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165. Julian M. and A. G. Rochelle
Silent is the House—all are laid asleep;
One, alone, looks out o'er the snow-wreaths deep;
Watching every cloud, dreading every breeze
That whirls the wildering drifts and bends the groaning trees—
One, alone, looks out o'er the snow-wreaths deep;
Watching every cloud, dreading every breeze
That whirls the wildering drifts and bends the groaning trees—
Cheerful is the hearth, soft the matted floor
Not one shivering gust creeps through pane or door
The little lamp burns straight; its rays shoot strong and far
I trim it well to be the Wanderer's guiding-star—
Not one shivering gust creeps through pane or door
The little lamp burns straight; its rays shoot strong and far
I trim it well to be the Wanderer's guiding-star—
Frown, my haughty sire, chide my angry Dame;
Set your slaves to spy, threaten me with shame;
But neither sire nor dame, nor prying serf shall know
What angel nightly tracks that waste of winter snow—
Set your slaves to spy, threaten me with shame;
But neither sire nor dame, nor prying serf shall know
What angel nightly tracks that waste of winter snow—
In the dungeon crypts idly did I stray
Reckless of the lives wasting there away;
‘Draw the ponderous bars, open Warder stern!’
He dare not say me nay—the hinges harshly turn—
Reckless of the lives wasting there away;
‘Draw the ponderous bars, open Warder stern!’
He dare not say me nay—the hinges harshly turn—
‘Our guests are darkly lodged’ I whispered gazing through
The vault whose grated eye showed heaven more grey than blue;
(This was when glad spring laughed in awaking pride.)
‘Aye, darkly lodged enough!’ returned my sullen guide—
The vault whose grated eye showed heaven more grey than blue;
(This was when glad spring laughed in awaking pride.)
‘Aye, darkly lodged enough!’ returned my sullen guide—
Then, God forgive my youth, forgive my careless tongue!
I scoffed as the chill chains on the damp flagstones rung;
‘Confined in triple walls, art thou so much to fear,
That we must bind thee down and clench thy fetters here?’
I scoffed as the chill chains on the damp flagstones rung;
‘Confined in triple walls, art thou so much to fear,
That we must bind thee down and clench thy fetters here?’
The captive raised her face; it was as soft and mild
As sculptured marble saint or slumbering, unweaned child
It was so soft and mild, it was so sweet and fair
Pain could not trace a line nor grief a shadow there!
As sculptured marble saint or slumbering, unweaned child
It was so soft and mild, it was so sweet and fair
Pain could not trace a line nor grief a shadow there!
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The captive raised her hand and pressed it to her brow
‘I have been struck,’ she said, ‘and I am suffering now
Yet these are little worth, your bolts and irons strong
And were they forged in steel they could not hold me long’—
‘I have been struck,’ she said, ‘and I am suffering now
Yet these are little worth, your bolts and irons strong
And were they forged in steel they could not hold me long’—
Hoarse laughed the jailer grim ‘Shall I be won to hear
Dost think fond, dreaming wretch, that I shall grant thy prayer?
Or better still, wilt melt my master's heart with groans?
Ah sooner might the sun thaw down these granite stones!—
Dost think fond, dreaming wretch, that I shall grant thy prayer?
Or better still, wilt melt my master's heart with groans?
Ah sooner might the sun thaw down these granite stones!—
‘My master's voice is low, his aspect bland and kind
But hard as hardest flint the soul that lurks behind:
And I am rough and rude, yet, not more rough to see
Than is the hidden ghost which has its home in me!’
But hard as hardest flint the soul that lurks behind:
And I am rough and rude, yet, not more rough to see
Than is the hidden ghost which has its home in me!’
About her lips there played a smile of almost scorn
‘My friend,’ she gently said, ‘you have not heard me mourn
When you my parents' lives—my lost life, can restore
Then may I weep and sue, but, never, Friend, before!’
‘My friend,’ she gently said, ‘you have not heard me mourn
When you my parents' lives—my lost life, can restore
Then may I weep and sue, but, never, Friend, before!’
Her head sank on her hands, its fair curls swept the ground
The dungeon seemed to swim in strange confusion round—
‘Is she so near to death?’ I murmured, half aloud
And kneeling, parted back the floating golden cloud
The dungeon seemed to swim in strange confusion round—
‘Is she so near to death?’ I murmured, half aloud
And kneeling, parted back the floating golden cloud
Alas, how former days upon my heart were borne
How memory mirrored then the prisoner's joyous morn
Too blithe, too loving Child, too warmly, wildly gay!
