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16.

1. WHO is now reading this?
2. May-be one is now reading this who knows some
     wrong-doing of my past life,
Or may-be a stranger is reading this who has secretly
     loved me,
Or may-be one who meets all my grand assumptions
     and egotisms with derision,
Or may-be one who is puzzled at me.

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3. As if I were not puzzled at myself!
Or as if I never deride myself! (O conscience-struck!
     O self-convicted!)
Or as if I do not secretly love strangers! (O tenderly,
     a long time, and never avow it;)
Or as if I did not see, perfectly well, interior in
     myself, the stuff of wrong-doing,
Or as if it could cease transpiring from me until it
     must cease.