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Collected Poems: With Autobiographical and Critical Fragments

By Frederic W. H. Myers: Edited by his Wife Eveleen Myers

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II. PART II

THE PASSING OF YOUTH

ARGUMENT

Reflections in the Campo Santo at Pisa. The fresco, ascribed to Orcagna, which represents Death at the Festival, suggests the thought that it may be better to die in the flush of youth than to live on into a state of decadence and disgust with life (1—30). He who thus feels the freshness of youth escaping him cannot renew it by the mere contact with the fresh emotion of others (31—58). His habitual melancholy contrasts painfully with the accesses of grief which alternated with keen joy in his earlier years (59—92). If he now occasionally fancies that the old power of feeling remains to him, the illusion does not last long, and he is fain to acquiesce in the exhaustion of his emotional power (93—114). Yet he can scarcely avoid bitterness at the thought of how small his share of emotional delight has been in comparison with all that the future holds in reserve for mankind (115—146). Sometimes he will shape a vision of some ideal love which might have been his, though well knowing that even should some one be born into the world who realises his dream he will have no part in her affections or memories (147—176). Instinctively revolting at the prospect of an approaching extinction he reviews with alternations of hope and despair the possibility of a future existence (177—222). Light on this subject often seems as unattainable now as in the days when Virgil pondered the same problems (223—240). But certain moments seem to carry with them something of inspired insight or of lofty emotion which is at any rate the best basis for practice (241—290). At any rate a man by the sheer effort of the Will may maintain himself in that state of inflexible fearlessness which Virgil admires in Lucretius


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(291-296). The languor and melancholy which the aspect of Pisa symbolises may be overcome by this resolute courage, this “living force of the mind” which Lucretius found strong enough to afford to mankind at least the triumph of intellectual insight and philosophic calm (297-312).

ERGO VIVIDA VIS ANIMI PERVICIT—
At Pisa, where the cypress-spires alway
Stand in the languor of the Pisan day,
And airs are motionless, and Arno fills
With brimming hush the hollow of the hills;—
There once alone, from noon till evening's shade,
I paced the echoing cloistral colonnade;
Heard like a dream the grey rain-river fall
On hallowed turf that hath the end of all;
Saw like a ghost the flying form that saith,
“Orcagna knew me; know me; I am Death.”
Come then, I said, kind Death, come ever thus,
Swift with a sword on young men amorous!
And thou, youth, thank her that her wiry wings
Snatch thee full-blooded from the feast of kings;
Nor live to outlive thyself, to sigh and know
With waxing restlessness a waning glow;
Even from those hateful ashes of desire
To feel reborn the cold and fruitless fire;

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To look, and long a little, and turn aside,
Half over-satiate, half unsatisfied.
Then is no help but that thine eyes must see
Thine inner self stand forth and mock at thee;
Must watch to death in shadowy convoy roll
Thy strength, thy song, thy beauty and thy soul.
No help! and with what anger shalt thou then
Look on the glad lives of up-springing men,
With hearts still high, and still before them fair
All oceans navigable and ambient air;—
How shalt thou love, and envy, and despise
Their hope unreasonable and ardent eyes!
Then if some stainless maid desires no more
Than her fresh soul into thy soul to pour,—
All her pure glory at thy feet will fling,
And give thee youth and ask not anything;—
Take not the boon illusive;—yet I know
That thou wilt take and she will have it so;
Nor once alone; but thou in vain shalt see
On many a cheek the rose of amity,
And for no lasting profit shalt essay
On many a heart thy mastering wistful way,
And speak thus gently, and regard her thus
With loving eyes a little tyrannous,—
As though her passion passion's power could give,
Or heart could melt in heart, or death could live.

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Alas, in vain shall that love-light illume
Her cheek transparent and her rosy bloom,
And hopes that flush and happy thoughts that rise
Make living lucid sapphire of her eyes;—
Since all is nothing, and aloof, alone,
With swirl and severance as of Arve and Rhone,
Must heart from heart dissunder; way from way
Part, and to-morrow know not of to-day.
So weighs the Past upon us; such a thing
It is to have grown too wise for comforting;
In a few notes to have sung all thy song,
And in a few years to have lived too long;
Till thy mere voice and soulless shadow now
Recall that this was thine, and this was thou.
O sweet young hours, when one divine love yet
Seemed a new birth thou never couldst for-get!
When day on day for the impassioned boy
Came flooding like a silver sea of joy,—
So keen that often o'er his eyes would sweep
The gracious wings of momentary sleep,
To leave their light re-risen, and the brain
Re-kindled for the rapture that was pain!
Then griefs wherein no thought of self had part,
The just and manful angers of the heart,—

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When hands would clench, and clear cheek light and glow,
To be so powerless for another's woe,
And young disdain, and love, and generous fears
Burst in a proud simplicity of tears!
Ah! even those pains were noble! strange and pure
As thunders of the breaking calenture,
When storm-refreshed the bounding rivers run,
And the oak shakes his diamonds in the sun,
Nor cares how brightly on the forest flew
That wildering levin-bolt alive anew.
But these succeeding sorrows I compare
To the chill ruin of October air,
When all earth's life is spent, nor can regain
Strength in the hopeless pauses of the rain,
But scarce the dumb woods shiver, and at a breath
Falls the wan leaf, and then they whisper, “Death.”
For faiths will die and ancient landmarks fail,
And promised Eden grow a lovely tale;
And even, by length of years, by sheer decay,
The fiery flower of Love consumes away;
No help to seek, and none to blame, but gone
Like all things else that men set life upon;

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Like all that seemed immortal, all that smiled
Mixt with the morn and glory of the child.
Then one at last in cities far away
Hears late in night lamenting hautboys play,
Sees glittering all in swan-soft order sit
That kingdom's fairest and the pride of it;
Till, when one face amid all faces seems
Lit with the witchery of a thousand dreams,
He wonders,—could he change his race and tongue,
And once be joyous, and again be young,—
If, leaning o'er that braided golden head,
New words and sweeter he should find unsaid,
And a last secret and pervading stir
In the soft look and woman-ways of her.
Nay, the fond dream he would so fain prolong
Breaks with a shock of intermitting song,
And truth returns, and in a single sigh
Must that faint love be born at once and die.
“For soon,” he saith, “will feverous dreams be spent;
Exhaustion surely shall beget content;
I have lost my battle; doubtless it is best
To have no longing left me but for rest;
In this worn heart, with some last love's decease,
To make a solitude and call it peace.”
Yet when a wave of happy laughter low
Stirs in his soul the deep of long ago;—

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When his world-wearied ears have overheard
From sweet new lips a sweet accustomed word;—
Then all awakes again, and worse than nought
Seem the best passions which his youth has brought,—
Being such a drop in so profound a sea,
Having given one glimpse of Love's supremacy,
Shown at a glance what great delight shall come
When his eyes see not and his lips are dumb.
How many a glorious joy for ever missed!
How many words unspoken, lips unkissed!
Eyes that shall yet renew with softer play
Thro' many a century the world-old way;—
Hearts from whose glow shall glory of love be shed
Round hearts still living, and o'er his tomb long dead!
Man, while thou mayst, love on! with sound and flowers
Make maddening moments into maddening hours,
Let hours aflame enkindle as they fly
Those loves of yore that in thy darkness die:—
Blest, in that glamour could all life be spent
Before the dawn and disillusionment!
Love on! thy far-off children shall possess

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That flying gleam of rainbow happiness:—
Each wish unfilled, impracticable plan,
Goes to the forging of the force of Man;
Thro' thy blind craving novel powers they gain,
And the slow Race develops in its pain:—
See their new joy begotten of thy woe,
When what thy soul desired their soul shall know;—
Thy heights unclimbed shall be their wonted way,
Thy hope their memory, and thy dream their day.
Ah, but I had a vision once, nor dare
Recall it often, lest it melt in air!
Whose was the face that thro' the shadows came
And shook the dew from hair that waved like flame?
What made her look aërial? ay, or shed
Divineness on that visionary head?
And whence the words that on her silence hung,
Looked thro' her eyes and died upon her tongue?—
“Love, who had dreamt it, who had dared to say
Our bliss could come so close, and flee away?”
Not even the Night shall know her; it may be

