Poems Old and New by Charles D. Bell | ||
THE ROSY DAWN.
Touching with light green copse and grassy lea,
The world to life is wakening far and wide,
And songs are heard from every bush and tree.
Come, let us hasten where the white thorn blows,
Or to the meadows where the cowslip grows.
And hear you not the strains of Corin's flute?
They take the purple hills with such delight
That not an echo in the glades is mute.
And earth and air and sky are filled with sound,
Great Nature's Hymn, sweet, passionate, profound.
And let us pay our orisons to Heaven;
The lark is singing as she soars on high,
Leaving the nest to which she dropped at even.
They too will rise into the vaulted blue.
And what our choir? The breeze's silver chime;
While clear-voiced streams that rippling gently flow,
Will move with us in sweet melodious time.
O come, and we shall keep glad festival,
And heaven's high gate will open at our call.
TAORMINA, SICILY.
Thick sheltered from the noon-day heat,
'Neath verdurous boughs of grateful shade
By over-arching ilex made,
And breathe the air of Sicily.
Smit by a shaft of golden light,
Keeps ward o'er plain and sapphire sea,
By all who know it claimed to be
The fairest spot in Sicily.
Falls like a song upon the ear,
While soaring upward in her flight,
The lark takes captive with delight
The ravish'd heart of Sicily.
From orange and from citron trees,
From purple hyacinth and rose
And buds that all their sweets disclose,
To breathe their balm o'er Sicily.
I dream my happy waking dreams,
The present is not—faints and dies,—
The past comes up before my eyes,
I live in ancient Sicily.
Dryads and Nereids tread this shore,
Here Arethusa, fair and sweet,
Chased by Alpheus, bold and fleet,
Flies through the fields of Sicily,
Who hears, and turns her, at her prayer,
Into a fountain clear, whose spray,
Bedews with silver mists all day,
The flower-freak'd meads of Sicily.
Gathers in Enna vernal flowers,
Till caught in swarthy Pluto's arms,
He bears her, ravish'd with her charms,
To underworlds from Sicily.
The echoes of the hills prolong,
As in his Amabœan lays,
He chants his lovely island's praise,
In strains that charm all Sicily.
To stainless skies great Etna's towers,
Whose stately spire of virgin white,
Glitters a diamond in the light
That bathes the shores of Sicily.
Enceladus, with fruitless ire,
Would rend his prison walls in twain,
And struggling fiercely 'gainst his chain,
Shakes to its centre, Sicily.
Who in her beauty comes to me,
As through the meads her white feet move,
Her face aglow with light and love,
The fairest maid in Sicily?
A fillet round her golden hair,
With Acis, agile as a fawn,
And beauteous as the early dawn,
That breaks o'er sea-wash'd Sicily.
Telling his woes to hill and grove,
His passion finding ease in song,
Calls Galatea all day long,
To make a heaven of Sicily.
When with white milk the rivers roll'd,
And trees and flowers shed honey-dew,
And heaven was one broad stretch of blue,
'Neath which smiled happy Sicily.
O fuller life! O ampler air!
Here would I dream the hours away,
Dream dreaming the long summer day
That gilds enchanted Sicily.
SPRING.
In pauses of the shower,
The daffodils and mary-buds
Are breaking into flower.
Close to the gates of day;
The blackbird whistles clear and sweet
From yonder hawthorn spray.
Play through the fragrant grass,
And whisper to the little rills,
That warble as they pass.
Are trembling in the breeze,
And from sweet bells and buds of blue
Come murmurous songs of bees.
The primrose stars the grove,
And mating birds in sweetest strains,
Pour out their hearts in love.
That makes the copses ring,
It sings, although no voice is heard,
Because it feels the spring.
New life is in the air,
Now stirs the sap within the bud,
And all the world is fair.
When hills and daisied sod
Shine like the sacred bush of old,
And burn with fires of God.
Because the world is gay,
And troubles fall from off the heart,
That feels the coming May.
THE OLD WORLD AND THE NEW.
Where Pan piped all the summer day,
When meads and groves in silence lay,
And winds were hush'd and waters still,
To hear the footsteps of the May,
That hast'ning, came on flying feet,
To catch his strains divinely sweet.
A beauty graced the jocund day,
Nature grew mute to hear Pan's lay,
While list'ning Fauns became quite still,
As with his reed he call'd the May,
To shed her blossoms at his feet,
Crocus and daffodillies sweet.
With cooler light than that of day,
Then Pan's sweet pipings were heard still,
Calling the myriad-colour'd May
To come on unseen rapid feet,
With buds and blooms to make earth sweet.
The beauty from the summer plains,
Since Nymphs dance not to Pan's gay strains,
Nor with a laughter fill the dales,
Sweet as the skies' refreshing rains,
Or droppings of the silver dew,
Which keep the old world ever new.
Dryads forsaken all the plains,
That mute Pan's reed and dulcet strains,
No echo of them wakes the dales,
Kept ever green by April rains,
But gracious heav'ns still drop their dew,
Less fair the old world than the new—
When Satyrs danced and Nereids fair
Flooded with song th' enchanted air;
A richer than the age of gold,
Sheds blessings round us everywhere;
Since Christ has bow'd the arching skies,
All heav'n itself around us lies—
Must keep the world for ever fair,
And glorify both earth and air,
Turn what it touches into gold,
And make Elysium everywhere,
Not in the past 'neath primal skies,
Forward the happy season lies.
And makes the fair world still more fair,
With troops of Angels throngs the air,
Who o'er us fold their wings of gold,
And wait upon us everywhere;
Since Truth has come down from the skies,
On all the world God's blessing lies.
IN THE ESCURIAL.
Who tramples crown and laurel under feet;
Who treats the sceptre as it were a toy,
And drags the proudest hero from his seat,—
King Death, who over other kings holds reign,
Entered the palace of the king of Spain.
Against the presence of the arch-despair;
Nor could a nation, tho' it fondly bore
Its sovereign on its heart to God in prayer;
So Death, inexorable, forced his way
Into the chamber where Alfonso lay.
The muffled bells,—the cannon's deep-mouthed boom,
Told to a waiting people the sad tale,
And o'er each household threw a sombre gloom.
With face all white and still, upon his bed,
The royal majesty of Spain lay dead.
The silent watchers stood around his bier;
And then they bore him from the palace gate
With measured tread, while dropp'd full many a tear.
Princes and nobles followed in a train,
Worthy the old magnificence of Spain.
By grey Escurial's ancient splendours crown'd,
Wound past the monastery, dark and still,
From whose old walls rose burial chant profound,
Holding within it passionate gusts of pain,
That surged and swell'd, then, dying, sank again.
Approached the church with solemn pomp and state,
And every head bent lowly at the sight,
As pass'd the line of mourners to the gate,
Whose massive doors were shut against the bier,
For which was entrance sought in accents clear.
Demanded that the portals be thrown wide,
To whom one from the consecrated floor—
“Who asks admission?”—Gravely he replied:
“The King, the twelfth Alfonso makes this claim.”
The gates flew back like magic at the name.
And bid him welcome to the sacred place,
Where white-robed priests the solemn masses sing,
And lift their voice to God in hymns of grace.
And now the coffin, borne by reverent hands,
Is laid in silence where the altar stands.
Which to the bier they reverently bore,
And placed them on the coffin lid; while broke
A thousand lamps in flame from roof to floor;
And all at once the sombre church grew bright,
And nave and chancel glowed with dazzling light.
Clothed the tall pillars, draped the stately walls,
And lent a splendour to the holy fane,
While priests a requiem chanted in their stalls;
A mass was said, the music, sweetly sung,
Thrilled in a silver cadence from each tongue.
And carried with a solemn step and slow
Unto the entrance of that silent land
Where lie in state ranks of dead kings below,
Far from the life of man, the light of day,
In gloom unbroken by a single ray.
Where kings unthroned lay in untroubled rest,
Except the priest, the minister of grace,
With the grand chamberlain, upon whose breast
His hands were cross'd,—he, too, with lowered head,
Entered the silent presence of the dead.
In tombs of marble sleep the kings of Spain,
They laid the twelfth Alfonso, now discrown'd,—
The gallant monarch, tender, quick of brain,—
Who erst had been a nation's hope and pride,
Whose praise was blown thro' kingdoms far and wide.
Unlocked the coffin, raised the glassy lid,
So that the dead king's face all there might see,
No longer 'neath its gold-wrought coverings hid;
And kneeling down 'mid silence still and deep,
Called three times loud,—called as to one asleep.
“Señor! Señor! Señor!” This thrice his cry;
And all above, within the church, did hear
That sharp despairing note of agony;
For from the Duke of Sexto rose the wail,—
Alfonso's friend,—hence every cheek grew pale.
“His majesty replies not to my call;
'Tis true! 'tis true! Alas, the king is dead!”
And big tears dropp'd upon the purple pall;
Then softly he replaced the lid again,
And lock'd the coffin with a look of pain.
Took up the rod of office in his hand,
Broke it in twain across his trembling knees,
And at the coffin's foot laid down his wand;
Then as the guns came sounding thro' the gloom,
And bells toll'd solemnly, he left the tomb.
Death-still he sleeps in monumental gloom,
While hot tears burn the cheek of her who weeps,
That love lies buried in that royal tomb.
She lives and weeps; he dies and is at rest;
Angels, who clearly see, know which is best.
BY THE SEA—KYNANCE COVE.
A day of beauty on the sea,
When summer makes the earth complete,
And gentle gales blow fresh and free.
As on the seething billows come,
And round the rocks their waters pour,
Then break in showers of silver foam.
Upon the wet and golden sand,
And opal lights gleam thro' the spray,
And fall in rainbows on the strand.
And, while the waters curl and cream,
And glide into the soft-curved bays,
Muse in a quiet, happy dream.
For beauty of the earth and sea,
And wonder if God's Paradise
Than this fair scene can fairer be.
BELLAGIO, LAKE COMO.
The vineyards sloping to the strand,
The lake with thousand tints aglow,
And by the whispering breezes fann'd.
Beneath close boughs of arching green,
Which make a canopy of shade,
And form against the sun a screen.
To dream away a happy hour,
And see the lilac blossom shake,
The chestnut bursting into flower.
There comes a sudden flash of song,
The nightingale his tale of love
Sings to his mate the whole day long.
O notes of most delicious pain!
Fear not, sweet bird, it cannot cloy,
Sing me once more that passionate strain.
In solemn thought I often stand,
And mark how in the golden light
The waters ripple on the strand.
Stretch out before the ravish'd eye,
And all the soul with beauty take
As flashing in the sun they lie.
Come chimes of bells, sonorous, clear,
Softly adown the heights they sweep,
And with their music charm the ear.
To send their voices far and wide,
And Echo, startled from her sleep,
Wafts them across the dark blue tide.
Than this, of all the lakes the queen?
Oh happy he whose envied lot
Is cast in this sweet, peaceful scene.
In which to God our vows to pay,
To lift the soul to things divine,
To praise, to worship, and to pray.
Which waking hours may from me take,—
These purple hills,—that silver stream,—
The hills, the woods, the spacious lake?”
Is not a vision of the night,
Nor scene called up by magic wand,
It lies there in the golden light.
Its grace into my very heart,
And with my thoughts its beauty weave
Till it becomes of self a part.
By wood, or stream, or sounding shore,
All other beauty I'd exchange
To stand beside thy wave once more.
BERENICE'S HAIR.
The king must leave for Syrian shore,
And so he caught her to his heart,
And kiss'd her sweet lips o'er and o'er.
With all its wealth of golden hair,
Bright as the ripened corn that shook
And rippled in the summer air:
“'Tis death in life to part from thee!”
She, smiling through her tears, replied,
“My heart will follow after thee.
It left this bosom long ago,
'Tis thine, dear love, and only thine,
In life or death, in weal or woe.”
One lingering look, he passed away;
The sunlight darkened into gloom,
A cloud fell on the cloudless day.
Glittered the spear and flashed the shield,
At sound of trump each heart was thrill'd,
And legions burned to take the field.
He raised a yearning look above,
Where Berenice lonely sat,
Dear as his life, his wife, his love.
From her sad eyes the big tears fall,
And with a faint, low voice she said,
“My love, my husband, and my all.
And o'er the earth and man hold reign,
Look down on him with pitying eye,
Oh bring him safely back again.
All that I have or hold most dear,
Will pour libations day by day,
Will slay for you the spotless steer.
Victorious from this dreadful fight,
And prayers and incense shall not cease
To rise and burn by day and night.”
Her heart was bowed with anxious fears,
Her sweet blue eyes were often wet
With sad and unavailing tears.
Regardless of her grief and woe?
Or did they mock her anxious cares,
The tears that from her eyes would flow?
Where priests in fair white robes were drest,
And there she knelt and vowed again
To sacrifice what she held best.
Its fragrance made the day more sweet,
And sunshine seemed to fill the air,
As showered the ringlets to her feet.
“Euergetes once praised as mine,
The glory of my woman's head,
And lay it on this holy shrine.”
The hair gleam'd brighter than the sun,
Up in his eyes then smiled the wife,
As fell the tresses one by one.
Within the inner sacred shrine;
The rippling coils of golden hair
Made all the temple walls to shine.
Cast o'er Euergetes your shield,
Protect and guard his noble head,
Send him victorious from the field.”
They listened to her pleading cry;
And, pleased with this new proof of love,
They took the tresses to the sky.
And when drew on the shades of even,
At once a constellation new
Flashed in the purple depths of heaven.
And cloudless are the depths of air,
Among the stars and planets bright
Shines brightest Berenice's hair.
THE OLD HOME.
Outside the dear old home,
And thoughts that long had buried lain
Rise up as from the tomb.
All empty is the house and cold,
Fast falls the wintry snow,
And white lies all the world around,
While wild winds round us blow.
With love, and light, and song,
When in a dream of sweet delight
The swift days pass'd along.
Fond voices fill'd with music sweet
The wing'd and joyous hours;
And pleasures sprang around the feet
As spring the summer flowers.
That heart and mem'ry fill,
O joys too precious far to last,
I thought to hold you still.—
I turn away in tears;
Yet still shall keep remembrance green
Through all the coming years.
That haunt each well-known room,
With saddened heart I take my way,
And front the gathering gloom.
Another home attracts me now,
Where lov'd ones for me wait,
Where sorrow sleeps, and woes are dumb,
Beyond the golden gate.
REMORSE.
Her sad eyes turn'd toward the days long past,
And in them burn an unfulfill'd desire,
Bitter and wild regrets, and yearnings vast.
Amongst them friends long vanish'd from the scene,
Who come from out the dark encircling gloom,
And speak of happy times that once had been.
And haunting mem'ries bitter as the rue,
Words she has spoken that she wish'd unsaid,
And acts that if she could she would undo.
And in her ears ring silver songs and mirth,
While as the old days rise again to sight,
She for the first time feels how bless'd was earth.
Her hand she presses to her aching head;
The air grows faint as if with scent of flow'rs
That wither on the coffin of the dead.—
No resurrection for the life once o'er,—
Against such hope is ever closed the gate,
The stone can ne'er be roll'd from that tomb's door.—
Or lightly taken as they daily came,
And this remembrance bows her head to earth,
Touches her haggard cheek with burning flame.
With all that might have been but cannot be,
Adown her wasted face the hot tears fall,
And still she cries,—“Ah, woe is me! Ah me!”
THE THEBAN PLAIN.
The temples and the tombs of mighty kings,
And o'er the Libyan hills her lustre flings,
While on a kingdom's dust I lonely tread.
Here hearts rejoiced, or, wounded, inly bled,
Sick of the hope deferred, the grief that brings
Grey hairs—the cruel jealousy that stings—
The passionate love that yearns, and dies unfed.
Who wept or smiled, or knew the joys of fame?”
A cloud pass'd o'er the moon,—the faint wind sighed,
The pale stars shivered, hid their lambent flame,
And in my ears a ghostly voice replied,
“The greatest are but shadows, or—a name!”
THE VOCAL MEMNON.
The rising sun now visits thee in vain,
No music greets his coming; ne'er again
Thy song shall float the Theban valley o'er,
Or thrilling reach the far Arabian shore,
Never shall fill with music the wide plain.
Methinks thy sightless eyes are full of pain,
Because thou art not as in days of yore.
Kings and their armies passed into the grave;
Great dynasties destroyed, whose fame was blown
Across whole continents, and o'er the wave,
And nothing left the Founder's name to save,
But records traced on walls with weeds o'ergrown.
THE SILENT MEMNON.
Is heard since thine was silent, for since then
The Christ has lived, loved, died amongst us men,
So that the earth is now a sacred shrine,
Hallowed by that great Presence all Divine,
And from it hymns of praise rise up again,
As once before in those far ages when
God's face in Paradise was seen to shine.
Rather rejoice the false bears sway no more;
That faiths have perished that were all outworn,
And in themselves seeds of corruption bore;
That deities of all their glories shorn
Stand silent ever on Time's waveless shore.
THE AFTER-GLOW.
The western skies like molten jewels gleam,
And splendour robes the hills, the palms, the stream,
And turns to gold the sandy level plain,
Where Thebes, the “hundred-gated,” once held reign.
And now he sinks—now fades the last pale beam,
And all the glory passes like a dream
We long to keep, but long to keep in vain.
Like life from death, there springs a radiance new,
That with fresh beauty takes the ravished eye,
A flood of amber, emerald and blue;
Dear God! when sinks my sun, oh grant that I
May leave such after-glow behind me too!
KARNAK BY MOONLIGHT.
And let the mellow moonlight clasp us round.
Make bare thy head: is not this holy ground?
Mark how each sculptured pylon, gate, and wall,
The granite obelisk so fair and tall
Which Hatasu the Queen raised on that mound,
Shine like to silver, while from bound to bound,
All is lit up as though for festival.
Make each carved lotus pillar gleam like snow,
Or set a crown of glory on the night,
For e'en the very shadows seem to glow—
Think you such glories flashed upon the sight
Of the great Ram'ses centuries ago?
THE VESPER BELL.
Come floating across the bay,
Ringing with soft and pathetic knell,
The death of the golden day.
As its music fills the air,
And sounds like a voice from the distant tower,
Calling to psalm and prayer.
As sunset flushes the foam,
And they bow the head, and bend the knee,
Beneath the star-lighted dome.—
And broods o'er the tranquil sea,
Not a song of bird on the silence thrills,
Not a murmur of wandering bee.—
Or one that can bring such calm,
As the vesper hour when the cadenced chime
Steals over the soul like a psalm?
So weary, so full of woes,
But ringeth the Bell to evensong,
And brings the sad hours to close.
DYING WORDS.
And from my glass has run out all the sand,
When you no more shall see me day by day,
Or feel the loving pressure of my hand,
And I have gone into the shadowy land,
I ask for this,—you will not say me nay,—
That memories of me be free from gloom,
Oh, “think of me as in the other room!”
Mourning because I am amongst the dead;
And dreaming sweetly on a painless bed,
Where God has smoothed the pillow for my head,
And bright-winged angels watch around me keep.
Oh, speak not of me in the silent tomb,
But “think of me as in the other room.”
The chambers vary as regards the place—
One lieth to the front, where all aflame
The sky is glowing with the sun's bright face;
The other, to the back, has dimmer grace,
Set also in a smaller, meaner frame:
But is not God in both, dear love? with Whom,
“I pass from this into the other room.”
I know full well you cannot choose but grieve;
But think of all the blessedness we've had.
O home, more happy than I could conceive!
O God, who in my lot such bliss did weave!
Why should dark sorrow all your life consume
When I but pass into “the other room?”
When sitting by our dear hearth all alone,
Your heart will ache, because you think the light,
The bloom, from off your life has passed and gone,
And left it joyless, colourless, and wan,
Bereaved of all you say did make it bright.
But let your mind its calm and peace resume,
And “think of me as in the other room.”
With sin and sorrow, falsehood, wrong and pain,
Wishing for one who used to cheer your life,
Whose joy it was to comfort and sustain,
And help you bear the pressure and the strain,
Whose dearest thought is this—she is your wife,
'Twill touch with light the clouds that darkly loom,
To “think of me as in the other room.”
Unbroken by a voice you loved to hear,
And when I answer not, although you call,
Yet still believing I am very near,
This one sweet thought will check the rising tear,
And hold it on the cheek before it fall,—
Being so near you in “the other room.”
For though removed a little from your sight,
I shall be ever near you, day by day,
And when the evening darkens into night;
And surely it will be a strange delight,
Which all my pain and grief will overpay,
To know that through your life this hope shall bloom
—We meet again within “the other room.”
This line originally ran thus, “Let no thought ever link me with the tomb,” but has been altered in deference to a suggestion of the late lamented Dean of Westminster, who felt that as it now stands it better interpreted “both his own feelings and hers.” To have known from himself that “the Poem faithfully expresses the spirit of those last words and last days,” is naturally a great gratification to the writer, and also that the Dean “read them again and again with increasing consolation.”
A MEADOW AT RYDAL.
The buttercups so thickly grew;
The lanes were full as they could hold
Of orchis and the speedwell blue.
And banks with purple foxgloves lined;
On meadows lay the new-mown hay,
Whose scent came on the summer wind.
Floating along the liquid air;
And pass'd the honied hours there.
That rippled thro' the open glade;
Or churned their mouths in happy dream,
Couched 'neath the elm-trees' leafy shade.
Of azure and of golden air;
The vales shone like an amethyst,
The woods gleamed as the emerald fair.
And birds were warbling in the trees,
A happy voice came wandering by—
“Cuckoo, cuckoo,” on the breeze.
We looked on valley, sky, and hill;
We watched the shadows come and pass,
We drank of Nature to our fill.
Of friends on earth, and friends in heaven;
Of some who lay beneath the sod,
Of some who still to us were given.
Broken at times by happy sigh;
Or by the woodland voice, so soft,
Of “Cuckoo, cuckoo,” passing by.
And gently breathed of peace and rest,
Pass'd from the scene into the soul,
And throned itself within the breast.
I look for others like to thee!
For tho' my head since then is grey,
Nature is more, not less, to me.
Blue noons, fair nights, and gentle springs,
The cuckoo's voice, the cowslip's breath,—
All living, and all lifeless things.
A SUMMER DAY AT AMBLESIDE.
Unbroken save by pipe of joyous bird;
Still is the air, and motionless the clouds—
By not a breeze the sleeping lake is stirr'd.
All nature swoons. No bleating of the flocks
Comes from the meadow grass, or echoes from the rocks.
Blowing from up the dale, and o'er the hills;
But now the storm has passed, and all is bright;
The becks are fuller, and a thousand rills
Rush foaming down the hollows in white streams,
Flashing from crag to crag with rainbow-coloured gleams.
Gemming each shimmering leaf, each spike of grass,
And sweet shy flowers that 'neath the hedgerows run,
To hide their loveliness from all who pass;
While honeysuckle and the golden broom
Fling on the long June day odorous rich perfume.
Climbing the hills, and creeping up the dell;
And all the valley is with light aglow,
And crowned with glory every rugged fell;
Sunshine is on the landscape far and wide,
Sparkles in every mere, and down the country-side.
Each copse, each tarn, and every leafy dell:
Each brawling streamlet, and each tinkling brook—
I know it all by heart, and love it well.
Oft have I watched the daylight dawn, and pale,
And evening wrap the valley in her dusky veil.
Where sunbeams rest upon the house of prayer;
The blazoned windows burn as if on fire;
And, palpitating on the crystal air,
I fancy that I hear the chiming bell,
And distant dreamy music from the organ swell.
And guarded well by Fairfield's purple crest;
Walled in with laurel, and with fragrant bay,
A very Paradise of peace and rest,
With beauty all around, both far and near,
And, full in front, the queen of lakes, fair Windermere.
Haunted by memories of the great and good,
Lies Arnold's favourite home, his sweet Fox How,
Hid in a bower of shrubs and waving wood;
Far from the restless, troubled world withdrawn,
A poet's dream of river, garden, copse, and lawn.
Of cultured minds,—true “sweetness” and true “light!”
Him death had throned long since in his just place—
Man of the ample brain, keen, polished, bright;
But she lived still, the loving tender wife,
Helpmeet and friend through all his grand heroic life.
The rapid sympathies, the genial smile,
The wise, true words from gracious lips that fell,
Charming the listener, as she talked the while,
Now grave—now gay—now earnest with deep thought,
As truths of highest reach before her mind were brought?
Like other memories both sweet and sad;
How the years rob us as they hurry by,
Taking away so much that made us glad!
Yet leaving to us still so much that's bright,
Our path is not all dark,—at worst a chequered light.
For on a tomb is carved a pure white cross,
That tells to all who through the churchyard go,
Her everlasting gain and our sore loss.
Traced on the stone this record fronts the sight,—
“Her meetness for the saints' inheritance in light.”
Of happy hours for ever past and flown!
O bliss, again to stand upon the brink
Of this dear fell, and muse of what is gone!
O pain, to ponder on the days now o'er!
O bliss, to feel this pleasure all my own once more!
The pain that fills my saddened eyes with tears,
The bliss that throbs through all my happy breast,
As here again I feel the joy of years!
I know not which I'd choose, or that, or this,—
The pain so bitter sweet, the sweet yet bitter bliss.
AN AUTUMN DAY AT AMBLESIDE.
And turn'd their glossy green to burning gold;
The twittering swallows chatter on the eaves
Of flight to summer lands from regions cold;
Soft cloudlets rest upon the clear blue sky,
And breezes from the lake come wafted by.
Few plains the golden tillage richly yield,
Few sickles flash, few reapers bind the corn,
Few harvest songs are heard from fold or field;
Stretches there are of emerald pasture-ground,
Girdled by mountain beauty all around.
Glowing with colours of more brilliant dyes
Than gleam from monarch's robes on gala days,
Or strike with sudden light men's dazzled eyes,
As coming forth in royal pomp and state,
He enters halls where thronging courtiers wait.
