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LOST AND RECLAIMED.

INTRODUCTION.

Why toil where hands have labored well and long,
Through tears, and blood, and pain?
Why sweep the strings of cold, reluctant song,
And sweep them all in vain?
Why yearn where better hearts have gone for nought,
Through sad, disastrous years,
And seek to earn what has not yet been bought
By reason, prayer, and tears?
There is a fearful demon on this earth,
Stalking from land to land;
Where'er he go, he carries woe and dearth,
And blood-red is his hand.
A million corses mark his cruel way,
And lepers, vile and stained,
Who follow at his bidding, while they pray
To have the devil chained!

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They follow him, with footsteps faint and weak,
Through want, and shame, and guile;
They cling to him, they kiss his bloated cheek,
And curse him all the while.
They shrink in horror from his loathsome den,
They dread its hopeless gloom;
They turn and beg deliverance, and then
Rush headlong to their doom.
The sage has drawn the sword of reason out
Against the crafty foe,
And dealt his foul and loathsome form about,
With many a lusty blow;
The orator has mingled in the fray,
The bard has sung his verse;
But victory lingers long upon the way,
And with us stays the curse!
The man of God has raised his tear-stained face
To the Great Priest on high,
And prayed that this fell blight upon our race
Might harmless pass it by;
Yet, for his faith, but slight reward appears;
The guerdon is not won!
Through weary months, and sorrow-laden years,
The fearful work goes on!
And women—they whose cautious, trusting lives
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The mothers, and the sisters, and the wives—
Have lavished their best tears;
But tears, alas! have fallen all in vain,
Or soon to be effaced,
E'en as the dropping of the blessed rain
Upon a desert waste!
Is there a country hamlet, that has reared
Its church-spire humbly up,
Where the arch-fiend has not some time appeared,
And brought the poisoned cup?
Is there a township where, on every hand,
The wine-cup holds not slaves?
Is there a church-yard in this “Christian land,”
That counts not drunkards' graves?
Ay, throned within the loftiest halls of state,
The monster rules the hour,
And in the revels of the rich and great,
He knows his fatal power.
And gifted men, whom we have named and sought
To fill the highest place,
Have turned upon us in their shame, and taught
Us lessons of disgrace!
Shall we submit? Ask you the widow's groan,
The orphan's helpless cry!
Ask you of those who best the curse have known,
And mark their stern reply!

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Shall we submit? Ask you the crumbling bones
Of victims, fallen low,
And listen to the anguished, pleading tones,
That join in answering, “No!”
By all the glorious records of our race,
Stamped with Jehovah's seal,
By all the humbling lessons of disgrace,
That damp our pride and zeal,
By honest effort, trampled and unknown,
By the glad victor's crown,
By the great truths that deck the Eternal throne,
The monster SHALL go down!

