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ADDITIONAL POEMS.

INTRODUCTORY TO SECOND EDITION.

My book is largely growing;
Its leaves are multiplied;
Its pages are much longer,
And nearly twice as wide.
At first I thought the reader
Had not the time to spare,
To hail my little volume
As it floated in the air.
I thought perhaps while floating
Away through empty space,
Perchance would there discover
Some long forgotten race.
I knew not it would mingle
Among the great and wise,
Or that it would be subject
Unto the critic's eyes.
I thought it was inferior,
And of the minor class,
I knew not how the ladies
Would read it as they pass.

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But now I find it 's useful,
And laden every page,
For truly it must mingle
With those of every age.
Therefore I should have measured;
Should not have thought it vain
To make its little mysteries
Unto the reader plain.
But surely there 's no secret
Where thought is not sublime,
That I have thus destroyed
By keeping up my rhyme.
But if I should in future
Find this to be the case,
I 'd take my silver pencil
And all these lines erase.
I 'd rather use a license,
Or grammar's laws dispense,
Than for to let my metre
Or rhythm govern sense.
The reader will remember
My chances are but slim,
Or else this little volume
Would be in better trim.
Remember, too, in Dixie
That I was born a slave.
And all my early genius
Was locked within the grave.

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Remember my condition—
A mark within my eyes—
And all my inspirations
Are showered from the skies.
I cannot read of authors,
Nor those of noble fame,
For I 'm just a learning
The author, Milton's, name.
I cannot borrow subjects,
Nor rob them of their style,
My book amid their volumes,
Like me, is but a child.
Therefore, I bless this volume,
And send with it my heart,
That it may to the critic
My better thoughts impart.
Go forth, then, little volume,
Much good from thee may spring,
If thou continueth pleading
The merits of thy King.
And others yet may follow,
All changed within their scale,
But thou, upon thy mission,
I am sure can never fail.

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PHILADELPHIA, SEPT., 1872.

TO THE FACULTY OF HOWARD UNIVERSITY:
Gentlemen, I my pen have raised,
The one by which your Board I've praised;
It is a pen of noble deeds,
By which I have sown wisdom's seeds.
It is a pen I long have trained.
By it a thousand hearts I 've gained,
For it was truly made of steel,
Therefore to it your hearts will yield.
For truly it does speak to-day,
As did it on the first of May;
For then I know it did record
Your little and your great reward.
Remember that its highest aim
Is much like yours—is much the same;
For you will heal the wounded heart,
And give the young an upward start.
Therefore I place upon its wings
The name of her who plays and sings,
And all thy honors I 'll extend
If you will be this singer's friend.
And then in every swelling note,
Arising from the singer's throat,

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In every song your name she 'll praise,
If you will crown her student days.
I hope that you 'll accept of me,
Not only one, but names of three;
And then excuse these lines I write,
For one is dark and two are white.
Behold their names I did omit,
For them there is no place as yet,
Therefore it 's well that each one knows,
That I can send their names in prose.
Kind friends, I know you 've the time
To bother with each little rhyme,
Therefore you 'll look beyond each link,
And judge from what you know I think.
I hope that you will keep for me.
The room I think is number three,
For there my things are put away,
Within that room, I long to stay.
For you I have an, “areolite”
Which I shall send when you shall write,
And it I know will please you well,
To know the land in which it fell.
Ten catalogues I hope you 'll send
For here four days I have to spend,
To me send them by the Express,
For now I have not my address.

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There 's other things I 'd like to say,
But I have not the time to-day,
I 've not the time to longer write,
For evening's shades foretell the night.
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When in Philadelphia lately, loosing my ticket, my funds being at the ebb, I took the following method to secure transportation at reduced rates; remembering the old adage, “Where there is a will there is a way.”

TO ALFRED HORNER.

DEAR SIR,

If you to me a pass will give,
I 'll cause your name in time to live,
It in my book I will record
Which will be for your own reward.
You may not know what I will gain,
Except you send me on your train,
Nor do you know what I will loose
If you to me a pass refuse.
I would address the President
But here my time is quite near spent.
A man whose heart is without bound
The dearest friend the needy's found.

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LETTER TO MISS CRANE.

Howard University, Washington, D. C., Aug. 23, 1872.
My pen, dear friend, is made of gold,
It always tells the truth,
It serves me now while I am old,
As well as when a youth.
It often guides my thoughts aright,
When they would go astray,
It is my body-guard by night,
As well as in the day.
I look on it as would I thee,
Its worth I 've never told,
For all the kindness shown to me,
Its value 's more than gold.
Its gold to me like ancient dross,
Compared with all her wealth,
Like thee it helps to bear the cross
In sickness and in health.
For me new friends it makes each day,
New lines it does record,
It causes me to watch and pray,
And trust upon the Lord.
It often pleads the needy's case,
It makes his troubles known;
It puts him in his proper place,
And points him to God's throne.

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It knows a maid both just and true,
One weighed in virtue's scale,
Whom I will now present to you,
Whose deeds can never fail.
A student she would gladly be,
She has no means nor friend
Who freely would, that she can see,
For her a dollar spend.
Oh! lay her case before the east,
Or thy own native State,
That they may take her from the least,
And place her with the great.
Tell them, for me, their name shall live
With thine on history's page,
If they Miss Johnson aid will give,
The fair one of this age.
No one his dollar will withhold,
From such a worthy girl;
The miser, too, will bring his gold—
His treasures he 'll unfurl.
Remember, that her parents died
When she was but a child.
She has no lovers by her side,
Though she is meek and mild.
Kind Miss, to you no more I 'll say,
I 'll leave you in God's care,

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I hope you have a pleasant day,
For such an one is here.

