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THE SILVER BRIDGE.

The sunset fades along the shore,
And faints behind yon rosy reach of sea;
Night falls again, but ah, no more,
No more, no more,
My love returns to me.
The lonely moon builds soft and slow
Her silver bridge across the main,
But him who sleeps the wave below
Love waits in vain—
Ah no, ah no,
He never comes again!
But while some night beside the sea
I watch, when sunset's red has ceased to burn,
That silver path, and sigh, “Ah me,
Ah me, ah me,
He never will return!”
If, on that bridge of rippling light,
His homeward feet should find their way,

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I should not wonder at the sight,
But only say
“Ah, love, my love,
I knew you would not stay!”

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THE WILLOW.

O willow, why forever weep
As one who mourns an endless wrong?
What hidden woe can lie so deep,
What utter grief can last so long,
O sighing willow?
The spring makes haste, with step elate,
Your life and beauty to renew;
She even bids the roses wait,
And gives her first sweet care to you,
Beloved willow!
The welcome redbreast folds his wing,
To pour for you his freshest strain;
To you the earliest bluebirds sing
Till all your light stems thrill again,
Responsive willow!
The sparrow trills his wedding song
And trusts his tender brood to you;

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Fair flowering vines, the summer long,
With clasp and kiss your beauty woo,
O lovely willow!
The sunshine drapes your limbs with light,
The rain braids diamonds in your hair,
The breeze makes love to you at night,
Yet still you droop, and still despair,
O loyal willow!
Beneath your boughs, at fall of dew,
By lovers' lips is softly told
The tale that all the ages through
Has kept the world from growing old,
O listening willow!
But still, though April's buds unfold,
Or summer sets the earth aleaf,
Or autumn pranks your robes with gold,
You sway and sigh in graceful grief,
O brooding willow!
Mourn on forever, unconsoled,
And keep your secret sacredly,
No heart in all the world can hold
A sweeter grace than constancy,
O faithful willow!

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HER SPHERE.

No outward sign her angelhood revealed,
Save that her eyes were wondrous mild and fair,—
The aureole round her forehead was concealed
By the pale glory of her shining hair.
She bore the yoke and wore the name of wife
To one who made her tenderness and grace
A mere convenience of his narrow life,
And put a seraph in a servant's place.
She cheered his meagre hearth; she blessed and warmed
His poverty, and met its harsh demands
With meek, unvarying patience, and performed
Its menial tasks with stained and battered hands.
She nursed his children through their helpless years,—
Gave them her strength, her youth, her beauty's prime,
Bore for them sore privation, toil and tears,
Which made her old and tired before her time.

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And when fierce fever smote him with its blight,
Her calm, consoling presence charmed his pain;
Through long and thankless watches, day and night,
Her fluttering fingers cooled his face like rain.
With soft magnetic touch and murmurs sweet,
She brought him sleep, and stilled his fretful moan,
And taught his flying pulses to repeat
The mild and moderate measure of her own.
She had an artist's quick perceptive eyes
For all the beautiful; a poet's heart
For every changing phase of earth and skies,
And all things fair in nature and in art.
She looked with all a woman's keen delight
On jewels rich, and dainty drapery,
Rare fabrics and soft hues,—the happy right
Of those more favored but less fair than she;
On pallid pearls, which glimmer cool and white,
Dimming proud foreheads with their purity;
On silks, which gleam and ripple in the light,
And shift and shimmer like the summer sea;
On gems, like drops by sudden sunlight kissed,
When fall the last large brilliants of the rain;

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On laces, delicate as frozen mist
Embroidering a winter window-pane:
Yet, near the throng of worldly butterflies
She dwelt, a chrysalis, in homely brown;
With costly splendors flaunting in her eyes,
She went her dull way in a gingham gown.
Hedged in by alien hearts, unloved, alone,
With slender shoulders bowed beneath their load,
She trod the path that Fate had made her own,
Nor met one kindred spirit on the road.
Slowly the years rolled onward; and at last,
When the bruised reed was broken, and her soul
Knew its sad term of earthly bondage past,
And felt its nearness to the heavenly goal,
Then a strange gladness filled the tender eyes
Which gazed afar beyond all grief and sin,
And seemed to see the gates of Paradise
Unclosing for her feet to enter in.
Vainly the master she had served so long
Clasped her worn hands, and with remorseful tears,
Cried, “Stay, oh, stay! Forgive my bitter wrong;
Let me atone for all these dreary years!”

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Alas for heedless hearts and blinded sense!
With what faint welcome and what meagre fare,
What mean subjections and small recompense,
We entertain our angels unaware!

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A WHITE ROSEBUD.

O rosebud, white rosebud,
Whence comes your summer smile,
When to and fro outside the snow
Is drifting all the while?
The cold midwinter tempest roars,
The garden is bereft;
In all the waste of out-of-doors
You have no kindred left.
O rosebud, dear rosebud,
I wonder if you dream
How much more fair and sweet you are
Than summer roses seem?
A rose that blooms in winter air
In grace and beauty grows
—Because so precious and so rare—
A thousand times a rose.
O rosebud, fair rosebud,
You grieve not that your prime

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Of radiant bloom and rich perfume
Has come in winter-time;
And should I deem it hard and wrong,
And drop ungrateful tears,
If life's best joy should bloom among
The snows of later years?
O rosebud, sweet rosebud,
What happy secret lies
Deep in your heart, so shut apart
From rude and curious eyes?
Some dear delight of soul or sense
Must make its dwelling there,
Else wherefore does this odor thence
Rise like a grateful prayer?
O rosebud, rare rosebud,
Would that you might repeat
The dreams which rest within your breast
And make your life so sweet!
'T were well if we sad mortals knew,
Our days are so forlorn;
So many souls among us, too,
Alas, are winter-born!
O rosebud, my rosebud,
My heart is like to you,

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Since hidden deep therein I keep
A happy secret too.
Oh, listen! winter-time will flee,
And spring will bless the air,
And birds will sing, and there will be
White rosebuds everywhere!

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IF I WERE DEAD.

If I were dead,
Or fled
To some far shore unknown,
And you were left
Bereft,
To wander here alone,—
How long would you
Be true
To memory of mine?
How soon Love's debt
Forget,
And seek another shrine?
What fairer eyes
Would rise
Like day-stars on your soul?
And whose sweet speech
Would teach
Delight to follow dole?

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What charm make brief
Your grief?
What tender ministry
Heal with soft art
The heart
That ached for loss of me?
It would be so,
I know;—
Men's love is like to this:
They hold the near
Most dear,
The absent scarcely miss.
Some other face
Will grace
Your home when I have flown,
And claim as bliss
The kiss
I prized as mine alone.
Oh, love and pain!
In vain
We long for utter truth.
It is at best
A jest,
A day-dream of our youth;

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And many wives
Whose lives
Have lacked no duteous grace,
Are, ere they die,
Thrown by
For a more youthful face.
Ah, well she sleeps
Who keeps
Her love till life's last eve;
If then he range
Or change,
Ghosts do not blush, nor grieve.
But stay awhile
And smile,
And let me fancy yet
That Time's cold breath
Nor Death
Could make you quite forget!