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Some falling star would speak it to the sea;
Then the sea's voice would to the shore declare
The hidden sweetness of the First and Fair,
And fisher-maidens into morn prolong
For love the amorous echoes of the song.
Yet if indeed that dear face fugitive,
The dream-begotten, in the day shall live,
And through night's spaces floats the lovely shade
Before the birth and body of the maid,—
How sweet it were to die and still be strong,
To clasp her close with grave and mastering song,—
That she with no interpreter might see
The sincere man and hidden heart of thee,
And down her soft cheek happy tears might roll,
Hearing the dead voice of the sister-soul!
How slight and how impossible a boon
I ask, and love too late, or live too soon!
Only the brief regret, the grace of sighs,
I ask; can Fate deny it? Fate denies.
Crushed, as by following wave the wave before!
To have lived and loved so little, and live no more!
Call this not sleep; through sweet sleep's longest scope

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Runsin a golden dream unconscious Hope;
Hope parts the lips and stirs the happy breath,
And sleep is sleep, but endless Death is Death.
Hereat the soul will evermore recur
To that great chance which makes herself for her;
If but the least light glimmer and least hope glow
From that unseen place which no soul can know,—
Whereof so many a sage hath spun in vain
Thoughts fancy-fashioned in a dreaming brain;—
Whereof the priests, for all they say and sing,
Know none the more, nor help in anything;—
Nor more herein can man to man avail
Than to his sorrowing mate the nightingale,—
Nor more can brother unto brother tell
Than blind who leads the blind, though loving well:—
If by some gleam unearthly indeed be lit
That land, and God the sun and moon of it,—
How easy then, how possible to bear
The thoughts that come at night, and are despair,—
Youth wasted, hopes decaying, friends untrue,
Life with no faith to follow or deed to do;

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Loves lost, and waning joys, and waked again
The old unquenchable relapse of pain;—
And through these all the ceaseless fruitless fire,
The upward heavenward flickering fierce desire,
The thrilling pang, the tremor of unrest,
The quickening God unborn within the breast,
Which none believe but who have felt, and they
Feel evermore by night and in the day;
For tho' in early youth such longing rose
This single passion gathers as it goes;
And this at dawn wakes with thee, this at even
Hangs in the kindling canopies of heaven;
This, like a hidden water's running tune
Revives the wistful pause of afternoon;—
For strength is this and weakness, hope and fear
By turns, as far sometimes, sometimes anear,
Glows the great Hope, which all too oft will seem
A false inherited delightful dream,
Dreamt of our fathers for blind ease, which we
Knowing that they knew not, seeing they could not see,
Must wake from and have done with, and be brave
Without a heaven to hope or God to save.

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O sighs that strongly from my bosom flew!
O heart's oblation sacrificed anew!
O groans and tears of all men and of mine!
O many midnights prostrate and supine,
Unbearable and profitless, and spent
For the empty furtherance of a vain intent,—
From God or Nothingness, from Heaven or Hell,
To wrest the secret that they would not tell,—
To grasp a life beyond life's shrinking span
And learn at last the chief concerns of man!
O last last hope when all the rest are flown!
O one thing worth the knowing, and still unknown!
O sought so passionately and found no more
To-day than when the sad voice sang of yore,
How “God the innumerous souls in great array
To Lethe summons by a wondrous way,
Till these therein their ancient pain forgive,
Forget their life, and will again to live.”
Yet in some hours when earth and heaven are fair,
In some sabbatical repose of air,
When all has passed that dizzied or defiled,
And thy clear soul comes to thee as a child,
Then incorruptible, unending, free,

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Like the moon's golden road upon the sea,
The light of life on unbewildered eyes
A moment dawns, and in a moment dies.
So dimly glad may some lone heart recall
Perchance a magic end of evenfall,
When far on misty fells the moon has made
An argent fleece, and neither shine nor shade;
Hills beyond hills she silvers as she sails,
Hills beyond hills, and valleys in the vales;
Till they that float and watch her scarcely feel
The liquid darkness tremble at the keel,
Beholding scarce behold her, hardly dare
To look one look through that enchanted air,
Lest some unknown God should no longer hide
His glory from his creatures glorified,
Should shine too manifest, too soon display
To eyes that dream the immeasurable day.
Remember; I remember; hast not thou
Hours in the past more living than all life now?
One hour, perchance, that thro' the hush of fate
In shadowy veil came to thee consecrate,
Known without knowledge, felt without a name,—
And life brings other hours, but not the same?

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This, then, was revelation; this shall be
Thy crown of youth and star of memory;
Strong in this strength the ennobled years shall run,
And life grow single and thy will be one;—
Ay, like great passages in order played
Shall changeful life grow one and unafraid;—
For these are one in many, and tho' some-times
The bell-like melodising rings and rhymes,
And warbles such a whisper now and then,
Too sweet, and scarce endurable to men,
Yet on thro' all the tune returns the same,
Embattled resonance, a flooding flame,
And dies to live again, and wins, and still
Rules the great notes and sways them as it will:—
Thus let thy life thro' all adventure go,
And keep it masterful, and save it so;—
Not reared too separate nor lulled too long
By the incommunicable trance of song,
Nor over-amorous, nay, nor overset
Too sweetly by the fain and fond regret,
The after-thought of kisses, and the tear
For loves whom day disparts and dreams bring near.
Since what man is man knows not, but he knows
That his one will is like a trump that blows;—
While breath is in him it can clarion well,

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Heaven-sweet, and heard above the roar of hell;
Ay, “Fate and Fear beneath his feet are thrown,
All Fears and Fates, and Hell's insatiate moan.”
Then, Pisa, let thy sullen airs o'erhead
Lull that unaltering city of the dead;
Let swimming Arno, hushed at last like thee,
Draw to his doom and gather to the sea;
Fold upon fold let rainy evening roll,
And thy deep bells strike death upon the soul;—
There is a courage that from need began,
And grows with will, and is at last the man;
Which on thro' storm, thro' darkness, thro' despair,
Hopes, and will hope, and dares, and still can dare;
And this is Virtue; and thou canst not bind,
O Death, this “living spirit of the mind,”
Which “far aloof,” the Roman verses say,
“Holds an unseen illimitable way;
Far, far aloof can sail with wings unfurled
Beyond the flaming rampire of the world.”
1871-72.

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SWEET SEVENTEEN

I knew a maid; her form and face
Were lily-slender, lily-fair;
Hers was a wild unconscious grace,
A ruddy-golden crown of hair.
Thro' those child-eyes unchecked, untamed,
The happy thoughts transparent flew,
Yet some pathetic touch had tamed
To gentler grey their Irish blue.
So from her oak a Dryad leant
To look, with wondering glance and gay,
Where Jove, uncrowned and kingly, went
With Maia down the woodland way.
Their glory lit the amorous air;
The golden touched the Olympian head;
But Zephyr o'er Cyllene bare
That secret the Immortals said.
The nymph they saw not, passing nigh;
She melted in her leafy screen;
But from the boughs that seemed to sigh
A dewdrop trembled on the green.

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That nymph her oak for aye must hold;
The girl has life and hope, and she
Shall hear one day the secret told,
And roam herself in Arcady.
I see her still; her cheek aglow,
Her gaze upon the future bent;
As one who through the world will go
Beloved, bewitching, innocent.

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[Ah, no more questions, no more fears]

Ah, no more questions, no more fears,
But let us at the end have rest;
Shed if thou wilt the unfallen tears,
But shed them on my breast.
Who guesses what the unfathomed years
May bear of life and love and woe?
Not in our eyes nor to our ears
Those things are plain to know.
We only feel that side by side
Each loving shoulder leans on each,
With looks too precious to divide
By fragmentary speech.
Nor this nor aught can long abide,
But passes, passes like to-day,
Till each shall fare without a guide
The uncompanioned way.

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[Who to the grave child-eyes could teach]

Who to the grave child-eyes could teach
Unknown Love's tremor and his play;
The silences that crown his speech,
His bitter-sweet and mourning way?
Thro' those dark deeps I saw him rise,
And stir the spirit's soft control,
And shake the imaged world that lies
Fair on the mirror of her soul.
How oft thro' woodlands undefiled
She rode amid the spring-tide's stir!
Fierce creatures at her touch were mild
And dumb things spake for love of her.
Then all at once her heart would beat,
And from her gaze the gladness died;
She drew the rein, before her feet
The sunset vales lay glorified.
Alone and ardent, fair and young,
O woman smit with woman's pain!
O song thro' all her being sung
Of Love delaying, Love in vain!

