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Lucile

By Owen Meredith [i.e. E. R. B. Lytton]

Lytton, Edward Robert Bulwer Lytton (1831-1891)

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CANTO II.

LETTER FROM LORD ALFRED VARGRAVE TO THE COMTESSE DE NEVERS.

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CANTO IV. LETTER FROM COUSIN JOHN TO COUSIN ALFRED.

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CANTO V.

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IX. THE COMTESSE DE NEVERS TO LORD ALFRED VARGRAVE.

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CANTO VI.

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PART II.

CANTO I.

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CANTO II.

I. COUSIN JOHN TO COUSIN ALFRED.

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CANTO III.

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CANTO IV.

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CANTO VI.

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CANTO VI.

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Man is born on a battle-field. Round him, to rend
Or resist, the dread Powers he displaces attend,
By the cradle which Nature, amidst the stern shocks
That have shatter'd creation, and shapen it, rocks.
He leaps with a wail into being; and lo!
His own mother, fierce Nature herself, is his foe.
Her whirlwinds are roused into wrath o'er his head:
'Neath his feet roll her earthquakes: her solitudes spread
To daunt him: her forces dispute his command:
Her snows fall to freeze him: her suns burn to brand:
Her seas yawn to engulf him: her rocks rise to crush:
And the lion and leopard, allied, lurk to rush
On their startled Invader.

In lone Malabar,
Where the infinite forest spreads breathless and far,
'Mid the cruel of eye and the stealthy of claw
(Striped and spotted destroyers!) he sees, pale with awe,
On the menacing edge of a fiery sky
Grim Doorga, blue-limb'd and red-handed, go by,
And the first thing he worships is Terror.

Anon,
Still impell'd by Necessity hungrily on,

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He conquers the realms of his own self-reliance,
And the last cry of fear wakes the first of defiance.
From the serpent he crushes its poisonous soul:
Smitten down in his path see the dead lion roll!
On toward Heaven the son of Alcmena strides high on
The heads of the Hydra, the spoils of the lion:
And man, conquering Terror, is worshipp'd by man.

A camp has this world been since first it began!
From his tents sweeps the roving Arabian; at peace,
A mere wandering shepherd that follows the fleece;
But, warring his way thro' a world's destinies,
Lo from Delhi, from Bagdadt, from Cordova, rise
Domes of empiry, dower'd with science and art,
Schools, libraries, forums, the palace, the mart!

New realms to man's soul have been conquer'd. But those,
Forthwith they are peopled for man by new foes!
The stars keep their secrets, the earth hides her own,
And bold must the man be that braves the Unknown!
Not a truth has to art or to science been given,
But brows have ached for it, and souls toil'd and striven;
And many have striven, and many have fail'd,
And many died, slain by the truth they assail'd.
But when Man hath tamed Nature, asserted his place
And dominion, behold! he is brought face to face
With a new foe—himself! War is open'd within
His own heart: for self-knowledge is knowledge of sin.
And many have striven, and many in vain,
With the still rebel heart, and the still baffled brain;—

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Some have conquer'd, some died of that conquest, but all
Have suffer'd, all struggled; and, whether he fall
Or whether he vanquish, still man, on the field
Of life's lasting war, may not rest on his shield,
May not lean on his spear, till the armèd Archangel
Sound o'er him the trump of earth's final evangel.

Now 'tis Thought attacks Thought. And the dread battle-plain
Of that war is the soul, now, herself. And again
The Immortals take part in the battle; and Heaven
And Hell to the conflict their counsels have given.
See! stern Torquemada dooms Thought to expire!
Hark! the psalm of the martyr soars upward in fire!
Then the auto-da-fés are extinguish'd: back roll
Dense volumes of darkness: and, sovran, the soul
Chants her poean, proclaiming to Earth Heaven's freedom.
And who is it that comes with dyed garments from Edom?
His foot in the blood of the winepress is wet,
And that foot on the head of the serpent is set!

Oh were nought gain'd beside from this conflict of Thought,
Man, at least, in alliance with man hath been brought.
The wide world owns no longer one master alone,
And no more every nation is vassal to one.
Now the strong need the weak, and the weak aid the strong;
Gracious laws whereby Peace may her lifetime prolong
Have been wrought out of wrath by the swords of mankind,
And the shout of free nations rolls forth on the wind.

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May the sword then be sheath'd? may the banner be furl'd?
And is Peace crown'd for ever, fair Queen of the World?
Nay, Peace holds the sword to establish her state,
And the sentinel walks by the white temple-gate.
lest the Lion, by night, to the Leopard should say,
‘Arise, Brother Leopard, and forth on the prey!’
Still the watchfire must burn, still the watchman must wake,
And still Force arm to keep what still Force arms to take.

What is worth living for is worth dying for too.
And therefore all honour, brave hearts! unto you
Who have fallen, that Freedom, more fair by your death,
A pilgrim, may walk where your blood on her path
Leads her steps to your graves!

Let them babble above you!
Sleep well! where no breath of detraction may move you,
And the peace the world gives not is yours at the last!
Chiefly you, sons of England, whose life-blood hath past
Into England's own being! or whether your names,
Mid the shrines of her kings, the pale tablet proclaims;
Or, recorded alone in some fond widow'd heart,
Amidst Spain's arid vines, vex'd no more by the dart
Of the suns of the south, or on wide Waterloo,
You now slumber; or where the chill Baltic rolls blue;
Or the crocus of Asia may brighten your bed;
Or 'mid halls in the Orient, where latest you bled,
Where Horror still hears, up the pale marble floor,
Thro' curtains twice crimson'd, the drip of your gore.

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You, sons of one mother, who boast from your birth
Of our England's fair name 'mid the nations of earth,
You who—'midst the grey castles the swords of our sires
Have left us to fight for; the pastoral spires
Where we breathed our first prayers; and our green lanes, so green!
Where spring is thrice spring, and each maiden a queen—
Love these things with a love that is threefold, because
There a man may, unvex'd by iniquitous laws,
Say the thing that he thinks, do the thing that he needs:
There Thought may find freedom for all honest creeds;
There Opinion may circle from soul on to soul;
And Enterprise broadly embrace either pole;
Forget not whose blood with its sanction hath seal'd
This, our boast, upon many a far foughten field.
What is worth living for is worth dying for too.
Forget not the Dead who died for us!

And you
Whom this song cannot reach with its transient breath,
Deaf ears that are stopp'd with the brown dust of death,
Blind eyes that are dark to your own deathless glory,
Silenced hearts that are heedless to praise murmur'd o'er ye,
Sleep deep! sleep in peace! sleep in memory ever!
Wrapt, each soul in the deeds of its deathless endeavour,
Till that great Final Peace shall be struck through the world;
Till the stars be recall'd, and the firmament furl'd
In the dawn of a daylight undying; until
The signal of Sion be seen on the Hill

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Of the Lord; when the day of the battle is done,
And the conflict with Time by Eternity won!

Till then, while the ages roll onward, thro' war,
Toil, and strife, must roll with them this turbulent star.
And man can no more exclude War, than he can
Exclude Sorrow; for both are conditions of man,
And agents of God. Truth's supreme revelations
Come in sorrow to men, and in war come to nations.
Then blow, blow the clarion! and let the war roll!
And strike steel upon steel, and strike soul upon soul,
If, in striking, we kindle keen flashes and bright
From the manhood in man, stricken thus into light.

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Silence straightway, stern Muse, the soft cymbals of pleasure,
Be all bronzen these numbers, and martial the measure!
Breathe, sonorously breathe, o'er the spirit in me
One strain, sad and stern, of that deep Epopee
Which thou, from the fashionless cloud of far time,
Chantest lonely, when Victory, pale, and sublime
In the light of the aureole over her head,
Hears, and heeds not the wound in her heart fresh and red.
Blown wide by the blare of the clarion, unfold
The shrill clanging curtains of war!

And behold
A vision!

The antique Heraclean seats;
And the long Black Sea billow that once bore those fleets,

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Which said to the winds, ‘Be ye, too, Genoese!’
And the red, angry sands of the chafed Chersonese;
And the two foes of man, War and Winter, allied
Round the Armies of England and France, side by side
Enduring and dying (Gaul and Briton abreast!)
Where the towers of the North fret the skies of the East.

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Since that sunrise, which rose thro' the calm linden stems
O'er Lucile and Eugène, in the garden at Ems,
Thro' twenty-five seasons encircling the sun,
This planet of ours on its pathway hath gone,
And the fates that I sing of have flow'd with the fates
Of a world, in the red wake of war, round the gates
Of that doom'd and heroical city, in which
(Fire crowning the rampart, blood bathing the ditch!)
At bay, fights the Russian as some hunted bear,
Whom the huntsmen have hemm'd round at last in his lair.

