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SONGS.


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OLD FRIENDS.

We just shake hands at meeting
With many that come nigh;
We nod the head in greeting
To many that go by,—
But welcome through the gateway
Our few old friends and true;
Then hearts leap up, and straightway
There's open house for you,
Old Friends,
There's open house for you!
The surface will be sparkling,
Let but a sunburst shine;
Yet in the depth lies darkling,
The true life of the wine!
The froth is for the many,
The wine is for the few;
Unseen, untouched of any,
We keep the best for you,
Old Friends,
The very best for you!
The Many cannot know us;
They only pace the strand,
Where at our worst we show us—
The waters thick with sand!

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But out beyond the leaping
Dim surge 'tis clear and blue;
And there, Old Friends, we are keeping
A waiting calm for you,
Old Friends,
A resting-place for you.

SYLVIA MAY.

Heart of mine, so longing for rest,
Better to build thy love-lined Nest
On a storm-swung bough than a Woman's breast.”
But this heart of mine still sayeth me, “Nay;”
Shows me the picture of Sylvia May;
Wilful hearts must have their way!
“Heart of mine, far wiser 'twould be
To build thy Nest on a wave of the sea,
Tossed and troubled perpetually.”
But this heart of mine still sayeth me, “Nay;”
And whispers the name of Sylvia May:
Foolish hearts will have their way!
“Never was love I think like mine;
Never was woman so nearly divine;
Never could lives more perfectly twine.”
And this heart of mine it murmureth, “Yea;”
Wilful hearts must have their way—
When will you marry me, Sylvia May?

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IN A DREAM.

She came but for a little while,
Yet with a wondrous gleam;
She left within my soul her smile,
The Darling of my Dream!
O face too clear for sorrow or tear,
Too real for masks that seem;
I seek, but shall not find her Here,
The Darling of my Dream!
I wonder do you wait for me
Beside the glad Life-stream,
Or under the Leaf-of-Healing tree—
You Darling of my Dream!
O sometimes lift your veil by night,
And let one beauty-beam
Fill all my life for days with light,
You Darling of my Dream!

THAT MERRY, MERRY MAY.

Ah! 'tis like a tale of olden
Time, long, long ago;
When the world was in its golden
Prime, and love was lord below!
Every vein of Earth was dancing
With the Spring's new wine!
'Twas the pleasant time of flowers,
When I met you, love of mine!

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Ah! some spirit sure was straying
Out of heaven that day,
When I met you, Sweet! a-Maying
In that merry, merry May.
Little heart! it shyly opened
Its red leaves' love-lore,
Like a rose that must be ripened
To the dainty, dainty core.
But its beauties daily brighten,
And it blooms so dear,—
Though a many Winters whiten,
I go Maying all the year.
And my proud heart will be praying
Blessings on the day,
When I met you, Sweet, a-Maying,
In that merry, merry May.

A LOVER'S FANCY.

Sweet Heaven! I do love a Maiden,
At her feet I bow love-laden;
When she's near me, heaven is round me,
Her dear presence doth so bound me!
I could wring my heart of gladness,
Might it free her lot of sadness!
Give the world, and all that's in it,
Just to press her hand a minute!
Yet she weeteth not I love her;
Never dare I tell the sweet
Tale, but to the stars above her,
And the flowers that kiss her feet.

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O! to live and linger near her,
And in tearful moments cheer her!
I could be a Bird to lighten
Her sad heart—her sweet eyes brighten:
Or in fragrance, like a blossom,
Give my life up on her bosom!
For my love's withouten measure,
All its pangs are sweetest pleasure:
Yet she weeteth not I love her;
Never dare I tell the sweet
Tale, but to the stars above her,
And the flowers that kiss her feet.

NO JEWELLED BEAUTY IS MY LOVE.

No jewelled Beauty is my Love,
Yet in her earnest face
There's such a world of tenderness,
She needs no other grace.
Her smiles, her voice, around my life
In light and music twine;
And dear, O very dear to me
Is this sweet Love of mine.
O joy! to know there's one fond heart
Beats ever true to me!
It sets mine leaping like a lyre,
In sweetest melody:
My soul up-springs, a Deity!
To hear her voice divine;
And dear, O very dear to me,
Is this sweet Love of mine.

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If ever I have sighed for wealth,
'Twas all for her, I trow;
And if I win Fame's victor-wreath,
I'll twine it on her brow.
There may be forms more beautiful,
And souls of sunnier shine,
But none, O none, so dear to me,
As this sweet Love of mine.

THE TWO ROSES.

Softly stepped she over the lawn,
In vesture light and free;
A floating Angel might have drawn
Her hair from heaven in a glory-dawn,
And her voice rang silverly.
Then up she rose on her tiny tip-toes,
Her white hand catches, her fingers close:
“You are tall and proud, my dainty Rose;
But I have you now,” said She.
O so lightly over the lawn,
Step for step went he!
Thinking how, from his hiding-place,
The war of Roses in her face,
Dear Love would laugh to see!
Two arms suddenly round her he throws,
Two mouths, turning oneward, close;
“You are tall and proud, my dainty Rose!
But I have you now,” said He.

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SWEET-AND-TWENTY.

Like a Lady from a far land,
Came my true Love brave to see!
As to heaven its rainbow garland,
Is her beauty rich to me.
Or as some dim Mere may mirror
One fair star that shines above,
So my life—ay growing clearer—
Holds this tremulous star of love.
Look you, how she cometh trilling
Out her gay heart's bird-like bliss!
Merry as a May-morn, thrilling,
With the dew and sunshine's kiss.
Ruddy gossips of her beauty
Are her twin cheeks: and her mouth
In its ripe warmth smileth, fruity
As a garden of the south.
Ha! my precious Sweet-and-Twenty,
Husband up your virgin pride!
Just a month and this dear, dainty
Thing shall be my wedded Bride.

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THE WEDDING-RING.

This old world is scarce worth seeing,
Till Love wave his purple wing,
And we gauge the bliss of being,
Through a golden wedding-ring;
Heigho, the wedding-ring.
Would you draw far Eden nearer,
And to earth the Angels bring;
You must seek the magic mirror
Of a golden wedding-ring;
Heigho, the wedding-ring.
As the earth with sea is bounded,
And the winter-world with spring,
So a Maiden's life is rounded
With a golden wedding-ring;
Heigho, the wedding-ring.
I have known full many a Maiden,
Like a white rose withering,
Into fresh ripe beauty redden
Through a golden wedding-ring;
Heigho, the wedding-ring.
As the crescent Moon rings golden,
Her full glory perfecting,
Womanly beauty is unfolden
In a golden wedding-ring;
Heigho, the wedding-ring.
Fainting spirits oft grow fearless,
Sighing hearts will soar and sing,
Tearful eyes will laugh out tearless,
Through a golden wedding-ring;
Heigho, the wedding-ring.

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LOVE'S WESTWARD HO!

Pleasant it is, wee Wife of mine,
As by my side thou art,
To sit and see thy dear eyes shine
With bonfires of the heart!
And young Love smiles so sweet and sly,
From warm and balmy deeps,
As under-leaf the fruit may try
To hide, yet archly peeps:
Gliding along in our fairy boat,
With prospering skies above,
Over the sea of time we float
To another New World of Love.
One of God's Darlings is our Guide:
Ah, how it makes us lean,
Hearts beating lovingly side by side
That nothing may come between.
As yon brave ring of Stars doth fold
Our world, so is it given
To this wee ring of wedding gold
To clasp us round with heaven;
Gliding along in our fairy boat,
With prospering skies above,
Over the sea of time we float
To another New World of Love.

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MY LOVE.

My Love is true and tender,
Her eyes are rich with rest;
Her hair of dappled splendour,
The colour I love best;
So sweet, so gay, so odorous-warm,
She nestles here, heart-high,
A bounteous aspect, beauteous form,
But, just a wee bit sly.
My Love is no light Dreamer,
A-floating with the foam;
But a brave life-sea swimmer,
With footing found in Home.
My winsome Wife, she's bright without,
And beautiful within;
But—I would not say quite without
The least wee touch of sin.
My Love is not an Angel
In one or two small things:
But just a wifely woman
With other wants than wings.
You have some little leaven
Of earth, you darling dear;
If you were fit for Heaven,
You might not nestle here.

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LULLABY.

Softly sink in slumbers golden,
Warm as nestled Birdlings lie,
Safe in Mother's arms enfolden,
While I sing thy lullaby.
Lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby,
Sweet one, sleep to my Lullaby.
Though the night doth darken, darken,
Light will Mother's slumbers lie;
Still my heart will harken, harken,
Lest her wee thing wake and cry.
Lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby,
Sweet one, sleep to my Lullaby.
At thy golden gate of slumber,
Stands my spirit tiptoe-high,
Filled with yearnings without number,
In thine inner heaven to fly.
Lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby,
Sweet one, sleep to my Lullaby.
In that world of mystic breathing,
Spirit Sentinels, stand by!
Winnow, winnow, o'er my wee thing,
Wings of Love that hover nigh.
Lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby,
Sweet one, sleep to my Lullaby.
Sleep! and drink the dew delicious
Till the morrow dawn is high!
Sleep with Mother near her precious,
Wake! with Mother waiting nigh.
Lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby,
Sweet one, sleep to my Lullaby.

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AUTUMN SONG.

The summer days are ended;
The after-glow is gone;
The nights grow long and eerie:
The winds awake to moan;
The pleasant leaves are fading;
The friendly swallows flee;
Yet welcome is the Winter
That brings my Love to me.
No voice of bird now ripples
The air; no wood-walk rings!
But in my happy bosom
The soul of Music sings;
It sings of clearest heaven,
And summers yet to be;
Then welcome to the Winter
That brings my Love to me.
A world of gathered sunshine
Is this warm heart of mine,
Where life hath heaped the fruitage,
And love hath hid the wine.
And though there's not a flower
In field, nor leaf on tree;
Yet welcome is the Winter
That brings my Love to me.

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SYRINX.

Methought to bear her branches crowned
With fruit, my virgin vine:
Another fills her arms; around
Another life they twine!
So I lost the day,
And all the night I wake,—
Bird-like singing sad sorrow away,
Until my heart shall break.
While others gleaned Life's field for gold,
With Flowers I made a crown;
Till, looking up alone, behold,
The deepening night came down!
So I lost the day,
And all the night I wake,—
Bird-like singing sad sorrow away,
Until my heart shall break.
Poor me! I clasped a reed, and missed
My sweetest Syrinx fled!
Poor me! my tenderest music's kissed
From lips of dear love dead.
I have lost the day,
And all the night I wake,—
Bird-like singing sad sorrow away,
Until my heart shall break.

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O LAY THY HAND IN MINE, DEAR!

O lay thy hand in mine, dear!
We're growing old, we're growing old;
But Time hath brought no sign, dear,
That hearts grow cold, that hearts grow cold.
'Tis long, long since our new love
Made life divine, made life divine;
But age enricheth true love,
Like noble wine, like noble wine.
And lay thy cheek to mine, dear,
And take thy rest, and take thy rest;
Mine arms around thee twine, dear,
And make thy nest, and make thy nest.
A many cares are pressing
On this dear head, on this dear head;
But Sorrow's hands in blessing
Are surely laid, are surely laid.
O lean thy life on mine, dear!
'Twill shelter thee, 'twill shelter thee.
Thou wert a winsome vine, dear,
On my young tree, on my young tree:
And so, till boughs are leafless,
And Song-birds flown, and Song-birds flown,
We'll twine, then lay us, griefless,
Together down, together down.

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LONG, LONG AGO.

Old friend of mine, you were dear to my heart,
Long, long ago, long ago.
Little did we think of a time we should part,
Long, long ago, long ago.
Hand clasped in hand through the world we would go.
Down our old untrodden path the wild weeds grow!
Great was the love 'twixt us; bitter was the smart:
Old friend of mine long ago.
Patient watch I kept for you many, many a day,
Long, long ago, long ago;
Waited and wept for you far, far away,
Long, long ago, long ago.
Merry came each May-tide, new leaves would start:
Never came my old friend back to my heart.
Lonely I went on my weary, weary way,
Old friend of mine long ago.
Oft as I muse at the shadowy nightfall
Over the dear Long Ago:
Borne on tears arises the dark, dark pall,
Fallen on my heart long ago.
Love is not dead, though we wander apart;
How I could clasp you, old friend, to my heart!
Barriers lie between us, but God knoweth all,
Old friend of mine long ago.

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A SOLDIER'S WIFE.

Around us the day closes dense as a wood,
The Stars down the darkness with eerie eyes brood,
While out through the nightfall my restless thoughts flee
To him who is fighting far over the sea.
“Across the mirk Moorland the birds of night cry;
A wind stirs my flesh as of ghosts gliding by;
Oh, clasp thy hands, pretty one, kneel down with me,
And pray for thy Father far over the sea.
“So brave is my darling, so gallant and gay,
He'll flash through the fight in the wild, bloody day;
He'll crest the top wave upon valour's red sea;
God shield him! God send him back safely to me!”
He's lying, poor Wife! with the valiant and tried,
Who to-night shed their life on a reddened hillside:
And still she sings tenderly, “Over the sea,
Blow, breezes, and bring back my darling to me.”
Her soul it sat smiling, all meek as a dove,
In her pure perfect face that was lighted with love;
Her child to the full heart endearing she drew,
And bowed like a Flower 'neath its blessing of dew.

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Some luminous Presence glides over the place,
A white mist of glory! a white spirit-face!
And a starry Shape comes slow and sweet from the gloom;
God help thee, poor Widow! thy husband is home!
She knows not the Spirit that hovereth nigh,
Nor whence fell the slumber that healed her heart's cry;
But she weeps in her vision, and prayerfully
Still murmurs, “God send him back safely to me!”

ROBIN'S SONG.

Sing, Robin Redbreast,
Though you fill our hearts with pain:
Sing, bonny Robin,
Though our tears fall like the rain
For a Lamb far from the fold,
In the wet and wintry mould!
For a Bird out in the cold,
Bird alane! Bird alane!
Sing, Robin Redbreast!
You are welcome to our door;
Sing, darling Robin,
Merry Larks no longer soar:
Autumn comes with feel of rain,
Mournful odours, wail of pain!
There's a Bird will come again
Nevermore! Nevermore!

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Sing, Robin Redbreast!
For we love your song so brave,
Though you mind us of a Robin
Where the willows weep and wave:
To her little grave it clings,
Shakes the rain from its wet wings,
And for all the sadness sings
By Her grave, by Her grave.

THE ONLY ONE.

With tired feet, o'er thorny ground,
My spirit made its quest;
On wearied wing it wandered round,
But could not find a nest;
Till at the feet of Love I found
At last my Only Rest!
I went the downward way of Doom,
With those that walk in Night:
I stumbled on from tomb to tomb
Of Joys that lured my sight;
Until Love touched me through the gloom
And smiled,—my Only Light!
O, sweet the touch of hearts, and sweet
The tie of Child and Wife,
And blessèd is the Home where meet
True Souls that shut out strife;
And as I nestle at Love's feet,
I know my Only Life.

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A MAIDEN'S SONG.

I love! and Love hath given me
Sweet thoughts to God akin,
And oped a living Paradise
My heart of hearts within:
O from this Eden of my life
God keep the Serpent Sin!
I love! and into Angel-land
With starry glimpses peer!
I drink in beauty like heaven-wine,
When One is smiling near!
And there's a Rainbow round my soul
For every rising tear.
Dear God in heaven! keep without stain
My bosom's brooding Dove:
O clothe it meet for angel-arms,
And give it place above!
For there is nothing from the world
I yearn to take, but Love.

LOVE.

O Love! Love! Love!
Its glory breaks our gloom,
And there's a new Heaven overhead,
With all the earth in bloom.
'Tis sweet as Sunshine's golden kiss,
That crowns the world anew:
Sweet as in Roses' hearts of bliss,
Soft summer-dark drops dew.

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O Love! Love! Love!
May make the true heart ache;
Pulse out its lavish life, and leave
It mournfully to break!
But O how winsomely it starts
The thoughts that bee-like cling,
To drain the honey from young hearts,
And leave a bleeding sting!
O Love! Love! Love!
Its very pain endears!
And every wail and weeping brings
Some blessing on our tears!
Love makes our darkest days, sweet dove!
All goldenly go down,
And still we'll clothe ourselves with love,
And crown us with Love's crown.

NOW AND THEN.

O Love will make the leal heart ache
That never ached before;
And meek or merry eyes 'twill make
With solemn tears run o'er.
In tears we parted tenderly,
My Love and I lang syne;
And evermore she vowed to be
Mine own, aye mine, all mine!
Sing O the tree is blossoming,
But worms are at the root;
And many a darling flower of Spring
Will never come to fruit.

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We meet now in the streets of life;
All gone, the old sweet charms;
At my side leans a loving Wife;
She—passes Babe-in-arms.

EMIGRANT SONG.

Behind us lies a land, all dim
With sighs of sorrows old;
Before us, on the ocean's rim,
A land that looks of gold.
We go, a fuller life to win,
With freedom for th' opprest—
But won't forget the old land, in
That new world of the West.
We cannot weep who cross the deep,
Unfairly driven forth;
We might not sow, we could not reap
Our share of native earth.
We go, a fuller life to win,
With freedom for th' opprest—
But won't forget the old land, in
That new world of the West.
As Emigrants from land to land—
From rise to set of sun,
We build the bridge till ocean's spanned,
And all the world is one.
We go, a fuller life to win,
With freedom for th' opprest—
But won't forget the old land, in
That new world of the West.

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THE SAILOR'S ORPHAN CHILD.

How happy seems the Sailor's lot,
On Summer seas to roam,
With pleasant dreams of that wee Cot
Where wife and weans make “home.”
But he must also face the war
Of winds and waters wild,
To fall, perchance, from home afar,
And leave an orphan child.
The Sailor in the tempest strives
With might and main for you;
When raging billows race for lives,
The Sailor brings us through.
Then succour those he leaves behind,
As sea-drift safely Isled;
The Sailor's orphan is a kind
Of every parent's child.

ON DECK TOGETHER.

Out of the water the wingèd fish flew,
Flashes of light from abysses of blue,
In the goldenest tropical weather;
A pale still face seemed calling to me;
Words of cheer were spoken, and we
Were friends on deck together.
Under a still and starry night
My lady arose to her stateliest height—
Hair without tie or tether—

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And there between the sky and the sea,
She walked and talked right merry with me,
As we trod the deck together.
We meet no more the deck to tread;
But, when the Oceans have yielded their dead,
I cannot help wondering whether
There will be another world where we
May voyage on some celestial sea,
And tread the deck together.

A PEARL DIVER.

Soul of Jacoba, come forth from your shell,
My pearl of the Deep where you darklingly dwell,
The Diver hath found you, the secret is shown,
Never again will you nestle unknown;
Nevermore feel in your loneness alone!
Soul of Jacoba, arise and shine
From the sea-green depths of her eyes divine;
Soul of Jacoba, come forth and play
In the pale still face with a roseate ray,
And a smile that shall turn all the dark into day!
My Pearl! that I saw by her own soft light;
My Pearl that bejewelled the gloom of her night,
The secretly precious, the hiddenly rare;
A prize to be won for the worthiest wear;
My Pearl shall be set with the first of the fair!

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PARTING.

Too fair, I may not call thee mine:
Too dear, I may not see
Those eyes with bridal beacons shine;
Yet, Darling, keep for me—
Empty and hushed, and safe apart,
One little corner of thy heart!
Thou wilt be happy, dear! and bless
Thee; happy mayst thou be.
I would not make thy pleasure less;
Yet, Darling, keep for me,
My life to light, my lot to leaven,
One little corner of thy Heaven!
Good-bye, dear heart! I go to dwell
A weary way from thee;
Our first kiss is our last farewell;
Yet, Darling, keep for me—
Who wander outside in the night,
One little corner of thy light!

“FOR EVER.”

Farewell , Sweet! may you find a nest
Of home in haven dearer:
And safelier rest upon the breast
Of truer love and nearer!
May favours fall, and blessings flow
For you, and cares come never!
But kiss me, dear, before you go,
And then shake hands for ever.”

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Her very heart within doth melt,
And gathers while she lingers
A weeping warmth, as though it felt
A wee Babe's feeling fingers:
The minutes pass, they do not part,
And vain was all endeavour;
A touch had closed them heart to heart,
And hands were clasped for ever.

SHAKSPEARE.

Our Prince of Peace in glory hath gone,
With no spear shaken, no sword drawn,
Without one battle-flag unfurled,
To make his conquest of the world.
For him no martyr-fires have blazed,
No limbs been racked, no scaffolds raised!
For him no blood was ever shed
To dye the Conqueror's raiment red.
And for all time he wears the crown
Of lasting, limitless, renown:
He reigns, whatever Monarchs fall;
His throne is at the heart of all.

“ALL READY AND ALL ONE.”

What is the News to-day, Boys?
Have they fired the Signal gun?
We answer but one way, Boys:
We are ready for the fray, Boys.
All ready and all one!

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They shall not say we boasted
Of deeds that would be done;
Or sat at home and toasted:
We are marshalled, drilled and posted,
All ready and all one!
We are not as driven cattle
That would the conflict shun.
They have to test our mettle
As Volunteers of Battle,
All ready and all one!
The life-streams of the Mother
Through all her youngsters run,
And brother stands by brother,
To die with one another,
All ready and all one!
Sydney, 1885.

ENGLAND.

There she sits in her Island-home,
Peerless among her Peers!
And Liberty oft to her arms doth come,
To ease its poor heart of tears.
Old England still throbs with the muffled fire
Of a Past she can never forget:
And again shall she herald the World up higher;
For there's life in the Old Land yet.
They would mock at her now, who of old looked forth
In their fear, as they heard her afar;
But loud will your wail be, O Kings of the Earth!
When the Old Land goes down to the war.

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The Avalanche trembles, half-launched, and half-riven,
Her voice will in motion set:
O ring out the tidings, wide-reaching as Heaven!
There's life in the Old Land yet.
The old nursing Mother's not hoary yet,
There is sap in her ancient tree:
She lifteth a bosom of glory yet,
Through her mists, to the Sun and the Sea—
Fair as the Queen of Love, fresh from the foam
Or a star in a dark cloud set;
Ye may blazon her shame,—ye may leap at her name,—
But there's life in the Old Land yet.
Let the storm burst, you will find the Old Land
Ready-ripe for a rough, red fray!
She will fight as she fought when she took her stand
For the Right in the olden day.
Rouse the old royal soul, Europe's best hope
Is her sword-edge for Victory set!
She shall dash Freedom's foes down Death's bloody slope;
For there's life in the Old Land yet.

THE OLD LAND.

O leal high hearts of England,
The evil days draw near,
When ye, with steel in heart and hand,
Must strike for all that's dear!

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And better tread the bloodiest deck,
And fieriest field of fame,
Than break the heart and bow the neck,
And sit in the shadow of shame.
Let Despot, Death, or Devil come,
United here we stand:
We'll safely guard our Island-Home,
Or die for the dear old Land.
O, Warriors of Old England,
You'll hurry to the call;
And her good ships shall sail the storm,
With their merry Mariners all.
In words she wasteth not her breath,
But be the trumpet blown,
And in the Battle's dance of death,
She'll dance the bravest down.
Let Despot, Death, or Devil come,
United here we stand:
We'll safely guard our Island-Home,
Or die for the dear old Land.
Success to our dear England,
When dark days come again;
And may she rise up glorious
As the rainbow after rain.
A thousand memories warm us still,
And, ere the old spirit dies,
The purple of each wold and hill
From English blood shall rise.
Let Despot, Death, or Devil come,
United here we stand:
We'll safely guard our Island-Home,
Or die for the dear old Land.

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God strike with our dear England!
Long may the old land be
The guiding glory of the world;
Home of the fair and free!
Old Ocean on his silver shield
Shall lift our little Isle
Unvanquished still by flood or field,
While the heavens in blessing smile.
Let Despot, Death, or Devil come,
United here we stand:
We'll safely guard our Island-Home,
Or die for the dear old Land.

SEA-SONG.

Come, show your Colours now, my Lads,
That all the world may know
The Boys are equal to their Dads,
Whatever blast may blow.
All hands aboard! our country calls
On her Seafaring folk!
In giving up our wooden Walls,
More need for Hearts of Oak.
Remember how that old Fire-Drake
Would singe the Spaniard's beard;
And think how Raleigh, Nelson, Blake,
Into their harbours steered.
Think how o' nights we cut them out!
'Twas many a time and oft—
Silence!—a rush—a tug—a shout—
And the old flag flew aloft.

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Be it one to seven,—be it Hell or Heaven,—
We fought our decks red-wet!
Be it hell or heaven,—be it one to seven.—
We fear no Foeman yet.
At every port-hole there shall flame
The same fierce battle-face:
All worthy of the old sea-fame—
All of the old Sea-Race.

OUR NATIVE LAND.

This is our Mother Country!
The dearest land;
The rarest land.
Round which the sea keeps sentry,
Or Ships are manned;
Or ships are manned.
Nothing but Heaven above her!
And here's my hand;
And here's my hand.
We are brothers all who love her,
Our Native Land;
Dear Native Land.
Afar and near they hail her,
With greetings warm;
With greetings warm.
The famous old brave Sailer,
That rode the storm;
Ay, many a storm.

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Who would not die to save her,
Shall bear the brand;
The Coward's brand.
In love we never waver
For Native Land;
Dear Native Land.
No matter where our place is,
We may go forth;
We may go forth.
And turn dead frozen faces
Home from the North;
Home from the North.
Or sink 'neath orient Heaven,
In burning sand;
Waste, desert sand.
Our lives shall still be given
For Native Land;
Dear Native Land
Oft-times the Foe beheld us,
All torn apart;
All torn apart.
Although a blow would weld us
All one at heart;
All one at heart.
Now trust we in each other,
A little band;
A happy band.
As Children of one Mother!
Our Native Land;
Dear Native Land.

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Some new heroic story
The world shall learn;
The world shall learn.
If we who keep her glory
Are true and stern;
All true and stern.
Come wild and warring weather,
We ready stand;
All ready stand.
To fight or fall together
For Native Land;
Dear Native Land.

A NATIONAL ANTHEM.

God bless our native Land,
Glorious, and grave, and grand,
God bless our Land!
God bless her noble face,
God bless her peerless race,
Great heart, and daring hand,
God bless our Land!
God love our native Land,
Make her for ever grand,
God love our Land!
Robe her with righteousness,
Crown her with gifts of grace,
Throne her at Thy right hand,
God love our Land!

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If secret foes should band
To strike our dear old Land,
God aid our Land!
Be Thou her strength and stay,
God, in the battle day;
Strew them ashore like sand,
God aid our Land!
Few are we, Sword in hand;
All sword in soul we stand,
Around our Land!
And when her blood shall flow,
Green make her glory grow,
Lead her in triumph grand,
Our leal old Land!
Here pray we hand in hand,
Tears in our eyelids stand,
God save our Land!
Thy Watch-tower on the Sea,
Venger of Right is she,
Long let old Fear-not stand,
God save our Land!

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HAVELOCK'S MARCH.