I.
HOME.

O times and manners! hold your way!
You're growing faster every day!
There's naught we heed, or seem to need,
Except the precious boon of speed!
There's naught we seem to care to know,
Except the faculty to go!
And go we must, and “go it blind,”
Or fold our arms, and stay behind.
On railway trains we lie and sleep,
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(And so, pet authors we peruse,
And in a kind of mental “snooze,”
We let them drag us where they choose.)
Ah, ancient Dobbin! poor old horse!
Ill luck to thee were Watts and Morse!
Thy usefulness will soon be past;
Thy time, old horse, will come at last!
But let bold Progress have his will!
And let the world grow faster still!
Though poets dream, let engines scream,
And push ahead, with all their steam!
Awhile I leave this noise and strife,
To sing of country scenes and life;
Awhile I sing of country air,
Scented with flowers, so sweet and fair,
Or flaked with snow, when cold winds blow,
And Winter leaves his Northern lair.
Awhile I sing of country roads,
In all their various states and modes;
Of turnpikes, belting hills and vales;
Of croaking frogs, and barking dogs,
And “thank-ye-ma'ams,” of logs and rails;
Of level miles, that husband time;
Of hills that horses hate to climb;
Of bridges, o'er ravine and flood;
Of well-made beds of mire and mud;
Of plains, whereon the wheel fast whirls;
Of sidelong slopes that scare the girls;
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And catch at you, with faces blue,
Lest they, perhaps, should catch a fall,
That you, if you have half a heart,
Your prompt assistance must impart,
And tender them your strong right arm,
To keep them safe from mud and harm;
Of guide-posts, showing you along;
Of folks who pass the time of day;
And when you ask of them the way,
They do their best, and tell you wrong!
And then, the grave-yards on the way,
With lettered head-stones, old and gray,
Telling the old, admitted tale—
We know too well the truth they tell!—
That time is short, and flesh is frail.
Telling when youth's bright day-star set;
When dark old age grew darker yet;
When housewives left the wheel and loom,
When rose-cheeked maidens lost their bloom;
When the tired farmer ceased to reap,
And when the baby went to sleep;
When the old doctor, worn and tried,
Went on his last and slowest ride;
When the quaint deacon silent lay
Where he was wont to sing and pray.
When slow, from some death-chilled abode,
The wagons rattled down the road,
Came to the little church, and there
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Then bearers, with uncovered head,
Bore the sound sleeper to his bed.
Up such a rustic, quaint old street,
Past field of barley, corn, and wheat,
Past verdant, silver-washed ravine,
'Neath woodland arches, draped with green,
Or, if in wintry day you go,
Past stubble-land and drifting snow,
Past winter-chilled, denuded trees,
Moaning and shivering in the breeze;
Past different homes of different styles,
Ride up the road a dozen miles,
And, passing various homes and names,
You'll come where lived my Uncle James.
It was a sober farm-house, old,
Yet guarded well 'gainst heat and cold,
And looking, on its little knoll,
So quiet, self-possessed, and droll,
That one could almost see it grin
A kind and amiable “Come in.”
The beech and maple grew before
Its ancient, hospitable door;
The jessamine, on summer days,
Shut out the hot and piercing rays
That fain would storm the window-frame,
And set the glasses all aflame;
The morning-glory opened up,
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And like the hands that bade it grow,
And like the hearts that beat below,
The tender-rooted, fragile vine
Crept slowly round its stated line,
Climbing, each day, with purpose high,
A little nearer to the sky.
Well stocked with hay, and husks, and grain,
Marking the limits of the lane
Halved by a wagon-beaten track,
The surly barn stood coldly back.
Oh, ancient barn! oh, boyhood days!
How stands that place, in homely grace,
Before my retrospective gaze!
How many a day the clover hay,
In treading, tired my boyish legs!
How many a prize my straining eyes
Have found, in hidden nests of eggs!
How well I recollect those sheep;
Each one a shy and woolly heap!
Those orphaned calves, whose nimble tongues
Proclaimed the soundness of their lungs!
The horses—steady, kind old fools;
The biting, kicking, sinful mules;
Whose ways were such, to foe or friend,
That they were safe at neither end!
The cows—especially old Brindle,
A kind of lop-horned, bovine swindle,
Whom Uncle James, one hapless day,
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While Brindle at a thistle picked,
“Now, kick not, that ye be not kicked.
For wherewithal ye kick”—just then
Old Brindle kicked, and kicked again.
Oh, how the pail against a rail
Went crashing on its milky track!
And, king of shames! how Uncle James
Went tumbling over on his back!
The stupid brutes, untaught by Reason's light,
And holding man in awe,
If let alone, will work life's problem right,
And follow Nature's law;
They seek out no inventions; and their skill
Is naught but honest trust;
And that which tends to poison and to kill,
They shrink from in disgust.
They sip the pure, cool dews of eve and morn,
They crop the growing grass;
They feed upon the fresh, green blades of corn,
But never drain the glass!
Some, taught by Nature, live in constant strife,
And on each other prey;
But seldom do they drain each other's life
By slow degrees away!
But man has sought to drown his cares in mirth,
And ignoble desire;
And he has changed the choicest fruits of earth,
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And some have revelled in the unholy feast,
And sunk their rank and mark,
Beneath the veriest reptile, bird, or beast,
Of good old Noah's ark!
If so be Reason hold the dumb brute back
From self-destroying greed,
If lack of reason leave him to the track
That Nature has decreed,
If Reason teaches heaven-created man
The arts to make him worse,
(Dispute the doctrine, ye who will or can!)
Then reason is a curse!
Yes, 'tis a curse, (and so is Heaven's best light,)
When showing cursed goals!
Better the darkness of Egyptian night,
Than wrecked and ruined souls!
And he who bears, with sadness or with glee,
Intoxication's fruit,
Were ten times better off, if he could be
A decent, sober brute!
But I must stop this calling names,
And hurry on to Uncle James;
(Called “Uncle Jimmy” by those wights
Who set all names to wrongs or rights,
And follow the irreverent plan,
To nick-name every one they can;)
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As e'er the race of Temperance ran;