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SPRING MIRACLES.

When the icy heart of nature yearns
Faintly in its wintry stupor deep,
And the prescient earth, half-conscious, turns
Sunward, smiling in her frozen sleep,—
How do dull-brown tubers, which have lain
In their darksome prison heaped away,
Know that spring entreats the world again,
And begin their struggle towards the day?
No spring light has touched them where they lay,
No spring warmth has reached them in their tomb,
Yet they sprout and yearn and reach alway
Toward the distant goal of life and bloom.
Planted in the self-same garden bed,
Nourished by the self-same rain and light,
Whence do roses draw their glowing red?
Whence the lily-cups their shining white?

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Whence does the refulgent marigold
Gain the gilding for her yellow globes?
Where do pansies find, amid the mould,
Purple hues to prank their velvet robes?
How do sweet-peas plume their wings with pink,
Lavender, and crimson rich and fair?
Nature gives them one and all to drink
Limpid crystal, colorless as air.
Little gardener, with your golden locks
Bright with sunshine or uncurled with dew,
Musing there among your pinks and phlox,
Finding always something strange or new,—
Trust me, child, the wisest, strongest brain,
Cobwebbed with much learning though it be,
Querying thus, must query all in vain,
Pausing foiled at last, like you or me.
Sages ponder on the mysteries
Hidden close in petal, root, and stem;
Nature yields more questions than replies,—
Babes may ask, but who can answer them?

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HETERODOXY.

Pray thee, put the sermon by,—vex my soul no more with creeds,
And the vague and slow rewards dealt to good and evil deeds;
I am tired of differing sects, with their various bigotry,—
Ah, for me death holds no terror but the fear of losing thee!
In a heaven apart from thee, could my exiled soul rejoice?
Could I join the angels' song, missing thence thy tender voice?
What to me were gates of pearl, if they parted thee and me?
What the streets so fair and golden, if I wandered lacking thee?
What to me would be the joys of that bright and wondrous land,
If among them all I sought vainly for thy loving hand?

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What to me were pastures green, where thy feet could never be?
Or the paths beside still waters, if thou walkedst not with me?
Ah, wherever after death my still faithful soul may dwell,—
Saints may call it bliss or woe, they may name it heaven or hell,—
By thee only, O beloved, will my joy or pain be wrought,
I shall find my heaven beside thee, or my hell where thou art not!

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AN EGYPTIAN LILY.

An arrowy point divides the oozy mould,
A slender shaft, an emerald spear in rest;
And soon another crowds the earliest,
Crumpled and crimped with creases manifold,
So closely were its swaddling-garments rolled,—
Even as a baby's cheek, in slumber pressed
Against the pillow of its downy nest,
Is stamped and dimpled by a careless fold.
A faint green bud appears, and, hour by hour,
Greatens and whitens; yet a little while,
And, marvelling, the gazer's eyes behold
The fragrant glory of the perfect flower,
Full of the magic of the mystic Nile,—
A wondrous cream-white trumpet, spiked with gold!

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IN SMITHFIELD.

Here on the very spot where now I stand
Tracing on this gray stone the carvéd letters,
In other days a flame-crowned martyr band
Stood slowly burning in their red-hot fetters,
Lapped by red tongues of flame, and choked with smoke,
Under this very sky that frowns and lowers;
Yet from the clouds no voice of thunder spoke,
Nor tender mercy fell in quenching showers.
And so they died; strong in the high belief
That faithful ages would repeat their story,
That God would recompense their anguish brief,
And crown their pain with everlasting glory.
The times have changed: not now does bigotry
Heap funeral pyres in London's market-places,
Nor drag condemned enthusiasts out to die,
With dawning haloes round their pallid faces;

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No holy bishop stands, with fierce intent,
The smouldering fagots with his crosier turning,
And snuffs up, like a rose's breath, the scent
Of wicked human thews and sinews burning.
We say these cruel evils brought forth good,—
This age is more humane; nor is our boasting
A thing of mere conceit and hardihood,—
We starve our martyrs now, instead of roasting.
All up and down this grim and haunted square
They swarm, the martyrs of this age enlightened:
Children with feet and shoulders thin and bare;
Men with ignoble heads untimely whitened,
And faces blear and old before their time;
Lost girls, who earn their bread by smiles and laughter
Shameless and false as those who buy their crime,—
Hating the present, dreading the hereafter;
Youths old in guilt before their middle age,
Schooled from their birth in words and deeds unholy;
And toil-bent women-slaves, whose scanty wage
Only enables them to starve more slowly;

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Mothers, who once, perhaps, knew love and mirth,
When life was easier and their hearts were younger,
Now maddened by that dreariest sound on earth,—
The cry of babes who wail with cold and hunger.
No aureole gathers round these grimy brows,
No lofty faith upbears their load of trial,
No angel form above their torment bows;
But want, and sin, and shame, and grim denial
Attend their rising up and lying down,
And make them cringe, and steal, and lie, and grovel;
They win no martyr's fame, nor palm, nor crown,
But die of vice and misery, in a hovel.
Ragged and hungry, comfortless and cold,
Shivering and purple in the wintry breezes,
Which would they choose, knew they the story old,
The age which burned, or this which starves and freezes?
London, England.

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THE GRASS IS GREENER WHERE SHE SLEEPS.

The grass is greener where she sleeps,
The birds sing softlier there,
And Nature fondest vigil keeps
Above a face so fair,—
For she was innocent and sweet
As mortal thing can be,—
The only heart that ever beat,
That beat alone for me.
To me her dearest thoughts were told,
Her sweetest carols sung;
To her my love was never old,
My face was always young.
Ah, life seems drear and little worth,
Since she has ceased to be,—
The only heart in all the earth
That never loved but me!

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NIGHT AND MORNING.

I pause beside the darkening pane,
With homesick heart and weary hand,
To watch the fair day die again,
And evening with its shadowy train
Creep slow along the lonesome land.
The west has lost its line of gold;
The clouds hang threatening, near and far,
Heavy and hopeless, fold on fold;
And night comes moaning, unconsoled
By glimmer of a single star.
Ah, why does hope depart with light?
And why do griefs and fears alway,
And bitter thoughts of loss and blight,
Come crowding back again with night,
Like evil things which fear the day?
Yet none but feeble souls complain;
The world is only dark, not lost;
The day will shine on wave and plain,

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The grass and flowers will spring again,
Despite the night, despite the frost.
And when the east, like some far shore
Of promise, broadens rosy-bright,
Visions of darkness vex no more,
For all their legions flee before
The level lances of the light.
The grief that seemed too hard to bear,
The thought which stung to sharpest pain,
Fade in the rich and golden air;
The heart grows calm, the world grows fair,
And life is sweet and dear again.

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MY NEIGHBOR'S GARDEN.