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A fang'd, arid plain, sapp'd with underground fire,
Soak'd with snow, torn with shot, mash'd to one gory mire!
There Fate's iron scale hangs in horrid suspense,
While those two famish'd ogres—the Siege, the Defence,
Face to face, thro' a vapour frore, dismal, and dun,
Glare, scenting the breath of each other.

The one

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Double-bodied, two-headed—by separate ways
Winding, serpentwise, nearer; the other, each day's
Sullen toil adding size to,—concentrated, solid,
Indefatigable—the brass-fronted, embodied,
And audible avtos gone sombrely forth
To the world from that Autocrat Will of the north!

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In the dawns of a moody October, a pale
Ghostly motionless vapour began to prevail
Over city and camp; like that garment of death
Which takes form from the face it conceals.

'Twas the breath
War, yet drowsily yawning, began to suspire;
Wherethro', here and there, flash'd an eye of red fire,
And closed, from some rampart beginning to bellow
Its hoarse challenge; answer'd anon, thro' the yellow
And sulphurous twilight: till day reel'd and rock'd,
And roar'd into dark. Then the midnight was mock'd
With fierce apparitions. Ring'd round by a rain
Of red fire, and of iron, the murtherous plain
Flared with fitful combustion; where frequently fell
Afar off the fatal, disgorged scharpenelle,
And fired the horizon, and singed the coil'd gloom
With wings of swift flame round that City of Doom.

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So the day—so the night! So by night, so by day,
With stern patient pathos, while time wears away,

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In the trench flooded thro', in the wind where it wails,
In the snow where it falls, in the fire where it hails
Shot and shell—link by link, out of hardship and pain,
Toil, sickness, endurance, is forged the bronze chain
Of those terrible siege-lines!

No change to that toil
Save the mine's sudden leap from the treacherous soil,
Save the midnight attack, save the groans of the maim'd,
And Death's daily obolus due, whether claim'd
By man or by nature.

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Time passes. The dumb
Bitter, snow-bound, and sullen November is come.
And its snows have been bathed in the blood of the brave:
And many a young heart has glutted the grave:
And on Inkerman yet the wild bramble is gory,
And those bleak heights henceforth shall be famous in story.

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The moon, swathed in storm, has long set: thro' the camp
No sound save the sentinel's slow sullen tramp,
The distant explosion, the wild sleety wind,
That seems searching for something it never can find.
The midnight is turning: the lamp is nigh spent:
And, wounded and lone, in a desolate tent
Lies a young British officer who...

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In this place,
However, my Muse is compell'd to retrace
Her precipitous steps and revert to the past.
The shock which had suddenly shatter'd at last
Alfred Vargrave's fantastical holiday nature
Had sharply drawn forth to his full size and stature
The real man, conceal'd till that moment beneath
All he yet had appear'd. From the gay broider'd sheath
Which a man in his wrath flings aside, even so
Leaps the keen trenchant steel summon'd forth by a blow.
And thus loss of fortune gave value to life.
The wife gain'd a husband, the husband a wife,
In that home which, tho' humbled and narrow'd by fate,
Was enlarged and ennobled by love. Low their state,
But large their possessions.

Sir Ridley, forgiven
By those he unwittingly brought nearer heaven
By one fraudulent act, than through all his sleek speech
The hypocrite brought his own soul, safe from reach
Of the law, died abroad.

Cousin John, heart and hand,
Purse and person, henceforth (honest man!) took his stand
By Matilda and Alfred; guest, guardian, and friend
Of the home he both shared and assured, to the end,
With his large lively love. Alfred Vargrave meanwhile
Faced the world's frown, consoled by his wife's faithful smile.
Late in life, he began life in earnest; and still,
With the tranquil exertion of resolute will,

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Thro' long, and laborious, and difficult days,
Out of manifold failure, by wearisome ways,
Work'd his way through the world; till at last he began,
(Reconciled to the work which mankind claims from man)
After years of unwitness'd, unwearied endeavour,
Years impassion'd yet patient, to realize ever
More clear on the broad stream of current opinion
The reflex of powers in himself—that dominion
Which the life of one man, if his life be a truth,
May assert o'er the life of mankind. Thus, his youth
In his manhood renew'd, fame and fortune he won
Working only for home, love, and duty.

One son
Matilda had borne him; but scarce had the boy,
With all Eton yet fresh in his full heart's frank joy,
The darling of young soldier comrades, just glanced
Down the glad dawn of manhood at life, when it chanced
That a blight sharp and sudden was breath'd o'er the bloom
Of his joyous and generous years, and the gloom
Of a grief premature on their fair promise fell:
No light cloud like those which, for June to dispel,
Captious April engenders; but deep as his own
Deep nature. Meanwhile, ere I fully make known
The cause of this sorrow, I track the event.
When first a wild war-note thro' England was sent,
He, transferring without either token, or word,
To friend, parent, or comrade, a yet virgin sword,
From a holiday troop, to one bound for the war,
Had march'd forth, with eyes that saw death in the star

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Whence others sought glory. Thus, fighting, he fell
On the red field of Inkerman; found, who can tell
By what miracle, breathing, tho' shatter'd, and borne
To the rear by his comrades, pierced, bleeding, and torn.
Where for long days and nights, with the wound in his side,
He lay, dark.

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But a wound deeper far, undescried,
In the young heart was rankling: for there, of a truth,
In the first earnest faith of a pure pensive youth,
A love large as life, deep and changeless as death,
Lay ensheathed: and that love, ever fretting its sheath,
The frail scabbard of life pierced and wore thro' and thro'.
There are loves in man's life for which time can renew
All that time may destroy. Lives there are, tho', in love,
Which cling to one faith, and die with it; nor move,
Tho' earthquakes may shatter the shrine.

Whence or how
Love laid claim to this young life, it matters not now.

X.

Oh is it a phantom? a dream of the night?
A vision which fever hath fashion'd to sight?
The wind, wailing ever, with motion uncertain
Sways sighingly there the drench'd tent's tatter'd curtain,
To and fro, up and down.

But it is not the wind
That is lifting it now: and it is not the mind
That hath moulded that vision.

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A pale woman enters,
As wan as the lamp's waning light, which concentres
Its dull glare upon her. With eyes dim and dimmer
There, all in a slumbrous and shadowy glimmer,
The sufferer sees that still form floating on,
And feels faintly aware that he is not alone.
She is flitting before him. She pauses. She stands
By his bedside, all silent. She lays her white hands
On the brow of the boy. A light finger is pressing
Softly, softly, the sore wounds: the hot blood-stain'd dressing
Slips from them. A comforting quietude steals
Thro' the rack'd weary frame: and, throughout it, he feels
The slow sense of a merciful, mild neighbourhood.
Something smoothes the toss'd pillow. Beneath a grey hood
Of rough serge, two intense tender eyes are bent o'er him,
And thrill thro' and thro' him. The sweet form before him,
It is surely Death's angel Life's last vigil keeping!
A soft voice says...‘Sleep!’

And he sleeps: he is sleeping.

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He waked before dawn. Still the vision is there:
Still that pale woman moves not. A minist'ring care
Meanwhile has been silently changing and cheering
The aspect of all things around him.

Revering
Some power unknown and benignant, he bless'd
In silence the sense of salvation. And rest

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Having loosen'd the mind's tangled meshes, he faintly
Sigh'd...‘Say what thou art, blessèd dream of a saintly
And minist'ring spirit!’

A whisper serene
Slid, softer than silence...‘The Soeur Seraphine,
‘A poor Sister of Charity. Shun to inquire
‘Aught further, young soldier. The son of thy sire,
‘For the sake of that sire, I reclaim from the grave.
‘Thou didst not shun death: shun not life. 'Tis more brave
‘To live, than to die. Sleep!’

He sleeps: he is sleeping.

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He waken'd again, when the dawn was just steeping
The skies with chill splendour. And there, never flitting,
Never flitting, that vision of mercy was sitting.
As the dawn to the darkness, so life seem'd returning
Slowly, feebly within him. The night-lamp, yet burning,
Made ghastly the glimmering daybreak.

He said,
‘If thou be of the living, and not of the dead,
‘Sweet minister, pour out yet further the healing
‘Of that balmy voice; if it may be, revealing
‘Thy mission of mercy! whence art thou?’

‘O son
‘Of Matilda and Alfred, it matters not! One
‘Who is not of the living nor yet of the dead:
‘To thee, and to others, alive yet’...she said...

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‘So long as there liveth the poor gift in me
‘Of this ministration: to them, and to thee,
‘Dead in all things beside. A French Nun, whose vocation
‘Is now by this bedside. A nun hath no nation.
‘Wherever man suffers, or woman may soothe,
‘There her land! there her kindred!’