A well-preserved old man; to whom
Some sixty Junes had shown their bloom,
And sixty winters had appeared,
And frosted o'er his hair and beard.
His high, full brow was creased by care,
And bronzed by Summer heat and air:
His well-set eyes, of deepest hue,
Were clear, and bright, and shrewd, and true;
His beard, with patriarchal grace,
Decked a fair portion of his face;
And his great hands, ne'er known to shirk,
Were hardened o'er with manly work.
Though grief is deep, and years are long,
His gait was upright, straight and strong;
His active mind was balanced, still,
And iron-bound his massive will.
He laid his views of right and sense,
Precisely as he laid a fence:
Marking with care the proper course,
Then building with his utmost force;
And when 'twas done, howe'er it proved,
The fence (or view) was never moved.
For, mind you, when he drove a stake,
The wind might blow, the earth might quake,
He hung steadfastly to his plan,
And never pulled it up again.
Whenever lightning-rods came round,
The glib tongued, well-taught salesman found
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Of candor, sophistry, and will,
With well-laid grooves for it to follow,
It e'er had been his lot to swallow.
“Why, man alive,” he'd say, “the fact is,
Your tall machines won't work, in practice.
There's heaps of lightnin' high in air;
God manufactur's it up there;
And when it comes, the Lord will fetch it,
And then, of course, we'll have to ketch it.
So do you think to frighten God,
Pointin' at Him your lightnin'-rod?
'Twill scare Him just as much, if I
Point my old whip-stock at the sky.”
But oh, I wish, some lucky day,
You could have only heard him pray!
I criticise not oft in prayer,
The word, the attitude, or air;
I hold no feud with church or creed;
I blame not those who shout, or read;
But, oh, I wish, some lucky day,
You could have only heard him pray!
His speech was ancient, thick, and slow;
Tinged with the phrase of long ago;
His periods were not free from blame,
His grammar was a little lame;
But oh, his honest, earnest face!
His simple, unaffected grace!
His fervent tone, that seemed to say,
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And every word, it seemed to rise
Straight through the ceiling to the skies!
Aunt Rachel was as good a dame
As ever bore that Bible name.
Once glossy ringlets decked her head,
Now streaked with many a silver thread;
Once girlish mischief filled the eyes
Now sorrow-softened, mild and wise;
But never was the heart more true,
And ne'er the eyes of deeper hue,
And ne'er the touch of sharper thrill,
And ne'er the voice of sweeter trill,
That once had made such vexing flames
Within the heart of Uncle James,
Than dwelt in her he yet adored,
Who ruled his house and graced his board.
She ruled by gentle word and scheme,
And she and order reigned supreme,
While kindness governed all her ways,
And kindness lengthened out her days.
When sorrow came, and passed her by,
She pitied much, and looked on high,
And prayed for those round whom it crept,
Shedding her tears with those who wept.
And when the dark-robed ghost of death
Cut short her first-born's feeble breath,
And on the sorrow-clouded day
He wooed her first-born girl away,
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Passed pale and trembling from her side,
She kissed for all each coffined one,
And calmly said, “Thy will be done.”
When a dead face lies upturned to the sky,
As ours, God help us! will;
When shadows rest upon the soulless eye,
So helpless and so still;
When the numb hands are crossed and laid away,
In unavailing sleep,
Although we know that form is only clay,
We pity, while we weep.
We pity, that the cold and flushless cheek,
With smiles will ne'er be bright;
We pity, that the tongue can never speak
The words of truth and right;
We pity, that the hand no more may clasp
A friend's, in honor true;
We pity, that it never more can grasp
The work it burned to do!
But do we think what future mortal gain
May gather in the grave?
And do we think what throbs of weary pain
The hand of death may save?
Ay, do we think, while gazing on that cold
And marble-colored face,
That the grim monster may e'en now withhold
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Better, a thousand times, we early fall,
And perish in the strife,
Than lie beneath intoxication's pall,
And live a dying life!
And the lost drunkard, shouting in his glee,
Or trembling in remorse,
Were ten times better off if he might be
An honorable corse!
But two of all Aunt Rachel's five
Had passed their eighteenth year alive.
Both given to her in one day,
Both since allowed with her to stay.
She marked the manhood of her boy,
Her daughter's loveliness, with joy;
And, weeping thoughts she could not tell,
She thanked her God it was so well.
James, Junior, was a manly lad,
With much to praise, and little bad;
With gay smiles, ever bound to win,
And well-earned whiskers on his chin.
Tall, straight and strong he daily grew,
Each year decreasing what he knew,
As 'twill with any smart young man
Who reads himself, as best he can;
And, on his parents' future page,
James was the staff of their old age.
Some faults, peculiar to his years,
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Good conduct has too much of salt,
Unpeppered by a little fault;
And some few faults, of various names,
Peppered the character of James.
He had a weakness, too, for curls.
And casting sheep's-eyes at the girls;
Especially a black-eyed one,
Brim-full of frolic, sense, and fun,
Full often wild, and never tame,
Admired by all, and Kate by name;
Whom, soberly, he used to seek,
Upon an average, twice a week;
And who, as one might well suppose,
Led him at pleasure by the nose.
But, viewing matters all around,
His traits were good as oft are found.
His country home had kept him clear
Of whisky, brandy, gin, and beer;
His heart was good and well-inclined,
And he was cordial, true, and kind.
Fair Ada, with her mother's face,
Grew up in loveliness and grace.
A simple, trusting maid was she,
Of innocent and trustful glee;
Giving, with heart untouched by guile,
The boon of friendship's hand and smile;
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She knew the dangers of her way,
Guarded herself by night and day,
And, gazing sharply, scanned and proved
The circle in whose bounds she moved.
And so that happy household dwelt,
And toiled, and laughed, and sang, and knelt,
Each morn and eve, before the throne
Where all the deeds of men are known.
And, as they dwelt in that fair place,
Prosperity came down apace,
And gentle love around them twined,
And joined them all, in heart and mind.