Each rock and scar bathed in an amber mist
Transfigured seem to shapes divinely fair,
Suffused with orange, rose, and amethyst,
Which o'er their hoary brows a radiance fling,
Bright as the iris on an angel's wing.
That varies with the shifting gleams of light;
Here golden ferns, that rise 'midst mosses green,
Shake out their curling plumes on every height;
There fragrant heath, each bell a pendent gem,
Crowns the deep grass with purple diadem.
The plaintive robin's song, the caw of rooks,
The low of herds in far-off pasture-grounds,
Whispers of leaves and noise of babbling brooks,
With rush of streams that flow in milk-white rills,
Down the blue hollows of the distant hills.
Nor fallen leaves, nor withered flowers, betray
That this proud pomp of splendour all too soon
Shall change, and fade, and pass into decay;
That Winter with his cold and chilling breath,
Shall freeze this beauty all to icy death.
And flush the glowing hills with tender light;
Ye Suns, that rising crimson every mere,
Or setting fringe with gold the skirts of night;
How often have I stood,—as I do now,—
And watched your glories from this sloping brow.
Bring memories of times for ever flown;
Of pleasures in the years so far behind,
And voices silent, and dear friends now gone;
I live a two-fold life within your light—
The past and present are at once in sight.
The valley and the hills, both far and wide;
The quiet village builded here and there,
Part on the plain, part on the mountain-side,
The houses stretching up to Stock Ghyll's Fall;
They were my pastoral charge, both one and all.
That loved ones erst with us, were here again;
What tears unbidden spring up to the eyes,
To know such longings idle are and vain;—
That they who gladdened the bright days of yore,
Shall look with us upon these scenes no more.
And clear, if faint impressions to the mind,
Like to some sweet sad dream of yesternight,
Where pain and pleasure closely intertwined,
Nor knew we which was greatest when the morn
Broke in white beauty o'er the hills forlorn.
Old pleasures and old joys for which we sigh,
Will stay with us, and be for ever ours,
A felt possession that can never die,
And when with fond regret the heart is bow'd,
Will like a rainbow arch the darkest cloud.
When earth lies basking in the golden light;
O mellow moons, that shine with softest rays,
Flooding with splendour all the solemn night;
Pathetic season of the waning year,
Too soon thou diest, linger with us here.
And go the way of all things bright and fair,
Of hopes that die not to revive again—
Of pleasures numbered 'mongst the things that were.
Here all is change—upward we turn our sight;
Suns set not there, nor Moons withdraw their light.
WINTER AT AMBLESIDE.
At times the storms come roaring down the vale,
Across the mountains, through the sounding woods,
Or sweeping up the Ghylls with shudd'ring wail,
Shaking the red-stemmed pines that crown the height,
And stand in graceful forms against the light.
Swelling the torrents in their rocky bed,
Till streams grow rivers, rivers grow to lakes,
And boats might ply where once the reapers sped,
And the whole air is murm'rous with the sound
Of rushing waters foaming all around.
Which stirs the blood and makes the pulse beat high,
And the whole scene is most divinely fair,
Lying beneath a pale and steel-blue sky,
Which sheds a softened lustre o'er the plain,
And on the streams, bound each in glittering chain.
White all the mountain-tops that, crown'd with snow,
Glitter with light intensely bright and keen,
When with the dawn the sky is all aglow,
The colour changing as the morning grows,
From grey to purple, purple into rose.
Feathered with snow they stand up in the light,
All motionless, and not a passing air
Stirs their pure bridal robe of spotless white,
While from each bough clear icicles hang down,
Like flashing diamonds in a monarch's crown.
Voices of skaters from the frozen lake,
The neigh of horse, and bay of deep-mouth'd hound,
The warble of the red-breast in the brake,
The fall from bending branches of the snow,
The slender noise of streams in fetter'd flow.
Fair is each glassy lake, each hoary fell,
Fair are the falls that quiver in the light,
Fair is each ice-bound tarn, each rocky dell,
Fairer than all the night, with moon and star,
Shining like crystals in the heavens afar.
The earth is covered with a snowy shroud,
Her requiem chanted by the wind's rude breath,
In tones now low and soft, now deep and loud,
And Nature lies all wan upon her bier,
And clouds shed down the sympathising tear.
“Ashes to ashes” over those held dear,
And to the earth we give our holy dead,
With throbbings of the heart and many a tear,
And the grave closing o'er the lifeless clay,
We turn with breaking heart to front the day.
No song of bird is heard amongst the trees,
No hint of summer in the sky is found,
No scent of spring gives fragrance to the breeze,
No sign of leaf on valley, copse, or hill;
And the whole earth is barren, cold, and still.
There is a stirring at the roots of things,
A throbbing quick of life in Earth's deep bed,
A promise as of fair and joyous springs;
And buds there are where blossoms folded lie,
Ready to flower beneath the summer sky.
And carry there the bare, yet precious seed,
With hearts that wellnigh break for dear ones sleeping,
Yet trusting Him who is “the Life indeed;”
And able by His grace through tears to sing,
“Where is thy victory, grave; where, death, thy sting?”
Winter shall pass and Spring again shall bloom,
Eternal Summer brighten all the sky,
And smile upon a world without a tomb;
Earth's resurrection shall with blessings come,
And songs shall usher in God's harvest-home.
As round to each dear sleeper's bed He goes
To rouse them with a touch at break of day,
And all His heart with tender love o'erflows,
“The morning breaks, the shadows flee away,
Arise, my love, my dove, and come away!
The song of birds fills all the happy land,
Flowers appear upon the earth once more,
The turtle-dove is heard on every hand.
It is thy Bridegroom's voice to thee doth say,
‘Arise, my love, my dove, and come away!’”
BEFORE.
Thro' night unto the morning grey,
Till on the casement smote the light,
And sudden flashed the day.
With closed and heavy-lidded eye,
And murmurs as of one asleep,
And now and then a sigh.
A fragrant lily in its prime,
That fed on honey'd dew and air,
Had blossomed for a time!
Upon the little snowy bed;
The rippling of her golden hair
With glory touch'd her head.
Which faintly burnt with dull red glow,
Scarce broke the darkness with its light,
Or showed the bed of snow.
It flickered low, it flickered high;
We wondered, with a strange sad fear,
Which life should soonest die.
The close-drawn curtains were withdrawn;
There came a smell of fresh'ning rain
From off the fragrant lawn.
The sweet birds piped from every bush;
'Midst glistening boughs sang songs of love—
Sweetest of all, the thrush.
Fast held in wonder to our place,
Watching a rare and radiant smile
Transfigure all her face.
We prayed in thrilling silence near;
And down our faces flowed at will,
Unchecked, the burning tear.
There rose a sudden, startling cry,
That stayed our weeping, checked our prayer,
As came it ringing by.
She raised her trembling hands on high;
All paleness from the face had fled,
Now flushed with ecstasy.
Her parted lips did gently stir;
We felt Christ, and the Spirits seven,
Communion held with her.
As tho' before her wondering sight
There stretched the way she must pass thro',
All lined with angels bright.
We dared not move, or speak a word;
We knew she saw what no one saw,
And heard what no one heard.
Upon her glowing cheek and brow;
And dawnings of a brighter day
Seemed breaking on her now.
O'er quivering lip, and cheek, and brow;
We knew full well the golden bowl
Was being broken now.
And held her closely there, until
The aching head had sunk to rest,
The tossing arms were still.
The light went slowly from her eyes,
Though still beneath their lashes shone
A look of sweet surprise.
So deep the awe upon her face;
We knew her ransom'd spirit lay
Fast clasped in Christ's embrace;
And drew her to His happy side;
Where now they walked in perfect love,
The Bridegroom and His Bride.
AFTER.
I fell upon the bed and wept;
And there, while nothing moved or stirred,
Shaken by grief I slept.
With throbbing heart and aching head;
For even slumber's self did keep
Some memories of the dead.
I wept no more, no longer sighed,
Though in the chamber where she lay,
And where that morn she died.
And knowing well that she was dead;
And yet no terror choked my breath,
Or bowed my wondering head.
Freed from the weak and mortal frame,
And clad in raiment all of light,
Which flashed like lambent flame.
That bent before his cruel power,
Was but the fair and outward sheath
That held the fragrant flower.
That to my very soul did thrill;
And all my quivering pulses shook,
And all my heart stood still.
I felt that she was leaving me;
I cried, “Oh, let me also die,
That I may go with thee!”
Come ringing down the heavens afar;
And sweeter sounded every word,
Than song of Morning Star.
And glowing rapture filled her eye;
And as upon her ear it broke,
Her glance was raised on high.
That leads through depths of dazzling light,
To worlds where everlasting day,
Place never gives to night.
Where burning suns in glory move;
I saw her mounting thro' the sky,
Drawn by the force of love.
By argent moon, keen, bright, and clear;
Orb after orb flashed on her eyes,
Globed each in silver sphere.
Where gleam the golden gates afar;
At length beneath her feet there lay,
Both sun, and moon, and star.
Until she reached the happy place,
Where God dwells in the perfect light,
And shows His awful face.
Of melody and thrilling song;
And, bathed in glory, there she stood,
Close to the shining throng.
A crown upon His kingly brow,
With dazzling eyes and radiant hair,
And face with love aglow.
Whence flow the living rills of light;
And, stooping down, I saw her drink
The waters pure and bright.
As they beheld her forward come,
Pause in their loud adoring hymn,
To bid her welcome home.
Of the green mystic Tree of Life,
Whose fragrant leaves fall not, nor fade,
Whose boughs with fruit are rife.
That grew in happy gardens there,
And never wither as do ours,
But bloom for ever fair.
And sea of glass that burned with fire,
And starry gates their doors unrolled,
As He led her ever higher.
One to another, as they sang,
In strange delicious melody,
That thro' the heavens rang.
And knew it well from all the rest;
And as she struck her golden lyre,
Methought it sounded best.
Along the crystal floor of heav'n,
Full in the Day of Paradise,
Which never wanes to ev'n.
Thro' bending ranks of angels bright,
Until she stood before the throne,
There lost within God's light.
And then I woke with sudden start,
Full of a sweet, tho' sad surprise,
And throbbings of the heart.
To see her lying on the bed,
Where white, and calm, and still she lay,
One of the blessed dead.
The bitter anguish and the pain;
I said, “O God, Thy will be done,
I ask her not again.
Recall her to this world of woe;
Nor might I, could I speak the word,
Draw her from Thee below.
And follow Thee thro' pastures fair;
Patient I'll tarry here a space,
Then seek her with Thee there.”
WILFRED RAY.
Of English counties fairest, near the Lake
Which by consent is crowned the queen of all,
Sweet Windermere, a market village lies,
Built part upon the fell, part in the vale.
One long street stretches close beneath a hill,
From end to end in length about a mile;
Another clambers up a church-crowned brow,
With houses clustering round a place of graves.
Nor stops the village here; it runs still on,
From which a glorious landscape fronts the eye,—
Here are blue hills, green dales, and silver streams,
And fern-clad fells, and mountains throned in cloud—
The Langdales rising over all to heaven,
And Windermere, a stretch of spacious lake,
Set in a frame of meadow and of wood,
And roar of Stock-Ghyll Force heard far below.
Bright pasture-lands abound, watered by streams
Pure as the river that flowed gently through
The garden planted by the Lord in Eden,
And which, four-branched, ran over sands of gold.
It is a storied country—haunted ground—
Not from its wondrous loveliness alone,
But from the memories of the good and great
Who long had made it their adopted home,—
Poets and scholars, men of note and fame,
Who made their mark upon the world beyond,
And left it better than they found it;—men
Drawn hither by the beauty breathing round,—
Mountains which catch the first gleam of the sun,
And lakes that mirror in their placid breasts
Meadow, and wood, and fell, and rugged scar;
And when the night draws darkness o'er the land,
And sows the purple skies with silver stars,
Glasses their brightness in the tranquil wave.
Fronted the east, or its strong massive spire
Caught on its top the flaming morning rays
As suns at dawn rose over Wansfell's head,
And filled with light the valley far below,
Lived Wilfred Ray, a statesman, well-to-do.
This Wilfred had a story of his own;
And there are those alive who tell it still—
A strange adventure of their native hills.
Rain, hail, and snow, and frost that bound the streams
And spread its icy coating o'er the tarns
And smaller lakes at first; and then the cold
So fierce and bitter grew, and stayed so long,
That Windermere itself at length did yield
Subjection to its thrall, and lay one sheet
Of ice from end to end, from Waterhead
To Newby Bridge, where the small rivulet
Flows murmuring as loth to leave the lake.
At this time Wilfred was some four months old,
The first-born of his parents, and their joy,
A crown of bliss to Ruth and Michael Ray.
Their married life ran on in full content,
Close to the little mill whose dripping wheels
Are washed and turn'd by the tumultuous Stock.
Michael a native was of Ambleside,
Village as yet, and not a busy town,
On what are called improvements, march of mind.
Tourists, who “fly like doves unto their windows,”
Excursion trains, and steam-boats on the lake,
Have robb'd the land of quiet and repose;
And for the summer months send forth
Their crowds like swarms of locusts through the vale.
And yet, 'tis well that toilers from our towns,
Leaving the smoke, the dizzy noise of wheels,
The whirling roar of engines, and the air
Dark, close, and stifling, should come forth, and see
God's face in fair blue skies, in fields and flowers,
And hear His voice in soft and whispering winds,
In rushing torrents, and in foaming falls.
Well, they should breathe at times a purer air,
And see the cloudless heavens bright and clear,
Where prayers may pierce direct, not through a pall
Of yellow smoke, which hides the sun from view.
Ah! well that tender childhood, pale and wan,
Should leave the busy loom, and roaring wheels,
And sometimes see the lambs upon the sward,
And chase the butterfly on flowery meads;
Or mark the bee collecting honied store,
And hear the melody of singing birds.
Haply, they carry back to stifling homes
Some gentler thoughts of Nature, Man, and God.
And glassing great Helvellyn in its wave,
Ruth Ray was born, and came to womanhood.
Here did she grow in beauty year by year,
As innocent and active as a fawn;
To her young feet each grassy slope and dell,
Each tangled copse, each mountain clothed with ferns,
Or bare and naked as the slate itself,
Were things familiar as the sanded floor
Of her own cottage. Well she knew the lake,
Each bay, each landing-place, each shady nook,
To which her boat might smoothly glide, or where
It might be moored with safety to the shore.
At sunny morn, or tranquil eve, she dipped
Right oft her oars in waters all so clear,
That you could see some fathoms down, and watch
The tiny fish, with bright and glistering backs,
Glance swiftly here and there, and in their sport
Rush through the feathery grass, or tangled weed.
She was the idol of her parents' home,
Their only girl. Two stalwart sons they had—
Tall, strong, and with the independent gait
And manly beauty of this northern land.
They helped their father in his farming well,
And mowed the hay, and reaped the scanty crops,
Scarce ripe for sickle ere the winter's breath
Came blowing chilly down the mountain's side.
They drove the sheep up to the hills in spring,
On sweet and spacious tracts of fragrant fell.
To purchase sheep, and stock his little farm—
Seen Fair Ruth Fletcher, gentle, modest, true,
Sweet as the summer, fair as budding spring.
Ah! well remembered he the day when first
They met, she shy as lily of the vale,
That loves the covert of its sword-shaped leaves,
And shrinking, hides its beauty from the sun.
She sat within her boat, close to the shore,
Beneath the shady boughs of birch and pine,
And thinking no one near, beguiled the time
With simple song, which charmed the listening ear;
So clear the voice, so silver sweet the tone,—
To roam o'er dale and hill,
To feel the sweets of liberty,
And wander where I will.
A-well-a-day, heigho!
Softly the breezes blow,
But shadows fall, the light begins to go.
Because I am my own—
Because to none I do belong,
But to myself alone.
Shall it be ever so?
Shall days to come be like the long ago?
Some say 'tis full of care,
And others that 'tis passing fleet,
Gone like a breath of air.
A-well-a-day, heigho!
From joy oft springs our woe,
And quickly pass all brightest things below.
I wander at my will;
Thro' field, o'er fell, I freely range,
By lake, and wood, and hill.
A-well-a-day, heigho!
My heart's my own, I know,
And mine shall be, whoe'er may come or go.
Or tell how Michael wooed, and won her heart.
Nor lightly was she won, this mountain maid.
They had of happy courtship many days.
Ask the green woods, the verdurous hills, the streams,
Where oft in tender dawns, and dewy eves,
They wandered hand in hand together;—ask
The lake, where oft in balmy noons they dipped
The end of all these pleasant meetings this,
Ruth loved as deeply as she was beloved;
And left her home and parents for his sake,
Though not without some trembling and regrets.
Some natural tears shed on her wedding-day,
When she had turned to leave the church with him,
Whose life would be henceforth one life with hers,
Through all the happy years of wedded bliss.
He bore her proudly home—her home and his—
And found she was a light within the house—
An ever-present brightness and a joy,
Her voice made ceaseless music in his heart,
Her love refreshed him after hours of toil,
And all too quickly fled the months away,
As some great river flows whose rapid stream
Knows neither let nor hindrance in its flow;
And one fair autumn day a child was born,
And Ruth became the mother of a boy,
Which brought another joy to Michael's home,
And brimmed his cup, until it overflowed,
And sang his heart, as sing the birds in May.
Ruth rose betimes, prepared for early walk,
To Patterdale across the fells; for news
Had come her father was not well, and yearned
To have her near him some two days or more.
Of her fair child—the boy would cheer
The old man's heart, and do him worlds of good.
So she made ready for her wintry walk,
By Kirkstone Pass, and thence to Patterdale.
Michael and she had never parted since
Their marriage day. And could he have his wish,
They had not parted now; but he was bound
To meet at Grasmere on that very day
The land-steward from the Hall, and there with him
To settle rent and terms for lease of farm
He fain would add to that which now he held.
But still for love's sweet sake he went with her
A mile or so, and carried his sweet boy,
Who crowed, and laughed, and brimful was of glee,
As though the bright and bracing air had sent
Fresh strength through all his round and rosy limbs.
He left her where the lonely Kirkstone Pass
Comes into view—a Pass which, steep and wild,
With rocks fantastic, leads by Hartsop Fell,
Down to the winding Deepdale, near which gleams
Fair Brothers Water. There they kissed and parted,
And hope and love sang sweetly in their hearts,
For on the third day they should meet again.
Her father's house she reached a little tired,
And found the old man better, glad, and moved
To see her and the infant, who, not strange,
Looked out at him, with great blue wondering eyes,
The visit was a happy one though brief,
And when she said “Good-bye,” 'twas with the hope,
That as the spring returned with genial breath,
And vernal breezes blowing soft and mild,
They all might meet again; and “father, he
Should come,” she said, “and bring her mother too,
And visit her and Michael, as they once
Had done before; and sure she was the change
Would do them good, and gladden all their hearts.”
With scudding clouds, that fled before a wind
Biting and bitter, threatening fall of snow.
They fain had kept her, but she would not stay;
“Michael expected her, they were to meet
Upon the Kirkstone Pass, so he had said.
She would not disappoint him, had no fears,
Was strong and well, the snow might never come,
Or, if it did, would not be much—a storm,
And over.” So against their wish she took
Her way, and wrapped the babe in many a shawl,
And pressed him to her breast to keep him warm.
And then she journeyed bravely on her road,
Along the rugged pathway, torn by rains,
And broken by the torrents from the hills.
She crossed the little bridge, beneath whose arch
And by the hills that, 'neath a leaden sky,
Looked black and frowning, and then up the dell,
Close by High Hartsop, nestling 'neath Dove Crags.
So for some weary miles upon her way.
The ruthless wind swept fiercely down the vale,
Whirling white flakes of snow, which now fell fast,
And blotted out the heavens, and the hills
To right and left, and blocked up all the paths.
Poor Ruth! Soon wearied with the ceaseless fight
Against the tempest, breathless, blinded too,
By showers of driving sleet, she could but stop,
And turn her from the wind, then sink all faint
Upon a crag that jutted on the road.
Her babe began to cry; she pressed it close,
And held it firmly to her throbbing heart,
Then breathed a piteous, earnest prayer to God.
There was no other help; no house was near,
Not even shepherd's hut upon the waste,
And desolation reigned around. Still roared
The savage wind; still fell the pitiless snow;
Still darker grew the day, and drifting mists
Came down, and settled on the mountain-tops,
And threw a ghostly shroud o'er all the land.
Ruth struggled to her feet again; again
The tempest's fury fronted, and held on
With slow and aching feet, and fainting heart.
The boy was heavy in her arms, a weight
Had she to battle with the storm alone,
She would have kept up heart, and bravely fought
Against the blustering wind, and driving snow.
But with her babe she knew the fight was vain.
A feeling came upon her of despair;
She thought of home, her happy, happy home—
Her husband, and his love, and all the loss
To both; her infant too; the certain death
Before the boy and her, unless some help
Were quickly sent her by a pitying God;
And a sharp cry, that tore her heart in twain,
Burst from her lips, of “Michael! Michael! Michael!”
This passed, and then she turned her thoughts to God,
And tried to bend to His her will, and say,
“Not mine, O Father! oh, not mine, but Thine!”
And then she cried, “My boy, oh, save my boy!
For me, if I must die, so be it, Lord,
I'll lay me down upon this bed of snow,
And fall asleep, content to wake in heaven;
But spare my babe, good Lord, for Michael's sake,
I die in peace, if Thou wilt spare my boy.”
And then she stripped herself of cloak and shawl,
Of all in dress she had of soft and warm,
And laid part in a crevice, 'twixt two crags,
A woollen bed on which the babe might lie,
And part wrapped round her darling, who then smiled
The last that she should ever press upon
Those rosy lips, she laid him, with a prayer,
As Moses was committed to the ark,
Between the spaces of the sheltering crags,
Where neither snow could reach, nor tempest come;
This done, she couched beside him on the snow—
The white and wintry bed of freezing snow,
Her only thought to screen him from the wind;
Her body flung between her child and death.
And there she lay till numbing sleep came on,
And wrapped her in its fatal lethargy.
Then blacker grew the eve, the shadows fell;
The drifts came down on mountain and on moor,
And drew a dreary pall o'er all the vale.
Detained an hour or more, against his will.
When he was free again—the business done—
He hurried off at once to meet his wife,
Hoping to reach the little inn, that crowns
The Kirkstone Pass, somewhere about the noon;
And after resting there awhile with Ruth,
To leave for home again, before the short
And wintry-looking day, which threatened storm,
Closed in, and darkness fell upon the vale.
Lightly he trod the road all hard beneath;
And then the snow began to fall, and winds
He heeded not the weather, but passed on,
Thinking of that glad meeting at the end.
So for a while. But thicker grew the air,
And faster fell the snow, and louder roared
The wind across the fells all dark and dull,
And shrieked adown each ghyll and mountain gorge,
As if avenging spirits were abroad
On mere and mountain all along the waste.
At last his eyes were blinded by the flakes
That, cold and white, were driven in his face;
And as the road was choked up by the drift—
Stone wall and hedge being level with the path—
He lost himself, and wandered on the Screes,
And knew not where he was, or where the way,
And so stood still, perplexed what next to do;
And as he stood there, doubting, on the fell,
He fancied that he heard a plaintive voice—
A voice like Ruth's, low, pleading in its tone,
And somewhat smothered, calling three times o'er,—
“Michael! Michael! Michael!” He started wild,
Shuddered, and clasped his hands in agony,
And shrieked out, “Ruth! Dear Ruth!” Then, “Ruth!”—again,
“Where art thou, Ruth?” Then waited for reply
That never came upon his straining ear:
No answer was there now but that of winds
That drove in drifts the falling clouds of snow.
Moved blindly on, and might have wandered there
Till lost in some deep pit or treacherous chasm,
Had not a shepherd's dog, sent out in search
Of some poor straggling sheep, crouched at his feet
And barked, as glad to see a human face.
The dog he followed—followed numb and cold,
With aching feet, slow steps, and sinking heart,
Unto the lonely inn, where travellers rest
Who cross the Pass, and which doth proudly claim
To be the “Highest house inhabited”
Within the pleasant borders of our isle.
'Twas evening now, and all was dark and drear;
The landscape wrapped in winding-sheet of snow,
Which covered o'er the dead and buried earth.
And Ruth, where was she? Ruth, his wife, his life?
Where the dear babe that filled his home with joy?
Not there. They had not seen, or heard of her.
Perchance she had not left her father's house,
But stayed at Patterdale until the storm
Should pass. Surely they'd keep her at their hearth
On such a day as this, nor let her leave
Until the wild and driving tempest pass'd;
So Michael hoped—so Michael fondly prayed.
But still he had a terror at the heart,
—A strange and dreadful fear that blanch'd his cheek,
And smote him with an anguish beyond words.
Still must he wait, in doubt until the morn,
The storm now somewhat lulled, and the wind fell,
And the snow ceased, the sky began to clear,
While, 'midst the rack of scudding clouds,
A friendly star shone faintly in the blue.
No bed did Michael press that awful night,
But by the lonely fire, in thought and prayer,
He watched the breaking of the wintry dawn.
Soon as the first faint glimmer streaked the sky,
He and his host—a man of kindly heart,
Who made poor Michael's grief his own—the dog,
Which led him to the inn the night before,—
Started for Ullswater, along a road
Some six feet deep in snow. The morn was calm
As though no blustering wind had ever blown
Across the hills, or blast had scourged the clouds.
Poor Michael ne'er forgot that early walk,—
That wintry scene, his steps that sank full oft
In the white drift, the faint and hopeless hope,
The sickening doubt, the agonizing prayer,
The anguish gnawing at his quivering heart!
The shepherd-dog ran swiftly on before,
His pace the quickest o'er the yielding snow.
Just as they reached the bottom of the Pass,
Not far from Hartsop, where the little road
Begins to wind and curve to Goldrill Bridge,
He came to sudden pause, and sniffed the ground,
Then raised his head again, and uttered loud
Through the bright frosty air, smote on the ear
Of Michael, striking to his faltering heart,
Until he staggered 'neath the awful dread
That wrung and tortured him, and brought the sweat
In drops of anguish to his dizzy brow.