Behold a phantom-form appears, majestic in its gloom!
Mournfully it looks across a Chasm deep as doom:
A quivering heartache seems to move its withered, wordless lips;
Familiar eyes are kindling through their wan light of eclipse:
It is the Ancient Mother rising, Sphinx-like, 'mid her sands,
To plead with those who will not hear. She wrings her wrinkled hands;
Yearns over both. As Brothers long ago she brought them forth,
Her dusky darlings and her great white Heroes of the North!
The Children have no memories of the Morning-Land, and yet
The Mother's heart remembers, though all the world forget.


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We look with horror, when the blood grows cold,
On that which stung us hotly enough of old;
Blame me not wantonly: I do but draw
Faintly the thing we felt; the sight we saw!

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THE REVOLT.

Come hither, my brave Soldier boy, and sit you by my side,
To hear the tale, a fearful tale, a glorious tale of pride;
How Havelock with his handful, all so faithful and so few,
Held on in that far Indian land, to bear our England through
Her bloodiest pass of peril, and her reddest sea of wrath;
And strode like Paladins of old on their avenging path.
Though clothes were drenched, and flesh was parched, or bones were chilled with cold,
The gallant hearts never gave up; they never loosed their hold;
But fought right on, and triumphed, till our eyes rained as we read
How proudly every place was filled, with living and with dead.
“The stillness of a brooding storm lay on that Eastern land;
The dark death-circle narrowed round our little English band:
The false Sepoy stooped lower for his spring, and in his eye
A bloody light was burning on them, as he glided by:

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Old Horrors rose, and leered at them, from out the tide of time,—
The peering peaks of War's old world, whose brows were stained with crime!
The conscious Silence was but dumb, a cursèd Plot to hide;
The darkness only a mask of Death, ready to slip aside.
Under the leafy palms they lay, and through their gay green crown
Our English saw no Storm roll up: no Fate swift-flaming down.
“At last it came. The Rebel drum was heard at dead of night:
They dashed in dust the only torch that showed the face of Right!
Once more the Devil clutches at his lost throne of the earth,
And sends a people, smit with plague of madness, howling forth.
As in a Demon's dream they swarm from horrible hiding-nooks;
Red Murder stabs the air, and lights their way with maddening looks!
Snuffing the smell of human blood, the cruel Moloch stands;
Hearing the cry of ‘Kill! Kill! Kill!’ and claps his gory hands.
At dead of night, while England slept, the fearful vision came,
She looked, and with a dawn of hell the East was all aflame.

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“Stern tidings flashed to Havelock, of legions in revolt:
‘The Traitors turn upon us, and the eaters of our salt,
Subtle as death, and false as hell, and cruel as the grave,
Have sworn to rend us by the root; be quick, if ye would save;
The wild beasts bloody and obscene, mad-drunk with gore and lust,
Have wreaked a horrible vengeance on our England rolled in dust.’
And such a withering wind doth blow, such fearful sounds it brings,
The soul with shudders tries to shake off thoughts like creeping things.
A vast invisible Terror twines its fingers in the hair,
With one hand feeling for the throat; a hand that will not spare.
“They slew the grizzled Warrior, who to them had been so true;
The ruddy stripling with frank eyes of bonny northern blue;
They slew the Maiden as she slept; the Mother great with child;
The Babe, that smiled up in their face, they stabbed it as it smiled!
The piteous, pleading, hoary hair they draggled in red mire;
And mocked the dying as they dashed out, frantic from the fire,

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To fall upon their Tulwars, hacked to Death; the bayonet
Held up some child; the demons danced around it writhing yet:
Warm flesh, that kindled so with life, was torn, and slowly hewn,
To daintiest morsels for the feast where Death began too soon.
“Our English girls, whose sweet red blood went dancing on its way,
A merry marriage-maker quick for its near wedding-day,—
All life awaiting for the breath of Love's sweet south to blow,
And budding bridal roses ripe with secret balms to flow,—
They stripped them naked as they were born; naked along the street,
In their own blood they made them dip their delicate white feet:
With some last rag of shelter the poor helpless darling tries
To hide her from the cruel hell of those devouring eyes;
Then, plucking at the skirts of Death, she prayerfully doth cling,
To hide her from the eyes that still gloat round her in a ring.

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THE AVENGERS.

“‘Now, Soldiers of our England, let your love arise in power;
For never yet was greater need than in this awful hour:
Together stand like old true hearts that never fear nor flinch;
With feet that have been shod for death, never to yield an inch.
Our Empire is a Ship on fire, before a howling wind,
With such a smoke of torment, as might make high heaven blind!
Wild Ruin waves his flag of flame, and ye must spring on deck,
And quench the fire in blood, and save our treasures from the wreck.’
Many a time has England thought she sent her bravest forth;
But never went more gallant men of more heroic worth.
“Hungry and lean, through rain and mire, our War-wolves ravening go
On their long march, that shall not mete the red grave of the foe:
Like winter trees stripped to their naked strength of heart and arm,
That glory in their grimness as they tussle with the storm!

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Only a handful few and stern, and few and stern their words;
Strange meaning in their eyes that meet and strike out sparks like swords!
And there goes Havelock, leading the Forlorn Hope of our land:
The quick heart spurring at their side; the banner of their band:
Kindled, but calm, along their ranks his steady eye doth run,
As Marksman seeks the death-line down the level of his gun.
“Beneath the whitening snows of age his spirit-ardours glow,
As glow the fragrant fires of spring in flowers beneath the snow.
Look in his grave and martial face, with Love's dear pity touched;
A saviour soul doth sanctify the sword his hand hath clutched;
A little while his silent thoughts have gone within to pray,
And send a farewell of the heart to the dear ones far away.
He prays to God to light him through the perilous darkness, when
He grapples with the beasts of blood, and quells them in their den.
And now his look is lifted in the light of some far goal;
His lips the living trumpet of a gray-haired Seer's soul.

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“On th' house-tops of Allahabad black, scowling brows were bent,
In hate, and deep, still curses, on our heroes as they went
To fight their hundred-days-long fight; all true as their good steel,
The Highlanders of Havelock, the Fusileers of Neil!
A falling firmament of rain the heavens were pouring down;
They heeded not the drowning heavens, nor yet the foeman's frown:
Forward they strained with hearts afire, and gallantly they toiled
Till darkness fell upon them: then the Moon uprose and smiled.
A little thing! and yet it seemed at such a time to come
Just like a proud and mournful smile from the very heart of Home.
“That night they halted in a Snipe-swamp; hungry, cold, and drenched;
With hearts that kept the blitheness of brave men that never blenched.
Through flooding Nullah, slushy sand, onward they strode again,
Ere Dawn, a winèd glory, lit upon the burnished rain,
And mists up-gathered sullenly along the rear of flight,
Slowly as beaten Belooches might lounge from out the fight.

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Then heaven grew like inverted hell; a blazing vault of fire!
The Sun pursuing pitiless, to bring the brain-strokes nigher;
With sworded splendours fierce in front, and darting down all day,
Intently as the eyes of Death a-feeding on his prey.
“All the day long, and every day, with patience conquering pain,
Our good and gallant fellows with one purpose forward strain;
For there is that within each heart nothing but death can stop;
They hurry on, and hurry on, and hurry till they drop;
Trying to save the remnant; reach the leaguered place in time
To grasp, with red-wet slaughtering hands, the workers of this crime.
They think of all the dead that float adown the Ganges' waters:
Those noble Englishmen of ours; their gentle wives and daughters!
Of Fire and Madness broken loose, and doing deeds most pitiful;
And then of vengeance dealt out by the choked and blackened city-full.
“They think of those poor things that climb each little eminence;
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The sheep will huddle up the hill, and gather there forlorn;
So gather they in this dread night, to wait the far-off morn.
Or, crouching in the Jungle, they look up in Nature's face,
To find she has no heart, for all her Reptilinear grace!
Each leaf a sword, or prickly spear, or lifted jagged knife!
No shields of shelter like our leaves; but threatening human life,
With ominous hints of blood; and there the roots go writhing round,
Like curses coiled upon the spring, that rest not underground.
“They find sure tokens all the day! and starting from their dream
At night, they hear the Pariah dogs that howl by Ganges' stream,
Knowing the waters bear their freight of corpses stiff and stark,
Scenting the footfalls on the air, as Death glides down the dark;
Only the Lotus with ripe lips, and arms caressing clings.
The silence swarms with ghostly thoughts; each sound with ghastly things.
There stands the plough i' the furrow; there the villagers have flown!
There Fire ran dancing over roofs that underfoot went down!

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There Renaud hung his dangling dead, with but short time for shrift,
He caught them on their way to hell, and gave them a last lift.
“They saw the first sight of their foe as the fourth dawn grew red;
Twenty miles to breakfast marched; and had to fight instead.
The morning smiled on arms up-piled, and weary wayworn men,
But soon the Assembly sounded, and they sprang to arms again;
The heaviest heart up-leaping light, as flames that tread on air.
The Rebel line bore down as they had caught us unaware;
But Maude dashed forward with his Guns, across the sandy mire,
And little did they relish our bright rain of rifle fire:
Quickly the onward way was ploughed, with heaps on either hand;
They broke the foe, then broke their fast, that dauntless little band.
“Again they felt our withering fire, by Pandoo Nuddee stream;
Again they feared the crashing charge, and fled the vengeful gleam:
Small loss was his in battle when the Conqueror looked round;
But many fell from weariness, and died without a wound.

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Soft, whispering flowery secrets, came a low wind of the west
That eve, like breath made balmy with the sweet love in the breast;
Breathing its freshness through the groves of Mango and of Palm;
But the sweetest thing that wind could bring was slumber's holy balm,
To bless them for the morrow, and give strength for them to cope
With those ten thousand men that stood betwixt them and their hope.
“It must have been a glorious sight to see them as they went,
With veteran valour steady; sure of proud accomplishment.
When Havelock bade his line advance, the Highlanders swept on;
Each one at heart a thousand; a thousand men as one;
Linked in their beautiful proud line across the broken lands,
Straight on! they never paused to lift the weapon in their hands;
Silent, compact and resolute, charged as a thundercloud
That burst, and wrapped the dead and living in one smoky shroud;
One volley of Defiance! one wild cheer! and through the smoke
They flashed! and all the battle into flying fragments broke.

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“When night came down they lay there, gashed all over, side by side,
The gray old warrior and the youth, his Mother's darling pride!
Rolled with the rebel in the dust, and grim in bloody death;
And over all the mist arose, dank as the graveyard's breath.
But light of heart we took the hill, and very proud that night
Was Havelock of his noble men, and Cawnpore was in sight.
The men had neither food nor tent, but the red road was won:
And very proud were they to hear their General's ‘Well done’;
Not knowing how their shout of triumph rang a fatal knell;
Nor what that wretch had wrought who has no match this side of Hell.

CAWNPORE.

“Cawnpore was ghastly silent, as into it they stepped;
There stood the blackened Ruin that the brave old Soldier kept!
Where strained each ear for the English cheer, and stretched the wan wide eyes,
Through all that awful night to see the signal-rocket rise;

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No tramp, no cheer of Brothers near; no distant Cannon's boom;
Nothing but death goes to and fro betwixt the glare and gloom.
The living remnant try to hold their bit of bloodstained ground;
Dark gaps continual in their midst; the dead all lying round;
And saddest corpses still are those that die, and do not die:
With just a little glimmering light of life to show them by.
“Each drop of water cost a wound to fetch it from the well;
The father heard his crying child and went, but surely fell.
They had drunk all their tears, and now dry agony drank their blood;
The sand was killing in their souls; the wind a fiery flood;
Oh, for one waft of heather-breath from off a Scottish wold!
One shower that makes our English leaves smile greener for its gold!
Then life drops inward from the eyes; turns upward with last prayer,
To look for its deliverance; the only way lies there:
And then triumphant Treachery made leap each trusting heart,
Like some poor Bird called from the nest, uppoising for the dart.

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“‘Come, let us pray,’ their Chaplain said. No other boon was craved:
No pleading word for mercy sued; no face the white flag waved;
But all grasped hands and prayed, till peace their souls serenely filled;
Then like our noble Martyrs, there they stood up, and were killed.
Only One saved!
He led our soldiers to the House of Blood;
An eager, panting, cursing crew! but stricken dumb they stood
In silence that was breathlessness of vengeance infinite;
A-many wept like women who were fiercest in the fight:
There grew a look in human eyes as though a wild beast came
Up in them at that scent of blood and glared devouring flame.
“All the Babes and Women butchered! all the dear ones dead;
The story of their martyrdom in lines of awful red!
The blood-black floor, the clotted gore, fair tresses, deep sword-dints;
Last message-scrawl upon the wall, and tiny finger-prints:
Gathered in one were all strange sights of horror and despair,
That make the vision blood-shot, freeze the life, or lift the hair.

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Faces to faces flashed hell-fire! Oh, but they felt 'twould take
The very cup of God's own wrath, that gasping thirst to slake:
For many a day ‘Cawnpore’ was hissed, and, at its word of guilt,
The slaying sword went merciless, right ruddy to the hilt.
“There came a time we caught them, with a vast o'erwhelming wave,
And of their grand Secunder Bagh we made a trophied grave.
Once more the Highlanders pressed on with stern avenging tread,
And Peel was there with his big guns, and Campbell at their head:
A spring of daring madness! and they leapt upon their prey
With hungry hearts on fury fed, for many and many a day.
For hours and hours they slew, and slew, the devils in their den:
‘Ye wreaked your will on Women weak, now try it with strong men.’
The blood that cried to heaven long in vapours from our slain,
Fell hot and fast upon their heads in showers of ruddy rain.
“That day they saw their delicate white marbles glow and swim;
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And as they clasped their hands and sued for mercy where they fell,
One last sure thrust was given for that red and writhing Well.
And there was joy in every heart, and light in every eye,
To see the Traitor hordes that fled, make one last stand to die!
While from the big wide wounds, like snakes, the runlets crawled along
And stole away; the reptiles who had done the cruel wrong!
A terrible reprisal for each precious drop they spilled.
Seventeen hundred cowardly killers there were bravely killed.

THE RELIEF OF LUCKNOW.

“England's unseen, dead Sorrow doth a visible Angel rise;
The sword of Justice in her hand; Revenge looks through her eyes:
Stern with the purpose in her soul right onward hastens she,
Like one that bears the doom of worlds, with vengeful majesty;
Sombre, superb, and terrible, before them still she goes!
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That still dilating with success, still grows that little band,
Till in the place of hundreds, ten thousand seem to stand.
With arms that weary not at work, they bear our victor flag,
To plant it high on hills of dead, a torn and bloody rag.
“Proud Lucknow lies before them,—all its pageantry unrolled;
Against the smiling sapphire gleam her tops of lighted gold.
Each royal wall is fretted all with frostwork and with fire,
A glory of colour jewel-rich, that makes a splendour-pyre,
As wave on wave the wonder breaks, the pointed flames burn higher,
On dome of Mosque and Minaret, on pinnacle and spire;
Fairy Creations, seen mid-air, that in their pleasaunce wait,
Like wingèd creatures sitting just outside their heaven-gate.
The City in its beauty lies, with flowers about her feet;
Green fields, and goodly gardens, make so foul a thing seem sweet.
“The Bugle rings out for the march, and, with its fiercest thrill,
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Making their spirits thrill as leaves are thrilled in some wild wind;
Hunger and heartache, weariness and wounds, all left behind.
Their sufferings all forgotten now, as in the ranks they form;
And every soul in stature rose to wrestle with the storm.
All silent! what was hid at heart could not be said in words:
With faces set for Lucknow, ground to sharpness, keen as swords.
A tightening twitch all over! a grim glistening in the eye,
Forward!’ and on their way they strode to dare, and do, and die.
“Hope whispers at the ear of some, that they shall meet again,
And clasp their long-lost darlings, after all the toil and pain;
A-many know that they will sleep to-night among the slain;
And many a cheek will bloom no more for all the tearful rain:
And some have only vengeance; but to-day 'tis bitter sweet;
And there goes Havelock! his the aim too lofty for defeat;
With steady tramp the column treads, true as the firm heart's-beat:
Strung for its headlong murderous march through that long fatal street.

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All ready to win a soldier's grave, or do the daring deed!
But not a man that fears to die for England in her need.
“The masked artillery raked the road, and ploughed them front and flank;
Some gallant fellow every step was stricken from the rank;
But, as he staggered, in his place another sternly stepped;
And, firing fast as they could load, their onward way they kept.
Now, give them the good bayonet! with England's sternest foes,
Strong arm, cold steel has done it, in the wildest, bloodiest close:
And now their Bayonets flash in forks of Lightning up the ridge,
And with a cheer they take the guns, another, clear the bridge.
One good home-thrust! and surely, as the dead in doom are sure,
They send them where that British cheer can trouble them no more.
“The fire is biting bitterly; onward the battle rolls;
Grim Death is glaring at them, from ten thousand hiding-holes;
Death stretches up from earth to heaven, spreading his darkness round;
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Death flames from sudden Ambuscades, where all was still and dark;
Death swiftly speeds on whizzing wings the bullets to their mark;
Death from the doors and windows, all around and overhead,
Darts, with his cloven fiery tongues, incessant, quick, and red:
Death everywhere, Death in all sounds, and, through its smoke of breath,
Victory beckons at the end of long dark lanes of death.
“Another charge, another cheer, another Battery won!
And in a whirlwind of fierce fire the fight went roaring on
Into the very heart of hell: with Comrades falling fast,
Through all that tempest terrible, the glorious remnant passed.
No time to help a dear old friend: but where the wounded fell,
They knew it was all over, and they looked a last farewell.
And dying eyes, slow-setting in a cold and stony stare,
Turned upward, saw a map of murder scribbled on the air
With crossing flames; and others read their fiery fearful fate,
In dark, swart faces waiting for them, whitening with their hate.

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“But, proudly men will march to death, when Havelock leads them on:
Through all the storm he sat his horse as he were cut in stone!
But now his look grows dark; his eye gleams with uneasy flash:
‘On, for the Residency, we must make a last brave dash.’
And on dashed Highlander and Sikh through a sea of fire and steel,
On, with the lion of their strength, our first in glory, Niel!
It seemed the face of heaven grew black, so close it held its breath,
Through all the glorious agony of that long march of death.
The round shot tears, the bullets rain; dear God, outspread Thy shield!
Put forth Thy red right arm, for them, Thy sword of sharpness wield!
“One wave breaks forward on the shore, and one falls helpless back:
Again they club their wasted strength, and fight like ‘Hell-fire Jack.’
And ever as fainter grows the fire of that intrepid band,
Again they grasp the bayonet as 'twere Salvation's hand.
They leap the broad, deep trenches, rush through archways streaming fire;
Every step some brave heart bursts, heaving deliverance nigher:

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I'm hit,’ cries one, ‘you'll take me on your back, old Comrade, I
Should like to see their dear white faces once before I die;
My body may save you from the shot.’
His Comrade bore him on:
But, ere they reached the Bailie Guard, the hurrying soul was gone.
“And now the Gateway arched in sight; the last grim tussle came.
One moment makes immortal! dead or living, endless fame!
They heard the voice of fiery Niel, that for the last time thrilled;
Push on, my men, 'tis getting dark’: he sat where he was killed.
Another frantic surge of life, and plunging o'er the bar,
Right into harbour hurling goes their whirling wave of war,
And breaks in mighty thunders of reverberating cheers,
Then dances on in frolic foam of kisses, blessings, tears.
Stabbed by mistake, one native cries with the last breath he draws,
‘Welcome, My Friends, never you mind, it's all for the good cause.’
“How they had leaned and listened, as the battle sounded nigher;
How they had strained their eyes to see them coming crowned with fire!

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Till in the flashing street below they heard them pant for breath,
And then the friendly faces smiled clear from the cloud of death;
And iron grasp met tender clasp; wan weeping women fold
Their dear Deliverers, down whose long brown beards the big tears rolled.
Another such a meeting will not be on this side heaven!
The little wine they have hoarded, to the last drop shall be given
To those who, in their mortal need, fought on through fearful odds,
Bled for them, reached them, saved them, less like men than glorious gods.

DEATH OF HAVELOCK.

“The Warrior may be ripe for rest, and laurelled with great deeds,
But till their work be done, no rest for those whom God yet needs:
Whether in rivers of ruin their onward way they tear,
Or healing waters trembling with the beauty that they bear;
Blasting or blessing they must on: on, on, for ever on!
Divine unrest is in their breast, until their work is done.

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Nor is it all a pleasant path the sacred band must tread,
With life a summer holiday, and death a downy bed!
They wear away with noble use, they drink the tearful cup;
And they must bear the Cross who are bidden with the Christ to sup.
“Each day his face grew thinner, and sweeter, saintlier grew
The smiling soul that every day was burning keenlier through.
And higher, each day higher, did the life-flame heavenward climb,
Like sad sweet sunshine up the wall, that for the sunset time
Seems watching till the signal that shall call it hence is given;
Even so his spirit kept the watch, till beckoned home to heaven.
His work was done, his eyes with peace were soft and satisfied;
War-worn and wasted, in the arms of Victory he died.
Havelock's dead,’ and darkness fell on every upturned face;
The shadow of an Angel passing from its earthly place.
“In the red pass of peril, with a fame shall never dim,
Died Havelock, the Good Soldier: who would not die like him?

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In grandest strength he fell, full-length; and now our hero climbs
To those who stood up in their day and spoke with after times:
There on the battlements of Heaven, they watch us, looking back
To see the blessing flow for those who follow in their track.
He smileth from his heaven now; the Martyr with his palm;
The weary warrior's tired life is crowned with starry calm.
On many sailing through the storm another star shall shine,
And they shall look up through the night and conquer at the sign.
“They laid it low, the old gray head, not only gray with years;
It had been bowed in Sorrow's lap and silvered with her tears;
Our England may not crown it, with her heart too full for speech;
The hand that draws into the dark, hath borne it beyond reach.
The eyes of far-away heaven-blue, with such keen lustre lit,
As they could pierce the dark of death, and, star-like, fathom it,
They may not swim with sweetness as the happy Children run
To welcome home the Reaper, when the weary day is done!

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How would the tremulous radiance round the old man's mouth have smiled;
Our good gray-headed hero, with the heart of a little child.
“Honour to Henry Havelock! though not of kingly blood,
He wore the double royalty of being great and good.
He rose and reached the topmost height; our Hero lowly born:
So from the lowly grass hath grown the proud embattled Corn!
He rose up in our cruel need, and towering on he trod;
Baring his brow to battle bold, as humbly to his God.
He did his work, nor thought of nations ringing with his name,
He walked with God, and talked with God, nor cared if following Fame
Should find him toiling in the field, or sleeping underground;
Nor did he mind what resting-place, with heaven embracing round.
“When swarming hell had broken bounds, he showed us how to stand
With rootage like the Palm amidst the maddest whirl of sand;
Undaunted while the swarthy storm around him swirled and swirled,
A winding-sheet of all white life! a wild Sahara world!

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The drowning waves closed over him, lost to all human view,
And, like an arrow straight from God, he cleft their Twelve Hosts through.
No swerving as he walked along the rearing earthquake-ridge;
He made a way for Victory, his body was her bridge.
Grand in the mouths of men his fame along the Centuries runs;
Women shall read of his great deed and bear heroic sons.
“He leant a trusting hand on heaven, a gentle heart on home;
In secret he grew ready, ere the Judgment hour was come.
War blew away the ashes gray, and kindled at the core
Live sparkles of the Ironside fire that glowed on Marston Moor.
Some Angel-Mute had led him blindfold through his thorny ways,
Till, on a sudden, lo, he stood, full in the glory's blaze.
Aloud, for all the world to hear, God called His servant's name,
And led him forth, where all might see, upon the heights of fame.
His arch of life, suspended as it sprang, in heaven appears,
Our bow of promise o'er the storm, seen through rejoicing tears.

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“Joy to old England! she has stuff for storm-sail and for stay,
While she can breed such heroes, in her quiet, homely way:
Such martial souls that go with grim, war-figured brows pulled down,
As men that are resolved to bear Death's heavy, iron crown.
So long as she has sons like these, no foe shall make her bow,
While Ocean washes her white feet; Heaven kisses her fair brow.
If India's fate had rested on each single saviour soul,
They would have kept their grasp of it till we regained the whole.
The Lightnings of that bursting Cloud, which were to blast our might,
But served to show its majesty clear in the sterner light.
“Our England towers up beautiful with her dilating form,
To greater stature in the strife, and glory in the storm;
Her wrath's great wine-press trodden on so many vintage fields,
With crush and strain, and press of pain, a ripened spirit yields,
To warm us in our winter, when the times are coward and cold,
And work divinely in young veins: wake boyhood in the old.

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Behold her flame from field to field on Victory's chariot wheels,
Till to its den, bleeding to death, Rebellion backwards reels.
Her Martyrs are avenged! ye may search that Indian land,
And scarcely find a single soul of all the traitor band.
“We've many a nameless Hero lying in his unknown grave,
Their life's gold fragment glinting but a sunfleck on the wave.
But rest, you unknown, noble dead! our Living are one hand
Of England's power; but, with her Dead she grasps into the land.
The flower of our Race shall make that Indian desert bud,
Its shifting sands drench firm, and fertilize with English blood.
In many a country they sleep crowned, our conquering, faithful Dead:
They pave our path where shines her sun of empire overhead;
They circle in a glorious ring, with which the world is wed,
And where their blood has turned to bloom, our England's Rose is red.
“Your brother Willie, Boy, was one of Havelock's little band;
My Son! my beautiful brave Son, lies in that Indian Land.

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They buried him by the wayside where he bowed him down to die,
While Homeward in its Eastern pomp the Triumph passed him by.
And even yet mine eyes are wet, but 'tis with that proud tear
A lofty feeling in its front doth like a jewel wear.
I see him! on his forehead shines the conqueror's radiant crest,
And God's own Cross of Victory is on his martial breast.
I should have liked to have felt him near, when these old eyes grow dim,
But gave him to our England in her greater need of him.”
 

Sobriquet of Captain Olpherts.


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ONLY A DREAM.

As proper mode of quenching legal lust,
A Roué takes unto Himself a Wife:
'Tis Cheaper when the bones begin to rust,
And there's no other Woman you can trust;
But, mind you, in return, Law says you must
Provide her with the physical means of life:
And then the blindest beast may wallow and roll;
The twain are One flesh, never mind the Soul:
You may not cruelly beat her, but are free
To violate the life in sanctuary;
In virgin soil renew old seeds of Crime
To blast eternity as well as time:
She must show black and blue, or no divorce
Is granted by the Law of Physical Force.


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Soft as a snow of light in a silent world
The veil of sleep dropped tremulously down
And gently covered up the face of life.
The nurse-like Spirit laid my body to rest,
And went to meet her Bridegroom in the night,
Who comes like music o'er the star-shored sea,
And clasps her at the portal with a kiss.
When lo, a hand reached through the dark, and drew
Me gliding wraith-like on, and looking up
The unfeatured gloom grew into Charmian's face;
The stately Charmian with her lofty mien
Like a Greek Goddess Statue that had raised
The Veil of being in some diviner dawn,
When yearning Love did woo her into Woman,—
The warm heart glowing her white Silence through—
Who rose up in her crown the Queen of Smiles
With all the old majesty unweeting of
The old worship, conscious hearts must newly pay,—
Our English Vesture cannot mask her mould!