LETTER TO REV. MR. HARTRAUGHT.

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Howard University, Washington, D. C., October 19, 1872.

Rev. Mr. Hartraught:

Dear Sir: I would have gladly remained in New Brunswick longer last summer; but, as you know, my vacation was nearly spent when I reached there, and being anxious to get back to Washington by the opening of the term, I departed thence. I was much strengthened while there by your Sabbath school, prayer meetings, and other religious worship, and would like very much to be with you to-day—if it were possible—

Because it is the Sabbath day,
A day of rest provided;
Upon this day, in every church,
Our God has long presided.
When first I came unto thy church,
I heard sweet voices singing—
From God I thought the angels were
To thee glad tidings bringing.
I sure was there to hear thee pray—
Was there whilst thou was't preaching;
How precious did the gospel sound,
Which thou to us was't teaching.
The Lord will blest thy day and age,
Give souls to thee for hire,

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When thou wilt with thy little flock,
To brighter fields aspire.
Remember, there 's a rising up
Of all the friends of Jesus;
Remember, too, there is a God,
An eye that ever sees us.
Are we not marching onward to
“Eternal weights” of Glory?
Did not the prophets and the saints
Before us tell the story?
Is there not love for us unseen,
Where we shall live forever?
Is there an end to life unknown?
The answer comes, “No, never!”
Then let us strive with all our might,
Exerting every power;
That we may rest in Heaven above,
Through one eternal hour.

TO JOHN K. SMITH,

A VENERABLE OLD GENTLEMAN OF TRENTON, N. J., WHO IS AN ESTEEMED FRIEND OF MINE.

These many years my pen has sped,
These many years to duty led;
And now it bends unto my will,
As though it were an eagle's quill.

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For days and years it has been tried,
Nor to me has it ever lied;
Therefore its worth is more than gold,
For it the truth has ever told.
And now it does record for thee,
How very kind thou art to me;
It tells me that thou art my friend,
And dost for me thy money spend.
And it would truly speak the fruth,
Were it to trace thee to thy youth.
And it would fill my heart with joy,
To hear of thee when but a boy.
But, oh, it 's called to other things,
To lead me to life's gushing springs,
Where I may drink a full supply,
And write on man, on earth, and sky,
It 's called to guide my hand aright,
To lead me into wisdom's light;
It's moved to point me to the Lord,
For He the faithful will reward.

DEDICATED TO A YOUNG LADY

REPRESENTING THE INDIAN RACE AT HOWARD UNIVERSITY.

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Howard University, Washington, D. C., October 11, 1872.

The reason of my writing this poem is, that in every paper I read, this question repeatedly presents itself:

“Can the Indians be Civilized and Christianized?”

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According to my experience with them in the University, I think it properly answered by saying “Yes.”

We have a young lady to whom this poem is dedicated, who is my table-mate. She is bright and intelligent; and I am sure any one coming into her presence, and conversing with her, or, if circumstances permit, hearing her read some of her essays, cannot return without feeling that he had been in company with one who represents her race honorably.

I have often thought from her punctuality in attendance at church, that every one might learn a lesson, which no one can teach, only those who practice the same.

Now, I regard those questions as did I those frequently asked in our late war, “If the colored people could bear arms and fight for their country?” “Could they be made loyal citizens, or lifted from a state of degradation, from under the scales in which men are weighed, and put upon the platform of common manhood?” We answered those questions with the sword and by the ballot; and, likewise, the Indians will answer these important questions in perhaps twenty years to come, if they are justly dealt with. They only ask our Government to give them good and true men, and they will do their part.

While sitting in my room kind Miss,
I thought I'd sing a praise,
But now I think I'll write a word,
To lighten up thy days.
It's true I often write on Queens,
And those of noble fame;
But now I seek to write a line
Upon thy honored name.
What 's in thy name moves me to write,
This little verse on thee?
Perhaps it is thy pleasant ways,
And cheering looks to me.

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How oft I think of thee, kind Miss,
And oft admire thy grace,
Because I know that thou art of
Another noble race!
When by the bells to meals we're called,
Or round the table meet,
With anxious eye I look to see
If thou art in thy seat.
And then I cast my eyes around,
Through hall, though long and wide,
And then I quickly look to see
Thy tea-mate by thy side.
But first of all the bell is rung,
And each within his place,
In silence each one bows his head,
'Till some one asks the grace.
Then each in seat with upturned plates,
And scarce a word is said,
Until we have a full supply
Of meats and baker's bread.
And dishes, too, are passing round
About from you and me;
And Clara she looks up and asks—
Pray, sir, what can it be?
It 's pork, of course, or else it 's beef;
Perchance it may be ham—

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Except the baker cooked a goose,
And passed it off for lamb.
And if he has a cut will tell,
If round about its swallow,
For surely it is not so dead,
That it would fail to halloo.
While all of this is going on,
There 're other things in view;
For oft I catch myself, dear Miss,
Exchanging looks with you.
But soon we 're through, the bell does ring,
We 're called by duty's 'larms;
Nor can I longer sit and look
Upon thy brilliant charms.
I 'd speak of all my table mates
Had I another pen,
For surely we 're as happy guests
As here have ever been.

