perfect whole,
Which claims the love of every heart!
But on that image I have gazed
Till I am blind to all beside,
And watched and worshipped, prized and praised,
Till all but that, for me, hath died!
Forgive me, that I thus must fail
To render thee thy rightful due,
The barque obeys the on-speeding gale,
The trembling needle must be true!
It cannot change—it never gains
From winds or waves, that varying pass,
A different impulse—but remains
For ever what at first it was!

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No deeper homage can it show
Unto that star it doth adore,
Howe'er that star's soft rays may glow,
Brighter or fainter—less or more!
And yet, Oh! yet, I fain would learn,
From zeal to zeal to travel on,
With love still born from love, to burn—
For thy sake ruined and undone!
But my Devotion is so deep,
To all thou hast been—wert before,
A silence, like a charmed sleep,
Hath fallen upon my true Heart's core!
Oh! for Indifference, for awhile
To learn those dazzling looks by heart,
To study each transcendant smile,
And perfect make my lover's part!

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For ill that noble part I play,
Who see thee but as first I saw,
While thou acquirest, day by day,
Fresh powers to charm by some sweet law!
Oh! for Indifference, for awhile,
All, all thy dazzling looks to learn,
And then, o'erpowered by one dear smile,
With Love a thousand-fold to burn!
For calm Indifference, for awhile,
To see thee all that now thou art,
To study each consummate smile,
And perfect make my lover's part!

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BRIGHT STARS.

Bright Stars! slow blossoming on the lap of Night,
Fair flowers of Heaven, all made of smiles and light,
How shine ye strongly on the uplifted eye,
How proudly, how illustrious-dazzlingly.
How do ye gleam forth from the lap of Night,
In trembling pomp, in luxury of light,
And make the darkness beautiful in Heaven,
Whence all the sterner gloomier shades are driven?
Our World and ye are brethren—what then we,
Who lowliest wanderers on its surface be?
Worms, clay, and ashes!—who have ever been
Dust in the balance—specks upon the scene!

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Oh! what are we, compared with those proud spheres,
Which count milleniums of our fleeting years,
Those comrades of our own Majestic World,
Whose glories nightly stream for us unfurled?
Look round on our bright Earth! learn, learn from thence
The mystery of their dread magnificence!
Could we as near their mighty forms behold,
What splendours then should to our view unfold!
But from unthought of distance must we trace
Your outlines pure and fine—ye Kings of Space!
And yet how beauteous—how sublime appears
The marshalled army of the outshining spheres!
And what is Man—the shadow and the reed,
With these contrasted?—what is Man indeed?
The floating sand, borne swiftly down the stream!
The fleeting mote, that haunts the sunny beam!

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But, Oh! his Bosom's deepest shrine within,
Uncrushed by suffering, and unquenched by sin,
There lives a spark, to which their mightiest blaze
Is as the meteor fading from the gaze.
A Spark, to which those congregated fires
Are as the taper, when its gleam expires;
A Spark, from the All-enkindling Glory caught—
To which ten thousand hosts of Suns are nought.
Proud Worlds, that line the illumined depths of night,
Ye splendent shadows of the Light of Light!
How shine ye down upon the uplifted eye—
How brightly—how illustrious-dazzlingly!
But, Oh! the immortal Soul, though shrined in clay,
Could well eclipse ye with its faintest ray:
Creation, with its countless worlds of fire,
Is not so precious to the All-forming Sire!

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Majestic Worlds!—your shrines are arks august,
Yet must they yield to temples built of dust!
For there the Eternal makes His dread abode!
Thrones of His Glory ye!—these—thrones of God!
Proud Stars! that fret the ethereal vault of Night,
Still burn, still blaze with ever-kindling Light!
Still shine ye—stream ye on the uplifted eye,
Thus brightly—thus illustrious-dazzlingly!
The Soul can meet those starry looks of Light,
Armed with its own yet more victorious might—
Meet them half way—yet move not from its place,
Since in itself it spreads—the Space of Space!
Stars!—they are dust, compared with conscious Souls!
Though each receives for ever, as it rolls,
Rays of His wide showered glory—splendour-shod—
Thrones of His Glory these—those Thrones of God!

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ONE WORD.