He never knew with what a frantic bound,
With what a piercing cry of agony,
He reached the spot where howled the shepherd-dog;
And stooping down, to what at first sight seemed
A frozen mound of snow, he found his Ruth—
His wife—life of his life—heart of his heart—
Ruth stiff and cold upon her bed of snow;
Snow was her winding-sheet, snow wrapped her round,
Snow veiled her face, now whiter than itself.
Dead! Yes, poor Ruth was dead! The mother's love
Shone forth in sacrifice; love strong as death,
Yea, stronger far, and trampling upon death,
And rising more than conqueror o'er his fear.
The baby lived, and smiled a faint, sad smile,
As they unwound it from its pile of shawls;
Then cried in wailing tones and low—poor babe!
Lacking the nourishment it used to have
From the dear mother's breast; but safe and well,
And, far as they could see, unhurt, unharmed,
Spite the dread night it spent amid the snow.
Thanks to that God who planted in his home
So sweet a flower, to soothe his bitter grief,
And keep his heart from breaking. Long it was
Before he lifted up the head, whose hairs
Had turned to grey, changed by the agony
Of that one night,—his loss,—the crushing grief—
That pressed upon a sad and desolate soul.
Long, long it was before he could resume
The even tenor of his former life.
For flock, and farm, and field, in which he used
To take so much delight, a burden grew;
And though a man of faith and prayer, he found
It hard to say, “God's will, be done, not mine”—
And had it not been for the grace that fights
And conquers Nature, he had gained no power
To bow his head, and say the words at all.
Long was he restless—ranged the hills, the dales,
And sought for peace of mind 'midst Nature's scenes,
Where he met God alone, and prayed for strength
To suffer, and be patient, nor repine.
In the church too, so simple, plain, and rude,
He listened for all words of rest and hope,
And learned that God is good, that all His ways,
Though sometimes dark, hard oft to understand,
Are full of wisdom, mercy, truth, and love.
Thus, though his heart was breaking 'neath the blow,
He bowed his head to kiss the hand that smote,
Her grave, that lay outside the little church,
Was ever kept fresh dressed with fragrant flowers;
And here he oft was found, at early morn,
And in the shadows of the quiet eve.
So years passed on, and Wilfred, his dear boy—
Ruth's image, with her eyes, and sunny hair—
Grew from a child to lad, from lad to man,
And was his father's comfort and his joy;
And Michael felt, so long as he was spared,
His mother's spirit was not lost to earth.
TARN HAWSE.
Fills a tender evening sky,
Flushed with the hues of a sun that sinks
Behind the blue hills to die.
In a tremulous sea of light,
Shines in a beauty which graces the eve,
And gladdens the coming night.
In the heart of the glowing west,
Large and lambent and all aflame,
Like a jewel on lady's breast.
With an outline clear and bold,
Stretches as far as the eye can reach,
In many a wavy fold.
Yet soft in the tender gloom,
Are rich with colour from crown to base,
From the heather's crimson bloom.
With a fringe of fragrant grass,
Reflects the skies and the clouds and the hills
In waters as still as glass.
Rears up its crest on high,
And Wetherlam raises its curving ength
Against the darkening sky.
A diadem dark of cloud;
And Scawfell, robed in his mists, looms up
Like a giant in his shroud.
Out of the valley afar,
And in the dim and quivering light,
Seems to kiss the evening star.
Through the country far or near,
A scene of such perfect beauty as this,
With the hills and the little mere.
Silence on moor or fell,
Broken alone to the listening ear
By the sound of the far sheep-bell.
Ah, what must it be above,
Where are landscapes bathed in the glowing light—
The light of Thy perfect love!
Splendours of earth and sky,
Are but the shadows of things unseen,
Glories of worlds on high.
ELLEN.
Each has its beauty 'mongst our lakes and hills;
Spring leads the seasons here with buoyant step,
And at her side there trips the new-born Year;
And Summer follows, sweet as morning's breath,
And clad in robe of many-coloured flowers.
Then mellow Autumn comes, and round her brow
Is bound a crown of golden ears of corn;
Winter the last, his head all white with snow,
And from his beard bright icicles hang down.
Not winning her he loved, lived single long,
Nor married till his head was silvered o'er
With grey. He tilled a farm that was his own,
And which from son to son had passed for years.
One only child he had, a boy, dearer
For that he was the fruit of his old age,
He made the gladness of his father's home,
Its brightness and its joy. Never was youth
More worthy of a parent's fondest love.
Large-browed was Philip, large-brained, large of heart;
From out an honest eye of darkest grey,
Looked forth no common mind,—one lofty, pure,
And which, like sensitive and well-tuned harp,
Responded quick to every skilful hand
That struck the chords to noble themes, and true.
He had a painter's eye, a poet's heart,
A soul that open lay to Nature's spells,
And took her lessons in with love and joy.
All that the Grammar School could give he had
Of scholarship, and at this fount he drank,
And yearned for deeper draughts of the same spring.
All books he read, or grave, or gay, romance
Or poem, legendary tale, that fell
Into his hands. These he would borrow oft
From kindly neighbour, or a willing friend;
Nay, the great Poet of the Lakes himself
Had lent him many a volume from his shelves,
And stayed the hunger at the young boy's heart
For knowledge, so that Philip did not starve.
The Pastor of the parish ruled the school,
And taught the village boys through all the week.
When Sunday came, he fed, or tried to feed,
The flock that gathered in the church's fold.
Eccentric, and with scanty light enough,
He saw, as one with eyes half purged from film,
Men as trees walking. But—nor this mean praise—
He used the light he had up to its measure.
Far better so than have the sun shine clear,
And walk in darkness. No divided flock
Was his. All met together in one house
Of common prayer, from which a single bell,
But sweet, rang softly out across the vale,
And called his charge on Sabbath morns and eves,
To hear their pastor's voice in prayer and psalm,
And in the word of exhortation drawn
From the great Book of God. So here, afar
From towns and cities, passed he useful days.
Upon the little farm his father till'd,
His pleasure 'twas to plough, and sow, and reap,
And here in golden prime of dawning youth,
Pure happiness he drew from sights and sounds
A bounteous nature spread around his home.
He loved the vernal morn, the balmy day,
The shimmer of the leaves, the gliding stream,
The mossy glen, the banks all plumed with fern,
And the smooth lake that lay in calm repose,
Embosomed in the hills that rose around.
He felt the beauty of the fair green earth
Or when the moonlight blanched it, and the stars
Looked down in silence on a world asleep;
Or when the storm came roaring down the vale,
Bending the branching pines before its blast,
And churning into white and seething foam
The waters of the lake, lifting on high
Its curling waves, until Winandermere
Grew like an inland sea—dark, dangerous, wild.
When clashed the elements in dreadful war,
And the loud thunder roared among the hills,
And livid lightning leaped from lurid clouds,
Then gave he up his spirit to the scene—
Surrendering himself to time and hour;
Now thrilled with awe, elated now with joy,—
Now filled with triumph, every sense sublimed,
And drawing from the struggle of the storm
A feeling deep of rapture and repose.
Oft stood he with uncovered head amid
The tempest's rage, and as the lightning streamed
Along the troubled sky, and thunders crash'd
As tho' had come the awful Day of doom,
He lowly bowed a reverent head and said,—
“My Father's voice! my Father's voice! How grand!”
Had passed full lightly over Philip's head,
His life had glided on a quiet stream,—
Nothing had chanced to stir the deeper depths
Of a strong nature, on the surface calm;
But capable of passionate emotion,
Intense and keen, and all aglow with fire.
He had escaped as yet love's pleasant pains,—
Its hopes, its fears, its triumph, or defeat;
And though the archer sat in tender eyes
Of village lasses, and from thence shot forth
His arrows, winged with sweet and fond desire,
He passed unscathed upon his happy way.
The darts all glanced aside, and made no wound
In heart that yet was tender as a maid's,
While strong and manly, as becomes a man.
Were blown from fields on which the mower toiled,
Whetting his scythe amongst the new-mown hay;
And roses flushed the hedges, and the air
Was balm, when to the little village came
A widow, with her only living child,—
A maiden, over whose fair head had rolled
Some eighteen years. Her husband had a Cure
Amongst the hills, and far remote from towns,
His means but modest, and his wants but few.
Here for many a year he lived and toiled,
And consecrated all his health and strength
To sacred ministries of love. His joy
To lure men from the world, and lead to God;
And with the pebble and the sling of truth,
To smite some giant falsehood in the brow,
And fell it to the earth. Tender he was,
And true,—a godly man, who felt and lived
The truths he preached; and by the silent force
Of a good life, whose power was holiness,
Drew many after him to Christ and heaven.
As thus he daily walked the world with God,
There came the call which summoned him up higher.
“He was not, for God took him” to Himself,
And poorer was the parish for his loss.
His mourning widow was compelled to leave
Her happy home,—the only home she knew
Since that bright summer morn he proudly bore
Her from the altar as his wedded bride.
So weeping, with her only child, she said
“Farewell” to house and scenes endeared by ties
So firm, so fond, they might be rent in twain,
But always felt and prized. Her means were small,
Enabled her to live, and hardly more.
With these she sought and found a modest place,
Where she might spend her latter days in peace.
Fair home was hers, with rose and ivy wreathed,
And close to Rydal, near the placid lake,
Whose waters mirror Loughrigg in their wave.
Here she and Ellen lived right well content,
No fairer maid in all the country round
Than Ellen, and none gentler or more kind.
A heart as open as her brow, a cheek
Where rose and lily blended into one;
Eyes dark and large, and of a wondrous depth,
Liquid and lustrous as the evening star;
And glossy hair as shadowy as the night.
A graceful mien, a light elastic step,
A soul that early had drunk in with joy
All that is written in the Book of God,
Of what is good and true, honest and just,
All lovely things, and things of good report.
Ellen and Philip met,—were friends at once,
Kindred their spirits, and their tastes alike.
They loved the hills, the flow'rs, the whispering woods;
The meadows gemmed with glistening dew, the streams
That flowing from the mountains sought the lake;
Clear noons, and twilight eves, and balmy nights.
The same with books. Here, too, their tastes agreed.
The favourite of one was favourite
Of both; and many a happy hour was spent
Under the branches of a leafy elm,
Which threw cool shadows 'thwart her mother's croft,
Reading such volumes, treasures new and old,
Which friend had lent, or which enriched the shelves
Of Philip's, or of Ellen's cottage home.
To Philip's life there came an added charm,
Which made his days one happy, blessed spring,—
A May-time, redolent of hope and joy.
And what of Ellen? Only this she knew,
That she was happy; and no thought beyond
Came in to trouble, or to vex her mind
Concerning what might come, or what might be,—
It was enough for her to live, to breathe,
To drink the air, roam over hills and fells,
To feel sweet Nature's influence around,
And walk a world sunned by the smile of God.
Akin to Ellen—was indeed her cousin,
Child of her mother's brother; and their homes
From childhood were not far apart, a field
Was all that lay between, where daisies grew,
And where they oft had played, both well content.
Stalwart and tall was Will, good-looking too,
Fonder of rustic sports and games than books;
Well did he love to follow with sure foot
Through brake or o'er the fells the tawny fox,
With sound of horn, and cry of baying hound,
And swiftest of the swift to be in time
To see poor Reynard die. And often too,
When Autumn amber colour laid upon
The hills, and changed their green to gold, his gun
Right fond was he of fishing, and knew well
Each freshet, and each cool clear pool where lay
The speckled trout. In temper arrogant,
Though generous; gay, full of spirits, quick;
Was one who valued not himself below
His proper worth, and could not brook to be
Outstripped by others in the race he wished
To win. Withal he was infirm of will,—
Impulsive, wayward, fond of company,
And that, alas,—not always of the best;
Would sit carousing late into the night
When jovial fellows gathered round the board.
From early years his heart went out with all
Its force and strength to Ellen. Though he ruled
All others, he was ruled and swayed by her,
And owned the thraldom of her voice and will.
He never thought of her but as his own;
Took it for granted she would be his wife;
Nor would it have amazed him more to see
The sun stand still from golden noon till eve,
As once on Gibeon,—where it stayed its course
Until the moon with wondering face appeared,
And silvered all the heights of Ajalon,—
Than to hear doubt expressed that Ellen was
To be his wife, and share his future home.
And yet no word between them ever passed
Sealing his hopes as true. No vow did he
So safe he thought himself of what he wished.
When Ellen's father died, and she removed
To Rydal, it was just the same. He came
And went at will. Sometimes he stayed for days,
At others not so long, but always found
The welcome of a greeting and a smile.
Now chanced it more than once that when he came
Philip was at the cottage too; and though
At first his visits gave him no concern,
Yet when he chanced again and yet again
To find him there, he liked it not; indeed,
Felt a dark trouble moving at his heart;
And once some bitter words leaped to his lips,
And anger glowed within his eyes, and shook
His voice, which, trembling, grew all hoarse and harsh,
As that of some wild bird, when to his nest,
Where sits his mate upon her callow brood,
Comes one intent to harry or destroy.
Wilfred—for love is quick to see—at once
Felt, “here is rival for sweet Ellen's love,”
And all his heart grew sick and faint with fear.
He thought in William's face he saw his doom,—
That they were more than cousins—more than friends,
And that they loved; that he for all these months
Had fed a hope which like the marish fire
Had only lured him on to dark despair.
On one sad eve he left the cottage with
And wandered on until the sun had sunk
Behind the hills, and silver steams of mist
Came o'er the valley from the evening dews,
And drew a chilly veil 'twixt earth and sky.
Then home he went, but not to bed or sleep,
For all night through he battled with himself,
And passed the hours in one long agony,
Nor let God go until He bless'd him there,
(As Jacob held the angel at the ford),
And when the Day-spring fringed the hills with light,
It found him on his knees, but calm and still.
Had marked the fire that burned within his eyes,
And her quick woman's instinct caught the truth
At once; and there came flashing on her mind,
Like to a revelation, feelings—thoughts
That hitherto had dormant lain and still,
As sleeps the lightning veiled within the cloud,
But ever ready to leap forth in flame.
Then o'er her neck and face rushed the warm blood;
And thrilled her heart as she stood quivering there,
And self-revealed. And now she saw the gulf
Which opened at her feet, and on whose brink
She trembled, dizzy with a dreadful fear.
Will marked her agitation, and resolved
To claim her his, at once secure her hand,
And so he pleaded earnestly his suit,—
Their love from childhood's days, their kinship too;
The silent, if not spoken, hopes she gave
That she was his in heart, and would be his
In marriage,—pleaded on his knees for this.
Prayed her to shine within his home a star
As she already shone within his heart.
She sat all pale before him as he spoke,
Sorrow and pity looking from her eyes
Through tears that gathered there, but did not fall,
Held back by firm resolve, and self-control.
Clearly she knew she did not love the man
That knelt before her, nor could ever love.
That great deep love which, blending into one
Two spirits, welds, and knits them each to each,
And kindles on the altar of the heart
A pure and sacred flame which burns till death,
She never had for William. This was plain
To her, and lay before her just as clear
As lay that last sun-gleam upon the floor.
And this, in answer to his pleading prayer,
She tried to tell him gently as she could,
With tears that now would flow, and voice that shook
And broke in telling. William heard with ear
Which at the first was all incredulous,—
Could not believe—would not believe; and then,
With many a cry, half angry and half sad,
The bitter truth grew slowly on his mind,
And stung him to the heart, and left his cheek
All blanched, and big drops stood upon his brow.
Then maddened by his anguish, passion-tost,
He spake words fierce and wild, and loaded her
With undeserved reproaches, cursing Philip,
“He claimed her his, and yet would make her his,
Would look upon her as his own till death;
And woe betide the man who dared to come
Between them, or as rival cross his path.”
He left the cottage with a whirling brain
And burning heart, all reckless where he went,
With one wish only, that from the dark cloud
Might burst the thunder, break the lightning flash,
And strike him dead, and Ellen too, and Ray.
Then wretched, stung to agony, and mad,
Sought “The Red Dragon,” and there spent the night
With boon companions in a wild debauch.
And soon his course was shaped. With early dawn
He would be far upon his way from home,
Northward across the border to a friend,
Who occupied a little household farm
Amidst the fertile fields of fair Dumfries.
But ere he went he'd take a long last look
Of Rydal, and the home where Ellen dwelt.
Beyond the meadow with its swelling knolls
Of emerald green, where rise the dark-branched pines,
And where, upon the charmed eye, a scene
Of beauty bursts—Loughrigg, the Park, Nab's Scar—
He came to sudden pause, the tell-tale blood
Mounted in crimson eddies to his brow;
For there was Ellen, seated on the bridge
That spans the Rotha's clear and rapid stream.
She was alone, and looking worn and pale,
White as the rose she wore upon her heart;
She saw him coming, started to her feet,
Sat down again, and trembled as a leaf
That shivers on the aspen. Philip stood
A moment all uncertain what to do;
Then joined her, spake some hurried words, confused,
And sat beside her on the little bridge,
And saw the river gliding calm below,
Reflecting in its stream the rosy light
That now began to flush the evening sky.
Scarce knew he what he said; he spake as thro'
A dream, and hardly heard her low replies—
More gave he words to than he meant at first.
Until at length, and all unwittingly,
There came the low confession of his love,
His hopes, his disappointment, and despair.
How came the quick revulsion o'er his mind,
How passed the anguish, or how rose the hope
That thrilled him with a joy so keen, it was
Almost akin to pain. O sweet! O sweet!
O maiden blush that mantled o'er the cheek!
O voice all tremulous and low with love!
O soft dark eyes down dropt beneath their lids,
And bright with tears of unexpected joy!
The rapid Rotha rippled with sweet sound,
Making melodious murmurs in their ear;
Whilst in the greenwood-tree the night-thrush sang,
And all the air was laden with sweet scents,
And wafted odours from a balmy night,
Though fresh with eager breath of coming fall.
It seemed as if at one great sudden bound
Earth had been lost, and Paradise regained.
Long hours had passed since Michael's house was still,
When Philip, sleepless, and his bed unpressed,
Threw ope his casement, leaned into the night,
And heard the river, and one bird's sweet song.
Then looked he on the skies aglow with stars,
And saw the flashing of the northern lights,
That spread like flame along the cloudless vault—
A bright Auroral glory like the dawn,—
It seem'd as tho' thro' thin transparent skies
Which made the heavens a splendour far and near;
Then flow'd his heart in song, but low and soft,
As singing to himself, with none to hear;—
Glitter and sparkle, O beautiful star!
Was there ever on earth such a night as this?
Shine, O shine!
I tremble and thrill with a nameless bliss,
She told me, my love, she was mine, all mine.
Flood all the air with your joyous song;
My heart it aches with delicious pain.
Sing, O sing!
I long to take up, and to catch your strain,
For I kissed her hand with the little ring.
And trickle in music upon my ear;
Is it real, or is it a dream?
Flow, river, flow!
Let me whisper my joy to your quiet stream,
For her heart is all mine, all mine, I know.
But 'midst their happiness a shade at times
And how unconsciously she had beguiled
Him into thinking that it was returned.
This often laid a weight upon her heart.
Nor could she e'er forget words once he spake,—
“He claimed her his, by silent sanction given
To love she must have known was always hers;
And by the years through which this one hope ran
A golden thread in all his web of life,
That he should at the altar make her his.”
“Remove the thread,” he said, and “his would be
A spoiled and ravelled life, without an aim,
All tangled, wild, all meaningless, confused.”
She had not thought of this in her first joy—
A joy so great, like Aaron's mystic rod,
It every other thought and care absorbed,
And stood out in its magnitude alone.
But now came memories which vexed her mind,
And wrought upon her so, she made resolve
Never to wed till William should declare
Her free, or wed himself some other maid.
Philip she would release if he so pleased,
Nor bind him to a service for her sake
That might run out the years that Jacob served
For Rachel. Philip did not please. His love
For Ellen was as true, as deep, as fond,
As ever stirred within the breast of man.
Wait seven years? Fourteen? Aye, twice fourteen,
On which God gave him Ellen as a wife.
Yet not without sweet solace as they passed.
Will Vipont now to Rydal seldom came,
His visits were but brief, and left behind
Much pain to all who cared most for the man—
Rumours there were of wild and reckless hours
Spent with the worst, of drinking-bouts held long
Through night, till morning thro' the casement looked
And blushed to find a shameless crew still there,—
Oh, cursed vice! more cruel than the grave!
Oh, shameful fetters, forged in fires of hell!
Oh, frightful source of sorrow and disease
Of crime, starvation, devilry, and death.
Scarcely a winter passed within the Vale
But some man fell a victim to this vice,
And staggered drunken to God's judgment-seat,
Uncalled, untimely, unprepared to die.
Often, in bitter anguish of remorse,
That tore the heart as with a vulture's beak,
Because of wife and children slowly starved,
Some wretch would rush on death; and from the Lake
A ghastly face was drawn—white, wan, and cold—
Which shrouded in the sere-cloths of the tomb,
Was laid, with bleeding of the heart, and tears,
Reckless as ever, riotous and wild;
Masking a wretched heart in borrowed smiles,
The wreck of his old self, with hollow laugh,
That rang all false like base and bastard coin.
One morning, after bout the night before,
He took a bright young boy, son of a friend—
A boy of promise whom he loved right well,
Resolved to have a day on Windermere,
And cool with mountain air his fevered head.
The morn was threatening dark with heavy clouds,
Bitter with whistling winds that boded storm.
Friends warned him not to go, to bide within,
Nor venture on the Lake, which showed great waves
And beat in angry murmurs 'gainst the shore.
Not he, he would not stay; he knew not fear,
Laughed at all dangers, liked the wind and storm,
And hoped a blast might blow from all the hills,
And churn the waves to foam, and fill the sails,
And drive the dancing boat along the flood.
Yes, Lancelot, the boy, should come along.
This Lancelot was his mother's only child,
And she a widow. All her yearning heart
Was in the lad. He was her age's stay,
The only tie that bound her to the world.
Naught knew she of this visit to the Lake;
And kept him with her, but she was not told;
And, truth to say, the boy liked well the sport,
And though his mother's wish had kept him back,
Yet nothing loth, and fearless of all ill,
He gladly went with William to the boat.
They launched, and hoisted sail, and for a time
The little yacht went gallantly along,
And danced and leaped upon the curling waves.
William enjoyed the motion, and the breeze,
Which brought the colour to his faded cheek,
And fanned his face, and stirred his hair, and made
His blood course quickly thro' his stalwart frame;
While Lancelot laughed, and shouted in his glee.
Blowing in gusty squalls down all the hills,
Which wrought the waters into sheets of foam,
And caught the sails with such an angry blast,
And smote the boat so heavily on the side,
That first she plunged beneath the swelling waves,
Then righted, struggling like a living thing,
Then turning over, filled, and quickly sank.
William and Lancelot were now both sucked down
Beneath the surging waves. When William rose
He battled, as men battle for dear life.
Good swimmer was he; with an arm was made
To buffet the great waves, and beat them back,
Need had he now of all his strength and skill;
For did not heart and hope keep bravely up,
A watery grave would claim him for its prey.
Before he struck out for the shore, he looked
For Lancelot, but rose Lancelot never more;
Stunned peradventure by the falling mast,
Or caught in tackling of the boat, or sail—
So held by death, that would not let him go.
William, with one last look that scann'd the waves
But saw not him he looked for, then struck out,
Nor ever would have reached the land,
Had not a boat, manned by four gallant men,
Put out from shore, and brought the needed help,
And snatching from the waves the exhausted man,
In safety landed him at Waterhead.
There many of the villagers had come,
Fearful and anxious; and amongst them all
Poor Lancelot's mother, wan as any corpse.
“My boy! my boy!” she cried, and wrung her hands,
And as her grey hairs streamed upon the wind,
And tears chased one another down her cheek,
Her passionate cry was heard in every lull,
“My boy! my boy! my Lancelot! save my boy!”
And on her knees she sank, and raised her eyes
To heav'n, and prayed for pity, prayed that God
Would spare her son, her only hope, her joy.
When the boat grounded on the strand, she rushed
To search, for one loved object; and when, alas!
She saw that William was alone, a shrill
Sharp shriek of anguish broke from heart and lips—
A cry, that in its wild despair rang loud
In William's ear for many a bitter day.
And still, “My boy! my Lancelot!” was her cry;
And then she swooned, and pitying neighbours bore
Her to a lonely home, and laid her there
On bed she never left till carried thence,
To rest beside the husband of her youth
In the churchyard that crowns the Chapel Hill.
The body of young Lancelot was found
The day before his mother's funeral.
One bell was tolled for both, one service read
For mother and for son. And now they sleep
Close to each other in one common grave.
And William,—oh the sorrow and regret,
The bitter sorrow, and the wild regret,
The self-reproach, the dire remorse, the woe!
'Twere vain to picture his great agony,
Or tell the grief that like a living fire
Preyed on his heart, and burnt into his brain.
And better still, when the first horror passed,
There came a calmer time of penitence,
And healing tears, and prayers, and cries for grace,
As the full rush of shame and sorrow swept
Across his mind. The boy he loved so well!
His mother's too, who, broken-hearted, killed
By the great desolation of her home,
Went sorrowing and childless to the grave.
The Alehouse, how he cursed it in his heart,
And how he loathed himself for all his sin.
There was one night he spent alone in prayer,
In weeping, and in conflict sharp as death.
From out the dead forgotten past there rose
The ghosts of sin that shook his soul with dread.
The buried vice, the long-forgotten scoff,
The selfish lust, the oath, the drunkenness;
And as they came before him at the call
Of conscience—came, a ghastly company—
It seem'd if hell already had begun;
The gnawing anguish of the deathless worm,
The scathing torture of the quenchless fire.
With God he wrestled till the break of day;
And when the morning looked in at his room,
His chamber had become a Peniel,
Where he and Christ had met each face to face,
And whence he went a humbled, contrite man.