II.
LOST.

Was there a bright and glorious Summer sky
Ever so pure and clear,
But black and ragged clouds were hovering nigh,
To make it dull and drear?
Was there an Eden e'er so blithe and gay,
And free from troubling Care,
But hurrying change, some dark, unwelcome day,
Brought grief and sorrow there?
When, blessed with pleasant days and fortune's smile,
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'Tis best to guard in watchfulness, the while,
Against unlooked-for foes;
And while we thank the Lord for mercies past,
And blessings, day by day,
'Tis best ahead a watchful eye to cast,
And watch, as well as pray.
Blithe, happy households, basking near and far,
In Pleasure's radiant sun,
Were ominously startled by the jar
Of Sumter's signal-gun;
The nation drew, with anger in its eye,
A long, determined breath,
Then quickly laid its household jewels by,
For scenes of blood and death.
God answered Charleston, with the impetuous rush
Of armed and marshaled men,
Sworn by the waving flag they loved, to crush
The serpent to his den!
And beardless youth, and men of riper age,
With glowing heart and mind,
Turned to life's view a fearful, flashing page,
And left the old behind!
The balls that whiz about the soldier's head,
With danger are replete;
But vastly more the glistening nets that spread
About the soldier's feet!
The carnage-devils, hovering o'er the fight,
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But vastly more the imps that, day and night,
Would lead the soul to hell!
Was there a camp so guarded round from sin,
And so supremely blest,
But that Intemperance some time entered in,
And made himself a guest?
Are there not those who in the grave are laid,
And still might live to-day,
If those of higher rank, whom they obeyed,
Had spurned the cup away?
The war had come; the stirring call
To save our nation from her fall,
Had issued from the lips of him
Whose honest eyes have since grown dim.
And straight from valley, plain, and hill,
From office, workshop, farm, and mill,
Burning to thwart their country's foes,
Avengers of The Flag arose.
And James, whose heart had often burned,
As records of the past he turned,
Wherein the feuds of former days
Were told in glowing word and phrase,
Felt Freedom's love within him move,
And longed that holy love to prove.
He came, one evening dull and brown,
Back from the nearest market town,
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That filled the little sitting-room,
He silent found his parents both;
And told them of the binding oath
That he had taken, on that day,
To mingle in the rising fray,
And do his boyish best to save
The nation from an early grave;
And tearfully before them bent,
Asking their blessing and consent.
The weeping mother did not speak,
But kissed his brow, his lips, his cheek,
Gave him a long and warm embrace,
Then hid her flushed and streaming face.
The father bade the boy to stand;
Then placed his hard and trembling hand
Upon the youthful soldier's head,
And then, in trembling accents, said:
“You're young; and it might better do,
If you might wait a year or two;
For years will come, and years will go,
Ere conquered is that Southern foe;
And we by law might keep you here,
Until you entered manhood's year.
But since you've started on the track,
Go on! we will not hold you back!
Now, do your duty, like a man,
Which means, to do the best you can;
When darkest clouds come o'er your sight,
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When Pleasure shows her handsome form,
Look out for an approaching storm;
But al'ays, al'ays keep in sight
The good North star of truth and right.
Study, whatever else you do,
Your Bible, and your drill-book, too;
And with the bugle's stirring ring,
Mingle the hymns you used to sing;
And may the God of battles shed
His choicest mercies on your head.”
The sister entered, without call—
She paused, she gazed, she knew it all;
And, hastening to the soldier's side,
She mingled tears of grief and pride;
Mingled assurance with her fears,
And smiles of courage with her tears;
And while her gentle eyes grew dim,
She playfully exhorted him
To prove a soldier such as she
Would have her only brother be.
They knelt and prayed; and from the West,
As if the earnest prayer were blest,
Threading a sudden cloud-rift, came
The setting sun's deep, crimson flame;
And through the cottage window, shed
A radiant halo round each head.
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And like a deep-toned warning word,
A distant thunder-peal was heard.
The war went on; the news fast came
Of bloody fights, now old in fame,
Wherein fell many a noble one
Whom fame has never dwelt upon.
Wherein fell many a gallant boy,
Some home's well cherished pride and joy,
Whose noble deeds might well be told
In glowing words of pearl and gold.
But why peruse that blotted page?
Why feel again the lofty rage
That stood in each true face confessed,
And burned in every loyal breast?
Why read again those long death-rolls
That tell of brave, departed souls;
That tell of blazing eyes grown dim;
Of bleeding form and shattered limb?
The war, thank God, is o'er; and we