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That voiceless passion Love had heard,
Denied it strangely, strangely gave;
Sighed in a smile and sent my bird
Bright-plumaged o'er the sundering wave.
As though the soul of all things wild,
The soul of all things brave and free,
Came in the likeness of a child
From tossing forests over-sea;
And softly to my bosom stole,
And o'er my heart in freshness blew,
Until that living loving soul
Became my life, my love anew.

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ARETHUSA

O gentle rushing of the stainless stream,
Haunt of that maiden's dream!
O beech and sycamore, whose branches made
Her dear ancestral shade!
I call you praying; for she felt your power
In many an inward hour;
To many a wild despairing mood ye gave
Some help to heal or save,
And sang to heavenlier trances, long and long,
Your world-old undersong.
Now therefore, if ye may, one moment show
One look of long ago;
Create from waving sprays and tender dew
Her soft fair form anew;
From deepening azure of these August skies
Relume her ardent eyes!
Or if there may not from your sunlit aisle
Be born one flying smile,—
In all your multitudinous music heard
One whisper of one word,—
Then wrap me, forest, with thy blowing breath
In sleep, in peace, in death;
Bear me, swift stream, with immemorial stir,
To love, to God, to her.

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AUF FLÜGELN DES GESANGES

Great dragon-flies in blazing blue
Across the shimmering river flew;
A dreamy fount of carol played
Thro' calm and ripple, shine and shade.
And all was joyous, all was fair,
Because the golden girl was there;
Her loving eyes illumed that day
The pine-clad winding waterway.
Until it seemed that charmed erelong
By incantation of her song
The broadening deep would flood and flow
From heights of Himalayan snow:—
Her face, in that enchanted hour,
Among the lotos-flowers a flower,
Her whisper mingling, tale for tale,
With roses in the Orient vale.
Then bloomy palms would wave and shed
Their magic slumber overhead,
And Ganges' everlasting stream
Sigh thro' the hushed and holy dream.

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UNSATISFACTORY

Have other lovers,—say, my love,—
Loved thus before to-day?”—
“They may have, yes! they may, my love;
Not long ago they may.”
“But though they worshipped thee, my love,
Thy maiden heart was free?”—
“Don't ask too much of me, my love;
Don't ask too much of me!”
“Yet now 'tis you and I, my love,
Love's wings no more will fly?”—
“If Love could never die, my love,
Our love should never die.”
“For shame! and is this so, my love,
And Love and I must go?”—
“Indeed I do not know, my love;
My life, I do not know.”
“You will, you must be true, my love,
Nor look and love anew!”—
“I'll see what I can do, my love;
I'll see what I can do.”

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SATISFACTORY

1

“Do you remember, darling,
The mocking words you said,—
And snapt with fairy fingers
And shook your naughty head?
And have you thought it over yet?
And will my child be true?
And has she loved me long enough
To know what she can do?”—

2

“Oh I remember nothing,
Nor mocking words nor true,—
For I remember nothing
But you, but you, but you!
Forget the men that wooed me,—
I hate them,—let them go;—
Forget the song I sang to you
That day I ‘did not know’!

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3

“Ah! not like this they wooed me,—
'Twas gamesome girl and boy;—
Sometimes I half was willing
And often I was coy:
And this I took for love, dear,—
So little then I knew!
But now I smile to think I thought
Of any love but you.

4

“For this is quite a strange thing,
With this I cannot play;
At a single look of yours, dear,
My spirit melts away;
And body and soul are yours, dear,
I am you, I am not I,
And if you go I'll follow you,
And if you change, I'll die.”—

5

“I've seen in a king's cabinet
Full many a carven toy;
And Life the Psyche-butterfly
And Love the running boy;
And Life the altar odorous
And Love the kindling flame,
And Life the lion amorous
Which Love was come to tame.

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6

“But we from sard and sardonyx
Must grave us gems anew,
If we would have the legend
Tell truth for me and you!
For Love has caught the butterfly,
And Love has lit the fire,
And Love has led invincibly
His lion with the lyre.”

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[“Oh never kiss me; stand apart]

Oh never kiss me; stand apart;
My darling, come not near!
Be dear for ever to my heart,
But be not over-dear!”
And while she spake her cheek was flame,
Her look was soft and wild;
But when I kissed her, she became
No stronger than a child.—
Ah, love, what wilt thou then apart?
Thy home is thus and here,—
For ever dearer to my heart,
And never over-dear.

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HESIONE

In silence slept the mossy ground,
Forgetting bird and breeze;
In towering silence slept around
The Spanish chestnut-trees;
Their trailing blossom, feathery-fair,
Made heavy sweetness in the air.
All night she pondered, long and long,
Alone with lake and lawn;
She heard a soft untimely song,
But slept before the dawn:
When eyes no more can wake and weep,
A pensive wisdom comes with sleep.
“O love,” she said, “O man of men,
O passionate and true!
Not once in all the years again
As once we did we do;
What need the dreadful end to tell?
We know it and we knew it well.”
“O love,” she said, “O king of kings,
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Are we too young for bitter things
Who still are girl and boy?
Too young we won, we cherish yet
That dolorous treasure of regret.”
Then while so late the heavens delayed
Their solemn trance to break,
Her sad desiring eyes were stayed
Beyond the lucid lake;
She saw the grey-blue mountains stand,
Great guardians of the charmèd land.
Above her brows she wove and wound
Her gold hellenic hair;
She stood like one whom kings have crowned
And God has fashioned fair;—
So sweet on wakened eyes will gleam
The flying phantom of a dream.
Or so, inarched in veiling vine,
The Syran priestess sees
Those amethystine straits enshrine
The sleeping Cyclades;
For Delos' height is purple still,
The old unshaken holy hill.
“O love,” she said, “tho' sin be sin,
And woe be bitter woe,
Short-lived the hearts they house within,
And they like those will go;—

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The primal Beauty, first and fair,
Is evermore and everywhere.
“And when the faint and fading star
In early skies is sweet,
In silence thither from afar
Thy heart and mine shall meet;
Deep seas our winged desire shall know,
And lovely summer, lovely snow.
“And whensoever bards shall sing—
However saints shall pray—
Whatever sweet and happy thing
The painter brings to day,—
Their heavenly souls in heaven shall be,
And thou with these, and I with thee.
“And God,”—she said, and hushed a while,
“And God,”--- but, half begun,
Thro' tears serener than a smile,
Her song beheld the sun:—
When souls no more can dream and pray,
Celestial hope will dawn with day.

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NORA

I

O Nora knew it, Nora knows
How Love lies hidden in a rose,
And touches mingle, touches part
The trembling flames of heart and heart.
Thrice happy! to have learnt that day
Her virginal bewitching way,
So airy-soft, so winning-wild,
Between the siren and the child.
O Nature's darling, pure and fair
From light foot to irradiant hair!
O Nora, Nora, bright and sweet
From clear brow to impetuous feet!
So glimmered wood and wave between
The starry presence of Undine,
In that first hour her bosom knew
What human hearts are born unto;—
For half-enchanted, half-afraid,
The nymph became a mortal maid;
A dewy light, a dear surprise,
Illumed her visionary eyes.

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Then from their deeps a Spirit came;—
Undine was other and the same;—
For past resisting, past control,
Was very Love her very soul.

II

Last year, where mixed with many a rose
The gold laburnums wave,
A crimson rosebud Nora chose,
A bud my Nora gave.
And when the enchanting month anew
Revived the summer's boon,
And bright again the roses blew,
And all was joy and June,
A fair twin-bud for my delight
She from its cluster parts;—
Here are the petals, red and white,
Shaped like two sister hearts.
And now because the maid is dear
And ways between us long,—
Because I cannot call her here
With sighing or with song,—
Across the ocean, swift and soon,
This faded petal goes,
To her who is herself as June,
And lovely, and a rose.