Up to the border of my small domain
My neighbor's garden stretches wide and sweet;
His roses toss against my window-pane;
His jasmine wreathes my porch and doorway seat.
My threshold every May is carpeted
With pale pink petals from his peach-tree blown;
His tallest lilac lifts its plumy head
Up to the casement where I sit alone.
Waking I hear, as dawns the morning light,—
My neighbor busy in his bordered walks,
Noting the added beauties born of night,
Pulling the weeds among his flower-stalks.
From early March, when the brave crocus comes,
Edging the beds with lines of blue and gold,
Till the consoling, kind chrysanthemums
Contend against the winter's cruel cold,—
My neighbor toils with wise and patient hand,
Scarce pausing in his work for sun or shower,

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Evolving gradually from mould and sand
The germ, the leaf, the perfect bud and flower.
A rare magician he, whose touch transmutes
—Helped by the sprites which rule the airs and dews—
Dry dormant seeds and dark unlovely roots
To graceful shapes and richest scents and hues.
His garden teems with glad and brilliant lives;
There wheel and dive the gauzy dragon-flies,
Bees gather tribute for their distant hives,
And gray moths flutter as the daylight dies.
Sparrows and wrens sing songs which need no words;
And over flower-cups scarce more bright than they,
Green-winged and scarlet-throated humming-birds
Hang, tranced with sweet, then whir and dart away.
From branch to branch, beneath my watching eyes,
His net a black-and-golden spider weaves,
And scores of many-colored butterflies
Waltz in and out among the dancing leaves.
My neighbor in their midst—thrice-favored one!
Delves, plants, trains, weeds, and waters patiently,

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Studies the alchemy of rain and sun,
And works his floral miracles for me.
For me! not one enjoys this paradise
As I, within my overlooking room;
It is not seen, even by the owner's eyes,
At once—the whole wide stretch of growth and bloom.
With sight and mind absorbed, he little thinks
How all his garden's sweetness drifts to me;
How his rich lilies and his spicy pinks
Send incense up to me continually.
Yet still he labors faithfully and long
My loneliness to brighten and beguile,
Asking for all this fragrance, bloom, and song
Not even the small repayment of a smile.
Unconscious friend, who thus enrichest me,
Long may thy darlings thrive, untouched by blight,
Unplagued by worm or frost; and may there be
No serpent in thine Eden of delight.
And ye whose spirits faint with weariness,
Count not your work unvalued and unknown;
Cheered by your toil, some silent soul may bless
The hand that strives not for itself alone.

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LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP.

I dreamed I had for months been dead;
Spring rain, and summer light and bloom
Had swept across my lonesome bed,
With clover scent and wild bees' boom
Lightening the place of half its gloom.
Serene and calm, my quiet ghost
Came softly back to see the place
Where I had joyed and suffered most;
To look upon his grieving face
Whose memory death could not erase.
But he, my love, whom even in heaven
I yearned to comfort and sustain,
Knowing how sore his heart was riven—
My love, with life so changed to pain
That he could never love again—
Forgetful of the golden band
On my dead finger slumbering,
Now bent above another hand,

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And clasped and kissed the dainty thing,
And whispered of another ring.
Alas, poor ghost! I felt a thrill,
A sudden stab of mortal pain,
And sighed. He shivered: “Ah, how chill
The air has grown, and full of rain;
My darling, kiss me warm again!”
Why should I linger? As I passed
Her lips touched shyly, murmuring low,
Just where my own had kissed their last,
Only so little while ago;
“Ah, well,” I said, “'t is better so.”
But one who in my life passed by
With friendship's coolest touch and tone,
I found beneath the darkening sky,
Beside my grave all bramble-grown,
With sorrow in his eyes—alone.
A tear, down-glittering as he stood,
Hung, star-like, in the grass below:
I blessed him in my gratitude—
He smiled: “Dear heart, if she could know
How sweet these brier-blossoms grow!”

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WHEN LILACS WAVE.

When lilacs wave their plumes in purple pride,
And dandelions star the country side,
And the trim catbird, in her garrulous quest,
Seeks straws and feathers for her careless nest,
Which seemingly she does not try to hide—
The redbreast's songs are jubilant and sweet,
The tender grass is velvet to the feet,
And nightmare Care sits lightlier on the breast,
When lilacs wave.
The almond swings its wands of rosy-white,
The scarlet tulips trim their torches bright,
The crocuses, in gold and purple drest,
Wake, fresh and perfect, from their winter rest—
And love is heaven, and life is all delight,
When lilacs wave.

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SPRING-TIDE.

The cherry-tree is clad in white
As though with clinging snow,
The peach is pink with blossoming,
The red-fringed maples glow,
And brightly on the sunnier slopes
The grass begins to grow.
The climbing rose-briers teem with buds,
And flaunt their promise high;
The strawberry-blossom lifts again
Its white-and-golden eye,
And herb and weed, through damp dead leaves,
Crowd up to see the sky.
The grape rejects the last year's bond
Which cramped its wandering will,
The clambering vine forgets the hand
That nailed it to the sill,
And tendril, stem, and velvet leaf
Shoot upward, upward still.

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And all the dead year's woes and wrongs,
The heat and dust and din
Of summer-time—the bitter winds
Which winter ushered in,
Are now, amid this fresh new life,
As though they had not been.
How sweet to cast aside the load
Which time and sorrow bring,
The galling bonds, the outgrown ties,
The griefs which gnaw and cling,
And build a fresh and perfect life
Anew with every spring—
With last year's dead leaves cast aside,
And last year's chains unbound,
To leave the husks of age and care
Behind us in the ground,
And rise into the gracious light,
With youth and gladness crowned!

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DIVES AND THE ANGEL.

An angel came to Dives as he slept,
A Presence with severe and searching glance,
Who stooped and questioned him. “How have you kept
The promise of your rich inheritance?
“How is it that you still join field to field,
And house to house, and make your treasure more,
While want and misery remain unhealed,
And wretched children beg from door to door?
“While pallid women, finer-souled than you,
Drudge weary year on year for scantiest wage,
No hope before them, all the long days through,
But toil in youth and beggary in age?
“Has Heaven, which dowered you as its almoner,
Found you a faithful servant, just and true?
How many hearts, with gratitude astir,
Are happier to-day because of you?”