Live yet, the fruits of peace to see.
The war was done; the priceless boon was saved;
And high, o'er land and sea,
Flashing in bright and star-gemmed beauty, waved
The old flag of the free!
The stifling smoke of battle rolled away,
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The clanging bells sent forth a roundelay,
And loud the great guns pealed!
Forth marching from the lone, deserted camp,
With proud and glorious name,—
Forth creeping from the prison's deathly damp,
The conquering legions came.
Came, with each past heart-rending woe and grief
Changed to bright pleasure, now;
Came, with the unfading, well earned laurel wreath
Upon each noble brow!
The household band its rays of comfort shared,
And poured its welcome free,
To those who from the bloody fray were spared,
Their homes again to see.
Maternal love spread wide its yearning arms,
His hand the father gave;
While beauty summoned forth its freshened charms,
To welcome home the brave.
Come, mother, set the kettle on,
And put the ham and eggs to fry;
Something to eat; and make it neat,
To please our Jamie's mouth and eye;
For Jamie is our son, you know;
The rest have perished long ago!
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His old, sweet smile will play right free,
His old, loved home once more to see.
I say for't! 'twas a cur'us thing,
That Jamie wasot maimed or killed!
Four were the years with blood and tears,
With gloomy, hopeless tidings filled!
And many a night, the past four year,
We've lain within our cottage here,
And while the rain-storm came and went,
We've thought of Jamie, in his tent;
And offered many a silent prayer,
That God would keep him in His care.
I say for't! 'twas a cur'us thing,
That Jamie was not maimed or killed!
Four were the years, with hopes and fears,
With long and bloody battles, filled!
And many a morn, the past four year,
We've knelt around our fireside, here,
And while we thought of bleeding ones,
Of blazing towns and smoking guns,
We've thought of him, and breathed a prayer
That God would keep him in His care.
Nay, Ada! you just come away!
Touch not a dish upon that shelf!
Mother, she knows just how it goes!
Mother shall set it all herself!
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Equal to food that Mother cooks;
There's nothing to the wanderer's taste,
Like food where Mother's hand is traced;
Though good the sister's heart and will,
The mother's love is better still.
She knows the side to lay his plate,
She knows the place to set his chair;
Many a day, with spirits gay,
He's talked, and laughed, and eaten there;
And though four years have come and gone,
Our hearts for him beat truly on;
And he shall take, as good as new,
His old place at the table, too!
And 'cross the table, as of old,
Your chair, my Ada, girl, shall be;
Mother, your place, and kind old face,
I'll still have opposite to me.
And we will talk of olden days;
Of all our former words and ways;
And we will tell him what has passed,
Since he, dear boy! was with us last;
And how our eyes have fast grown dim,
Whenever we conversed of him.
And he shall tell us of his fights:
His marches, skirmishes, and all;
Many a tale shall make us pale,
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And many a one of sportive style,
Will go, perchance, to make us smile;
And when his stories all are done,
And when the evening well is gone,
We'll kneel around the hearth once more,
And thank the Lord the war is o'er.
Hark! there's a step! he's coming now!
Hark, mother!—there's the sound once more!
Now on our feet, with smiles to greet,
We'll meet him at the opening door!
It is a heavy step and tone;
Too heavy, far, for one alone;
Perhaps the company extends
To some of his old army friends;
And who they be, or whence they came,
Of course, we'll welcome them the same.
What bear ye on your shoulders, men?
Is it my Jamie, stark and dead?
What did you say? once more, I pray;—
I did not gather what you said.
What! drunk!—you tell that lie to me!
What! drunk! O, God! it can not be!
It is, it is, as you have said!
Men, lay him on yon waiting bed!
'Tis Jamie! yes, a bearded man,
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Flushed with the wine-cup, is his face;
Swelled with the fruits of reckless years;
Robbed of each look that e'er endears;
Robbed of each trait that e'er might make
Us cherish him for his own sake,
Except the heart-distressing one,
That Jamie is our only son!
Oh, mother! take the kettle off,
And set the ham and eggs away!
What was my crime, and when the time,
That I should live to see this day!
For all the sighs I ever drew,
And all the grief I ever knew,
And all the tears I ever shed
Above our children that are dead,
And all the care that creased my brow,
Are naught to what comes o'er me now!
I would to God, that when those three
We lost, were hidden from our view,
Jamie had died, and by their side
Had lain, all pure and stainless, too!
I would this rain might fall above
The grave of him we joyed to love,
Rather than hear its coming traced
Upon this roof he has disgraced!
But, mother, Ada, come this way,
And let us kneel, and humbly pray.