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[Though words of ice be spoken]

Though words of ice be spoken
And tears of fire be shed,
It seems Love's heart is broken,
And yet he is not dead:
Whate'er the wild voice utters
He breathes a still reply;
A bird he is; he flutters
And yet can never fly.
Unchecked he came, unbidden;
Unnamed, unknown, he grew;
He wove, unsought, unchidden,
His old, old charm anew;
And now, though tears upbraid him,
He smiles and has his way;
A god he is! we made him,
And yet we cannot slay.

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PHYLLIS

O painter, match an English bloom,
And give the head an English air,
Then with great grey-blue stars illume
That face pathetically fair.
As though some sweet child, dowered at will
With all the wisdom years could send,
Looked up and, like a baby still,
Became thine equal and thy friend;
And kept the childly curves, and grew
To woman's shape in wondrous wise,
And with soft passion filled anew
The sea-like sapphire of her eyes.
Look on her, painter; is there aught
Of well-beloved that is not here?
Could chance or art be guessed or taught
To make the lovely child more dear?

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[When summer even softly dies]

When summer even softly dies,
When summer winds are free,
A thousand lamps, a thousand eyes,
Shall glimmer in the sea:
O look how large, behind, below,
The lucid creatures glance and glow!
They strew with soft and fiery foam
Her streaming way from home to home.
So shines the deep, but high above,
Beyond the cloudy bars,
The old infinity of love
Looks silent from the stars:—
When parted friends no more avail
Those sleepless watchers shall not fail,
They learn her looks, they list her sighs
They love her soft beseeching eyes.
Then in the woman's heart is born
The child's delight anew,
The Highland glory of the morn,
The rowans bright with dew;
She hears the flooding stream that falls
By those ancestral castle-walls,
Her father's woods are tossing free
Between her and the southern sea.

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Or lovely in a lovely place
One offers as she stands
Sister to sister sweet embrace
And hospitable hands;
White-robed as once in happy hours
She stood a rose among the flowers,
And heart to heart would speak and tell
The reason why we loved her well.
So in a dream the nights go by,
So in a dream the days,
Till, when the good ship knows anigh
The Asian waterways,
From home to home her love shall set
And hope be stronger than regret,
And rest renew and prayer control
Her sweet unblemishable soul.
The waves subside; she stems at last
That Hellespontine stream;
Her ocean-dreams are overpast,—
Or is this too a dream?
For child and husband, fast and fain,
Have clasped her in their arms again:—
Let only mothers murmur this,
How babe and mother clasp and kiss.

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A CRY FROM THE STALLS

Beautiful darling!
Light of mine eyes!
Gay as the starling
Shoots thro' the skies;
Swift as the swallow, and
Soft as the dove;
Hopeless to follow, and
Maddening to love!
Ah when she dances! and
Ah when she sings!
Glamour of glances, and
Rush as of wings,—
Trill as of coming birds
Heard unaware,—
Poise as of humming-birds
Hanging in air!
Starriest, youthfullest
Flower of a face!
Who shall the truthfullest
Tell thee thy grace?

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They comprehend it not,
They cannot know;—
Use it not, spend it not,
Spoil it not so!
While the world calls to thee
I sit apart,
I from the stalls to thee
Fling thee my heart!
Bright eyes to measure it!
Small hands to hold!
Take it and treasure it!
Lo, it is gold!
Stage-plays have ending, and
Love's ever new!
Stage-love's pretending, and
Now for the true!
Fame's voice be dumb to thee!
Fame's banner furled!
Come with me, come to the
End of the world!

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THE BALLERINA'S PROGRESS, OR THE POETRY OF MOTION

Iri, decus coeli, quis te mihi nubibus actam?—

I. The School

With mantling cheek, with palpitating breast,
See the sweet novice glide among the rest!
O see her from those timorous shoulders fair
Fling back the tossing torrent of her hair!
See half diaphanous and half displayed
The shy limbs gleam, the magic of the maid!
Nor at first seeing wouldst thou deem it true
Such fairy feet such daring deeds could do,
Or Art inborn the maiden shame dispel
From those sweet eyes, that aspect lovable;—
Yet little by little, as in her ears begin
The thrill and scream of flute and violin,—
O little by little and in a wondrous way
The hid soul hearkens and the limbs obey;—
As though the starry nature, quenched and hid
Between things impotent and things forbid,
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Were crowned and culminant and amorous,
And dared the best and did it, and became
Vocal, a flying and irradiant flame.
Thus when the Pythian maid no more can bear
The god intolerable and thundering air,
Nor shifting colour and heaving heart contain
Longer the quenchless prophesying pain,—
The more she strives from out her breast to throw
The indwelling monarch of the lute and bow,
The more, the more will mastering Phœbus tire
Her proud lips frenetic and eyes of fire,
Till last, in Delphic measure, Delphic tone,
Bows the wild head, and speaks, and is his own.

II. The Stage

Then flame on flame the immense proscænium glows
With magic counterchange of gold and rose,
Then roar on roar, undying and again,
Crash the great bars of that prodigious strain,—
Fire flashed on fire and sound on thunder hurled
Bear from their midst the Wonder of the World.

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Lightly she comes, as though no weight she ware,
The very daughter and delight of air,—
Lightly she comes, preluding, lightly starts
The breathless rapture to a thousand hearts,
The high flutes hush to meet her, and the drum
Thro' all his deep self trembles till she come:—
Then with a rush, as though the notes had known
After long hope their empress and their own,
She and the music bound, and high and free
Thro' light and air the music leaps and she:—
So bright, so coruscating, Iris so
Slides the long arch of her effulgent bow;
Rose in her wake and azure on her way
A thousand tints bedew the Olympian day;—
She touches earth, and all those hues are one,
And her unbent bow springs into the sun.

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[I saw, I saw the lovely child]

I saw, I saw the lovely child,
I watched her by the way,
I learnt her gestures sweet and wild,
Her loving eyes and gay.
Her name?—I heard not, nay, nor care,—
Enough it was for me
To find her innocently fair
And delicately free.
Oh cease and go ere dreams be done,
Nor trace the angel's birth,
Nor find the Paradisal one
A blossom of the earth!
Thus is it with our subtlest joys,—
How quick the soul's alarm!
How lightly deed or word destroys
That evanescent charm!
It comes unbidden, comes unbought,
Unfettered flees away,—
His swiftest and his sweetest thought
Can never poet say.

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CYDIPPE

All-golden is her virgin head,
Her cheek a bloomy rose,
Carnation-bright the fluttering red
That o'er it softly flows,
But neither gem nor floweret vies
With that clear wonder of her eyes.
But twice hath hue like theirs been given
To be beheld of me,
And once 'twas in the twilight heaven,
Once in the summer sea;
A yearning gladness thence was born,
A dream delightful and forlorn.
For once in heaven a single star
Lay in a light unknown,—
A tender tint, more lucid far
Than all that eve had shown,—
It seemed between the gold and grey
The far dawn of a faery day.
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Gleamed in the half-lit hyaline
The hope no song has sung,—
The memory of a world more fair
Than all our blazing wealth of air.
For dear though earthly days may flow,
Our dream is dearer yet;—
How little is the life we know
To life that we forget!—
Till in a maiden's eyes we see
What once hath been, what still shall be.

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LOVER'S SONG

I thank thee, dear, for words that fleet,
For looks that long endure,
For all caresses simply sweet
And passionately pure;
For blushes mutely understood,
For silence and for sighs,
For all the yearning womanhood
Of grey love-laden eyes.
Oh how in words to tell the rest?
My bird, my child, my dove!
Behold I render best for best,
I bring thee love for love.
Oh give to God the love again
Which had from him its birth,—
Oh bless him, for he sent the twain
Together on the earth.

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ANTE DIEM

Ossek not with untimely art
To ope the bud before it blows,
Bewitching from the folded heart
Reluctant petals of the rose!
“Too quickly cherished, quickly dear,
She came, the graceful child and gay,—
O leave her in her early year
Till April crimson into May!
“The golden sun shall glance and go,
Shall rest and tremble in her hair;
Beside her cheek shall love to blow
The soft and kindly English air;—
“O leave her glad with such caress,
In such embraces clasped and free,
Nor teach thy hasty heart to guess
The woman and the love to be.”
Thus with myself my thoughts complain,
And so by night shall I be wise,
Till on my heart arise again
Her open and illumined eyes.