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I read her look, and we two wandered forth
In the cool glory of the glimmering night:
The Earth lay faint with love at the feet of Heaven;
Her breath of incense went up through the leaves
In a low sough of bliss. Above us burned
The golden legends on Night's prophet-brow;
The Moon rose o'er the city, a glory of gold;
All round us Life rehearsed Death's mystery.
And Charmian wore her June-like loveliness
As in a stole of sorrow; by day she moved
In some serene Elysium; queenly sweet,
And gracious; breathing beauty; a heaven of dreams
In her large lotus eyes, darkly divine:
Love-kindling Ardours curved her parted lips.
But now her blooming Life's luxuriant flower
Seemed withered into ashen spirit-fruit,
And like a Spirit's flashed her white, lit face!
Portentous things which hid themselves by day,
Sweet-shadowed 'neath her sunning beauty-bloom,
Came peering through the dim and sorrowy night.
Her lips, red-ripe to crush their fire-strong wine,
Pouting persuasive in perpetual kiss,
Were thin with anguish, bitter-pale with pain.
And from the windows whence young Beauty laughed,
As Age went by, a life of suffering looked,
And perished visions flashed their phantom-light.
White waves of sea-like soul had climbed, and dashed

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The red light from its heaven of her cheek:
Her bounteous breast that breathed magnificence,
And billowed with proud blood, sighed meekly now:
The flowers her Spartan spirit crowned her with
For the life-battle, dropped about her dead.
Diaphanous in the moonlight grew her life
With all its written agony visible;
Down the dark deep of her great grief I stared,
And saw the Wreck with all its dead around.
And my heart melted in its mournfulness;
She moaned, as hers were breaking in its pain;
And then her voice vibrated piteous as
A Spirit wailing in a world of tears,
But stifled half its pathos not to hurt.
“Earth sleeps, and wears the moonlight's mystic grace,
The breath of blessings round her; and all heaven
Is passing through her dream; it trembles near;
She feels the kiss of comfort on her face;
But she will wake at morn in tears to find
The glory gone—all was a dream o' the night.
And thus my young Life slumbered, dreamed, and woke!
“It ran in shadow like the woodland brook,
Feeling its way, with yearnings for the light,
Until it flashes silver in the sun,
And takes a crown of radiance on its head.
Even so I found Him whom my soul had sought,
And fled into his breast with a cry of triumph,
Who lit up all things beautiful for me.
And through my happy tears there looked in mine

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A spirit sweet as morning violets,
A face alight with love ineffable,
The starry heart-hid wonder trembling through:
And o'er me leaned,—as Spring-heaven over earth,
Dropping its love down in a rain of flowers,—
To feed me with all flowers of delight,
And crown me as his Queen of all delight.
Light hung a garland-grace about his brow;
His voice, like footprints in the yielding snow,
Sank deepest with its softest fall of words.
He gave the casket of his happiness
Rich with Love's jewel for my hands to keep.
Around his stalwart strength my life entwined,
In golden oneness, and in proud repose;
And like a God he clasped me with his strength!
And like a God he held me in his heaven;
And all the air was golden with my God.
“Alas, that Woman's life divorced from Man's,
And seeking to be one again in love,
So often flies back through the grim wide wound!
Alas, that Time should crown with fruit of pain,
That seed from heaven whose fair flower is love!
They tore me from my Love! they thrust him forth,
Spurned his rich love, and scorned his poverty;
Rent all the twining tendrils of my life
To shrink back bleeding in their desolate home.
My life was shattered like the charmèd cup
That, breaking, brings the Hall in ruins round;
And every fragment mirrored the great wrong!
“And while my mind yet wandered dark and dumb,
They sold me to a Worldling wrinkled, rich

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And rotten, who bought Love's dear name for gold.
They dressed me in Bride-flowers who should have worn
The white and wimpled weeds of widowhood,
And led me forth, a jewelled mockery!
'Twas like a wedding with the sheeted dead,
In silent hurry, and white ghastliness.
No bosoms beat Love's cymbals music-matched;
No blisses blushed, no bridal-kisses burned.
The ring was on my hand, few saw the chain
By which the owner drew me to his home,
And many envied me my happiness.
That night as we sat alone I felt his eyes
Burningly brand me to the core, his Slave.
“We dwelt amid a wildering world of wealth,
Which flamed a glistering glory, bloomed a warmth
Without, within was cold as a fireless hearth.
The Image of Nuptial Love to which they led
A maiden sacrifice i' the Sanctuary,
That should have raised me, smiled my tears away,
And into quickness all my coldness kissed,
And fed with precious oil the lamp of love
That in my heart, as in a tomb, burned on,
Was a gaunt Skeleton whose grave-like grasp
Clutched me for ever to a loveless breast.
“He was a cruel Tyrant, just too mean
To murder, although pitiless as the grave;
A human ink-fish spreading clouds around
When eyes of tender ruth would come too near.
He had a thin-lipped lust of power which looked
On torture in no rage of fiery blood,

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But with infernal light of gloating eyes.
And yet I strove to love him. O my God!
While reaching from the heights of blessedness,
How had I stretched my arms too eagerly,
And fall'n into a chasm that caught me and closed
Its dark inevitable arms, and crushed
Me, bruised and blind! I struck, and struck, and beat
With bleeding strength, in vain. A hundred hands
Fought in the gloom with mine as water weak.
At every step there stirred some loathly snake.
I felt as one that's bound, and buried alive;
The black, dank death-mould stamped down overhead;
I cried, and cried, and cried, but no help came.
“I heard the sounds above me far away;
The feet of hurrying Life, and loitering Love;
Rich bursts of music, hum of low, sweet talk;
The dance of Pleasure dancing in her heaven,
And rustling rain of a thousand dear delights.
I knew the pictured world was lighted up,
And bloomed, like bridal chambers, soft and warm:
How sang the merry, merry birds of bliss;
How Beauty's flower-guests stood crowned and drank
The health of Heaven with its dew for wine.
But not a crumb of all the glad life-feast,
Nor drop of all the wanton wealth for me,
And if I stretched weak arms to clasp my world,
A wormy mouth to my wild warmth was pressed;
And if I turned to lift a prayer to God,
Above me burned two eyes like bottomless pits

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In which a brood of devils lurk and leer.
And down my night there stooped no smiling heaven,
With golden chances of a starry throne,
And beckoning looks that bid us come be crowned.
“Around me rose the phantoms of the dark,
The Grave's Somnambules troubled in their dream,
Who walk and wander in the sleep of Death,
And cannot rest, they were so wronged in life.
The crownless Martyrs of the marriage-ring!
Meek sufferers who walked in living hell,
And died a life of spiritual Suttee.
They came to claim their kin in misery,
And show me, lifting up the mourning-pall,
Their symbols of unutterable woe;
Scarred loves that bore the rack and told no tale;
Tear-drownèd hearts and stifled agonies;
The bleeding lips struck dumb by brutal hands;
Slow murders of the curtained bridal-bed;
The silent tortures and the shrouded deaths.
“I wandered with them in the pitiless night
Who seek the jewel fallen from Life's crown;
Oft stumbling, bled upon the cruel thorns,
But rose, and staggered on. I strained mine eyes
Upon the dark, and raised mine empty cup;
Surely with one gold drop of honey-dew,
Somewhere the heavens ran o'er t' enrich my life?
“Then came to me a thing most sweet and strange,
As though an angel kissed me in the night,
Or Magic Rose flushed open in the gloom.

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A loosening charm wrought in my brain; the weight
That ached to be dashed out-in utter death,
Was thawing like a wintry clod in flowers.
In love's dead ashes burst a spark. I cried,
‘O sweet light-bringer, in a bloom of dawn
Rise, let me see what treasure I have found!
My rich, warm jewel, crimson with sweet life,
Come shine where now I cross but empty palms,
And clasp the new love-raiment radiant round.
My little Bird shall hurry out the night,
Till all my world is touched with rosy gold:
My little Bird of God shall sit and sing
The dear day long, the dearer for the dark!
“‘If you rise beautiful from Sorrow's sea,
As Venice, Sorrow's Child, is Beauty's Queen,
Perchance thy little smiles, my Babe, may bring
Some human softness in his face, and I
Shall press the hand that hurts, for thy dear sake.
And I shall walk with thee, my Child, with thee,
Beneath new heavens, on an enchanted earth.
When I enfold thee in my arms, sweet Babe,
My heart will scarcely breathe lest it should wake
The sleeping wings of its new-nestling bliss.
When thou art born, my Child, all will be well;
For surely love but vanished in the dark
To come back in the morning with my Babe;
And all the sweetness liveth on when all
The bitterness is past; and eyes that yearned
Wet through the gloom are glorified at last.
Soft baby-fingers feeling round my heart
Shall melt its frost; and baby-lips shall turn
My tears to milk, and suck my sorrows dry.

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All hell may wrestle in one human heart;
All heaven will nestle in my drop of dew.’
“It came, my dazzling dawn's re-orient hope,
My tiny babe, with its sweet mournful eyes!
And the pale innocent but fanned his hate
To frenzy; for, in many a desolate day,
And midnight, lying with my heart awake,
I had turned tearfully to look upon
A precious picture worn by Memory,
And in its beauteous image grew my Babe:
It had his likeness, was his Spirit-child.
Its luminous look had gathered all the light
That lost beloved Presence left with me.
My Tyrant poured his poison in the glass
My babe-joy-bearer lifted to my lips,
And dashed the new love-vintage in the dust.
I ran the gauntlet of his hell for years,
And fell down on the threshold mad. My Child!
They took my Babe from me, my pleading Babe;
And when the pretty one pined for me, and strained
His dim eyes for me till my darling died,
They called the Mother in to see her child
That lay there in the little shroud with all
Its beauty folded up for God in heaven:
Dead! dead! its dear eyes closed by stranger hands.
“Much misery hath not made my spirit meek:
Mine agony rends the bridal-veil: I cry,
Come see what ghastly wounds bleed hidden here!
Behold where all the Tortures of the Past

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Are stored by Law, and sanctified for use.
I drag my burthen to a Nation's throne,
And pray deliverance from this despot's power.
Pity me, all good people, as ye sit
Within the happy circle of sweet marriage,
Loving and loved, glorying and glorified;
Whose love makes life so dear, that when ye die
And sit on heavenlier heights, your eyes will search
To find the garden where Love's fruitage grew;
The nest from whence your pretty nurslings flew;
Our old World smiling through its cloudy fold,
And love it for the marriage-love of old.”
She ceased, and from afar methought there came
Across the night an echo sad and low,
Love answering love, heart crying unto heart.
“In the merry spring-tide when green buds start;
Wings break from the husk of care;
The dead beauty blossoms again in my heart
As I dream of the Springs that were:
The buried Past lifteth a radiant brow;
A phantom-bark toucheth life's shore;
And it floateth me far from the sorrowful Now,
Into Love's happy Nevermore.
“She rises before me, that Darling of mine,
Whom I lost in the world so wide;
O come to me, come to me, let thine arms twine
About me, my life! my Bride!
Ah me! I am breaking my heart to see
But her Image enshrined at its core;
Yet Memory's sighs bring a balm to me,
Out of Love's happy Nevermore.

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“Lovely she was as the lily is white,
When the pride of the morning it wears:
Pure she was as the perfect light
That haloeth happy tears.
Hearts straightway rose from the shadow and cloud,
Where the light of her presence kissed;
Yet over the might of the proudest she rode,
Like Music, as she list.
“Love, rosy-clear, in her cheek's faint dyes,
Its first sweet bloom just took;
Love came trembling up in her eyes,
As the stars in a happy brook:
Dear eyes! they were dreams of heaven, with a dance
Of light in their deep rich gloom;
Whence the smiling heart looked like the golden glance
From the pansy's purple bloom.
“How I poured all my life in a beaker of bliss
For her! how I held the cup,
As the leaves, though the troubling winds will kiss,
Their tremulous dews hold up!
And my mind it walked in a raiment white,
Where starry thoughts reared a dome;
And the feast was spread, and the chamber alight
For the Guest that never came home.
“O Darling of mine! does she ever think
Of the old-time thoughts and things?
O Darling of mine! does she come to drink
At these wormwood spirit-springs?

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For I sometimes dream as I bend above,
That the touch of her lip clings there,
And the fading balm of her breath of love
Is eloquent in the air.
“If we met unaware, just to ease her heart's pain,
Would she fall on my bosom and sob?
Or would old memories glide through her brain
With never an added throb?
Is her pillow e'er wet in the dead night-hours?
When the heat of the day is o'er,
Does she turn, like me, for a handful of flowers,
Into Love's happy Nevermore?
“O there is no heart that loves on earth
But may live to be loved again:
Some other heart hath the same dear birth,
And aches with the same sweet pain.
And Love may yet come with a golden ray
Shall lighten my life's despair:
But Love hath no second shaft can slay
The first love nestling there.
“In the merry spring-tide when green buds start;
Wings break from the husk of care;
The dead beauty blossoms again in my heart,
As I dream of the Springs that were:
The buried Past lifteth a radiant brow,
A phantom-bark toucheth life's shore:
And I am borne far from the sorrowful Now,
Into Love's happy Nevermore.

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All this was but the imagery of dream;
For when the Morn in restless radiance rose,
Her breath of beauty palpitating light,
With clouds of colour smiling from the ground;
A sparkling ecstasy in the blue air;
And I with marvelling eyes had broke the seal
Of slumber, read the letter of my Dream,
Lo, Charmian in her summer-sumptuous beauty!
And oft the dimple gleamed upon her cheek,
To vanish like a dew-drop in a rose;
And oft her laugh with reckless richness rung,
And shook a shower of music-pearls around.
I peered into the luminous dark of her eyes,
As one might come by light of day to look
Adown the glade where he had seen the dance
Of weird Elves in the night, but finds no trace.
Queen of the Sister-Graces! who could know
Hers was the face that writhèd in my dream?
But still, as in my Dream, I see her stand,
Too living for a picture in romance,
Telling the wild stern story of her wrongs,
Holding the great Curse up to heaven for ever,
To call God's lightning down, although it kill
Her with her wedded Curse. And in my Dream
The kings and queens of prospering love go by,
And little heed this Martyr by the way;
This poor weak woman trembling 'neath her load;
This life fast fettered to a festering corse;
This love that bleeds to death at many wounds:
This passing Tragedy of Soul within
Our five acts of the Sense, that breaks its way
Through human hearts i' the Theatre of a world.
Keir, 1856.

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AN ORPHAN FAMILY'S CHRISTMAS.

I.

A blithe old Carle is Christmas;
You cannot find his fellow;
Match me the hale red rose in his cheek,
Or the heart so mild and mellow;
The glitter of glory in his eyes,
While the Wassail-cup he quaffs,
Or the humour that twinkles out of his wrinkles
As helplessly he laughs.
Of all High-Tides 'tis Christmas
Most richly crowns the year;
Right through to land there ripples and runs
Its flood of merry good cheer.
Troops of friends come sailing down,
Making a pleasant din;
Fling open doors! set wide your hearts!
'Tis Christmas coming in.
A glorious time is Christmas,
We gather all at home,
And like the Christmas fairies,
With their pranks, our darlings come;
And gentle Sylvan Spirits hid
In holly-boughs they bring,
To grow into good Angels,
And bless our fairy-ring!

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A jolly time is Christmas,
For Plenty's horn is poured;
Then flows the honey of the Sun,
Our fruits all summer hoard!
Merry men tall march up the hall:
They bear the meats and drinks;
And Wine, with all his hundred eyes,
Your hearty welcome winks.
And O the Fire of Christmas,
That like some Norse God old,
Mounts his log up chimney, and roars
Defiance to the cold!
He challenges all out-of-doors:
He wags his beard of flame;
It warms your very heart to see
Him glory in the game.
A happy time is Christmas;
Young hearts will slip the tether;
Lips moist and merry, all under the berry,
Close thrillingly together.
A gracious time! the poorest Poor
Will make some little show,
And ailing infants, seeing the fun,
Will do their best to crow!

II.

But there are nooks in Poverty's dim world,
Where the high tide of bounty never runs.
No drop of all its wealth for some who sit
And hear the river of riches brimming by.

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They see the Christmas shows of wealth and warmth,
At window, whilst shut out at every door!
The Plenty only flouts their poverty;
The music mocks them with its merriment;
They look into each passing face and find
No likeness of their own deep misery.
In one of these dark nooks, at Christmas time,
An Orphan family, with little fire,
And only light enough to see the gloom,
Together sat; two Sisters and one Brother;
The youngest six years old; the eldest twelve;
An old Grandfather lying ill a-bed.
They knew that Christmas came, but not for them.
Thus had they often sat o' winter nights,
Shivering within, as darkness shuddered without,
And creeping close together for heart-warmth;
Poor unfledged nurslings with the Mother gone!
Feeling a Presence brooding over them,
In whose chill shadow they were pall'd and hooded;
So mournfully it kept the Mother's place!
Till flesh would creep as though about to leave
The spirit naked—bare to the cold breath
That whispers of the grave—all lidless eye
To that appalling sight the helpless Dead
Lie looking on, in their amazement, dumb,
And petrified to marble! So they sat;
The Shadow in the house and on the heart;
The old Clock ticking through the lonely room,
With sounds that make the silence solemner,
And weird hands pointing to far other times;
Talking of merry Christmas coming in;
Of visionary futures, and old days,

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With thoughts so far beyond their years! The life
In their young eyes gleamed preternaturally,
Betwixt the fire-shine, and the dim night-shadows,
As their old inmates of the heart stole forth
To people the old ways they walked once more.
And so, like those lorn pretty Babes i' the Wood,
That Robins buried when the talk was done,
They told each other stories; sang their Hymns;
By way of bribing the gaunt Solitude,
Not to look down upon them quite so grim!
Poor darlings, with no Father, and no Mother.

III.

Ay me, dear Sister, gentle Brother,
How soft the thought of a Mother lies
At heart; how sweet in sound 'twill rise;
And these poor Children had no Mother!
No Mother-arms in secret nook
To fold the sufferer to her breast,
With love that never breaks its rest,
And Heartsease in her very look.
No Mother-wings to brood above
The winter nest and keep them warm;
And shield them from the pitiless storm,
With the large shelter of her love.
No Mother's tender touch that brings
A music from the harp of life,
Like hovering heaven above the strife
And precious trembling of the strings.

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No Mother with her lap of love
Each night for heads that bow in prayer;
Dear hands that stroke the smiling hair,
And heart that pleads their cause above.
No Mother whose quick, wistful eye
Will see the shadow of Danger near,
And face, with love that casts out fear,
The blow that darkly hurtles by.
No Mother's smile ineffable,
To stir the Angel in the bud,
Till, into perfect womanhood,
The Flower blushes at the full.
No Mother! when the Darling One
Bends with a grief that breaks the flower,
To loose the sorrow in a shower,
And lift the sweet face to the sun.
No Mother's kiss of comfort near
The River that Death overshades;
Or voice that, when the dim face fades,
Sounds on with words of solemn cheer.
Ay me, dear Sister, gentle Brother,
How soft the thought of a Mother lies
At heart; how sweet in sound 'twill rise;
And these poor Children had no Mother.

IV.

Yet, God is kind; His ways are Fatherly.
Affliction's hand, it seem'd, had, at a touch,
Awoke the Mother in the young Child-heart
Of little Martha, who had now become

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A wee old woman at twelve years of age,
With many Motherly ways. Yea, God is kind.
The tiny Snowdrop braves the wintry blast;
He tenderly protects its confidence
That lifts the venturous head, safe in His hand:
And Martha, in her loneliness of earth,
And such a dearth of human fellowship,
And such companionship with solitude,
Had found a way of looking up to Heaven:
And oft I think that God in heaven smiled;
Holding His hand about her little life,
As one that shields a candle from the wind.
She had the faith to feel Him nearest, when
The world is farthest off; and, in this faith,
Her spirit went on wings, or, hand-in-hand
With Love that digs below the deepest grave,
And Hope that builds above the highest stars.
In the old days before their sorrow came,
And vast Eternity oped twice to them,
And each time, following the lightning-flash,
They groped in darkness for a Parent gone,
She was the merriest of merry souls;
The gay heart laughing in her loving eyes;
The peeping rose-bud crimsoning her cheek;
There was as quick a spirit in her feet,
As now had passed into her toiling fingers,
That match the Mother's heart with Father's hands
In their unwearied working for the rest.
In those old days the Father made a song
About his little maid, and sang it to her.

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V.

It is a merry Maiden,
With spirits light as air;
While others go heart-laden,
And make the most of care,
She trips along with laughter:
Old Care may hobble after.
“A sunbeam straight from heaven
She dances in my room;
The gladdest thing e'er given
To cheer a heart or home:
My stream of life may darkle,
She makes the brighter sparkle.
“Her smile it is the Morning
That turns the mist to pearls;
All thought of sadness scorning,
She shakes her sunny curls;
And, with her merry glancing,
She sets all hearts a-dancing.”

VI.

But now the Maid was changed, for she had been
With Sorrow in its chilly sanctuary;
Her look was paler, for it had been touched
With that white stillness of the winding-sheet,
That smile forlornly sweet upon the face
When left forever widowed of the soul.
Henceforth her life went softly all its days
As if she felt the Grave-turf underfoot.

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Her beauty was more spiritual; not aged
Or worn; less colour, but more light.
It was a brier-rose beauty, tremulous
With tenderest dew-drop purity of soul.
I've often seen how well their favour wears
Whose sufferings are for others, not for Self;
How long they keep a fair unfurrowed face,
Whose tears are luminous with healing love,—
The pearly cars that bring good spirits down
To water and enrich their special flowers,—
And do not come from cares that kill the heart;
These sere no bloom; they leave no snaky trail.
So Martha kept her face, and might have been
The younger sister of that lily Maid,
The lovable Elaine of Astolat.

VII.

We write the tale of Heroes in the blood
They shed when dying where they nobly stood;
And the red letters gloriously bloom
To light the warrior to a loftier doom.
But there are battles where no cheers arise,
And no flags wave before the fading eyes;
Heroes of whom the wide world never hears;
Their story only writ in Woman's tears.
Yet that invisible ink shall surely shine
Brightest in Heaven, and verily divine.
And when God closes our world's blotted book,
To cast it in the fire with awful look,
It was so badly written, leaf on leaf
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And this Child-Mother's life may yield one story
That shall be told among the first in glory.
Her busy love and thoughtful care are such,
The others do not miss the Mother much.
From dawn to dark her presence lights the place
With many a gleam of reliquary grace.
Their few poor things in seemly order stand,
Bright as with last touch of the Parent's hand.
The clothes are mended, and the house is kept
Clean as of old; bravely hath Martha stepped
In Mother's footprints; her wee feet have tried
Their best to track the Parent's larger stride.
With household work her little hands are hard,
Her arms are chilled, her knees with kneeling scarred:
Dusty her hair that might have richly rolled
With warm Venetian glow of Titian's gold.
Great-hearted little woman; she toils still,
Though the Grandfather, lying old and ill,
To her twin troubles adds a heavier third,
She works on without one complaining word.

VIII.

And once a year she has her Holiday;
One day of airy life in fairyland,
When young leaves open large their palms to catch
The gold and silver of the sun and shower;
Shy Beauty pusheth back her glittering hood,
To peep with her flower face; the Silver Birk
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The Fir puts forth her timid finger-tips,
Like shrinking damsel trying a cold stream
In which she comes to bathe.
In merry green woods
She rambles where the blue wild hyacinths
Smile with their soft dream-haze in tender shade:
The lightsome dance of gladsome green above;
The whispering sweetness of the wood below;
Birds singing, as for love of her, all round:
Or, by the Brook that turns some stray sunbeam
To a crooked scimitar of wavy gold,
Then to itself laughs at the elvish work!
With her large eyes, and eager leaping looks,
She pores o'er Nature's living picture-page,
And gets some colour in her own pale life.
Then home, with kindled cheek, when Eve's one Star
Stands, waiting on the threshold of the night,
In lively expectation of all heaven.

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Home when the happy day is done,
Home comes my little Maid;
Her pleasure—golden in the sun—
Now dewy in the shade.
Thoughts of the day will hover and bless
Her sleep with sacred balminess.
Through shutting eve the stars will peep,
But still there comes no night;
'Tis but the Day hath fallen asleep
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And Martha feels the heart of Love
Beat on in silent stars above.

X.

To-night they sit with sadder, lonelier thought
Than ever; closer comes the Wolf of Want,
And darklier falls the shadow of Orphanhood.
For now the old man keeps his bed, and seems
Death-stricken, with his face of ghastly gray;
His life all crowded in cold glittering eyes
Watching the least light movement that is made.
The Boy, a blithe and sunny godsend, gay
As singing fountain springing in their midst,
With loving spirit leaping to the light,
Is low at heart to-night, and sad and still.
While Dora, in whose purple-lighted eyes
There seems the shadow of a rain-cloud near,
With but a faint shine of the cheery soul;
She longs to fly away and be at rest,
And give her wishes wings in measured words
That win strange pathos from her sweet young voice.
“Come to the Better Land, that Angels know;
They walk in glory, shining as they go!
The King in all His beauty takes the least
To sit beside Him at the eternal feast.”
Thus sings the voice that calls me night and day.
“This is a weary world,
Come, come, come away!
Ah, 'tis a dreary world,
Come, come away.”

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“From old heart-ache, and weariness, and pain—
Sorrows that sigh, and hopes that soar in vain—
Come to the Loved and Lost who are now the Blest;
They dwell in regions of Eternal rest.”
Thus sings the voice that calls me night and day.
“This is a weary world,
Come, come, come away!
Ah, 'tis a dreary world,
Come, come away.”
“Here all things change; the warmest hearts grow cold;
The young head droops and dims its glorious gold;
Where Love his pillow hath made on Beauty's breast,
The creatures of the Grave will make their nest.”
Thus sings the voice that calls me night and day.
“This is a weary world,
Come, come, come away!
Ah, 'tis a dreary world,
Come, come away.”
“The dear eyes where each morning rose our light,
Soon darken with their last eternal night;
The heart that beat for us, the hallowed brow
That bowed to bless, are cold and silent now.”
Thus sings the voice that calls me night and day.
“This is a weary world,
Come, come, come away!
Ah, 'tis a dreary world,
Come, come away.”
“Nor fear the Grave, that door of Heaven on Earth;
All changed and beautiful ye shall come forth,
As from the cold dark cloud the winter showers
Go underground to dress, and come forth Flowers.”

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Thus sings the voice that calls me night and day.
“This is a weary world,
Come, come, come away!
Ah, 'tis a dreary world,
Come, come away.”
“Come to the Better Land, that angels know;
They walk in glory, shining as they go!
The King in all His beauty takes the least
To sit beside Him at the eternal feast.”
Thus sings the voice that calls me night and day.
“This is a weary world,
Come, come, come away!
Ah, 'tis a dreary world,
Come, come away.”

XI.