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They knelt and prayed; and God looked down
Upon the cottage old and brown,
Looked on that silver-threaded hair,
Looked on that maiden, young and fair;
And when, with tearful eyes, they rose,
He lightened half their weight of woes.
And though they wept for sorrow, still,
They felt submission to His will.

III.
RECLAIMED.

Next morn the sun rose clear and bright,
And bathed the hills in golden light,
Ere, with a sigh, long-drawn and deep,
The drunkard wakened from his sleep.
No bitter or reproaching word
From those who sought his couch he heard;
They gathered round his curtained bed,
They bathed his hot and aching head;
And when he rose, they vied to prove
The great endurance of their love.
They led him to the teeming board
With relished, old-time dainties stored;
Their studied words were light and free,
And full of well dissembled glee;
But, oh! 'tis hard to jest and smile,
And feel the heart-ache all the while!

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Hard for a stream to smoothly flow,
With bitter, boiling springs below!
He ate, and drank, and told full well
The stories soldiers love to tell,
And, waxing warmer, did his best,
With serious tale and sportive jest,
To call the sympathetic tear,
Or bring the hearty laugh and cheer.
At last he came, with cunning tact,
Unto the last night's shameful fact;
And told them how, in army life,
With storms and dire exposure rife,
A drop of liquor, just in time,
Was not considered any crime.
How comrades drank from day to day,
To pass their time and cares away;
How from temptation first he shrank,
And shunned the haunts of those who drank;
Till slow, but surely, thread by thread,
The fatal net was round him spread;
And finally he came to do
That which was wrong enough, he knew,
But which, whene'er once done by men,
Is easier far to do again.
Until his liking for the glass
Had come to such a fatal pass,
That it had come, at last, to fill
The place of balm for every ill.

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“But now,” continued he, “'tis o'er,
I make myself a sot no more;
And nought of that the drunkard sips,
Shall pass again between my lips.”
They knelt, and prayed, and God looked down
Upon the cottage old and brown;
And when they rose, their faces four
With high resolve were covered o'er.
But one resolve can never shed
From off one's face the drunkard red;
And one resolve can never break
A habit years have gone to make!
O, Habit! ruthless despot! rods of iron,
Are broken every day;
But closer, more relentless bonds environ
The subjects of thy sway!
O, Habit! ruthless despot! bands of steel
Are shattered by a blow;
But closer grasp mankind may never feel,
Than those thy victims know!
O, Habit! cautious safeguard! careful friend!
Watchman by night and day,
To those who to thy fairer regions wend
Their slow and toilsome way!
Happy is he who marks his pathway true,
For right and virtue's sake!
Happy is he who never habit knew,
He would be glad to break!

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Scarcely a month had passed away,
When on an idle, careless day,
Habit and appetite conspired
To reach the goal of shame desired,
By one who kept the bane to sell;
A mean, relentless imp of hell;
A poor, unholy child of sin,
With bloated form and senseless grin;
Who held the tempting wine-cup nigh;
Who lived, that better men might die.
O for a word, a word of hate,
To paint this scheming devil's bait!
O for a word, a word of scorn,
To name this poisoned human thorn!
But it was done by crafty men,
And James, poor boy, was drunk again.
Once vows are broken, we may call
Them almost worse than none at all.
But why the doleful tale rehearse?
Poor James went on from bad to worse;
Went on, in spite of tears and sighs,
And bleeding hearts and streaming eyes;
And, every earnest vow forgot,
Became a low, degraded sot.
And yet, some beauty decked his face,
Or lingered still some manly grace,
Or memory of the past came in,
And blotted out the present sin;

