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14. CHAPTER XIV.

What reminded me most forcibly of my ignominious condition,
was the widely altered manner of the captain toward
me. I had thought him a fine, funny gentleman, full of
mirth and good humor, and good will to seamen, and one
who could not fail to appreciate the difference between me
and the rude sailors among whom I was thrown. Indeed,
I had made no doubt that he would in some special manner
take me under his protection, and prove a kind friend and
benefactor to me; as I had heard that some sea-captains are
fathers to their crew; and so they are; but such fathers as
Solomon's precepts tend to make—severe and chastising
fathers, fathers whose sense of duty overcomes the sense of
love, and who every day, in some sort, play the part of
Brutus, who ordered his son away to execution, as I have
read in our old family Plutarch.

Yes, I thought that Captain Riga, for Riga was his
name, would be attentive and considerate to me, and strive
to cheer me up, and comfort me in my lonesomeness. I did
not even deem it at all impossible that he would invite me
down into the cabin of a pleasant night, to ask me questions
concerning my parents, and prospects in life; besides obtaining
from me some anecdotes touching my great-uncle, the illustrious
senator; or give me a slate and pencil, and teach
me problems in navigation; or perhaps engage me at a game
of chess. I even thought he might invite me to dinner on a
sunny Sunday, and help me plentifully to the nice cabin
fare, as knowing how distasteful the salt beef and pork, and

hard biscuit of the forecastle must at first be to a boy like
me, who had always lived ashore, and at home.

And I could not help regarding him with peculiar emotions,
almost of tenderness and love, as the last visible link
in the chain of associations which bound me to my home.
For, while yet in port, I had seen him and Mr. Jones, my
brother's friend, standing together and conversing; so that
from the captain to my brother there was but one intermediate
step; and my brother and mother and sisters were one.

And this reminds me how often I used to pass by the
places on deck, where I remembered Mr. Jones had stood
when we first visited the ship lying at the wharf; and how
I tried to convince myself that it was indeed true, that he
had stood there, though now the ship was so far away on
the wide Atlantic Ocean, and he perhaps was walking down
Wall-street, or sitting reading the newspaper in his counting
room, while poor I was so differently employed.

When two or three days had passed without the captain's
speaking to me in any way, or sending word into the forecastle that he wished me to drop into the cabin to pay my
respects, I began to think whether I should not make the
first advances, and whether indeed he did not expect it of
me, since I was but a boy, and he a man; and perhaps that
might have been the reason why he had not spoken to me
yet, deeming it more proper and respectful for me to address
him first. I thought he might be offended, too, especially if
he were a proud man, with tender feelings. So one evening,
a little before sundown, in the second dog-watch, when there
was no more work to be done, I concluded to call and see
him.

After drawing a bucket of water, and having a good
washing, to get off some of the chicken-coop stains, I went
down into the forecastle to dress myself as neatly as I could.
I put on a white shirt in place of my red one, and got into
a pair of cloth trowsers instead of my duck ones, and put on
my new pumps, and then carefully brushing my shooting-jacket,

I put that on over all, so that upon the whole, I
made quite a genteel figure, at least for a forecastle, though
I would not have looked so well in a drawing-room.

When the sailors saw me thus employed, they did not
know what to make of it, and wanted to know whether I
was dressing to go ashore; I told them no, for we were then
out of sight of land; but that I was going to pay my respects
to the captain. Upon which they all laughed and shouted,
as if I were a simpleton; though there seemed nothing so
very simple in going to make an evening call upon a friend.
When some of them tried to dissuade me, saying I was green
and raw; but Jackson, who sat looking on, cried out, with
a hideous grin, “Let him go, let him go, men—he's a nice
boy. Let him go; the captain has some nuts and raisins
for him.” And so he was going on, when one of his violent
fits of coughing seized him, and he almost choked.

As I was about leaving the forecastle, I happened to look
at my hands, and seeing them stained all over of a deep
yellow, for that morning the mate had set me to tarring
some strips of canvas for the rigging, I thought it would
never do to present myself before a gentleman that way; so
for want of kids, I slipped on a pair of woolen mittens,
which my mother had knit for me to carry to sea. As I
was putting them on, Jackson asked me whether he shouldn't
call a carriage; and another bade me not forget to present
his best respects to the skipper. I left them all tittering,
and coming on deck was passing the cook-house, when the
old cook called after me, saying I had forgot my cane.

