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THE BURDEN OF DELIGHT.
Remember how the winter through,
While all the ways were choked with mire,
Half-maddened with the rain, we two
Have nestled closer round the fire;
And talked of all that should be done
When April brought us back the sun,
What gardens white with butterflies,
What soft green nooks of budded heather,
What moorlands open to the skies
We two would scour together!
While all the ways were choked with mire,
Half-maddened with the rain, we two
Have nestled closer round the fire;
And talked of all that should be done
When April brought us back the sun,
What gardens white with butterflies,
What soft green nooks of budded heather,
What moorlands open to the skies
We two would scour together!
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And now the month comes round again!
Cool interchange of genial hours,
Soft gleams of sunlight, streams of rain,
Have starred the meadow-lands with flowers,
And in the orchards on the hills
The grass is gold with daffodils,
And we have wandered hand in hand,
Where sea below and sky above
Seem narrowing to a strip of land
The pathway that we love.
Cool interchange of genial hours,
Soft gleams of sunlight, streams of rain,
Have starred the meadow-lands with flowers,
And in the orchards on the hills
The grass is gold with daffodils,
And we have wandered hand in hand,
Where sea below and sky above
Seem narrowing to a strip of land
The pathway that we love.
Our path looks out on the wide sea
And knows not of the land; we sit
For hours in silent reverie
To watch the sea and pulse with it;
Its deep monotonous refrain
Brings melancholy, almost pain;
We scarcely wish to speak or move,
But just to feel each other there,
And sense of presence is like love,
And silence more than prayer.
And knows not of the land; we sit
For hours in silent reverie
To watch the sea and pulse with it;
Its deep monotonous refrain
Brings melancholy, almost pain;
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But just to feel each other there,
And sense of presence is like love,
And silence more than prayer.
Sharp round the steep hill's utmost line
It winds, and, just below, the grass
Sinks with tumultuous incline
To where the rock-pools shine like glass;
The tufts of thrift can drink their fill
Of sea-wind on this rugged hill,
And all the herbage, tossed and blown,
Is stained with salt and crushed with wind,
Save where, behind some boulder stone,
A harbour flowers may find.
It winds, and, just below, the grass
Sinks with tumultuous incline
To where the rock-pools shine like glass;
The tufts of thrift can drink their fill
Of sea-wind on this rugged hill,
And all the herbage, tossed and blown,
Is stained with salt and crushed with wind,
Save where, behind some boulder stone,
A harbour flowers may find.
The bright sea sparkles, sunbeam-kissed,
And o'er its face such breezes float
As lightly turn to amethyst
The pearl-gray of a ring-dove's throat;
Thus stirred and ruffled, shines anew
The radiant plain of changing hue,
So gentle that the eye divines
No reason why the foam should fall
So loudly, in such serried lines,
Against the dark rock-wall.
And o'er its face such breezes float
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The pearl-gray of a ring-dove's throat;
Thus stirred and ruffled, shines anew
The radiant plain of changing hue,
So gentle that the eye divines
No reason why the foam should fall
So loudly, in such serried lines,
Against the dark rock-wall.
The wind is low now; even here
Where all the breezes congregate,
The softest warbler need not fear
To linger with its downy mate;
And here where you have longed to be,
So many weeks and months, with me,
Sit silently or softly speak
Or sing some air of pensive mood,
Not loud enough to mar or break
This delicate solitude.
Where all the breezes congregate,
The softest warbler need not fear
To linger with its downy mate;
And here where you have longed to be,
So many weeks and months, with me,
Sit silently or softly speak
Or sing some air of pensive mood,
Not loud enough to mar or break
This delicate solitude.
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Are we not happy? Sunlit air,
Soft colour, floods of dewy light,
A flowery perfume everywhere,
Pour out their wealth for our delight;
Through dreary hours of snow and sleet,
The hope of these winged winter's feet,
We have them now; the very breath
Of nature seems an altar-fire
That wakes the bright world's heart from death
To satiate our desire.