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For Kate, the black-eyed girl he loved,
Was still by his disgrace unmoved,
And, half in pity, half in pride,
Consented soon to be his bride.
And when they pictured her the life
That hangs about a drunkard's wife,
She, with a true smile, glad and warm,
Replied, “Poor boy! he must reform!
For me he'll drop the fatal cup;
My work shall be to bring him up.”
Ah, Kate, beware that fearful length!
Man's weakness has a kind of strength;
And ere you wear the victor's crown,
Look out he does not pull you down!
They married on one hapless day,
And moved a hundred miles away;
And then commenced her patient toil,
To pull from him the leaden coil,
And charm away the magic spell
That hung round him she loved so well.
She labored, toiled, with patience true;
She labored, toiled, all would not do.
Down, down the ladder, still he went,
Until her patience well was spent;
Down, down the ladder, spite of prayer,
And bitter tears, and black despair;

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Until she turned the fatal leaf,
And madly drank to drown her grief!
And so, devoid of love and shame,
They fellow-revelers became;
And even on their daily board,
The alcoholic mixture poured.
And 'twixt their spells of reckless glee,
Harsh, angry words ran high and free.
At last, one eve, some taunting word
From out her careless lips he heard;
Some word unpardonably true,
That from a drunken quarrel grew;
Whereat a savage oath he swore,
And dashed her fiercely to the floor.
Sobered, she rose; and while the red
Warm blood came dripping from her head,
She turned from him, in bitter spite,
And glided out into the night;
And as she went her way, she swore
Never again to pass his door.
Months came—not she; blood had been found
Upon the floor and on the ground;
Neighbors talked low, from ear to ear,
And coldly said, “Foul play is here;”
And soon the drunken husband saw
Himself within the grasp of law.

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Too proud to pass o'er silence's line,
He said no word, he gave no sign;
And when the jury of his life
Proclaimed him murderer of his wife,
He listened, with no word to say,
And heard the Judge pronounce the day,
The place, the manner, and the time
He should be punished for the crime,
And, as the old Judge gravely said,
Hanged by the neck till he was dead.
The morning of the fatal day
Rose heavy-clouded, dull, and gray;
The prisoner's parents, worn and pale,
Were praying with him in his jail;
Ada, her last sad parting o'er,
Had hurried home the day before,
Feeling, she said, she could not stay
So near the horrors of that day.
She sat within her little room,
In bitterest tears and deepest gloom,
When open swung the cottage-gate,
And lo, the pale, sad face of Kate!
“Oh, Ada, can it be to-day,
At noon, so many miles away,
The pitied sight of curious eyes,
My husband for my murder dies?
Far in my recent mountain home,
Where the world's tidings seldom come,

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And where, all bent and full of days,
My friend, a gypsy woman, stays,
I, yester-eve, with curious eye,
Watched a boy's kite rise free and high.
'Twas severed from its line; and while
I pondered that full many a mile
The wind had borne its printed sheet,
It fell and fluttered at my feet.
And on the sheet that decked the frame,
I read my poor, dear husband's name;
You know what else—need I say more?
My horse stands foaming at the door;
Another horse must do his half,
And bear me to the telegraph;
Another horse must run, to-day,
To yonder town, ten miles away!”
Away she dashed, through mud and rain;
O'er steep, rough hill, and muddy plain;
But when the ten long miles were past,
And she had reached the goal at last,
She found she was not there too soon;
It only lacked an hour of noon.
The operator stroked his chin,
And answered, with a boyish grin,
“I'm sorry, very sorry, madam;
Your news are good—I wish they had 'em;
If they could go, of course I'd let 'em;
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And, laying by all sorts of jesting,
No doubt he'd find 'em interesting;
But as your father-in-law, I take it,
Old Uncle Jimmy, used to make it,
‘When lightnin' comes, the Lord will fetch it:
And then, of course, we have to catch it;’
It came in here for keeps, this morning,
Without a half a second's warning;
My battery was torn to flitters—
Likewise, a little flask of bitters;
I found myself, as soon as able,
Snugly laid up beneath the table.
The wires stopped working, quite disgusted;
In short, the whole concern is bu'sted.
But here's an engine, on the track,
Has been somewhere, and just got back;
And this good-looking fellow, here,
A friend of mine, the engineer,
(One of your good, kind-hearted mules,)
Will take you, spite of rain and rules;
Though every cloud were an Inspector,
And every mile-post a Director.
But, Lord! why talk of common things?
At noon, to-day, your husband swings.
'Tis fifty minutes of the time,
And fifty miles! you'll have to climb!”
Now on, iron steed!
On, on to the goal!
What is the worth of your extra speed,