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“Hear, Lord!” replied the rich man, “I implore!
I know my wealth is only shining dust;
I turn no homeless beggar from my door
Without a cup of water and a crust.
“To bring the heathen to thy feet more near,
My name is foremost, and my aid is sure,
And my discarded garments, year by year,
Console the shivering shoulders of thy poor.”
“Unfaithful steward! false and self-confessed,
Who hope to win the favor of the skies
By grasping and enjoying all the best,
And giving only what you do not prize!
“You make a virtue of your selfishness
And hold the joy of giving poor and cheap,
By offering to another's sore distress
That which you do not want and would not keep!
“The work-girl who divides her scanty store
With one more poor, is princelier far than you—
A penny from her slender purse is more
Than thousands from your bounteous revenue.
“Your fortunate fingers hold the golden keys
Which make it a delight and joy to live;

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The jewelled gates of luxury and ease
Swing wide, and yield you all that life can give.
“You dwell within a palace grand and proud,
Fair as though conjured by a wizard's spell,
While others wander shelterless, or crowd
In wretched huts where beasts would scorn to dwell.
“You clothe yourself in raiment rich and fine,
And toss your brother garments coarse and old;
You give the water, and withhold the wine,
Divide the copper, and retain the gold.
“Is it because you earn reward and praise
By purer heart and life, and nobler deeds,
That you walk daintily life's lilied ways,
While he goes stumbling in its thorns and weeds?
“What is it that you fling the poor a crust
While you fare delicately every day?
What is it that you give because you must
And still live on in wealth because you may?
“Then, when at last Death's chill compelling clutch
Has pinched your grasping fingers numb and cold,
You try to gain the praise you crave so much
By scattering what you cannot longer hold.

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“The selfish worm within the apple's core,
Which revels all his life in fruit or flower,
Who thanks him, that when he can eat no more
He leaves behind what he could not devour?
“Is it your virtue, then, that you forsake
The precious gold of which you are so fond?
You leave it only that you cannot take
A credit-letter on the world beyond.
“Beware! for noting all your narrow greeds,
An eye which cannot err and does not sleep
Will scan, as measure of your generous deeds,
Not only what you give—but what you keep!”

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DANDELION GHOSTS.

The dooryard flower that children love
All other common flowers above,
The dandelion-bloom, alas,
No longer stars the roadside grass,
But folds away its yellow robes;
And now from countless gauzy globes,
Gray gossamer ghosts float everywhere,
Like bubbles blown along the air.
Dear homelike flower, which cheers alway
The dusty path of every day,
Even death is kind to thee, and brings
Twin-gifts of liberty and wings;
O, peer of butterflies and bees,
Fair playmate of the wandering breeze,
Methinks I would rejoice to be
A free and fetterless ghost like thee!
No ghastly phantom, pale and stark,
Stalking, reproachful, through the dark,

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To fright the souls which held me dear,
And mourned my loss with tear on tear;—
And yet, at last—so hard to bear
Are loneliness and dull despair—
Their pain of sore bereavement healed
With love more warm than ghosts can yield;—
No spectre, bringing fear and dread,
To blanch from timid lips the red,
But such a gentle ghost as might
Unchallenged come in fair daylight,
Unsoiled by dust, unwet by dew,
In fearless freedom strange and new,
To sail serenely through the air
Uncaught, unhindered, everywhere.
No fate were happier than to be
An evanescent ghost like thee,
A mild returner from the dead,
Which few would note, and none would dread;
To visit, not in grief or gloom,
The scenes which saw my early bloom,
And mark how perfect and how fair
The world could be,—and I not there!
Ah, happy flower, that smilest through
Thy three bright days of sun and dew,

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And then, when time decrees thy doom,
Risest anew in rarer bloom,
A perfect sphere of daintiest white,
As soft as air, as still as light,
Leaving these earthly damps of ours
To seek, perhaps, the heaven of flowers!

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LINES TO A TUSCAN AIR.

My heart has learned a simple song,
More sweet than summer birds'—
Its burden lasts the whole day long,
Though few and brief the words;
And thus in sun and shadow,
I sing it o'er and o'er—
“My love! my love!
My love forevermore!”
The golden light may leave the sky,
The gloomy clouds may frown—
The flowers may close, the winds may cry,
The mournful rain come down;
Yet though the tempests gather,
I carol as before—
“My love! my love!
My love forevermore!”
And years may pass and youth may go,
And morning dreams depart,
And time may bring me care and woe,
It cannot break my heart—

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In life or death exulting,
My joy I still outpour—
“My love! my love!
My love forevermore!”

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AN OLD BATTLE-FIELD.

This fair broad stretch of level grass,
Spangled with bee and bloom and bud,
A few short years ago, alas,
Was one wide waste of death and blood.
Here boomed the cannon's thunderous roar,
And strong arms strove, and brave hearts bled;—
The sickened earth was dark with gore,
And heaped and cumbered with the dead.
But now, how different! Tender notes
Of love and gladness fill the air,
The mocking-birds' melodious throats
Bubble with music everywhere;
The wild plants blossom as of old,
Before the world had ever sinned;
The pink azalea's buds unfold
And sweeten every wandering wind;
The strawberry-bloom's clear whiteness shows
No red remembrance of a stain,

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Although the sod whereon it grows
Was deluged once with crimson rain.
And daily on the slope's green breast
The tribes of blossoming things increase—
But dearer far than all the rest
The fair white flower whose name is Peace—
Whose gracious leaves to heal the ills
Which sapped the nation's life are sent—
Whose fragrance blesses all the hills—
Whose fruits are plenty and content.
As some wise mother's tender thought
Forgives her children's angry strife,
Conceals the wrong their wrath has wrought,
And builds thereon a gentler life;
So Nature's great maternal soul
Forgives the petty wars of men,—
Forgets the battle's awful roll,
And bids the bluebird sing again;
And from the trampled sod, restored
By summer rain and winter snow,
Blots out the track of fire and sword,
And makes the purple violets grow.
Richmond, Virginia.

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A BIRTHDAY.

Now when the landscape lies all hushed and stilly
Beneath the cold gray sky and shrouding snow,
Dawns the dim birthday, shadowy and chilly,
Of my sweet winter-child—my rare white lily,
Loved all too well, and lost so long ago.
Sometimes I marvel, dazed by doubt and distance,
Whether she was a mortal baby fair
Or some more glorified and pure existence
Lent for a little—a divine assistance
To help me over uttermost despair.
I bring to other birthdays kiss and token,
And loving wishes crowding fond and fast—
To this I only bring a woe unspoken,
Bitter rebellious tears, a heart half broken,
Bruising itself against the cruel past.
Year after year I think of her as older,
And muse upon her growth, and softly speak;
Now without stooping I could clasp and hold her,—

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And now her golden head would reach my shoulder,—
And now her sweet white brow would touch my cheek.
Would earthly years have had the power to render
That holy face less innocent and fair?
And those clear eyes, so luminous and tender,
Would they have kept undimmed their depths of splendor,
Amid these heavy clouds of grief and care?
I wonder, when I see my locks grown duller
By blighting years, and streaked with silvery strands,
If her bright hair has still the sun-warm color
It wore when on my breast I used to lull her,
Smoothing its shining waves with loving hands.
While time has aged and saddened me so greatly,
Has she outgrown each changing childish mood?
By the still waters does she walk sedately
A tall and radiant spirit, fair and stately,
In the full prime of perfect angelhood?
In that far dwelling, where I cannot reach her,
Has she who was so fragile and so sweet,—

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An untaught babe, a tender little creature,—
Grown wise enough to be my guide and teacher,
And will her presence awe me when we meet?
Oh, if her baby face has waxed no older,
Or if to angel stature she has grown—
Whether as child or woman I behold her,
With what wild rapture will these arms enfold her—
This longing heart reclaim her for its own!