Nay, Sister,” says the cheery Martha, “though
Our lot be sad, your strain's too sorrowful!
We cannot spare you yet. Nor must we stoop
To make our burthen heavier; hear me, love.
“A little Flower so lowly grew,
So lonely was it left,
That Heaven looked an eye of blue
Down in its rocky cleft.
“What could the little Flower do
In such a darksome place,
But try to reach that eye of blue,
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“And there's no life so lone and low
But strength may still be given
From narrowest lot on earth to grow
The straighter up to Heaven.”
Again she sang, and set them singing too.
“Here we are poorest of God's Poor,
Toiling for bread from day to day,
But laid up in Heaven a treasure is sure,
While Money is round and rolls away.
And though there's room for all the rest,
I think God loves the Little Ones best.
“Little hearts make merry, and sing
How His love to Children warms!
Little voices ripple and ring—
How He takes them in His arms!
And though there's room for all the rest,
I think God loves the Little Ones best.”

XII.

Then, silent Fabyan lifted up his look,
Bright as a Daisy when the dews have dried;
A sudden thought struck all the sun in his face.
“Martha and Dora, I know what I'll do!
I'll write a Letter to the good Lord Jesus,
Who helps us if we put our trust in Him.”
The sisters smiled upon him through their tears.
This was the Letter little Fabyan wrote.

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“Dear, beautiful Lord Jesus,
Christmas is drawing near;
Its many shining sights we see,
Its merry sounds we hear:
With presents for good Children,
I know Thou art going now,
From house to house with Christmas trees,
And lights on every bough.
“I pray thee, good Lord Jesus,
To bring one tree to us,
All aglow with fruits of gold,
And leaves all luminous.
We have no Mother, and, where we live,
No Christmas gifts are given;
We have no Friends on earth, but Thou
Art our good Friend in Heaven.
“My Sisters, gentle Jesus,
They hide the worst from me;
But I have ears that sometimes hear,
And eyes that often see.
Poor Martha's cloak is worn threadbare,
Poor Dora's boots are old;
And neither of them strong like me,
To stand the wintry cold.
“But most of all, Lord Jesus,
Grandfather is so ill;
'Tis very sad to hear him moan,
And startling when he's still.
Ah! well I know, Lord Jesus,
If Thou would'st only come,
He'd look, and rise, and leave his bed,
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“Forget us not, Lord Jesus,
I and my sisters dear;
We love Thee! when Thou wert a Child
Had we been only near,
And seen Thee lying, bonny babe,
In manger or in stall,
Thou should'st have had a home with us;
We would have given Thee all.”

XIII.

The Letter signed and sealed, their prayers are said,
And Martha lights the younger Bairns to bed.
With all a Mother's heart she bends above
Their rest, her eyes filled with a Mother's love.
For soon their voices cease; life fades away
Into its quiet nest, till morrow-day:
As the lake-lilies shut their leaves of light
When down the gloom descends the hush of night,
In fear of what is passing, bow the head
Beneath the water, they shrink down in bed.
But soon the Angel Sleep doth smile all fear
Away with wooing whispers at the ear;
And they will ope at morn eyes bathed in bliss;
Their faces fresh from their good Angel's kiss.
But Martha sleeps not yet; now they are gone,
Brave little woman, she must still work on,
And watch, to-night, for Grandfather is worse,
She thinks, with no one near, save her for nurse.

XIV.

'Tis very sad to hear a man so old,
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Has lain an age, and see his childish tears,
That have to pierce the crust of eighty years.
He turns and turns, incapable of rest,
Tossed on the billow that heaves in brain and breast;
A life that beats with all too weak a wave
To land him on the other side the Grave!
The old man mutters in his broken dream.
“Last night I wander'd in a world of moan;
I saw a white Soul going all alone,
Over the white snows of eternity;
I followed far, and followed fast to see
The face, and lo, it was my own.”
And now he muses by some weird sea-side.
“The tide is a-making its bonny Death-bed;
The white sea-maidens rise ready to wed;
Nearer and nearer, unveiling their charms,
They toss for their lovers, long, shadowy arms!
Dancing with other-world music and motion;
Brides of dead Sailors; the Beauties of Ocean.
“Wave after wave my worn, old Bark has tossed;
One moment saved, another it seemed lost
For ever, still it righted from each blow;
But the great wave is coming on me now!
I see it towering high above the rest;
A world of eyes in its white glittering crest;
See how it climbs, calm in its might, and curls
Ready to clasp me in the wildering whirls,
And when it bursts, in darkness, for last breath,
I shall be fighting, grappled fast with Death.”

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He sees an image of Martha now, with dim
Wet eyes; it moves in brightness far from him.
“I am like the hoary Mountain,
Gray with years, and very old;
And your life, a sprightly fountain,
Springs, and leaves me lone and cold;
Dancing, glancing on its way,
Down the valleys warm and gay.
“There you go, Dear, singing, sparkling,
I can see your dawn begin;
While the night, around me darkling,
With its death-dews, shuts me in—
Hear you singing on your way
To the full and perfect day.”
The suffering passes into weariness;
The weariness fades into kind content:
Faintly the tired heart flutters into stillness,
And he has done with Age, and Want, and Illness.
Gently he passed; the little Maiden wept;
Sank down, o'erwearied, by the dead, and slept,
With such a heavenly lustre on her face,
You might have fancied Angels in the place:
Companions through the day of our delight,
That watch as wingèd Sentries all the night.

XV.

Next day a group of serious silent men
Found a Dead Letter with strange life in it;
It was addressed to Jesus Christ in Heaven.
It called up their old hearts into their eyes,

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For lofty meeting in a touch of tears.
At length it reached the Lady Marian,
And the Boy's letter had not missed its mark.

XVI.

This is my Lady Marian:
She walks our world, a Shining one!
A Woman with an Angel-face,
Sweet gravity, and tender grace;
And where she treads this earth of ours,
Heaven blossoms into smiling flowers.
This is the Lady Marian.
One of the spirits that walk in white!
Many dumb hearts that sit in night,
Her presence know, just as the Birds
Know Morning, murmuring cheerful words.
Where Life is darkest, she doth move
With influence as of visible Love.
This is the Lady Marian.
Her coming all your being fills
With a balm-breath from heaven's hills:
And in her face the light is mild
As though the heart within her smiled,
And in her bosom sat to sing
The spirit of immortal Spring.
This is the Lady Marian.
“We shall not mend the world; we try,
And lo, our work is vain!” they cry.
With her pathetic look, she hears;
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Against the dark she sets her face,
And calmly keeps her onward pace.
This is the Lady Marian.
One of God's treasurers for the Poor!
She keepeth open heart and door.
That heart a holy well of wealth,
Brimming life-waters, rich with health;
That door an opening you look through,
To find God our side of Heaven's blue.
This is the Lady Marian.

XVII.

From out the darkness that took shape in Her,
The Lady Marian came on Christmas day,
Quick with maternal tenderness of soul,
Her starry smile so radiant through their night,
Her hands brimful of help, as was her heart
With yearnings to arise and go when first
She read the letter little Fabyan sent
In his confiding simpleness of faith,—
One of those representatives of God
Who help to make the Poor believe in Him
Because He hath some living like on Earth.
And Martha knows that their worst days are done;
In Dora's rich sad eyes a merry light
Soon dances! Lady Marian will prove
A Mother, sent of God, to all the three.
A trembling prayer had shook the Tree of Life,
And, golden, out of heaven the fruitage falls
Into their midst they think direct from God.

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THE BRIDEGROOM OF BEAUTY.

“Who wears the Singing-Robe is richly dight,”
Said Mabel—“He is greater than a King,”—
Mabel, the saintly-sweet and fairily fine
As Maiden rising from Enchanted Mere;
A queenly creature with her quiet grace,
And dazzling white hand veined cerulean:
Her eyes of violet-gray were coloured rich
With shade of tender thought, and mirrored large
Within them starry futures swam and shone:
Ah! what a smile to fill a life with light,
And make the waking heart to sing in sleep!—
I would I were a Poet,” Mabel said,
“Up like a Lark i' the morning of the times,
To carol o'er the human harvesters;
Drop fancies, dainty-sweet, to cheer their toil,
And hurry out a ripe luxuriance
Of life in song, as though my heart would break;
To sing them sweet and precious memories,
And golden promises, and throbbing hopes;
Hymn the great Future with its mystery,
That startles us from out the dark of time
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“Those days hung round with loftier heavens, where move
The larger souls with their God-liker pace:
Or send wronged Races to the battle-field
With eyes that weep and burn—stir as with fire
The grand wild beast of Valour, till it leapt
The red Arena fiery for the fight:
Then bind with flowers, or plume the Patriot's brow.
Anon I would sing songs so sweetly pure,
That they might pillow a budding Maiden's cheek,
Like spirit-hands, and catch her tender tears;
Or nestle next her heart lapt up in love:—
Songs that in far lands, under alien skies,
Should spring from English hearts like flowers of home;
Strive to bring down a light from heaven to read
The records writ on Poverty's prison walls;
The signs of greatness limned in martyr blood,
And make worn faces glow with warmth of love
Into the lineaments of heavenly beauty.
“Who wears a singing-robe is richly dight:
The Poet, he is greater than a King.
He plucks the veil from hidden loveliness:
His gusts of music stir the shadowing boughs,
To let in sunshine on the darkened soul.
Upon the hills of light he plants his feet
To lure the people up with harp and voice;
At humblest human hearths drops dew divine
To feed the violet virtues nestling there.
His hands adorn the poorest house of life
With rare abiding shapes of loveliness.
All things obey his soul's creative eye;
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“Green April comes to him with smiling tears,
Like some sweet Maiden who transfigured stands
In dewy light of first love's rosy dawn,
And yields all secret preciousness, his Bride.
He reaps the Autumn without scythe or sickle;
And in the sweet low singing of the corn,
Hears coming Plenty hush the pining Poor.
“The shows of things are but a robe o' the day,
His life down-deepens to the living heart,
And Sorrow shows him her wise mysteries.
He knows this Life is but a longer year,
And it will blossom bright in other springs.
The soul of all things is invisible,
And nearest to that soul the Poet sings;
A sweet, shy Bird in darkling privacy.
He beckons not the Pleasures as they pass,
And lets the money-grubbing world go by.
He hath a towering life, but cannot climb
Out of the reach of sad calamity:
A many carking cares pluck at his skirts;
Wild, wandering words are hissing at his ear;
He runs the gauntlet of his woes to reach
The inner sanctuary of better life.
But though the seas of sorrow flood his heart,
Some silent spring of flowers blossoms there.
His spirit-wounds a precious balsam bleed.
The loveliest ministrants that visit him,
Rise veiled when his heart-fountains spring in tears.
And when this misty life hath rolled away
The turmoil hushed; all foolish voices still;
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And all his nature shines sublimely bare;
Death whitens many a stain of strife and toil,
And careful hands shall pluck away each weed
Around the spring that wells melodious life.”
Many are called, Aurelia replied,
But few are crowned. I knew a Poet once;
One of the world's most marvellous Might-have-beens;
A strange wild harper upon human heart-strings.
Life's morning-splendour round him prophesied
That he should win his garland in the game.
But he was lost for lack of that sweet thing,
A Wife, to live his love's dear dream of beauty,
And wandered darkling in his dazzling dream.
Life's waters—troubled till that Angel comes—
Never grew calm above the jewel he sought,
Till in Death's harbour all their surges slept.
He was betrothed to Beauty ere his birth—
That silent Spirit of the universe,
Which seeks interpreters of her dumb shows,
'Mong human lovers whom she may not wed.
This Spirit arose from many things, as soars
The soul of Harmony from many sounds.
Out of the by-way of his lonely life,
She beckoned him for her Evangelist,
And straightway he arose and followed her,
And in the shadow of her loveliness,
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That shining Shape, in her sweet mystery, seemed
Some beauteous miracle of eternal love.
Through smiles, and tears, he saw his visioned Bride,
With gorgeous grace, and twinkling limbs of light,
Aye dancing on in her delightsomeness.
His love-dream glided silent through his life,
Like rosy-handed Day 'twixt Earth and Night,
And came betwixt his mind and all its glooms;
Her sandals wet and fragrant with Heaven's dew.
She set the barren thorns in jewelled glow,
And sowed the furrows of his life with flowers.
He followed with wild looks and heart a-fire,
And that rich mist of feeling in the eyes,
Whose alchemy half-creates the thing we see.
She rose at dawn in sparkling clouds of dew,
And kept the Morning's ruddy-golden gates;
Stood high in sunrise on the mountain-top;
Or in her bower of the ambient air
Sat, shedding her rich beauty on the sea,
Which of her likeness took some trembly tints;
Voyaged like Venus in her car of cloud
About the sapphire heaven's lake of love,
Or danced on sunset streams to harp of gold:
Then twilight mists would robe more dainty-rare
Her dim, delicious, dreamy loveliness.
The buds that startle at the voice of May
And open merry eyes, had been with her;
Their subtle smile said what they could reveal.
She nestled glancing at him from the flower
He plucked, and only caught her passing breath;
Even as he grasped her vesture she was gone.
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The coloured clouds that kindle and richly rise
From out the bosom of Earth's emerald sea;
Hedge-roses set in dewy radiance green;
The lush Laburnums, all a rain of gold;
She seemed to have fled and left her robe afloat.
An Ariel now, she murmured in the Pines;
He heard, but had no magic word or wand.
A wavy Naiad, she rippled the cool brooks
That round her dallied, babbling in their dreams.
The fragrant feeling of the languorous air
Was as the soft endearment of her arms,
That wound him in a tremulous caress.
Not by appointment do we meet Delight
And Joy; they heed not our expectancy;
But round some corner in the streets of life,
They, on a sudden, clasp us with a smile.
So on him rose his visitant divine,
From many a magic mirror of the mind;
With elfin evanescence came and went.
When, thronged with life, the Year in beauty burst,
Lifted her lids, and blossomed from the trees,
She glanced from all the gateways of the spring.
In burnished bark swam down the summer-tide
That floods the valleys, breaks o'er all the hills,
In sparkling spray of flowers, and leafy life.
She roofed the Autumn forests with the wealth
Of melted rainbows, caught from summer heaven.
And winter trees stretched fingers weird to win
The perfect pearl of her white purity.
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Through Music's maze she glode at hide-and-seek;
Played with the Storm, then in her Iris-shape
Laughed from the purple skirts of Heaven, as laughs
Some radiant Child from Mother's hiding robe.
Adown dim forest-windings he would peer;
Surprise his Beautiful at her woodland bath,
And in a solemn hush of heart stand still
Like fixèd flame! for lo, how softly glowed
Her dainty limbs in depths of dissolved pearl!
Then swift as runs a wind-wave over grass,
He saw her garments gleam in leafy light.
Were those love-whisperings among the leaves,
Or elvish laughters twitting through the trees?
Sometimes the boughs let in her haunting face;
But the old Forest kept the secret still,
And hushed it round with grave unconscious look.
In vernal nights so tender, calm, and cool,
When eerie Darkness lays its shadowy hands
On Earth, and reads her sins with searching eyes,
Like a Confessor o'er a kneeling Nun;
He stood in God's wide whispering-gallery,
And breathed his worship: down from visible heaven
Her influence fell, and thrilled in music through
The silences of space, and soothed his soul,
Till life was folded up brimful of beauty,
As the flower clasps its pearl and droops to dream.
At times, from out the curtains of the dark,
Her face would meet him through the glowing gloom.
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His sense, and sphered him with diviner air,
Like honeysuckles brushed at dewy dusk.
The fragrance of her breath made old earth young.
From mystery to mystery, like a Bride,
The dainty-waisted darling led him on,
And dropped love-tokens in his pilgrim path.
The red Rose peering from its cool green leaves
Like warm Love lifting half its hiding veil,
Symbolled her soft red mouth held up to him.
A virgin whiteness in a dream of bloom,
Gave to her tender cheeks their taking tint.
Her eyes were orbs of thought that on him burned
Fervent as Hesper in the brow of night.
He walked as in a clime of golden eves.
The vineyard of his life reeled lusty-ripe;
He ached to press the wine upon her lips,
But aye she melted from his love's embrace,
To float him far away in faëry lands.
The wooing wind would murmur of her fairness,
And round him breathe in many whispers sweet;
Bring dews of healing as from Hermon hill;
Creep to his burning heart with drink of life,
And cool him with her kisses. Oft he hushed,
As one who pauses on a midnight heath,
To catch the footfall felt by Fancy's ear.
When he awoke in Dreamland, 'twas to find
He had been floated through some starry dark
Far from earth's shore, on an enchanted sea:
And he lay pillowed 'twixt her white warm breasts,
In glowing arms of glorifying love:
A light of love-dreams on her features shone,
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All the sweet soul of things bare to him, as lies
The mirrored moon in silver sleeping seas.
A shimmering splendour from the By-gone broke,
As the Ship leaves a luminous wake behind;
And, looking back, his Childhood's world she ringed
With rich auroral hues of summer dawns.
When weird, dark shapes of sorrow hunted nigh
With their slow solemn eyes, and silent aim,
She dropped the gold cloud of her tresses round him.
When o'er him hung the night of adverse fate,
She was a light along his perilous path,
And through the darkness of his soul there broke
A heaven of worlds all tenderness and peace.
At times he walked with glad and dauntless step,
As inner wings to heroic music moved;
And men who read his lighted look might deem
His life a summer story told in flowers.
But often he would falter weeping-weak,
With claspèd hands, and very lowly heart.
Then she rose radiant in a finer light,
Seen through the altar-smoke and mist of tears.
So his life grew to beauty silently,
And shaped his soul into an orb of song.
He sang of Her his beautiful Unknown!
And to his music she would coyly come;
He ceased—to look on her—and she was gone.
He sang of Her his beautiful Unknown,
Heart-wild, as some glad bird that tells of spring,
He would have made the world her worshipper,
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One day our passionate pilgrim sat him down
By the wayside of life, and thus he prayed—
O thou Belovèd! O thou Beautiful!
On our perfection throned for pedestal:
O Spirit as the lightning wild and bright,
Come from thy palace of the purple light!
Come down to mortal arms a living form,
With heavenly height of brow, and bosom warm.
Glow human from the mist, thou Shape of Grace;
Thou tender wonder, fold me face to face.
Art thou not mine, thou delicate Delight?
Hast thou not visited me noon and night?
Freighted with my dead Hopes I follow thee,
Like some Norse Sea-king flaming out to sea.
Say, are the pleasant bowers far away,
Decked by thy dear hands for our Marriage-day,
Where we the gardens of delight shall roam
In endless love? Now wilt thou lead me home,
To find our bliss in heaven's honied heart;
Live secret soul to soul, never to part?
“O awful Glory, felt, but nowhere found,
I have but seen thy Shadow on life's ground.
I know thee now, Immortal! show the way
To thine Elysium, I would die to-day.
Break into wings this chrysalis of my life,
That I may soar to thee my spirit-wife.
Thy dark bower-door, the Grave, gives me no fear;
When I emerge beyond, thou wilt be near.”
O'er all his face a light of glory smiled,
His soul had rent the veil 'twixt life and life.
Slowly the shining vapours orb a Star,
By fine degrees before his fixèd eyes.

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The Spirit he had sought through all the world,—
Had sought without but only found within,—
Turned full upon him face to face at last.
She laid her hand upon his throbbing harp;
She pressed her lips upon his passionate life;
And both stood still. In death he had found his Bride.

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POEMS FOR CHRISTIE.


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A WINTER'S TALE FOR THE LITTLE ONES.

A merry sound of clapping hands,
A call to see the sight;
And lo! the first soft snow-flakes fall,
So exquisitely virginal:
'Tis my wee Nell at window stands,
And the world is all in white.
Her eyes, where dawns my bluest Day,
Dance with the dancing snow!
I see delicious shivers thrill
Her through and through. She feels the chill
Of Earth so white, and skies so gray
Enrich our fireside glow.
“No Winters now, my little Maid,
Like those that used to come,
Making our Christmas sparkle, bright
As crystallized plum-cake at night,
And Frost his Puck-like trickeries played,
With fancies frolicsome.
“He fixed your breath in flowers, the Trees
To Chandeliers would turn:
He pinched your toes, he nipped your nose,
He made your cheek a wrinkled Rose:
Perhaps at night you heard him sneeze,
And the Jug was cracked at morn!

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“The Snow-Storms were magnificent!
And in the clear, still weather
Against the bitter wintry blue
And Sunset's orange-tawny hue
You saw the smoke straight upward went,
For weeks and weeks together.
“At night the Waits mixed with our dream
Their music sweet and low:
We children knew not as we heard,
Each, listening, nestled like a Bird,
Whether from Heaven the music came,
Or only over the snow!
“No winters now-a-days like those.”
And then my darling tries
To coax me for a “tale that's true:
A story that is new—quite new.”
And up the arch of wonder goes,
Above the frank, blue eyes!
“Once on a time”—“Do tell me when,
And where?” says my wee Nell—
“When Christmas came on Thursday—now,
Some five-and-thirty years ago!
Superbly we were snowed-up then,
Who lived in Ingle Dell.
“His icy Drawbridge Winter dropped;
The running springs he froze;
The Roads were lost; the hedges crossed;
All field-work ceased through the ‘Long Frost.’
But there was one thing never stopped—
That was Grandmother's nose!

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“The snow might fall by day, by night,
The weather wax more rough,
And up to our bedroom windows heap
The drift, and smother men like sheep,
And wrap the world in a shroud of white—
Old Gran must have her snuff!
“So Uncle Willie, then a lad
Not more than nine years old,
Upon the Christmas morn must go
And fetch her snuff, and face the Snow,
Which surely had gone dancing mad,
And wrestle with the cold.
“Wrapped in his crimson Comforter,
His basket on his arm,
He started. Mother followed him
With her proud eyes so dewy-dim;
While kisses from the heart of her
Within his heart were warm.
“How gentle is the gracious Snow,
When first you watch her dance;
Her feathery flutter, winding whorls;
Her finish perfect as the pearl's;
She looks you in the face as though
'Twere unveiled Innocence.
“But now, 'tis wild upon the waste,
And winged upon the wind:
You see, just passing out of sight,
The Ghost of things in a swirl of white!—
The Storm unwinkingly he faced,
Though it snowed enough to blind.

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“Fire-pointed, stinging, strikes and burns
To the bone, each icy dart.
He stumbles—falls—is up again,
And onward for the Town a-strain;
Backward our Willie never turns,
And never loses heart.
“He looks a weird and wintry Elf
With face in ruddy glow;
And all his curls are straightened out,
Hanging in Icicles about
A sparkling statue of himself,
Shaped out of frozen snow.
“He still fought on, for though the Storm
Might bend him, he was tough;
And when the Blast would take his breath,
With kisses like the kiss of death,
One thought still kept his courage warm—
It was Grandmother's Snuff!
“At length with many a danger passed,
Unboding worse to come,
He has got the Snuff. Far more than food,
Or wine, 'twill warm her poor old blood.
He has it safe at last, at last!
And sets his face for Home.
“He has the Snuff; but it were well
If Granny had it too!
For early closes such a day,
And wild and dreary is the way;
If dark before he reach the Dell,
What can poor Willie do?

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“Within the Town the blast is hushed;
The snow-flakes from you melt:
But out upon the pathless moor,
The storm grows madder than before;
And at him all its furies rushed,
Till he faint and fainter felt.
“His thoughts are whirling with the Snow:
His eyes get dizzy and dim!
And on the path, 'twixt him and night,
Now dancing left, now dancing right,
It seems a white Witch-Woman doth go,
With white hand beckoning him!
“To the last stile he clung—maybe
A furlong from our door;
Then missed his footing on the plank,
And deep into the snow-drift sank.
O, my belovèd Willie, we
Shall never see you more!
“Ah, they looked long and wistfully
Who waiting sat at home:
At every sound they leaned to hark;
They strained their eyes through the depeening dark,
And wondered where could Willie be,
And when would Willie come?
“Through all that night of wild affright
They searched the road to Town;
They called him high, they called him low,
They mocked each other through the snow,
And all the night, by lanthorn light,
They wandered up and down.

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“They sought him where the waters plash
Darkly by Deadman's Cave!
They sought him at the Rag-Pit, near
The Mill, and by the awesome Weir;
At the Cross-Roads where ‘Harry's Ash’
Grows from the Suicide's Grave.
“In Ingle Dell they locked no door,
Put out no light. At such
A time you cling to a little thing
That's done for neighbourly comforting!
Old Gran thought she would snuff no more,
And she took thrice as much.
“All night the Snow with fingers soft
Kept pointing to the ground.
Only too well they knew 'twas there;
But had no hint to guide them where!
And he so near. They passed him oft,
Close by his white grave-mound.
And did he die?” cries little Nell.
“No, he was nestled warm.
The Snow's white arm that round him curled
Had caught him into another world:
What other world he could not tell,
But, out of all the storm.
“And all was changed too suddenly
For him to know the place.
He swooned awhile, and when he woke
A lightning from his darkness broke;
Alone with the Eternal he
Seemed standing face to face!

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“There in his grave alive, he knew
He stood, or sat upright!
With burning brain, and freezing feet:
And he so young, and life so sweet;
And, bitter thought! what would Gran do
Without her snuff that night?
“A long, long night of sixty hours
Did Willie pass. I know
Not how he lived. But Heaven can hold
A life as safe as Earth can fold
Her hidden life of fruit and flowers,
Through her long trance of snow.
“'Tis Sabbath day. How quietly gleams
That snow-drift o'er him driven!
The winds are softly laid asleep,
In their white snow-bed covered deep.
The white Clouds all so still! it seems
Like Sunday up in Heaven!
“The Country-folk are passing near
His tomb—no tale it tells—
Old Ploughmen in their white smockfrocks,
Old Women in long scarlet cloaks,
And Lad and Lass,—when on his ear
There faints a sound of Bells!
“And, looking up, a tiny hole
Was melted with his breath;
Where-through a bit of God's blue sky
Was smiling on him like an Eye;
A living eye with a loving soul
Shone in that face of death!

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“O joy! He shouted from his grave,
And finding room to stir,
He tooth and nail began to climb;
He clutched the top o' the bank this time;
Thrust his hand through the snow to wave
His good old Comforter!
“‘I'm here!’ ‘It's me!’ His flag they see,
And know lost Willie's voice;
They quickly answer shout for shout,
And with their hands they dig him out,
And carry him home. Oh! didn't we
In Ingle Dell rejoice?
“There be some tears that smile, and such
Were wept by Woman and Man.
But while they glistened in each eye,
He pulled the snuff out sound and dry;
Snow might cover him, cold might clutch,
The Snuff was safe for Gran.”

FOR CHRISTIE'S SAKE.

Upon us falls the shadow of night,
And darkened is our day!
My Love will greet the morning light
Four hundred miles away.
God love her! torn so swift and far
From hearts so like to break!
And God love all who are good to her;
For Christie's sake.

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I know whatever spot of ground
In any land we tread—
I know the eternal arms are round;
That heaven is overhead,
And faith the mourning heart will heal;
But many fears will make
Our spirits faint, our fond hearts kneel,
For Christie's sake.
Good-bye, Dear! be they kind to you
As though you were their ain!
My Daisy opens to the dew,
But shuts against the rain!
Never will New Moon glad our eyes
But offerings we shall make
To old God Wish! and prayers will rise
For Christie's sake.
Four years ago we struck our tent;
O'er homeless Babes we yearned;
Our all—three darlings—with us went,
But only two returned!
While life yet bleeds into Her grave
Love ventures one more stake;
Hush, hush, poor Hearts! if big, be brave,
For Christie's sake.
Like Crown to most ambitious brows
Was Christie to us given;
To make our Home a holy house,
And nursery of heaven!
O softer was her bed of rest.
Than lily's on the lake;
Peace filled so deep each billowy breast,
For Christie's sake.