Was that the wintry close of thy celestial May?
How memory mirrored then the prisoner's joyous morn
Too blithe, too loving Child, too warmly, wildly gay!
Was that the wintry close of thy celestial May?
She knew me and she sighed ‘Lord Julian, can it be,
Of all my playmates, you, alone, remember me?
Nay start not at my words, unless you deem it shame
To own from conquered foe, a once familiar name—
Of all my playmates, you, alone, remember me?
Nay start not at my words, unless you deem it shame
To own from conquered foe, a once familiar name—
‘I cannot wonder now at aught the world will do
And insult and contempt I lightly brook from you,
Since those, who vowed away their souls to win my love
Around this living grave like utter strangers move!
And insult and contempt I lightly brook from you,
Since those, who vowed away their souls to win my love
Around this living grave like utter strangers move!
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‘Nor has one voice been raised to plead that I might die
Not buried under earth but in the open sky
By ball or speedy knife or headsman's skilful blow—
A quick and welcome pang instead of lingering woe!
Not buried under earth but in the open sky
By ball or speedy knife or headsman's skilful blow—
A quick and welcome pang instead of lingering woe!
‘Yet, tell them, Julian, all, I am not doomed to wear
Year after year in gloom and desolate despair;
A messenger of Hope comes every night to me
And offers, for short life, eternal liberty.
Year after year in gloom and desolate despair;
A messenger of Hope comes every night to me
And offers, for short life, eternal liberty.
‘He comes with western winds, with evening's wandering airs,
With that clear dusk of heaven that brings the thickest stars;
Winds take a pensive tone, and stars a tender fire
And visions rise and change which kill me with desire—
With that clear dusk of heaven that brings the thickest stars;
Winds take a pensive tone, and stars a tender fire
And visions rise and change which kill me with desire—
‘Desire for nothing known in my maturer years
When joy grew mad with awe at counting future tears;
When, if my spirit's sky was full of flashes warm,
I knew not whence they came from sun or thunderstorm;
When joy grew mad with awe at counting future tears;
When, if my spirit's sky was full of flashes warm,
I knew not whence they came from sun or thunderstorm;
‘But first a hush of peace, a soundless calm descends;
The struggle of distress and fierce impatience ends;
Mute music soothes my breast—unuttered harmony
That I could never dream till earth was lost to me.
The struggle of distress and fierce impatience ends;
Mute music soothes my breast—unuttered harmony
That I could never dream till earth was lost to me.
‘Then dawns the Invisible, the Unseen its truth reveals;
My outward sense is gone, my inward essence feels—
Its wings are almost free, its home, its harbour found;
Measuring the gulf it stoops and dares the final bound!
My outward sense is gone, my inward essence feels—
Its wings are almost free, its home, its harbour found;
Measuring the gulf it stoops and dares the final bound!
‘Oh, dreadful is the check—intense the agony
When the ear begins to hear and the eye begins to see;
When the pulse begins to throb, the brain to think again,
The soul to feel the flesh and the flesh to feel the chain!
When the ear begins to hear and the eye begins to see;
When the pulse begins to throb, the brain to think again,
The soul to feel the flesh and the flesh to feel the chain!