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THE MORNING OF THE YEAR.

A tender music, new and rare,
Breaks up the songless silences,—
The voice of the entreating air
Soliciting the leafless trees.
“Awake,” it calls—“O bashful buds,
The prelude of the birds is here,—
The sunlight falls in gracious floods,
It is the morning of the year!
“The lily-bulbs, unfearing, sprout
Along the garden-border's edge,
While peach trees stand in blushing doubt,
And half distrust spring's timid pledge;
“The sparrow, constant evermore,
Begins anew his insect-quest,
The wren, beside the open door,
Peers curious at her last year's nest—
“The bluebird tunes his bravest lay
And fills the morn with sudden trills,

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Soft lines of greenness mark the way
Of watercourses down the hills—
“Awake, dull world, and cast aside
The mouldy robes of age and care,
Put on thy Eden-youth and pride—
Be glad again, and strong, and fair!
“Awake, awake, O drowsy buds—
The prelude of the birds is here,
The sunlight falls in tender floods,
It is the morning of the year!”

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WINTER-KILLED.

Beneath the snow the roses sleep,
Below the wave the pearls lie deep—
Wedged in the rock-rift, centuries old,
Lie yellow veins of virgin gold;
Ice-locked within the forest nook,
Sleeps the bright spirit of the brook,
And under more than wintry fate
Or ocean's depths or boulder's weight,
Or fettering ice or frozen grass,
Dishonored love lies dead, alas!
Yet spring shall wake the rose once more,
The diver bring the pearl to shore,
With sturdy toil the miner bold
Shall blast the rock and glean the gold;
And April set the brooklet free
To seek its waiting bride, the sea,—
But not spring's vivifying kiss,
Nor summer rain's persuasiveness,
Nor toil, nor search, nor patient pain,
Can bring dead love to life again!

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DAY AND NIGHT.

Ere wholly fails the waning light,
The moon, amid heaven's cloudy hosts
Leading the starry ranks of night,
Sends softly down her banner white,
Bringing to earth's wide isles and coasts
A blessed truce from noise and strife—
A breath-space for the inner life.
Sweet thoughts, by daylight banished hence,
Return to comfort and to heal
The weariness of soul and sense—
And on the lips of turbulence
The starlight sets its silver seal;
Dim pinions fan the fragrant damps,
And fire-flies trim their living lamps.
The dew-born primrose bursts, and flings
Its perfume in a sudden gush;
Moths flit on silver-dusted wings,
And scores of fair and happy things
Rejoice in the harmonious hush;

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A bird that dreams of carolling
Chirps faint, with head behind his wing.
By day the city strives and strains,
And labors in its smoke and dust
Like some great giant bound with chains,
Sore scourged with rods and racked with pains,
And doomed to servitude unjust;
But when the tiresome day goes down,
The slave may dream of throne and crown.
By day the vulture swoops and feeds,
And beats his fellows with his wings;
By night all violence recedes—
The whip-poor-will's mild patience pleads—
Shrilly and clear the cricket sings;
And while the stream its story weaves,
The wind talks softly with the leaves.
If day be storm, and night be calm—
If day be toil, and night release—
If day be pain, and night be balm—
If day be discord, night a psalm—
If day be war, and night be peace—
If day be life, and night be death,
Why hold so dear this mortal breath?

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Why plead and shudder and bewail,
When those who stand our souls most near
Slip from our clasp, and, mute and pale,
Recede behind the misty veil
That hides from us a higher sphere?
Why shrink with anguish and affright
If life be day and death be night?
Why grieve to see them pass away,
Since night is sweeter far than day?

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KITTY CARY.

No marble tells where Kitty Cary sleeps—
Only a simple slab of painted pine,
Time-stained and worn, her poor memorial keeps—
One brief and half-obliterated line—
So near the highway, that the yellow sand
From passing wheels falls thickly on her grave—
In death, as in her life, proscribed and banned—
For Kitty Cary lived and died a slave.
Ay, lived and died before the Almighty's hand
Struck the strong fetters from the bondman's limbs,
And made the farthest borders of the land
Shake with her dark-browed kindred's freedom hymns.
Alas! too early snapped the silver cord,
Or all too slowly came the tardy good—
Life was to her but toil without reward:
And death the welcome end of servitude.

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Death brought her freedom. Haply it may be
That Kitty Cary, from some fairer sphere,
Looks down to-day and pities tenderly
The bitter bondage of existence here;
Yet smiles to see her race with freedom crowned,
Subject no longer to a master's rule,
Nor grieves because their thoughtless children bound
Across her grave-mound, on their way to school;
For nothing guards her humble place of rest,
The straying cattle browse above her head,
Untended goats pause in their hungry quest
To crop the scanty herbage from her bed.
Yet Nature's self has not forgotten her,
But decks her lonely grave with dainty grace;
See! in the wind the blossomed sweet-briars stir,
And scatter fragrance round her resting-place.

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WITH THEE.

If I could know that after all
These heavy bonds have ceased to thrall,
We, whom in life the fates divide,
Should sweetly slumber side by side—
That one green spray would drop its dew
Softly alike above us two,
All would be well, for I should be
At last, dear loving heart, with thee!
How sweet to know this dust of ours,
Mingling, will feed the self-same flowers,—
The scent of leaves, the song-bird's tone,
At once across our rest be blown,—
One breadth of sun, one sheet of rain
Make green the grass above us twain!
Ah, sweet and strange, for I should be,
At last, dear tender heart, with thee!
But half the earth may intervene
Thy place of rest and mine between—

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And leagues of land and wastes of waves
May stretch and toss between our graves—
Thy bed with summer light be warm
While snow-drifts heap, in wind and storm,
My pillow, whose one thorn will be,
Beloved, that I am not with thee!
But if there be a blissful sphere
Where homesick souls, divided here,
And wandering wide in useless quest,
Shall find their longed-for heaven of rest,—
If in that higher, happier birth
We meet the joy we missed on earth,
All will be well, for I shall be,
At last, dear loving heart, with thee!

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A PINE TREE.

A handful of moss from the woodside,
Dappled with gold and brown,
I borrowed, to gladden my chamber
In the heart of the dusty town;
And here, in the flickering shadows
Traced by my window-vine,
It has nursed into life and freshness
The germ of a giant pine.
I turn from the cool-bosomed lilies
Dewy the whole day through—
From the flaunting torches of tulips
Flame-like in form and hue—
From the gorgeous geraniums' glory,
From the trellis where roses twine,
To welcome this sturdy stranger,
This poor little alien pine.
Out of this feeble seedling
What wonders the years may bring!