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To music played by Harps and Hands
Invisible, were we drawn
O'er charmèd seas, through faëry lands,
Under a rosier dawn!
We entered our new world of love
With blessings in our wake,
While prospering Heavens smiled above
For Christie's sake.
We gazed with proud eyes luminous
On such a gift of grace—
All heaven narrowed down to us
In one dear little face!
And many a pang we felt, dear Wife,
With hurt of heart and ache,
All shut within like clasping knife,
For Christie's sake.
I would no tears might e'er run down
Her patient face, beside
Such happy pearls of heart as crown
Young Mother—new-made Bride!
For 'tis a face that, looking up
To passing Heaven, might make
An Angel stop, a blessing drop,
For Christie's sake.
If Love in that child's heart of hers
Should breathe and break its calm
With trouble sweet as that which stirs
The brooding buds of balm,—
Listening at ear of peeping pearl
Glistening in eyes that shake
Their sweet dew down! God bless our Girl;
For Christie's sake.

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But, Father! if our Babe must mourn,
Be merciful and kind;
And if our gentle Lamb be shorn,
Attemper Thou the wind!
Across the Deluge guide our Dove,
And to Thy bosom take
With arm of love, and shield above,
For Christie's sake.
We have had sorrows many and strange.
Dear Christie! when I'm gone,
Some of my words will weirdly change
If she read sadly on!
Lightnings, from what was dark of old,
With meanings strange will break
Of troubles hid or dimly told
For Christie's sake.
Wife! we should still try hard to win
The best for our dear Child;
And keep a resting-place within,
When all without grows wild.
As on the winter graves the snow
Falls softly flake by flake,
Our love should whitely clothe our woe,
For Christie's sake.
For one will wake at midnight drear
From out a dream of death,
And find no dear head pillowed near;
No sound of peaceful breath!
May no weak wailing words arise,
No bitter thoughts awake
To see the tears in Memory's eyes:
For Christie's sake.

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And There! where many crownless kings
Of earth a crown shall wear,—
The Martyrs who have borne the pangs
Their palm at last shall bear,
When, with our lily pure of sin,
Our homeward way we take;—
There, may we walk with welcome in;
For Christie's sake.

CHRISTIE'S PORTRAIT.

Your tiny picture makes me yearn;
We are so far apart!
My Darling, I can only turn
And kiss you in my heart.
A thousand tender thoughts a-wing
Swarm in a summer clime,
And hover round it murmuring
Like bees at honey-time.
Upon a little girl I look
Whose pureness makes me sad;
I read as in a holy book,
I grow in secret glad!
It seems my darling comes to me
With something I have lost
Over life's tossed and troubled sea,
On some celestial coast.
I think of her when spirit-bowed;
A glory fills the place!
Like sudden light on swords, the proud
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And others see, in passing by,
But cannot understand
The vision shining in mine eye,
My strength of heart and hand.
That grave content and touching grace
Bring tears into mine eyes;
She makes my heart a holy place
Where hymns and incense rise!
Such calm her gentle spirit brings
As—smiling overhead—
White statued saints with peaceful wings
Shadow the sleeping dead.
Our Christie is no rosy Grace
With beauty all may see;
But I have never felt a face
Grow half so dear to me.
No curling hair about her brows,
Like many merry girls;
Well, straighter to my heart it goes,
And round it curls and curls.
Meek as the wood-anemone glints
To see if skies are blue,
Is my pale flower with her tints
Of heaven shining through!
She will be poor and never fret,
Sleep sound and lowly lie;
Will live her quiet life, and let
The great world-storm go by!
Dear love! God keep her in His grasp,
Meek maiden, or brave wife,
Till His good Angels softly clasp
Her closèd book of life;

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And this true picture of the Sun,
With birthday blessings given,
Shall fade before a glorious one
Taken of her in heaven.

THE TWO HEAVENS.

There are two Heavens for natures clear
And calm as thine, my gentle Love!
One Heaven but reflected here;
One Heaven that waits above:
As yonder Lake, in Evening's red,
Lies smiling with the smile of Rest;
One Heaven glowing overhead;
One mirrored in its breast.

SLEEP-WALKING.

Oft in the night I am with you, Dear!
I lean and listen your breathing to hear;
Little you dream of any one near.
No one knoweth that I am gone;
Curtains closely about me drawn,
When dreams dissolve at a touch of Dawn!
Nobody meets me under the sky,
Only the staring Owl goes by
Softly as though the night should sigh.

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Under the moonlight, over the moss!
I need no bridge the river to cross,
Though winds awake and waters toss.
O sweet, so sweet the Nightingale's strain!
Is it her pleasure that works us pain,
Or her pain that with pleasure pierces the brain?
Window or door I pass not through:
The way I never could show to you
By day. I enter as spirits do!
There you are! lying cheek-on-palm,
Drinking of slumber's dewiest calm,
Brimming your life with the rosiest balm.
The little wee bird that beats in the breast,
Hath folded its wings in a wee white nest,
Breathing the fulness of innermost rest.
But the other night—see my blushes bloom—
Somehow I missed my way in the gloom,
And, thinking myself quite safe in your room,
I nestled my face, as I thought, in your bed
To kiss you, and—now let me hide my head—
I kissed—I kissed—your Teacher instead.

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CHRISTIE'S POOR OLD GRAN.

No green age, beautiful to see,
Hath Poor Old Gran!
No ripe life mellowed goldenly
Hath Poor Old Gran!
One by one we have left her fold,
Her lonely hearth is growing cold,
Faint is her smile as the primrose gold,
Our Poor Old Gran!
Ah! whitened face,and withered form,
Of Poor Old Gran!
Beaten and blanched in many a storm:
Poor Old Gran!
She hath wept the bitter tears that sow
The dark grave-violets in the snow
Where once the red young rose did glow!
Poor Old Gran!
There's few have lived a harder lot,
Poor Old Gran!
But she toiled on and murmured not;
Poor Old Gran!
For us she toiled on starvingly,
And fought the wolf of poverty;
Upon her heart's blood suckled me,
Our Poor Old Gran!
Her river of life hath roughly rolled;
Poor Old Gran!
A Wreck lies dark, its tale untold,
Poor Old Gran!

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Yet shall her old heart laugh with ye,
My Bird's-nest in the mouldering tree!
And soft in heaven the bed shall be
For poor Old Gran!
The grip of Poverty is grim;
Poor Old Gran!
Lustres of lip and eye will dim;
Poor Old Gran!
But through the frailty of her face
There gleams a light of tender grace,
Or else I see through a tearful haze
Poor Old Gran!
You came in all our sorrowings,
Poor Old Gran!
How your weakness hurried on wings,
Poor Old Gran!
You stood at Bridal, Birth, and Bier:
Our darlings dead and gone seem near
When you are near, and make more dear
Our Poor Old Gran!
So come to our Cottage up the lane,
Poor Old Gran!
Follow our fortune's harvest-wain,
Poor Old Gran!
We'll shelter you from wind and rain,
Hunger you shall not know again,
Plenty shall smile away your pain,
Poor Old Gran!
And little laughing Stars shall rise
On Poor Old Gran!
In the clear heaven of Childhood's eyes,
For Poor Old Gran!

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Wee fingers, stroking her gray hair,
Shall almost melt the hoarfrost there,
Wee lips shall kiss away the care
From Poor Old Gran!
So come and sit beside our hearth,
Poor Old Gran!
Come from the darkness and the dearth,
Poor Old Gran!
And you shall be our fireside guest,
And weary heart and head will rest;
And your last days shall be your best,
Our Poor Old Gran.

NEWS OF CHRISTIE.

We read your Letters! no word lost;
All, all is rememberèd;
And often when there comes no Post,
Once more are the old ones read.
Of all she did we love to hear,
And how the days have sped;
But to our listening hearts most dear
Is something “Christie said.”

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LITTLE WILLIE.

Poor little Willie,
With his many pretty wiles;
Worlds of wisdom in his look
And quaint, quiet smiles;
Hair of amber, touched with
Gold of heaven so brave;
All lying darkly hid
In a Workhouse Grave!
In the day we wandered foodless,
Little Willie cried for bread!
In the night we wandered homeless,
Little Willie cried for bed.
Parted at the Workhouse door,
Not a word we said:
Ah, so tired was poor Willie,
And so sweetly sleep the dead.
You remember little Willie;
Such a funny fellow! he
Sprang like a lily
From the dirt of poverty.
Poor little Willie!
Not a friend was nigh,
When, from the cold world,
He crouched down to die.
'Twas in the dead of winter
We laid him in the earth;
The world brought in the New Year,
Mocking us with mirth:

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But, for lost little Willie,
Not a tear we crave;
Cold and Hunger cannot wake him,
In his Workhouse Grave.
We thought him beautiful,
Felt it hard to part;
We to him were dutiful;
Down, down, poor heart!
The storms they may beat;
The winter winds may rave;
Little Willie feels not
In his Workhouse Grave.
No room for little Willie;
In the world he had no part;
On him stared the Gorgon-eye,
Through which looks no heart.
Come to me, said Heaven;
And, if Heaven will save,
We will grieve not, though the door
Was a Workhouse Grave.

WHEN CHRISTIE COMES AGAIN.

When the merry spring-tide
Floods all the land;
Nature hath a Mother's heart,
Gives with open hand;
Flowers running up the lane
Tell us May is near:
Christie will be coming then!
Christie will be here!

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O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
Pure is her meek nature,
Clear as morning dew,
We can see the Angel
Almost shining through.
To Earth's sweetest blessing
She the best from Heaven did bring;
Good Genius of our Love-lamp;
Fine Spirit of the Ring!
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
All our joys we'll tell her,
But for her dear sake,
Not a word of sorrow,
Lest her little heart should ache.
She shall dance and swing and sing,
Do as she likes best;
Only I must have her hand
In ramble or in rest.
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
We'll romp in jewelled meadows,
Hunt in dingles cool with leaves,
Where all night the Nightingale
Melodiously grieves.

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In her cheek so tender
The shy and dainty rose
Shall colour, and come for kisses,
To every wind that blows.
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
Hope will lay so many eggs
In her little nest;
Doesn't your heart run over,
Christie, in your breast?
Thinking how we'll greet you
Safe once more at home,
Ours will run to meet you,
Often ere you come.
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
O the joy in our house,
Hearts dancing wild!
Christie will be coming soon,
She's our darling child.
Holy dew of heaven
In each eyelid starts,
Feeling all her dearness,
Darling of all hearts.
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.

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Dreary was our winter;
Come! and all the place
Shall breathe a summer sweetness,
And wear a happy face;
There will be a sun-smile
On stern, old Calaby,
Tender as the spring-gold
On our old Oak-Tree!
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
Jack, the Dog, will run before,
First to reach the Rail;
Jack, the Pony, whisk you home,
With long trotting tail!
We have had our struggles, dear,
But couldn't part with Jack;
We shall all be waiting there,
To welcome Christie back!
O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again.
Then blow you Winds, and shake up
The sleeping flower-beds!
Make the Violets wake up,
The Daisies lift their heads;
The Lilacs float in fragrance,
Dim-purple, saintly-white!
And bring the bonny bairn to us,
The flower of our delight.

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O the merry spring-tide!
We'll be glad in sun or rain,
In the merry, merry, merry days
When Christie comes again,

CHILDREN AT PLAY.

Open your mouth and shut your eyes,”
Three little Maidens were saying,—
And see what God sends you!” little they thought
Who listened while they were playing!
So little we guess that a light light word
At times may be more than praying.
“I,” said Kate with the merry blue eyes,
“Would have lots of frolic and folly;”
“I,” said Ciss with the bonnie brown hair,
“Would have life always smiling and jolly;”
“And I would have just what our Father may send,”
Said lovable little pale Polly.
Life came for the Two, with sweetnesses new
Each morning in gloss and in glister:
But the Father above, in a longing of love,
Caught up little Polly and kissed her.
And the Churchyard nestled another wee grave;
The Angels another wee Sister.

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LITTLE LILYBELL.

When unseen fingers part the leaves,
To show us beauty's face;
And Earth her breast of glory heaves,
And glows from Spring's embrace:
Flowers Fairy-like on coloured wings
Float up,—Life's sea doth swell
And flush a world of vernal things,
Came little Lilybell.
And like a blessed Bird of calm
Our love's sweet want she stilled;
Made Passion's fiery wine run balm,—
Life's glory half fulfilled!
From dappled dawn to twinkling dark,
Our witching Ariel
Moves through our heaven! O, like a lark
Sings little Lilybell!
And she is fair—ay, very fair!
With eyes so like the dove;
And lightly leans her world of care
Upon our arms of love!
It cannot be that ye will break
The promise-tale ye tell;
Ye will not make such fond hearts ache,
Our little Lilybell!
As on Life's stream her leaflets spread,
And tremble in its flow,
We shudder lest the awful Dead
Pluck at her from below!

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Breathe faint and low, ye winds that start;
O stream, but softly swell;
Your every motion smites the heart
For little Lilybell!
We tremble lest the Angel Death,
Who comes to gather flowers
For Paradise, at her sweet breath
Should fall in love with ours!
O, many a year will come and go,
Ere from Life's mystic well
Such stream shall flow, such flower shall blow,
As little Lilybell!
Ah, when her dear heart fills with fears,
And aches with Love's sweet pain,
And pale cheeks burn through happy tears,
Like red rose in the rain!
I marvel, Sweet, if we shall see
The sight, and say 'tis well,
When the Beloved calls for thee,
Our dainty Lilybell!
How rich Love made the lowly sod,
Where such a flower hath blown!
O Love, we love, and think that God
Is such a love full-grown!
Dear God! that gave the blessed trust,
Be near, that all be well;
And morn and eve bedew our dust,
For love of Lilybell!

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OUR WHITE DOVE.

A white Dove out of glory flew,
White as the whitest shape of Grace
That nestles in the soft embrace
Of heaven when skies are summer blue!
It came with dew-drop purity,
On glad wings of the morning light,
And sank into our life, so white
A Vision! sweetly, secretly!
Silently nestled our white Dove:
Balmily made our bosoms swim
With still delight, and overbrim;
The air it breathed was breath of love.
Our Dove had eyes of baby-blue,
Soft as the speedwell's by the way,
That looked up to us as they would say,
“Who kissed me while I slept, did you?”
God love it! but we took our Bird,
And loved it well, and merry made;
We sang and danced around, or prayed
In silence, wherein hearts are heard.
It seemed to come from far green fields
To meet us over life's rough sea,
With leaf of promise from the tree
In which a dearer nest it builds.
As fondling Mother-birds will pull
The softest feathers from their breast,
We gave our best to line the nest
And make it warm and beautiful!

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We held it as the leaves of life
In hidden silent service fold
About a Rose's heart of gold,
So jealous of all outer strife!
When holy sleep in soothing palms
Pillowed the darling little head,
How lightly moved we round the bed,
And felt the silence fall in balms!
But all we did or tried to do,
Our flood of joy it never felt;
Only into our hearts would melt
Still deeper those dove-eyes of blue.
Quick with the spirit of field and wood,
All other Birds would chirrup and sing
Till hearts did ripple and homes did ring:
Our white Dove only cooed and cooed—
With every day some sweetness new,
And night and day and day and night
It was the voice of our delight,
That gentle, low, endearing coo!
God! if we were to lose our child!
O, we must die, poor hearts would cry:
She looked on us so hushingly;
So mournfully to herself she smiled.
One day she pined up in our face
With a low cry we could not still,
A moaning we might never heal,
For sleep in some more quiet place.

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We could not help and yet must see
The little head droop wearily,
The little eyes shine eerily,
My Dove! what have they done to thee?
The look grew pleading in her eyes,
And mournful as the lonesome light
That in a window burns all night,
Asking for stillness, while one dies.
The hand of Death so coldly clings,
So strongly draws the weak life-wave
Into his dark, vast, silent cave;
Our little Dove must use its wings!
And so it sought the dearer nest;
A little way across the sea
It kept us wingèd company,
Then fled into its leafier rest,
And suddenly left us long to feel
A sadness in the sweetest words,
A broken heartstring 'mid the chords;
A tone more tremulous when we kneel.
But, dear my Christie, do not cry,
Our White Dove gave for you and me
Such blessed promise as must be
Perfected in the heavens high.
Our Bird of God but soars and sings:
Oft when life's heaving wave's at rest,
She makes her mirror in my breast,
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And meekly doth she minister
Glad thoughts of comfort, thrills of pride;
She makes me feel that if I died
This moment I should go to her.
Be good! and you shall find her where
No wind can shake the wee bird's nest;
No dreams can break the wee bird's rest;
No night, no pain, no parting there!
No echoes of old storms gone by!
Earth's sorrows slumber peacefully;
The weary are at rest, and He
Shall wipe the tears from every eye.

POOR ELLEN.

'Tis hard to die in Spring-time,
When, to mock our bitter need,
All life around runs over
In its fulness without heed:
New life for tiniest twig on tree,
New worlds of honey for the bee,
And not one drop of dew for me
Who perish as I plead.
'Tis hard to die in Spring-time,
When it stirs the poorest clod;
The wee Wren lifts its little heart
In lusty songs to God;
And Summer comes with conquering march;
Her banners waving 'neath the arch
Of heaven, where I lie and parch—
Left dying by the road.

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'Tis hard to die in Spring-time,
When the long blue days unfold,
And cowslip-coloured sunsets
Grow, like Heaven's own heart, pure gold!
Each breath of balm brings wave on wave
Of new life that would lift and lave
My Life, whose feel is of the grave,
And mingling with the mould.
But sweet to die in Spring-time,
When these lustres of the sward,
And all the breaks of beauty
Wherewith Earth is daily starr'd,
For me are but the outside show,
All leading to the inner glow
Of that strange world to which I go—
For ever with the Lord.
O sweet to die in Spring-time,
When I reach the promised Rest,
And feel His arm is round me—
Know I sink back on His breast:
His kisses close these poor dim eyes;
Soon I shall hear Him say “Arise,”
And, springing up with glad surprise,
Shall know Him and be blessed.
'Tis sweet to die in Spring-time,
For I feel my golden year
Of summer-time eternal
Is beginning even here!
Poor Ellen!” now you say and sigh,
Poor Ellen!” and to-morrow I
Shall say “Poor Mother!” and, from the sky,
Watch you, and wait you there.

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THE NABOB'S DOUBLE.

Has Man a spirit that's more than breath,
A spirit that walks in sleep or in death;
Shakes off at will its dust of the earth,
And, waking by night, goes wandering forth
To work its wish with a noiseless tread,
While the body lies bound full-length in bed?
This is the fact, as sure as fate,
For Burglar Bill, and his midnight mate,
That frightened until it converted him,
To join the “Salvation Army” with Jim.
Many a “crib” had the couple “cracked”;
Large was their luck with the swag they sacked.
Many a time thought Burglar Bill,
“Old Nabob's looks very lone on the hill!”
But, there was the Dog whose infernal bark
Could be heard through a mile of solid dark.
One day it was rumoured that “Keeper” was dead.
To himself Bill knowingly nodded his head,
To-night or never,” he cunningly said.
That night up-hill the couple crept,
To rifle his store as the rich man slept.
All heaven mirrored, with stars agleam,
The dazzle of diamonds in their dream!
They entered their treasury—struck a light—
A tiny light—but it showed a sight
To make the Burglar's heart turn white!
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Facing them there with his long white hair,
And his eyes wide open with corpse-like stare.
And close by his side, keeping watch and ward,
The statue as 'twere of a dog on guard,
With mouth agape, but never a bark;
The dog that was dead and stiff and stark;
Threatening them as if in life!
Jim rushed at the old man with his knife,
And drove it right through—an empty chair,
Instead of the figure sitting there.
For the Nabob vanished, dog and all,—
And the burglars vanished without their haul.
Meanwhile, at the moment he felt the stroke,
Upstairs in bed the Nabob woke.
“Oh wife! are you here? Am I dead? is it night?
Oh wife! I have suffered an unked fright!
I dreamed I was dozing below in my chair,
When suddenly, helplessly, I was aware,
In the dead of the night there was life in the gloom;
Then a light—and two masked men in the room:
One of them dealt me a murderous blow,
And—I woke from my dream in the room below.
But this, O my God! was the strangest thing,
‘Keeper’ was with me; I saw him spring:
Swift as the flash of the falling knife
He flew at the Thief as he would in life!”
Only a dream! but they went down-stair,
And there were the burglar's tools, and there
Was the knife stuck fast in its stab of the chair!

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THE DIAKKA.

You are the Merry men, dwarfs of soul,
Who can get your hand through the tiniest hole,
And make your bells jingle outside of the show;
Prove there's life beyond, and on that we go!
'Tis trying to find that we are more near
To you than to those we have held more dear,
But I think they are backing you all the while;
And down on our efforts benignly may smile
To see how we strive and are ever unable
To meet and shake hands with the leg of a table.
So holloa, boys, ring the bells, let them see how
You can wake up the world with your row-de-dow.
Folk say you are Devils: then act as such!
Give them a touch of the devil's clutch.
In times like ours 'tis a comfort to know
For certain there may be a devil or so!
We need them to prove how the lusts of old
For women or wine, for gore or gold,
Are not to be quenched with their burning breath
By the waters of Winter that drown us in death,
But still live on, all a-crave to be fed
In the earth-life lived by the homeless dead.
Holloa, boys, ring the bells, let us see how
You can wake up the world with your row-de-dow.
Many a fathom deep under the ground
Souls like toads in the rock lie bound,
Awaiting the resurrection sound
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Nothing short of an earthquake-kick
Will send them heavenward, make them quick.
Spirits far off, invisible, mute,
Can no more reach to the buried root,
Than we upon earth to the moon can shoot,
Or open oysters by playing a flute!
Holloa, boys, ring the bells, show them how
You can wake up the world with your row-de-dow.

“THEY SANG A NEW SONG.”

Gather round the Table,
When the day is done;
Lay the Electric Cable
That weds two Worlds in one.
We have found the passage
Past the frozen pole;
We have had the Message
Answering, soul to soul.
Gather round the Table
In a fervent band:
Learn the Lost are able
To join us hand in hand
With ties no longer riven:
Empty in the Past
Stretched our hands toward Heaven—
They are filled at last.
Gather round the Table:
The silent and the meek,
So long belied, are able
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Open but a portal:
Every Spirit saith,
Man is born immortal,
And there is no death.
Gather round the Table:
By knowledge faith is fed!
Ours the fact they fable;
Presence is the Bread.
Come with cleanliest carriage,
Whitely-pure be dressed:
For this Heavenly Marriage,
Earth should wear its best.

FLOWER AND FRUIT.

The flower you placed within my button-hole
Has faded; but there lives within my soul
Another rose, unfolding hour by hour—
Your beauty's self in its immortal flower.
So living-warm this dainty blossom blows,
As if a sunbeam blushed into a Rose,
To make me rich with its ungathered wealth,
And happy in the glory of its health;
With fragrance like a waft from heaven afar,
And look as lustrous as the morning star.
I do not come to crown your beauty, Sweet!
Nor thank you for it, kneeling at your feet;
But pray that on Love's bosom it may rest,
As thornless as its likeness in my breast;
And ask Him who such promise here hath given
To let me see the Flower fulfilled in heaven.

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PEGASUS IN HARNESS.

They pity Pegasus because
The Matrimonial Car he draws
Along the ruts of life:
And hot and dusty is the road,
And heavy is the living load
Of leaning weans and wife.
Poor Pegasus! to turn the Mill,
And grind, and pull the plough until
The work his withers wrings!
Why not? 'tis he should do it best,
And tread his measure easiest,
Or where's the use of wings?

LOVE AND DEATH.

This butterfly of human breath,
Is followed far and fast by Death;
Some flower of life it settled on
He clasps and crushes, but—'tis gone.

ORPHANS.

Who would not wish the Dead were near,
If we can dry the mourners' tear?
Who would not pray the Dead may sleep,
When starving Orphans wake to weep?

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ONE OF SHAKSPEARE'S WOMEN.

I sometimes think that Shakspeare has revealed
To me that very self so long concealed:
But if his soul my soul has lightened through,
I sometimes think it was to gaze on you,
To find, with loving wonder in his looks,
One of his Women living out of his Books!

IMPERFECTION.

Ah, never is the Almighty Artist's plan
Crowned and completed in the life of man.
At best a broken fragment we up-rear
Above the tomb, that like a visible prayer
Pleads on and ever with the Infinite,
For other lives to come and finish it,
And for the eternal temple make it fit.

SO IT GOES.

The tender green that laughs out in the light,
And drinks the freshness of the dew and rain,
Must take the cloud of dust that turns it white
And burnish every tiny blade again!
The river into which heaven cometh down,
It is so exquisitely pure and still,
Must also soil itself to cleanse the town,
And with hard labour tread and turn the mill.

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GROWING OLD.

The stream of Life that brimmed its banks of old,
We drain to gather Wisdom's grains of gold;
And often as we count the riches o'er,
Half wish our wealth were drowned in it once more!

A GREEK REPLY.

So many are your foes, their arrows shroud
The very Sun with an eclipsing cloud.”
“We'll fight them in the dark then! and the horde
Illumine with the lightning of the Sword.”

MAN AND HIS TWO MASTERS.

You cannot serve two Masters,” saith the Word.
But Satan nudges us and whispers, “Gammon!
You lend your Womenkind to love the Lord,
And give Yourselves to serve and worship Mammon.”

WOMANKIND.

Dear things! we would not have you learn too much—
Your Ignorance is so charming! We've a notion
That greater knowledge might not lend you such
Sure aid to blind obedience and devotion.

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A VERY EARLY RISER.

At the Last Day while all the rest
Are soundly sleeping underground,
He will be up clean-shaved and dressed
An hour before the Trumpets sound.

A PECULIAR PERSON.

You perfect, pure, original,
Writ in a tongue unknown to all;
Translated, in some other sphere,
You may be read; but will not here.

DELIA BACON.

The Delian diver wrecked her life to grasp
A pearl she saw by Visionary gleams,
And died with empty hand that could not clasp
The treasure only Real in her dreams.

A PAINTED SPRAY OF APPLE-BLOSSOM.

Throughout the year and year by year will bloom
This blush of Spring arrested in my room,
Whilst Nature's self to rival it must bring
Her breathing buds renewed each passing Spring.

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AN ANGEL IN THE HOUSE.

You have your Angel in the House! but look
On this, her likeness, mirrored in a book,
If but to learn how shadowy the Ideal
In presence of the living, loving Real.

SOULS OF ANIMALS.

Such look of an immortal likeness springs,
At times into the eyes of dear dumb things,
As if Hereafter we must recognize
The Unknown Life that knew us in their eyes.

TRUE POETS.