One Word! and on that little word
My life—my very Soul seems poured;
Farewell!—but yet it soothes our woes,
That each the other's secret knows.
Oh! treasure thou for evermore,
Within thy faithful bosom's core,
That precious secret of my Soul,
While circling hours progressing roll!
Treasure that secret in thy heart—
Beloved and trusted that thou art!
As I shall thine, with jealous care,
Come smiling joy, or stern despair!

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One Word! and that one little word,
Strikes, deeply strikes each feeling's chord:
Farewell! but, Oh! it soothes our woes,
That each the other's secret knows!
Enough! ere Time perchance hath run
Through many a rising, setting Sun,
We shall again in gladness meet,
Once past—e'en absence' days seem fleet.
Enough! while dark days intervene,
And gloom and grief cloud all the scene,
Love in our Souls shall strengthened be,
And perfected through constancy!
His power Divine is poorly shown,
His wondrous might is little known,
When only cloudless skies are spread
Above his crowned and starry head!

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When round him storm and midnight roar,
He spreads his plumes on high to soar,
So the eagle springs at once to Heaven,
When from his earth-built eyrie driven.
Content with lowlier range perchance
When basking in joy's sunny glance;
When from its peaceful haunts expelled
How vast its flight's unmeasured field!
Love! Love! when sorrow and when care
For thee a couch of thorns prepare—
How dost thou win from pain and strife
A yet diviner, deeper life!
Till Absence hath applied her test
Unto the fond and feeling breast—
How little can its truth be known,
By that 'tis proved, and that alone!

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Oh! while thou'rt ever at my side,
I may not feel a tender pride
In fostering still with faithful zeal
The love it is my boast to feel!
Who could but love thee fondly well
When with thee, deeply blessed, they dwell;
Who could do otherwise than love—
Who near thee breathe, and live and move!
But time and absence may efface
An unfixed love's fast failing trace—
Time, time and absence may remove
All but a life-enwoven love!
And time and absence now shall show
How well in Solitude and woe
Our hearts shall keep their cherished Vow,
Enough!—I fear not—nor shalt thou!

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'Tis done—we part—for thee, for thee—
And for thy stainless constancy,
Can I undoubting answer now—
For me and mine, Love! answer thou!
So well each other's deepest hearts
We know through all their throbbing parts,
Each can the other's truth attest,
With confidence unclouded bless'd!
So well each other's hearts we know,
So blent our thoughts smooth currents flow,
Each can with fearless tone reply
For the Beloved One's constancy!
Aye! mirrored in each other's breast
In hallowed and unbroken rest,
Our feelings and our Souls are shown
There deeper stamped than in our own!

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Clear mirrored in each other's hearts
Through powerful Love's endearing arts,
Our Minds, our very Souls are shown
There deeper stamped than even our own!
Farewell! farewell! on that one word,
My life—my fainting Soul is poured;
Farewell—Oh! linger not—on—on—
Or all thy courage will be gone!
Farewell! Oh, tear thyself away,
Or here thou must for ever stay;
If thou but list to Love's fond call,
Thou'lt ne'er have strength to go at all!
Farewell! farewell! on that one word
Our lives—our very Souls are poured,
But yet it soothes our bitter woes,
That each the other's Secret knows!

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HENCE, FATAL DREAM!

Hence! fatal dream—away—away—
Haunt me not thus, by night and day—
My hope—my happiness are o'er—
Hence—hence—and haunt my heart no more!
Hence, fatal Image—haste! depart!
Nor leave thy shadow on my heart!
No more on poisons let it feed,
Pillared and propped upon a reed!
Hence, Image, worshipped and adored,
However thou mayst be deplored—
Thy very memory let me weed
From this poor heart—despoiled indeed!

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Then fatal Dream! away—away—
Though every dear Hope's every ray
Must thus be clouded darkened o'er—
Hence—hence, and haunt my heart no more!
In vain—in vain I toil and strive,
In that Dream's shadow must I live!
In vain I seek from fate to fly,
In that Dream's shadow I must die!

HOW CANST THOU WEARY OF MY LOVE?

How canst thou weary of my Love
Which doth through endless changes move?
Ever in my quick mind and me
Shalt thou meet dear Variety!

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No two thoughts in my heart or brain,
Be they of Pleasure or of Pain,
Were ever yet alike—or bound
With chains of measuring links around.
Need'st thou this truth then to be taught?
Think'st thou the changes rung on thought
Are like the changes rung on bells,
Whose various music sinks or swells?
The bells themselves are still the same—
My very Mind's ethereal frame—
Swift as the uncounted moments fly,
Is altering everlastingly!
On bells—these varying harmonies
From source of varying order rise,
At length the whole may be run through!
My Soul and Mind are ever new!