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A moment then the past prevails
And in the man is manhood strong,
Then from the bruisèd soul exhales
The sweet and quivering flame of song.
Oh if indeed with time and tide
Too fast the changeful seasons flow,
And loving life from life divide
And shape and sunder as they go,—
Yet with what airy bonds I may
Her flying soul shall I retain,
And sometimes, dreaming in the day,
Shall see her, as she smiled, again:—
A girlish joy shall haunt the spot,
A presence shall illume the shade,
And unembraced and unforgot
Shall rise the vision of a maid.

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[Why should I strive to express it?]

Why should I strive to express it?
What should I care?
Ye will not know nor confess it
How she was fair.
Fades the song ere I begin it,
Falters and dies:—
Ah! had you seen her a minute,—
Looked in her eyes!
When she and I shall be lying
Dust at your feet,
Hours such as these shall be flying,
Life be as sweet,—
Women as lovely hereafter,
Tender and wise,
Born with her bloom and her laughter,—
Not with her eyes!

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PRE-EXISTENCE

Once, and beyond recollection,
Once, ere the skies were unfurled,
These an immortal affection
Found at the birth of the world.
Earth was not yet, nor the golden
Vault of the dawn and the dew;
These in a home unbeholden
Loved and were true.
Heard ye how each from the other
Drank interchangeable life?
Call ye them sister or brother,
Husband, or lover, or wife?
Names of an earthly affection
Are not so close or so dear;
Spirits beyond recollection
Loved, and are here.

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A SONG

The pouring music, soft and strong,
Some God within her soul has lit,
Her face is rosy with the song
And her grey eyes are sweet with it.
A woman so with singing fired,
Has earth a lovelier sight than this?
Oh he that looked had soon desired
Those lips to fasten with a kiss.
But let not him that race begin
Who seeks not toward its utmost goal;
Give me an hour for drinking in
Her fragrant and her early soul.
To happier hearts I leave the rest,
Who less and more than I shall know,
For me, world-weary, it is best
To listen for an hour and go:
To lift her hand, and press, and part,
And think upon her long and long,
And bear for ever in my heart
The tender traces of a song.

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HONOUR

A man and woman together, a man and woman apart,
In the stress of the soul's worst weather, the anchorless ebb of the heart,
They can say to each other no longer, as lovers were wont to say,
“Death is strong, but Love is stronger; there is night and then there is day”;
Their souls can whisper no more, “There is better than sleep in the sod,
We await the ineffable shore, and between us two there is God”:
Nay now without hope or dream must true friend sever from friend,
With the long years worse than they seem, and nothingness black at the end:
And the darkness of death is upon her, the light of his eyes is dim,
But Honour has spoken, Honour, enough for her and for him.
Oh what shall he do with the vision, when deep in the night it comes,
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When his heart is broken and tender, and his whole soul rises and cries
For the soft waist swaying and slender, the child-like passionate eyes?
Or where shall she turn to deliver her life from the longing unrest,
When sweet sleep flies with a shiver, and her heart is alone in her breast?
It is hard, it is cruel upon her, her soft eyes glow and are dim,
But Honour has spoken, Honour, enough for her and for him.
I had guessed not, did I not know, that the spirit of man was so strong
To prefer irredeemable woe to the slightest shadow of wrong;
I had guessed not, had I not known, that twain in their last emprize,
Full-souled, and awake, and alone, with the whole world's love in their eyes,
With no faith in God to appal them, no fear of man in their breast,
With nothing but Honour to call them, could yet find Honour the best,—
Could stay the stream of the river and turn the tides of the sea,
Give back that gift to the giver, thine heart to the bosom of thee.

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ELODIA

O sudden heaven! superb surprise!
O day to dream again!
O Spanish eyebrows, Spanish eyes,
Voice and allures of Spain!
No answering glance her glances seek,
Her smile no suitor knows;
That lucid pallor of her cheek
Is lovelier than the rose;—
But when she wakens, when she stirs,
And life and love begin,
How blaze those amorous eyes of hers,
And what a god within!
I watched her heart's arising strife,
Half eager, half afraid;
I paused; I would not wake to life
The tinted marble maid.
But starlike through my dreams shall go,
Pale, with a fiery train,
The Spanish glory, Spanish glow,
The passion which is Spain.

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GABRIELLE

O scarlet berries sunny-bright!
O lake alone and fair!
O castle roaring in the night
With blown Bohemian air!
O spirit-haunted forest, tell
The hidden heart of Gabrielle!
Ah, the superb and virgin face!
Ah once again to see
Transparent thro' the Austrian grace
The English purity!
To hear the English speech that fell
So soft and sweet from Gabrielle!
So best, but if it be not so
Yet am I well content
To think that all things yonder grow
Stately and innocent;
To dream of woods that whisper well,
And light, and peace, and Gabrielle.

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ÉCHOS DU TEMPS PASSÉ

1

Oh hush,” I cried, “that thrilling voice,
That shepherd's plaint no more prolong,
Nor bid those happy loves rejoice
Thro' feigned rusticities of song!
Too soft a passion through thee sings,
Too yearning-sweet the phrases flow;
Too deep that music strikes, and brings
The tears of long ago.

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“Ah! let me keep my frozen peace,
Forget with years the ardent boy,
And face the waking world, and cease
To dream of passion, dream of joy!
And yet this heart how strangely yearned!
How seemed the dream more true than day!
What flame was that which through me burned,
And burns, and fades away?”

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But she, whose young blood softly stirred
Had bid the unconscious maiden sing,
Heart-whole, and simply as a bird
That feels the onset of the spring,—
She from mine eyes their secret drew,
Learnt from my lips the lover's tone,
And in my soul's confusion knew
The impulse of her own.

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Who is herself my vision's truth,
Herself my heart's unknown desire,
Herself the hope that led my youth
With counterchange of cloud and fire;—
Then let her sing as Love has willed
Of mimic loves that die in air,—
A deeper strain my soul has filled,
Herself the music there.

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THE RENEWAL OF YOUTH

ARGUMENT

The poem opens with a recurrence to previous expressions of unrest and baffled inquiry into the problems of the unseen world (1—22). It is intimated that the present reflections are made from a point of view which gives their author a subjective satisfaction, though he expressly disclaims the power of conducting other minds to the same point (23—32). Since, however, many persons have attained, by various pathways, to some form of faith or peace, it is thought that they may be interested in a sketch of some of the feelings to which an assured hope of immortality gives rise (33—56). One of the simplest of such feelings is the impulse of enterprise and curiosity evoked by the hope of being ultimately able to explore the mysteries of the starry heavens (57—80). Yet it is plain that such investigations,—which may be carried to an inconceivable point even by men still living on our planet,— can afford no real insight into a spiritual world (81—92). The universe, as spiritually conceived, can be apprehended only by the development and elevation of the soul herself (93—106). Such spiritual apprehension may indeed be plausibly derided as imaginary, and compared to the search for San Borondon,—the Aprositus or “Unapproachable Island” of Ptolemy,—which under certain atmospheric conditions is still apparently visible from the Peak of Teneriffe, but which consists in reality of a bank of vapour (107—126). In reply to this, the difficulty of advancing adequate credentials for any announcement of spiritual discovery is fully admitted, but the analogy of the quest of San Borondon is met with the case of Columbus, who, starting himself also from the Canaries on an adventure in which few sympathized, discovered a real country (127—142). Men, however, who suppose themselves to discern spiritual verities must fully acquiesce in being considered