True Poets conquer Glory—do not woo
It; do not beg their way to Fame;
Nor at her skirts in private bend and sue,
Nor sow the public broadcast with their name:
They are the great High Priests of Heaven who
Hold sacred as they feed their Altar-flame
Within the Temple: No man hears their cry
For recognition to the passers-by!
They toil on like old Noah with his Boat;
“EL” hath forespoken it, and it shall be
Ready, although the need may seem remote:
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They fight the Deluge—keep the soul afloat—
And still work on, and leave the issue free
With Him whose flood shall fall, or high-tide climb,
To launch the Vessel in His own good time.
Alone, in silence, secretly, they grow
Invisibly, where no voice is raised to bless:
Creating in the dark like Hills below
The ocean, shaped by Nature's strong caress:
Wave after wave sweeps over them; they know
How many failures go to make success.
Their victory's in their work, not in the word
That waits to praise, as servant waits his Lord.
At last they mount from out the Lethean flood
Beyond the cloud that covers and conceals
The present time, to join the Brotherhood
Of minds that rise up lofty as the hills:
Heaven crowns them in majestic solitude;
The world, that saw not once, in wonder kneels!
The less they wooed it all the more it heeds,
And still they mount the more their Age recedes.

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THE HAUNTED HURST,

A TALE OF ETERNITY.

As One who, in a strange and far Country,
In presence of his future Bride may be,
That keeps the secret of her face concealed,
Until, as Wife, the Maiden stands revealed:
And who doth make blind guesses at the face;
Its wealth of nature and its gifts of grace:
Much marvelling if the form beneath the folds
Be like the picture that at heart he holds!
And who, as chance befall, may furtively
Feel the hid features that he cannot see—
Trying to gather, with a Lover's touch,
The least of all he longs to know so much:
Even thus, before the Next World's face I stand,
And o'er its clouded features pass my hand;
Groping to get, where mortal sight doth fail,
Some likeness of the face behind the Veil!
It is the voice of Vision in the night;
I learned in darkness what I speak in light:
Perchance such ne'er attains the perfect True,
And yet may utter meaning for the few,
As sandiest Desert wastes reflect afar
Light from our Sun to some benighted Star!

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I. PART I.

Night after night I wakened with a start
That tore the curtain-cloud of Sleep apart,
As though I had been fettered fast by Death,
Who imaged Sleep to take away my breath.
The silence looked so ominous, the gloom
Just losing shape and feature in the room:
Had I but wakened sooner, without doubt,
I should have found some dreadful secret out!
Nothing to grapple with; nothing to see:
Yet something fearful there must somewhere be;
Some shadow of the Unapparent stole
Over me, with a shiver of the soul:
Dim horrors loomed from out each hiding-nook;
A strange life lurked in the familiar look
Of innocent things, as though upon the eve
Of issuing, terrible as its prey perceive
The Mantis in the likeness of a leaf,
Changed in a moment to a Murderous Thief.
I peered out of the window,—nothing there
But the vast heavens with all their loneness bare—
The phantom presence of Immensity
That from behind its dumb mask whispered me.
At times a noise, as though a dungeon door
Had grated, with set teeth, against the floor:
A ring of iron on the stones; a sound
As if of granite into powder ground;
A mattock and a spade at work! sad sighs
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And then a shudder of the house; a scrawl
As though a knife scored letters in the wall.
About the room a gush and gurgle went,
As if the water-pipe got sudden vent;
Drop after drop, I heard it plop, and ping,
Into some vessel, with metallic ring.
Yet, on these very nights there was no rain;
And then, betwixt the ear's suspense and strain,
A faint voice crying in the air or brain.
The wind would rise and wail most humanly
With a low scream of stifled agony
Over the birth of life about to be.
Through all the house its coldest wave hath rushed,
Although a moment since the night was hushed.
And ere the hurried gust had ceased to moan,
The dreaming dog would answer with its groan.
At times I seemed to waken at a call,
And rose up listening for the next footfall
Which never came, as though it could not keep
The step with that my spirit caught in sleep;
For I, in waking, must have crossed the line
Bounding the range of spirit-life from mine.
I felt the Presence on that other side
Grope where some secret door might open wide.
I knew the brain might strike the electric spark
Which should make live this phantom of the Dark.
Once as I woke I could have sworn I saw
A white face from the window-pane withdraw!
But, softly in its place the curtain slid,
Even in the unlifting of the swift eyelid.

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Sometimes I woke with lashes wet and bright
With a strange glory of delicious light,
As though an Angel had shone my shut eyes through
And filled my soul with heaven, as Dawn with dew:
A fragrance from afar with me would stay,
And at my work my heart sang all next day.
I am no Coward; never did believe
That spirits can their hell or heaven leave
To walk by night in the old human ways.
For forty years this was my creed o' days.
Somehow the dark another tale doth tell:
We are so fearful of the Unfathomable!
The Infinite is full of whisperings;
With mortal tug the wildered spirit clings
To its known shore of firm reality,
Yet feels drawn outward—like the ebbing sea
That hugs its beach so closely and in vain—
In this vast ebb of Being to its main.
And it is eerie in the night to lie
Lonesome, all naked to the awful sky—
This secret spawning-time of hell on earth,
When mist and midnight give the toadstools birth,
And worlds of shy leaf-shadowed life steal forth,—
What time the Powers of Darkness have their day;
Our world asleep and Heaven so far away:
When in the shroud-like stillness there may be
Shapes moving round us that we do not see!

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Our little sphere of life is darkly rimmed
In the wide universe of Being brimmed
With life perhaps inimical to us!
Nor could we live if all were luminous.
But is it certain we have lost the sight
They had of old in watches of the night,
Who heard the voices, saw the shape that stood
Before them in the Soul's similitude?
They saw with eyes of spirit—Heaven keep
The veil of flesh about me dark and deep!
What does the Darkness mutter? Is it Death
That makes the light burn bluer with his breath?
Was that a creaking of the stair? a Rat
Nibbling the wainscot? did a flittering Bat
Flap at the window? Floors will crack for sure,
But may not unseen feet be on the floor?
Spirits stand rapping at Life's outer gate,
And, if we dare not open, will they wait?
Was that the Death-Watch ticking in the wall?
One's hair with reptile-life begins to crawl.
Is there some Whispering Gallery of the ear,
In which the other world we overhear?
The very Mirror is a doorway, through
Whose dark another face may look at you!
Who knows with what those ghostly gleams are rife
In spectral semblance of our sunlit life?
What Night hath shielded from pursuing Day
In sanctuary darkness, hid away,
As Paramour of hers in some foul play?
What viewless horrors in the wind may lurk,
That fill the mind with Shadows grim and murk?
What demons may be audibly at work?

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Maybe the voices of a sunless world
That in the eclipse of night is doomward hurled:
What groping outcasts of ignoble soul
Are working through the darkness, like the mole,
Crouching in dreams to steal on sleeping Men:
Red-handed spirits that flung life back again
To Him who gave, and hide their murder-mark
In any secret corner of the dark:
Eaves-droppers leaning listening with a grin,
To think how some small keyhole-creeping sin
Will ope the door and let the Tempter in.
What wappened wantons lurking 'twixt the lights,
May lie in wait for wanderers o' nights:
What phantom shapes forlorn may meet and march
In long procession under Night's dark arch,
Stretching their arms to us, worm-fretted, all
Hueless and featureless and weirdly tall:
What rootless strays of life are ever blown
About like floating ghosts of thistle-down,
That seek a foothold and are whirled away—
Dead leaves a-dancing—vanishing sea-spray;
Homeless, as drifted clouds are hurried past
Their heaven for ever, by the driving blast.
And now we come to think, may we not hold
Ghost-hands in ours, that turn them icy cold?
A ghostly presence whitens in the cheek,
And makes the blood run water,—wan and weak
The swooning life from out us faintly fleets,
And turns to drops at the chill touch it meets.

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The walls of flesh are waxing all too thin
To keep the world of spirits from crowding in.
We wrap the clothes about us; but, still bare
In soul, we feel a wave of chillier air,
Like that which brings the dawn, but that's a breath
Of sweet new life, this hath the feel of death!
The spirit-spiracles all open wide,
And life seems drowning in the flooding tide;
We cannot cry, the Unseen world doth strive
To seal the mouth and bury the soul alive.
I must believe in Ghosts, lying awake
With them o' nights, when flesh will creep and quake,
And lustily one pulls the Bell of Prayer,
From this thick snow of Spirits to clear the air.
No marvel that the Birds salute the Dawn,
For all the dangers of the dark withdrawn;
Break into singing with their first free breath,
That they have swum the dim, vast sea of death,
And hymn the resurrection of the Light,
In praise to Him who kept them through the night
And cared for His least little feathered things,
Encompassed with the safety of His Wings;
While those that cannot warble, twittering tell
Of darkness passed once more, and all is well.
With what a thankful heart I often heard
The blessed cry of Morning's earliest Bird!
How eagerly watched the weird and waning Night
Turn deathly pale and pass away in light.

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Yet, I believe that God is master still.
He reigneth; He whose lightest breath can thrill
The universe of worlds like drops of dew,
And if the Spirit-world hath broken through
It cannot be unknown, unseen by Him;
It must be with His will, not their mere whim.
And if our world of breath be set aflood,
Swimming in supra-normal neighbourhood,
There is a soul within will not be drowned,
Even though a sea of spirits surges round:
An inner infinite with power to reach
The level of its outer ocean-beach!
Therefore I trust Him; shut mine eyes and say
“Lead on, O Thou, who only know'st the way!
Father in Heaven, take my hand in Thine;
Be at my heart, and in my countenance shine.
Then, all unfearing, shall I face the gate
At which the powers of Darkness lie in wait.”

II. PART II.

Once on a time, the ancient story saith,
Some foolish Mummers danced a masque of Death.
They bore his emblems, trying, every one,
To out-parody the bony Skeleton;
And, as the merriment grew, there glided in
Grim Death Himself, mocking with ghastly grin
At their poor make-believe; as who should say,
“This is the real thing and no mere play.”
Talk of the Devil,” say we, “and he's here,”
Sudden as thunder-claps, when skies are clear.

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'Twas thus all fears and phantoms of the past,
Shaped into something palpable at last.
One night, as I lay musing on my bed,
The veil was rent that shows the Dead not dead.
Upon a Picture I had fixed mine eyes,
Till slowly it began to magnetize.
So the Ecstatics on their symbol stare,
Until the Cross fades and the Christ is there!
Thus, while I mused upon the picture's face,
A veil of white mist wavered in its place;
And to a lulling motion I sank deep,
With spirit awake and senses fallen asleep,
Down through an air that palpitatingly
Breathed with a breath of life unknown to me;
And when the motion ceased, against the gloom,
There lived another Form within the room,
As if the Dark had suddenly made a face
I saw the haunting Presence of the Place
Embodied, strange and horrible, as rise
The Torturers that stare in dying eyes:
Or, as the Serpent—ere a leaf be stirred—
Looks through the dark on some bewildered bird:
A face in which the life had burned away
To cinders of the soul and ashes gray:
The forehead furrowed with a sombre frown
That seemed the image, in shadow, of Death's crown;
His look a map of misery that told
How all the under-world in blackness rolled.
A human face in hideous eclipse;
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The faintest gleam of corpse-light, lurid, wan,
Showed me the lying likeness of a Man!
The old soiled lining of some mortal dress:
A Spirit sorely stained with earthiness.
But, almost ere I could have time to fear,
I saw what seemed an Angel standing near,
And on Her face a smile for my relief:
A dream of glory in my night of grief,
Shedding an influent mildness through the awe,
Pleasant to feel, as was the smile I saw:
Indeed, methought she breathed a fragrance faint,
That overcame some rotting charnel-taint.
She wore a purple vesture thin as mist,
The Breath of Dawn, upon the plum dew-kissed.
No flame-hued, flame-shaped, Golden-Holly tree
Ere kindled at the sun so splendidly
As that self-radiant head, with lifted hair
A-wave in many a fiery scimitar.
The purple shine of Violets wet with dew
Was in her eyes that looked me through and through.
We think of Shades as native to the night;
We photograph the other world in white,
That will not paint its tints upon our sight.
But there are Colours of the Eternal Light,
And these were of them; pulsing such live glows
As never reddened blood or ripened rose:
No Mist from the past life as some have deemed
The Dead to be; no pallid shadow dreamed
By Greeks of old, but Life itself this seemed.

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And such a light was in the Angel's face,
It made a glory round about the place
To see by: as you mark in the gold ray
The Motes that dance invisibly in the gray.
But, deep in shadow of his inner night,
The Dark Shape stood and sinned against the Light.
As men have felt, when earth rocked underfoot,
Their trust in it was wrenched up by the root;
The firm foundations of all things had given,
And any instant they might be in heaven:
As one midway across a wide, white road,
In winter, when all night the skies have snowed,
Learns 'tis not earth but frozen stream beneath,
And he is leaning on the arms of Death:
So did I feel to find our earthy bound
Of Substance was no longer safe or sound;
That spirit-springs make quicksand of firm ground;
That spirit-hands withdraw our curtains round;
That spirit between particles can pass
Surely and visibly, as light through glass;
With power to come and go, stand upright, loom
Dense to the eye, outlined against the gloom.
The Dark Shape on me turned its eyes of guile,
Sullen yet fierce. I read the wicked smile
That sneered—“Behold the cause of all your fear!
You need not shudder though while She is near.”
And then he spoke, or seemed to speak, in words,
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Or toothèd wheels, go whirling round within
The fearsome face so shadowy and thin,
And did not always need the speech to know
What dreadful thing it was he had to show.
“Lo! I am one of those doomed souls who dwell
In Heaven's vast Shadow which the Good call Hell.
Lo! I am he, most miserable, who did
His deed of darkness, fancying all was hid;
The Awful eyes being on me all the while,
And demons pointing at me with their smile;
Who carry such a hell within my breast,
That all about me throbs with my unrest,
As though the heavens were shaken, or the earth
Were overtaken in the throes of birth:
Doors tremble open, walls disintegrate,
And world to world flings wide its secret gate.
With such a pulse of power my pangs awake
At midnight, that from sleep they sometimes shake
You! Matter, with Mind's thrillings, doth so quake,
That atoms from their fellow atoms start,
As though each felt the heave of some live heart.”
Then seeing the questioning wonder in my look,
He answered, as my turn of thought he took,
“Yes, it is true, all true, the thing you dreamed;
Most real is the life that only seemed.
Soul's no mere shadow that gross substance throws;
Our passions are not pageantary shows,
Exhaled from Matter, like the cloud from cape,
They are the life's own lasting final shape.
This scheme of things with all the sights you see,
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What you call Matter is but as the sheath,
Shaped, even as bubbles are, by spirit-breath.
The mountains are but firmer clouds of earth,
Still changing to the breath that gave them birth.
Spirit aye shapeth Matter into view,
As Music wears the forms it passes through.
Spirit is lord of substance, Matter's sole
First cause, formative power and final goal.”
“And who is this,” I asked, “that in Her face
Doth image humanly celestial grace;
That calms my soul as when the Moon looks forth,
Whose smile in heaven makes stillness on the earth?”
“One of those Ministers who are sent below
To walk the earth, patrolling to and fro,
As sentinels on guard, night after night,
That in the darkness make a watch-fire light,
Lest sleeping souls be helplessly surprised
By the wild beasts of worlds not realized.”
I looked, the shining face serenely smiled
Away all terror like a thing beguiled.
“One of the dreadful Angels of the Lord,
Who are His fiery-flaming two-edged sword,
Which at each door and window waves and burns
Until the Angel of the Dawn returns.
They are with you, watching through the murkest hour,
And seen, or unseen, hold us in their power,
That when the devil rages in us, lo!
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They maze and daze us standing there behind,
And, as in dreams, we struggle bound and blind.
The sharpest tortures that I have to bear
Are when I feel Her presence hovering near.
A ray from heaven turns to a sword in hell;
The flash is maddening, we so darkly dwell!
The heat of heaven is like the blazing ring
Of fire that makes the Scorpion try to sting
Itself to death; an air of Heaven's breath
Is poison; hell is spiritual death:
And this awakes us, with its stir and strife,
Like tinglings of the drowned recalled to life.”
I glanced again: I saw the look arise
As of a drawn Sword in the Angel's eyes!
“We have met here for years. She comes to see
Me digging nightly; grope for my lost key;
Her presence kindles round me such a light,
All heaven can see me prowling through the night;
All hell make merry at the gruesome sight.
“I never told my secret in your world,
I kept it at the heart too closely curled;
There, at my life-springs, did I nestle and nurse
The hidden snake, my bosom's clinging curse;
My worm of torment biting bitterly,
And fed it fat for all eternity.
And no eye saw it writhe in my white face,
Or heard it hiss in its dark hiding-place,
When any voice of secret murders told,
And in its might it wantoned and grew bold.
It gnawed my heart as with hell-fire for years.
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Quench it, nor all the waters of the land
Whiten my soul, or wash my red right hand!
Whate'er I did, my heart with hell-fire burned;
Mine eyes with redness swam where'er I turned.
I fled and fled, and could not leave behind
The still, unwinking Bloodhounds of the mind.
I dared not slumber soundly, lest asleep
The unsleeping secret from my lips should leap
In dreams, and I on waking might have found
Myself had turned Informer, and was bound
In handcuffs, with the accusing faces round.
“And so, at last, I pricked the bubble of breath,
I plunged to hide me from Myself in death:
I found the hell-hole in the wild whirlpool;
Plucked the cold hand down on my brain to cool:
I grovelled out my own deep grave; I fell
Right through it, into open arms of hell.
“I fancied, when I took the headlong leap,
That death would be an everlasting sleep;
And the white Winding-sheet and green sod might
Shut out the world, and I have done with sight.
Cold water from my hand had sluiced the warm
And crimson carnage; safe the little form
Lay underground: the tiny trembling waif
Of life hid from the light; my secret safe.
In vain. You cannot hide a deed like this,
With all the heavens one cloud of witnesses:
Useless to blot the blood out with the dust,
When it hath eaten with its ruddy rust
Into your spirit's hand, where, visibly
The murder-stain leers through eternity!
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I looked, and saw what seemed a hand,
Or gore-soaked shadow of one that, like a brand
When breathed on, kindled fiercely as he sighed;
And plucked it from his bosom, where he tried
To hide its guilty red.
“That gripped the knife
That slew my child. This is its ruddy life,
Red-hot; on fire of hell! In burning rings,
The blood my fingers clutched, for ever clings,
And clamps them with relentless ache and smart
So closely that they will not pull apart.
Once only, while I wept and almost prayed,
They yielded just a little: then was played
A spectral trick upon me; all between,
They shone, thin-webbed with gore, and clearly seen
As through a window, through the web there smiled
Up in my face the face of my dead child.
Better to bear this fiery grip of pain,
Than they should open on that sight again.
“The whirling world had flung my life from it,
And I felt falling through the Infinite,
For weeks and months, and years on years of nights
Innumerable, from stupendous heights;
For, as a minute's slumber may be all
As one with that of a million years, my fall
So quickened being, that a minute's fears
Made instantaneous a million years.
No God to call upon, no Power to stay,
No hand to clutch at on my endless way!
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That lightened with the laugh of Hell, and showed
It made of devilish faces, which grew glad
And kindled at my coming, and all had
A gap-toothed wicked grin, as though each one
Saw in my face the kindred of its own,—
All the dark host rejoicing as I came;
All making sure as Marksman of his aim,
When lo! a Hawk swoops from its height unheard,
And from before his gun bears off his Bird!—
So, while the gulf I gazed on grew and gaped,
The black cloud curled about me demon-shaped,
And all their claws for cruel welcome spread,
I was caught up; borne swiftening overhead,
By one on wings of light, with lightning shod,
And then I knew that I was going to God,—
That life but sets in life still more profound,
As sunset into sunrise the world round;
That all who enter by the gate of breath,
Must pass before the Awful eyes in death,
And stand all naked to the searching mien.
I could not shrivel nor slink away unseen!
“To me the vast and horrible Unknown
Was one dread face, and all the face one frown!
Pain, sternness, pity eternal in a look
That read my life, wide-open as a book.
Not that the leaves turned over one by one,
Revealing, page by page, all I had done,—
The Sense is as a scroll where manifold
Indelible things are day by day uprolled
And registered for Memory to recall;
Maps of the mental world hung on the wall:
But Life is more than Letter or than Law,
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Its daily tallies, never can it keep
In fixèd figure all the fathomless Deep
Of Consciousness conceals, whose restless sea
Ripples on changing sands unceasingly.
Spirit is one. It is the crystal book,
Clear through and through; read at a single look.
To all the thoughts that ever passed through us
In life, in death we grow diaphanous.
We do not think what we have been, we are
Past, present, future, without near or far.
A glimpse of this is lightened, when the blind
Is raised, in drowning, from the seeing Mind!
So the electric flash, thrown on the wheel
Revolving swift in darkness, will reveal
Each whirling spoke distinctly standing still.
In spirit-world at once you find the whole
Of life contemporary with the soul.
“There is strange writing of the passing guest
Featured upon the form it leaves at rest,
Which men in some dim wise may read, but here
Is the live Chronicler itself! the clear
Truth naked—brain and body were but dress—
Quickened by the Eternal consciousness.
“So, when before that face, I felt the frown,
There was no need of Hell to drag me down,
I could have welcomed wafts of burning flame
To clothe my nakedness of deadly shame.
I lifted to my brow one shading hand,
But snatched it burning from the Murderer's brand.
The other to mine eyes I pressed; 'twas red
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I tried to cover up my aching sight,
And found myself all eye to pitiless light.
“In olden times, it was the wont, they say,
To bring the Murderer where his victim lay,
And at his touch, as to his slaying knife,
The wound would flush: Death speak with lips of Life.
“So, from the frown, a little tiny Child
Looked out on me and innocently smiled!
“I shrieked my guiltiness at sight of it,
And downward plunged, for hiding in the Pit.
“‘Curse God and die,’ the Tempter said of old.
I curse, and back the curses crowd tenfold.
Against the cold Heaven strikes my burning breath,
To fall in dews of wrath with second death.
And still I curse, and yet I cannot die;
And still I watch for Death with pleading eye,
To find that he will nevermore draw nigh.
Would the Almighty One had spit on me,
And wiped the blot from His eternity!