Soft colour, floods of dewy light,
A flowery perfume everywhere,
Pour out their wealth for our delight;
Through dreary hours of snow and sleet,
The hope of these winged winter's feet,
We have them now; the very breath
Of nature seems an altar-fire
That wakes the bright world's heart from death
To satiate our desire.
Sing to me, therefore, sing or speak!
Wake my dull heart to happiness,
Perchance my pulses are too weak
To stir with all this sweet excess;
Perhaps the sudden spring has come
Too soon, and found my spirit dumb;
Howe'er it be, my heart is cold,
No echo stirs within my brain,
To me, too suddenly grown old,
This beauty speaks in vain.
Wake my dull heart to happiness,
Perchance my pulses are too weak
To stir with all this sweet excess;
Perhaps the sudden spring has come
Too soon, and found my spirit dumb;
Howe'er it be, my heart is cold,
No echo stirs within my brain,
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This beauty speaks in vain.
Why are you silent? Lo! to-day
It is not as it once hath been;
I cannot sit the old sweet way,
Absorbed, contented and serene;
I cannot feel my heart rejoice,
I crave the comfort of your voice;
Speak! speak, remind me of the past,
Let my spent embers at your fire
Revive and kindle, till at last
Delight surpass desire.
It is not as it once hath been;
I cannot sit the old sweet way,
Absorbed, contented and serene;
I cannot feel my heart rejoice,
I crave the comfort of your voice;
Speak! speak, remind me of the past,
Let my spent embers at your fire
Revive and kindle, till at last
Delight surpass desire.
Still are you silent, only press
My hand, and turn your face away?
You wince, too, from the fierce caress
That April flings on us to-day?
O human heart, too weak to bear
The whole fulfilment of a prayer!
This sudden summer strikes us dumb,
The wild hope realised but scares,
The substances of dreams become
A burden unawares.
My hand, and turn your face away?
You wince, too, from the fierce caress
That April flings on us to-day?
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The whole fulfilment of a prayer!
This sudden summer strikes us dumb,
The wild hope realised but scares,
The substances of dreams become
A burden unawares.
How can we sit here and not thrill
With but the pleasure of past time?
This pathway winding round the hill
Should stir us like enchanted rhyme!
Nay! for the dull and sluggish brain
Is spurred to action all in vain!
And when the spirit cannot rise
Through natural feeling into light,
No perfumed air, no splendid skies
Can lend it wings for flight.
With but the pleasure of past time?
This pathway winding round the hill
Should stir us like enchanted rhyme!
Nay! for the dull and sluggish brain
Is spurred to action all in vain!
And when the spirit cannot rise
Through natural feeling into light,
No perfumed air, no splendid skies
Can lend it wings for flight.
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Come then and leave the glittering sea
To sparkle in the laughing air,
Another day its face will be
No less refulgent, no less fair,
And we by custom be made strong
To bear what we desired so long;
To-day the slackening nerves demand
A milder light, a sadder air,
Some corner of forgotten land
Still winter-like and bare.
To sparkle in the laughing air,
Another day its face will be
No less refulgent, no less fair,
And we by custom be made strong
To bear what we desired so long;
To-day the slackening nerves demand
A milder light, a sadder air,
Some corner of forgotten land
Still winter-like and bare.
Come, leave our foot-path for to-day,
And, turning inland, seek the woods
Where last year's sombre leaves decay
In brown sonorous solitudes;
The murmurous voice of those dark trees
Shall teach us more than sun or seas,
And in that twilight we may find
Some golden flower of strange perfume,
A blossom hidden from the wind,
A flame within the tomb.
And, turning inland, seek the woods
Where last year's sombre leaves decay
In brown sonorous solitudes;
The murmurous voice of those dark trees
Shall teach us more than sun or seas,
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Some golden flower of strange perfume,
A blossom hidden from the wind,
A flame within the tomb.
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