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dreamers (143—158). They do not look, in fact, for popular applause, but draw a peculiar delight from the interpenetration of the common scenes of life by their farreaching memories, meditations, and hopes (159—202). Among these meditations the question of repeated existence on this planet, whether before or after our present life, naturally occurs (203—214). However this may be, death must be regarded as a deliverance, and life on earth as a tumult of sensations through which the main current of our spiritual being should run untroubled and strong, like a river through a clamorous city, or like Aeneas marching through the phantoms of the under-world (215—252). No exemption, indeed, can be promised from sorrow; but under the influence of these great hopes sorrow will be divested of its former bitterness, and felt to be directly educative (253—280). Nor, assuredly, could any conception of a future life be satisfactory which did not involve perpetual effort and consequent advance,—an advance whose ultimate goal seems to lie largely in an increased power of spiritually helping other souls (281—296). It need not be presumptuous to aspire to such developments, however remote from man's present insignificance, since the longest periods which astronomy can measure need bring no cessation to the upward efforts of the soul (297—308). In view of such high possibilities, a stern and thorough spiritual training is to be desired (309—318). A frequent experience shows that the stimulating influence of sorrows endured in common, or even of the separation of death, is usually needed to raise human love to the highest development of which earth admits (319—336). In like manner, all surrounding circumstances, of whatever kind, should be used as means of self-improvement. If they be uncongenial, they may be made to give stoical strength (337—344). And, on the other hand, artistic and emotional enjoyment, instead of alluring the soul earthwards, may stimulate her progress by suggesting the loftier delights to which she may in time rise (345—360). Art, indeed, in all its manifestations, seems directly to suggest an ideal world (361—364). This is true of Poetry (365—378), and of Painting,—as Tintoret's “Paradise” may serve to indicate (379—400). With Music this is markedly the case; for although, as in operas of Mozart's, Music gives full voice to human love, she also (especially in the hands of Beethoven) creates the impression that she is perpetually overpassing the range of definable, or

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even of mundane, emotion (401—418). Nor does this impression seem referable to any purely subjective element in composer or auditor (419—430). It may rather be conceived as the necessary result of the position of Music as a representative of the laws and emotions of a supersensual world (431—446). Such Love, moreover, as can be experienced on earth is felt at its highest moments to be only an earnest of what may exist elsewhere (447—458). Nay, even if already felt as complete and satisfying, it must not limit its outlook to this life alone (459—470). Yet, on the other hand, the love felt on earth is truly sacred and permanent, and, as we may believe, will never be forgotten by the soul at any stage of advance (471—498). Finally, it is by maintaining life and love at a high degree of energy that we may hope to penetrate ever nearer to the central and divine life (499—518). And in the profound peace which even on earth may accompany this sense of progressive union with the divine, all personal fear and sorrow,—nay even the anguish of desolating bereavement,—may disappear in a childlike faith (519—548).

Ah, could the soul, from all earth's loves set free,
Plunge once for all and sink them in the sea!
Then naked thence, re-risen and reborn,
Shine in the gold of some tempestuous morn,
With one at last to lead her, one to say—
Come hither, hither is thy warlike way!—
Oh that air's deep were thronged from heaven to hell
With shadowy shapes of barque and caravel,
On rays of sunset and on storms that roll
Swept to a last Trafalgar of the soul!”
Ah me! how oft have such wild words confessed
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When all the embracing earth, the inarching blue,
Seemed the soul's cage no wings might battle through,
And Faith was dumb, or all her voices vain,
Against the incumbent night, the baffling pain;—
Dumb, till some mastering call, with broadened scope,
Should ring the evangel of authentic hope,—
Show the strong soul, aroused, alive, afar,
From death's pale peace delivered into war,—
Bid Life live on, nor Love disdain to sing
Mid fading boughs his anthems of the spring.
Nathless, my soul, if thou perchance hast heard,
I say not whence, some clear disposing word,—
If on thy gaze has oped, I say not where,
Brighter than day the light that was thy prayer,—
Thereon keep silence; who of men will heed
That secret which to thee is life indeed?
For if thou sing of woes and wandering, then
Plain tale is thine, and words well-known to men;
But if of hope and peace, then each alone
Must find that peace by pathways of his own.

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Yet many are there who some glimpse have seen
From this world's cave of waters wide and green,
Who have striven as strive they might, and found their rest
Each in such faith as for each soul is best;—
To such thy message lies, nor needs inquire
What path has led them there where they desire;—
If in sweet trance it hath to some been given
To stand unharmed in the outmost porch of heaven,—
To have seen the flamy spires of mounting prayer,
Crowns of election hanging in the air,
And guardian souls, and whatso waits to bless
Man all unknowing in all his loneliness;—
Or if the Father for their need have sent
No separate call nor strange admonishment,
Only such hopes as in the spirit spring
With a new calm that brooks not questioning,
Such loves as lift the ennobled life away
From earth and baseness thro' their native day,
Such faith as shines, far-off and undefiled,
Guessed in the glad eyes of a stainless child.
For such as these find thou, my heart, a voice
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For souls at peace obscurely to express
Gleams of the light which cheers their steadfastness.
Ah me, how oft shall morn's pellucid ray
Stir the high heart for the unknown wondrous way!
How oft shall evening's slant and crimson fire
Immix the earthly and divine desire!
What yearning falls from twilight's shadowy dome
For the unchanged city and the abiding home!
Yet chiefliest when alone the watcher sees
Thro' the clear void the sparkling Pleiades,
Or marks from the underworld Orion bring
His arms all gold, and night encompassing,—
With night's cold scent upon his soul is borne
Firewise a mystic longing and forlorn
To strike one stroke and in a moment know
Those hanging Pleiads, why they cluster so;—
Thro' night to God to feel his flight begun,
And see this sun a star, that star a sun.
How might one watch the inwoven battalions sweep,—
A dance of atoms,—drifting in the deep!
Ah, to what goal—firm-fixed or flying far—
Drives yon unhurrying undelaying star?

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Thro' space, if space it be, past count or ken,—
Thro' time, if that be time, not marked of men,—
From what beginning, what fire-fountain hurled
Burst the bright streams, and every spark a world?
And yet, methinks, men still to be might learn
Whatever eye can fathom, sense discern,
Might note the ether's whirl, the atom's play,
The thousand secrets thronging on the ray,—
Till for that knowledge' sake they scarce could bear
Veilless the tingling incidence of air;—
And yet no nigher for all their wisdom grew
To the old world's life, and pulse that beats therethro',
While round them still, with every hour that rolls,
Swept some unnoted populace of souls,—
Undreamt-of lay, as ere earth's life began,
The open secret and the end of man.
O living Love, that art all lives in one!
Soul of all suns, and of all souls the sun!
Earth, that to chosen eyes canst still display
The untarnished glory of thy primal day;—

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Blue deep of Heaven, for purged sight opening far
Beyond the extreme abysm and smallest star;—
By subtler sense must those that know thee know;
Thy secret enters with a larger flow;
On her own deeps must the soul's gaze begin
And her whole Cosmos lighten from within,—
Showing what once hath been, what aye must be,
Her Cause at once and End, her Source and Sea,—
Felt deeplier still, as still she soars the higher,
Her inmost Being, her unfulfilled Desire.
“Ah dreamers!” some will say, “whose wildered ken
Shapes in the mist a Hope denied to men!
Too happy! hard to find and hard to keep
Such mythic haven in the guideless deep!
Ye think ye find; and men there are who thus
Themselves the enchanted isle Aprositus
Have seen from Teneriffe; to them was known
The eastward shadow of its phantasmal cone,
And the blue promontory, and vale that fills
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They saw them plain; yet all the while they wist
That San Borondon is but of the mist,
And such bold sailors as have thither prest
Come bootless back from the unrewarding quest;
Or if, they say, they touch it, they are driven
Far forth by all the angered winds of heaven,
And nevermore win thither, nevermore
Tread with firm feet that legendary shore,
Retrack the confluent billows, or survey
From poop or prow the innavigable way.”
Must then all quests be nought, all voyage vain,
All hopes the illusion of the whirling brain?
Or are there eyes beyond earth's veil that see,
Dreamers made strong to dream what is to be?
How should such prophet answer that his faith
Were in firm land and not a floating wraith?
What skill should judge him? who to each assign
The secret calling and the sight divine?
Say, by what grace was to Columbus given
To have pierced the unanswering verge of seas and heaven,
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Their wilder voice than voices of the dead;
Left the dear isles by Zephyr overblown,
Hierro's haven and Teyde's towering cone,
And forth, with all airs willing and all ways new,
Sailed, till the blue Peak melted in the blue?
And these too, these whose visionary gaze
Haunts not those weltering crimsoned waterways,
Whose dream is not of summer and shining seas,
Ind, and the East, and lost Atlantides;—
Who are set wholly and of one will to win
Kingdoms the spirit knows but from within,—
Whose eyes discern that glory glimmering through
The old earth and heavens that scarcely veil the new;—
Let them say plainly; “Nay, we know not well
What words shall prove the tale we have to tell;
Either we cannot or we hardly dare
Breathe forth that vision into earthly air;
And if ye call us dreamers, dreamers then
Be we esteemed amid you waking men;
Hear us or hear not as ye choose; but we
Speak as we can, and are what we must be.”