WISH FOR AN OVERCOAT.

Oh! had I now an overcoat,
For I am nearly freezing;
My head and lungs are stopped with cold,
And often I am sneezing.

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And, too, while passing through the street,
Where merchants all are greeting,
They say, young man this is the coat
That you should wear to meeting.
Then, looking down upon my feet,
For there my boots are bursting,
With upturned heels and grinning toes,
With tacks which long were rusting.
Ah! how they view my doeskin pants
With long and crooked stitches,
They say, young man would you not like
To have some other breeches?
My head is also hatless too,
The wind is swiftly blowing,
They say, young man will you not freeze?
See ye not how it 's snowing?
And now they take me by the hand,
And lead me toward the store,
And some are pulling down the coats
Before I reach the door.
So walk I in, their goods to price,
To quench a thirst that's burning,
And freely would I buy a coat,
But nothing I am earning.
They say to me, I should have known,
That winter time was coming,

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When I was roaming through the park,
With birds around me humming.
Their logic's true, I must confess,
And all they say is pleasant;
But did I know that I would have
No overcoat at present?
To satisfy these craving Jews,
To buy I am not able,
For it is more than I can do
To meet my wants at table.
Therefore my skin will toughly grow,
Will grant to me this favor,
That I may learn to stand as much
As little Jack, the sailor.
And if I live till winter's passed,
Though nature's harps unstringing,
I then will fly to you woodland
To hear the oak trees singing.
Then I will not on hero's fame,
Ride swiftly on to victory,
Although my saddle may be made
Of cotton sacks or hickory.
But if I die, farewell to all,
Oh! who will tell the story,
That I have lived a noble life.
And now gone home to glory?

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Yes, who will chant a song of praise
For me—who will be weeping—
When I have yielded to the grave,
And 'mid the dead am sleeping?
But some will ask, “how did he die?
It was without my knowing;
Was it because he caught a cold,
Last year when it was snowing?”
The answer now comes hurling back,
In words I cannot utter,
It was not by a cold alone,
But partly bread and butter.
[This poem is dedicated to my own necessities and wants.]

TO HON. SENATOR POMEROY.

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[These lines were written in honor of the above gentleman, to whom the temperance cause is so much indebted.]

Howard University, Washington, D. C.

Dear Sir:

Thy name, within my book,
Is like an eagle's wing,
It bears each rhyme unto the prince,
And onward to the king.
And also shines on history's page,
It dazzles every eye,

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Because it 's like a twinkle from
A rainbow in the sky.
And now its light reflects upon
Thy many honored deeds,
On all my race by thee bestowed,
In shape of wisdom's seeds.
Thy country, sir, has read this book,
And looked upon thy name;
No anger burned within her breast,
On cheek no blush of shame.
And, too, she 's also proud of thee—
She want's ten thousand more,
Whose hand is open like the king's—
Extended to the poor.
She blessed the day that gave thee birth—
Will multiply thy days,
Of all her bright and rising sons,
Kind friend thou hast the praise.

TO MISS N. J.

Howard University, Washington, D. C., August 19, 1872.
Miss N. J---, I my pen have taken,
The one that is so just and kind,
And all the fair ones I 've forsaken,
Because thou hast my heart and mind.

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To thee these lines may be surprising,
Because they 're of an early date;
But would'st thou be more sympathizing
If I to write should longer wait?
On thee I look with much compassion,
Tender, O, I know thou art;
I like thy style and love the fashion—
Thine image dwells within my heart.
Thy little hand is young and tender,
Arduous tasks it should not know;
Thy graceful form is neat and slender,
Like lilies that in gardens grow.
Behold for thee there is a calling,
Within the land among the free;
For there the wise in sin are falling,
How would'st thou like to be with me?
O! wilt thou try to come to college,
Where wisdom teacher's do impart,
And here partake of richest knowledge,
Overflowing mind and heart?
Arise! come up a little higher,
Do never stop beneath thy grade,
To higher ranks why not aspire?
Pray tell me why hast thou delayed?
There 's been no gentle hand to lead me,
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Nor one so kind to clothe and feed me—
No one the task has ever tried.
Kind Miss, I spoke as would a brother—
As one whose heart beats firm and true;
Because I knew thou hadst no other
To kindly tell thee what to do.
And now to thee I 'd tell a mystery,
Although in it myself I'd praise,
Therefore leave it to other history,
To speak of all my happy days.
I might tell thee my heart is willing
That I should be thy guide through life,
But while I am not worth a shilling,
Why should I seek thee for a wife?
My friend I know that I 'm a student
Preparing for some distant land;
Pray tell me if it would be prudent,
Were I to ask thee for thy hand?
For I can see stamped in thy features
What never living man has seen,
That thou wouldst make a handsome creature,
And also me a loving queen.
To thee, kind Miss, I 'll write no longer.
For evening shades are drawing nigh;
Perhaps thy love is growing stronger,
The moments whisper, passing by.

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GRATITUDE.

