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THE DEAD MOTHER.

I had been buried a month and a year,
The clods on my coffin were heavy and brown,
The wreaths at my headstone were withered sere,
No feet came now from the little town;
I was forgotten, six months or more,
And a new bride walked on my husband's floor.
Below the dew and the grass-blades lying,
On All Souls' Night, when the moon is cold,
I heard the sound of my children crying,
And my hands relaxed from their quiet fold;
Through mould and death-damp it pierced my heart,
And I woke in the dark with a sudden start.
I cast the coffin-lid off my face,
From mouth and eyelids I thrust the clay,

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And I stood upright from the sleeper's place,
And down through the graveyard I took my way.
The frost on the rank grass shimmered like snow,
And the ghostly graves stood white in a row.
As I went down through the little town
The kindly neighbours seemed sore afeard,
For Lenchen plucked at the cross in her gown,
And Hans said, “Jesu,” under his beard,
And many a lonely wayfarer
Crossed himself, with a muttered prayer.
I signed the holy sign on my brows,
And kissed the crucifix hid in my shroud,
As I reached the door of my husband's house
The children's clamour rose wild and loud;
And swiftly I came to the upper floor,
And oped, in the moonlight, the nursery door.
No lamp or fire in the icy room;
'Twas cold, as cold as my bed in the sod.
My two boys fought in that ghostly gloom
For a mildewed crust that a mouse had gnawed;
“Oh, mother, mother!” my Gretchen said,
“We have been hungry since you were dead.”

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But what had come to my tender one,
My babe of little more than a year?
Her limbs were cold as my breast of stone,
But I hushed her weeping with—“Mother is here.”
My children gathered about my knees,
And stroked with soft fingers my draperies.
They did not fear me, my babies sweet.
I lit the fire in the cheerless stove,
And washed their faces, and hands, and feet,
And combed the golden fleeces I love,
And brought them food, and drink, and a light,
And tucked them in with a last “Good night.”
Then softly, softly I took my way,
Noiselessly over the creaking stair,
Till I came to the room where their father lay,
And dreamed of his new love's yellow hair;
And I bent and whispered low in his ear,
“Our children were cold and hungry, dear.”
Then he awoke with a sob at his heart,
For he thought of me in the churchyard mould,
And we went together—we, far apart—
Where our children lay in the moonlight cold;

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And he kissed their faces, and wept and said—
“Oh, dead love, rest in your quiet bed.
“To-morrow shall these be warm and glad,
With food and clothing, and light and wine,
And brave toy-soldiers for each little lad,
And Gretchen shall nurse a dolly so fine;
But, baby, baby, what shall we do?
For only the mother can comfort you.”
I heard the break in his voice, and went—
'Twould soon be cock-crow; the dawn was near—
And I laid me down with a full content
That all was well with my children dear;
And my baby came in a month or less—
She was far too young to be motherless.