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Nor much, in very sooth, shall these men need
The world's applausive smile or answering meed;
Whose impulse was not of themselves, nor came
With Phœbus' call and whispering touch of Fame,
But for no worth of theirs, and past their will,
Fell like the lightning on the naked hill.
To them the aspects of the heavens recall
Those strange and hurrying hours that were their all;
For to one heart her bliss came unaware
Under white cloudlets in a morning air;
Another mid the thundering tempest knew
Peace, and a wind that where it listed blew;
And oped the heaven of heavens one soul before
In life's mid crash and London's whirling roar;—
Ay, and transfigured in the dream divine
The thronged precinct of Park and Serpentine,
Till horse and rider were as shades that rode
From an unknown to an unknown abode,
And that grey mere, in mist that clung and curled,
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Or long will one in a great garden stray
Thro' sunlit hours of visionary day,
Till, in himself his spirit deepening far,
The things that are not be the things that are,
And all the scarlet flowers and tossing green
Seem the bright ghosts of what elsewhere hath been,
And the sun's gold phantasmal, ay, and he
A slumbering phantom who has yet to be.
Or one from Plato's page uplifts his head
Dazed in that mastering parley of the dead,
Till at dark curfew thro' the latticed gloom
What presence feels he in his lonely room,
Where mid the writ words of the wise he stands
Like a strange ghost in many-peopled lands,
Or issuing in some columned cloister, sees
Thro' the barred squares the moon-enchanted trees;
Till, when his slow resounding steps have made
One silence with their echoes and the shade,
How can he tell if for the first time then
He paces thus those haunts of musing men,
Or once already, or often long ago,
In other lives he hath known them and shall know,
And re-incarnate, unremembering, tread
In the old same footsteps of himself long dead?

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Ay, yet maybe must many an age have past
Ere on this old earth thou have looked thy last;
Oft shall again thy child-eyes opening see
A strange scene brought by flashes back to thee;
Full oft youth's fire shall leap thy veins within,
And many a passion stir thee, many a sin,
And many a spirit as yet unborn entwine
Love unimagined with new lives of thine,
Ere yet thou pass, with thy last form's last breath,
Through some irremeable gate of death,
And earth, with all her life, with all her lore,
Whirl on, of thee unseen for evermore.
Ah, welcome then that hour which bids thee lie
In anguish of thy last infirmity!
Welcome the toss for ease, the gasp for air,
The visage drawn, and Hippocratic stare;
Welcome the darkening dream, the lost control,
The sleep, the swoon, the arousal of the soul!
Stayed on such hope, what hinders thee to live
Meanwhile as they that less receive than give?
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Envy, or fear, or vex thyself with men?
Only care thou that strong thy life and free
Inward and onward sweep into the sea;
That mid earth's dizzying pains thou quit thee well,
Whose worst is now, nor waits a darker hell.
So,—round his path their lair tho' Centaurs made,
Harpies, and Gorgons, and a Threefold Shade,—
Yet strove the Trojan on, nor cared to stay
For shapes phantasmal flown about his way;
But with sword sheathed in scorn, and heart possest
With the one following of the one behest,
Beheld at last that folk Elysian, where
Their own sun gilds their own profounder air,—
Found the wise Sire, and in the secret vale
Heard and returned an unambiguous tale.
Or so this ancient stream thro' London flows,
Her tumult round him gathering as he goes;
All day he bears the traffic, hears the strife,
Reflects the pageant of that changeful life;
Then day declines; men's hurrying deeds are done;
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Their hopes, their fears, a truce imperious keep;
Sorrows and joys are stilled at last to sleep;
From dark to dark the dim-lit river rolls,
A silent highway thro' that place of souls;
As if he only of all their myriads knew
What sea unseen all streams are travelling to,
And on swirled eddy and silent onset bare
That city's being between a dream and prayer.
Ay, thou shalt mourn, my friend, yet not as when
Thou hadst fain been blotted from the roll of men,
Fain that what night begat thee and what day bare
Might sweep to nothing in the abyss of air,
And the earth engulf and the ocean overflow
Thy stinging shame, the wildness of thy woe.
For now thine anguish suddenly oft shall cease,
Caught in the flow of thy perpetual peace,
Nor aught shall greatly trouble or long dismay
Thy soul forth-faring thro' the inward day,—
Strong in that sight, and fashioned to sustain
Gladly the purging sacrament of pain;—
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Hath chosen to show thee the full fate of man;—
Who not in peace alone hath bid thee go,
But thro' gross darkness, and a wildering woe;
With all his storms hath vext thee, and opprest
With wild despair thy lonely and labouring breast;
Till there hath somewhat grown in thee so strong
That neither force nor fear nor woe nor wrong
Can check that inward onset, or can still
Thy heart's bold hope, thy soaring flame of will;—
Since thou hast guessed that on thy side have striven
A host unknown, and hierarchs of heaven;
With whom shalt thou, in lands unseen afar,
Renew thy youth and go again to war;—
Ay, when earth's folk are dust, earth's voices dumb,
From world to world shalt strive and overcome.
Say, could aught else content thee? which were best,
After so brief a battle an endless rest,
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By the old deeds strengthened mightier deeds to do,
Till all thou art, nay, all thou hast dreamed to be
Proves thy mere root or embryon germ of thee;—
Wherefrom thy great life passionately springs,
Rocked by strange blasts and stormy tempestings,
Yet still from shock and storm more steadfast grown,
More one with other souls, yet more thine own?—
Nay thro' those sufferings called and chosen then
A very Demiurge of unborn men,—
A very Saviour, bending half divine
To souls who feel such woes as once were thine;—
For these, perchance, some utmost fear to brave,
Teach with thy truth, and with thy sorrows save.
That hour may come when Earth no more can keep
Tireless her year-long voyage thro' the deep;
Nay, when all planets, sucked and swept in one,
Feed their rekindled solitary sun;—

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Nay when all suns that shine, together hurled,
Crash in one infinite and lifeless world:—
Yet hold thou still, what worlds soe'er may roll,
Naught bear they with them master of the soul;
In all the eternal whirl, the cosmic stir,
All the eternal is akin to her;
She shall endure, and quicken, and live at last,
When all save souls has perished in the past.
And wouldst thou still thy hope's immenseness shun?
Shield from the storm thy soul's course scarce begun?
These shattering blows she shall not curse but bless;
How were she straitened with one pang the less!
Ah, try her, Powers! let many a heat distil
Her lucid essence from the insurgent ill;
Oh roughly, strongly work her bold increase!
Leave her not stagnant in a painless peace!
Nor let her, lulled in howso heavenly air,
Fold her brave pinions and forget to dare!
So thrives not Love; nor his great glory is shed
On thornless summers and a rosy bed;
Nor oft mid all things fair and full content
Soars he to rapture, blooms to ravishment;—