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Thou need'st not range—thou need'st not rove
To seek each day a different love,
Thou'lt still find in my mind and me,
A never-checked diversity!
Thou need'st not rove—thou need'st not range
To seek incessant endless change;
Oh! where wilt thou such variance find,
As in my ever varying Mind?
If thou didst love me yesterday,
To-day thou must a false part play
If still thou lov'st, since I no more
The Being am I was before!
If thus thou'rt therefore true to me,
Thy constancy's inconstancy!
Thyself thou scarcely conscious art,
Of what she is that rules thy heart!

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Then how canst thou e'er weary be
Of my unbounded love for thee?
My love for thee, that varies still,
But yet can know no check nor chill.
Since it ev'n changeth day by day—
Yet keeps its own triumphant way!—
My love may change—but still 'tis love,
All language and all thought above!
It changeth—though so deep, so true,
And ever wears an aspect new;
It changeth fast as moments fly,
But yet 'tis love unchangeably!
Now in rich eloquence 'twould shower
The passion-hurricanes of power;
Now shrink in silence—mild and meek—
Nor seek, nor wish its truth to speak!

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Now 'twould, in lowliest guise, repress
The jealousies of tenderness;
Now, in a haughty burst of ire,
'Twould feed and fan the raging fire!
No! never canst thou weary be
Of my devoted love for thee:
No measured tenour doth it keep—
Though all devoted still—and deep!
No dull monotony is there,
Though strong as death, 'tis light as air:
Not thus may change the inconstant moon—
The rainbow varieth not so soon.
The clouds may never change so fast;
The rocks may ne'er so strongly last;
Varying as water is my love,
Eternal as the sun above!

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Say, then, canst thou e'er weary be
Of my surpassing love for thee?
No, never, never shalt thou prove
Weary of me, or of my love!

I BOAST NOT.

I boast not of my boundless love for thee;
Who would not love thee upon whom thy smile
Hath shone so brightly and so gloriously,
Their very souls to blind and to beguile?
Who would not love thee, though that smile supreme
Might not for them be shining, since thou art
All that the young enthusiast's richest dream
Hath painted as an idol of the heart.

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Who would not make thee as I make thee still,
The sun and centre of each passionate thought,
And know no law so binding as thy will—
And yet confess their worship is as naught.
Who would not prize thee all earth's wealth above!
Oh! who would not with exultation die—
Thou only object of my speechless love!
To live one moment in thy memory?
I boast not of my love for thee—Oh! no;
But blush that it should thus imperfect be
So far thy merits and thy charms below,
Studying to make it ever worthier thee.
Who would not love thee—who would not resign
All, all for thee—for thee with rapture die—
And hail their death—as I shall soon do mine—
To live one moment in thy memory?

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STANZAS.

[I ask no pity for my pain—no feeling for my care]

I ask no pity for my pain—no feeling for my care,
Since a luxury of anguish 'tis, and a rapture of despair;
Proud, proud am I, to brook this Grief; and think you I would part
With this rich Sorrow, shrined and throned, like an idol, at my heart.
Away! how little then can ye of such sweet sufferings know!
Why, what hath Happiness to give worth such a wealth of Woe?
Each moment 'tis increasing, and each moment it is made
More perfect and more potent—and it shall not know to fade!
'Tis a Beatific Sadness this—and a pure and precious Woe—
Oh! what hath Life to give so true, so lasting here below.

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Be gay, ye dreamers, all you prize shall vanish from your view,
But those who love pale Sorrow's charms shall find her ever true.
Methinks that Sorrow—mighty Power! in her victorious day,
Hath melted all my living Soul—my very Soul away,
And ta'en its place, her own sad self, to live for evermore
Within my bosom's haunted cell, my heart's deep aching core.
Be gay! ye dreamers, ye who seek to smile your lives away,
Ye yet may find how hopes delude, how pleasures can betray.
Ah! those like me, to thee who turn pale Sorrow, first and last,
Need never fear the future hour—nor e'er pine for the past!
I crave no pity for my pain—no feeling for my care,
'Tis a luxury of deep anguish this—and a rapture of despair.
I would not for your vain delights, ye pleasure-lovers part—
With this rich Sorrow of the Soul—this sadness of the heart!