‘Yet I would lose no sting, would wish no torture less;
The more that anguish racks the earlier it will bless;
And robed in fires of Hell, or bright with heavenly shine,
If it but herald Death, the vision is divine’—
The more that anguish racks the earlier it will bless;
And robed in fires of Hell, or bright with heavenly shine,
If it but herald Death, the vision is divine’—
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She ceased to speak and I, unanswering watched her there
Not daring now to touch one lock of silken hair—
As I had knelt in scorn, on the dank floor I knelt still—
My fingers in the links of that iron hard and chill—
Not daring now to touch one lock of silken hair—
As I had knelt in scorn, on the dank floor I knelt still—
My fingers in the links of that iron hard and chill—
I heard and yet heard not the surly keeper growl;
I saw, yet did not see, the flagstone damp and foul;
The keeper, to and fro, paced by the bolted door
And shivered as he walked and as he shivered, swore—
I saw, yet did not see, the flagstone damp and foul;
The keeper, to and fro, paced by the bolted door
And shivered as he walked and as he shivered, swore—
While my cheek glowed in flame, I marked that he did rave
Of air that froze his blood and moisture like the grave—
‘We have been two hours good!’ he muttered peevishly,
Then, loosing off his belt the rusty dungeon key,
Of air that froze his blood and moisture like the grave—
‘We have been two hours good!’ he muttered peevishly,
Then, loosing off his belt the rusty dungeon key,
He said, ‘You may be pleased, Lord Julian, still to stay
But duty will not let me linger here all day;
If I might go, I'd leave this badge of mine with you
Not doubting that you'd prove a jailer stern and true’
But duty will not let me linger here all day;
If I might go, I'd leave this badge of mine with you
Not doubting that you'd prove a jailer stern and true’
I took the proffered charge; the captive's drooping lid
Beneath its shady lash a sudden lightning hid
Earth's hope was not so dead heaven's home was not so dear
I read it in that flash of longing quelled by fear
Beneath its shady lash a sudden lightning hid
Earth's hope was not so dead heaven's home was not so dear
I read it in that flash of longing quelled by fear
Then like a tender child whose hand did just enfold
Safe in its eager grasp a bird it wept to hold
When pierced with one wild glance from the troubled hazel eye
It gushes into tears and lets its treasure fly
Safe in its eager grasp a bird it wept to hold
When pierced with one wild glance from the troubled hazel eye
It gushes into tears and lets its treasure fly
Thus ruth and selfish love together striving tore
The heart all newly taught to pity and adore;
If I should break the chain, I felt my bird would go
Yet I must break the chain or seal the prisoner's woe—
The heart all newly taught to pity and adore;
If I should break the chain, I felt my bird would go
Yet I must break the chain or seal the prisoner's woe—
Short strife what rest could soothe—what peace could visit me
While she lay pining there for Death to set her free?
‘Rochelle, the dungeons teem with foes to gorge our hate—
Thou art too young to die by such a bitter fate!’
While she lay pining there for Death to set her free?
‘Rochelle, the dungeons teem with foes to gorge our hate—
Thou art too young to die by such a bitter fate!’
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With hurried blow on blow I struck the fetters through
Regardless how that deed my after hours might rue
Oh, I was over-blest by the warm unasked embrace
By the smile of grateful joy that lit her angel face!
Regardless how that deed my after hours might rue
Oh, I was over-blest by the warm unasked embrace
By the smile of grateful joy that lit her angel face!
And I was over-blest—aye, more than I could dream
When, faint, she turned aside from noon's unwonted beam;
When though the cage was wide—the heaven around it lay—
Its pinion would not waft my wounded dove away—
When, faint, she turned aside from noon's unwonted beam;
When though the cage was wide—the heaven around it lay—
Its pinion would not waft my wounded dove away—
Through thirteen anxious weeks of terror-blent delight
I guarded her by day and guarded her by night
While foes were prowling near and Death gazed greedily
And only Hope remained a faithful friend to me—
I guarded her by day and guarded her by night
While foes were prowling near and Death gazed greedily
And only Hope remained a faithful friend to me—
Then oft with taunting smile, I heard my kindred tell
‘How Julian loved his hearth and sheltering roof-tree well;
How the trumpet's voice might call the battle-standard wave
But Julian had no heart to fill a patriot's grave.’
‘How Julian loved his hearth and sheltering roof-tree well;
How the trumpet's voice might call the battle-standard wave
But Julian had no heart to fill a patriot's grave.’
And I, who am so quick to answer sneer with sneer;
So ready to condemn to scorn a coward's fear
I held my peace like one whose conscience keeps him dumb
And saw my kinsmen go—and lingered still at home.
So ready to condemn to scorn a coward's fear
I held my peace like one whose conscience keeps him dumb
And saw my kinsmen go—and lingered still at home.
Another hand than mine, my rightful banner held
And gathered my renown on Freedom's crimson field
Yet I had no desire the glorious prize to gain—
It needed braver nerve to face the world's disdain—
And gathered my renown on Freedom's crimson field
Yet I had no desire the glorious prize to gain—
It needed braver nerve to face the world's disdain—
And by the patient strength that could that world defy;
By suffering with calm mind, contempt and calumny;
By never-doubting love, unswerving constancy,
Rochelle, I earned at last an equal love from thee!
By suffering with calm mind, contempt and calumny;
By never-doubting love, unswerving constancy,
Rochelle, I earned at last an equal love from thee!
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