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SONG.

I think of thee, and only thee!
Far, far we 're darkly severed now:
Weighed down by clouds of Memory,
I hang my faintly drooping brow.
I think of thee—thou far away;
My Life's rich Crown of happiness!
And meet with tears Morn's earliest ray,
And wish its rosy glory less!
And yet, not so! I little care
How beautiful, how bright it be:
I scarce can see, I cannot share,
Its gladness and festivity.

140

Beauty to me hath now become
The phantasm of itself; and so,
All things consent in kindred gloom,
All things have fellowship in Woe!
Ev'n Music's rich and festal breath
Unheeded falls upon mine ear;
For deaf it is, as frozen death,
To all that once was—oh, how dear!
And Nature—Nature! could I thread
Her fairest paths, or plunge me deep
Where her o'ershadowing forests spread;
Ev'n thence no pleasure could I reap.
And oh! 't is well, 't is deeply well;
If thus to Sorrow's tearful ken
Pleasure be inaccessible,
It cannot smile in mockery then;

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It cannot bitterly remind
Of joys once ours, dispersed and flown:
Then let me still be deaf and blind
To all but Grief—but Grief alone!
Contrast then heightens not regret,
Nor wounds with keener heart-aches new:
No! when my Sun of gladness set,
Each Star sunk down the horizon too!
I think of thee—all, only thee,
Loved Cynosure of every thought;
My life now seems but Memory,
And all that is not memory—nought!
I think of thee from noon till night,
From night till morn, from morn till noon;
And though too slow the hours' dull flight,
Their dark successors come too soon!