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A PRAYER TO A FICKLE MISTRESS.

From the depth of my gloom, to your beauty I come;
But my gaze may not brighten, as erst, at its glow:
Nor kneel may I to you all gloriously low,
Nor feel your dear hand o'er my brow softly go;
I know that you would that even now I sank dumb;
Lelia! once say you are sad for me.
You would shrink, but to me, when mine eyes love did fight;
When this arm clasp'd you round, 'midst your ravishing hair,
On this bosom lolled your head, while unhidingly there,
Your face turned to mine with such restful repair;

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God! then how I dived in your eyes' surging light!
Lelia! once say you are sad for me.
Never God sent the night, but I saw on my couch,
Your cheek's beautiful sleep, that I guarded supreme;
Alone would I gaze, till your soft lips would seem
There stirr'd by the mild light that round them did gleam;—
Behind that chamber's madness horror-stricken I crouch!
Lelia! once say you are sad for me.
None could pity, I am hopeless! I loved you to shame;
Mine honour had been gone for one promising smile;
When your soft hair fell cool o'er my burning face, while
My brain swooned with delight 'neath its curls;— any guile
To be bless'd with thy bidding, had become my wild aim;
Lelia! once say you are sad for me.

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Your lover is coming; I hear his wild vow!
For ever we are parting; oh! in mercy, refrain
From that acted surprise; I nor plead, nor complain;
Oh! yet say, when we loved, that thou didst not all feign,
And I'll bless thee, and pray for thee as to thee now;
Lelia! once say you are sad for me.