To the President and Members of the Christian Association:

Having learned that my resignation was reconsidered by you, and having been treated with such brotherly love, I am constrained to express my gratitude to you in an humble manner:
For when I heard this glorious news,
It filled my heart with joy,
And quickly to my pen I sprang,
As though I were a boy.
Indeed it did remove all doubt,
And filled my heart with pleasure,
And now I write regardless of
My rhythm or my measure.
I must confess in words of truth,
I found myself in danger,
And when I came within your court,
I felt as would a stranger.
I listened long to hear your call—
In this way long was waiting;
But soon I heard a shepherd's voice,
And with him lambs were bleating.
I thought, perhaps, it was my chance,
Perhaps it was a warning,
Perhaps I would not live to see
The light of day when dawning.

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And, too, the road on which I trod,
Was dark and much descending,
And all I met within that way,
Were quarrelling and contending.
And oft I tried to bow and pray—
To pray I was not able;
For all my supplications were
As but an empty fable.
I gladly did embrace this chance,
And quickly came to Jesus;
When I remembered that there was
A God that ever sees us.

TO PROFESSOR ATHERTON.

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Howard University, Washington, D. C., Dec. 12, 1872.

Dear Sir: Two years will soon have passed since my connection with this University, and I am happy to say I am progressing finely; and am rapidly approaching my sixth examination, at which time every energy shall be bent to its utmost extreme. I have been making out my expenses which I find to be very heavy, though not to be compared with the small amount of knowledge which I have gained; and, too, when I consider that these privileges of going to school have partially grown out of your influence, I am constrained to express my gratitude to you. I should have made an acknowledgment ere this, but thought it best to wait until I am sufficiently competent; and would still wait longer—

But this my pen is getting old,
Its noble limbs are dull and cold,
Therefore to thee I write in praise,
In honor of its active days.

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My hand no longer will it serve,
Nor will it on my paper curve;
For it is robed in shrouds of death—
Without a pulse, without a breath.
On lines no longer will it slide,
Nor will it over paper glide;
No longer will it lead the youth
In ways of virtue and of truth.
Nor will it longer honor thee
For kindness thou hast shown to me,
Nor will it longer thus record
A line of praise unto the Lord.
No longer will I doubt and shake,
For fear its limber legs will break;
Nor will it longer shiver names,
Nor turn my paper into flames.
No longer will it hop and skip,
Recording thoughts expressed by lip;
Nor will its little wiry toes
Transcribe my poetry into prose.
This little pen no more will write,
For it will pass away this night;
No longer will it sing a praise
In honor of its youthful days.
Wilt thou accept this line or two,
That's written by a friend so true;
Accept it in the writer's name,
Who's free from sorrow and from shame.

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THE GOLDEN RULE:

ITS INRRODUCTION AT THE UNIVERSITY.

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[This rhetorical poem was written in honor of Prof. A. L. Barber, who was the principal on my entering school.]

When first we came unto this school,
They introduced the golden rule,
And put us in the narrow way
In which we journey on to-day.
How precious did that rule appear
To us who had assembled here;
And in that road a shining light
To guide each student's feet aright.
But soon new laws were multiplied,
And roads branched out on either side;
A law applied to every case,
A road prepared for every race.
And we with not a word to say,
Except those laws we should obey,
Nor did a foot once turn aside,
To tread the way both rough and wide.
But blended laws and roads in one,
That we no duty thus might shun;
Unto God's sceptre bowed and prayed
That we might never be dismayed.

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As soon as classes were assigned
And teachers given, much refined;
Each heart was filled with many joys
Among the girls, among the boys.
Now looking back upon the past,
To view the ranks where we were classed,
And each one's friend will quickly see,
That we were placed within Class D.
With energy we sought to rise,
To mingle with the great and wise;
In ways unknown we do succeed,
And now we bear the highest meed.
Another thought I may unfurl,
Because we represent the world;
Of every tribe and every race,
And each one in his proper place.
Like yonder Sun, his highest rays,
The nation's eyes will on us gaze,
And she will mark the way we tread
When we to higher ranks have fled.
And when you 've left the shores of time
I 'll weave your footprints up in rhyme;
And change my verses to a song
When you those pearly gates shall throng.
And when I come I 'll look to see
The one so kind to you and me;

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And there together we will sing,
And make the heavenly echoes ring.
Teacher, I would not flatter you,
To say that you are just and true,
Nor prove unkind to my class-mate,
To say he often calls you great.
But speaking for myself alone,
Have you not to me pity shown?
Your ways e'er long have been my guide—
To you a thousand hearts have tied.
And now we step upon the boat,
Which will on higher billows float;
And onward she will cast her sail,
When driven by the nightly gale.
And had we now an ounce of time,
We would on higher ladders climb;
The gates of college we would raise,
And then on deeper mysteries gaze.
But, ah! the day is growing late,
To hear my song you cannot wait;
But had my harp another string,
This song I then would play and sing.

TO MISS W---.

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Will you accept of an apology for my not seeing you safely to Minor Hall last evening, with my umbrella, whilst raining. I did not mean to leave you exposed, but another young lady said that “We would not get wet,” and I thought she had reference to you and herself, though she meant another person.