She bent down to smoothe
The hot pillow; and added...‘Yet more than another
‘Is thy life dear to me. For thy father, thy mother,
‘I knew them—I know them.’

‘Oh can it be? you!
‘My dearest dear father! my mother! you knew,
‘You know them?’

She bow'd, half averting, her head
In silence.

he brokenly, timidly said,
‘Do they know I am thus?’

‘Hush!’ ... she smiled, as she drew
From her bosom two letters: and—can it be true?
That beloved and familiar writing!

He burst
Into tears...‘My poor mother—my father! the worst
‘Will have reach'd them!’

‘No, no!’ she exclaim'd with a smile,
‘They know you are living; they know that meanwhile
‘I am watching beside you. Young soldier, weep not!’
But still on the nun's nursing bosom, the hot
Fever'd brow of the boy weeping wildly is press'd.
There, at last, the young heart sobs itself into rest:

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And he hears, as it were between smiling and weeping,
The calm voice say...‘Sleep!’

And he sleeps, he is sleeping.

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And day follow'd day. And, as wave follows wave,
With the tide, day by day, life, re-issuing, drave
Thro' that young hardy frame novel currents of health.
Yet some strange obstruction, which life's self by stealth
Seem'd to cherish, impeded life's progress. And still
A feebleness, less of the frame than the will,
Clung about the sick man: hid and harbour'd within
The sad hollow eyes: pinch'd the cheek pale and thin:
And clothed the wan fingers with languor.

And there,
Day by day, night by night, unremitting in care,
Unwearied in watching, so cheerful of mien,
And so gentle of hand, sat the Soeur Seraphine!

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A strange woman truly! not young; yet her face,
Wan and worn as it was, bore about it the trace
Of a beauty which time could not ruin. For the whole
Quiet cheek, youth's lost bloom left transparent, the soul
Seem'd to fill with its own light, like some sunny fountain
Everlastingly fed from far off in the mountain
That pours, in a garden deserted, its streams,
And all the more lovely for loneliness seems.

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So that, watching that face, you would scarce pause to guess
The years which its calm careworn lines might express,
Feeling only what suffering with these must have past
To have perfected there so much sweetness at last.

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Thus, one bronzen evening, when day had put out
His brief thrifty fires, and the wind was about,
The nun, watchful still by the boy, on his own
Laid a firm quiet hand, and the deep tender tone
Of her voice moved the silence.

She said... ‘I have heal'd
‘These wounds of the body. Why hast thou conceal'd,
‘Young soldier, that yet open wound in the heart?
‘Wilt thou trust no hand near it?’

He winced, with a start,
As of one that is suddenly touch'd on the spot
From which every nerve derives suffering.

‘What?
‘Lies my heart, then, so bare?’ he moan'd bitterly.

‘Nay,’
With compassionate accents she hasten'd to say,
‘Do you think that these eyes are with sorrow, young man,
‘So all unfamiliar, indeed, as to scan
‘Her features, yet know them not?

Oh, was it spoken,
‘“Go ye forth, heal the sick, lift the low, bind the broken!”

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‘Of the body alone? Is our mission, then, done,
‘When we leave the bruised heart, if we bind the bruised bone?
‘Nay, is not the mission of mercy two-fold?
‘Whence twofold, perchance, are the powers, that we hold
‘To fulfil it, of Heaven! For Heaven doth still
‘To us, Sisters, it may be, who seek it, send skill
‘Won from long intercourse with affliction, and art
‘Help'd of Heaven, to bind up the broken of heart.
‘Trust to me!’ (His two feeble hands in her own
She drew gently.) ‘Trust to me!’ (she said, with soft tone):
‘I am not so dead in remembrance to all
‘I have died to in this world, but what I recall
‘Enough of its sorrow, enough of its trial,
‘To grieve for both—save from both haply! The dial
‘Receives many shades, and each points to the sun.
‘The shadows are many, the sunlight is one.
‘Life's sorrows still fluctuate: God's love does not.
‘And His love is unchanged, when it changes our lot.
‘Looking up to this light, which is common to all,
‘And down to these shadows, on each side, that fall
‘In time's silent circle, so various for each,
‘Is it nothing to know that they never can reach
‘So far, but what light lies beyond them for ever?
‘Trust to me! Oh, if in this hour I endeavour
‘To trace the shade creeping across the young life
‘Which, in prayer till this h ur, I have watch'd through its strife

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‘With the shadow of death, 'tis with this faith alone,
‘That, in tracing the shade, I shall find out the sun.
‘Trust to me!’

She paused: he was weeping. Small need
Of added appeal, or entreaty, indeed,
Had those gentle accents to win from his pale
And parch'd, trembling lips, as it rose, the brief tale
Of a life's early sorrow. The story is old,
And in words few as may be shall straightway be told.

XVI.

A few years ago, ere the fair form of Peace
Was driven from Europe, a young girl—the niece
Of a French noble, leaving an old Norman pile
By the wild northern seas, came to dwell for a while
With a lady allied to her race—an old dame
Of a threefold legitimate virtue, and name,
In the Faubourg Saint Germain.

Upon that fair child,
From childhood, nor father nor mother had smiled.
One uncle their place in her life had supplied,
And their place in her heart: she had grown at his side,
And under his roof-tree, and in his regard,
From childhood to girlhood.

This fair orphan ward
Seem'd the sole human creature that lived in the heart
Of that stern rigid man, or whose smile could impart
One ray of response to the eyes which, above
Her fair infant forehead, look'd down with a love

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That seem'd almost stern, so intense was its chill
Lofty stillness, like sunlight on some lonely hill
Which is colder and stiller than sunlight elsewhere.

Grass grew in the courtyard; the chambers were bare
In that ancient mansion; when first the stern tread
Of its owner awaken'd their echoes long dead:
Bringing with him this infant (the child of a brother),
Whom, dying, the hands of a desolate mother
Had placed on his bosom. 'Twas said—right or wrong—
That, in the lone mansion, left tenantless long,
To which, as a stranger, its lord now return'd,
In years yet recall'd, through loud midnights had burn'd
The light of wild orgies. Be that false or true,
Slow and sad was the footstep which now wander'd through
Those desolate chambers; and calm and severe
Was the life of their inmate.

Men now saw appear
Every morn at the mass that firm sorrowful face,
Which seem'd to lock up in a cold iron case
Tears harden'd to crystal. Yet harsh if he were,
His severity seem'd to be trebly severe
In the rule of his own rigid life, which, at least,
Was benignant to others. The poor parish priest,
Who lived on his largess, his piety praised.
The peasant was fed, and the chapel was raised,
And the cottage was built, by his liberal hand.
yet he seem'd in the midst of his good deeds to stand
A lone, and unloved, and unloveable man.
There appear'd some inscrutable flaw in the plan

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Of his life, that love fail'd to pass over.

That child
Alone did not fear him, nor shrink from him; smiled
To his frown, and dispell'd it.

The sweet sportive elf
Seem'd the type of some joy lost, and miss'd, in himself.
Ever welcome he suffer'd her glad face to glide
In on hours when to others his door was denied:
And many a time with a mute moody look
He would watch her at prattle and play, like a brook
Whose babble disturbs not the quietest spot,
But soothes us because we need answer it not.

But few years had pass'd o'er that childhood before
A change came among them. A letter, which bore
Sudden consequence with it, one morning was placed
In the hands of the lord of the château. He paced
To and fro in his chamber a whole night alone
After reading that letter. At dawn he was gone.
Weeks pass'd. When he came back again he return'd
With a tall ancient dame from whose lips the child learn'd
That they were of the same race and name. With a face
Sad and anxious, to this wither'd stock of the race
He confided the orphan, and left them alone
In the old lonely house.

In a few days 'twas known,
To the angry surprise of half Paris, that one
Of the chiefs of that party which, still clinging on
To the banner that bears the white lilies of France,
Will fight 'neath no other, nor yet for the chance

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Of restoring their own, had renounced the watchword
And the creed of his youth in unsheathing his sword
For a Fatherland father'd no more (such is fate!)
By legitimate parents.

And meanwhile, elate
And in no wise disturbed by what Paris might say,
The new soldier thus wrote to a friend far away:—
‘To the life of inaction farewell! After all,
‘Creeds the oldest may crumble, and dynasties fall,
‘But the sole grand Legitimacy will endure,
‘In whatever makes death noble, life strong and pure.
‘Freedom! action!...the desert to breathe in—the lance
‘Of the Arab to follow! I go! Vive la France!’