III. PART III.

“My Temptress lives on still.
She is a Wife
And Mother; lives an unsuspected life.
She hath grown fat and flourished on the ill,
The poison, that should naturally kill.
That cruel stain of Murder seemed to pass
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I sometimes play the devil in her dream,
And plague her with a glimpse, one lurid gleam
Of all my torment; her thick veil I tear,
And lay the unholy of unholies bare,
Else were her heart untroubled, deaf and blind.
Things out of sight with her are out of mind,
And should she hear a voice from the Unknown
She takes it for an echo of her own.
“Ah, Mistress, did you know we have to stand
Together yet, as equals, hand in hand,
Like Eve and Adam, shivering side by side,
Where not a leaf our nakedness can hide;
Our secret blazoned, as a flag unfurled
High on the housetops of another world!
“She was a buxom beauty! In her way
Imperious as the Thane's Wife in the Play.
A woman who upon the outside smiled,
Burnished like beetles, inwardly defiled;
With hair that like a thunder-cloud, black-brightening,
Caught the sunlight, and flashed it back in lightning.
No Demon ever toyed with worthier folds,
About a comelier throat, to strangle souls;
A face that dazzled you with life's white-heat,
Devouring, as it drew you off your feet,
With eyes that set the Beast o' the blood astir,
Leaping in heart and brain, alive for her;
Melted the sword of soul within its sheath:
The knee-joints loosened, smitten by her breath,
Until you bowed, as the strong beast bowëth,
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Lithe, amorous lips, cruel in curve and hue,
Which, greedy as the grave, my kisses drew
With hers, that to my mouth like live things clung
Long after, and in memory fiercely stung:
A dainty morsel of the Devil's meat
To roll beneath my tongue, as poison sweet!
Had not the Mother ate forbidden food,
This was the Daughter among Women who would
“But what avails to cast on her the blame?
I will not: will not name her by her name.
The deed is done; the sin is sinned; the brand
Is on my brow; the blood burns on my hand.
“I must have been a beast myself from birth.
We lived as Beasts in that old burrow of earth
They called a House; the Cot where I was born;
One of those dwellings Poets will adorn
Outside with Honeysuckle and climbing Rose,
But where, within, no flower of Heaven blows
With sweetening breath, for want of air and light,
And in the wild weeds crawl the things of night:
Where any life-warmth quickens the dark slime
Of hovelled sin to swarm in shame and crime.
“My Pastoral Home was one wherein are grown
Boys for the Hulks; girls for the pitiless Town
That flaunts beneath the gaslights on the highway,
The full-blown flowers of many a filthy by-way!
Where Virtue has no safeguard, Vice no veil;
The Devil sowed his seed, never to fail—
With such a soil—in growing harvest meet
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“I should have been the beast that Nature binds
To beaten ways, and with her blinkers blinds,
But, was a Beast with scope to work all ill;
Treat Wife and dumb things cruelly—sin—kill—
And go to Hell by freedom of the will.
And yet I knew not—such the curse of sin!—
Until the fall came, what was ripe within;
What demon I had nursed past suckling-time,
To find that it could go alone in crime.
“She came to me, her great black eyes aglare
Like stars of bale, yet with the hunted stare
Of wild things; such as made me stare to see
What danger followed her and threatened me.
I knew that Nemesis was drawing near,
And in the beating of my heart could hear
The footsteps that will shake strong men with fear.
What is it?’ I asked. What need for her to tell?
'Twas writ all over her. I knew too well.
And still I stared beyond, as if that way
The blackness rose that blotted out my day.
For days, and weeks, and months her secret lay
Safe-nestled, unsuspected by her friends,
But one day all disguise in sinning ends,
And every way-side hiding-place is past.
She had to leave her home and flee at last—
Mad with the misery of a Mother's pain,
She ran to me, through fire, and hail, and rain,
And mire below, and thunder overhead;
Ran lightning-dazed, and drenched, till nearly dead.
“Well I remember that Last Day . I see
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As with the black seal of Eternity.
It was about mid-Spring, when suddenly
The rear of beaten Winter turned in ire,
And there was battle fierce of Frost and Fire.
The Birds stopped singing; all the golden flame
O' the Sun went out; the Cattle homeward came.
With a forerunning shiver rushed the breeze,
And, in the Woods, the hushed and listening trees,
That had been standing deathly-dark and still,
Wind-whitened sprang, with every leaf athrill.
I watched the tortured clouds go hurrying by,
Racked with the rending spirit of prophecy:
Like Pythonesses in the pangs, they tossed
And writhed in shadowy semblance of the Lost:
They met, they darted death, they reared, they roared,
And down the torrent of the tempest poured!
Through heaven's windows the blue lightnings gleamed,
And like a fractured pane the sky was seamed:
Hailstones made winter on the whitened ground,
And for two hours the thunder warrayed round.
And then I heard the Thrush begin again,
With his more liquid warble after rain.
“Tearing through all the fearful storm she came;
Worse storm within, and in her eyes hell-flame
Had broken loose to kindle, past control,
In huge dare-devilry of reckless soul.
As springs a Madman, dancing upon deck,
Who hath doomed the Ship, and glories in the wreck;
As at a Prison-window one may stand
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Her spirit sprang at mine. Her looks were wild.
She had come to me, she said, to bring the child,
For no one had a greater right to it!
This was God's truth, not merely meant for wit.
She swore that she had come there and would stay
Till it was born, and safely put away.
And even while I cursed her pangs grew worse,
And stopped me with an everlasting curse.
“Good God! this is too bad,’ I thought; and laughed
A laugh as bitter as the cup I quaffed.
I had been married just a month! my Wife
Knew nothing of this dead love come to life.
As Fate would have it, she had gone from home:
I knew that any minute she might come.
With desperate voice the woman made me writhe;
Harsh as the whetstone on the Mower's scythe
She rasped me all on edge; the hell-sparks flew,
Till there seemed nothing that I dared not do.
‘Kill it, you Coward! Why not kill us both?’
She taunted me; and I felt little loth.
Then something whispered, ‘Why not kill them both?’
I said I would, and clenched it with an oath.”
Now, while he spake, there came a frightful change
Upon him with transfiguration strange,
And slowly he assumed his mortal dress
With a last look of dying consciousness:
The eyes turned stony in a sightless stare,
And of all presence he grew unaware:
Clouded and lost within his dreadful dream
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Of inner agony; his body shook,
And from his mazèd face did “Murder” look.
It was as when in dreams you see a dumb
Mouth shaped to cry it, though no sound will come!
While in his hand he grasped a gleaming knife,
So keen, you saw it thirst for a drink of life:
And, as he passed into his haunted gloom,
His dreadful purpose drew him from the room.
So terrible the scene, I should have cried
For help in the death-eddies,—must have died
But for the strong calm Spirit at my side,
Who took me by the hand and turned on mine
Her cordial face with comfortable shine.
And then the darkness gave a sudden sigh,
And a wind rose that went lamenting by.
Listen,” She said. I leaned, all ear, to hark;
I felt the quake of footsteps through the dark,
Heavily hurrying down a distant stair,
And caught a piteous wail faint on the air.
The dog howled his lone cry, as he would fain
Give warning, knowing it was all in vain.
Then came the liquid gurgle and the ring
Metallic, with the heavy plop and ping,
Heavier than largest water-drops that fall
From melting icicles on house-eaves tall.
I knew them now; this resurrection night
Sounds were translated into things of sight.
These were the innocent drops a father shed;
They had the weight of blood, fell heavy as lead.
And now again I felt the grinding sound
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The shudders of the house; the sighs and moans;
The ring of iron dropped upon the stones;
The cloudy presence prowling near; the quake
Of walls that vibrate with the parting shake;
Then the relief. As they who stoop with dread,
While the Simoon goes withering overhead
Like iron red-hot, look up and breathe at last,
So felt I when that thing of Night had passed.
'Tis but a dream, methought, and I shall wake
Ere long and from its dread embraces break.
And if I could but only wake, I knew
By light of day these things could not be true!
How many a dream before had wraith-like gone
To nothing at the sceptic smile of Dawn.
And still I could not wake, nor wake my Wife;
And still the dream went on, and like as life
There stood the Angel in it; overshone
The well-known room.
And then Her voice went on.
“The nether world hath opened at your feet,
And you have seen ascending from the Pit
The torment-smoke, where furnace-fires of Crime
Have cracked the crust of this your world of Time.
“It was an awful hour of storm and rain
And starless gloom in which the Child was slain.
Wild, windily the Night went roaring by,
As if loud seas broke in the woodlands nigh,
Or all the blasts of Heaven at once were hurled
To stop the onward rolling of the world.
The firmament was all one flash, and fled:—
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“He had dug his grave amid this war of storm;
He bore the murdered Babe upon his arm
For burial, where no eye should ever mark!
Just then Heaven opened at him with the bark
Of all the Hell-hounds loosed. And in the dark
Out went the light, and down he dropped the key,
That was to lead to safety secretly.
He was alone with Death, and paces three
Beyond the door an open grave gaped, free
For all the daylight world to come and see;
And he was fastened.
Like the luckless wight
Who wagered he would enter a Vault at night
In some old Graveyard, and, in proof he did,
Would leave his dagger stuck in a Coffin-lid.—
He ventured: bravely dashed the weapon down,
And turned to triumph, when, by the student-gown
He was held fast, as if the living Tomb
Had closed upon him; clutched him in the gloom.
He had pinned his long robe to the coffin! Fright
Came on him like a snow-fall! Weirdly-white
His hair turned, and the youth was a forlorn,
Old, gray-faced, gibbering Idiot next morn.
“The murderer did not madden thus, but he
Was stamped as if for all Eternity.
He stooped with his dead child, he groped and found
The key, and got the Corse safe underground,
And out of sight had hid his murder-hole,
Ere Dawn looked ghostly on his guilty soul,
And on his hands no man could see the stain.
His madness went beyond the burning brain;
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“The hour came when he lost that key again.
As the death-rattles thundered in his throat,
And earth was rushing past his soul afloat,
And pain had fiercely throbbed itself to rest,
And time stopped ticking in the brain and breast,
It gleamed and vanished from his fading sight,
And snapped his eye-strings straining through the night.
Thenceforth it was his hottest hell to be
Living the moment when he lost his key:
Hell that is permanent insanity!
“There was a man who died ages ago,
And 'tis his madness still to wile his woe
At work for ever, perfecting the plan
That should have, must have shown his fellow-man
How innocent he was of that old crime
He died for justly—had he thought in time.
“Even so this lost soul whirls and eddies round
The grave-place where the lost key must be found,
If the mad motion would a moment cease,
And he could only get a moment's peace;
He often sees it, but he cannot touch
It; like a live thing it eludes his clutch—
Gone like that glitter from the eyes of Death
In the black river at night that slides beneath
The Bridges, tempting souls of Suicides
To find the promised rest it always hides.
“For seven years it was his curse to come
At midnight and fulfil his dreadful doom,
Looking for that lost key, lest it revealed
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Feeling at times he could endure his hell
If in one world of torment he might dwell.
And still from world to world he had to go
Wandering with incommunicable woe;
Well knowing that, for every moment lost,
His soul would be in treble anguish tossed,
While every storm of wind and rain would beat
Down on him, kindle hell to tenfold heat,
And make him hurry to your upper air,
Lest it should blow and wash the bones all bare.
For often will a wind of God arise
At midnight, and the voice of Murder cries
From it, and bones of murdered babes are found;
Earth will no longer be their burial ground.
And so on stormy nights his pangs are worst;
More live the portent in the blackness hearsed:
More dread the gnashings of that soul accursed.
“For seven years he came, unseen, unheard.
'Twas but the other day the bones were stirred.
As men were delving heedless underground,
They broke in on them, scattered them around:
Not guessing they were human.
Lower in hell
His spirit sank, like waters in a well
Before there springs the Earthquake. Tremblings sore
Shook him with vengeance never felt before.
He came; he found the murder had leaped out;
The grave was burst; the bones were strewn about
For all the world to find!
It mattered not
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To undistinguishable dust in peace;
That Death had signed his order of release
From this world's law; Death had no shadows dim
Enough to hide the blacker truth from him.
He was the Murderer still, who had to hide
The proofs of murder on the human side!
The Child was his; these were its tender bones,
Blown with the dust and dashed against the stones.
And all his care, his self-enfolded pain
And midnight watchings lone, were all in vain.
“The worms that in the dead flesh riot and roll
Are poor faint types of those that gnawed his soul!
For ever beaten now; though he should find
And grasp the key he lost when he went blind
In death: In vain he mounts upon a wind
Of torment; tries to fan the dry dust over them
With endless toil; no sooner does he cover them
Than there's an ominous muttering in the air,
And in an instant all the bones lie bare;
While lurking devils grin through masks at him,
In likeness of his Child's head, gorily grim!
“It comes upon him, almost with a gleam
Of comfort, when he's rapt into the Dream
You saw him change in, and he passes through
His night of murder; lives it all anew,
So vividly each sound is heard by you;
Each particle of Matter set afloat
Upon a Mind-wave, tossing like a boat
The Spirit rides.
For, as, upon his brain,
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Till sense had dyed the spirit with their stain,
And Memory was branded deep as Cain,
So now his spirit echoes back again
The fixed ideas of a soul insane,
Till Matter taking impress of his pain,
Reverberates the sounds within your brain.”

IV. PART IV.

I mused and mused in great astonishment,
While on, and on, the growing wonder went
Within, without, on wings that widelier spread.
How many things,” oft to myself I had said,
“I have to ask, if one came from the dead.”
And now I had my wish. My thought could rise
No fleeter than the answer filled her eyes
And flashed electric utterance with the whole
Illumined figure of a living soul!
“More Laws than Gravitation keep us down
To the old place from whence the soul had flown.
Not every one in death can get adrift
Freely for life. Some have no wings to lift
Their weary weight: the body of their sin
Which they so evilly have laboured in:
Others will touch as 'twere the window-sill
To flutter back upon the ground-floor still.
Others yet grovel like the beast belogged
In the old ways, to which they are self-clogged.
Just as the Spirits of an earlier race
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On earth, and revelling in the moon's pale rays,
Were seen as Wee Folk in old wondering days.
“A-many wander this side of the grave
To get the last glimpse they can ever have
Of those they loved, who will be lost in light,
While they go darkling and are lost in night.
They see them sometimes in the world of breath;
They part for ever at the second death.
Others would blot from out the book of Time
The published proofs of their long-secret crime
That glare so guiltily to spirit-sight.
Teachers who called Good evil; darkness light;
Who see more clearly in the unclouding day,
Strive to recall the souls they led astray,
And find the world, that once hung on their breath,
Goes by them now; heedless, and deaf as Death.
Some, who have done a wrong that, unperceived,
Ran to a sea of sin, are sorely grieved,
And ready to spend the next life shut from bliss,
Might they but right the wrong they did in this:
So clear, so awful, when the past is seen,
Grows the dark mystery of might-have-been.
“This happened under the broad shining day,
Right in the rush of life that makes its way
Through London streets.
Slowly, 'mid that swift throng,
A thoughtful man went mooningly along;
More lonely in that wilderness of men.
And at a corner where the Devil's den
Is palace-fronted now—all gilt and glass—
Illuminating nightly all who pass
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And souls are sloughed, like city sewage, down
Dead-Sea-ward, through the sink-holes of the town,
He heard a pitiful voice that took strange hold
Of him; ran through his blood in lightnings cold;
Mournful, remote, and hollow, as if the tomb
Had buried a live spirit in its gloom,
Monotonously praying on below
A vast unutterable weight of woe;
A voice that its own speaker would not know!
As if unbreathing life were doomed to bear
Shut down on it the load of all the air.
He stopped.
A woman clothed in rags he saw
With fixed beseeching eyes begin to draw
Him to her; left no power to say them nay.
With one stretched arm she begged; on the other lay,
Soft in a snow of gold, a Cherub Child!
So have you seen a Glowworm on the wild
Wide moorland; all the dusk a moment smiled.
“For the babe's sake he thrust a coin of gold
Into her hand! but, it fell through, and rolled
Ringing along the stones: he followed, found
It, brought it back and looked around:
There was no woman waiting with her hand
Outstretched, no Child, where he had seen them stand.
In vain he searched each by-way round about;
Through life even, never made the mystery out.
“The truth is, he was one of those who see
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The Beggar was a Spirit, doomed to plead
With hurrying way-farers, who took no heed,
But passed her by, indifferent as the dead,
Till one should hear her voice and turn the head;
Doomed to stand there and beg for bread, in tears,
To feed her child that had been dead for years!
This was the very spot where she had spent
Its life for drink, and this the punishment;
She felt she had let it slip into the grave,
And now would give eternal life to save:
Heartless and deaf and blind the world went by,
Until this Dreamer came, with seeing eye;
The good Samaritan of souls had given
And wrought the change that was to her as Heaven.
“It is not Crime alone brings Spirits back
To pull beside you in the wonted track.
Shadows of mortal care will cloud the brow
That should have shone as clear as sunlit snow:
And those who hindered here must help you now.
Not always can the soul forgive in heaven
Itself for deeds that have been long forgiven.
“A wedded couple, bedded, snug as birds
In nested peace, one night must needs have words
Of strife before they slept. A foolish thing
Had on a sudden set them bickering;
Some wild-fire wisp had dropped a subtle spark
That kindled at a breath blown through the dark,
And all their passion burst in tongues of flame:
Their anger blinding both to personal blame.
She had been pillowed on his beating heart,
And in an instant they had sprung apart!

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The arm that wound about her he withdrew,
And Night, with dark divorce, came 'twixt the two.
“A little thing had plucked them palm from palm;
A little thing had broke their happy calm;
A little thing fall'n in the pleasant path
Of their life-stream, that turned to bubbling wrath!
And little might have made them yield and cling
Repentant; yea, a very little thing.
A touch would have sufficed to make the stream
Flow calm once more; dream out its happy dream.
A kiss have fused them into one again,
And saved them many a year of piteous pain.
'Twas such a little thing they had to do;
Both yearned to make it up, and this each knew.
If one could but have said ‘Good-night,’ scared Love
Would have come down to brood like Holy Dove.
And, being done, all would have been so well.
Not being done, it left the rift for Hell
To break through, and another triumph win,—
Ever the worst of Traitors are within:
But neither spoke, though long upon the wing
Love waited lingeringly listening!
“Waking, he heard her in her slumbers weep,
And then he slept, and in the guise of Sleep
Death came for him, nor gave him time to say
‘Good-night,’ ‘Good-bye,’ and at his side she lay
A Widow! And upon that dark no day
Hath broke for her. For him, no hell nor heaven
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Night after night at her bedside he stands,
Wringing his soul as one may wring the hands;
By natural law of grievèd love; not sent
By Vengeance for unnatural punishment.
“The unslain shadows of the Martyrs slain,
Rise on their fields of old heart-ache and pain,
To fight their battle over and over again.
Half-buried hands, still thrust up through the sod,
From fields of carnage, prayerfully to God,
Will grasp the weapons of immortal war.
Freed spirits make their conquering battle-car
Of human hearts: they do but hold their breath
To smite unheard in their dark cloud of death.
They work for Freedom still, though out of sight;
They are torch-bearers in your mortal night.
The Tyrants may destroy the body; drench
The life out with the blood, but cannot quench
It! They may string the corses high in air,
But cannot keep the soul suspended there.
“Wide as the wings of Sleep by night are spread,
Are Freedom's Exiles scattered, and her dead
Have lain them wearily down beneath God's dome.
But every banished spirit hurries home,
Soon as the free, long-fettered life up-springs
Awave one day on mighty warrior-wings.
Each soul, let out, fights with the strength of seven,
Under God's shield, and on the side of Heaven.
“The other world is not cut off from this:
Forgetfulness is not the gate of bliss.
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They touch you with the waving of their wing,
Lightly as airs of heaven the Æolian string.
At times as Comforters above you stoop,
To lift the burden from you when ye droop!
As parents on their little ones may peep
Ere going to rest, they bend to bless your sleep.
They show you Pictures which are faintly wrought
In shadows that take life in waking thought.
With fruit from our Lord's Garden dear ones come
To bring you a foretaste: try to lure you home.
“With clap o' the shoulder, friends behind you steal
The old glad way which ye no longer feel:
They watch you as ye watch the darkened mind
Of some arrested spirit; try to unwind
A way to it; with drops of pity melt
The clod about it; have your fondness felt:
Even as ye turn your thoughts to them above,
Do they return to you; look back for love.
“They left you standing still at gaze upon
The cloud they entered, where the light last shone.
And while the wet eyes yearn and watch the track,
As if by that same way they might come back,
And through the dark ye stretch the ungrasped hand,
There, at some window of the soul, they stand
All whitely clothed with immortality,
Closer to you than flesh and blood can be.
The cloud is lifted from the vapoury bourne;
Although you know them not, the dead return;
To dry the Mourner's tear and hush the wail,
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“Old loves are with you in your dreams; but fear
Lest they should make their presence felt too near;
The face of Love in Heaven they dare not show,
Lest with its glory they might set aglow
Your earthly love, which leaps to embrace a bliss
That lives and dies in a consuming kiss.
So warm Laodamïa wooed her dead
Dear Husband's Shade, as if they were new-wed!
“And certain spirits are perplexed to find
How like their life to that they left behind
In natural nearness to their darlings here,
Who lose them just because they are so near
In life that grows impenetrably clear!
“Many who tossed together on the sea,
And parted in the storm; lost utterly;
Find they were only wrecked to meet again,
Safe on the same shore, after all the pain.
God hath so many paths by which we come
To Him; through many doors He draws us Home.
'Tis but His wilderness of secret ways
That to our vision seems a trackless maze.
“Others are horribly startled at the change
Revealed in death, all is so wondrous strange!
So many weeds, your blind world flung aside,
Are gathered up as flowers, thrice-glorified.
So many Masters in the realms of breath
Serve at the feet of those who are crowned in death.
So many who ruled the world are set to rule
Themselves for ages in a painful school.

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The Invisible dawns! The sleepers wake to find
Less death in dying than in living blind:
And now the eyes their earthly scales let fall,
They see that they have never lived at all.
“I knew a follower of the strictest faith,
Whose dead religion rested on a death,
And frequent praying in the market-place,
With proclamation of his private grace;
Who sat among the loftiest Self-Elect,
But had not learned through life to walk erect—
Strait-waistcoated in stony pieties—
And when Death came—the Iconoclast who frees—
He could not stand without their rigid stay:
The Maker's image had but stamped the clay.
As one may don the fashion of a day,
On earth he wore the mask of Man awhile,
But when the Searchers stripped him, with a smile,
The wizened spirit shrank from man's disguise:
It fled, and fell, and wriggled, reptile-wise.
Some had been hailed immortals upon Earth—
Immortals prematurely brought to birth.
‘And are you happy in your Heaven,’ they said,
‘O Great One?’ But he sadly shook his head,
And with both clutching hands upheld his crown
That only kept on—toppling, tumbling down.
His earthly halo was a world too wide;
His glory of greatness shrank so when he died,
That blatant Fame evoked with her misfit
Derisive laughter from the Infinite.
“I have seen the foolish slaves of luxury,
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In Pleasure's poppy-garden drowse and press
With amorous arms my Lady Idleness;
Who, floating downward in voluptuous dream,
Just lean to catch the sparkles from Life's stream
That runs with Siren-sound and dizzying dance,
And hides its wrecks with winking radiance,—
Who, risen from life's feast, came reeling thence
Immortals, drunken with the fumes of Sense;
I've seen them in a pleasure-seeking group,
At Death's low door with mock politeness stoop,
And wantonly they went, nodding the head,
As though to lightsome music they were led:
Heedless the merry madcaps came before
The awful gate, as 'twere a Playhouse door;
It opened, and the darlings entered in
As to the secret Paradise of Sin!
But in a moment what a change there was.
In front of them there rose a mocking glass
In place of drop-scene—this was not a Play—
In which they stared, and could not turn away,
But still stared on, in silence one and all,
To see their finery fade, their feathers fall;
In this grim moulting of the plumes of pride
They had to lay all ornaments aside;
And on the face of every Woman and Man,
Like wet paint on a mask, the colours ran;
The skin grew writhled, and within the head
Their eyes looked like gray ghosts of hopes long dead.
“The naked image of their own Selves they see,
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Worm-eaten through and through with thoughts that prey
On life itself, and eat the soul away.
Wine-cups await them; though well-kept for years
The wine, it had been made of human tears,
And tasted bitter! Fruit was given to eat,
The fruit of their own life; so smiling-sweet
It looked! like apples when the shining round
Is made of rose-leaf on a golden ground;
The crimson and the golden melting through,
Right to the core, in one delicious hue.
But these were Apples of the Dead-Sea shore;
Ashes without, and maggots at the core.
Saluting their fine nostrils Odours rise;
The scent of lifelong human sacrifice!
The brother's blood, that climbs to them and cries.
Then are they led where healing waters wait
To wash the soilèd soul; repristinate
The image of God so earthily concealed;
But while they lave find, more and more revealed,
Deeper disfigurement and deadlier stain,
As wetted marble shows the darker grain.

V. PART V.

The dim world of the dead is all alive;
All busy as the bees in summer hive;
More living than of old; a life so deep,
To you its swifter motion looks like sleep.
Whether in bliss they breathe, in bale they burn,
His own eternal living each must earn.
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We live no life, as many dream, caressed
By some vast lazy sea of endless rest—
For there, as here, unbusy is unblest.
“Man is the wrestling-place of Heaven and Hell,
Where, foot to foot, Angel and Devil dwell,
With both attractions drawing him. This gives
The perfect poise in which his freedom lives.
No one so near to heaven to lack for scope;
No one so near to hell to lose all hope.
Whichever way he wills, to left or right,
Lets in a flood of supernatural might.
He flames out hellward, and all hell is free,
Rejoicing in the gust of liberty,
To rush in on him, work its devilry!
In strength of faith, or feebleness of fear,
He bows and bends the highest heavens near.
The brightness upon Prayer's uplifted face
Reflects some spirit-presence in the place.
“Each impure nature hath its parasites,
That live and revel in unclean delights.
Like moths around a flame they float and swarm;
Like flies about a horse, they ride the warm
And reeking air which is their atmosphere,
Their breath of life, the ranker the more dear.
They glory in the grossness of the blood,
For, reptile-like, they lay their eggs in mud.
In every darksome corner of the mind
They hang their webs, the wingèd life to bind;
Weaving the shadow of the Evil One
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“If those blind Unbelievers did but know
Through what a perilous Unknown they go
By light of day; what furtive eyes do mark
Them fiercely from their ambush of the dark;
What motes of spirit dance in every beam;
What grim realities mix with their dream;
What serpents try to pull down fallen souls,
As earth-worms drag the dead leaves through their holes;
What cunning sowers scatter seed by night
That flames to fatal flower in broad daylight;
And rub their hands at having danced it in
Ere the sun rise to ripen it in sin!
What foul birds drop their eggs in innocent nests,
To win their heat from warmth of innocent breasts:
What snaky thieves surmount each garden wall;
On life's fresh leaves what caterpillars crawl;
What cool green pleasaunces and brooding bowers
Are set with soul-snares hid among the flowers;
What Tempters in the Chamber of Sleep will break,
And with insidious whisperings keep awake
The Soul! How, toad-like, at the ear will lurk
The squatted Satan, wickedly at work:
What evil spirits hover in amorous hate
Round him who nibbles at the devil's bait,
Or him who dallies, fingering the sharp edge
Of peril, or sits with feet beyond the ledge,
By some dark water, with his face ash-wan,
Until they urge him over: a doomed Man!
What cruel demons try to break a way,
Through weak brains, back to their lost world of day,
Till from some little rift in nature yawns
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What starvelings seek to drink Corruption's breath
From rosy life, more rich than rot of death;
What ghosts of drinkers old would quench their drouth
At the wine-bibber's dreaming stertorous mouth;
What Sirens seek to kindle at your fire
Of passion some live spark of dead desire—
They would be ready even to doubt God's power
To shield their little life from hour to hour,
And many would be going, with idiot-grin,
Out of their mind to let the marvel in.
“But do not think the Devil hath his will.
Whate'er he doth he is God's servant still.
And in the larger light of day divine
The spark of his hell-fire shall cease to shine.
God maketh use of him; what he intends
For evil Heaven will turn to its own ends.
With subtle wile he tries to circumvent
The Lord, and works just what the Master meant.
He hangs the dark cloud round this world of yours;
God smileth, and a rain of good down-pours.
He strove to found the Empire of the Slave,
It crumbled in: he had but delved its grave.
“He stole upon a Nation, in disguise
Of thieves that prowled by night; day-lurking spies;
Plotters who privily set their eyes to mark
Her weakness, and garrotted her i' the dark!
The face of Freedom frightfully they scarred,
That men might know her not, so sadly marred,
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And, finding she grew calm, mistake her nature!
They built about her; dreamed not she would stand
Up, terribly tall once more; and, in her hand—
Clenched, till the knuckles whiten with their grip—
And the blood blackens 'neath the nails that nip—
The sword set sharp as is her red-edged lip:
And in her eyes the lightnings that should break
In blinding, black, irreparable wreck:—
Rending their roof to heaven, their walls to earth,
(The sorer travail the more glorious birth!)
An Earthquake crash! the edifice is crowned,
And there's a heap of ruin on the ground!—
Arise, to sweep them from her onward path,
Stern as the Spectre of God's whitest wrath.
Even while they clutched the gains of their foul play
And parted them, I heard the Avengers say—
‘They plant in dust a breath will blow away,
Although they wet it well with blood to-day.
“‘Ay, Traitor, mount your topmost pinnacle.
The merry-making Heavens would mark you well,
Where all the gazers of the world may see
You throned upon the peak of infamy!’
So crooned the implacable ministers of Fate,
Standing in shadow where they watch and wait.
“‘Well done. Now place the crown upon your brow,
With its brave glitter all eyes dazzle now:
Lost in its splendour is that frightful stain
Branded beneath; the murder-mark of Cain!’

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So crooned the implacable ministers of Fate,
Standing in shadow where they watch and wait.
“‘Well done. Now fold the Imperial Purple round,
And let a Pope's Anointed, robed and crowned,
Thus glorify the blood so basely spilt;
Thus image to all time the loftiest guilt.’
So crooned the implacable ministers of Fate,
Standing in shadow where they watch and wait.
“‘Well done, thou faithful servant. Hell shall rise
From half her thrones to offer you their prize,
And meet you coming; greet you with a kiss
Of benison, for such a deed as this!’
So crooned the implacable ministers of Fate,
Standing in shadow where they watch and wait.”
“Was Satan sent from heaven to ruin earth?”
I asked, “or what the story of his birth?”
“Both heaven and hell are from the human race,
And every soul projects its future place:
Long shadows of ourselves are thrown before,
To wait our coming on the eternal shore.
These either clothe us with eclipse and night,
Or, as we enter them, are lost in light.
“We look on Evil as the shadow dark
Of the reflected bridge; the nether Arc,
That makes some perfect circle of night and day,
Through which our river of life runs on its way
To that wide sea where, all Time-shadows past,
It shall but mirror one clear heaven at last.