And May was in her beauty and her bloom,
When larks were singing in the cloudless blue,
And in the woods the cuckoo's voice was heard,
When hyacinths were trembling in the glade,
When the pale primrose starr'd the shady ways,
One golden morn the village was astir,
And all seemed ready for a holiday.
Neighbours were seen in gossip at their doors,
The children of the schools, clad in their best,
Held lapfuls of sweet flowers, or carried them
In rustic baskets; on all faces shone
The bright reflection of some holiday.
It was the morn when Philip was to stand
With Ellen at the altar as his bride.
The future lay before them one rich land
Of promise, where the milk and honey flowed;
For they were one in heart, in faith, in hope—
In all that sheds a brightness on the world,
Or gilds the far eternity with joy.
And so she placed her hand in his with trust,
And went they forth from that rude house of prayer,
With God's own blessing resting on their heads,
To walk for years in happy bonds of love,
While children sprang around their path like flowers,
To call them bless'd, and crown their marriage joy.
A SUMMER EVENING IN BRATHAY CHURCHYARD.
Now not a cloudlet dims the sun's last ray,
His brilliant beams a crown of glory weave
Around the forehead of the dying day;
And silver arrows from the moon's bright quiver
Fall in faint shafts of light upon the river.
Their crests just lighted by the evening star;
And Brathay's music is the only sound
That breaks the stillness brooding near and far;
On earth, and air, and sky there lies a hush,
Not e'en a night-bird warbles in the bush.
Like some strong guardian of the dead beneath,
Who in their quiet resting-places lie,
In this fair region of the spoiler Death,
For this clear spot beside the Brathay's wave
Wears not the gloom, or sadness of the grave.
Of dreamless slumber, and unbroken ease,
Creates a holy calm within the breast,
And from its cares the weary spirit frees;
The heart is soothed as glides the stream along,
And Brathay floods the valley with its song.
As in the west the light begins to pale,
And dewy night draws over tree and flower
Her dark, but bright and star-inwoven veil;
While o'er this hallowed ground is shed abroad
The peace and deep tranquillity of God.
Its stormy passions and its bitter strife,
Ignoble aims, the fever and the fret,
The trifles and the meannesses of life;
For in this scene where God is all in all,
The world appears immeasurably small.
Its poignant sorrows, passions and alarms,
Its shattered hopes, heart-sickness and despairs,
And the great mother folds them in her arms,
'Tis but the living who still watch and weep,
And through the dreary night sad vigils keep.
And the long labour of the day is done,
How sweet to rest in this fair spot at last,
Our grave illumined by the setting sun,
And guarded by the hills that stand around,
The Brathay flowing by with silver sound.
THE SPRING.
I long to feel the fragrance of its breath
As, moving over hill, and mead, and mere,
It wakes young life from out the winter's death,—
I wish the spring were here,
To fill the woods with carols sweet and clear!
And chilling winds and rains pass all away?
The earth cast off her dreary shroud of snow,
And into green burst every branch and spray?
When will the winter go,
And loosened streams sing sweetly in their flow?
Clear bright-eyed morns, and blue and glowing noons,
When with the buds the frolic zephyr plays,—
And purple nights lighted by mellow moons;
I long for balmy days,
And all delights that come with jocund Mays.
The silver snowdrop, and the violet sweet,
White lilies holding in their cups the showers,
And blooms that shine like stars around the feet;
I sicken for fair flowers,
For grassy plots, and the lush trellis'd bowers.
Come, scatter beauties o'er the earth and sky,
Till every copse with merry music ring,
And soft low-piping winds come wandering by,
Green wonder of the spring,
'Tis time thou shouldst be born, and winter die!
TO A CHILD.
What wonders in thy large blue eyes,
That gaze with such a sweet surprise
On all around, half shy, half bold;
Thy mouth a rosebud, fragrant, sweet,
A sweeter never has been seen;
A purer child-heart never beat
Than thine, Aleen.
'Mid half-blown roses fresh and fair,
An aureole crown thy sunny hair;
You laugh to see the shadows pass,
And shout with rare and true delight,
As butterflies in brilliant sheen
Flash in their beauty on your sight,
Darling Aleen.
No anxious thought the future brings;
On leafy bough of yonder tree;
Enough for thee the balmy day,
Blue skies that gently o'er thee lean,
Sweet scents that meet thee from the hay,
Joyous Aleen.
Children are always with us here;
They save us from despair and fear,
In this sad world of grief and woe;
For in their innocence and love,
A pledge of heaven by us is seen;
Of such the kingdom is above,
As thou, Aleen.
I often think that thou canst see
Things hidden from the world and me,
And veiled as yet in Paradise;
That thou may'st hear the sounding sweep
Of anthems floating down serene,
From heaven's own cadenced music deep,
My sweet Aleen.
Thy wisdom larger is than mine—
A wisdom deeper, more divine;
Of springs that are unknown to me,
And by these tear-dimm'd eyes unseen,
But open founts of joy to thee,
Dearest Aleen.
Much from the prudent and the wise,
That He unto the babe's clear eyes
In gracious tenderness reveals.
Child! thou art sent from higher sphere
In fittest way God's grace to prove;
None other proof we need, I ween,
That “God is good,” that “God is love,”
Than thou, Aleen.
“I WOULD NOT LIVE ALWAY.”
Only a little wearied,—nothing more;
I fain would turn my face unto the wall,
And catch the music from the other shore.
For if I could, “I would not live alway;”
And so, with folded hands upon my breast,
I wait till God's own chimes ring in the day.
To close my weary eyes upon the light;
And tho' there's much that I might long to keep,
I yield all up, and gladly say, “Good night.”
Or bitter made by trouble or by tears;
I dare not venture, if I would complain,
Since joy and hope outbalanced grief and fears.
Unnumbered mercies cheered my pilgrim way;
And as I now take counsel with my soul,
I see that sunshine gladdened many a day.
With countless gifts my brimming cup was full;
Sweet flowers sprang up around the path I trod,
Which I had only to stoop down and cull.
Who lie close as it pulses to my heart;
No words of mine can ever justly tell
How of my life they made the dearer part.
Or children, friends, your love I do not prize!
For this, with rainbow, spanned the clouds of life
And struck a chord of music from its sighs.
Of pure affection, and unselfish love;
These soothe me now as I draw near the grave,
Their mem'ry will enrich the heav'n above.
I long to leave this for the other shore,
It is not, dear ones, that I love you less,
But that I love Him whom I go to more.
Tho' looking o'er a past, serene and bright,
“I would not, if I could, live here alway,”
Or walk by faith, when I may walk by sight.
Your prayers may check the eager spirit's flight;
And do not, as ye love me, shed a tear,
'Tis only after all a short “Good night.”
Only a little wearied,—and no more;
“Good night,”—I turn my face unto the wall,
I hear the music from the other shore.
“IS IT WELL WITH THE CHILD?”
“Is it well with the child? It is well.”
He blessed our home with love;
And then he passed away from earth,
To the home of God above.
We did not know 'twas death;
And thought we heard, through parted lips,
The stirrings of his breath.
Our eyes grew dim with tears;
We had not whispered to ourselves
This close to all our fears.
And round his forehead white,
Clustered the curls of golden hair,
Like an aureole of light.
So sore our hearts with pain;
And nature's bitter cry was this:
“Oh, give him back again!”
We hoped when hope was o'er;
We fondly thought the little life
Would be our life once more.
Without our darling one,
Who gave to life its grace and bloom,
And to our home its sun.
How much we loved the boy,—
How in our heart of hearts he lived
Our fondest hope, our joy.
So much had cheered our way,
Or that his eyes had been the light
Of our brief marriage-day.
We know it more and more;
We feel the world can never be
What it was to us before.
This truth we both believe;
We sorrow not without a hope,
Not unconsoled we grieve.
Had loved him all too well;
And so He took him from our arms,
To heaven with Him to dwell.
All shadowed o'er with shame,
And kindly saved him from the world,
While pure and free from blame.
Through eyes with weeping dim;
For though he'll not return to us,
Yet we shall go to him.
THE DREAM OF PILATE'S WIFE.
And, when her white foot touched the marble floor,
Stood, with dilated eye and cheek aflame,
And hair that from its fillet loosed flow'd down,
Pale was she, scared, and still. One small hand press'd
Her brow as tho' to hide some painful thought,
The other, clenched so tightly that the nails
Pierced the pink palm, fell stiffly at her side.
A moment thus she stood like statue carved
In marble: rigid, hardened into stone,—
Blanched as the surf upon the wild sea-shore,
When the waves break in foam upon the rocks.
Then, in a broken voice that shook with fear,
She called her trembling maidens to her side,
Who flocked around her, like a flock of doves
When fluttered by a hawk seen in the blue.
From many chambers they came running all,
And gathered near her with a sudden dread
That shook the ruddy colour from their cheeks.
She tried to speak, and could not, for no voice
Would follow at her bidding: the deep storm
Of passion choked it in the swelling throat.
With one great effort she grew calm; and now
Her words, clear and distinct, thrill'd on the ear,
And held the listeners spell-bound with their wail.
“Oh, maidens, such a dream! oh, such a dream!”
Trembling, she paused, then hurriedly went on:—
“Oh, tell me; said they not, that late last night
Jesus, the Man of Nazareth, whose fame
Has fill'd all ears, by one of His own friends
Betrayed, was by our soldiers ta'en, and led
Himself a King, opposing Cæsar's claims?
Some say this Jewish people sought His death
Because He spake some blasphemy against
Their God. I know not this. I saw Him once,—
A mien of mournful majesty, a face
All marred, yet noble, and alight with love,
And on it written a divine despair.
He moved along attended by a crowd
Of poor, diseased, and sick,—a piteous throng
Who came for healing, and for blessing too,
And found them both in Him. Some of His words
Have been to me repeated, and they fell
Upon mine ears more musical than song:
Of ‘rest’ they were,—rest to the weary,—rest
To laden ones, the sinful and the sad.
Say, maidens, is't not so?”
They murmured in awe-stricken tones and low,
“Yea, Lady; yea!”
“Pilate did send me word he was to sit
Upon the judgment-seat to-day, and hear this cause.
A nameless horror chills me to the heart
As I forebode the sentence he may give;
For much he holds this people in contempt,
And laughs to scorn the customs of their law;
And if this Jewish Teacher hath said aught
Believe not, for His eye had that far glance
Which said His heart was with the gods,—not here,—
But if His claims should seem to clash with Cæsar's,
Alas, I know that Pilate would condemn!”
Her maidens answered: “Yea, he would condemn;
For he is loyal to the world's great lord.”
“But listen, maidens, whilst I tell my dream.
Methought a street, filled with a savage crowd,
Whose shouts and curses jarr'd upon the ear
As they did toss from angry lip to lip
One hated name, and gnash'd and ground their teeth,
And yelled, ‘Away with Him! Away with Him!
He is not fit to live,’ they cried,—‘Not fit to live!’
And shriek'd out, ‘Crucify Him! Crucify Him!’
And women's voices mingled with the hoarse
Deep bass of men, and cried in shrilling tones,—
‘On us, and on our children, be His blood!’
Till the streets rang with that dread awful prayer.
I look'd to see the object of their hate,—
Who He could be that all men joined to scorn.
Now swayed the surging crowd, and all at once
It opened, and I saw there in the midst
A face all pale and wan, beneath a brow
Crowned with a circlet of Acanthus thorns.
It might have melted hearts of hardest stone
To see this man, Jesus the Nazarene,
Weak, faint, and worn, stooping beneath a cross
A look majestic in its calm restraint.
If gods could suffer, He might be a god
Come down in shape and form of mortal men.
Yet no man pitied Him, no woman bless'd.
Still rang the streets with that fierce bitter cry,—
‘Away with Him! away with Him to death!’
I tried to speak: no words would come;
They died upon my lips in muffled sounds.
But e'en as though the prayer that on my tongue
Battled for utterance had been shriek'd aloud
And pierced His ears, to me He turned His face
With such a glance, so sad, yet so divine,
That gathering up my strength, methought I tried
To rush into the maddened crowd, and kneeling,
Plead for sweet pity's sake. I could not stir;
Limbs, feet, were rooted to the spot! I sought
To cry for mercy but no words would come,
And then a voice came thrilling on my ear,
Shaking my heart with terror as I heard
One well-known name. 'Twas ‘Pilate!’ and no more.
A thousand echoes caught the word, and all
The babbling air repeated, ‘Pilate! Pilate!’
Methought I swoon'd in horror; and it pass'd,—
That fearful vision,—to the darkness whence
It came to fill me with a nameless dread.”
Came welling from a heart was like to break,
Her maidens, awed, aghast, stood weeping, too,
In broken words trying to soothe her grief.
But all in vain. And now once more she spake,
Lifting a face distained and wet with tears.
“So for a time; and then from out my sleep
Came divers shapes and forms, all indistinct
And vague. Then other images grew clear
Before my sight, up from the darkness drawn,
Until I saw what I shall bear to death,
So stampt is it upon my burning brain,
A memory to carry to the grave!”
She paused: she press'd her brow, as she would beat
Some anguish back; her eye the while ablaze
With a strange burning fire; and then again
In tones so piteous, low, and full of pain,
It seemed a wail from out a broken heart,
She poured her dream into her damsels' ear.
“Methought a surging crowd, a burning sky,
A little hill outside the city walls,
And on the hill three crosses planted close,
On these, nailed to the wood, three dying men.
But one alone,—the central cross,—drew heart
And eye, absorbing every thought; for here
He hung,—the Man of Sorrows, whom I saw
Hurried to death along the city's streets.
All white His face with agony, and stained
With blood that flowed in big and crimson drops
The cruel nails had pierc'd the hands and feet,
And fixed them to the tree: and oh, the look
Of woe that filled those sad, pathetic eyes!
Men mocked Him as He hung there,—laugh'd and jeer'd:
‘Come down, come down,’ they cried, ‘and save Thyself
An' if thou be God's Son!’ And when there wailed
Upon the ear a piteous cry, ‘I thirst!’
They gave Him gall and vinegar to drink;
And flung into his dying face fierce oaths,
And cruel curses, and rude jests and jeers.
But He—He heeded not,—spoke not—was dumb.
Perhaps He heard not, for His thoughts seemed far
Away, as if they were in heaven with God.
And as I looked, longing to speak to Him
Of comfort, and to wipe from off His brow
The death-sweat,—say one heart there was that felt
For Him,—one that would save Him if she could,
But had no power; no power!—His eyes met mine,
And in that piteous face I saw the look
That I had seen across it pass before;
And all my soul grew faint and sick with fear.
Into that moment passed whole years of pain!
Then, as I looked, my heart all in my eyes,
There fell a sudden darkness on the world,
Blotting the sun out,—spreading o'er the skies,
Veiling the Sufferer in its night-black pall,—
Stilling the murmurs round the blood-stained cross.
A silent horror settled down on men!
As though the world stood still in its great course,
And Nature's pulses came to sudden pause.
Wondering I stood,—scarce breathing, filled with fear,
Dreading what next might follow, what befall;
When from the darkness rose a cry so dread,
So full of anguish, that it seemed to tear
The tortured heart, and rend it into twain.
Then a dire tremor shook the earth, the rocks:
'Twas cry of one forsaken of His God,—
A bitter cry that thrilling wail'd to heaven.
And with that cry, to me, all shuddering,
There came another word—a name,—spoken
This time by whom I knew not, but as sharp
As knife that draws the blood. The word was ‘Pilate!’
And once again a thousand echoes caught
The name, and all the sounding air was filled
With shrilling voices, crying, ‘Pilate! Pilate!’
Methought I caught it up, and shriek'd it out
As one who had no power of self-control.
I woke, and on my lips was ‘Pilate’ still.
And then I started from my bed, and called
You maidens all, to help me in this hour,
Whose fellow I have never known, and pray
The gods that I may never know again.
Help! what help can ye give? What help? what help?
What means this dream? Is it a warning giv'n
Am I to stand 'twixt Jesus and His doom?
Am I to save my husband from the guilt
That would condemn the innocent and just?
It must be so! Yes: Pilate must be warned,—
Ay, were he sitting on the judgment-seat,—
With all men crying out for this man's blood,
Not to surrender Him unto the will
Of fierce and cruel foes, nor listen, no!
To angry clamours of this Jewish mob.
Pilate, no matter what the cost, the right
Must do for once, and let the expedient go!
Haste ye, dear maids, and send to him with speed
A messenger, quick-footed, trusty, sure,
And rapid as the wind. Tell him to bear
This message to my lord without delay:
‘See thou have naught to do with that just Man,
For I, thy wife, this day in fearful dreams
Have suffered many things because of Him.’”
To give the message to a faithful slave
That waited near. Without delay he sped;
Fleet as the flash that lights up all the sky
When thunder crashes from the black'ning cloud,
So sped the slave to Pilate where he sat
In judgment on the Man of Nazareth;
To warn him not to harm the just, or think
That water could wash blood from guilty hands.
Upon her silken couch; with sickening fears,
And beatings of the heart that shook her frame,
To wait in agony the dreaded end.
GOD'S FURNACE.
—Isa. xlviii. 10.
Its chambers all with flame aglow,
'Tis fann'd in love, and not in ire,
And on the coals He oft doth blow;
A Furnace kindled with His breath,
Cruel, and keen, and sharp as death.
And fan them till they fiercely burn,
To scathe us with their angry glare,
Whichever way we move or turn?
That He may plunge His people in,
And cleanse them throughly from their sin.
The ruddy gold he prizeth well,
Who makes it pass thro' savage heats,
And melts it in his crucible;
And this he does because he knows
'Tis destined for a monarch's brows.
Which lurk within the secret heart;
God's fires melt down the hardest will,
And sever dross and gold apart;
Thro' all the spirit's depths they run,
Until their cleansing work is done,
Ready the evil to consume,
To shrivel up sin's strongest bands,
With fires as fierce as those of doom;
For some He heats it seven times more
Than He has heated it before.
God doth not leave us all alone,
And tho' His presence is not seen,
There walks beside us His dear Son,
Who comforts us and doth sustain,
And takes from suffering half its pain.
And sullen hardness all is gone,
God takes us from the burning flame,
To place us on His Anvil stone,
And there with patience wondrous kind,
He moulds and shapes us to His mind.
The furnace blast, the hammer's blow,
We pray to 'scape them, but in vain,
For God knows well it must be so;
That if we would be clean and pure,
The searching flame we must endure.
One blow doth not accomplish all,
It is not thus that hearts are broke,
Oft and again the sledge must fall;
And 'tis our fault that we require
God's Anvil, and God's Furnace fire.
That separates the gold from dross,
That purges us from soil and stain,
E'en tho' it be at our sore loss;
Why should we quail, when God desires
To make us perfect thro' His fires?
DEAD.
“My son, my son!”
Dead: he that drew life from my breast;
Whom I clasp'd to my heart yesterday,
And close to its pulses had press'd!
Dead: and his face ashen grey!
Dead: the wild spirit at rest!
My son, my son!
In battle 'gainst wrong for the right,—
'Twere noble from life thus to part,
And fall slain in a chivalrous fight;
But to think how he died is the smart,
A darkness unbroken by light!
My son, my son!
Standing up for the right and the true,
Let death make a gap 'twixt us two:
I swear, by the cross and the rood,
Without tears I had bade thee adieu!
My son, my son!
Dealt out by a passionate hand;
In the wink of an eyelid laid low,
His blood welling out on the sand,
And crawling, all red in its flow,
Till it crept to my feet where I stand!
My son, my son!
Ah, here is the sting and the shame!
Ah, here is the wormwood and gall!
This burns in my bosom like flame!
Would that tears had dropp'd on my pall,
Ere this blot had blacken'd his name.
My son, my son!
Besotted, befool'd, and beguiled!
I curse, from the heart of my pain,
In words that sound frantic and wild;
I curse,—but my curses are vain;
They cannot restore me my child.
My son, my son!
Others feel the same anguish and woe;
Sad mothers and wives face the day,
And their eyes with hot tears overflow,
As weeping they pass on their way,
And curse the red wine as they go.
My son, my son!
That this is the scourge of the land,
Its burden, its sorrow, its shame,
Burnt deep on its brow like a brand;
Striking hard at its honour and fame,
And crumbling its strength into sand.
My son, my son!
And pray ye, O men, for your grace:
Come, help from your stations on high,
As ye hope to look God in the face,
Who sees us, as weeping we lie,
And ask you for ruth from your place!
My son, my son!
Chant no longer the praises of wine;
Dash the wine-cup down on the floor,
You dishonour a craft so divine!
If your son lay dead there, like mine!
My son, my son!
Who stir the sweet air with your breath
As your voices move thrilling along,
Dare you laud the cup that is death?
Dare ye lend your great gifts to such wrong?
If so, from your brows tear the wreath!
My son, my son!
The moan of the starving and poor,
Hear the widows' and orphans' sharp wail,
Who, like martyrs that groan and endure,
Lift to God their white faces so pale,
And, though speechless, His pity adjure.
My son, my son!
Help, and take part in this fight;
Strike the fetters from paralysed hands!
Like Samson, rise up in your might,
Break the chains like green willow-wands:
Do this in God's name, and the right!
My son, my son!
Of a mother, a widow undone;
But even tho' you pass it by,
It will move the great God on His throne:
He hears from the dust where I lie,
Where in ashes I weep for my son.
My son, my son!
LOST!
From a heart that bleeds at the core;
It gashes and wounds like a sword,
And opens a festering sore.
At my soul a deep trouble is stirr'd,
To be soothed, to be healed, nevermore.
Lost!
It smiles on a world that goes ill;
It looks on at the sin and the shame,
At the crimes that men do at their will,
And tho' it might wrap them in flame,
It rises and sets on them still.
Lost!
Thou dost carry, dost boast a man's power;
“The head of the woman!”—Just so,
And gifted with strength for thy dower.
Well, man! thou art fallen so low,
I, a woman, spurn thee this hour.
Lost!
In using your gifts to betray?
You, you in your manhood so strong,
We so weak that we trust what you say;
You treat us just like an old song,
To be used, and then flung away.
Lost!
To drag down a soul to the dust,
Like Judas, betray with a kiss;
All for what? For a fancy? a lust?
And thus, with the serpent's cold hiss,
To repay too confiding a trust.
Lost!
Who gave thee thy life by her pain,
Her lullaby sung thee to rest,
On thy lips fell her kisses like rain.
Fear'd thou not woman's love to profane?
Lost!
Give it place in thy mind—hold it there;
Think! Her womanhood all set at naught,
Thou a woman to injure didst dare.
That motherhood dropt and forgot,
Thou didst wrong the same nature she bare.
Lost!
The world will condone, ay, it will;—
Will flatter and fawn, this is true,
And smile down all thought of the ill;
Perhaps for your friendship will sue,
And with greetings will welcome you still.
Lost!
Tho' thou think'st it little, forsooth!
Thou forgettest there lives in yon sky
A God full of justice and ruth.
And what wilt thou say in reply,
When thou stand'st to be judged by His truth?
Lost!
To give her thy hand and thy name!
Tho', dastard, thou shrink'st from it now,
And art dead to all feelings of shame.
Let the brand of a Cain mark thy brow,
And burn in thy heart like a flame.
Lost!
She thou didst lure by thy love?
Love! Ay, thou didst love her as well
As the ravenous vulture the dove.
Where? On the streets? or in hell?
Answer Him who judgeth above.
Lost!
Where the waters flow silently on,
Her guilt and her anguish to hide
From the light and the sight of the sun;
To be borne to God's Bar on the tide,
There to stand all despairing, undone.
Lost!
Stiff and cold, with a face wan and white,
I had wept, but not clamoured aloud;
And, tho' from my home gone the light,
And said, thro' my tears, “All is right.”
Lost!
Earth's vices, her wrongs and her shame?
O just God! how long wilt Thou look
On the sins that are done 'gainst Thy name?
It is time 'neath Thy wrath the world shook;
Why flash not Thy lightnings in flame?
Lost!
With the stain of such guilt on thy soul,
Man! what wilt thou do in the day
When God's thunders shall over thee roll,
And thou'lt shrink self-condemned in dismay,
And thy lies shrivel up like a scroll?
Lost!
And God's justice those lips shall compel
The truth, the whole truth, to declare,
And confess thro' thy falsehood she fell.
In her eyes thou shalt read thy despair,
From her tongue hear thy sentence of hell.
Lost!
THE WATCHMAN.
On which dumb silence had settled down.
Slowly the minutes were wearing away,
But it wanted yet some hours of day;
In the sky were seen no streaks of dawn,
Tho' the midnight bell had chimed and gone—
The city was hush'd in a sleep like death,
Not a sound or motion, pulse or breath;
Save as the shadows began to flee,
The old Dome clock struck the hour of “three,”
Out on the morning solemnly.
Pall'd and shadow'd in dreary gloom,—
A sick man lay on his fevered bed,
With a throbbing heart and restless head;
From the tall church tower for a passing soul.
Swiftly was ebbing the fair young life,
Soon would pass the anguish and strife;
Ere long another spirit should be,
On the awful marge of that shoreless sea,
Which we only know as Eternity.
Which the heart to its centre thrill'd and stirr'd.
For it fell, as falls a voice from heav'n,
To comfort a soul that is torn and riv'n;
As it echoed loudly along the street,
Its every accent was strangely sweet,
For into its tones was gathered this sound,
As the Watchman paced his lonely round:
“Trust the Divine the Eternal Three,
After the darkest night shall be
The dawn of a glorious morn for thee.”
Weeping to see the dear life wane;
The tears well'd hot from her deep despair,
From an anguish almost too great to bear.
O helpless love, that could only pray!
O fear, that shrank from the coming day!
O yearning wish, that she might die!
A swathèd corpse at his side might lie!
As sternly, slowly, heavily,
The Dome clock struck the hour of “three.”
