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One Hundred Holy Songs, Carols, and Sacred Ballads

Original, and suitable for music [by Jean Ingelow]

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[O Christ of God, in my good days]

“To know...the fellowship of His sufferings.”

O Christ of God, in my good days
I found Thee, both in work and praise;
But now the cup of pain I drink
And fail to find Thee there,—and sink.
Sore is the weight doth on me lie,
Jesu, I shall not live but die;
Thee have I loved, yet fear is now,
And though Thou diedst, I find not how.
In toil for Thee in holy strife
Thy death was hid from me by life;
Now sinks my heart, now fails my breath,
Thy life is hid from me by death.
I faint, and at Thy Cross lie low;
There is no resting, Lord, but so!
The abhorrèd nails my lips do meet,
My arms embrace Thy bleeding feet.
O depth of pain: forget, my soul,
Thy little part; behold the whole.
O Christ, Thy thorns have woundèd me,
Of Thee redeem'd, I bleed with Thee.
What dost Thou tell me, dying Lord,
Am not I near to heed Thy word?
I mourn for God, I make my cry
In union with Thy death to die.

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My soul drawn nearer sweetness finds;
The fellowship of suffering binds;
In this dark hour Thou teachest me
My soul is in the dark—with Thee.
I will lay hold, O death divine,
Till all my will is lost in Thine;
Till grief a balm in union prove,
And suffering be assuaged with love.