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SPIRIT-LONELINESS.

But one thing is needful. —St. Luke x. 42.

Only to Thee I look, I do not need
That life should smile,
If beauteous on thy bending face I read
Content the while,
Life may look ruggedly; but, Lord, I must
Weep all the way,
When, if thou walkest with me, still Thou dost
But little say.

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When with thy child it seems Thou hast forgot
Counsel to take;
When I have cried to Thee, and Thou wilt not
The silence break:
When I nor faint nor fall, but onward press,
Striving to be
True through the dark and mist; but none the less
Sicken for Thee.
Wounded I was, and Thou didst make me whole;
But, now I look
That Thou should'st be the dayfriend of my soul,
I am forsook.
Thou knowest in my sickness and my pain
I need Thee sore;
But when I strive the mastery to gain
O'er sin, still more.
Be not responseless! to my prayerful call
Make some reply,
Lest, worn with waiting, into sin I fall
To bring Thee nigh.

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I know Thou canst not from thy wandering sheep
A long while stay;
Yet leav'st me lonely, when I strive to keep
The narrow way.
Such yearning for Thee doth my heart possess,
I have small choice
How Thou should'st speak to me—to blame, or bless;
I need Thy voice.
Come to me, and it shall be well howe'er
Thou com'st; thine own
Can bear of Thee all bitterness, but ne'er
Be left alone.