The firelight burning red and low,
The night-lamp waxing faint and dim,
As though fire and lamp felt the Presence grim—
And the sick man moaned beneath his breath,
His pulses beating a march to death;
But now there came on his failing ear,
The cry of the watchman, solemn, clear;
Like an angel's voice it seemed to be,
Floating along the glassy sea,
Tuned to celestial melody.
Came echoing down the silent street,
And his words came sounding along the night,
To the lady's eye there stole a light;
And her troubled face grew calm and still,
And her head was bowed to God's loving will;
For the watchman's words throbb'd on the air
In the holy tones of a saintly prayer—
Words that had each a harmony,
Caught from the deep Eternity,
And telling of coming victory.
So thin and worn, so deathly wan,
There passed a beautiful smile of peace,
A look of wonderful rest and ease;
And a radiance flushed both cheek and brow.
The Master had come for His servant now,
And sweetly from far rose the watchman's cry,
Like the strains of some heavenly minstrelsy,
“Trust the Divine the Eternal Three,
After the darkest night shall be
The dawn of a glorious morn for thee.”
The pathetic face of the newly dead—
O'er-leant by living face of one
All pale and wan, and love undone;
But the breaking heart gave forth no cry,
Not a tear-drop fell from the burning eye,
For there sang in her soul, now more than calm,
Triumphant as voice of some noble psalm—
“Trust the Divine the Eternal Three,
After the darkest night shall be
The dawn of a glorious morn for thee.”
It is a custom, I believe, in some old German towns, for the watchman to give the hours in the patriarchal way, and after each has struck, to call for an expression of trust in God.
AN OLD LETTER.
I searched the papers in an old bureau,
I met with one which thrilled and moved my heart,
Quicken'd my pulse, and made my eyes o'erflow.
With writing by a hand once clasped in mine,
A hand more prized than aught beneath the sun,
Whose gift turned all my earthly to divine.
Heart—confidence and love, yea every thought,
Whose lightest touch had power to make me glad,
Such sunshine into every day it brought.
Than this once fair, but now discoloured sheet—
More passing than this ink, so faint and pale,
In which are traced these thoughts all pure and sweet.
O sorrow, that in tears finds best relief!
O bitter anguish, all renewed again!
O fresh return of agony and grief.
And in the narrow coffin with me lie,
For I shall tell them with my parting breath
That we must rest together—thou and I.
A CONCEIT.
Thy mossy banks and flower-pied margent lave,
Glassing the while within their silver tide
The reeds whose polish'd shafts bend o'er thy wave,
And on whose breast, amid its leaves of green,
The water-lily's pure white blossom grows,
As Spring and Winter hand in hand were seen,
One scattering verdure, and the other snows—
Much do I love to haunt thy murm'rous stream,
To think of one, and of her fondly dream;
For rises near thy banks Armida's bower,
Amidst its roses she the fairest flower.
On all the fragrant air their sweets around,
And here the star-eyed daisy lifts its head,
And frosts the carpet of the emerald ground;
Here, too, the white and purple butterflies
Flit through the honey'd flowers on glittering wing,
Radiant as meteors flashing through the skies,
Which on the night a lustrous splendour fling;
Here Philomel with music charms the night,
That, wrapt in silence, lists with pleased delight;
But tho' harmonious rang the crystal spheres,
Armida's voice sweet only to my ears.
Making their tubes the organs of sweet sound;
And melancholy music murmurs by,
As tho' the genii of the breezes round,
Tuned their soft, viewless harps upon the air.
Morn's earliest ray, sweet river, gilds thy stream,
The sun's last look rests on thy waters fair,
And loth to take from thee his lingering beam,
He slowly sinks into the purple west,
Enamoured of the beauties of thy breast;
But did Armida sun thee with her eyes,
Thou'dst henceforth scorn the sunlight of the skies.
Armida who the common earth makes bright,
Armida's eye that gives the sun his light!
Oh! the dark depth of that inspiring eye,
Whose every flash seems sent forth but to kill!
Yet who could storm against such enemy,
Or think to die by such sweet death an ill?
Thus I, tho' looking, die, yet can't refrain,
But look and die—to look and die again!
Oh! hard it is, the fatal truth to prove
That we must die even by that we love.
THE MARRIAGE ZONE.
I.
With the Lord de Rieux's army, where the scene of combat lay;
In the suite of the old Baron I was forced to cross the sea,
That in Wales I might do battle for the Britons bold and free—
On this day, O bitter sorrow! out, alas! this woeful night,
Must I to my Bride so gentle say a sad and long adieu!
Oh, the heart within my bosom will with anguish break in two!”
As he neared the ancient mansion, trembled he until he bow'd,
As he crossed the well-known threshold, then his heart beat fast and loud.
“No, gramercy,” thus replied he, “neither want I wine nor meat;
All the favour I implore thee, all the boon I of thee seek,
Is that with thy fairest daughter I may have thy leave to speak.”
Then stepp'd quickly in her hosen, stepp'd up to the bedside soon,
And thus leaning over gently, spake in accents soft and mild,
Quickly rouse thee from thy slumbers, sweetest daughter, list, I pray,
He, thy true love, craves thy presence, much he has with thee to say.”
From the bed the maiden darted, swift as arrow thro' the air,
O'er her snowy shoulders floated masses of her night-black hair.
O'er the sea I sail to-morrow, leaving, sweetest, thy dear side.
We must part, for unto England with the Baron bold I go;
Ah! the dear God knoweth only all the sharpness of my woe.”
For the wind it is inconstant, and all treach'rous is the sea.
Shouldst thou die, what then would happen to Aloida, hapless dove,
Oh, my heart would break, impatient, waiting tidings of my love.
And shall ask of all who meet me, anxious looking in their eyes:
‘Have ye heard, ye kindly seamen, have ye heard, oh, truly tell:
Aught of him, my own betrothed, him I only love too well?’”
Whilst the knight, her sorrow soothing, kiss'd the bright tears in their flow.
I will bring thee back a girdle from the countries o'er the main;
Yes, a marriage zone I'll bring thee, of a purple deep and bright,
All y'decked with burning rubies, sparkling as the stars of night.”
With Aloida on his bosom, and her head down drooping low,
All the while in silence weeping, dreading the approach of day,
Of that dark and fatal morning which should tear her love away!
“Hark, my sweet! the cock is crowing, and appear the streaks of light.”
'Tis the moon, that softly shineth on the brow of yonder hill.”
Shining thro' the eastern casement, with a radiance all too clear.”
As he goes the raven croaketh from his hoarse ill-omen'd throat.
Far more treacherous still is woman, falser than the changing wave!
II.
Thus, to some of her companions, the young girl was heard to say:
Struggling hard a gallant vessel, which the waves sought for their prey;
On the poop stood my bold lover, like a knight who ne'er would yield,
Clasp'd his hand his gleaming falchion, and before him hung his shield.
And he fought the foemen fiercely, from the place whereon he stood,
Never flinching from the conflict till he fell all bathed in blood.”
And at Christmas, holy season, she becomes another's bride.
War is o'er, the knight returneth, victor, to his native land.
As he flies, on wings of rapture, to Aloida's long'd-for home,
Sounds of loud and dulcet harpings from each brilliant chamber come;
And from every window'd lattice lights are streaming gay and bright,
Chasing all the gloomy shadows from the raven wings of night.
What good tidings can ye tell me of the house from whence ye be?
Say, what meaneth all this music, borne along so sweet and clear
From the doors of yonder mansion to the pleased and listening ear?”
When the bridal milk-soup reaches first the happy bride's doorway;
There are others, harpers also, who play sweetly three and three,
III.
Came there up a traveller lowly, asking shelter in the hall:
“Give me, gentle sirs, I pray you, of your pity give me bread;
Night is hastening, and I know not where to lay my weary head.”
And at table shalt be seated with the noblest and the best;
Pray draw nigh, friend, that my husband and myself may tend our guest.”
“What is't aileth thee, poor stranger, that thou dost not join the dance?”
“'Tis that, worn and faint with travel, I am wearied unto death.”
“What! art weary still, I pray thee, that thou wilt not join the dance?”
And a weight is at my bosom, and a pain my heart doth fill.”
“Come, sir stranger, of thy courtesy, come and join the dance with me.”
Yet who could be so uncourteous as decline or pass it by?”
Whilst a smile both wan and ghastly on his white lips now appears,
“Where's the ring of gold I gave thee, at the door where here we stand?
Scarce a twelvemonth has pass'd over since I press'd it on thy hand.”
“All my peace, O God, is over, all my happiness is gone!
Deeming that I was bereavèd, that my first love lost his life,
Now, instead of one, two husbands claim me for their wedded wife!”
And forth from his vest he draweth, with an angry flashing brow—
Draweth forth the hidden dagger, which he to the very hilt
Buries in the maiden's bosom, trembling deeply for her guilt.
Then her head down drooping slowly, on his quivering breast she lies,
And close to the heart that loved her, calling on her God, she dies.
'Tis of Christ, His virgin mother, which a purple zone doth wear;
'Tis y'decked with sparkling rubies, that most costly seem to be,
And have all been brought with danger far from countries 'cross the sea.
At the feet of Mary, shaken with a storm of tears and sighs.
LORD NANN AND THE FAIRY.
I.
And early they were doomed to part, tho' full of love and truth.
But yesterday the dame bore twins, white as the drifting snow,
And sweet as spring-tide roses are, which from one stalk outgrow.
And as this day a son thou'st borne, it quickly shall be thine.
Wilt woodcock from the valley have, where grows the primrose sweet,
Or venison from the deep green-wood to make thee savoury meat?”
The words her lips had scarcely crossed when he started from his place,
And seized right fast his oaken spear his manly hands between,
Then leapt with speed on his coal-black steed and gained the forest green.
He followed so fleet, that beneath his feet the trembling earth did shake;
He followed so fleet, that from his brow the big drops fell like rain,
And his gallant courser's panting sides the foam did fleck and stain.
While overhead the radiant stars shone out both clear and bright.
Near to the grot of Königinn, where all was soft and green,
A streamlet held its silver course the flowers and moss between.
And stooping low he thought full sure the cooling wave to drink.
II.
She combed all with a golden comb the tresses bright and fair;
For rich they say such ladies are: oh, richer far, I ween,
Than dames who stately lead the dance in halls of king and queen!
Here take thy choice of these three things, which to thy face I tell:
Wed me at once, upon this spot, or pine for seven long years,
Or die, ere three short days have run their course, in grief and tears.”
A sweet young bride has called me lord, and owns the marriage vow;
Nor shall I pine for seven long years, nor die in three short days,
But when it pleaseth God I shall, in His all-gracious ways.
And yet I'd die contented here, and end at once my life,
All cold outstretched upon my bier, sooner than call thee wife.”
III.
If until now it be not made, I pray thee grant this boon,
For I am sick and very weak, but do not breathe a word
To my own dearest spouse of this, to him I call my lord.
Yet in three days I shall be there, ‘where the weary are at rest.’
And pillow my head amongst the dead, down on the earth's cold breast.
On me a Königinn has cast, I know the truth full well,
A charm that withers up my life, a dark unholy spell.”
And when three days had flown away, the young wife feebly said,
Her snowy hands both pressed against her hot and throbbing head:
Why do the priests chant down below, why white-robed do they sing?”
“Oh, tell me, mother mine, what keeps my husband from my side!”
“Dear mother, now I pray thee tell, and truly tell to me,
What robe shall I put on this day, my blue robe or my red,
That I may go into the church and hear the masses said?”
A black robe is the fittest gear for those who go to pray.”
Lo! her poor husband's grave she sees, and at its head a stone;
“Which of our kin has died so late?” in faltering voice she said,
“That all so fresh the earth is turned. Oh, tell me who is dead!”
O, woe! it is thy husband, who doth lie the earth below.”
Her spirit passed to that bright land, where her lord had gone before.
To see two oaks spring from the tomb, which reared their branches high,
All rich in summer foliage green, against the clear blue sky;
And on their boughs two milk-white doves sat fluttering bright and gay,
Which, when the purple morning broke, to heaven did wing their way.
MERLIN, THE BARD.
I.
“List, list to me, good grandam mine: I to the feast would go,Where holds the king a royal race in kingly pomp and show.”
“Thou shalt not to this feast, my son. I do not hide my fears;
Thou shalt not to this feast, I say, for thy cheek is wet with tears.
For in thy dreams the hot tears fell like rain in wintry flow.”
“Kind mother, little mother mine, seek not thy son to keep.”
“In going thither thou shalt sing, returning thou shalt weep.”
II.
The splendid housing decks his side, all o'er from head to heel.
He puts the bit within his mouth, round his neck a ring he throws;
And from his long and glossy tail a streaming ribbon flows.
Upon his shining back he mounts, and to the feast he hies,
And gallops on right gallantly, as fleet as bird that flies.
Now, as he nears the longed-for spot, the braying trumpets sound,
And the people press in their gala dress, and the prancing horses bound.
“To him who in the lists to-day the highest bar shall clear,
The king's fair daughter shall be given, a sweet and beauteous bride.”
Reared high the palfrey at the words, and, bounding, neighed aloud;
The fire flashed brightly from his eyes, from his nostrils came the cloud.
Now curvets he, now prances he, now pawing snuffs the ground;
Now with the speed of light he clears the barrier at a bound,
Leaving all rivals in the race at a distance far behind.
And now the victor's voice is heard, floating along the wind:
“My lord the King, I claim as mine, Lindore thy daughter fair,
In virtue of thy royal oath, my heart and home to share.”
“Lindore thy bride shall never be, ne'er wed with one so low;
No sorcerer shall be her lord, or hear her marriage vow.”
Then whispered him an aged man, near to the king's right hand,
Whose beard, all whiter than the wool, fell to his girdle's band.
All dight he was in woollen robe, fringed with bright silver lace,
Such as doth oft in stately halls a monarch's person grace.
With the golden sceptre in his hand on the table at his knee.
So loud he struck, the nobles all kept silence deep and still,
And hearkened they with breathless awe, as the king spoke out his will:
“If thou canst bring me Merlin's harp,” so spake he out at last,
“Which with four golden chains is bound, and bounden too, full fast;
If Merlin's harp thou bringest me, which hangeth at his bed,
Why, then, mayhap, my daughter dear at the altar thou shalt wed.”
III.
“Kind grandam mine, dear grandam mine, as thou dost love me well,I pray thee by thy love to me, forthwith thy counsel tell;
Or else this weary heart will break, its strings will break with woe,
And to the grave at once I'll pass, and lie the green sod below.”
“This had not been,” his grandam said, “had'st thou my bidding done;
But weep no more, dear child of mine, the harp shall be thine own.
Beneath its stroke no sound is heard, it falls like white snow-flake.”
IV.
Bearing the harp of Merlin back to claim my promised meed.”
Now, when the king's good son him heard, he whispered to his sire,
And the king himself outspoke right loud, and his eyes they flashed with fire:
“Now, by my royal crown, young sir, yea, by my kingly life,
If thou old Merlin's ring wilt bring, my daughter is thy wife.”
And now in rage, and now in grief, makes known to her his fears.
“My lord the king has spoken thus, and so and so he said.”
“Grieve not for this, keep up thy heart, nay, never droop thy head:
Take thou that branch which yonder lies within my casket small;
Twelve little leaves, and brighter far than any burnished gold.
Seven nights I spent in seeking them beneath the moonlight cold.
Full seven long years ago it was, in seven darkling woods,
Where the place is full of terrors, and blackness always broods.
At midnight, when the cock he crows, your steed then quickly take,
And let not fear assail your heart, Merlin shall not awake.”
At dead of night, when crew the cock, the bay steed bounded on,
Scarce has the cock his crowing ceased ere Merlin's ring is won.
V.
Before the king at early morn again the young man stood,Who at that sight rose up at once in dazed and wondering mood;
Astonished, too, were all the men gathered in presence there,
And eyed the youth all o'er and o'er, with amazed and anxious stare.
“Behold his bride he's won,” they cry, “his bride he's nobly won;
And she shall be his lawful wife in the sight of yonder sun.”
But soon returning with them both, the king spake his desires:
“'Tis true, my son, as thou hast heard, this day thou'st won thy wife;
There's only one thing more I ask, I swear it by my life.
It is the last,—in doing this, thou shalt be my true son,
My daughter then shall be thy bride, and all Leon is thine own.
By my forefathers' bones, bring here great Merlin to our sight,
And when he comes, I swear that he shall bless the marriage rite.”
VI.
“Oh, Merlin, Bard! whence comest thou in weeds so sad and torn—Where goest thou with naked feet, bare head, and face forlorn?
Oh whither, say, in this sad plight, old Merlin, dost thou go,
With oaken staff, and troubled brow, and eyes that overflow?”
“Seeking my harp in this sad world, my consolation sole,—
Seeking my harp, and eke my ring,—their loss has brought me dole.”
Not lost are either harp or ring, they shall be thine again;
Come in, come in, poor Merlin, and take some meat with me.”
“No! no! I cannot cease my walk, nor eat nor drink with thee;
No food shall ever pass these lips till I my harp have found:
Till this is done, the world I pace in one long weary round.”
“Merlin, oh Merlin! heed me now, and thou thy harp shalt find.”
So sore she pressed him that at last she won upon his mind,
And then he comes into her house, and quietly sits down;
But still all woeful is his heart, and his tears they flow adown.
At evening comes the old dame's son, and finds old Merlin there;
He shakes with fear as he glances round, and sees the minstrel's chair.
The minstrel's head droops on his breast, sleep binds him in its chain,
The son he thinks he now can flee from his mother's house amain.
“Hush, hush, my child, fear not at all, Merlin is wrapt in sleep;
Three ruddy apples, fair to see, I in the embers laid,
These roasted well, I gave to him; hush, son! be not afraid;
He ate the three, he'll follow thee wherever thou dost go,
Through forest dark, o'er mountain high, or in the valley low.”
VII.
“What great arrival has there been? Why has the trumpet brayed?
The morning's light had hardly fall'n upon the dewy ground,
When the pillars of my bed did shake 'neath the loud and joyous sound.
Why shout the mob? I pray you tell. What mean these voices loud?
Why rings the sky with praises high, as from a mighty crowd?”
Therefore you hear the trumpet's flare, and the people's shouting voice.
There comes with him an aged crone, and there walketh at her side
Your fair young son who is to have your daughter for his bride.”
And runs to meet old Merlin, and to the Bard doth haste.
And publish through the land the news, proclaim it in this wise:
‘Who will may to the marriage come, may join the wedding feast;
All people in the land may come, from highest unto least.
For eight days shall the feast be held all in my palace here,
In honour of my sweet Lindore, my child, my daughter dear.’”
To the marriage all the nobles ride, the nobles of Bretagne,
The judges and the gallant knights, each true and princely man.
And first the Counts, and then the poor, and eke the rich beside,
They swiftly to the palace come from all the countryside.
The marriage of the royal maid! For eight days from the land
Let come who will—ay, come ye sirs, come ye both one and all;
No matter what your rank or age, come ye both great and small.
Ye judges and ye gallant knights, Churchmen and warlike man;
Come first the mighty Counts, and then come both ye rich and poor—
The rich and poor, who shall not lack of gold or silver store.
Nor shall they want, or meat or drink, or wine or hydromel,
Or couches soft on which to rest, or men to serve them well.
Two porkers fat shall here be slain, two hundred bulls or more,
Two hundred heifers, and of deer as many as five score;
Two hundred beeves, half black, half white, whose horns shall given be
To all who come from far and near this wedding high to see.
Then for the priests, an hundred robes of wool as white as snow,
An hundred collars all of gold, with pearls in every row;
Each warrior shall have one,—shall have it for his own,
And wear it as a loyal badge of fealty to the throne.
A chamber filled with cloaks all blue—blue as the sky above—
For ladies young, and fair, and chaste, and gentle as the dove.
Eight hundred warm new garments to the poorest shall be given,
For well we know how dear they are, how cared for up in heaven.
One hundred well-skilled minstrels upon their harps shall play;
While Merlin, Bard, amidst the court shall celebrate, I ween,
The marriage-rite, and all shall say, such feast was never seen.”
“It is: the splendid pageant's passed, such shall be seen no more.”
And now unto their homes again they all have passed away;
Nor went they empty to their homes, but laden with rich store
Of royal gifts and venison which to their land they bore.
The bridegroom to fair Leon's land his bride with joy he bears,
And all are happy but the king: his eyes are full of tears,
His heart is sad and sorrowful: his heart is sick and sore;
His daughter she has left his home; he shall see her nevermore.
Whether in cavern of the earth, in air, or in the sea.
FOR MUSIC.
I muse in sad thought by the surf-beaten shore;
And weep out my woes as I wander alone,
To mingle my sighs with the hoarse-sounding roar.
Oh, my Norah, my darling, my heart aches for thee!
Thou hast gone, and hast left me thy loss to deplore;
In the world there is nothing but darkness for me,
No! the light and the joy are fled evermore.
She doubled its pleasures, she brightened its grief;
My own one, my dear one, my angel, my wife,
Whom I clasped to my heart in a rapture too brief!
Oh, would that I lay 'neath the fathomless wave!
That over me rolled the wild billowy surge,
That winds sweeping round me might mournfully rave,
And sing me to rest with a low moaning dirge!
FOR MUSIC.
Tell her that dwells upon its sounding shore,
That more than all the world she is to me,
That all my thoughts fly to her evermore.
In pensive mood and meditative dream,
And as she holds a white rose in her hand,
She plucks the leaves and casts them in the stream.
“He loves me not,—he loves,”—her voice here breaks,
And then the tears suffuse her happy eyes,
And hope within her heart once more awakes.
Dear as the life of which she is a part,
And say that I am coming to her feet,
To lay down there the treasure of my heart.
And ask her heart, in sweet exchange for mine:
Without her, say, it is not life to live,
Only a death in which for life I pine.
And that to her my soul's true currents move,
That when I reach her presence she shall know
How pure my passion and how deep my love.
LINES FOR A SILVER WEDDING.
O love! for us how fast
The happy years have lightly flown away,
Each quicker than the last!
These years have drawn us closer than before,
And each to other is not less, but more.
In the clear morning's glow,
I hardly miss of thy lost youth a grace;
Though true, upon thy brow
Some lines, time-touched, I see, but lately there,
And threads of silver gleaming through thy hair.
And days, some dark, some bright,
Have left a mark upon the passing years,
A chequered shade and light.
But blessings, more than any tongue can say,
Blossom'd like flowers upon our onward way.
When yet the months were young,
And married life was in its early prime,
Our hearts to hope were strung.
Alas! in vain. The little fragile life
Passed from thy fond embrace to Christ's, dear wife.
Ah! then with tears of pain,
We put the little empty cot aside,
Where our first-born had lain;
We hid it out of sight, we could not bear
To see the place where lay our infant fair.
God-sent our faith to prove,
And, looking back, we see the bitter cross
Transfigured all by love.
Long since the grief has faded from thine eyes,
And smiles for mercies to the lips arise.
Blessings have crowned our days;
Thou know'st, O Lord, and only Thou,
What cause we have for praise.
Goodness and mercy, like fair angels twin,
Have watched our going out and coming in.
Bright joy or boding fear?
Shall bells ring merrily, or funeral chime
Strike sadly on the ear?
I shrink from this; oh! may I go before
One dear one leaves us for the other shore.
Are they not with us still?
They gild our life as sunbeams do the slope
Of yonder purple hill.
I cannot think that there are days for me
Emptied of joy, because unshared by thee.
Our silver wedding, love;
In all our sky must be no tint of grey,
But sunshine from above.
Hark! children's voices on the air are borne,
They haste to greet us on this happy morn.
Ah, wife! words cannot tell
How rich in many a mercy is our home,
God doeth all things well.
So take we heart to front the unknown years,
Love will survive tho' all else disappears.
SONNETS.
SONNET.
AUGUSTINE.
Augustine, Scholar, Father, holy Saint,Walked by the sounding ocean on the shore,
Turning in thought grave problems o'er and o'er,
To which he gave his soul without restraint,
Until it grew with musing sick and faint.
And as his baffled heart felt sad and sore,
A child he saw that rose-lipped sea-shell bore,
And fill'd it from the sea with motion quaint,—
Then taking it when full into his hand,
He carried it in happy childish bliss,
And emptied it in hole scoop'd in the sand.
“I mean,” he said, “to pour the deep in this”—
“Thus,” thought the Saint, “God infinite and grand,
My finite mind would hold and understand.”
SONNET.
THE SAME.
So stand we on the shore and brink of time,Close to the borders of eternity,
Across whose vast illimitable sea
Sweep echoes of the everlasting chime,—
Voices from that mysterious awful clime
No foot of man hath trod, no eye can see,
Home of the Three in One, the One in Three,
To which, if any creature dared to climb,
The blaze of splendour there would strike him blind.
And yet vain man the Godhead would explore,
His essence,—future, present, and behind,—
Into his shell he would this Ocean pour.
But can we hold Him in our narrow mind,
Who Was, and Is, and Is for evermore?
SONNET.
A PICTURE.
Calm is the evening of the orient day,A golden glory flushes all the sky,
And cross the heavens bright rosy cloudlets hie,
Steeped in the lustre of his parting ray.
King David, aged, sorrowful, and grey,
Sits on his palace-roof, and just close by
His jewelled crown neglected now doth lie.
He heeds it not. His thoughts are far away;
They follow with his wistful, straining sight,
A flock of milk-white doves, with glistering breast,
That fly into the liquid sea of light;
And cries he, as they haste toward the west,
“Oh, that I had the dove's swift wings of flight,
Then would I flee away and be at rest!”
SONNET.
TO MY MOCKING-BIRD.
Dear bird, in plumage sober, soft, and grey!Poets have sung in honour of the lark,
Have hymned the nightingale, which, when the dark
Falls on the woods, pours forth her thrilling lay
Of sweet delicious pain; or hurried, gay;
Exhausting praises on her passionate song
Which floats in liquid sounds the night along.
To me thou art more wonderful than they.
Music has made her home within thy throat.
Now swell thy strains as from a full-voiced quire,
Now sinking low, in rapture they expire.