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Its stem may defy the tempest,
Its limbs in the whirlwind sing—
For age, which to men comes laden
With weakness and sure decline,
Will add only growth and beauty
And strength to this tiny pine.
Hark! is it an airy fancy?
The roar of its storm-wrung limbs,
Then the sigh of its tender tassels
To the twilight zephyr-hymns;
The rain on its thick soft greenness,
When the spring skies weep and shine—
O, many and mighty the voices
Haunting this tiny pine!
Shops, and the jar of machinery,
Mills, and the shudder of wheels—
Wharves, and the bustle of commerce,
Ships, and the rushing of keels—
Towns, and the hurry of living,
The murmur which none may define,
I hear and see as I listen
Watching this tiny pine.
I will take it again to the woodside,
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Its evergreen arms may broaden
Yearly more strong and fair;
And long after weeds and brambles
Grow over this head of mine,
The wild-birds will build and warble
In the boughs of my grateful pine.

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TRUE MOTHERHOOD.

Once while the Christ walked visibly on earth,
He took the seeming of a little child,
And trod the weary highways up and down,
A poor lost baby, crying bitterly—
His white feet bruised with pebbles, and his curls
Tear-wet and tangled all about his face,
Whose more than mortal beauty had become
Dim with much grief and crying.
A stately lady, rich and beautiful,
Passed in her gilded chariot, and afar
Saw the poor infant, weeping as he went,
And called to him. “Why weepest thou?” she said—
“Come here and I will comfort thee, fair child!”
“I cannot come,” the grieving babe replied,
“I seek my mother.” And he wept anew,
And wandered on, still crying.
“Sweet cherub,” said the lady, “yet come here—
I am thy mother—see, I wait for thee—

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Come! thou shalt be my darling and my own,
Shalt have the daintiest broidered robes to wear,
And silken sandals on thy poor bruised feet,—
And fare most delicately every day;
I am indeed thy mother, lovely child,
Come here, and cease thy crying!”
“Art thou indeed my mother?” asked the child,
Hushing his sobs a moment as he looked—
“Thy face is fair, and thou art richly clad,
And speakest sweetly—but I fear that thou
Art not indeed my mother—woe is me!
Wert thou indeed my mother, as thou saidst,
Thou wouldst not call to me and say ‘Come here!
And let me soothe thy crying!’
“But thou wouldst haste to bid thy chariot stay,
Wouldst get thee down, and come and take me up,
Wouldst hold me in thy arms and comfort me,
And heal my pain. Ah, no, sweet lady, thou
Art not indeed my mother!” And he held
His mantle to his face and wept again,
And would not be entreated from his grief,
But went his way, still crying.

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INCONSTANCY.

Against the curtained pane, beloved,
The snow beats thick and fast;
The wild wind's sorrowing refrain
Is telling of the past;
And in the old familiar chair,
Beside the hearth-fire's glow,
I sit and sing the tender air
You loved so long ago.
Ah, often since the springs, beloved,
Have bloomed above your rest,
I breathe the sweet old song that sings
Itself within my breast—
As children, in the cheerless days
When winter darkly lowers,
Retrace the garden's sodden ways,
And talk of last year's flowers.
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Amid the sunshine and the dew
Of youth's enchanted land—
It never seemed to you or me
That I could sing or smile
If you were lying silently
Within your grave the while.
We thought we could not live, beloved,
If we were torn apart—
That earth would have no more to give
To either stricken heart;
Alas, the change that time has wrought!
Your grave has held you long,
And in a home where you are not,
I sing the dear old song!
Do you look back to me, beloved,
From out your happy sphere,
And deem me false, that I can be
Alive, and you not here?
Death does not always bring its balm
To every aching ill—
Life may outlast its dearest charm,
And heart-break does not kill.
It would have been the same, beloved,
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Another love had worn your name,
More dear, perchance, than I;
Ah, after all these weary years,
Would you more constant be?
And would you drop these bitter tears,
And sing the song for me?

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BRIER-BLOOM.

The wild azaleas sweeten all the woods,
The locust swings its garlands of perfume,
But sweetest of all sweets, to-day there broods
Along the slopes of green and golden gloom
The scent of brier-bloom.
Sweetest of sweets and fairest of all flowers,—
A snowy wreath of delicate blossoming,
The blackberry-bramble creeps and hides, or towers
Above the budding shrubs, with clasp and cling
Bowering the realm of spring.
Roses are warmer with their passionate red,
Lilies are queenlier with their hearts of snow,
Magnolia cups a heavier incense shed,
But when I would be tranced with sweet, I go
Where the sharp briers grow.
Brave must the hand be, which would bear away
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Yet when is past my woodland holiday,
I can but smile at wounds, and deck my room
With wreaths of brier-bloom.
Some souls I love are twinned with flowers like these,
Recluse, and shrinking from the broadest day,
And full of delicatest fragrances—
Yet with keen pride to hold false friends at bay,
And keep the world away.

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AFTER THE STORM.

The vexed and threatening sky grew calm,
By evening's mild approach consoled—
Remote in its dissolving cloud,
The thunder farther, faintlier rolled,
And sunset's sudden alchemy changed all the leaden west to gold.
The splendor softened into peace,
The warm hues paled in slow decline,
Yet still the waters of the bay
Lay golden-bright as amber wine,
While red infrequent lightnings winked along the low horizon line.
Lightly between the sky and wave,
A cradling boat swung soft and slow;
Rapt and removed from all the world,
Two faces caught the heavenly glow,
And two wide-wandering souls regained the Eden lost so long ago.

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The faint breeze slumbered on the deep—
The few stars trembled in the blue—
A sacred hush held wave and air,
As though all loving nature knew
That eyes and hearts and lips at last were utterly and only true.
What eloquence of happy speech,
What art of story or of song,
Can reach the bliss of that sweet hour
When, chastened by denial long,
Love's everlasting patience reaps divine reward for years of wrong?
A tender dawning warmed the east—
The boat came softly to the shore—
Labor and care and tumult claimed
Those hushed, transfigured souls once more,
But nothing in those mingled lives could be again as heretofore.

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VICTOR.

True, he was not mine; I could not claim him;
Was he, then, less precious or less fair?
Are we all so selfish and so narrow
That we love but those whose blood we share?
Ten years since, he was a rare and perfect
Type of sweet ideal babyhood;
Like a fairy infant, found by moonlight
In the edge of an enchanted wood.
Like a shining crown upon his forehead
Lay the soft rings of his amber hair;
Never gentle soul had lovelier casket,
Never was a mortal child more fair.
Like a lake's calm quiet in the forest,
Were the peace and clearness of his eyes,—
Full of slumbrous lights and warm, brown shadows,—
Dark, yet not forgetful of the skies.