Few and rare were the meetings henceforth, as years fled,
'Twixt the child and the soldier. The two women led
Lone lives in the lone house. Meanwhile the child grew
Into girlhood; and, like a sunbeam, sliding through
Her green quiet years, changed by gentle degrees
To the loveliest vision of youth a youth sees
In his loveliest fancies: as pure as a pearl,
And as perfect: a noble and innocent girl,
With eighteen sweet summers dissolved in the light
Of her lovely and loveable eyes, soft and bright!
Then her guardian wrote to the dame,...‘Let Constànce
‘Go with you to Paris. I trust that in France
‘I may be ere the close of the year. I confide
‘My life's treasure to you. Let her see, at your side,
‘The world which we live in.’

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To Paris then came
Constànce to abide with that old stately dame
In that old stately Faubourg.

The young Englishman
Thus met her. 'Twas there their acquaintance began,
There it closed. That old miracle—Love-at-first-sight—
Needs no explanations. The heart reads aright
Its destiny sometimes. His love neither chidden
Nor check'd, the young soldier was graciously bidden
An habitual guest to that house by the dame.
His own candid graces, the world-honour'd name
Of his father (in him not dishonour'd) were both
Fair titles to favour. His love, nothing loth,
The old lady observed, was return'd by Constànce.
And as the child's uncle his absence from France
Yet prolong'd, she (thus easing long self-gratulation)
Wrote to him a lengthen'd and moving narration
Of the graces and gifts of the young English wooer:
His father's fair fame; the boy's deference to her;
His love for Constànce,—unaffected, sincere;
And the girl's love for him, read by her in those clear
Limpid eyes; then the pleasure with which she awaited
Her cousin's approval of all she had stated.

At length from that cousin an answer there came,
Brief, stern; such as stunn'd and astonish'd the dame.

`Let Constance leave Paris with you on the day
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‘At her convent awhile. If my niece wishes ever
‘To behold me again, understand, she will never
‘Wed that man.

‘You have broken faith with me. Farewell!’

No appeal from that sentence.

It needs not to tell
The tears of Constànce, nor the grief of her lover:
The dream they had laid out their lives in was over.

Bravely strove the young soldier to look in the face
Of a life, where invisible hands seem'd to trace
O'er the threshold, these words...‘Hope no more!’

Unreturn'd
Had his love been, the strong manful heart would have spurn'd
That weakness which suffers a woman to lie
At the roots of man's life, like a canker, and dry
And wither the sap of life's purpose. But there
Lay the bitterer part of the pain! Could he dare
To forget he was loved? that he grieved not alone?
Recording a love that drew sorrow upon
The woman he loved, for himself dare he seek
Surcease to that sorrow, which thus held him weak,
Beat him down, and destroy'd him?

News reach'd him indeed,
Thro' a comrade, who brought him a letter to read
From the lady whom Constance had lived with ('t was one
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A Frenchman, and friend of the Faubourg), which said
That Constance, tho' never a murmur betray'd
What she suffer'd, in silence grew paler each day,
And seem'd visibly drooping and dying away.
It was then he sought death.

XVII.

Thus the tale ends. 'Twas told
With such broken, passionate words, as unfold
In glimpses alone, a coil'd grief. Thro' each pause
Of its fitful recital, in raw gusty flaws,
The rain shook the canvas, unheeded; aloof,
And unheeded, the night-wind around the tent-roof
At intervals wirbled. And when all was said,
The sick man, exhausted, droop'd backward his head,
And fell into a feverish slumber.

Long while
Sat the Soeur Seraphine, in deep thought. The still smile
That was wont, angel-wise, to inhabit her face
And make it like heaven, was fled from its place
In her eyes, on her lips; and a deep sadness there
Seem'd to darken the lines of long sorrow and care,
As low to herself she sigh'd...

‘Hath it, Eugène,
‘Been so long, then, the struggle?...and yet, all in vain!
‘Nay, not all in vain! Shall the world gain a man,
‘And yet Heaven lose a soul? Have I done all I can?
‘Soul to soul, did he say? Soul to soul, be it so!
‘And then—soul of mine, whither? whither?’

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XVIII.

Large, slow,
Silent tears in those deep eyes ascended, and fell.
‘Here, at least, I have fail'd not’ ... she mused ... ‘this is well!’
She drew from her bosom two letters.

In one,
A mother's heart, wild with alarm for her son,
Breathed bitterly forth its despairing appeal.
‘The pledge of a love owed to thee, O Lucile!
‘The hope of a home saved by thee—of a heart
‘Which hath never since then (thrice endear'd as thou art!)
‘Ceased to bless thee, to pray for thee, save!...save my son!
‘And if not’ ... the letter went brokenly on,
‘Heaven help us!’

Then follow'd, from Alfred, a few
Blotted heartbroken pages. He mournfully drew,
With pathos, the picture of that earnest youth,
So unlike his own: how in beauty and truth
He had nurtured that nature, so simple and brave:
And how he had striven his son's youth to save
From the errors so sadly redeem'd in his own,
And so deeply repented: how thus, in that son,
In whose youth he had garner'd his age, he had seem'd
To be bless'd by a pledge that the past was redeem'd,
And forgiven. He bitterly went on to speak
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Unawares on his dreams with retributive pain,
And the ghosts of the past rose to scourge back again
The hopes of the future. To sue for consent
Pride forbade: and the hope his old foe might relent
Experience rejected...‘My life for the boy's!’
(He exclaim'd); ‘for I die with my son, if he dies!
‘Lucile! Heaven bless you for all you have done!
‘Save him, save him, Lucile! save my son! save my son!’

XIX.

‘Ay!’ murmur'd the Soeur Seraphine. . ‘heart to heart!
‘There, at least, I have fail'd not! Fulfill'd is my part?‘Accomplish'd my mission? One act crowns the whole.
‘Do I linger? Nay, be it so, then!... Soul to soul!’
She knelt down, and pray'd. Still the boy slumber'd on.
Dawn broke. The pale nun from the bedside was gone.

XX.

Meanwhile, 'mid his aides-de-camp, busily bent
O'er the daily reports, in his well-order'd tent
There sits a French General—bronzed by the sun
And sear'd by the sands of Algeria. One
Who forth from the wars of the wild Kabylee
Had strangely and rapidly risen to be
The idol and darling, the dream and the star
Of the younger French chivalry: daring in war,
And wary in council. He enter'd, indeed,
Late in life (and discarding his Bourbonite creed)
The Army of France: and had risen, in part
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Of that wild desert warfare of ambush, surprise,
And stratagem, which to the French camp supplies
Its subtlest intelligence; partly from chance;
Partly, too, from a name and position which France
Was pround to put forward; but mainly, in fact,
From the prudence to plan, and the daring to act,
In frequent emergencies startlingly shown,
To the rank which he now held,—intrepidly won
With many a wound, trench'd in many a scar,
From fierce Milianah and Sidi-Sakhdar.

XXI.

All within, and without, that warm tent seems to bear
Smiling token of provident order and care.
All about, a well-fed, well-clad soldiery stands
In groups round the music of mirth-breathing bands.
In and out of the tent, all day long, to and fro,
The messengers come, and the messengers go,
Upon missions of mercy, or errands of toil:
To report how the sapper contends with the soil
In the terrible trench, how the sick man is faring
In the hospital tent: and, combining, comparing,
Constructing, within moves the brain of one man,
Moving all.

He is bending his brow o'er some plan
For the hospital service, wise, skilful, humane.
The officer standing beside him is fain
To refer to the angel solicitous cares
Of the Sisters of Charity: one he declares

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To be known thro' the camp as a seraph of grace:
He has seen, all have seen her indeed, in each place
Where suffering is seen, silent, active—the Soeur...
Soeur...how do they call her?

‘Ay, truly, of her
‘I have heard much,’ the General, musing, replies;
‘And we owe her already (unless rumour lies)
‘The lives of not few of our bravest. You mean...
‘Ay, how do they call her?...the Soeur—Seraphine
‘(Is it not so?). I rarely forget names once heard.’

‘Yes; the Soeur Seraphine. Her I meant.’

‘On my word,
‘I have much wish'd to see her. I fancy I trace,
‘In some facts traced to her, something more than the grace
‘Of an angel: I mean an acute human mind,
‘Ingenious, constructive, intelligent. Find,
‘And, if possible, let her come to me. We shall,
‘I think, aid each other.’

‘Oui, mon Général;
‘I believe she has lately obtain'd the permission
‘To tend some sick man in the Second Division
‘Of our Ally: they say a relation.’

‘Ay, so?
‘A relation?’
‘'Tis said so.’

‘The name do you know?’
‘Non, mon Général.’

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While they spoke yet there went
A murmur and stir round the door of the tent.
‘A Sister of Charity craves, in a case
‘Of urgent and serious importance, the grace
‘Of brief private speech with the General there.
‘Will the General speak with her?’

‘Bid her declare
‘Her mission.’