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But even as Beauty is no vain image wrought
By man's mere senses or adventurous thought,
But founts austere maintain her lovesome youth,
And Beauty is the splendid bloom of Truth;—
So Love is Virtue's splendour; flame that starts
From the struck anvil of impassioned hearts;—
Who though sometimes their Paradisal care
Be but to till Life's field and leave it fair,—
For some sweet years charged only to prolong
Their lives' decline in new lives clear of wrong;—
Yet oftener these by sterner lessons taught
Shall know the hours when Love is all or naught,
When strong pains borne together and high deeds done,—
Ay, sundering Death by severance welds in one.
Thus be all life thy lesson; raised the higher
By whatsoe'er men scorn, or men desire;—
If lives untuned raise round thee a jarring voice,
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Since fed by each strife won, each strenuous hour,
The strong soul grows; her patience ends in power;
And from the lowliest vale as lightly flown
As from a mount she soars and is alone.
Or thou, if all the arts their wealth have blent
To fashion some still home magnificent,
Wherein at eve thine heart is snared and tame
With lily odours and a glancing flame,
While sighs half-heard of women, and dim things fair,
Make the dusk magical and charm the air;—
If in that languorous calm thine ardours fade
And half-allured thy soul is half-betrayed,—
Yet with one thought shalt thou again be free,
Rapt in pure peace and inward ecstasy,
Since art and gold are but the shine and show
Of that true beauty which thy soul shall know;—
Ay, these things and things better shall she create
Of her own substance, in her glorious state,
When the unseen hope its visible end shall win
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For Art, the more she quickens, still the more
Must stretch her fair hands to the further shore,
Clearlier thro' fading images descry
Her fadeless home, and truth in phantasy.
Say, hast thou so known Art? hast felt her power
Leap in an instant, vanish in an hour?
Marked in her eyes those gleams auroral play
Mixt with this lumour of the worldly day?
Times have there been when all thy joys were naught
To the far following of a tameless thought?
When even the solid earth's foundations strong
Seemed but the fabric and the food of Song?—
In what world wert thou then? what spirit heard
That mounting cry which died upon a word?
Whence to thy soul that urgent answer came,
Force none of thine, and high hopes crowned with flame?
Which from thy lips fell slow, and lost the while
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Yea, and unseen things round the Painter stand;
More than his eye directs the masterhand;
Dimly and bright, with rapture mixt and pain,
A heavenly image burns upon his brain;—
And many guessed it, but to one alone
God's house was open and His household known,—
Because the Lord had shown it him, and set
Such vision in the heart of Tintoret
That to his burning hurrying brush was given
Sphere beyond sphere the infinite of heaven;—
From light to light his leaping spirit flew,
The heaven of heavens was round him as he drew;—
Till clear-obscure in eddying circles lay
The golden folk, the inhabitants of day:—
Crowd all his walls, thro' all his canvas throng,
Those eyes enraptured in a silent song,
Hands of appeal, and starry brows that tell
A yearning joy, a wish inaudible.
So mounts the soul; so for her, mounting higher,
Is fresh apocalypse a fresh desire;
Vision is mystery, and Truth must still
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And Music;—hast thou felt that howsoe'er
Her mastering preludes march upon the air,—
With whatso gladness her full stream she flings
Tumultuous thro' the swirl of terrene things,—
Though she awhile, when the airy notes have flown,
Encompass all men's passion in her own,
Till “ye who know what thing Love is” can see
His wings in the air vibrate enchantingly,—
Yet oftener, strangelier, are her accents set
Toward hopes unfathomed thro' an unknown regret;—
Ah listen! tremble! for no earthly fate
Knocks in that occult summons at the gate;—
Hark! for that wild appeal, that fierce acclaim
Cry to no earthly love with earthly flame;—
The august concent its joyaunce whirls away
From thy soul's compass thro' the ideal day;—
The lovely uplifted voice of girl or boy
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Then hadst thou thought that still the Thracian sent
Thro' all the chords his infinite lament,
Because himself, the minstrel sire of song,
Had loved so passionately, mourned so long,
And taught his seven sweet strings a sighing tone,
And made their wail the answer of his own?
Or must thou deem 'twas but some Past of thine
Confused the stream of Music's cry divine,
Because her entering Orphic touch revealed
Shrines ruined now, bride-chambers shut and sealed,
And thrilling through thee a gleam unwonted shed
On loves long lost, and days immortal dead?
Not so, but Music is a creature bound,
A voice not ours, the imprisoned soul of sound,—
Who fain would bend down hither and find her part
In the strong passion of a hero's heart,
Or one great hour constrains herself to sing
Pastoral peace and waters wandering;—
Then hark how on a chord she is rapt and flown
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Nor speech of thine can her strange thought unfold,
The bars' wild beat, and ripple of running gold,
Since needs must she the unending story tell
Of such sweet mates as with her for ever dwell,
Of very Truth, and Beauty sole and fair,
And Wisdom, made the sun of all that air,
Where now thou art not, but shalt be soon, and thus
Scale her high home, and find her glorious.
And Love? thine heart imagined, it may be,
Himself the Immortal here had lodged with thee?
Thou hadst clomb the heaven and caught him in the air,
And clasped him close and felt that he was fair?—
He hath but shown thee, when thou call'dst him sweet,
His eyes' first glance, and shimmer of flying feet,—
He hath but spoken, on his ascending way,
One least word of the words he hath yet to say,—
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With fair things first-begotten and undecayed,—
Whereof thou too art, whither thou too shalt go,
Live with Love's self, and what Love knows shalt know.
Ah sweet division, excellent debate
Between this flesh and that celestial state,
When Love, long-prayed, hath wrought thee now and here
Peace in some heart so innocently dear
That thought of more than what before thee lies
Seems a mere scorn of present Paradise;
While yet Love rests not so, nor bates his breath
To name the stingless names of Eld and Death;
Knowing, through change without thee and within
His force must grow and his great years begin;—
Knowing himself the mightiest, Death the call
To his high realm and house primordial.
Ah, may the heart grow ever, yet retain
All she hath once acquired of glorious gain!
May all in freshness in her deeps endure
Which once hath entered in of high and pure,
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The grace and power of the old God-given day!
Nay, as some world-wide race count most divine
Of all their temples one first lowly shrine,
Whereat the vow was pledged, the onset sworn,
Which swept their standards deep into the Morn,—
So, howsoe'er thy soul's fate bear her far
Thro' counterchanging heaven and avatar,
Still shall her gaze that earliest scene survey
Where eyes heroic taught the heavenly way,
Where hearts grew firm to hold the august desire
Though sea with sky, though earth were mixt with fire,—
Where o'er themselves they seized the high control,
Each at the calling of the comrade soul.
Ay, in God's presence set them, let them see
The lifting veil of the inmost mystery,
Even then shall they remember, even so
Shall the old thoughts rise, and the old love's fountain flow.
Ah Fate! what home soe'er be mine at last,
Save me some look, some image of the Past!
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Veil and unveil a storm-swept sun in heaven;—
Cold gusts of raining summer bring me still
Dreamwise the wet scent of the ferny hill!
Live then and love; thro' life, thro' love is won
All thy fair Future shall have dared and done:
Whate'er the æons unimagined keep
Stored for thy trial in the viewless deep;—
Though thy sad path should lead thee unafraid
Lonely thro' age-long avenues of shade;—
Though in strange worlds, on many a ghostly morn,
Thy soul dishomed shall shudder and be forlorn;—
Yet with thee still the World-soul's onset goes;
Wind of the Spirit on all those waters blows;
Still in all lives a Presence inlier known
Is Light and Truth and all men's and thine own;
Still o'er thy hid soul brooding as a dove
With Love alone redeems the wounds of Love;
Still mid the wildering war, the eternal strife,
Bears for Life's ills the healing gift of Life.

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Live thou and love! so best and only so
Can thy one soul into the One Soul flow,—
Can thy small life to Life's great centre flee,
And thou be nothing, and the Lord in thee.
And therefore whoso reaches, whoso knows
This ardent peace, this passionate repose,—
In whomsoe'er from the heart forth shall swell
The indwelling tide, the inborn Emmanuel,—
Their peace no kings, no warring worlds destroy,
No strangers intermeddle and mar their joy;
These lives can neither Alp on Alp upborne
Hurl from the Glooming or the Thundering Horn,
Nor Nile, uprisen with all his waters, stay
Their march aerial and irradiant way;—
Who are in God's hand, and round about them thrown
The light invisible of a land unknown;
Who are in God's hand; in quietness can wait
Age, pain, and death, and all that men call Fate:—
What matter if thou hold thy loved ones prest
Still with close arms upon thy yearning breast,
Or with purged eyes behold them hand in hand
Come in a vision from that lovely land,—

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Or only with great heart and spirit sure
Deserve them and await them and endure;
Knowing well, no shocks that fall, no years that flee,
Can sunder God from these, or God from thee;
Nowise so far thy love from theirs can roam
As past the mansions of His endless home.
Hereat, my soul, go softly; not for long
Runs thy still hour from prime till evensong;
Come shine or storm, rejoice thee or endure,
Set is thy course and all thy haven is sure;
Nor guide be thine thro' halcyon seas or wild
Save the child's heart and trust as of the child.