But ere the ear has lost the long-drawn note
Another harmony thou hast begun,
My lark, my thrush, my nightingale in one!
SONNET.
THE SAME.
Art musing on thy dear and native woodsFar in the West? The fragrant forests fair,
The gorgeous flowers, and the balmier air,
When in these rapturous, ecstatic moods
Thou pourest song in such harmonious floods
That other songsters, hearing, may despair?
Ne'er heard I bird that could with thee compare,
So rich thy thrilling strains, so oft renewed.
What moveth thee, a captive as thou art,
To perch here, bold, familiar at my feet,
Or on my hand to make thyself a seat;
And tho' from country, kindred, home apart,
To send forth streams of music clear and sweet,
With lifted, quivering wings, and swelling heart?
SONNET.
HASTINGS.
Hastings, dear Hastings, I do love thee well;Shame on this thankless heart were there not still
Within thy name a power to move and thrill.
It comes upon me like a happy spell,
To summon up, from Time's dark silent cell,
Thoughts that with brimming tears the eye can fill.
God knows how dear to me each street, each hill,
More dear than I in any words can tell.
I love the beach, washed by the emerald wave,
Green fields, and shady dells, and glades that lie
Under a bright, almost Italian sky.
Nor is there spot that doth not gently blend
With memories of dead or living friend;
But, most of all, I love one little grave.
SONNET.
HASTINGS.
O brother, say, does memory ever bringAcross thy mind dear memories, that rise
In mine, of times when in the balmy spring
We wandered often 'neath the deep-sphered skies,
When the grey twilight had begun to fling
O'er earth and heav'n steep'd in soft rosy dyes,
The dusk of her far over-shadowing wing,
Veiling the woods in tender mysteries?
Oh, how we used to creep from bush to bush,
Or sometimes stretch us on the fragrant ground,
As the sweet nightingale poured all around
A flood of melody, now soft and low,
Now quick and joyous as a torrent's rush,
Anon in piercing pipe of passionate woe!
SONNET.
THE SAME.
No sound save tremulous music of the sea,Came swelling up the glades and meadows fair,
Borne to our ears across the upland lea,
Green with the rippling wheat, and where
The thymy fragrance lured the yellow bee
To revel oft in hours of sweetness there;
The happy thief! with none to cry, “Forbear!”
Gone those dear days, forgot they cannot be.
Our life was in its fair and golden prime,
And from all things bright augury we drew;
Our joys were many, and our sorrows few;
Bravely we looked into the coming time,
The silver hours held hope in every chime,
And not a fear, of what might be, we knew.
HOPE.
The light of other worlds is in her eyes;
She has a look with expectation bright,
Filled with the wonders of a glad surprise.
And sets an aureole on her radiant hair.
Lithe are her steps and full of nameless grace,
So buoyant that she seems to tread on air.
But things beyond the ken of mortal sight,—
All that can move the heart, the pulses stir,
All that is possible of sweet delight.
Which over her so tenderly doth lean,
Before her spreads an ever widening view,
And suns unsetting light the glowing scene.
Which, floating over meadow, stream, and hill,
A thousand echoes lovingly prolong,
While the charm'd world beneath the sound lies still.
A STORY OF THE CRIMEAN WAR.
I
Fair she was, and looked full young,But with hair as white as snow;
And it trembled on my tongue
Once to ask her why 'twas so.
Then she told her heavy tale,
Growing all the time more pale;
Often, too, her voice would fail.
II
He was summoned to the war,He who loved me as his life:
Went my heart with him afar;
I had vowed to be his wife.
When he said the last “good-bye,”
In words treasured till I die,
Silent tears were my reply.
III
What indeed was I to say?All the world was out of tune;
I could only weep and pray,
Shiv'ring in the month of June.
Round me fell the sunshine bright,
But the day was dark as night,
For he took with him its light.
IV
Here I first had seen his face,Here we wandered girl and boy;
Hated I the empty place,
Haunted with the ghosts of joy.
Nothing now was as of yore;
Restless grew I more and more,
Shadows fell across my door.
V
And within my breaking heartSprang to life a sudden thought,
Which of self became a part;
Daily form and substance caught;
Till it flashed like some bright star
Shining on me from afar,
Lighting me unto the war.
VI
Many women, I heard say,Donned the nurse's sombre dress,
Went upon their loving way,
Angel-like, to work and bless.
I would follow with the rest,
Wear the red cross on my breast,
Succour all who were distressed.
VII
Should he suffer in the strifeFor his country and the right,
I would give to him my life,
Nurse and tend him day and night;
Watching by his weary bed,
On my breast would lay his head,
Round him prayer and blessing shed.
VIII
So I went to foreign soil,Joined the noble sister-band,
Shared their labour and their toil,
Bound up with a tender hand
Wounds of soldiers true and brave,
Laid out others for the grave,
Whom we tried, but could not, save.
IX
When I reached the camp abroad,Arthur's regiment was not there;
It was marching on the road
To a station otherwhere.
So I missed him; but his name
Was in all men's mouths; his fame
Set my throbbing heart aflame.
X
It had reached my anxious earThat a fight was fought and won,
That the battle cost us dear,
Though the foe was forced to run;
But my heart was all athrill,
Dreading tidings of some ill,
And the tears ran down at will.
XI
Rumour daily grew and grew,Till there could not be a doubt:
Soon we found her tongue was true,—
We had put the foe to rout.
And now, 'midst the camp's loud din,
Captives daily were brought in,
Worn and footsore, pale and thin.
XII
Some were wounded, carried here,Bearing marks of blood-red scar,
Borne on ambulance or bier,
Cursing this most fearful war.
Many a sad and dreadful sight
I have witness'd day and night,
Putting sleep and rest to flight.
XIII
Well, I waited day by day,Lonely 'midst the busy crowd,
Sighed the anxious hours away
While I o'er the wounded bowed,
Bound the bandage, stanched the blood,
Gave the cooling draught or food,
Sought to cheer the weary mood.
XIV
Cured I too full many a sore,Made by sabre, shell, or shot,
Wiped the death-sweat, cleansed the gore
Gathered into bloody clot;
Through the night, from chime to chime,
Watched I in that dreadful time,
Till I saw the morning climb
XV
O'er the distant hills, where heLed his soldiers to the fight,
Where I knew he thought of me
While he storm'd the fort or height;
And I prayed that God would save
From a dark and bloody grave,
Him, the noble and the brave.
XVI
All awaited day by day,With a throb of anxious pain,
Tidings from the camp to say
Who were saved and who were slain:
Not yet were dispatches sent;
Only rumours came and went,
Idle tales of camp and tent.
XVII
I was nursing by a bedWhere a helpless Russian lay,
With a sword-cut 'cross his head,
But with hope since yesterday.
It was owing to my care,—
So the surgeon did declare,—
Saved was this life from despair.
XVIII
Nigh to death he'd been,—so weak!With a wild and wand'ring brain,
Now I saw he wished to speak,
All his mind itself again.
And he thanked me oft and oft,
In a whisper low and soft,
As I raised his hopes aloft.
XIX
Once I sat in thought and prayerIn the twilight grey and dim,
And the firelight threw its glare
O'er the chamber bare and grim.
“I must speak,” he gently said,
“Raise me higher in the bed,
Death I now no longer dread.
XX
“Thou hast saved me, sister dear,Given me back to hope and life;
Not for self I hold life dear,
But for children and for wife.
Would that I could thank you right;
May God bless you day and night
With His blessings infinite!
XXI
“Some remembrance would I give,That for my sake thou wilt wear,
For through thee, dear nurse, I live:
Would it were more worth thy care!”
'Neath his pillow then he took,
While his thin and white hand shook,
A small locket, saying, “Look!”
XXII
Close he held it to the lightBy the lamp upon it cast;
And I started at the sight,
Staring wildly and aghast.
'Twas a locket of pure gold,
Set with jewels manifold,
And a tracery rich and bold.
XXIII
I was dumb; I could not speak:All my brain was turning round;
Then there came a stifled shriek
As from one who feels a wound;
But with effort o'er the will,
Down I bow'd me and was still,
While his tale mine ear did fill.
XXIV
In low words he trembling said,—Which in thunder o'er me brake,—
Ringing through the heart and head
With a power the soul to shake:—
“Once your soldiers fought their way,
In a fierce and bloody fray,
Through our regiments in array.
XXV
“'Cross the trampled grass and grain,We the lines before us drave,
And were drawing back again
Like a strong retreating wave,
When an officer uprose,
In the line of English foes,
Our march onward to oppose.
XXVI
“He had led his gallant menFar afront into the field;
By some chance was severed then
From his lines,—but would not yield.
Bravely fought he, but in vain;
By his hand were many slain,
Who lay round him on the plain.
XXVII
“When my sabre's blade I drewWith regret 'gainst one so brave,
One of us, full well I knew,
On that field would find a grave.
Nobler foe I ne'er had seen,
Of a firm and fearless mien;
Would a friend instead he'd been!
XXVIII
“We two fought alone, apart—We fought fiercely, now I think—
And my sword went through his heart,
And I saw him totter, sink.
But a sudden pang of ruth
Smote me, sister, in good sooth,
As the red blood stained his mouth.
XXIX
“Knelt I on the miry ground,Where he, stricken, bowed and fell;
Sought to staunch the gaping wound,
Whence the blood did well and well;
Opened wide his coat and vest,
Marked this locket on his breast,
Saw the dark eyes close in rest.
XXX
“Then I loosed it from his heart,As within my arms he lay;
Sister, take it—do not start;
Prithee do not say me ‘nay.’
This poor gem I'll with thee leave,
'Twill with thine my memory weave,
My deep gratitude believe.”
XXXI
As the words he slowly spake,Rushed upon me all the woe;
Waves of anguish o'er me brake,
'Gainst me all God's winds did blow;
And the bright and jewelled thing
Once I o'er his neck did fling
I saw coldly glittering.
XXXII
Backward fell he on the bed,Quite exhausted, with a moan;
And I sat as one that's dead,
Hopeless, helpless, and undone.
Wild and madd'ning thoughts upcame,
Turning all my blood to flame:
Do you wonder, friend, or blame?
XXXIII
Ah! “his memory link'd with mine!”That was with my being wrought:
Life itself I must resign
Ere I lost this dreadful thought.—
Know you what it is when pain,
Sweeping through the heart and brain,
Bids them break beneath the strain?
XXXIV
Filled was all my heart with strife,Horror, anguish, bitter woe;
I had nursed him back to life,—
Him who dealt the cruel blow;
On the bed he helpless lay,
Who my love, my life, did slay,
On that black and bloody day.
XXXV
All within my whirling brainDarkened grew as an eclipse;
And I shuddered with the strain,
And some wild words passed my lips.
Then a voice spake in my ear
In a whisper low but clear,
And I shrank in very fear:
XXXVI
“Why not let his murderer die?Give no more the cooling drink,
Nor the healing balm apply;
He is trembling on death's brink!
Why attempt his life to save?
Let him sink into the grave:
He has slain thine own, thy brave!”
XXXVII
Then a blank.—One throb of pain—Voices rang within my ears,
And a fire that scorched my brain,
At their source dried up the tears.
Then from burning lips did fall
One cry—“Jesu!”—that was all,
As for mercy I did call.
XXXVIII
But, thank God, no vengeful thoughtFound a harbour in my mind,
Moved not in a soul o'er-wrought,
Or around my heart did wind.—
He had fought for home and wife;
Arthur might have ta'en his life,
In the fearful, fatal strife.
XXXIX
Well, that night passed,—God knows how,—Slowly passed from chime to chime;
Thinking on it, I shrink now—
Oh, the horror of the time!
When, as broke the morning grey,
Came a voice from where he lay:
“Nurse, give me to drink, I pray.”
XL
But I moved not,—sat quite still,—Had no strength to grant his prayer,—
Could not rise the cup to fill,
He had crush'd me with despair.
Soon again came plaintive word,
And I made no sign, nor stirred,—
Was as though I had not heard.
XLI
Then I looked towárd the wall,Where was picture placed by me,—
On it full the light did fall:
Albert Durer's “Christ on Tree.”
Grace and mercy there I saw,
Love, of heav'n and earth the law;
And it thrilled me with deep awe.
XLII
Oh, the pathos of that faceOn the broken heart bowed down:
How the blood-drops ran apace
From beneath the thorny crown!
Could I harbour thought of hate,
When He hung disconsolate,
Under my sins' heavy weight?
XLIII
Cried I: “Jesus, who didst knowAll the bitterness and loss,
All the horror, all the woe
Of the sharp and awful cross,—
Help me now to do Thy will,
Bow my head, Lord, and be still,—
All my soul with patience fill!”
XLIV
Then I rose and seized the draught,Placed it in the patient's hand,
Watched while he the med'cine quaffed;
And his fevered brow I fanned,
Sat beside him, as he slept,
Till the cold wan morning crept
Through the chamber,—and I wept!
XLV
When the surgeon came, a lookCharged with wonder fill'd his eyes;
And his voice that, trembling, shook,
Falter'd forth his deep surprise.
Turned I to the glass, and lo!
Saw a wan face charged with woe,
And the black hair white as snow!
THE WIGTON MARTYRS.
That Scottish Star Chamber, “The Court of High Commission,” holding a court at Wigton on the 13th April, 1685, condemned to death by drowning three humble women whose names are immortalized in the history of Scotland. The names of these women were Margaret M`Lauchlan, Margaret Wilson, and her sister Agnes Wilson. Margaret M`Lauchlan was a widow about sixty-three years of age; Margaret Wilson was about eighteen, and her sister Agnes not more than thirteen years of age. The last-named girl was condemned to death, but was liberated on her father, who had conformed to Episcopacy, going to Edinburgh and giving a bond for a hundred pounds to produce her person on demand. Their crime was the frequenting conventicles, and the
Here, sitting by the Solway shore,
Of dark deeds done in days of old.
Than this in face of yonder sun.
Now more than threescore years and ten;
This deed would in my memory
Burnt like a scar upon my heart.
As I recall the bygone years,
And touch the fount of burning tears,
Because I tell of deeds of shame,
To think what grace of God can do,—
And put in dying lips a song.
Were driven forth to hill and glen,
Hunted for conscience-sake to death.
Where on bent knee, with forehead bare,
They sent to God their fervent prayer.
Heard solemn psalm and sacred hymn;
Of streamlet singing in its flow,
That floated on the air along.
The tramp of soldiers drawing near,
And drag us thence with scoffing word,
Never again to pass its door.
Where hung the good, the great, the wise.
Oft have I marked the heads of those
Had braved the dungeon and the stake;—
As through long months the weeks did run,—
Returned to find them there again.
For holy men a gloomy tomb.
Nor sex, nor worth;—his bitter rage
And law was trampled in the dust.
Men in Thy name by deeds abhorr'd
Should think to honour Thee, their Lord!
E'en as I speak mine eyes o'erflow,
Although it chanc'd so long ago.
The sainted two of whom I tell.
Who long had trod the heav'nward way;
And of a noble soul, and brave.
Dead to sweet pity and to shame,
And doomed her to a dreadful death.
Low kneeling at God's feet in prayer,—
Before the wicked judge's face,
A man remorseless, ruthless, base.
Her fate to find a martyr's grave
Beneath the Solway's cruel wave.
And bowed her head to God's high will.—
And women wring their hands in grief,
To doom and death by Solway's shore.
A maiden young, and sweet, and fair,
With deep-blue eyes and amber hair;
Ah, God! it seems but yestere'en!
And hoped she would have been my wife
With that calm look upon her brow.
Still swells my heart with wrath and shame,
Should do as only devils can!)—
Some souls are damned ere yet in hell—
They had no pity, could not feel,
To undergo a dreadful doom,
Beneath the cold waves' charnel gloom.
And from her lips there thrill'd a psalm.
Patient her step, erect her head.
From hearts all overcharg'd with woe.
However willing, true, and brave.
What could a few poor burghers do?
Who prayed and sobb'd as she passed by;
That dear life from a cruel grave,
And curse in frenzy of despair.
I said, scarce knowing what I said:
Oh speak, and say, ‘God save the King.’
For my sake, Margaret,—Margaret, hear!”
And turned a pleading, piteous face,
That all my spirit thrilled and shook.
And moved we onward to the shore,
Swift to the sands, like some racehorse
With foam upon its streaming mane.
We saw the elder woman stand
The waters risen to her knee;
As if things passing were a dream,
And she with God were all alone.
The ravening billows, far and wide,
Against her brake in foam and spray.
Which smote me like a sharp-edged sword,
On Margaret, and bound the maid
O God! that such dread things could be!—
The waters ever rise and rise.
Until they kissed her naked feet.
And to her knees they foaming leap.
From Margaret assent to win,
To swear and take the solemn oath.
Offered her life if she would take
The oath, pleading for mercy's sake.
She shook, but did not turn her head.
And say at once, ‘God save the King!’”
“'Tis his salvation I desire.”
“God save him, an He will,” she said.
That He will save all, here, and there.”
Spake to the officer right loud:
Oh, set her free!—praised be the Lord!”
“Never,” she answered,—“Christ is Head.—
Now let the sea be my death-bed.”
He turned towárd the shore again.
Saw all aghast, with spell-bound eyes.
Reached now the girdle of her waist,
And soon they wash'd her tender breast.
A sweet clear voice, as firm as brave,
That quelled all fear of pain and death.
Of billowy waters rushing past,
In praise of Him, “the First, the Last,”
From sin, from death, and from the grave.
To take instead the martyr's crown.
Still watch'd the waters rise and rise,—
Rolled over her still less'ning form.
Hoping to wound her by his sneer,
While the great sea o'er Margaret burst,
In tones that reached the weeping crowd,
And in her eyes a strange fire burn'd,—
“Dear Christ,—His people's loving Head,
Wrestling in one for whom He bled.”
We saw her grappling hard with death.
A moan of bitter agony,
Now came a silence,—awful,—still.
Of ocean rushing to the shore—
The martyr's agony was o'er.
Of horror, anguish, and despair,
From those who watched the death-throes there.
Through months I had a wand'ring brain,
Was tossed on bed of fever'd pain.
Many who saw that scene are dead,
Happy that low is laid their head.
Yet murmur not,—'tis God's good will.
Weary I feel, and weak, and old,—
When, passing from this earth away,
Shall welcome me to Christ's dear side,
With her in bliss for aye to bide.
A VISION.
And my heart 'neath chant and anthem grew wondrous strong and calm,
For the echoes of the great organ still sounded sweet and clear,
And, blent with the choristers' voices, lingered upon the ear.
The air seemed athrill with music as I laid me down to sleep,
And committed soul and body to the Father's hands to keep.
And that heaven opened around me where a radiance ever streams
From the throne of the Uncreated, who dwells in the dazzling light,
Hidden in His own splendour from even the angels' sight,
As one to another in worship thrice “Holy, holy!” sings.
Flashing by with the splendour of morning when it sets the heavens aglow,
And seraphs in burning beauty like flames of living fire,
With cherubim borne where they listed on wings of their own desire;
And while some were intent on service, some waited and stood at rest,
But though each filled a different office, yet all equally were blest.
And struck the strings all golden to a rich deep melody,
And there were sounds of viol and tabret, and choral hymn and song,
Which floated in silver cadence the heart of heaven along,
Till it rose to the ear of the Highest, who sat on the great white throne
Ringed round by an emerald rainbow and clear as a sapphire stone.
And I fell down in worship before Him, filled with a solemn awe,
Held in adoring wonder by all that I heard and saw,—
By visions of glory on glory that rose on my dazzled sight,
By a heart with rapture flooded, by a strange and a sweet delight.
Bliss beyond all conception to clasp and to kiss His feet.—
Then He laid His hand upon me,—laid it with touch divine—
And I thrilled as with eyes all loving He looked tenderly into mine,
With a look that expressed in a moment all even He could show
Of a love that passeth knowledge to sinful man below.
Clearer than song seraphic, struck from a gold citole,
Came a voice of melodious sweetness upon the enchanted ear,
Which deepened the awe that held me, but freed the soul from fear:
“Look up, look up, thou blesséd; here shalt thou stay with me;
All that thou seest of glory, freely I give to thee!”
In vain did I struggle for utterance, the words refused to come,—
And in that fruitless effort to express what I wished to say,
Slowly the vision faded,—quietly passed away:—
The glory paled and vanished, waned from my yearning sight,—
I awoke in this world of shadows, and round me still brooded the night.
And made a pathway of silver which streamed athwart the gloom,
I seemed still to see God's angels, with a light upon hair and face,
Flashing like flames of fire as they flash'd through the holy place,
And the voice that I heard in heaven came ringing adown the spheres,
And, sweeter far than music, touch'd the spring of happy tears.
I see the regions of glory and the throne of God on high,
And I hear the harpings of angels as they stand on the sea of fire,
For I long with a passionate longing for wings of the rapid dove,
To flee to the land of my vision, the heaven of light and love.
AN INCIDENT IN THE AUSTRIAN CAMP.
The French the day had won,
Had put the Austrian to rout
At point of sword and gun;
As victors in the dreadful strife,
They scoured the battle-plain,
Hoping to save some wounded life,
Hid in the trampled grain.
A gunshot in his side;
The blood was welling from the wound,
A warm and crimson tide.
They would have borne him to the tent,
But, with pale lips compressed,
He faintly said he was content,
Prayed to be left at rest.
“For me,—it matters not,—
This place—shall be—my dying bed;
Pass on,—I'd be forgot;
'Tis idle,—idle,—all too late.
By all you hold most dear,
Leave me,—oh, leave me to my fate,
And let my grave be here!”
A vision sweet and fair
Of home, of kindred, and the ties
To guard which brought him there,
The father and the mother dear,
The loved ones far away,
And then there fell the natural tear,
He tried, but could not stay.
And left him 'mongst the slain,
But loth to let the brave boy die,
They sought him soon again.
He smiled, and said,—“You cannot save,”—
—He spake with failing breath,—
“O foes,—be friends,—dig here my grave,”—
And then fell back in death.
And there they saw beneath,
Yielded to none but Death.
The regiment's colours he had sworn
No foe should take from him;
So when they led the hope forlorn,
He wrapp'd them round each limb.
Betray his solemn trust,—
Far better perish by the sword,
And dying bite the dust,
Than let his country's flag be ta'en
And flaunted by the foe;
That were upon his faith a stain,
A great,—a supreme woe.
Of honour or of fame;
Nay, what were life with honour lost
But one great blank of shame?
They dug him there a soldier's grave,
They laid him where he fell,
—Gave honour due unto the brave,—
Was it not right and well?
Than the flag for which he died,
Stained with the crimson stream that flowed
From out his shattered side?
True to the oath he swore,
Had guarded to his latest breath
The colours that he bore.
WE MET BUT ONCE.
Too soon that meeting or too late.
We crossed each other's path—in vain!
What else,—what else had been our fate?
Should we have touched each other's life,
Have made it other than it is,
Have tuned the discords, healed the strife,
Brought into it some touch of bliss?
And lands and seas between us lie,
I feel as if I knew thine heart,
Could read thine ev'ry smile and sigh.
Thy very thoughts I can divine;
Our feelings flow in full accord,
Yours mingling in one stream with mine,
By the same sympathies are stirred.
And we on earth shall never more
Enjoy together converse sweet,
And hope of fellowship is o'er,—
There is a day that draweth near
When we shall reach the farther land,
And why we met shall then be clear,—
Why only once, shall understand.
SEA-VOICES.
Of accents diverse, yet melodious all,
Some soft as lute, and some as clarion clear,
Others as thrilling as the trumpet's call.
In fitful gusts across the stormy sky,
So doth the thunder when white lightnings leap
In blinding flashes 'thwart the dazzled eye.
Rush of the river, ripple of the brook,
Brawl of the stream, in shadow or in sun,
The song of tinkling rill in leafy nook.
The hum of bees is heard in honeyed flowers,
And mating birds amid the branches flute,
And warble love-songs through th' enchanted hours.
The far-off lowing of the pastured herds,
And hum of insects in the sultry noon,
When in the woods no sleeping leaf is stirred!
Whether low murm'ring winds, or rush of streams,
Or song of birds in spring-time of the year,
Or crash of thunder when the lightning gleams.
The plaintive plash of waves against the strand,
Or dash of waters as in sportive glee
They break in silver ripples on the sand.
When the great deep resounds from shore to shore,
And the white billows raise their threat'ning forms,
And then plunge back with long tumultuous roar!
Which holds a strange sweet music for the ear;
Deep in its chambers ocean murmurs dwell,
And chimes of surging waters, faint but clear.
Girt with thy guardian cliffs or ring'd with sand;
A fresh delight I ever find in thee,
Whether by tempests stirr'd or breezes fann'd.
When voices of the earth shall soon be o'er,
Place me, I pray, near the sonorous sea,
Where I can catch the rapture of its roar,
Of harpers harping on the sea of glass,
That as the music downward to me floats,
My soul upon the stream to heaven may pass.
A GRAVE BY THE SEA.
Where the great billows ever ebb and flow,
And with a measured music come and go,—
Here, friends, I pray you, make for me a grave
O'er which the sighing winds shall gently rave,
And golden suns which shed a radiant glow
May at the dawn, or when the day is low,
With gleaming gems the sapphire surface pave.
With ocean-flowers that fondly to it cling;
Here will the sea-bird with its snowy wing
Winnow the wooing air, and build its nest
In the white cliff, which shall cool shadows fling
Upon the mound 'neath which I sleeping rest.
THE BIRTH OF VENUS.
I.
Whose waters in an amorous ebb and flow
Kiss her ambrosial limbs more white than snow;
And rippling round with many a sweet sea stave,
Delight her lustrous loveliness to lave.
She smiles, at once the spacious deep grows calm,
She breathes, the golden air is filled with balm,
And winds sink into whispers soft and low.
Which feels the pressure of her naked feet,
All into diamonds breaks the sparkling sand,
And round her blossom roses fair and sweet;
And heav'n itself droops gently from above
O'er Aphrodité, foam-born queen of love.