She will not. She craves to be seen
And be heard.

Well, her name then.

The Soeur Seraphine.
The Soeur Seraphine! Strange! On parle du soleil,
Et en voici les rayons! Dépêche, Colonel!
Clear the tent. She may enter.

XXII.

The tent has been clear'd.
The chieftain stroked moodily somewhat his beard,
A sable long silver'd: and press'd down his brow
On his hand, heavily. All his countenance, now
Unwitness'd, at once fell dejected, and dreary,
As a curtain let fall by a hand that's grown weary,
Into puckers and folds. From his lips, unrepress'd,
Steals th' impatient quick sigh, which reveals in man's breast
A conflict conceal'd, an experience at strife
With itself,—the vex'd heart's passing protest on life.
He turn'd to his papers. He heard the light tread
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Said, ‘Sit, Holy Sister! your worth is well known
‘To the hearts of our soldiers; nor less to my own.
‘I have much wish'd to see you. I owe you some thanks:
‘In the name of all those you have saved to our ranks
‘I record them. Sit! Now then, your mission?’

The nun
Paused silent. The General eyed her anon
More keenly. His aspect grew troubled. A change
Darken'd over his features. He mutter'd...‘Strange! strange!
‘Any face should so strongly remind me of her!
‘Fool! again the delirium, the dream! does it stir?
‘Does it move as of old? Psha!

‘Sit, Sister! I wait
‘Your answer, my time halts but hurriedly. State
‘The cause why you seek me?’

‘The cause? ay, the cause!’
She vaguely repeated. Then, after a pause,—
As one who, awaked unawares, would put back
The sleep that for ever returns in the track
Of dreams which, though scared and dispersed, not the less
Settle back to faint eyelids that yield 'neath their stress,
Like doves to a penthouse,—a movement she made,
Less toward him than away from herself; droop'd her head
And folded her hands on her bosom: long, spare,
Fatigued, mournful hands! Not a stream of stray hair
Escaped the pale bands; scarce more pale than the face
Which they bound and lock'd up in a rigid white case.

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She fix'd her eyes on him. There crept a vague awe
O'er his sense, such as ghosts cast.

‘Eugène de Luvois,
‘The cause which recalls me again to your side,
‘Is a promise that rests unfulfill'd,’ she replied.
‘I come to fulfil it.’

He sprang from the place
Where he sat, press'd his hand, as in doubt, o'er his face;
And, cautiously feeling each step o'er the ground
That he trod on (as one who walks fearing the sound
Of his footstep may startle and scare out of sight
Some strange sleeping creature on which he would 'light
Unawares), crept towards her; one heavy hand laid
On her shoulder in silence; bent o'er her his head,
Search'd her face with a long look of troubled appeal
Against doubt; stagger'd backward, and murmur'd.... ‘Lucile!
‘Thus we meet then?...here!...thus!’

‘Soul to soul, ay, Eugène,
‘As I pledged you my word that we should meet again.
‘Dead,...’ she murmur'd, ‘long dead! all that lived in our lives—
‘Thine and mine—saving that which ev'n life's self survives,
‘The soul! 'Tis my soul seeks thine own. What may reach
‘From my life to thy life (so wide each from each!)
‘Save the soul to the soul? To thy soul I would speak.
‘May I do so?’

He said (work'd and white was his cheek

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As he raised it), ‘Speak to me!’

Deep, tender, serene,
And sad was the gaze which the Sœur Seraphine
Held on him. She spoke.

XXIII.

As some minstrel may fling,
Preluding the music yet mute in each string,
A swift hand athwart the hush'd heart of the whole,
Seeking which note most fitly may first move the soul;
And, leaving untroubled the deep chords below,
Move pathetic in numbers remote;—even so
The voice which was moving the heart of that man
Far away from its yet voiceless purpose began,
Far away in the pathos remote of the past;
Until, through her words, rose before him, at last,
Bright and dark in their beauty, the hopes that were gone
Unaccomplish'd from life.

He was mute.

XXIV.

She went on.
And still further down the dim past did she lead
Each yielding remembrance, far, far off, to feed
'Mid the pastures of youth, in the twilight of hope,
And the valleys of boyhood, the fresh-flower'd slope
Of life's dawning land!

'Tis the heart of a boy,
With its indistinct, passionate prescience of joy!

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The unproved desire—the unaim'd aspiration—
The deep, conscious life that forestals consummation;
With ever a flitting delight—one arm's length
In advance of th' august inward impulse.

The strength
Of the spirit which troubles the seed in the sand
With the birth of the palm-tree! Let ages expand
The glorious creature! The ages lie shut
(Safe, see!) in the seed, at time's signal to put
Forth their beauty and power, leaf by leaf, layer on layer,
Till the palm strikes the sun, and stands broad in blue air.
So the palm in the palm-seed! so, slowly—so, wrought
Year by year unperceived, hope on hope, thought by thought,
Trace the growth of the man from its germ in the boy.
Ah, but Nature, that nurtures, may also destroy!
Charm the wind and the sun, lest some chance intervene!
While the leaf's in the bud, while the stem's in the green,
A light bird bends the branch, a light breeze breaks the bough,
Which, if spared by the light breeze, the light bird, may grow
To baffle the tempest, and rock the high nest,
And take both the bird and the breeze to its breast.
Shall we save a whole forest in sparing one seed?
Save the man in the boy? in the thought save the deed?
Let the whirlwind uproot the grown tree, if it can!
Save the seed from the north wind. So let the grown man
Face out fate. Spare the man-seed in youth.

He was dumb.
She went one step further.

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XXV.

Lo! manhood is come.
And love, the wild song-bird, hath flown to the tree,
And the whirlwind comes after. Now prove we, and see:
What shade from the leaf? what support from the branch?
Spreads the leaf broad and fair? holds the bough strong and stanch?
There, he saw himself—dark, as he stood on that night,
The last when they met and they parted: a sight
For heaven to mourn o'er, for hell to rejoice!
An ineffable tenderness troubled her voice;
It grew weak, and a sigh broke it through.

Then he said
(Never looking at her, never lifting his head,
As though, at his feet, there lay visibly hurl'd
Those fragments), ‘It was not a love, 'teas a world,
`'Twas a life, that lay ruin'd, Lucile!’

XXVI.

She went on,
‘So be it! Perish Babel, arise Babylon!
‘From ruins like these rise the fanes that shall last,
‘And to build up the future heaven shatters the past.’
‘Ay,’ he moodily murmur'd, ‘and who cares to scan
‘The heart's perish'd world, if the world gains a man?
‘From the past to the present, tho' late, I appeal;
‘To the nun Seraphine, from the woman Lucile!’

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XXVII.

Lucile!...the old name—the old self! silenced long:
Heard once more! felt once more!

As some soul to the throng
Of invisible spirits admitted, baptized
By death to a new name and nature—surprised
Mid the songs of the seraphs, hears faintly, and far,
Some voice from the earth, left below a dim star,
Calling to her forlornly; and (sadd'ning the psalms
Of the angels, and piercing the Paradise palms!)
The name borne 'mid earthly belovèds on earth
Sigh'd above some lone grave in the land of her birth;—
So that one word... Lucile!...stirr'd the Soeur Seraphine,
For a moment. Anon she resumed her serene
And concentrated calm.

‘Let the Nun, then, retrace
‘The life of the soldier!’...she said, with a face
That glow'd, gladdening her words.

‘To the Present I come:
‘Leave the Past!’

There her voice rose, and seem'd as when some
Pale Priestess proclaims from her temple the praise
Of the hero whose brows she is crowning with bays.
Step by step did she follow his path from the place
Where their two paths diverged. Year by year did she trace
(Familiar with all) his, the soldier's, existence.
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Of the leaguer around this besieged world of ours:
And the same sentinels that ascend the same towers
And report the same foes, the same fears, the same strife,
Waged alike to the limits of each human life.
She went on to speak of the lone moody lord,
Shut up in his lone moody halls: every word
Held the weight of a tear: she recorded the good
He had patiently wrought thro' a whole neighbourhood;
And the blessing that lived on the lips of the poor,
By the peasant's hearthstone, or the cottager's door.
There she paused: and her accents seem'd dipp'd in the hue
Of his own sombre heart, as the picture she drew
Of the poor, pround, sad spirit, rejecting love's wages,
Yet working love's work; reading backwards life's pages
For penance; and stubbornly, many a time,
Both missing the moral, and marring the rhyme.
Then she spoke of the soldier!...the man's work and fame,
The pride of a nation, a world's just acclaim!
Life's inward approval!

XXVIII.

Her voice reach'd his heart,
And sank lower. She spoke of herself: how, apart
And unseen,—far away,—she had watch'd, year by year,
With how many a blessing, how many a tear,
And how many a prayer, every stage in the strife:
Guess'd the thought in the deed: traced the love in the life:
Bless'd the man in the man's work!