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Therefore you were not slighted,
Not in the least degree;
Although, when not a thinking,
I turned aside from thee.
I thought it was a token
That A. G. spoke for all,
And feared myself to ask your
Permission to the hall.
Then I, with this impression,
Kind Miss, what could I do?
Could I escort you safely,
Without consent from you?
And then, too, shamed to venture
Or linger by your side,
And this explains the reason
Why thus I turned aside.
Therefore, you will excuse me,
For I have made it plain,
And sorry that I left you,
Last night within the rain.
Now, when the night grows darker,
And rain shall harder fall,
Then you shall have my presence
From prayer to Miner Hall.
Or when the moon is shining,
And stars shall fill the sky,
I will not then forsake you,
Nor let you pass me by.

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ODE TO MR. DUNLAP AND FAMILY.

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Much honor is due Mr. Dunlap and family, both from myself and race. He was one of the leading men of Philadelphia in the anti-slavery movement, and a just man. I went to Philadelphia with soldiers and sailors from Washington in 1866, to celebrate the nomination of U. S. Grant. Before I was ready to return I lost my ticket. I was left by my companions without any means for securing another, for I did not have enough money to hire a night's lodging, and every person whom I met rejected me on that account. Coming down Broad street about eight o'clock in the night I was interrupted by two gentlemen, who, on seeing me, said: “There goes a carpet-bagger.” I replied that carpet-baggers do not come from the South.

“Where are you from?” asked Mr. William Dunlap. “I am from North Carolina, but from Washington here.” After questioning me closely, “Take my card,” said he, “and go to my house, tell my wife to give you a good supper and bed, and I hope you will remain with us until Monday.” I thanked him and started. On reaching the door I at first hesitated to ring the bell; finally I pulled the knob which brought Mrs. Dunlap to the door. She is a generous lady and had a profound reverence for the words of her husband. After presenting Mr. Dunlap's card, she politely invited me into the parlor. In a short time Mr. Dunlap came in and inquired for the stranger. “He is in the parlor,” said Mrs. Dunlap. I was soon surrounded by all the members of that happy because a good family. After receiving an introduction to them all, supper was prepared; and although Mr. and Mrs. Dunlap had eaten before, they sat down and took tea with myself. Now, after supper, Mr. Dunlap requested me to give a brief sketch of my life, which I gladly did. The whole family seemed to me to be exceedingly interested in my story, but little William and Eliza, although very young, looked upon me with purely angelic faces, and before the evening passed I became the centre of attraction. At last the clock struck ten. Mr. Dunlap took down his bible and read a chapter. The family sang a hymn and I was invited to lead in prayer. It was, of course, an arduous task, but I performed it to the best of my ability.


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I was then directed to a well arranged bed-chamber, where I enjoyed sweet repose from the fatiguing scenes of the day. On awaking in the morning I found myself in so different a place from what I had anticipated, that I was at a loss to determine whether I was awake or dreaming. You will readily believe that this beautiful apartment was a striking contrast to the coal-box I was about to seek shelter for the night on one of the wharves of that great city. The floor was nicely carpeted; the bed made of feathers, and dressed with rose-bordered blankets, and a snow-ball counterpane, with pillows as soft as downy pillows are. There was a large spring-bottomed rocking-chair, a bowl and pitcher, a bureau with a large mirror on it, and many other things which augmented the comfort and happiness of its fortunate occupant. I remained with them until Wednesday, at which time, being supplied with passage money, I left for Washington. At the reception given General Grant in Philadelphia, Eliza Dunlap was the only child our great President kissed, and I have dedicated the following lines to her:

Oh! thou my pen with sacred fame;
Canst thou record Eliza's name?
For she 's both gentle, meek and mild,
A happy little loving child,
Come view the ground on which she 'll tread,
Go bless the crown upon her head;
For tranquil lights spring from her eyes,
Like rainbows mid the bending skies.
She 's quite as lovely to be seen,
As any earth or Heavenly queen,
With rosy cheek and slender span;
With curly hair and timid hand.
My pen, I 'd freely bid thee sing
Her name unto the proudest king;

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But ah! I know thou would'st impart
The dearest secrets of my heart.
But soon from me thou shalt be sent
Unto U. S., the President;
'Mid wise men there, her praises chant,
In honor of Ulysses Grant.
Go sing them softly, sing them well,
For she 's the child we called the belle,
I bid thee linger there and stay
Until she 's crowned the queen of May.
On eagles' wing I bid thee fly,
Aloft beyond the fleeting sky,
And then on wheels of swiftest speed,
Among my pens go take the lead.
Thy way is straight, O do not miss,
For she 's the child he gave a kiss,
And from that cheek did spring a rose,
Which I have better told in prose.

THE WIDOW.

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One very cold morning I met a widow at the depot whom the train had left. Wishing to comfort her, I introduced myself as follows:

Lady, excuse me if you please,
Your infant looks as it would freeze,
And you as one in great distress,
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She seems to pause before she speaks,
With fading colors on her cheeks,
Within her heart she deeply sighed,
To tell me that her husband died.
Think not the train will long delay,
Or critics will their art display;
Or you shall tread this lonely street,
Without a lamp unto your feet.
Please tell me, Ma'm, where you reside,
And of the one who lately died,
And then perhaps I will impart
The better feelings of my heart.
“Kind friend, I know you've not the time
To weave my language up in rhyme,
Nor am I able to express
The reason why I wear this dress.
“But I 'm a widow thus you see,
With not a heart to pity me,
And I am destined thus to roam
Two thousand miles or more from home.
“My dear was wounded in the head,
It was a shot that killed him dead;
And thus was wafted from my side
A heart to me so closely tied.
“Can I forget his dying groans,
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Can I forget his dying sigh,
That onward bore him to the sky?
“O, no, forget I never can,
The traitor shot, the blood that ran;
I can't forget the mournful day
When he was placed within the clay.
“Now all I wish while here below
Is for a robe as white as snow;
That when I shall be called to die.
Like him on wings of love I 'll fly.
“But hark! I heard the whistle blow,
Soon on my journey I must go;
Good-by, remember me kind sir,
That I may neither doubt nor fear.”
O heaven give a gentle smile,
And bless the widow and her child,
Let friends and strangers be her guide
In honor of the one who died.
To Mrs. N. Z.

