IN A JUNE NIGHT
(A Study in the manner of Robert Browning)
I
See, the door opens of this alcove,
Here we are now in the cool night air
Out of the heat and smother; above
The stars are a wonder, alive and fair,
It is a perfect night,—your hand,—
Down these steps and we reach the garden,
An odorous, dim, enchanted land,
With the dusk stone-god for only warden.
II
Was I not right to bring you here?
We might have seen slip the hours within
Till God's new day in the East were clear,
And His silence abashed the dancers' din,
Then each have gone away, the pain
And longing greatened, not satisfied,
By a hand's slight touch or a glance's gain,—
And now we are standing side by side!
III
Come to the garden's end,—not so,
Not by the grass, it would drench your feet;
See, here is a path where the trees o'ergrow
And the fireflies flicker; but, my sweet,
Lean on me now, for one cannot see
Here where the great leaves lie unfurled
To take the whole soul and the mystery
Of a summer night poured out for the world.
IV
Into the open air once more!
Yonder's the edge of the garden-wall
Where we may sit and talk,—deplore
This half-hour lost from so bright a ball,
Or praise my partner with the eyes
And the raven hair, or the other one
With her flaxen curls, and slow replies
As near asleep in the Tuscan sun.
V
Hush! do you hear on the beach's cirque
Just below, though the lake is dim,
How the little ripples do their work,
Fall and faint on the pebbled rim,
So they say what they want, and then
Break at the marge's feet and die;
It is so different with us men
Who never can once speak perfectly.
VI
Yet hear me,—trust that they mean indeed
Oh, so much more than the words will say
Or shall it be 'twixt us two agreed
That all we might spend a night and day
In striving to put in a word or thought,
Which were then from ourselves a thing apart,
Shall be just believed and quite forgot,
When my heart is felt against your heart.
VII
Ah, but that will not tell you all,
How I am yours not thus alone,
To find how your pulses rise and fall,
And winning you wholly be your own,
But yours to be humble, could you grow
The Queen that you are, remote and proud,
And I with only a life to throw
Where the others' flowers for your feet were strowed.
VIII
Well, you have faults too! I can blame
If you choose: this hand is not so white
Or round as a little one that came
On my shoulder once or twice to-night
Like a soft white dove. Envy her now!
And when you talked to that padded thing
And I passed you leisurely by, your brow
Was cold, not a flush nor fluttering.
IX
Such foolish talk! while that one star still
Dwells o'er the mountain's margin-line
Till the dawn takes all; one may drink one's fill
Of such quiet; there's a whisper fine
In the leaves a-tremble, and now 'tis dumb;
We have lived long years, love, you and I,
And the heart grows faint; your lips, then: come,—
It were not so very hard to die.