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“There is no Devil such as Milton saw;
No fallen Angel's eyes divined the flaw
In God's work, whereby Man might be accursed.
The Devil was a murderer from the first,
Was said of old. But it was softly nursed
Up from a babe in arms. A little seed
Of sin was sown that grew with little heed.
By door or window little sins will win
A way that widens for the larger sin,
As tiniest lichens, climbing up the wall,
May lend a hand to help the Ivy crawl
That is to tower a conqueror over all
The house in ruin, crumbling to the fall.
Once life is set in motion there upspring
Infinite issues to the smallest thing.
A finger's breadth in swerving as we start
May land us in the end two worlds apart.
“Our parents were not tempted by a Tree
That hung out luscious fruitage, visibly
Held in God's hand, on purpose to beguile
Their simpleness with its suggesting smile.
Take this as symbol of a world within;
There was the serpent born, there bred the sin.
The trees that midmost in the Garden stood,
Took root in soul and blossomed in the blood.
Nor were they left without the inward light,
The starry presence shining through your night,
That shows the wrong while it reveals the right:
The magnet in the soul that points on through
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“The still small voice within cried
‘Do not this,
Or it will lead from me, and ye will miss
The innocent brightness of your morning bliss,
And long in a wild wilderness will stray,
Farther and farther from the primal way,
Until ye lose me, darkling in a cloud
Of your own making, winding like a shroud
About the life I gave; nor feel me near
When ye do call and think there's none to hear.’
“And yet men dally with the thought of wrong
Until they do it: looking down too long,
Like him who, on a perilous mountain ledge,
Gazes upon the gulf, dark o'er the edge,
Till he grows dizzy, and, with brain a-swim,
Forgetting to look up—drops! Or, like him
Who stood and watched that Titan, face to face,
The vast Steam-Hammer, with its monster mace,
Until the blows of its recurrent sound
Snapped his last trembling hold of things around;
Mazed him and drew him nigher, slip by slip,
To thrust his hand into its crushing grip.
“They dallied with wrong-doing, and it grew
Too strong to wrestle with, and overthrew.
Eyes play with Pleasure! Looking overmuch
Sets all the blood a-tingle for the touch!
How the fruit smiles, delicious to the eyes;
How quietly the Snake behind it lies,—
The Beast that in the man erect and crowned
Tends ever to go grovelling on the ground,—
With all his weight bending the branch down near;
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Winds round the soul, makes it a-tiptoe stand
With love-sick longing till it lifts the hand
To pluck, and feel, and smell, and taste just one
Ripe Apple, whose gold glistens so i' the sun!
But one step over the forbidden marge;
The sin so little, the delight so large!
“Thus is the Devil born: born every day,
Harmless at first as toothless whelps at play;
Is born in thoughts which are the quick live seeds
That will be striving to take shape in deeds;
So would be born could any race begin
Afresh; so form the protoplasm of Sin,
The pustule raised at just a prick of pin;
The nest-egg which the Devil is hatched in.
For Man, the outcome of Creation's past,
Is flower of all earth's life from first to last:
No lower life hath ever passed away
But left its larvæ in the human clay.
No reptile of the slime, no beast of prey,
But human passions personate to-day.
And these break loose to rend in deadly strife,
And will break loose, till, in the higher life,
The soul arisen to her immortal stature
Leads, Una-like, these grim necessities of Nature.
“To picture what I mean: see here, a Wife,
With bosom just a-brood o'er life-in-life,
Who in a fury-fit snatched up a knife
And hurled it at her husband. 'Twas a miss,
Though near enough to hear Death's arrow hiss!
She had not dyed her hand in human blood,
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Of wrath that surged and smoked and flashed hell-flame;
Given her babe baptism in the Devil's name:
Stained the pure thing of heaven a lurid hue
With fume o' the pit, the white star reddened through.
And from that Mother-stricken life there grew
A Murderer whose own hand that Mother slew.
“The ghosts of our own crimes long-buried will
Live after us and haunt our children still.
Our vices, hid for generations past,
Break out and blab their secret tale at last.

VI. PART VI.

But Earth is not the Devil's merry-go-round.
The Angels of the Lord are ever found
Encamped about the soul that looks to Him:
These are an inner lamp when all is dim
Without, they light poor souls through horrors grim.
Even as a myriad sunbeams hour by hour
Melt to make rich one little summer flower;
Or as a myriad souls of flowers fleet
Away to make a single summer sweet—
So many spirits make one smile of God
That feeds your life transfiguring from its clod.
There is no lack of Angel-carriers
When mortals post to heaven their fervent prayers!
And these are happy in their work, for still
They find their heaven in doing the Father's will.
The Blessèd do not leave some happy seat
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They have no need to thread their starry way
Through worlds of night, or wilderness of day.
Spirit to Spirit hath not far to run,
Because in God all souls are verily one
Throughout all worlds: there are no walls of Space
Where all eternity is dwelling-place.
“Distance is nothing in the world of Thought;
So in the world of Spirit space is nought.
You hear of dying men whose souls have been
Present with distant friends; most surely seen
Before the breathing ceased; for they were there
In Thought so fixed, intense, that, on the air,
Their lineaments the utter yearning wrought,
In spiritual apparition of their thought,
Till they grew visible. This Murderer dwells
In Spirit where his Thought is—hottest Hell's
For him where his infernal deed was done!
The blood effaced so safely from the sun
Hath stained right through beyond this world of time,
Red to the other side, with his old crime.
He does not merely come and go; he is
All presence to the proofs and witnesses.
“Spirits may touch you, being, as you would say,
A hundred thousand million miles away.
Those wires that wed the Old World with the New,
And do your bidding hidden out of view,
Are not the only links Mind lightens through!
The Angels, singing in their heaven above,
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The prayers of heaven fall in a blessèd rain
On souls that parch in purgatorial pain.
Desires uplift from earth with a sense of wings,
Poor souls that drift as helpless outcast things.
“A luminiferous motion of the soul
Pervades the universe, and makes the whole
Vast realm of Being one;—all breathing breath
Of the same life that is fulfilled in death,
And human spirits, from their earthy bound,
Can thrill the Immortals, in their crystal round,
Like flames that leap to a point at some sweet sound,
As though they rose on tiptoe listening;
And set the farthest heavens vibrating,
As air will dance close to a live harpstring.
“God, the Creator, doth not sit aloof,
As in a picture painted on the roof,
Occasionally looking down from thence.
He is all presence and all providence;
Sentient in whatsoever life may draw
Breath from Him, and, beyond, He lives in law.
He doth not sit at one end of the chain
Of Being, thrilling it now and again;
He who is Being and doth bound and bind
Its particles in the Eternal Mind.
Outside His providence we cannot stand.
His presence makes the smallest room expand
Wider than wings of Day and Night e'er fanned.
I who am here, His Messenger, to-night,
But bring that presence to a point in light.
We are the agencies, the living laws,
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“This human life is no mere looking-glass,
In which God sees His shadows as you pass.
He did not start the pendulum of Time,
To go by Law, with one great swing sublime;
Resting Himself in lonely joy apart:
But to each pulse of life is beating heart.
And, as a parent sensitive, is stirred
By falling sparrow, or heart-wingèd word.
“As the Babe's life within the Mother's, dim
And deaf, you dwell in God, a-dream of Him
Ye stir and put forth feelers which are clasped
By airy hands, and higher life is grasped
As yet but darkly. Life is in the root
And looking heavenward, from the ladder-foot.
Wingless as worms, with earthiness fast bound,
Up which ye mount but slowly, round on round.
Long climbing brings ye to the Father's knee;
Ye open gladsome eyes at last to see
That face of Love ye felt so inwardly.
“In this vast universe of worlds no waif
Of spirit looks to Him but floateth safe.
No prayer so lowly but is heard on high;
And if a soul should sigh, and lift an eye,
That soul is kept from sinking with a sigh.
“All life, down to the worm beneath the sod,
Hath spiritual relationships to God—
The Life of Life, the love of all, in all;
Lord of the large and infinitely small.
“Birds find their home across the pathless sea
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From land to land they move, their way illumed
By the inflowing Love that bore them, plumed
For flight, through which the Mother Bird is taught
To know which youngling had the last worm brought;
The Insect led to garner food in nook
For young, on which it never lives to look.
“The veriest atoms, even as worlds above,
Are bridal chambers of creative Love,
Quick with the motion that suspends the whole
Of Matter spiral-spinning toward Soul.
A spirit of life rides every tiny grain
Of flower-seed flying through the air, for rain
And wind to feed until its heavenly Sower
Drops it to earth and it takes form,—a flower!
And nothing is, but groping turns to Him,
Like babe to bosom, though the sight be dim:
Nothing but what reflects in some faint wise
The image that is God in Angel eyes—
The Infinite One, whose likeness we but see
Glassed in the Infinite of Variety:
Just as the waters fix a fluttering beam,
Caught in this chamber, and, with golden gleam,
Throw on the ceiling, limned in little, one
Pale image of the glory of the Sun!
“No seed of life blown down a dark abysm
Of earth or sea but feels the magnetism
That draws us Godward! Flowers sunk in mines,
Or plants in ocean, where no sunbeam shines,
Will blindly climb up toward their Deity,
Far off in Heaven, whom they can never see.

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“There is a Spirit of Life within the Tree
That's fed and clothed from Heaven continually,
And does not draw all nourishment from earth.
It puts a myriad tender feelers forth,
That breathe in heaven and turn the breath to sap:
In every leaf it spreads a tiny lap
To take its manna from the hand of God,
And gather force for fingers 'neath the sod
To clutch the earth with; moulds, from sun and rain,
Its leaves; with spirit-life feeds every vein,
And through each vein makes wood for bough and bark:
Girth for the bole, and rootage down the dark.
“So Man is fed by God and lives in Him:
Not merely nourished by his rootage dim
In a far Past; a dead world underground,
But spirit to spirit reaches life all round.
“Creative heat is current in the soul
From ages past, like sunshine in the coal,
Some fire of heaven in fossil stored away,
But spirit-life yet kindles at the ray
Warm from our Sun that shines for us to-day!
“Not in one primal Man before the Fall
Did God set life a-breathing once for all,
He is the breath of life from first to last;
He liveth in the Present as the Past.
But ye, like rowers, turn your eyes behind;
Ye look Without, and vainly feel to find,
Raised in relief, like letters for the blind,
The substance of that Glory in the mind.

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“Hints of the higher life, the better day,
Visit the human soul, outlining aye
The perfect statue now rough-cast in clay;
And with a mournful sigh ye think and say,
‘This is the type that was, and passed away!’
God holds a flower to you, it only yields
The fragrance fading from forgotten fields.
‘Ah, only Eden could have wafted it!’
Immortal imagery His hand hath writ
Within ye is with revelation lit
By secret shinings of the Infinite.
‘These are but glimmers of a glory gone!’
I tell you they are prophecies of dawn,
And glimpses of the life that still goes on.
Man hath not fall'n from Heaven, nor been cast
Out from some Golden Age lived in the Past!
His fall is from the possible Life before ye:
His fall is from the Crown of Life held o'er ye:
The falling short from an impending glory!
Ye stoop by Corpse-light, groping on the ground,
And lo! the living God, a-shine all round!
Even while I speak there is a quickening,
The unrest of a world that feels the spring;
The crust o' the Letter cracks; new life takes wing:
A strong ground-swell will heave, a wave will break,
The Eternal grows more visibly awake.
“Upon the verge of sunrise ye but stand—
The door of life just open in your hand.
Behind you is the slip of space ye passed;
Before you an illimitable vast.
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Of those who ran the foremost in the race,
With light of God full-shining on their face!
Look up, as Children of the Light, and see
That ye are bound for immortality,
Not passing from it: Heirs of Heaven ye,
Not Exiles. God reverses human growth
For spirits; they go ripening toward youth
For ever. The fair Garden that still gleams
Across the desert, miraged in your dreams,
Smiles from the spirit, rather than the sod,
Wherever hallowed feet of Love have trod;
Wherever souls yet walk and talk with God.
And Heaven is as near Earth now as when
The Angels visibly conversed with Men.
'Neath human roofs still stoopeth the Divine
Closer than ever; makes the heart its shrine.
“God hath been gradually forming Man
In His own image since the world began,
And is for ever working on the soul,
Like Sculptor on his Statue, till the whole
Expression of the upward life be wrought
Into some semblance of the Eternal Thought.
Race after Race hath caught its likeness of
The Maker as the eyes grew large with love.
“You ask me ‘how the lamp of life burns on
When all that visibly fed the flame is gone?’
“Man does not live alone by visible breath,
And He who brings to life will lead through death.
Wait yet a little while, and ye shall see
The flame was breathed on; fed invisibly:
And that its motion springs with force seven-fold
When the life-heat is clashed against Death's cold.

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“You think of spirit as prison-walled about
By substance, marvelling how it can get out!
But to my vision radiates the soul
Through body; by its pulses lights the whole
With life, and makes it luminous as the glass
Through which you see but only in spirit pass.
The wee babe nestled in the Mother's lap,
Feels her soul radiate in love, and wrap
It softly in the very heart of bliss,
And draw all heaven through it in a kiss.
“As chalk is formed at bottom of the sea
From life that sheds its shell continually;
As bones are built up out of life's decay,
The body is shaped of substance sloughed away
From soul in ripening: 'tis a husk which yields
The earthy scaffold whereby spirit builds
Its heavenly house, that stands when the world-crust
Is made of dropped and perished human dust.
Spirit is Lord and Master at the death,
As in beginning, of its house of breath.
And from it the new shape is surely given,
When visible form fades, cloud-like, into Heaven.
“Man does not live alone by hunger and drouth,
But by the breath which kindles from love's mouth:
'Tis breathing spirit makes the body breathe,
And sets in outer type the life beneath.
So print makes visible the unseen thought
To pass away, the miracle being wrought.
Life is an inner energy, unfurled
In visible shows from an invisible world;

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Still fed and fed from that Almighty force
Of which no science yet hath grasped the source,
Whose infant germ from the dead seed reborn,
Is greater than a realm of ripened corn.
Like worlds warmed into being by their Sun,
Ye are embodied by the rays that run
Mysteriously across a gulf of night;
A bridge of spirit laid in beams of light.
And that which is the centre of the blaze
Travels in life unseen along the rays.
The book will pass; the living Mind works on;
The Visible fades; still shines the Eternal sun.
“I tell you these things are: I may not show
You how: there's much the senses cannot know.
Who knows the links of that invisible chain
Which runs from soul to soul, from brain to brain,
Whereby thought passes into other thought,
And out of sound its silent shape is wrought?
You see the miracle done before your eyes,
And in the flash of spirit to spirit dies
The common daylight: visual sense is blind
To see how Matter is made quick by Mind.
And there's a power in the hidden soul
To pass in at the eyes and print its whole
Self, in a picture finished infinitely
Beyond the portrait that the eyes can see.
Eyes ne'er behold your own souls face to face:
Your real selves invisibly embrace.
“You know not how a prayer ascends to God.
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In answer; hear no door turn on the hinge
When heaven opens, or the hells impinge
Upon the soul with their suggestion dark.
Good spirits help, but how you cannot mark:
The bridge is still invisible that doth span
Your known and unknown: reach from God to Man.
“With labours infinite your Science seeks
Footing on inaccessible cloud-peaks.
Yet, must the Climbers know that there are things
Only attainable at last with wings;
That skies will not be scaled howe'er they clasp
The solid rock; that heaven thus mocks their grasp.
On these they may not speak the final word.
On these the great Hereafter must be heard.
At best Man doth but darkly draw his light:
Each step ye take, each secret wrest from Night,
Must furnish food for faith as well as sight.
“The more ye feel the chain whereby ye are spanned,
The more its missing links elude the hand.
So Saturn's perfect rings, when, closer seen,
Are broken with dark gaps of night between!
Nor can ye more than mark the Visible shine
And in the gloom accept the Hand Divine.
“Live fruitfully the life ye may possess
With rootage beyond reach of consciousness,
And wait till the Unseen in flower blows.
“To find what gems lie hidden where it grows
Ye must not pluck the plant up by the root.
Wait till its treasures hang in precious fruit.

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Nor shall we see within the seed concealed
That world of wonder by the flower revealed!
“There is no pathway Man hath ever trod
By faith or seeking sight but ends in God.
Yet 'tis in vain ye look Without to find
The inner secrets of the Eternal Mind,
Or meet the King on His external Throne.
But when ye kneel at heart, and feel so lone,
Perchance behind the veil you get the grip
And spirit-sign of secret fellowship;
Silently as the gathering of a tear
The human want will bring the helper near:
The very weakness, that is utterest need
Of God, will draw Him down with strength indeed.
“Enough to know ye live because He lives!
And love, because in love Himself He gives!
The gift is ever held sufficient sign
There is a Giver! And if it be Divine
And like the Heaven ye dream, but may not see,
Giver Divine and Heaven there must be.
“Lean nearer to the Heart that beats through night:
Its curtain of the dark your veil of light.
Peace Halcyon-like to founded Faith is given,
And it can float on a reflected Heaven
Surely as Knowledge that doth rest at last
Isled on its ‘Atom’ in the unfathomed vast
Life-ocean, heaving through the infinite,
From out whose dark the shows of being flit,
In flashes of the climbing wave's white crest:
Some few a moment luminous o'er the rest!”

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The voice ceased: the form faded in the beam
Of dawn, that swam down like the gladsome gleam
Of heaven to him who struggles, nearly drowned,
And melts to a gold mist the dim green round,
And draws him lifeward from the gulf profound.

VII. PART VII.

Who hath not marked how graciously the Dawn
Comes smiling when some stormy night hath gone?
As Beauty lifts the heaven of her eyes
Full on you large with their serene surprise
That you should dream such gentleness could dart
The looks that hurt you to the very heart!
Calm eyes, that through luxurious reaches roll
The richness of their rest upon the soul.
So comes the Morning; new heavens rise above,
And open wider arms of larger love
Than ever: glad blue Ether, with the bliss
Of sunshine, laughs and kindles at its kiss.
There lie the tears of tempest, softly-bright
As Heaven had only rained in drops of light.
The air, an overflow of Heaven's own balm,
Nought but Earth's music breaks the divine calm.
Yet that same Morning looks on ruin and wreck,
And soothes a sea that lifeless swept the deck
Of some proud ship, and glorifies the wave
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Playfully rippling, shoaling goldenly o'er
Dead seamen dimly drifting to the shore!
Terribly innocent, Morning laughs on high,
While Ocean rocks them with its lullaby.
So came the Morning, smiling, crowned with calm,
After my night of trouble, breathing balm.
Fair Earth with all her night-long-tearful eyes
A-sparkle with the soul of new sunrise!
On every blade there hung a drop of dew,
And every drop a live star shimmered through:
All phantoms of the night by shadowy stealth
Retired with Darkness from our world of health;
All life unshrouded, to Heaven's influence bare,
Took wings of morning in the open air.
Our world, a warm safe nest of happy souls,
Basked in the brightness as the lily lolls
In whiteness bosomed on the sunny stream,
Whose ripples lip her where she lies a-dream.
The stream, that crept a river of death by night,
Full of dark secrets, ran a river of light!
Such sense of rest to all glad things was given,
As earth were cradle to the peace of heaven.
A more than common freshness fed the breath
Of being; there was no least taint of death.
My nightmare over, I would dream no more
Of murder and the charnel at life's core;
Or nameless creatures that may haunt old graves
Bat-like, and flit from out lone, twilight caves.

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Green earth, glad heaven, gladly vied to win
Thought out-of-doors, yet would it brood within,
Sullen and shy as fish that will not rise
To any tempting lure of feathered flies,
But haunt the pool where, horribly quiet, lies
A dead child, with its wide-awake blue eyes.
Lonely I wandered in my garden-ground,
Musing on Life, the Death's-head rosily crowned,
And of the mystery that shrouds us round,
And of the mournful possibility
That, in some blindness, we may lose the key
Which to the keeping of each soul is given
To ope the door, and so be shut from Heaven;
Raking the ashes and the dust of death,
Long after we have done with human breath;
And of the features printed on my brain
In vision that would evermore remain,
And, any instant, sinister and swart,
From out the light, at turn of eye, might start;
And I should see him! as 'neath the Tunnel's are,
Where, down the shaft, day lightens through the dark,
Some chosen victim momently may mark
His murderer, with those snaky eyes at work
Fixed on him; in whose spark malignant lurk
Cold fires of death drawn inward for the spring;
The dagger-flash leaps in their glittering!
So, till its horrors almost lived to sight,
My spirit brooded o'er the bygone night;
Reflecting all the strife in upper air,
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The circling sea-bird hovers, dreamily slow,
In likeness of the wave that sways below,
The Spirit of its motion on the wing:
Over that night my mind kept hovering.
At length the growing image of my thought
To some such final shape as this was wrought—
From end to end of things we may not see,
Nor square the circle of Eternity;
But, I can not believe in endless hell
And heaven side by side. How could one dwell
Among the Saved, for thinking of the Lost?
With such a lot the Blest would suffer most.
Sitting at feast all in a Golden Home,
That towered over dungeon-grates of Doom,
My heart would ache for all the lost that go
To wail and weep in everlasting woe:
Through all the music I must hear the moan,
Too sharp for all the harps of Heaven to drown.
I cannot think of Life apart from Him
Who is the life, from cell to Seraphim:
And, if Hell flame unquenchably, must be
The life of hell to all eternity!
A God of Love must expiate the stain
Of Sin Himself, by suffering endless pain;
Sit with eternal desolation round
His feet; His head with happy heavens crowned.
From Him the strength immortal must be sent,
By which the soul could bear the punishment.
I cannot think He gave us power to wring
From one brief life eternal suffering:
And prove the Infinite's own limiting!

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If this were so the Heavens must surely weep,
Till Hell were drowned in one salt vast, sea-deep.
Forgive me, Lord, if wrongly I divine;
I dare not think Thy pity less than mine.
I cannot image Heaven as Triumph-Car,
That rolleth red and reeking from the war,
Upborne on wheels of torture whirling round
With writhing souls for ever broke and bound!
God save me from that Heaven of the Elect,
Who half rejoice to count the numbers wrecked,
Because, such full weight to the balance given,
Sends up the scale that lands them safe in heaven;
Who some fallen Angel would devoutly greet
And praise the Lord for another vacant seat,
And the proud Saved, exulting, soar the higher,
The lower that the Lost sank in hell-fire.
I think Heaven will not shut for evermore,
Without a knocker left upon the door,
Lest some belated wanderer should come
Heart-broken, asking just to die at home,
So that the Father will at last forgive,
And looking on His face that soul shall live.
I think there will be Watchmen through the night,
Lest any, afar off, turn them to the light;
That He who loved us into life must be
A Father infinitely Fatherly,
And, groping for Him, these shall find their way
From outer dark, through twilight, into day.

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I could not sing the song of Harvest Home,
Thinking of those poor souls that never come;
I could not joy for Harvest gathered in,
If any souls, like tares and twitch of sin,
Were flung out by the Farmer to the fire,
Whose smoke of torment, rising high and higher,
Should fill the universe for evermore.
I could not dance along the crystal floor
Through which the damned looked up at Paradise,
For ever fixed, like fishes frozen in ice.
Such mournful eyes from out their night would gleam
And haunt for ever all my happy dream!
I could not take my fill for thinking of
Those empty places in the heart of Love.
The New World's poorest emigrant will lend
A kindly hand to help a poorer friend.
And I must pray to God from out my bliss
For those who are beyond all help but His—
Pray and repray, the same old prayer anew;
Forgive them, Lord, they know not what they do.
Because they were so utterly accurst,
Self-doomed, that bitterness would be the worst.
O look down on them from Thy place above,
The look of pity, Lord, half-way to love!
Mere human love, in this, its narrow sphere,
Can never think of those it once held dear,
Who, down the darkened way will pull apart,
But with a pitying eye, an aching heart.

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And still, as less the beckoning hand they heed,
The strength of Love grows with their greater need;
The less they heed, the more it yearns to save.
And shall this love be dwarfed beyond the grave,
To lose, on wings, its feet-attainèd height?
Better its blindness, than the eye of light
That coldly down on endless hell could glance
With all its mortal sympathies in trance.
Or will some Lethean wave the soul caress,
And numb it into dull forgetfulness;
Washing away all memory of distress
That others feel, while we but lift the hand
To pluck and eat the lotus of the land,
And those far wailings of the world of tears
Come mellowed into music for our ears,
With just the zestful dash of discord given,
That makes the pleasure pungent—perfects Heaven?
'Tis hard to read the Handwriting Divine;
The vanishing up-stroke so invisibly fine!
There must be issues that we do not see.
The whole horizon of Futurity
Is nowise visible from where we stand;
We are but dwellers in a lowly land:
We think the sun doth set, the sun doth rise,
And yet our world's but turning in the skies.
Seen from our lower level there must pass
Mysteries, so high and starry, we but glass
Them darkly, as we strain our mortal sight,
While 'twixt our souls and them there stands the night.

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And then we scratch upon our window-pane,
Dimming its clearness, and we are so fain
To read our own imaginations fond,
For the true figures of the world beyond.
We model from the human life, and so
Feature the future from the face we know.
'Tis always sunless one side of our globe,
And thus we fashion the Eternal's robe.
God made Man in His image, but our plan's
To mould and make God's image in the Man's;
And if my thought be human as the rest,
At least the likeness shall be Man's at best.
Our Science grasps with its transforming hand;
Makes real half the tales of wonder-land.
We turn the deathliest fetor to perfume;
We give decay new life and rosy bloom;
Change filthy rags to paper virgin white;
Make pure in spirit what was foul to sight.
Even dead, recoiling force, to a fairy gift
Of help is turned, and taught to deftly lift.
How can we think God hath no crucible
Save some Black Country of a burning Hell?
Or the great ocean of Almighty power,
No scope to take the life-stream from our shore,
Muddy and dark, and make it pure once more?
Dear God, it seems to me that Love must be
The Missionary of Eternity!
Must still find work, in worlds beyond the grave,
So long as there's a single soul to save;
Gather the jewels that flash Godward in
The dark, down-trodden, toad-like head of Sin;

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That all divergent lines at length will meet,
To make the clasping round of Love complete;
The rift 'twixt Sense and Spirit will be healed,
Before creation's work is crowned and sealed;
Evil shall die like dung about the root
Of Good, or climb converted into fruit!
The discords cease, and all their strife shall be
Resolved in one vast peaceful harmony:
That all these accidents of Time and breath
Shall bear no black seal of a Second Death:
And, freed from branding heats that burn in Time,
The lost Black Race shall whiten in that clime:
All blots of error bleached in Heaven's sight;
All life's perplexing colours lost in light:
That Thou hast power to work out every stain,
That purifying is the end of Pain;
And, waking, we shall know what we but dream
Dimly, our darkness touched by morning's gleam;
There is no punishment but to redeem;
And here, or There, the penitent thrill must leaven
The earthiest soul, and wing it toward Heaven;
That when the Angel-Reapers shall up-sheave
The harvest, Angel-Gleaners will not leave
One least small grain of good—and there are none
So evil but some precious germ lives on,—
The grimiest gutter crawling by the way
Still hath its reflex of the face of Day;
And all the seeds divine foredoomed by fate
To bear blind blossoms here shall germinate,
And have another chance, in other place,
Where tears of gratitude and dews of grace

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Shall warm and quicken to the feeblest root,
Till in Thy garden they are ripe for fruit:
For all who have made shipwreck on that shore
Another outfit and one venture more.
So shall we find the Dark of our old Earth
Twin with the eternal Daylight from the birth,
And trodden in the grave-dust we shall see
The serpent-symbol of Eternity,
That only maketh ends meet, head and tail,
A world all blessing with a world all bale.
Thus, in its maze, my mind went round and round,—
Like him, lost in the Bush, who thought he found
The pathway that he sought, because he beat
His track with constant tread of his own feet,—
As round the dew-drenched garden-walks I went
Till, pausing, all unconscious of intent,
Nigh where a greenery of Syringas grew,
And, shedding shadow round, there leaned a Yew,—
Sombrely-ancient watcher by the tomb!
A Nest of Thrushes the live heart o' the gloom;
I saw the earth was cracked, where recent rain
Had crushed and crumbled in a new-made drain,
And human bones were plainly peering through,
As if Death grinned and show'd a tooth or two!
I searched, and, ere the ghastly work was done,
Had gathered half a tiny skeleton,
That had been once a Child.
And then it came
On me that in my dream I saw the same,
And had been warned to calcine them in flame,

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And pound them small as is the finest rust,
And on the winds of heaven fling the dust.
I did it, and, although that soul, self-cursed,
Still walks the darkness, we had passed the worst,
And there was peace o' nights at the Haunted Hurst.
1869.