II.
Drawn by a fluttering flock of milk-white doves,
And round which hover'd throngs of rosy Loves;
Soon as she entered her proud coursers flew,
The golden car, which glided through the air,
Borne over Paphian hills and valleys fair,
And 'cross fresh sunlit meads and shadowy groves.
Until she pass'd within the happy gate
Where Ganymede delights on gods to wait;
And Hebe pours for Zeus the ruddy wine;
Here mounted she her throne in royal state,
A goddess crowned in beauty's right divine.
III.
And bloom'd and blossom'd into flower each plain
As Love began her mild but sov'ran reign,
And ruled with golden sceptre o'er each sphere:
In bush and tree the birds sang loud and clear,
And echo answered softly back again,
Glad to repeat, and linger o'er the strain,
Which the earth heard with open heart and ear
O Beauty, thou dost hold it still as fair
As when your praise in dawn of time was sung
By him whose voice was sweet beyond compare,
Whose lyre divine, on high Olympus strung,
Took captive all things, both of earth and air!
A PASTOR'S PORTRAIT.
Had sought and found the hidden heart of truth
Whose law found just expression in his mouth.
His lips for wounded souls kept healing balm,
Prayers for the sad, for happy ones a psalm.
Which shone before him like the polar star,
For things unseen he scorn'd the things which are.
His ear was deaf to earthly strife and din
His mind to that of angels was akin.
Which stirred to music all the spirit's chords,
As stir the leaves the songs of forest birds.
The flowers, the birds, all things of earth and air;
He looked abroad, and found God's creatures fair.
No withered leaf caught by the whirling stream,
And borne where'er the current might beseem.
In action lived what he professed in creeds,
And of high aspirations sowed the seeds.
And he could pity where he could not cure;
When wronged himself, he knew how to endure.
On which burned faith, and hope, and pure desire,
But which of meaner passions was the pyre.
Yet o'er his life a saintliness was shed,
All saw to worldly pleasure he was dead.
And walked the world unspotted with his God,
With sweetest praise and prayer he cheered the road.
And, living not for earth, lived not in vain,
But sowed for future harvests the rich grain.
He dwelt on earth, but lived in heaven above,
Childlike and simple, full of faith and love.
LOW-BREATHING WINDS.
What mean ye by that sad and plaintive sigh
That wails from earth and reaches to the sky?
From scenes where cruelty and murder reign,
From sickness unrelieved or death-bed pain?
A secret sorrow that ye only know;—
Why not unburthen it and let it go?
False love that hides deception in its tone,
Or haply for hurt souls that weep alone?
The poor who suffer, or the proud who smite,
For guilty deeds that dread and shun the light?
While weary hearts with wasting griefs are torn,
And loved ones' ashes fill the tear-washed urn.
'Tis only fitting that upon the ear
Sounds of her travail fall distinct and clear.
I cannot choose but weep to see her throe;
Whether I will or not, the tears will flow.
Until the air is burthened with your cry,
I wonder which is saddest, you or I?
SPRING.
O Spring, thou youth of each fresh dawning year,Mother of flowers, green leaves, and new desires,
I greet thy glories with full many a tear,
And weep the music of thy feathered choirs.
Thou dost return, but not with thee return
Delicious hours of happiness and joy.
Thou, thou returnest, but alas! I mourn
The treasures lost to me, a dreaming boy.
Sad the remembrance now of days no more,
While thou still art the blithe and jocund thing
That thou wert ever in the days of yore,
O always new and always happy Spring!
But I am not,—and hence these tears arise,—
What once I was,—dear to another's eyes.
THEKLA'S SONG.
The oak-wood crashes, the clouds drift o'er,The lone maiden strays by the green sea-shore;
The billow is broken with might, with might,
And she sings out into the wild dark night,
While with weeping is dimmed her sad eye;
“The heart it is dead and the world is vain,
It gives nothing more to the wish again.
O Holy One, call back Thy child unto Thee;
I have known all the bliss earth can offer to me,
I have lived and have loved,—let me die!”
THE NIGHT CHARGE AT KASSASSÍN.
Of the charge of our Guards on that fair August night,
How we scattered the flank of the Egyptians like spray,
When the storm drives the waves 'gainst the shore in its might.
Were gleaming like gems in the heart of the sky;
And I thought, “What to them are earth's tumults and wars,
As they hold their bright path through the spaces on high?”
Now whitened and blanch'd in the tremulous glow,
And a hush as of death fell over our bands,
All eager to grapple and close with the foe.
No horse broke the stillness with snort or with neigh;
But at intervals Drury Lowe's order was heard,
As through the night-watches we spurred on our way.
But rode on to glory through glimmer and gloom;
And we felt as we galloped the terrible strain—
When sudden there burst on the night a loud boom!
We saw just before us a line long and white,
And we waited afire for the word of command,
To bear down on the foe and meet them in fight.
Like the blast of a thunder-clap, smote on the ear;
It burst close at our feet, where it ploughed up the ground,
And each horse 'neath its rider plunged wildly in fear.
And a murderous fire in hot showers of red rain,
While the sulphurous smoke made a pall dark as hell,
And the balls grazed our foreheads again and again.
And the Guards at his word cleared before them a way,
And a flash, lighting up both the earth and the sky,
Blazed a moment as fierce as the sun at noon-day.
“Form in front in two lines! Now draw swords and charge all!”
And upon them we dashed at our General's word,
Determined to carry their posts, or to fall.
It thrilled to the stars—died—then silence again;
Then the flashing of sabres—the cries of our foes—
Fierce slaughter and melée of horses and men.
Death from musket and rifle,—from shrapnel and gun;
But we drove them before us,—gapped their lines with our shell,
And launched on their columns, saw them waver and run.
But I cleft in the skull of the dark face who fell,
Wiped the blood with my sleeve—see, here is the scar;
He rolled at my feet with a horrible yell.
For death came on each of the balls whizzing by,
And the hand that had reined him was nerveless and still,
The rider had dropped from the saddle to die.
Our horse rode them down, sweeping on, like a wave,
And, leaving behind them the dying and dead,
In Kassassín's sands to find them a grave.
Each musket-fire carried dark Death on its wing,
And the cries of the wounded rose shrill on the ear,
And the roar of the guns and the rifles' sharp ring.
Fear-stricken like ninepins they fell—all unmanned;
And we galloped right on,—never heeding the knaves,
Who lay at our feet, crouching low on the sand.
But our horses they stabbed with their daggers and knives.
They gashed them, and hacked them—ah, pitiful sight!
But they paid for their cunning at cost of their lives.
“Rally all!” In a moment we rallied our men,
Who fell into order, then wheeled right about,
And marched through the night in firm masses again.
The enemy dead, or all scattered in flight;
Still ready and eager for siege or for fight.
Was ever an onset more splendidly made?
Begun in the moonlight, ere dawn it was done—
Who could stand 'gainst the charge of our noble Brigade?
The blood and the anguish, hopes wrecked, lives undone?
Well said he who said that “a battle that's lost
Is only more dreadful than battle that's won.”
Ours no selfish struggle; we fought for the true—
For order and law, not for glory and fame:
When called to such war, what could Englishmen do?
When they scattered like chaff Arabi's great host,
Will embalm in her memory “The Fighting Brigade”
Through all time with the names that she cherishes most.
Will live amongst those she holds honoured and dear,
The men who gave history so brilliant a page
At Kassassín, Cairo, and Tel-el-Kebir.
AMBLESIDE CHURCHYARD AT EASTERTIDE.
Of heaven reminds me, and of heavenly things;
The blue so tenderly above me bowed,
Thoughts of eternal calmness with it brings.
Whom earth so closely presses to her breast,
The mind is upward to the living led,
Within the everlasting arms at rest.
'Tis life that here is present to the thought;
Sweet consolation breathes from every stone,
And whispers peace to hearts with grief o'er-wrought.
Of fresh-pluck'd flowers strewn on the swelling sod;
But chief the daffodil the honour bears
Of lifting up the heart to heaven and God.
The shimmering dews and drops of tender rain
Within your deep-fringed chalices of gold,
To shed sweet tears upon the earth again,
Of faith that soars triumphant o'er the tomb,
And hopes ye give, the buried seed beneath
Shall break and bud into immortal bloom.
Glory of flower and joyous grace of bird,
Let the world's winter melt into a spring
Which shall eternal blossom at Thy word!
Grave-covered, wet with many a mourner's tears;
Long has she travailed. Why delay the birth?
Give full fruition to the hopes of years?
SPRING-TIME.
New life is throbbing in the ground;
The world breaks into bloom at last,
And with rich beauty earth is crowned.
Soft buds unclose, sweet flowers unfold,
And wild birds make the copses ring,
And genial airs blow o'er the wold.
Low-piping winds, and gentle showers,
Light fleecy clouds, and tuneful rills,
Herald the happy coming hours.
Awakening life in lowly dells,
Bidding the mountain-tops rejoice,
Breathing where snowdrops ring their bells.
Which comes in fragrant beauty drest,
To chase Death's triumphs all away,
And bring the weary endless rest.
Through all these long and dreary years!
How watered earth's sad wintry scene,
With dark-robed mourners' flowing tears!
When to the far remotest line,
The world shall blossom into flower,
And in the light of heaven shine.
Gather the ripened harvest in;
Let the sweet bells of heaven chime,
And strike the end of Death and Sin!
From north and south, and east and west,
The earth shall seem like some fair field
Which the good Lord hath richly blest.
MARTIN LUTHER.
And brave as he who faced the lions' den,
I would thy loud, indignant voice again
Might with a clarion-tone o'er Europe roll,
And abject Superstition's death-knell toll!
'Twas thine to purge the Church, become a den
Of thieves, who made a merchandise of men,
And opened heaven to sinners for a dole.
All Christendom from farthest east to west:
She sleeps like poor shorn Samson on the breast
Of Delilah. Dear Christ! for that truth's sake
Which martyrs died for and Thy saints confest,
Another Luther send! bid England wake!
FOX HOW.
I.
Encircled here by hills and there by wood!
On many spots of beauty have I stood
Where cloudless skies o'er verdant valleys lean,
And snow-clad mountains pierce the blue serene;
But never felt I in more reverent mood
Than in this dwelling of the great and good,
Whose memory here is still so fresh and green.
Thy very air is full of peace and rest,
Far from the fret and weariness of life.
Here may we truest inspiration take,
From hill and stream, from meadow and from lake,
Also from what in noblest hearts is best.
II.
Sweeter than brilliant flowers that gem thy sward,
Greener than laurel-hedge, thy fence and guard,
Which stands close-leaved and tall against the blue,
Is the remembrance of the good and true,
By which to deeds of worth the heart is stirr'd;
—An odour fragrant as the precious nard,—
A fount of inspiration ever new.—
Sowed precious seed which bears rich fruitage now,
Here with the false had ever grandly fought,
And at Truth's shrine compelled the knee to bow;
A living power from all he did and taught,
Still lingers round his beautiful Fox How.
III.
And reverent steps are often guided here
Where once he dwelt; where they to him most dear
Keep pure his name as heav'n's high stainless dome,
As white and bright and spotless as the foam
That crowns the waters of some wind-swept mere,
And send it down unstained from year to year,
As well becomes the heirs of this sweet home.
Into this honoured household's inner shrine,
Where all that's wise, high-thoughted, and refined
May for the hours thou passest there be thine;
Culture with friendly courtesy combined,
All virtues of the heart, all graces of the mind.
IV.
To live so that our lives shall ever move
In harmony with greatness that we love,
And honour those from whom we take our name;
True to their memory, and all aflame
By word and deed our high resolve to prove,
To keep it stainless as the skies above,
By shame untainted and untouched of blame.
Who carry righteous blood within their veins.
Woe if the child unworthily sustains
The great traditions unto which he's heir,
Who, as he turneth o'er life's solemn page,
Fails to transmit them pure from age to age!
RONDEAUX.
It may interest some of my readers to know that after alluding to “the substance as well as the ingenuity of form” of the following Rondeaux, Mr. Robert Browning adds in a letter to me, “With respect to your question concerning my sympathy with the first two poems, assuredly you have it altogether. I should consider that such a visitation as was really and repeatedly promised me,—a promise which continuing to be unkept, is to me a proof that to keep it were impossible. I should esteem such an appearance a blessing almost beyond any other I can conceive of,—in fact too blessed for the conditions of this world, and our present life.”
I. WORKS DEATH SUCH CHANGE?
Doth it such awe around them spread,
That, would they suddenly appear,
Trembling, we would recoil in fear,
Though on their breast had lain our head?
Thus thrill us with a nameless dread,
If still we hold them all so dear?
Works Death such change?
And weeping wished the spirit here;
And shall the wish be all unsaid,
If some night, rising near our bed,
They stand within the moonlight clear?
Works Death such change?
II. I WOULD NOT SHRINK.
One of the dead's unnumbered host,
Should rise in silence of the night,
Shrined in an aureole of light,
And pale as snowdrop in the frost.
For me the silent river crossed,
For me left worlds all fair and bright,
I would not shrink!
Dear would the dead be to my sight;
A vision from the other coast,
Of one on earth I cherished most,
Would be a measureless delight:
I would not shrink!
III. HE DOES NOT COME.
From sombre eve to morning grey;
Either my voice he cannot hear
In that untroubled happier sphere,
Or cannot force to me his way.
The dead revisit realms of day,
Or ever to our sight appear,—
He does not come!
What on his heart I pleased to lay;
And if he heard, he would stand here
Before me in the moonlight clear,
Though only for an hour his stay,—
He does not come!
IV. BEFORE HE PASSED.
To where he sleeps beneath the yew,
He said, “Weep not; to thee I'll come,
If spirits ever leave that home
Through whose dark gates I go from you.”
So as he spake life sweeter grew,
And flowered again my heart in bloom,
Before he passed!
He may not tread the avenue
That leadeth from the nether gloom;
Else would he come to this dear room.
I heard his vow,—God heard it too,
Before he passed!
V. NOT FOR THE DEAD.
Untroubled is their rest and deep.
For them why should we mourn or sigh?
'Neath quiet graves in peace they lie;
“Thou givest Thy beloved sleep.”
For all whose path is rough and steep,
For them we lift our voice on high—
Not for the dead!
Who sow the wind, the whirlwind reap,
Who lonely watch the days go by,
For hearts that bleed while eyes are dry:
For these, O Lord, our tears we keep—
Not for the dead!
VI. SLEEP THEY NOT WELL?
For sorrow they have peace instead:
Our Father housed His children dear,
Before the tempest gathered near,
And burst in thunders loud and dread.
The mourning souls are comforted,
And stanched the fount of every tear;
Sleep they not well?
Earth, like a mother pressing near
To watch beside the loved one's bed,
Wraps her dark mantle round their head,
And shelters them from pain and fear,
Sleep they not well?
VII. WITHDRAW THE VEIL.
A little even, that a ray
Shining from out the glory bright
May fall upon our darkling night,
And with us ever rest and stay!
The mists are heavy, thick, and grey,
We stumble as we grope for light.
Withdraw the veil!
So blind, we cannot always say
Which is the wrong, which is the right;
We need, O God, the opened sight,
“The fire by night, the cloud by day.”
Withdraw the veil!
VIII. CLEAR-SIGHTED FAITH.
Changed and transfigured 'neath her eye:
A rainbow on each cloud appears,
A glory shines through mists of tears,
And cloudless blue through clouded sky.
Through spray and foam she can descry
His hand who safe the vessel steers,
Clear-sighted Faith!
Calmly for her the days go by,
And, dwelling in the upper spheres,
Above the reach of cares or fears,
She sees more cause to sing than sigh;
Clear-sighted Faith!
IX. “IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.”
Rung from a deep-toned iron bell,
Upon the ear the sad words smite,
Or as a dirge heard in the night—
A dirge o'er one loved all too well.
The anguish in these words that dwell;
In them what tears to dim the sight—
“It might have been!”
It gnaws the heart like worm of hell,
To know that we have lost the height
Where once we might have stood in light;
That from life's possible we fell,—
“It might have been!”
X. THE SWEET SAD YEARS.
Alas! too quickly did they wane,
For each some boon, some blessing bore;
Of smiles and tears each had its store,
Its chequered lot of bliss and pain.
Yet cannot I the wish restrain
That I had held them evermore,
The sweet sad years!
That long within the mind has lain,
I keep repeating o'er and o'er,
“Nothing can e'er the past restore,
Nothing bring back the years again,
The sweet sad years.”
XI. SHALL IT BE MINE?
To tread the first the silent way
That leadeth to the golden door,
Opening upon God's palace floor,—
Mine first life's burden down to lay.
To wait for you, and watch, and pray,
Till we shall meet to part no more,—
Shall it be mine?
And rising, you the call obey,
Shall it be mine from yonder shore
To see you pass the river o'er,
And leave the shadows for the day,—
Shall it be mine?
XII. CLOUDY DAYS.
With face against the window-pane
We watch the driving of the showers,
And count the long and dreary hours;
But wherefore murmur or complain?
The sun will soon shine forth again,
And waken into life the flowers,
O days of cloud!
Nor shrouding mists hide hill and plain,
And birds sing in the leafy bowers,
And sapphire skies once more be ours,
Peace lieth at the heart of pain,
O days of cloud!
XIII. APRIL DAYS.
Heralds of fair and flow'ry Mays,
When daffodils that dare the cold,
Make every meadow gleam like gold,
And violets scent the woodland ways,
And bring them up before the gaze,
Clothed in the grace they wore of old,
O tender Springs!
There come forth those far “yesterdays,”
When life was yet a tale untold,
Sorrows but few,—joys manifold,
And all my songs were psalms of praise,
O tender Springs!
XIV. THE MAY.
When all the budding copses ring,
When everywhere its quick'ning breath
Awakes the slumb'ring world from death,
Is of the seasons lord and king.
New life now throbs through everything,
And earth blooms like one flow'ry wreath,
This jocund May!
Or leave with us the sweets ye bring;
O fragrant month of hope and faith,
Joy round thee fondly lingereth;
To thee dear memories still cling,
This jocund May!
XV. IN DAYS OF JUNE.
In arching glory o'er us rise,
And perfect cloudless beauty wear;
The breezes richest odours bear,
And flowers exhale themselves in sighs.
The earth in hues of Paradise,
And glowing tints divinely fair,
In days of June!
Withdraw from books your weary eyes;
Let us to woods and fields repair,
And drink the sunshine, breathe the air,
And muse in meditative guise,
In days of June!
XVI. SUMMER EVES.
On the dim earth and distant skies,
And moon and stars with silver light
Tremble upon the steps of night,
Expression in a rapture dies.
Sweet as if blown from Paradise,
Or fairy gardens of delight;
Fair summer eves!
I feel the tears o'erflow mine eyes;
For absent friends ye call to sight,
Loves, hopes, that made existence bright,
That now are only memories:
Fair summer eves!
XVII. THE CUCKOO.
With thee, blithe harbinger of Spring;
Thou bringest cowslips, violets blue,
And buds and bells all drenched in dew,
Glittering like pearls upon a string.
In hawthorn bush the thrushes sing,
But more I love to hear, “Cuckoo!
Cuckoo! Cuckoo!”
And takes from sorrow half its sting;
Recalling days that quickly flew,
Pleasures long past thou dost renew,
And the old sunshine round me fling,
Cuckoo! Cuckoo!
XVIII. THE TIME WILL COME.
When at your side I may not stay,
And you shall see my face no more;
Though sad the parting, bitter, sore,
There comes a call I must obey.
I must arise and take the way
That many friends have ta'en before:
The time will come!
Robs it the sunshine of one ray,
To know that I must go before,
Be first to reach the farther shore;
And aches your heart for that I say
The time will come?
XIX. MARY OF BETHANY.
Of Jesus found a safe retreat,
Who looked into His face benign,
And listened to the words divine
That made her heart with music beat!
Disturbs her in that quiet seat,
Near to the True and Loving Vine,
O happy maid!
Communion high, and close, and sweet;
Let Mary's privilege be mine,
Like Mary make me wholly Thine;
For hers a joy supreme, complete,
O happy maid!
A SONG.
[What aileth thee, fair moon]
That thou dost look so white and wan?
Art sad that thou so soon
Must wane before the coming dawn,—
That all thy regal splendours bright
Must fade and vanish with the night?
Sorrow becometh not a queen.
Is it that earth's unceasing wail
Troubles the pure serene?
And dost thou pity then her throes,
Her sin, her travail, and her woes?
That there is drawing near a time
When, having reached the bourne,
Thou shalt no more in beauty climb
The purple spaces of the sky,
With golden planets sweeping by.
A SONG.
[We part on Time's sad shore]
Alone I go before;
But where to meet and when, O love, again?
Beyond the shadows where all tears are o'er,
There meet we evermore.
The parting is not long,
And you, like me, shall pass the ebon door,
Beyond which lie sweet light, and love, and song,
For ever, evermore.
A SONG.
[O youth, O love, O spring!]
I hear the copses ring,
As long ago in happy days of yore,
When like the birds my joyous heart did sing;
Alas! it sings no more.
Like some poor broken lute,
Whose chords no hand shall e'er again sweep o'er,
Which lies unstrung, neglected, at the foot,—
Silent for evermore.
EFFIE.
—Mrs. Barrett Browning.
Not so very long ago;
Then spring airs were blowing mild,
Now the earth is cold with snow.
Then she was so young and bright,
Flashing like a gleam of light,
Playing 'midst the daisies white.
'Neath the shadows cool and green;
Buoyant as the summer breeze
Which the branches played between.
How she floated here and there,
Spirit-like, and sweet and fair,
Scarce of earth and more of air!
Through the young and sprouting corn,
Stealing gently through the grass,
Looking if the larks were born.
Or a butterfly she'd chase,
With a flush upon her face,
And a nameless winsome grace.
Hair of gold and eyes of blue;
Fresh as any flower in May;
Trusting, innocent, and true.
Lips as red as rosy wine,
Looks, although so infantine,
Seeing into things divine.
Light she brought with her, and joy;
Hearts leapt up to see her come,
Now so bashful, now so coy.
Ah, she was the sweetest thing!
Soft her voice, with silvery ring,
Like as when a bird doth sing.
Goeth with me where I go;
Tears for her run down at will,
All my heart they overflow.
And I stand here all alone,
Looking at her grave-yard stone.
On this tomb I see thy name,
Graven there wellnigh a year,
Since God's angels for thee came.
Oh, my own, my little one,
Thou thy race hast quickly run—
Ended it, ere well begun!
Short, my darling; not a year?
Very long it seems to me,
Not an hour without its tear.
Short to thee;—for at thy feet
God has put all things most sweet;
Heavenly joys, for heaven meet.
Up and down before God's face,
And where He whose name is Love,
Doth all things in love embrace.
Thou hast, Effie, entered in
That safe place where is no sin;
Far from earth, and earth's sad din.
Struck beneath the green life-tree,
Maketh music manifold;
Ah, that it could reach to me!
Smiles are ever in thine eyes;
Smiles as if for victories,
Won o'er Heaven's mysteries.
On the world, so poor and vain?
Hast for ever from thee shook
Thoughts of all its care and pain?
Is to thee the past quite past,
Nothing better than a waste,
All its memories effaced?
Has he grown a something dim?
Hast with earth put far away
Thoughts and memories of him?
Dost thou never, darling, miss,
Just as I do, all the bliss
When our mouths met kiss to kiss?
Voices that I send to thee;
Do they trouble the calm sphere,
Discords in its melody?
I the angels were among,
Joining in their choral song?
Do the thoughts of days behind
Ever through thy spirit thrill,
Press themselves upon thy mind?
And do wishes rise in vain
Days gone by might come again,
That the now were as the then?
I shall know thee; claim thee mine:
Hardly, dear one, grown more fair,
Though transfigured to divine.
I shall know thee from the rest,
Hold thee ever to this breast,
Of all bliss and thee possest.
Fretting thus against the rod!
Thou art happy:—let it be:
Rest, until I come, with God.
And I know that soon the door,
Opening on the other shore,
Will receive me evermore.
ONE LOOK.
Within the veil where God doth show His face;
Once but to see the radiance of the Throne;
But once, the wonders of that glorious place;
One look, but only one,
Should I not wish the weary race were run?
Sung by the angels in harmonious voice,
Floating the heart of heaven all along,
As evermore they worship and rejoice;
Could I but hear one song,
To join that glorious choir should I not long?
Taking the lost within these arms once more,
To press them to my yearning heart, and hold,
As I have done in happy days of yore;
Could I the loved enfold,
To front grim Death should I not then be bold?
Before the golden doors of heaven wait;
Watching for this alone, and this alway,
That God would ope for me the blessèd gate;
Then should I, day by day,
Long like a prisoned bird to flee away.
MAY.
The streamlet runs with murmurs sweet;
The swallows skim along the pool,
The lark is singing o'er the wheat.
Dressing each branch and spray with green;
And flow'rs bloom sweet on every side,
In hedge-rows and in thickets seen.
In beechen woods doves coo and pair;
The cattle in the pastures low,
The cuckoo's voice is everywhere.
When beauty spreads before the eyes,
To catch the fragrance of the May,
To see the splendour of the skies.
The fields, the trees; the very sod,
While sparkling with the morning dew,
Seems fresh as from the hand of God.
In all God giveth us to-day:
The birds, the leaves, the op'ning flowers,
For soon must glide from us the May.
A shadow over heart or brow,
What though the spring will soon be past?
I'd live within the happy now.
Of Winter with its snows and frosts,
Need not our sky with shadows fill,
Our hearts with sense of pleasures lost.
Why think we what far morrows bring?
Does He not clothe the lily white?
Feed careless sparrow on the wing?
Each bird that carols in the air,
Leaves God on high to think for them,
And knows not either want or care,
Our hearts with happy faith to fill,
To learn from all beneath, above,
“Sufficient to the day the ill.”
A SOLDIER'S STORY.
Our armies met in fierce affray.