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‘Thy work...oh not mine!
‘Thine, Lucile!’...he exclaim'd...‘all the worth of it thine,
‘If worth there be in it!’

Her answer convey'd
His reward, and her own: joy that cannot be said
Alone by the voice...eyes—face—spoke silently:
All the woman, one grateful emotion!

And she
A poor Sister of Charity! hers a life spent
In one silent effort for others!...

She bent
Her divine face above him, and fill'd up his heart
With the look that glow'd from it.

Then slow, with soft art,
Fix'd her aim, and moved to it.

XXIX.

He, the soldier humane,
He, the hero; whose heart hid in glory the pain
Of a youth disappointed; whose life had made known
The value of man's life!...that youth overthrown
And retrieved, had it left him no pity for youth
In another? his own life of strenuous truth
Accomplish'd in act, had it taught him no care
For the life of another?...oh no! everywhere
In the camp, which she moved thro', she came face to face
With some noble token, some generous trace
Of his active humanity...

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‘Well,’ he replied,
‘If it be so?’

‘I come from the solemn bedside
‘Of a man that is dying,’ she said. ‘While we speak,
‘A life is in jeopardy.’

‘Quick then! you seek
‘Aid, or medicine, or what?’

‘'Tis not needed,’ she said,
‘Medicine? yes, for the mind! 'Tis a heart that needs aid!
‘You, Eugène de Luvois, you (and you only) can
‘Save the life of this man. Will you save it?’

‘What man?
‘How?...where?...can you ask?’

She went rapidly on
To her object in brief vivid words.... The young son
Of Matilda and Alfred—the boy lying there
Half a mile from that tent door—the father's despair,
The mother's deep anguish—the pride of the boy
In the father—the father's one hope and one joy
In the son:—the son now—wounded, dying! She told
Of the father's stern struggle with life: the boy's bold,
Pure, and beautiful nature: the fair life before him
If that life were but spared...yet a word might restore him!
The boy's broken love for the niece of Eugène:
Its pathos: the girl's love for him: how, half slain
In his tent she had found him; won from him the tale;
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Beaten back by a love that was stronger than life;
Of how bravely till then he had stood in that strife
Wherein England and France in their best blood, at last,
Had bathed from remembrance the wounds of the past.
And shall nations be nobler than men? Are not great
Men the models of nations? For what is a state
But the many's confused imitation of one?
Shall he, the fair hero of France, on the son
Of his ally seek vengeance, destroying perchance
An innocent life,—here, when England and France
Have forgiven the sins of their fathers of yore,
And baptised a new hope in their sons' recent gore?
She went on to tell how the boy had clung still
To life, for the sake of life's uses, until
From his weak hands the strong effort dropp'd, stricken down
By the news that the heart of Constànce, like his own,
Was breaking beneath...

But there ‘Hold!’ he exclaim'd,
Interrupting, ‘forbear!’....his whole face was inflamed
With the heart's swarthy thunder which yet, while she spoke,
Had been gathering silent—at last the storm broke
In grief or in wrath....

‘'Tis to him, then,’ he cried,...
Checking suddenly short the tumultuous stride,
‘That I owe these late greetings—for him you are here—
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‘You have deign'd at the last to bethink you again
‘Of this long forgotten existence!’

‘Eugène!’
‘Ha! fool that I was!’...he went on,... ‘and just now,
‘While you spoke yet, my heart was beginning to grow
‘Almost boyish again, almost sure of one friend!
‘Yet this was the meaning of all—this the end!
‘Be it so! There's a sort of slow justice (admit!)
‘In this—that the word that man's finger hath writ
‘In fire on my heart, I return him at last.
‘Let him learn that word—Never!’

‘Ah, still to the past
‘Must the present be vassal?’ she said. ‘In the hour
‘We last parted I urged you to put forth the power
‘Which I felt to be yours, in the conquest of life.
‘Yours, the promise to strive: mine,—to watch o'er the strife.
‘I foresaw you would conquer; you have conquer'd much,
‘Much, indeed, that is noble! I hail it as such,
‘And am here to record and applaud it. I saw
‘Not the less in your nature, Eugène de Luvois,
‘One peril—one point where I fear'd you would fail
‘To subdue that worst foe which a man can assail,—
‘Himself: and I promised that, if I should see
‘My champion once falter, or bend the brave knee,
‘That moment would bring me again to his side.
‘That moment is come! for that peril was pride,
‘And you falter. I plead for yourself, and one other,
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‘To whom you are both. I plead, soldier of France,
‘For your own nobler nature—and plead for Constànce!’
At the sound of that name he averted his head.
‘Constànce!.... Ay, she enter'd my lone life’ (he said)
‘When its sun was long set; and hung over its night
‘Her own starry childhood. I have but that light,
‘In the midst of much darkness! Who names me but she
‘With titles of love? and what rests there for me
‘In the silence of age save the voice of that child?
‘The child of my own better life, undefiled!
‘My creature, carved out of my heart of hearts!’

‘Say,’
Said Lucile, solemnly—‘are you able to lay
‘Your hand as a knight on your heart as a man
‘And swear that, whatever may happen, you can
‘Feel assured for the life you thus cherish?’

‘How so?’
She look'd up. ‘If the boy should die thus?’

‘Yes, I know
‘What your look would imply...this sleek stranger forsooth!
‘Because on his cheek was the red rose of youth
‘The heart of my niece must break for it!’

She cried,
‘Nay, but hear me yet further!’

With slow heavy stride,
Unheeding her words, he was pacing the tent,
He was muttering low to himself as he went.

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‘Ay, these young things lie safe in our heart just so long
‘As their wings are in growing; and when these are strong
‘They break it, and farewell! the bird flies!’...

The nun
Laid her hand on the soldier, and murmur'd, ‘The sun
‘Is descending, life fleets while we talk thus! oh, yet
‘Let this day upon one final victory set,
‘And complete a life's conquest!’

He said, ‘Understand!
‘If Constànce wed the son of this man, by whose hand
‘My heart hath been robb'd, she is lost to my life!
‘Can her home be my home? Can I claim in the wife
‘Of that man's son the child of my age? At her side
‘Shall he stand on my hearth? Shall I sue to the bride
‘Of ...enough!

‘Ah, and you immemorial halls
‘Of my Norman forefathers, whose shadow yet falls
‘On my fancy, and fuses hope, memory, past,
‘Present,—all, in one silence! old trees to the blast
‘Of the North Sea repeating the tale of old days,
‘Never more, never more in the wild bosky ways
‘Shall I hear thro' your umbrage ancestral the wind
‘Prophesy as of yore, when it shook the deep mind
‘Of my boyhood, with whispers from out the far years
‘Of love, fame, the raptures life cools down with tears!
‘Henceforth shall the tread of a Vargrave alone
‘Rouse your echoes?’

‘O think not,’ she said, ‘of the son

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‘Of the man whom unjustly you hate! only think
‘Of this young human creature, that cries from the brink
‘Of a grave to your mercy!

‘Recall your own words
‘(Words my memory mournfully ever records!)
‘How with love may be wreck'd a whole life! then, Eugène,
‘Look with me (still those words in our ears!) once again
‘At this young soldier sinking from life here—dragg'd down
‘By the weight of the love in his heart: no renown,
‘No fame comforts him! nations shout not above
‘The lone grave down to which he is bearing the love
‘Which life has rejected! Will you stand apart?
‘You, with such a love's memory deep in your heart!
‘You the hero, whose life hath perchance been led on
‘Thro' the deeds it hath wrought to the fame it hath won,
‘By recalling the visions and dreams of a youth,
‘Such as lies at your door now: who have but, in truth,
‘To stretch forth a hand, to speak only one word,
‘And by that word you rescue a life!’

He was stirr'd.
Still he sought to put from him the cup; bow'd his face
On his hand; and anon, as tho' wishing to chase
With one angry gesture his own thoughts aside,
He sprang up, brush'd past her, and bitterly cried
‘No!—Constance a Vargrave!—I cannot consent!’
Then up rose the Soeur Seraphine.

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In her sudden uprising, seem'd dwarf'd by the height
From which those imperial eyes pour'd the light
Of their deep silent sadness upon him.

No wonder
He felt, as it were, his own stature shrink under
The compulsion of that grave regard! For between
The Duc de Luvois and the Soeur Seraphine
At that moment there rose all the height of one soul
O'er another; she look'd down on him from the whole
Lonely length of a life. There were sad nights and days,
There were long months and years in that heart-searching gaze;
And her voice, when she spoke, with sharp pathos thrill'd thro'
And transfix'd him.