AN ADDRESS TO DIXIE.

Oh! Dixie in thy wounded station,
Thou canst not be a separate nation,
Nor canst thou break the cord that's binding,
Nor set confederate mills to grinding.
I saw thee when both young and tender,
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And then thy chariots rolled in grandeur,
While I was picking on my “banjo.”
But since that time I saw thee falling,
When North and South for troops were calling,
Each nation from a place of resting,
Unto the fields of great contesting.
How soon I saw the battle raging,
With heroes in the strife engaging;
I heard the swords and sabres clashing
With horse and rider onward dashing.
'Twas o'er the dead and on the dying,
While shot and shell through air were flying,
Unto their groans I paused and hearkened
To see the elements were darkened.
But, first to me it was surprising,
To see my noble friends arising,
A million flags the troops were raising,
The nation's eyes were on them gazing,
From pole to pole I saw them leaping,
While Sherman through the South was sweeping,
I saw their crimson colors fading,
While northern land Lee was invading.
Went Sheridan through the South abounding,
And many troops he was surrounding;
O how the widows' hearts were breaking
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I saw thy rosy cheeks as changing,
While mighty guns Grant was arranging.
Nor could they longer bloom in flowers,
Nor stand against the Northern powers.
But now I see the war is ended,
And all thy anger is suspended;
Peace I think I hear thee crying,
As thou art to the Union flying.
And Hallelujahs I am singing,
To see my race from bonds are springing,
For sure a better time is coming,
The insects whisper through their humming.
So now farewell to plough and hoeing,
For I to Yankee town am going;
No longer will I drive this wagon,
Nor under slavery's chains be swagging,
But Dixie, oh, the land of cotton,
Let slavery die and be forgotten;
And we will turn unto each nation
With greater zeal for education.
Although thou long hath been mistaken
And of the right thou hast forsaken;
But yet I see within thee planted
The love to thee thy fathers granted.
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Be lifted from thy degradation
Above the bonds of long probation.
O like the mighty swelling ocean,
Whose billows roll with great commotion,
The races yet will come together,
In ties of love that none can sever.
Dedicated to the good will of all persons towards the prosperity of the South.

THE ICY POEM.

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What gave rise to this little poem was, that a party of students went out on a skating expedition on a pond near the University, and the ice not being sufficiently strong, it gave way with them. I imagined myself there, and the following lines suggested themselves to my mind about the hour of 12 o'clock p. m.

Be still! I thought I heard it cracking
Around on every side,
And soon they will be driven by
The wind upon the tide.
It breaks, it bends, and shivers now
Around about their feet,
And every nerve is standing still,
And hearts refuse to beat.
Behold I see them standing on
A little icy isle,
Pray, who will bring the hero forth,
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Look, look, I see them whirling round,
All hurried by the gale,
And not a breath I breathed on land,
For fear their hearts will fail.
But Hollingsworth is speaking now
Unto the little dove,
He says, “If you will trust in me
I 'll prove to you my love.
“While secret shouts are coming forth,
Think not they do resound,
Remember, I am present now,
And you shalt ne'er be drowned,
“Therefore be calm, be well composed,
Although within the tide,
Then if you have to suffer here,
I'll linger by your side.”
Dear sir, I cannot feel alarmed,
Not in the least degree,
When I remember heaven smiles,
And Jesus looks on me.
Nor can I ever be dismayed,
While angels gather nigh,
But if I have to perish here,
On wings of love I 'll fly.
Now all is calm on isle and land,
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I cannot hear my own heart beat,
Nor foot, if one should tread.
Ten thousand swelling thoughts arise,
From heart to heart they leap;
Pray tell me who will trust himself
Upon the mighty deep?
New plans by Simmons now are made,
Whose heart can never fail,
He quickly comes to her relief,
And with him brings a rail.
But first of all a bridge he builds,
From floating isle to land.
And first to step upon the rail
To offer her his hand.
Then bless the one who saves my friend,
To him I will impart
The richest treasures of my soul,
And dearest of my heart.
Now turning I from such a scene,
To one that 's more severe,
A greater accident than this
Have we among us here.
Behold! another 's breaking through,
And downward she is sent,
So Shadd he comes by double quick,
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'Tis in the deep and takes her up,
And holds her in his arms,
With fading cheek and throbbing heart,
He looks upon her charms.
God bless these men who saved my friends,
Grant each a happy life;
O grant them health, O grant them wealth,
And each a loving wife.
But where am I 'midst all of this,
Why do I from them stay;
Is it because I take no part
Within their icy play?
O, no, my soul is with them now,
And with them do abound,
And stand between the icy cliffs
That neither one should drown.
Behold I stand with outstretched arms,
Come hither! is my cry,
Unto the right, unto the left,
To either one I fly.
Dear friends this sight is hard to see;
Can angels bear the scene?
For yonder sank my heart's delight,
And floated there my queen.
I shut my eyes and wring my hands,
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Shall I launch out upon the deep,
Where billows ebb and flow?
O then forbid that I should see
Another icy day,
If it must nip the buds which else
Would bloom so fair in May.
Young friends, from this a warning take,
This thought do not erase,
But never hop and skip upon
The deep's cold, icy face.
But first of all go bless the Son
Of God, who ever reigns,
Who sent his angel of the sea,
To break these icy chains.
Then go and bring my swiftest steed,
Convey them to the hall,
And tell for me the matron dear,
About their icy fall.
O that her hand would be their guide,
For such a hand must be,
They should not trifle with the ice,
Nor with the laughing sea.
How glad I am and proud to say
No damage has been done
To you young men like heroes stood,
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So fare you well my playful friends,
And weeping as we part,
But may each one to each confide
Through time, in each one's heart.