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SUFFER ME BUT TO LOVE THEE.

Suffer me but to love thee—but to pour
My heart's deep feelings forth—a boundless store,
And lay a life's devotion at thy feet,
Hear—hear me now Love's fervent vows repeat.
Suffer me but to love thee—but to live
On thy dear looks, and the clear light they give,
And make my Soul a temple bright and lone,
For thee, but thee, and my true heart a throne!
That throne, that temple, shall enduring be,
Their deep foundations deeper than the sea,
And their proud everlasting walls as strong
As the round World—that ages may not wrong.

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Suffer me but to love thee—but to bring
My heart of hearts—a lowly offering—
And dedicate it deeply unto thee—
Oh! suffer me to love thee boundlessly!
A lowly offering Love may be!—but still
Where that is, changeless through life's strife and ill—
Changeless through all—save deepening more and more,
Not lightly should such offering be passed o'er.
Talk ye of bands of Guardian-angels sent
From realms above yon starry firmament—
The steps of mortals pitying to surround,
And ward the dangers off by which they're bound.
They need no Guardian Angels from above
To whom Heaven dedicates a human love,
A host of strength is the devoted heart,
Where well it plays its high and zealous part.

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Suffer me then to love thee—dwell enshrined
A treasured image in my heart and mind,
Whence all unworthy things I must expel,
Because thou deign'st therein ev'n thus to dwell.
If for the loved it may a blessing be
To be thus cherished—while Life's vain years flee—
Ev'n thus to love—love worthily and well,
This is a benefit no words may tell!—
As when some high and honoured guest arrives,
To whom the host a princely welcome gives,
And seeks to please and serve with studied care,
For whom he doth all fitting things prepare—
So when the all-beloved image comes
To house within love's heart, that best of homes,
The trembling lover strives with anxious will
To banish thence all things unworthy still.

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Oh! let me love thee! so shall I aspire
To lift my very spirit high and higher,
Till all my thoughts shall as winged angels be,
That they may bear one bright thought company.
But let me love thee!—so I still shall seek
To chase afar all worthless dreams and weak,
Till all my thoughts like white robed angels be,
That they may dwell with th' Heav'nly thought of thee!
Suffer me but to love thee—but to link
My Soul ere yet in Death's great deep I sink—
With something so surpassing, so supreme,
It makes this world one world of glory seem!

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I THINK OF THEE.

I think of thee—and all dark thoughts of sorrow or of sin,
That ever have abode in gloom my troubled heart within,
Take flight from that most lovely dream, from that enchanted thought,
Till with mines of Purity and Peace my bosom seemeth fraught.
How should unblest or loveless thoughts my gentle one accord
With bright and blessed thoughts of thee—the chosen and th' adored!
As soon should falcons fierce and doves harmoniously agree,
And desperate sharks with dolphins shy that sport along the sea,
Leopards and timorous antelopes together shall consent,
Ere thoughts of strife and thoughts of thee shall be together blent;

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Lightnings and sunbeams wreathe themselves into one glitt'ring chain,
Ere dreams of wrong and dreams of thee shall mingle in my brain.
I think of thee—and all dark thoughts of sorrow, strife, and sin,
That ever have in gloom abode my troubled heart within,
Take flight from that most happy thought—thus, thus Love, it is thine
To make the Heart wherein thou dwell'st a pure and perfect shrine!

MY LONE HEART DROOPS.

My lone heart droops—with many a bursting sigh
It trembling mourns, while joyless hours fleet by,
Pale phantom things, that seem with sorrow bowed,
Haunt it—fond Memory! round thy steps they crowd!

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My sad heart droops—Oh! let me not think why,
'Tis vain to analyze Despondency!—
A thousand cares from one that was shall spring,
If curiously we sound the heart's deep string!
We magnify and multiply our woes,
We rouse a host of hidden slumbering foes,
We tread upon the serpent's nest, and bring
The coiled-up reptiles forth to hiss and sting.
My lone heart droops—Oh! let me not think why,
'Tis vain to analyze Despondency!—
Ten thousand cares from one that was shall spring,
If curiously we sound the heart's deep string!
Let those foes slumber—let those serpents rest
Coiled up and couched within their viewless nest—
What gain, what good, can it e'er be to know,
Still helpless to o'ercome the heart's deep woe?