‘Eugène de Luvois, but for you,
‘I might have been now—not this wandering nun,
‘But a mother, a wife—pleading, not for the son
‘Of another, but blessing some child of my own,
‘His,—the man's that I once loved!... Hush! that which is done
‘I regret not. I breathe no reproaches. That's best
‘Which God sends. 'Twas His will: it is mine. And the rest
‘Of that riddle I will not look back to. He reads
‘In your heart—He that judges of all thoughts and deeds,
‘With eyes, mine forestal not! This only I say:
‘You have not the right (read it, you, as you may!)
‘To say...“I am the wrong'd.”’...

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‘Have I wrong'd thee?—wrong'd thee!’
He falter'd, ‘Lucile, ah, Lucile!’

‘Nay, not me,’
She murmur'd, ‘but man! The lone nun standing here
‘Has no claim upon earth, and is pass'd from the sphere
‘Of earth's wrongs and earth's reparations. But she,
‘The dead woman, Lucile, she whose grave is in me,
‘Demands from her grave reparation to man,
‘Reparation to God. Heed, O heed, while you can
‘This voice from the grave!’

‘Hush!’ he moan'd, ‘I obey
‘The Soeur Seraphine. There, Lucile! let this pay
‘Every debt that is due to that grave. Now lead on:
‘I follow you, Soeur Seraphine!... To the son
‘Of Lord Alfred Vargrave...and then,’...

As he spoke
He lifted the tent-door, and down the dun smoke
Pointed out the dark bastions, with batteries crown'd,
Of the city beneath them...

‘Then, there, underground,
‘And valete et plaudite, soon as may be!
‘Let the old tree go down to the earth—the old tree,
‘With the worm at its heart! Lay the axe to the root!
‘Who will miss the old stump, so we save the young shoot?
‘A Vargrave!...this pays all....Lead on!....In the seed
‘Save the forest!...

‘I follow...forth, forth! where you lead.’

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XXX.

The day was declining; a day sick and damp.
In a blank ghostly glare shone the bleak ghostly camp
Of the English. Alone in his dim, spectral tent
(Himself the wan spectre of youth), with eyes bent
On the daylight departing, the sick man was sitting
Upon his low pallet. These thoughts, vaguely flitting,
Cross'd the silence between him and death, which seem'd near.
—‘'Pain o'er-reaches itself, so is baulk'd! else, how bear
‘This intense and intolerable solitude,
‘With its eye on my heart and its hand on my blood?
‘Pulse by pulse! Day goes down: yet she comes not again.
‘Other suffering, doubtless, where hope is more plain,
‘Claims her elsewhere. I die, strange! and scarcely feel sad.
‘Oh, to think of Constànce thus, and not to go mad!
‘But Death, it would seem, dulls the sense to his own
‘Dull doings...’

XXXI.

Between those sick eyes and the sun
A shadow fell thwart.

XXXII.

'Tis the pale nun once more!
But who stands at her side, mute and dark in the door?
How oft had he watch'd through the glory and gloom
Of the battle, with long, longing looks that dim plume
Which now (one stray sunbeam upon it) shook, stoop'd
To where the tent-curtain, dividing, was loop'd!

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How that stern face had haunted and hover'd about
The dreams it still scared! through what fond fear and doubt
Had the boy yearn'd in heart to the hero! (What's like
A boy's love for some famous man?)... Oh, to strike
A wild path through the battle, down striking perchance
Some rash foeman too near the great soldier of France,
And so fall in his glorious regard!... Oft, how oft
Had his heart flash'd this hope out, whilst watching aloft
The dim battle that plume dance and dart—never seen
So near till this moment! how eager to glean
Every stray word, dropp'd through the camp-babble in praise
Of his hero—each tale of old venturous days
In the desert! And now...could he speak out his heart
Face to face with that man ere he died!

XXXIII.

With a start
The sick soldier sprang up: the blood sprang up in him,
To his throat, and o'erthrew him: he reel'd back: a dim
Sanguine haze fill'd his eyes; in his ears rose the din
And rush, as of cataracts loosen'd within,
Through which he saw faintly, and heard, the pale nun
(Looking larger than life, where she stood in the sun)
Point to him and murmur, ‘Behold!’ Then that plume
Seem'd to wave like a fire, and fade off in the gloom
Which momently put out the world.

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XXXIV.

To his side
Moved the man the boy dreaded yet loved...‘Ah!’...he sigh'd,
‘The smooth brow, the fair Vargrave face! and those eyes,
‘All the mother's! The old things again!

‘Do not rise.
‘You suffer, young man?’

The Boy.
Sir, I die.

The Duke.
Not so young!

The Boy.
So young? yes! and yet I have tangled among
The fray'd warp and woof of this brief life of mine
Other lives than my own. Could my death but untwine
That vext skein...but it will not. Yes, Duke, young—so young!
And I knew you not? yet I have done you a wrong
Irreparable!...late, too late to repair.
If I knew any means...but I know none!...I swear,
If this broken fraction of time could extend
Into infinite lives of atonement, no end
Would seem too remote for my grief (could that be!)
To include it! Not too late, however, for me
To entreat: is it too late for you to forgive?

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The Duke.
Your wrong—my forgiveness—explain.

The Boy.

Could I live!
Such a very few hours left to life, yet I shrink,
I falter!...Yes, Duke, your forgiveness I think
Should free my soul hence.

Ah! you could not surmise
That a boy's beating heart, burning thoughts, longing eyes
Were following you evermore (heeded not!)
While the battle was flowing between us: nor what
Eager, dubious footsteps at nightfall oft went
With the wind and the rain, round and round your blind tent,
Persistant and wild as the wind and the rain,
Unnoticed as these, weak as these, and as vain!
Oh, how obdurate then look'd your tent! The waste air
Grew stern at the gleam which said . . ‘Off! he is there!’
I know not what merciful mystery now
Brings you here, whence the man whom you see lying low
Other footsteps (not those!) must soon bear to the grave.
But death is at hand, and the few words I have
Yet to speak, I must speak them at once.

Duke, I swear,
As I lie here, (Death's angel too close not to hear!)
That I meant not this wrong to you. Duc de Luvois,
I loved your niece—loved? why, I love her! I saw,
And, seeing, how could I but love, her? I seem'd
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Of this love's cruel consequence as it rests now
Ever fearfully present before me, I vow
That the secret, unknown, had gone down to the tomb
Into which I descend...Oh why, whilst there was room
In life left for warning, had no one the heart
To warn me? Had any one whisper'd...‘Depart!’
To the hope the whole world seem'd in league then to nurse!
Had any one hinted...‘Beware of the curse
‘Which is coming!’ There was not a voice raised to tell,
Not a hand moved to warn from the blow ere it fell,
And then...then the blow fell on both! This is why
I implore you to pardon that great injury
Wrought on her, and, thro' her, wrought on you, heaven knows
How unwittingly!

The Duke.
Ah! ..and, young soldier, suppose
That I came here to seek, not grant, pardon?—

The Boy.
Of whom?

The Duke.
Of yourself.

The Boy.

Duke, I bear in my heart to the tomb
No boyish resentment; not one lonely thought
That honours you not. In all this there is nought
'Tis for me to forgive.

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Every glorious act
Of your great life starts forward, an eloquent fact,
To confirm in my boy's heart its faith in your own.
And have I not hoarded, to ponder upon,
A hundred great acts from your life? Nay, all these,
Were they so many lying and false witnesses,
Does there rest not one voice which was never untrue?
I believe in Constànce, Duke, as she does in you!
In this great world around us, wherever we turn,
Some grief irremediable we discern:
And yet—there sits God, calm in Heaven above!
Do we trust one whit less in his justice or love?
I judge not.

The Duke.
Enough! Hear at last, then, the truth.
Your father and I—foes we were in our youth.
It matters not why. Yet thus much understand:
The hope of my youth was signed out by his hand.
I was not of those whom the buffets of fate
Tame and teach: and my heart buried slain love in hate.
If your own frank young heart, yet inconscious of all
Which turns the heart's blood in its springtide to gall,
And unable to guess even aught that the furrow
Across these grey brows hides of sin or of sorrow,
Comprehends not the evil and grief of my life,
'Twill at least comprehend how intense was the strife
Which is closed in this act of atonement, whereby
I seek in the son of my youth's enemy
The friend of my age. Let the present release
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Whom for my life in yours as a hostage I give,
Are you great enough, boy, to forgive me,—and live?