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Then I lost him. Farther toward the sunset
Into childhood's active life he grew,
Finding friends in all things pure and lovely,
Bird, bloom, sunshine, butterfly, and dew.
Child of poets, how could he be other
Than a subtle poet-spirit, too?
Fine, magnetic, quick to see and follow
Beckonings of the beautiful and true?
Like a fate, unguessed and unforeshadowed,
Dropped upon his life its cruel doom,
While the echo of his laugh still sounded,
And his cheek yet wore its touch of bloom.
At one moment full of life and archness,
Merry, eager, vigorous, and sweet—
In another, smitten as by lightning—
Lying lifeless at his mother's feet.
Yet the last faint effort of his being,
Ere the fluttering life-pulse could depart,
Was to whisper one sweet word of comfort
To her shocked, despairing, broken heart.
No sharp pang of lingering pain or illness
Marred his perfect face or thinned his form—

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In a moment's space he lay there stricken
Like a lily by a sudden storm.
Who will rightly, in the clouded future,
Fill his place our commoner souls among?
Who will know the truths he would have told us?
Who will sing the songs he would have sung?

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A PICTURE.

Within my room's serene seclusion,
Dwells evermore a pictured face,
Dream-haunted, like a rapt Carthusian,
With solemn eyes of tenderest grace,
Which seem to compass land and sea,
Yet never look on me.
O, eyes which gaze beyond and over,
Yet never meet and answer mine,
What may your steadfast quest discover
On the horizon's hazy line?
What charm in yonder distance lies,
O, sad and wistful eyes?
Hopeful despite their depth of grieving,
Still patiently they watch afar,
As though awaiting or perceiving
The dawn of some unrisen star—
The star which often and again
My own have sought in vain.

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Sometimes methinks its growing splendor
Brightens and glows on brow and cheek,—
The eyes grow luminous and tender,
The lips half tremble as to speak,
And all the face transfigured seems
By sweet prophetic dreams.
Ah, if when years have told their story,
Those dreams shall come divinely true,
That dim dawn bloom to sudden glory—
This face will shine as angels' do,—
These eyes, more dear than angels' be,
Will look—at last—on me!

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DROUGHT.

The sun uprises, large and red,
The dawn is lost in a sultry glow;
Like a furnace roof is the heaven o'erhead,
Like tinder the thirsty earth below;
Hushed is the grateful voice of streams,
The famished fountains and brooks are dry;
And day by day do the burning beams
Pour from the pitiless sky.
All things languish and fade and pine;
Buds are withered before they bloom;
The blighted leaves of the window-vine
Chase each other about the room;
Vapors gather, then melt in light;
Rain-clouds promise, then burn away;
And all hearts faint as the sultry night
Follows the sultry day.
Sadly adown the orchard lines
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The scanty clusters among the vines
Wilt, half-ripe, on the scorching wall;
The peaches perish before their prime,
The trim espaliers are bare and lorn—
Dry and dead, as in winter time,
Stand the ranks of the curling corn.
No longer the cool and gurgling songs
Of warblers freshen the lifeless air;
The simmering noise of the insect throngs
Sound incessantly everywhere;
The ringing rasp of the locust comes
Piercing the sense like a wedge of sound;
The wasp from his nest in the gable hums,
And the cricket shrills from the ground.
The hard dry grasshopper, snugly hid,
Grates his sharpest, and thinks he sings;
The castanets of the katydid
Chime with the rattle of sharded wings;
Blundering, booming, the beetles pass,
While bats flit silent, as daylight dies;
And loud in the tangles of seedy grass
The peevish cat-bird cries.
Open-billed, with his wings a-droop,
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The half-built nest in the sunny stoop,
Or the children's crumbs by the open door;
Rustling with dead and brittle stalks
The paths of the garden are thick with dust;
And the rows of flower-beds down the walks
Are baked to an ashy crust.
Parched to blackness the roses die,
Robbed of sweetness and form and hue;
Vainly the languid butterfly
Seeks, as of old, their garnered dew;
Vain the humming-bird's sweet pursuit;
The honey-bee's quest is sparely crowned;
Happy the mole that gnaws a root
In his cool nest underground!
The fading foliage of waiting woods,
The fields all barren and bare and brown,
The city's suffering multitudes,
The parching roofs of the thirsty town,
The herds which snuff at the yellow grass,
The leaves which open their palms in vain,
The sea that mirrors a sky like brass—
All these do pray for rain.

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IN PEACE.

Come, let us make his pleasant grave
Upon this shady shore,
Where the sad river, wave on wave,
Shall grieve forevermore;
O long and sweet shall be his dream
Lulled by its soothing flow—
Sigh softly, softly, shining stream,
Because he loved you so!
Fair blossom-daughters of the May,
So lovely in your bloom,
Your ranks must stand aside to-day
To give our darling room;
These dew-drops which you shed in showers
Are loving tears, I know—
Bloom brightly, brightly, grateful flowers,
Because he loved you so!
Here all the warm, long summer days
The yellow bees shall come,

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Coquetting down the blossomy ways
With loud and ringing hum;
While warbling in the sunny trees
The birds flit to and fro—
Sing sweetly, sweetly, birds and bees,
Because he loved you so!
Here with their soft and cautious tread,
The light feet of the shower
Shall walk about his grassy bed,
And cool the sultry hour;
Yet may not wake to smiles again
The eyes which sleep below—
Fall lightly, lightly, pleasant rain,
Because he loved you so!
And when the summer's voice is dumb,
And lost her bloomy grace,
When sighing autumn tempests come
To weep above the place,
Till all the forest boughs are thinned,
Their leafy pride laid low—
Grieve gently, gently, wailing wind,
Because he loved you so!
And when beneath the chilly light
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The storms shall clothe his grave in white,
And shut the world away,—
Above his sweet untroubled rest
Fall soft, caressing snow—
Drift tenderly across his breast,
Because he loved you so!

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LOST DAYS.

For many tedious nights and days,
Within this dim imprisoning room,
My soul has groped amid the maze
Of weariness and pain and gloom—
And as I look abroad again
On verdant hill, and heavy tree,
And furrowed field, and cultured plain,
It seems another world to me.
For I have lost the fairest sight,
The dearest days of all the year—
The sweet beginnings of delight,
The summer's gradual drawing near;
The new weeds pushing freshly up—
The eager growing of the grass—
The first ambitious buttercup—
The maple's morning red, alas—
The first strong throbs of nature's heart,
When spring her vital magic weaves—

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The bursting of the buds apart,
The crisp uncurling of the leaves.
'T is like a dream of pain and dread—
I closed my eyes in winter time,
And when once more I lift my head,
The spring is in its perfect prime.
The wrens which fashion, every spring,
Their happy nest above my door,
Have taught their young to fly and sing,
As in all pleasant Mays before—
And I have lost their merry notes,
Their fearless questions and replies,
The tuning of their joyful throats,
The querying of their curious eyes.
Along the walk the bushes sway
Heavy with roses ripe and fair—
The tall syringas all the day
Sweeten to faintness all the air;
The full-blown clover's fragrance floods
The land with odor far and near—
Ah! I have lost the time of buds,
The dearest days in all the year!

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FALSE AND TRUE.

Two walked under the olive trees shading the walls of an ancient town,
Long ago, as with gold and purple canopied bravely the sun went down.
Strangely mated for lovers, they—he an eagle, and she a dove—
He with eyes of prophecy, under such a forehead as laurels love;
She with bashful and tender face, softly radiant with love's surprise—
Flushed with pink, like a peach-tree blossom under the fair Italian skies.
“Farewell, darling,” he smiling said; “though this parting be bitter pain,
To the labor whose crowning waits me I must go—but I come again.