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SONNET.

[Rise from the Dead—lost Dreams! be disentombed!]

Rise from the Dead—lost Dreams! be disentombed!
Come back before these mournful eyes to shine,
Which earthwards ever heavily incline—
For which of old all common things assumed
Hues of glad loveliness, while sweetly bloomed
In her own blushing Paradise divine
Hope the Enchantress!—and its key was mine.
Thence driven, a Wanderer have I long been doomed!—
And will ye ne'er come back, high dreams of old,
Which once these dimmed and earthwards drooping eyes
Rejoicing and enraptured could behold?—
No! ye shall ne'er return—yet why these sighs,
I shall rejoin ye when Life's years are told,
Ripened and realized in the opening skies!

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NO! NO! IT MUST NOT BE.

No! no! it must not be again
As it hath been—in days of old;
It is a weary, heavy pain
To feel joys melting from our hold!
To yield all, all the deep heart loved—
Oh! sentence sharp, and stern, and sure;
But since these blessings are removed,
Then let me try even now to endure.
So should we show our gratitude
To Heaven for rich gifts—given before,
Thus yielding them with chastened mood,
When they may be our own no more.

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We should our gratitude display
For gifts of price no wealth can buy
By yielding them—when borne away
To Him who gave—unmurmuringly.
Aye! even the sorrow and the woe,
By bitter contrast deepened thrice—
The adversity itself we owe
To Heaven, to make a gift of price!
Yea—our heart's woe, even thus do we
Owe to the indulgent Heaven to make
A gift of price—though dark to see,
For bygone past enjoyment's sake.
And all that was our worst despair
Shall so another hope become,
A high and occupying care,
A trust to all—a bliss to some.

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While conscience and while Heaven approve
None can with hopeless suffering mourn;
The adversity's a gift of love
That teaches us to Heaven to turn.
In proud Prosperity's fair day,
Alas! how often we forget
The debt of gratitude to pay,
The boundless and the endless debt.

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SONNET.

[Deep is the shadow round my pathway spread!]

Deep is the shadow round my pathway spread!
Oh! that a myriad thoughts would come to o'erflow
One settled Feeling in my heart—and show
The Beauty of the Universe instead
Of this despair—'tis as the shrouded dead
To dwell within the world yet nought to know
Of all the glories that around us glow,
The wonders of the wealth on all sides shed!
I gaze on blank, bleak Sorrow till all's o'er,
Whose shadowy face a deadly beauty has—
Oh! that a myriad, myriad thoughts, and more,
Would come to crush—(vain, fruitless hope! Alas!)—
One Single Settled Feeling in the heart's core!—
But Pleasure passes!—Pain too yet shall pass!

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SONNET.

[There are, who wander through this world so fair]

There are, who wander through this world so fair
With eyes closed up against its charms and pride,
Still scattered round in rich profusion wide—
With lips sealed 'gainst Life's cup—ev'n though it bear
Bright draughts of pleasantness and strength—while care
For ever dwells—a shadow at their side,
And doth away all gentler visions chide,
Till Life seems little but a long Despair.
Some Grief hath made them darkly all its own,
And though fair stars of more auspicious ray
Invite them, their sad constancy is shown
By turning ever from Hope's smiles away,
To cling to memories that should long have flown—
Man—voluntary service loves to pay!

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SONNET.

[Love! thy most true and strong interpreters]

Love! thy most true and strong interpreters,
That breathe thine eloquence unanswerably,
These are the blush—the tear—the unbosomed sigh—
The look, that feeling makes so deeply hers!—
These are thine emblems too!—great Love, that stirs
So sweetly in young hearts, is born to die
None can tell wherefore—not himself knows why,
But so it is, experience still avers—
Perchance 'tis well! this world were all too fair
Could lasting love within its sphere be found;
He brings a current of immortal air
Wafted by his enchanted wings around
Where'er he is—sweet dreams of Heaven are there—
But they should soar and spurn each earthly bound!

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WHAT ARE MYSTERIES?