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To the worth of a human soul!
The ground it thunders underneath,
The clouds they thunder above;
On, to the borders of yonder town,
For the sake of the God of love!
My husband must walk out,
To the jailor's nod and beck;
They'll place him upon the gallows high,
With a rope around his neck.
And he will hang and choke,
With deliverance rushing nigh!
On! If ye come not there by noon,
An innocent man must die!
They led the fettered prisoner out,
'Mid pity's tears, and anger's shout;
They led the prisoner out to die,
And placed him on the gallows high.
On! on! on!
The engine shakes and reels;
The rails they quake, they shiver and shake,
Beneath the whirling wheels!
Shake, ye bands of iron!
Roll, ye drivers, roll!
What is the worth of the whole of you,
To the worth of a human soul!
The hangman tied the knot with care,
The good old chaplain breathed a prayer;

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The undertaker lingered nigh,
The coffin, rough and black, stood by.
On! on! on!
With the whistle's screech and scream;
Pile in the coal! pile in the coal!
And press the hissing steam!
On with the hissing steam!
In with the senseless coal!
What is the worth of a hundred tons,
To the worth of a human soul!
Houses and towns fly past,—
Fly, like a quick-spent breath!
They are naught to us! we are running a race
With the grim old monster, Death!
On, on with the steam!
In, in with the coal!
What is OUR flight, in the name of God,
To the flight of a human soul!
The Sheriff, in a formal way,
Said, “Prisoner, have you aught to say?”
He spoke: his words were clear and plain,
Though mingled with the falling rain;
He spoke: his voice was calm and true,
Though thunder-heads were speaking, too.
“By the great God that dwells on high,
I innocent of murder die;
Guilty of almost all beside,

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Cursing my doting parents' pride,
Their every fond wish I have crossed;
I strayed, I wandered, I am lost!
Young men, but listen, while I sum
The secret of my ruin—Rum!
Sheriff, your duty; do not stay!
People, I've nothing more to say.”
The good old chaplain breathed a prayer,
Then clambered slowly down the stair.
The Sheriff drew, with manly sighs,
The black cap o'er his prisoner's eyes,
Then turned unto the fatal drop:—
Sheriff, for God's great mercy, stop!
Sheriff, for God's sake, see
Yon rising column of steam!
Sheriff, for God's sake, hear
Yon whistle's frenzied scream!
Sheriff, for God's sake, hold!
What is a moment or two,
To the great, black, eternal gulf
That meets this prisoner's view?
The spring is touched; the prop is fled;
The prisoner's body falls like lead!
Here we come, at last!
Come, to sorest need!
Our fifty miles are done and passed,

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Thanks to our iron steed!
Fire, and iron, and steam,
Running a race with fate!
Running a race with black-winged Death!
O, Heaven! are we too late?
The rope had broken, as he fell,
And left him there, alive and well;
His face with strangulation dark,
And round his neck an ugly mark,
But living, still, with strength and breath,
As yet untouched by hand of death.
His weeping wife, with streaming face,
Rushed, panting, to his strong embrace;
And the great crowd, on every side,
Like giant babies laughed and cried.
Then, amid silence, clear and high
Arose the prisoner's heartfelt cry:
“O, sacred, generous God above!
To-day, thy grand, forgiving love
Has kept for me my feeble breath,
Has saved my shrinking soul from death!
And now, O God! by all that's dear,
By my loved parents, weeping here,
By her whom thou hast willed to save
Me from a vile, dishonored grave,
By all the scenes of this dread day,
By her, my sister, far away,
By this dread scaffold, dull and drear,

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And by the rope that bound me here;
By the black cap across my face,
The blinding badge of my disgrace,
I swear, and send my true oath up,
Never again to drain the cup!
And to thee, God of all, I pray
For strength to battle, day by day;
For heart to strive, and power to win,
Against this fiend of woe and sin.”
The rain-clouds burst asunder; and the light
Came streaming gladly down,
As if the smile of God, all beaming bright,
Had chased away His frown!
The wondering multitude stood still as death,
And spoke no wondering word,
And when at last they drew a long, glad breath,
No thunder-peal was heard!
An angel wrote that oath in Heaven's own book,
In gold without alloy;
And Heaven's bright battlements in triumph shook,
With angel shouts of joy.
O'er streets of gold, and verdant, rill-worn plain,
The shining legions flamed,
And sung, in chorus loud, the glad refrain,
“Reclaimed, thank God! reclaimed!”