But I did not heed their impudence, and was walking
straight toward the cabin-door on the quarter-deck, when
the chief mate met me. I touched my hat, and was passing
him, when, after staring at me till I thought his eyes would
burst out, he all at once caught me by the collar, and with
a voice of thunder, wanted to know what I meant by playing
such tricks aboard a ship that he was mate of? I told
him to let go of me, or I would complain to my friend the

captain, whom I intended to visit that evening. Upon this
he gave me such a whirl round, that I thought the Gulf
Stream was in my head; and then shoved me forward,
roaring out I know not what. Meanwhile the sailors were
all standing round the windlass looking aft, mightily tickled.

Seeing I could not effect my object that night, I thought
it best to defer it for the present; and returning among the
sailors, Jackson asked me how I had found the captain, and
whether the next time I went, I would not take a friend
along and introduce him.

The upshot of this business was, that before I went to
sleep that night, I felt well satisfied that it was not customary
for sailors to call on the captain in the cabin; and I
began to have an inkling of the fact, that I had acted like a
fool; but it all arose from my ignorance of sea usages.

And here I may as well state, that I never saw the
inside of the cabin during the whole interval that elapsed
from our sailing till our return to New York; though I
often used to get a peep at it through a little pane of glass,
set in the house on deck, just before the helm, where a
watch was kept hanging for the helmsman to strike the half
hours by, with his little bell in the binnacle, where the compass
was. And it used to be the great amusement of the
sailors to look in through the pane of glass, when they stood
at the wheel, and watch the proceedings in the cabin;
especially when the steward was setting the table for dinner,
or the captain was lounging over a decanter of wine on
a little mahogany stand, or playing the game called solitaire,
at cards, of an evening; for at times he was all alone with
his dignity; though, as will ere long be shown, he generally
had one pleasant companion, whose society he did not
dislike.

The day following my attempt to drop in at the cabin, I
happened to be making fast a rope on the quarter-deck,
when the captain suddenly made his appearance, promenading
up and down, and smoking a cigar. He looked very

good-humored and amiable, and it being just after his dinner,
I thought that this, to be sure, was just the chance I
wanted.

I waited a little while, thinking he would speak to me
himself; but as he did not, I went up to him, and began by
saying it was a very pleasant day, and hoped he was very
well. I never saw a man fly into such a rage; I thought
he was going to knock me down; but after standing speechless
awhile, he all at once plucked his cap from his head
and threw it at me. I don't know what impelled me, but
I ran to the lee-scuppers where it fell, picked it up, and gave
it to him with a bow; when the mate came running up,
and thrust me forward again; and after he had got me as
far as the windlass, he wanted to know whether I was crazy
or not; for if I was, he would put me in irons right off, and
have done with it.

But I assured him I was in my right mind, and knew
perfectly well that I had been treated in the most rude and
ungentlemanly manner both by him and Captain Riga.
Upon this, he rapped out a great oath, and told me if I ever
repeated what I had done that evening, or ever again presumed
so much as to lift my hat to the captain, he would
tie me into the rigging, and keep me there until I learned
better manners. “You are very green,” said he, “but I'll
ripen you.” Indeed this chief mate seemed to have the
keeping of the dignity of the captain; who, in some sort,
seemed too dignified personally to protect his own dignity.

I thought this strange enough, to be reprimanded, and
charged with rudeness for an act of common civility. However,
seeing how matters stood, I resolved to let the captain
alone for the future, particularly as he had shown himself so
deficient in the ordinary breeding of a gentleman. And I
could hardly credit it, that this was the same man who had
been so very civil, and polite, and witty, when Mr. Jones
and I called upon him in port.

But this astonishment of mine was much increased, when

some days after, a storm came upon us, and the captain
rushed out of the cabin in his nightcap, and nothing else but
his shirt on; and leaping up on the poop, began to jump up
and down, and curse and swear, and call the men aloft all
manner of hard names, just like a common loafer in the
street.

Besides all this, too, I noticed that while we were at sea,
he wore nothing but old shabby clothes, very different from
the glossy suit I had seen him in at our first interview, and
after that on the steps of the City Hotel, where he always
boarded when in New York. Now, he wore nothing but
old-fashioned snuff-colored coats, with high collars and short
waists; and faded, short-legged pantaloons, very tight about
the knees; and vests, that did not conceal his waistbands,
owing to their being so short, just like a little boy's. And
his hats were all caved in, and battered, as if they had been
knocked about in a cellar; and his boots were sadly patched.
Indeed, I began to think that he was but a shabby fellow
after all; particularly as his whiskers lost their gloss, and he
went days together without shaving; and his hair, by a sort
of miracle, began to grow of a pepper and salt color, which
might have been owing, though, to his discontinuing the use
of some kind of dye while at sea. I put him down as a
sort of impostor; and while ashore, a gentleman on false
pretenses; for no gentleman would have treated another
gentleman as he did me.

Yes, Captain Riga, thought I, you are no gentleman, and
you know it!