Whilst he spoke thus, a doubtful tumultuous joy
Chased its fleeting effects o'er the face of the boy:
As when some stormy moon, in a long cloud confined,
Struggles outward thro' shadows, the varying wind
Alternates, and bursts, self-surprised, from her prison,
So that slow joy grew clear in his face. He had risen
To answer the Duke; but strength fail'd every limb;
A strange happy feebleness trembled thro' him.
With a faint cry of rapturous wonder, he sank
On the breast of the nun, who stood near.
‘Yes, boy! thank
‘This guardian angel,’ the Duke said. ‘I—you,
‘We owe all to her. Crown her work. Live! be true
‘To your young life's fair promise, and live for her sake!’
‘Yes, Duke: I will live. I must live—live to make
‘My whole life the answer you claim,’ the boy said,
‘For joy does not kill!’
Back again the faint head
Declined on the nun's gentle bosom. She saw
His lips quiver, and motion'd the Duke to withdraw
And leave them a moment together.
He eyed
Them both with a wistful regard; turn'd, and sigh'd,
And lifted the tent door, and pass'd from the tent.

XXXV.

Like a furnace, the fervid, intense occident

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From its hot seething levels a great glare struck up
On the sick metal sky. And, as out of a cup
Some witch watches boiling wild portents arise,
Monstrous clouds, mass'd, misshapen, and tinged with strange dyes,
Hover'd over the red fume, and changed to weird shapes
As of snakes, salamanders, efts, lizards, storks, apes,
Chimeras, and hydras: whilst—ever the same—
In the midst of all these (creatures fused by his flame,
And changed by his influence!), changeless, as when,
Ere he lit down to death generations of men,
O'er that crude and ungainly creation, which there
With wild shapes this cloud-world seem'd to mimic in air,
The eye of Heaven's all-judging witness, he shone,
And shall shine on the ages we reach not—the sun!

XXXVI.

Nature posted her parable thus in the skies,
And the man's heart bore witness. Life's vapours arise
And fall, pass and change, group themselves and revolve
Round the great central life, which is Love: these dissolve
And resume themselves, here assume beauty, there terror;
And the phantasmagoria of infinite error,
And endless complexity, lasts but a while;
Life's self, the immortal, immutable smile
Of God on the soul, in the deep heart of Heaven
Lives changeless, unchanged: and our morning and even
Are earth's alternations, not heaven's.

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XXXVII.

While he yet
Watch'd the skies, with this thought in his heart; while he set
Thus unconsciously all his life forth in his mind,
Summ'd it up, search'd it out, proved it vapour and wind,
And embraced the new life which that hour had reveal'd,—
Love's life, which earth's life had defaced and conceal'd;
Lucile left the tent and stood by him.

Her tread
Aroused him; and, turning towards her, he said:
‘O Soeur Seraphine, are you happy?’

‘Eugène,
‘What is happier than to have hoped not in vain?’
She answer'd,—‘And you?’

‘Yes.’

‘You do not repent?’
‘No.’
‘Thank heaven!’ she murmur'd. He musingly bent
His looks on the sunset, and somewhat apart
Where he stood, sigh'd, as tho' to his innermost heart,
‘O blessed are they, amongst whom I was not,
‘Whose morning unclouded, without stain or spot,
‘Predicts a pure evening; who, sun-like, in light
‘Have traversed, unsullied, the world, and set bright!’

But she in response, ‘Mark yon ship far away,
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‘With all its hush'd thunders shut up! Would you know
‘A thought which came to me a few days ago,
‘Whilst watching those ships?... When the great Ship of Life,
‘Surviving, though shatter'd, the tumult and strife
‘Of earth's angry element,—masts broken short,
‘Decks drench'd, bulwarks beaten—drives safe into port,
‘When the Pilot of Galilee, seen on the strand,
‘Stretches over the waters a welcoming hand;
‘When, heeding no longer the sea's baffled roar,
‘The mariner turns to his rest evermore;
‘What will then be the answer the helmsman must give?
‘Will it be... “Lo our log-book! Thus once did we live
‘In the zones of the South; thus we traversed the seas
‘Of the Orient; there dwelt in the Hesperides;
‘Thence follow'd the west wind; here, eastward we turn'd;
‘The stars fail'd us there; just here land we discern'd
‘On our lea; there the storm overtook us at last;
‘That day went the bowsprit, the next day the mast;
‘There the mermen came round us, and there we saw bask
‘A syren?” The Captain of Port will he ask
‘Any one of such questions? I cannot think so!
‘But...“What is the last Bill of Health you can show?”
‘Not—How fared the soul through the trials she pass'd?
‘But—What is the state of that soul at the last?’

‘May it be so!’ he sigh'd. ‘There! the sun drops, behold!’
And indeed, whilst he spoke all the purple and gold
In the west had turn'd ashen, save one fading strip
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Of a long reef of cloud; and o'er sullen ravines
And ridges the raw damps were hanging white screens
Of melancholy mist.

‘Nunc dimittis!’ she said.
‘O God of the living! whilst yet 'mid the dead
‘And the dying we stand here alive, and thy days
‘Returning, admit space for prayer and for praise,
‘In both these confirm us!

‘The helmsman, Eugène,
‘Needs the compass to steer by. Pray always. Again
‘We two part: each to work out Heaven's will: you, I trust,
‘In the world's ample witness; and I, as I must,
‘In secret and silence: you, love, fame, await;
‘Me, sorrow and sickness. We meet at one gate
‘When all's over. The ways they are many and wide,
‘And seldom are two ways the same. Side by side
‘May we stand at the same little door when all's done!
‘The ways they are many, the end it is one.
‘He that knocketh shall enter: who asks shall obtain:
‘And who seeketh, he findeth. Remember, Eugène!’
She turn'd to depart.

‘Whither? whither?’ ....he said.
She stretch'd forth her hand where, already outspread
On the darken'd horizon, remotely they saw
The French camp-fires kindling.

‘O Duc de Luvois,
‘See yonder vast host, with its manifold heart
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‘To aid towards achievement, to save from reverse:
‘Mine, through suffering to soothe, and through sickness to nurse.
‘I go to my work: you to yours.’

XXXVIII.

Whilst she spoke,
On the wide wasting evening there distantly broke
The low roll of musketry. Straightway, anon,
From the dim Flag-staff Battery bellow'd a gun.
‘Our chasseurs are at it!’ he mutter'd.

She turn'd,
Smiled, and pass'd up the twilight.

He faintly discern'd
Her form, now and then, on the flat lurid sky
Rise, and sink, and recede through the mists: by and by
The vapours closed round, and he saw her no more.

XXXIX.

Nor shall we. For her mission, accomplish'd, is o'er.
The mission of genius on earth! To uplift,
Purify, and confirm by its own gracious gift,
The world, in despite of the world's dull endeavour
To degrade, and drag down, and oppose it for ever.
The mission of genius: to watch, and to wait,
To renew, to redeem, and to regenerate.
The mission of woman on earth! to give birth
To the mercy of Heaven descending on earth.
The mission of woman: permitted to bruise
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Through the sorrow and sin of earth's register'd curse,
The blessing which mitigates all: born to nurse,
And to soothe, and to solace, to help and to heal
The sick world that leans on her. This was Lucile.

XL.

A power hid in pathos: a fire veil'd in cloud:
Yet still burning outward: a branch which, tho' bow'd,
By the bird in its passage, springs upward again:
Thro' all symbols I search for her sweetness—in vain!
Judge her love by her life. For our life is but love
In act. Pure was hers: and the dear God above,
Who knows what His creatures have need of for life,
And whose love includes all loves, thro' much patient strife
Led her soul into peace. Love, tho' love may be given
In vain, is yet lovely. Her own native heaven
She saw dawn clear and clearer, as life's troubled dream
Wore away; and love sigh'd into rest, like a stream
That breaks its heart over wild rocks toward the shore
Of the great sea which hushes it up evermore
With its little wild wailing. No stream from its source
Flows seaward, how lonely soever its course,
But what some land is gladden'd. No star ever rose
And set, without influence somewhere. Who knows
What earth needs from earth's lowest creature? No life
Can be pure in its purpose and strong in its strife
And all life not be purer and stronger thereby.
The spirits of just men made perfect on high,
The army of martyrs who stand by the Throne
And gaze into the Face that makes glorious their own,

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Know this, surely, at last. Honest love, honest sorrow,
Honest work for the day, honest hope for the morrow,
Are these worth nothing more than the hand they make weary,
The heart they have sadden'd, the life they leave dreary?
Hush! the sevenfold heavens to the voice of the Spirit
Echo: He that o'ercometh shall all things inherit.

XLI.

The moon was, in fire, carried up through the fog;
The loud fortress bark'd at her like a chain'd dog.
The horizon pulsed flame, the air sound. All without,
War and winter, and twilight, and terror, and doubt;
All within, light, warmth, calm!

In the twilight, longwhile
Eugène de Luvois with a deep thoughtful smile
Linger'd, looking, and listening, lone by the tent.
At last he withdrew, and night closed as he went.