DEDICATED TO THE JUNIOR SOCIETY.

WALDEN'S DEPARTURE FROM THE JUNIOR LITERARY SOCIETY.

Think not I come to curry favor,
For that would be beneath my aim,
And I would crucify my honor,
And put my manhood thus to shame.
I merely come to right the crooked,
To make amends where I was wrong,
I will not trifle with your follies,
Nor raise my hand against the strong.
I must confess through heat of passion,
Your president I did offend,
Pray tell me does he reign supremely?
One uncondemned can he suspend?
You, ravenous, wolf like, would devour
And swallow me up heels and head,
If not by a quick and sudden spring,
The victim of your venom fled.
Your nets my feet shall never tangle,
Nor will I tread your winding way,
Wrongward, downward, deep descending,
Oh, vote him out I heard you say.

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Whose thoughts should be both high and lofty,
With upturned eyes towards the sky,
You should not treat an humble member,
That he might from your colors fly.
True courtesy among you Juniors
Is what I long have sought to gain,
In spite of all my humble efforts,
My work to me seems all in vain.
Therefore, it 's best that we should sever,
Before another rising sun,
That each may in this fleeting contest
Think that he has the victory won.
I 'd freely give up my tuition,
Or give to you my heart and hand,
If we could live in union severed,
Or else within this happy band.
It 's hard to sever ties of friendship,
Or cords of love which closely bind,
Perhaps from this we 'll take a warning,
May learn to be both just and kind.
Therefore, I bid you happy Juniors,
A mournful, long and last farewell,
There 're other things around us rising
Which I have not the time to tell.
May luck and friendship guard your future,
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While still my pulse continues beating,
Or I may beat a fleeting breath.

THE HAND OF DEATH INVISIBLE.

What hand is this that leads me on?
Shall I refuse to go—
To my eternal destiny,
Of happiness or woe?
Invisible it does appear,
Unseen by mortal eye,
I cannot turn to right nor left,
Nor can I from it fly.
'Tis nature's voice that speaks within,
That skakes this mortal frame,
'Tis justice making her demand,
And death presents her claim.
This hand will ever lead me on
From childhood to the grave—
Will break the chain that holds me fast,
Emancipate the slave.
Therefore my thoughts should upward tend,
To realms of bliss above,
Where heavenly hosts beyond the clouds
Will greet my soul in love.

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CORRESPONDENT SOLICITED.

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Howard University, Washington, D. C., April 17, 1873.

Miss Virginia Delaney:

Dear Miss: If not mistaken in the person whom I think you are, which can hardly be so, I would like very much to create a correspondence between us, if it would be in accordance with your wishes.

Please consider this proposal and give me an answer at your pleasure.

For thls my pen has long displayed,
E'er long its been delighted,
To know thou art a fair young maid
Whom no one yet has slighted.
From year to year it onward glides,
I glory in its winging;
It whispers through the graceful slides
Virginia oft is singing.
Will it not gladden every heart,
Through rhythm and its measure,
And give the young an upward start,
And thrill each nerve with pleasure?
Therefore, if thou'll accept this line—
Think not that I am hasty;
For had I now a second's time,
I 'd say that I am tasty.
Remember that I 'm full of pride,
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And she who lingers by my side
Should like my style and fashion.
My pride will never lead to shame,
Nor down to degradation,
While it shall be my highest aim
To elevate my nation.
For thou canst see the stars are bright,
And worlds around are swelling,
Therefore it will be thy delight
To overlook my spelling.
Therefore, unfold each fleeting thought,
Seek well for the intention,
Which nature's hand alone has wrought
In words I need not mention.
Kind Miss, to thee no more I 'll say,
Nor add unto my measure,
Except to write without delay
When it may be your pleasure.
ISLAY WALDEN.

IN HONOR OF DR. TABOR JOHNSON.

MAY 1, 1873.
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'Twas on the first of May of last year in our rambles about the vicinity of the Soldiers' Home that I indited “The May Walk,” a small poem to be found in the preceding pages of this volume. This year, on the same day, I was wending my way in an opposite direction—to the Congregational Church— where my esteemed friend, the doctor, was to be married to his now lovely wife. Whilst stopping for a moment to assist


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a friend in moving some articles of furniture from the pavement to his house, the bridal party passed on their way to the Church. However, although I missed the wished for opportunity to witness the ceremonies, the muse of poetry suggested thoughts, as they passed by, which I hope the doctor will find no fault in my embodying them with my other collections.