Fighting in Spanish fields afar.
Was red with blood of brave men slain;
Formed a last pillow for the dead.
Though thinn'd by many a rifle-blast;
Mowed down by iron shot and shell.
Retired we all, both foot and horse,
A river swoll'n with summer's rain—
Between us and th' advancing foe.
Swam through, and on the far bank stood;
Rank after rank in order wound
Was heard in their fierce tramp and tread.
Marching to trump and bugle shrill;
How with the foemen it might be—
To fret and taunt the Frenchman's ear.
Where swarmed the foe to left and right,
Beyond the rushing torrent's flood,
Through all our troops from rear to van.
A man sore hurt in that day's strife.
And bleeding from a gun-shot wound.
In haste pass'd by,—quite out of mind.
With face all pale, and outstretched arm,
Lost in the roar of the stream hard by.
Swept with his eye the level plain.
Our men in breathless silence stand—
And save a life from death,—or worse?”
Struck spurs into his horse's flank—
Started, and dashed right down the height.
Cleaving the waves to the other side.
Bullets like raindrops round them fall,
Under the shot that ruffles the stream.
Till at length the farther side was won.
And climbed the bank near the Frenchman's ground,
Where the woman stood with awe-struck face—
Lest he had only come to die.
He swung her up to his saddle-bow;
And plunged again in the river's bed.
We hardly breathed; stood still, and dumb;
There was no need to hold our breath!
No bullets whiz, no ring of ball,
No cause he had for care or fear;
Was echoed back by our gallant foes,
That noble deed of chivalry.
When our Captain bore, on panting steed,
Rescued at risk of limb and life.
WAR TIME.
Only now and then a sobbing or a shuddering sigh was heard.
Two sad women weeping sorely,—Robert's mother and his bride;
One was bent with years and sorrow, one was in her youthful pride.
Yet both hearts were torn with anguish; life for them had lost its bloom,
Grief made wreck of all the future, not a ray to pierce the gloom.
There was gath'ring of the regiments, sounds of muster far and near,
Neigh of horses, martial music, trumpet-blast, and clarion clear.
When the country asked for soldiers, who would dare to shrink from fight?
All would strike for hearth and altar: for the true and for the right.
With the clash and clink of armour, and the muster night and morn;
Horses champed in street and stable, neighed as if they smelt afar,
Borne for leagues across the valley, scent of strife and coming war.
Every place was filled with clamour, noise of jingling spur and sword,
And, through all, the ring of rifle and the roll of drums was heard.
Three months only were they wedded, ere there came the sound of strife;
For she felt he was his country's, and had noble work to do!
But when came the last embraces, when she said the long “Good-bye,”
Then she felt the pang of parting, was as pang of those who die.
Played together in the meadows, shared each other's grief and joy;
Plucked the sweet and fragrant flowers in the long, bright summer days,
Wandered all along the river, or through tangled woodland ways,
Knelt together in the Minster, where their prayers went up to heaven,
In the flush of early morning, or the hush of solemn even.
Till one evening in the May-time as they watched the sun go down,
Flushing all the hills with colour, making all the land-scape bright,
To his heart came sudden rapture, filling all his eye with light;
Told her how he loved her truly, and had loved for many a year.
Vainly tried to find an answer, voice and words both seemed to fail.
But at length there came a whisper in a low and undertone,—
She was his, and ever had been—ever would be his alone.
Life would not be life without him—of that life he was a part;
Yes! she loved him dearly: only: with her woman's tender heart!
Bloom on pear, and peach, and apple, like great heaps of scented snow;
All the copses rang with singing, and the lark sang in the blue,
And the world was filled with music, and their hearts were singing too.
All about them was so dream-like,—all so new, so very sweet.
And that summer caught a beauty that till now no summer wore;
And the golden moon above them never seem'd to them so fair,
As to shining stars and planets she laid all her beauty bare;
While the flowers that sprang around them, simplest daisy on the sod,
Like the bush that burnt for Moses, burned to them as if with God.
Left it in a happy dream-land, not a shadow on their way.
Followed soon the sweet home-coming, with its rest, and peace, and grace;
Love, with all its light and lustre, glorified the commonplace.
And as days and weeks passed onward, each to other grew so dear,
That a new and happy Eden seemed to bless this nether sphere.
With farewells and bitter partings, last embraces, passionate cries,
Tears that started all unbidden from the heart to weeping eyes.
“Wife,” in faltering tones said Robert—“I must go, and you must stay;
Blessings on your head, my darling; think of me, dear love, and pray.”
Sought to comfort each the other till he to their arms should come;
Bore with patience Robert's absence, went about their household ways,
Longed and hoped for his returning—passed as best they might their days;
Trembled when news came of battle, borne in rumour from afar;
Sickened as they heard of fighting, and the horrors of the war.
Of a long and bloody battle, where beneath a deadly fire
Hundreds were mowed down together in thick swathes along the plain,
One thing only known as certain: All had nobly borne their part,
England well might bear their memory 'mongst the bravest on her heart.
Sorely wounded? dead or dying, with his wan face to the stars?
Was he living, weak and helpless,—not a friend or kinsman near?
Did he call for wife or mother? call for help, and they not hear?
Oh, where was he? Christ in heaven! has the pity left Thine eyes?
Has Thine ear grown dull and heavy? Is it deaf to all our cries?
Dreading lest the next dispatches should contain the husband's name.
Scanned they every list with terror, with a quiv'ring, shrinking eye,
With a blind and sick'ning anguish, and a feeling they must die,
And the muttering of the tempest burst upon them in the storm.
'Mongst the men who sold life dearly, and it burnt them like a flame:
Plain it lay upon the paper, just as if none else were there,—
And they turned upon each other one blank look of great despair;
Love and hope for them were over! earth was empty, life was vain!
In that moment nature taught them her capacities of pain.
And they both sat broken-hearted,—sat with faces wild and pale;
Moved not, stirred not, sorrow-stricken,—just like statues, turned to stone,
Life and feeling lost in anguish: for the moment dead and gone—
Dry the eye-balls, seared and burning, not one tear did overflow;
Better stormy gusts of weeping, than this sullen, silent woe.
Wailed forth sadly, “Mother! Mother!” gave a cry of sharpest pain;
Then the pent-up grief was loosened, came the tears like showers of rain,
And the women wept together, knelt, and prayed aloud to God;
Prayed for patience, sought for mercy, bent to kiss the chastening rod.
Dark and gloomy was the present, and the future hard to face:
All the streams of life were frozen—gone its sweet and pleasant spring—
Love and joy, that once made sunshine, had for ever taken wing;
Hope had burn'd down to the socket; in its ashes lived no fire;
One great, dismal, helpless sorrow, slew the present, killed desire.
Looking on the shining glory which the west'ring sunshine made,
Listening to the merry singing of the throstle in the tree,
Catching just the drowsy murmur in the linden of the bee,
When he, too, was sitting with them, underneath this very lime—
All they thought was,—“'Tis some neighbour come to pay a visit late.”
So they moved not at his coming, waiting till he reached the place,
Hoping then to bid him welcome, with the sad smile on their face.
Friends came oft to cheer the sorrow of their dark and lonely life,
Grieving for the mourning mother, for the early widowed wife!
God of grace! Who stood before them? Some pale ghost? or was it he?
Throbbed their hearts, and thrilled their pulses, and their soul was in their eyes:
Ah, did graves give back their tenants? Did the dead from death arise?
Were they mad, or were they dreaming? Was he come to them once more?
Mary must have maddened surely—brain and sense had given way.
There she stood with eyes dilated, brow and bosom all aflame,
While through parted lips the breathing in great shudd'ring spasms came;
Then a cry—half shriek, half whisper—“Robert! Robert! is it you?
O my God, can this be real? Am I mad? Or is it true?”
Sounded like a voice from heaven,—banished every doubt and fear.
Then she sprang into his arms, dropp'd her face upon his breast,
Wept sweet tears of holy rapture, with a sense of blessèd rest;
Felt this hour was compensation for the anguish now gone by,
Felt if death had come that moment, then it were most blest to die.
Who brought back to life its sweetness when all hope was dead and gone:
Thought he never looked so noble, as with those deep marks of war;
For they spake of dauntless courage, how he braved the shot and shell,
Bore him in the battle bravely, rushed through fire and smoke of hell.
'Mongst a heap of dead and dying, on the bloody battle-plain;
How they found him faint and bleeding, with a wound on breast and head;
How for weeks he was unconscious, lying on a fever-bed;
How life conquered in the struggle, after long delirious days;
“Nay, what matter now, my darling? to our God be all the praise.”
LINES FOR MUSIC.
They are trembling still in the air;
And I think I can guess what they wish to say,
What message to me they bear.
By the way we used often to pass,
And the little foot that is whiter than snow,
Has brushed the dews from the grass.
That she leaned here tenderly,
And plucking a flower she gave it a kiss,
And told it her love for me.
And she said it again and again;
For her heart I know is a happy throne,
Where lord of her love I reign.
When woo'd by the summer wind,
Your whispers my soul with a rapture fill,
My heart with their spell they bind.
And rests 'neath your happy tree,
That I love her—oh, better than words can say,
That she's all in all to me.
So close to my heart she lies,
That the day I call her my bride, my wife,
Will turn earth to Paradise.
NIAGARA.
I.
Glorious as when God first pronounced all good;
Let not the world upon the thoughts intrude,
For He is here who through all time hath been.
His greatness in the cataract is seen,
Whose rush of whirling waters offers food
For solemn meditation's reverent mood.
Oh, let the eye be vigilant, and keen
Pure, radiant, glittering, exquisitely clear,
Till worlds of beauty open on the sight,
And earth and all its trifles disappear.
So to thine ear the loud harmonious roar
Will come with echoes from the eternal shore.
II.
Which o'er the precipice so grandly breaks,
And with its thunders earth and heaven shakes,
As down it rolls in awful majesty,
Untamed, unfettered, strong, resistless, free,
Fed by the waters of four mighty lakes!
The awed and dazzled eye with beauty takes
That foaming cataract, a joy to see,
Which rise again in clouds of luminous spray,
While the sun smites the mists till rainbows glow
To crown the waters, which upon their way
Impetuous hurry to the gulf below,
In milk-white torrents of tumultuous snow.
THE HORSE-SHOE FALLS.
I.
Confusèd floods, mingled in wild affray,
Plunge crashing downwards in their headlong might,
And in the wild abyss are churned to spray,
Then tossed to heaven in tremulous clouds of white,
Making a glory of the common day.
Beyond imagination is this sight,
This rush of waters roaring on their way.
There comes across the current, borne to me,
Voices as from a far eternity,
Music of many waters loud and deep,
Scene beyond words! glories of fall and stream,
Ye wake a transport and a joy supreme.
II.
And touch the springs of terror at their source,
As watch we your inexorable force,
And feel your pity it were vain to woo.
For, deaf to voice of prayer, ye would pursue
All pitiless and passionless your course,—
With all the thunders of the ages hoarse.
Nothing your flashing waters would subdue.
The strongest swimmer caught within your power
Were but your plaything, helpless as the flower
Borne on the rapids' swift resistless tide.
Ah, well that o'er the chasm deep and broad
The rainbow glitters like the smile of God!
“PER ANGUSTA AD AUGUSTA.”
I.
Carved in rude letters 'bove an antique door;
And as I scanned the legend o'er and o'er,
Busy imagination had begun
To muse what truth could from the scroll be won.
This first: Oft through the dark and grim defile,
We reach the open where rich cornfields smile,
And grapes grow purple 'neath the mellow sun.
We enter on a broad and rich domain,
And win the triumphs that on virtue wait,
Reaching through seeming loss the highest gain.
All pass this straitened door who would be great;
And find in front an ever-widening plain.
II.
Fit motto for Death's portal, grim and black,
From which we shrink and shudder, and look back
With yearning eyes on this familiar land
Where we have lived and loved, enjoyed and plann'd.
But think we that upon the other side
This gate is life; beyond, it opens wide
On everlasting hills, celestial, grand,
Scenes of surpassing beauty and delight,
Rivers of pleasure, noons without a night,
Marvels of glory and surpassing grace?
Ah, fools and blind, to tremble at the door
Through which we pass to joys for evermore.
A VILLAGE LAY.
She moves along with step of queen
The sunshine clasps in warm embrace
Her youthful form, and radiant face.
Pure her cheek, as the snow-wreath fair,
Like ruddy gold her curling hair.
Then ring, oh bells, oh strong and clear,
Chime out your music on the ear;
Sweetly, oh sweetly let it flow,
From your turret tower to men below.
Fresh as the dawn of an April day,
Clad in a kirtle green, like spring,
She with her scent of flowers doth bring.
Her child-eyes, full of sweet content,
Look on the world in wonderment.
And as ye swing the notes prolong:
Tell out, tell out, to all who hear,
The birthday 'tis of one so dear.
Proud ground that feels the little feet!
Rich gems that glisten on her breast!
Oh happy rose, to her bosom prest!
She moves among the lilies tall,
Herself the fairest lily of all.
Ring out, oh bells, oh loudly ring:
Out on the breeze your rich strains fling,
And swell until the silver sound
Is wafted all the country round!
The flowers bloom, the flowers die;
Two winters clothe the earth with snows,
But lightly touch our sweetest rose.
They bear to her the crown of life,
Betrothèd maid—then happy wife.
Ring out, oh bells! ring out your chime,
Glad tidings give of this golden time;
Oh ring and swing from your turrets high,
And bless the ears of the passers-by!
With drooping head and modest mien;
Her bridesmaids follow close behind,
'Neath veils just stirred by the whispering wind.
Now she has reached the carvèd porch,
And now has entered holy church.
Ring, ring, oh bells! but soft and low,
And let your music sweetly flow;
Floating along the charmèd air,
As suits the hour of holy prayer.
The bridegroom kneeling at her side;
And prayers ascend to God above,
For peace, and joy, and truth, and love;
And o'er each bowed and reverent head
The prayer is made, the blessing said.
Ring out, ring out! again, again!
Ring out, oh bells, a joyful strain!
Another peal, to swell and die
In notes of sweetest harmony!
And one they are in sight of Heaven.
Slowly they leave the house of prayer,
Both so young, and one so fair;
And people bless them as they tread
By grassy graves of the sainted dead.
And as ye all the silence fill,
Give promise rich of the coming time—
Sound out, sound out, a full-voiced chime!
With trustful faith, and fervent love,
And happy hope, and deep content,
And pleasures sweet and innocent.
And children come—a girl and boy—
To fill their brimming cup with joy.
Ring on, oh bells, ring as of yore!
But still more joyful than before;
Tell of bright hours and cloudless days,
Of peace and prayer and grateful praise.
So full of smiles, so scant of tears!
Alas! that life's full harmony
Should pass into the minor key,
And death turn passion into pain,
And prayer be fruitless, love be vain;
Ring, then, ye chimes, but soft and low—
Solemn and sad, toll out our woe.
Oh ring a muffled, deep-toned knell,
The mournful peal of passing bell!
That o'er all life a shadow flings;
Death! thou dost teach the heart to sound
The depths of agony profound.
When sorrow, voiceless as the tomb,
Weeps in the silence, and is dumb.
Then ring, ye bells, a deep, sad knell,
In solemn tones of last farewell;
Nor balm nor lethe for such ill,
The gnawing grief will live on still.
The husband's joy, life of his life:
He saw her drooping day by day,
As droops the flower and fades away,
Until at last she passed and fled,
And the living stood above the dead.
Oh ring, ye bells, a muffled peal,
Which on the ear shall slowly steal;
Sadly swing again, again,
As well befits a day of pain.
Doth through the churchyard darkly go;
Mourners and bearers weeping all,
As with trembling hands they bear the pall—
And now they pause,—the words are said
Which tell of rest for the sainted dead.
From the world has passed a loving soul.
Dead is she, the tender wife,—
Dead in the bloom and bliss of life.
Toll! sobs are drowned in words of trust.
Toll! tears flow fast as, still and cold,
They lay her down in the churchyard mould.
Toll, toll again, oh sad bells, toll!
On the troubled ear your dirges roll.
Yet hope doth mingle with your sound,
And light breaks through grief's night profound.
For “Blest the dead,”—so says “the Word,”—
“Who dying rest in Christ the Lord.”
GOD'S CHASTENINGS.
They are but mercies in disguise;
Ladders by which we mount and rise.
As Angels from God's firmament,
On heavenly messages intent.
To call our heart to that fair home
From which it is so prone to roam.
What God would have thee think and do,
What path avoid, or road pursue.
Be very sure there's love in all;
Love, though it fret, and wound, and gall.
By many a bitter pang and cross,
He would refine and purge the dross.
Rough means unto a gracious end;
As on the heavenly way you wend.
The wintry days and bitter air,
The wasting trouble and the care.
The sheltered way, the gentle rill,
The summer days, the wooded hill.
Without them many a hope were crost;
The golden harvest spoiled and lost.
And baneful creatures that would feed
Upon the precious buried seed.
Though sharpest grief our hearts may wring,
It doth with it a blessing bring.
Will call forth endless strains of praise,
Throughout the long eternal days.
MISERERE, DOMINE!
The tempest swells, the winds are high,
The troubled waters chafe and roar,
And clouds are darkening o'er the sky.
As suppliants we come to thee;
Miserere, Domine!
Didst bleed and die for human sin,
Content to suffer pain and loss
If man's redemption Thou might'st win;
To Thee for refuge, Lord, we flee;
Miserere, Domine!
Oh! shield us in Thy gracious love,
Around us Thy broad shadows fling,
And watch us from Thy heaven above;
Our Guardian and Protector be;
Miserere, Domine!
And lull the waves in tranquil sleep;
The tempest's fury Thou didst bind,
To show Thy power upon the deep;
Didst Thou not walk the stormy sea?
Miserere, Domine!
And bring us to the farther shore;
We fain would reach that happy land
Where storms will threaten never more.
We have no hope, Lord, but in Thee;
Miserere, Domine!
FROM THE DUST.
My heart within is dead and cold,
I'm blown about by every gust,
No certain anchorage I hold.
I fain would lift mine eyes on high,
But all unpurged they cannot see;
I feel like one about to die;
Have mercy, Jesu, quicken me!
On which no flower or fruitage grows;
'Tis like a waste of arid sand,
A wintry landscape clothed with snows.
All empty are the vanished years;
Shall like the past the future be?
'Gainst this I plead with prayers and tears,
Have mercy, Jesu, quicken me!
Like plants that droop and touch the ground;
No seed I sow, no harvest reap,
All barren as the months go round.
Uproot me then, and plant again,
I would be fruitful unto thee;
Prune, cleanse me, Lord, I'll scorn the pain:
Have mercy, Jesu, quicken me!
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE?
That quickly melts and vanishes away;
'Tis like a cloud which gathers in the morning,
And passes, ere dawn deepens into day.
Or fill our hearts with a regretful grief?
Shall it cast shadow on the coming morrow,
To know this human life is all so brief?
Mourning the stern, inexorable doom?
Or shall we spend our days in pining sadness,
Because we hasten surely to the tomb?
Ready to utter this despairing cry:
“Let's take our ease, eat, drink, and be merry,
For on the morrow we are sure to die”?
To work with both hands earnestly for God!
We will be up and doing in His service,
If all so soon we lie beneath the sod.
The vapour gives its beauty to the air;
It drapes the skies in crimson, blue, and amber,
And shapes itself in cloudlets bright and fair.
And make it beautiful with deeds of love;
Yes, we will steep it in the dyes of heaven,
And colour it with light caught from above.
Vapour condensed is changed into the steam
Which sends the vessel o'er the trackless ocean,
And drives with speed the sounding iron team.
And work for God with all our soul and might;
Running with girded loins the race before us,
Fighting with all our strength the noble fight.
And we are called to stand before the throne,
The Master's smile shall form our happy guerdon,
And we shall hear Him say, “Well done! Well done!”
IN MEMORIAM.
THE REV. HENRY WRIGHT.
And under no controlling mind,
Whirled blindly on by every wind,
Plaything and jest of circumstance?
Like leaves in autumn, sere and dead,
That lightly strew the ground we tread,
Or idly blown about in air?
With nothing sure from hour to hour,
Where lurks the poison 'neath the flower,
And sweetest cup with death is rife;
And brightest morn is closed in cloud,
Where fairest face lies in the shroud,
And hope oft holds despair in fee.
Seated upon His happy throne,
As earth's unceasing wail and moan
Rises through all His Angels' strain
To strike it through the Seraphs' songs,
And jar their music with the wrongs
Of human hearts that break and die?
“Whatever is, is good and right,”
That in the darkest cloud is light,
And all that happens must be well?
A burden to itself and earth,
And taking all we hold of worth,
Sweep youth and strength from off the stage?
Live on to vex the ear and eye;
And he untimely droop and die
Who unto angels was akin?
How worse than wasted some lives be,
Naught ever done for man or Thee,
But rather deeds befitting hell.
And leave the true souls with us still
Who strove to do Thy righteous will,
Consulting not for self or ease?
Loyal in each, to many dear,
Who kept his spirit pure and clear,
Whose life did always upward tend?
Above the narrow walls of time,
And with untroubled faith sublime
Consider all with unsealed eyes.
He lived to do some noble deeds,
He lived to sow some precious seeds
Which shall bear fruit in ripened grain.
For kindly deeds, and thoughtful care,
And children's love, the poor man's prayer,
With blessings of the sick and sad.
Rather by all we live to do,
By hours redeemed for all things true,
Things just and worthy of all praise.
Above the sorrow and the strife,
Above this dark, mysterious life,
And hears our helpless human cry.
Although His ways are hid from sight,
Although in vain we search for light,
And in the deep His footsteps move.
And we the darkest ways shall trace,
The veil removed, and face to face
Shall see: not dimly through a glass.
And we, to fullest manhood grown,
Shall know all things as we are known,
And understand that all is right.
We see the good in seeming ill,
We bow to God's most holy will,
Content that His, not ours be done.
A PROTEST.
Who sings, “Whatever is, is right?”
Or from a philosophic height,
Was he to evil worse than blind?
Born in a somewhat shallow brain!
It looks upon the world in vain,
Nor knows the flower from the weed.
Then let us laugh, and take our ease,
And devils triumph as they please,
And darkness reign where should be light.
And ply at will her damning trade;
With siren songs lure men to hell.
And men the poisoned chalice drain,
That fires the heart, and dulls the brain,
And turns the sweets of life to gall.
The poor should herd in crowded rooms,
'Mid stagnant air, and stifling glooms,
Where vices thrive, and fevers brood?
Should raise on high its flaming torch,
To light men on their horrid march,
God's stamp in other men to mar?
To redden harvest fields with blood,
Forgetful of the holy rood,
And Prince of Peace that hung there dead?
That all be counted loss for gold?
Daughters in marriage-market sold,
To drink love's lees, and not its wine?
The lies that circulate on 'Change,
The wrongs that through our system range,
And sores that fester at the heart.
Does He look down on them and smile,
Approving hate, and lust, and guile,
Or does He not restrain the rod?
Less than their own poor selfish aims,
Lower than low ambition's claims—
Suits this the philosophic mood?
Oh coward creed, and born of sloth,
And empty as the bubble-froth,
Blown by an infant at its play!
Then, let us up, and 'gainst it fight,
Resolved God's foes and man's to smite,
Like Jael in the old-world song.
To hopes that crown the eternal years,
Harvests that spring from seeds of tears,
Shall be reaped down in God's own day.
'Tis God's with good to vanquish ill,
To make all things work out His will,
And on the darkness shed the light.
BEYOND.
What their gladness, what their bliss I long to know.”
“All is well; they rest with God and Christ for ever;
Hearts no longer ache, and tears no longer flow.”
Is there nobler work in that pure world of light?”
“They do their Father's will; their worship ceases never.
Blessèd saints! They serve there day and night.”
What tuneful anthems echo down the happy street?”
“Psalms of gladness on their lips alway thrill and quiver,
Resounding in a cadenced music sweet.”
Have they no more thirstings in that bright and blessèd place?”
There they see, as they are seen, face to face.”
Is it free from earthly passion, its changes and its pain?”
“Love in that better land is no brief, fitful fever;
Perfect and pure, 'tis safe from death and pain.”
Shall we hold them closely to our straining heart?”
“Upon that radiant shore they shall be ours for ever,
And when we meet we never more shall part.”
To enter its unfathomed waters, clear and cold?”
“Why should we on its borders shrink in fear, or shiver,
When beyond shine the crowns and harps of gold?”
We shall emerge on the far, eternal, tranquil shore;
There we shall be with Christ for ever and for ever,
And neither sin nor sorrow vex us any more.”
“AND THERE SHALL BE NO NIGHT THERE.”
When shall the shadows flee,
When will the morning rise for me,
And never more shall mist or darkness be?
Dawn quickly on my sight,
Fair world where is no night!
How often in my dreams,
Through heav'n's great door which open seems,
There flash upon my vision golden gleams
And rays of sunny light,
Fair world where is no night!
For which I yearn and sigh,
So close unto the straining eye
Thy radiant glories seem at times to lie,
Fair world where is no night!
So far and yet so near,
Sometimes I almost seem to hear
The music of the harpers, sweet and clear,
Then thrill I with delight,
Fair world where is no night!
Here on this hither strand,
With outstretched eager arms I stand
Longing to reach the wonders of that land
Where faith is turned to sight,
Fair world where is no night!
On this dark dreary shore,
I crave the light which evermore
Floods with its splendour heaven's jasper floor,
So beautiful, so bright,
Fair world where is no night!
How many that we love
Have gained the happy home above,
Where they shall ever in Christ's Presence move,
Fair world where is no night!
When, when shall it once be
That I shall find myself in Thee,
And all Thy wonders, all Thy glories see?
Would God that now I might,
Fair world where is no night!
How welcome and how sweet
Thy rest, for these world-weary feet!
But sweeter far my Saviour there to meet,
For Jesus is thy Light,
Fair world where is no night!
Poems Old and New by Charles D. Bell | ||