The Majesty of yon dread Heavens of Night,
A vault of gloom and fire—of shade and light—
The pomp of Summer, and the Winter's waste,
The sweeping Lightning in its dazzling haste,
The rushing Comet on its path of fear,
The voice of Winds in their sublime career,
The roll of Seas that own a deep controul—
The shock of tempests that disturbs the Soul;
These are not Mysteries—they are things sublime,
But unto these the strong-plumed thought can climb.
The flight of Time, upon his noiseless way,
The birth of Light, the wondrous Spring of Day,
The change of Seasons on their 'stablished round—
Nature's august rehearsal underground,

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Where still her work of preparation vast
She carrieth on, till perfect grown at last
She bursts upon the stage, and forth to sight
Acts her great part i' the face of Heaven and light;
These are not Mysteries—to these things at once
The Soul, with all her voices, gives response.
Seed-time and Harvest-time, that ever know
Their due recurrences in constant flow,
The fountains of the waters—full and free,
That never emptied or exhausted be!
The difference of Earth's climates, which supply
Productions endless in diversity!
The mingling Elements and all their laws,
Whose veil great Science' hand but half withdraws;
These are not Mysteries—these the Soul receives,
Unquestioning—and undoubtingly believes!
And, Oh! the powers of that deep Soul intense,
Its crowned and spiritual magnificence,

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Its musical enthusiasms sublime—
Its hopes that scorn the horizon of brief Time!
Its thoughts that thunder-strike great Nature's throne,
And make the grandeurs of her state their own!
That share her sceptered majesty, and bind
Her scattered beams in one broad blaze of Mind!
Are these things Mysteries? No! the aspiring thought
Knows—feels—whence the heav'nly inspiration's caught!
The ignoble littleness of daily life—
Its dearth, its gloom, its sordor, and its strife;
Its vain and vapid schemes—its petty dreams—
Its vaporous hopes—like ignis-fatuus gleams;
Its poor desires—its dull and dead demands,
Its struggles in Art's adamantine bands;
Its drudgings in vile Custom's beaten ways,
The unworthy part the immortal Spirit plays;
These things are Mysteries, which we may not sound,
Which day by day more startle and surround!

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Aye! the accursed cold calculating Art,
Which masks and petrifies the worldly heart—
Masks it—and round it seems superfluous thrown,
Like the cold moss that shrouds the colder stone;
The absorbing interest in the low and vain,
The little care for all that most should chain
The Spirit—in its own starred sphere supreme—
The dull deep trance—or phrenzied fever-dream;
These—these are Mysteries—awful and profound,
By no eye fathomed—by no hand unbound!
The impetuous competition—fond and wild—
For the poor dross that hath so long defiled
This groaning World—the dross of Wealth and Pride,
For which all nobler things seem thrust aside;
The Avarice, Luxury—th' envy strife, and hate,
Which this fair Earth so foully desecrate;
The ravening Passions, with their fiery surge,
Which centuries still to circling centuries urge;

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These—these things are—these things must ever be
The height, and crown, and front of Mystery!
And all Life's trite and trivial accidents
The causes mean—the mocking consequents—
The foiled endeavours—the ill-weighed effects—
The strange observances, more strange neglects—
The mad devotion to the present day,
Which melts, like snow-flakes in the grasp, away;
The awful oblivion of the time to come,
While ev'ry step we take—is o'er some tomb;
These things are fearful Mysteries—these things make
The pondering Mind to shrink—the Soul to shake.
All things in Nature too, slight, brief, and frail—
That seem but made in vain—but formed to fail
Like very bubbles on her sea-broad scene—
But no! my Soul—these are not base nor mean;
Nothing in mighty Nature's glorious chain
Can be of little worth, or made in vain;

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But all things there imperatively tend
To some unseen, unknown, but certain end;
Yet these things for our thoughts perplexed must be,
Bound in the shadowy veil of Mystery!
Ev'n the most fragile flower in Summer's wreath,
That looks on Life but to decline in Death,
The frail ephemeron that sports an hour,
Then fades forgotten in its birth-place bower,
The mote that floats within the sunny beam,
All have their parts to play—howe'er we deem—
All have their place, their portion, and their part,
While thou, wise Nature, their instructress art;
These scarce are Mysteries to the sage's mind,
Though their full reasons he may fail to find!
But all those weak, those worthless vanities,
Which worldly natures ever seek and prize—
Those miserable gewgaws, base and mean,
That are indeed but bubbles on the scene,

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Those wretched fooleries that we well may call
Little and low, that have no worth at all—
The trappings and the tinsels that can please
The cheated sense—these things are Mysteries—these!—
And thought and feeling—heart, and soul, and mind
Shall ever these unravelled Mysteries find!