Come, idle pen, and let us sing
To May, the flowery month of spring,
And, too, with gladsome voice, we 'll hail
The May queen with the bridal veil.
Sweet month, one year ago our roam—
The hills and vales 'round Soldiers' Home—
Was bright with flowers and verdure green,
Fit tributes to thy fairy queen.
The scene has changed: for you, kind friend,
We 'll garlands with our poesy blend,
And humbly at your feet now lay
Our offerings to your Queen of May.
The happy bridegroom and the bride
In blissful love sit side by side,
Whilst twit'ring birds, with swelling throats,
Are caroling their matin notes.
Go, loved ones, meet the waiting group
Of anxious friends, who fondly hope
That each recurring first of May
May prove a golden wedding day.
O many, prosperous years be thine;
And may angelic hosts entwine
A wreath for each, of faith and love—
A fadeless crown in Heaven above.

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PLACE THY TRUST IN GOD.

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Howard University, Washington, D. C., April 15, 1872.

Miss Catherine Hill:

Dear Niece: I received yours a few days ago, and was glad to learn that you were all well and anxious to see me return home next Christmas, which I hope to be able to do. I was more than gratified to know that the letter which you sent me was written by your own dear little hand. I did not read very many lines before I was lead to weep to hear you say that you, your mother and your aunt had professed religion, and had joined the church at the old “Quaker Meeting House.” Your beautiful letter carried me back to the old Meeting House. Ah! I imagine that many of the brethren who were accustomed to meet there have fallen asleep and have been long since gathered to their fathers. I am glad to know that the children are seeking their Saviour, and are thus preparing themselves to occupy the positions in the church which their parents must soon vacate.

There is another very striking passage in your epistle, in which you say that the Lord has wonderfully blessed me in taking me from home and placing me in an institution of learning where I may be educated. I would to the Lord that there was a school in your neighborhood, so that instead of learning to read and write in the Sabbath school you could learn more about our blessed Redeemer. You asked me if it is wrong to spend your time this way on the Sabbath. It is a question hard to be answered by myself; but if you were in Washington I suppose I would think it wrong, for here we have both Sabbath and every day schools. But situated as you are, I think it no harm, provided it does not lead to anything more; for it is not so much what one does, but the motive which prompts the act. You also said you wish you had such privileges as I enjoy, that you might study and do more good for the poor children in your neighborhood in the way of teaching them. I sympathize with you much, and were I able you should not pant for learning any longer, but should come even


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here and drink from the same well of knowledge out of which I draw daily. But I can continue to pray for you. I was accustamed to pray that the Lord would convert your soul, and your mother's and Aunt Lucy Jane's, and you have all been converted. In a like manner will He again hear my prayer, and provide a manner by which you may be educated, if He so wills it. You well know how I have worked to enjoy the advantages of education, but on account of being near sighted (and it was supposed I could not study) I was rejected even by Christian teachers, and particularly by one Christian institution; and when all had forsaken me the Lord took me up from a state of degradation and ignorance and placed me even here through the great Reform Church of America. But first Dr. Turner, who died with one hand upon the lever which helps to move the great educational machinery of this country—and particularly among our race—and the other setting forth truths of the Bible in their purity, opened the door of his institution for me, and I entered there, and would have gone to school there, but I found it much to my advantage to come to Howard University. In conclusion allow me to say, that I first put my trust in man because he would talk very pleasantly to me, pat me on the back, and say in an indirect manner, “Depart, and be ye educated; a young man like you is worthy of an education.” My experience has taught me this lesson, that it is better to trust in God than in the promises of mankind, though some men are really instruments for good in His hands, all along the winding ways of life, to point us to a higher station than that in which we are placed, even by circumstances.

When I was about giving up all hopes of getting an education I visited President Grant, and after talking to him a while I pulled out a copy of a little poem which I composed, which I presented to him on bidding him good bye. He gave me a warm shake of that heroic hand which so materially aided in emancipating four millions of slaves, crushing the rebellion, and is now so successfully binding the heart of every American to his country's cause, and said, “Never pause until you become educated.” Such words, coming from such a source, to an uncultivated mind, indeed left impressions that time only can efface. But after all I found it was better to trust in God and myself, for there are things which man cannot help us to do, neither can we ask him.


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I have written a long letter to you that I might tell you of a Friend to whom you can make all your necessities known; for you will find that there are very dark times in life, and what I have said is true; and when you shall have experienced the truthfulness of it you will exclaim—

Me truly need a friend below,
Who may our wants and troubles know;
There 're always times when sorrows press:
How dear a friend amid distress.
The Lord to us a friend will be,
Even to all eternity,
If we within his love confide,
And haven near his bleeding side.
What peace, what joy and delight,
How angels guard my soul by night,
How happy must my station be
When Christ the Lord remembers me.
This life within its brightest ray,
An emblem of an endless day;
Should I not count each moment dross,
When I behold my Saviour's cross?
Then help me, Lord, my cross to take,
And all my sinful ways forsake.
That when I shall be called to die,
On wings of love to thee I 'll fly.
I remain your affectionate uncle, ISLAY WALDEN.