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“Then, sweet love, how your heart will beat! From your swallow's nest looking down
You shall see how the eager people greet me back to the dear old town!
“Years may pass ere that golden day, fate and fortune may be unkind,
Yet no woman shall call me husband, save the dear one I leave behind.
“Will you love me with patient love?—hold me precious the long years through?
Let us see, when the test is over, which of our two hearts proves most true!”
So he followed his guiding star to the region of song and art,
Wrought his dreams in the deathless marble, wooing Fame with a lover's heart.
Every shape of immortal youth which the soul of the artist thrills,
Charmed to sleep by some weird enchanter under the fair Carrara hills—
Gods and heroes of days gone by, saints and cherubs, a shining band—

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Woke and rose, in their snowy beauty, perfect under his master-hand.
Friendship sought him, and praise, and power; many a heart he wronged and rent;
Many a worship he won and wasted—smiling, spoiling, where'er he went—
Went the way that an artist loves, skimming the selfish sweets of life—
Giving to no one noble woman, loved and reverenced, the name of wife;
Yet he frittered his heart away, little by little, on many shrines,
Keeping nothing for her who, waiting, looked for him through her window vines.
So his beautiful years went by, charmed by honors and ease and gold,
Till at last, after fourscore summers, all the days of his life were told.
Then they took him in splendid state, back once more to the dear old town,
Where with his early love he wandered long ago as the sun went down.

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Down the street as his funeral passed, leaning out from her casement high,
Pale and trembling, a white-haired woman gazed and wept as the crowd went by.
All are conquered by Fate or Time—there are changes in fifty years—
Fifty years! and alas, a widow gave the dead man these burning tears.
She whose youth he had sorely wronged, she whose heart he had starved and slain,
Now at his tardy coming uttered all her passionate grief and pain.
Eating the bread of lonely toil, she had waited through tedious years,
Hoping all things, in tears and silence, fond and faithful despite her fears;
Then with a languid, cold consent, after patience and hope were dead,
Wedded another, whose constant passion sought her still, though her youth had fled.
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Plumes like midnight, and trailing sables slowly swept through the street below.
“Oh, my darling!” she sobbed aloud, shaken sore by her utter woe,
“Oh, my dearest, is this the coming which you promised so long ago?
“Taunt me not with my broken troth, O my love whom I still adore!
You who lived in the love of women, winning, wasting forevermore—
“You who honor the empty husk of your vow when your lips are dumb,—
No proud woman has called you husband, and you come—as you pledged to come.
“Loyal to him whose name I bore, yet I loved you, and only you;
Judge between us, O Mary mother, which is the false and which the true!”

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THE SILENT BATTLE.

The war that Spring and Winter wage
Goes on in silence, day by day;
Strong youth against decrepid age,
New growth opposed to dark decay;
The strife of hope against despair,
Life against death; and morn by morn,
A tenderer warmth is in the air,
And richer hues and hopes are born.
And lo, on every side appears
The hurrying host of Spring's advance—
The crowding grass, with bristling spears,
The brook-side rushes' ready lance,
The javelins of daring reeds,
The iris-sprout's keen bayonet-thrust,
With rank and file of sturdy weeds
Rising exultant from the dust.

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Each day a fresher guidon flaunts,
Marking the vantage-ground by turns;
The arrow-heads of water-plants,
The hard-clenched fists of valiant ferns,
The willow's pennons, brave and fair,
The wild-flag's sharp and slender blade,
With every force of earth and air,
Join boldly in the glad crusade,
Till Winter's sullen struggles cease,
And cold and darkness fail and flee,
And all the hills are fair with peace,
And green with palms of victory.

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“UNTIL DEATH.”

Make me no vows of constancy, dear friend,
To love me, though I die, thy whole life long,
And love no other till thy days shall end,—
Nay, it were rash and wrong.
It would not make me sleep more peacefully,
That thou wast wasting all thy life in woe
For my poor sake; what love thou hast for me,
Bestow it ere I go!
Thou wouldst not feel my shadowy caress
If, after death, my soul should linger here;
Men's hearts crave tangible, close tenderness,—
Love's presence, warm and near.
If thou canst love another, be it so;
I would not reach out of my quiet grave
To bind thy heart, if it should choose to go;—
Love should not be a slave.

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My placid ghost, I trust, will walk serene
In clearer light than gilds these earthly morns,
Above the jealousies and envies keen
Which strew this life with thorns.
Thou wilt meet many fairer and more gay
Than I; but, trust me, thou canst never find
One who will love and serve thee night and day
With a more single mind.
Carve not upon a stone when I go hence,
The praises which remorseful mourners give
To buried wives—a tardy recompense—
But speak them while I live.
Heap not the heavy marble on my grave,
To shut away the sunshine and the dew;
Let small blooms grow there, and let grasses wave,
And rain-drops filter through.
Forget me when I die; the violets
Above my rest will blossom just as blue,
Nor miss thy tears; even Nature's self forgets;
But while I live, be true!

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LITTLE FEET.

Two little feet, so small that both may nestle
In one caressing hand—
Two tender feet upon the untried border
Of Life's mysterious land—
Dimpled and soft, and pink as peach-tree blossoms
In April's fragrant days,
How can they walk among the briery tangles
Edging the world's rough ways?
These rose-white feet along the doubtful future
Must bear a woman's load;
Alas! since woman has the heaviest burden,
And walks the hardest road.
Love, for a while, will make the path before them
All dainty smooth and fair—
Will cull away the brambles, letting only
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But when the mother's watchful eyes are shrouded
Away from sight of men,
And these dear feet are left without her guiding,
Who shall direct them then?
How will they be allured, betrayed, deluded,
Poor little untaught feet!—
Into what dreary mazes will they wander?
What dangers will they meet?
Will they go stumbling blindly in the darkness
Of Sorrow's tearful shades?
Or find the upland slopes of Peace and Beauty,
Whose sunlight never fades?
Will they go toiling up Ambition's summit,
The common world above?
Or in some nameless vale, securely sheltered,
Walk side by side with Love?
Some feet there be which walk life's track unwounded,
Which find but pleasant ways;
Some hearts there be to which this world is only
A round of happy days.
But they are few. Far more there are who wander
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Who find their journey full of pains and losses,
And long to reach the end.
How shall it be with her, the tender stranger,
Fair-faced and gentle-eyed,
Before whose unstained feet the world's rude highway
Stretches so strange and wide?
Ah! who may read the future? For our darling
We crave all blessings sweet,
And pray that He who feeds the crying ravens
Will guide the baby's feet.

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THE MAGNOLIA TREE.

The gradual shades of the twilight fall,
And the scents of flowers, after the heat,
Come freshly over the garden wall—
But one rich odor transcends them all,
Strong and subtle, and sweet, how sweet!
A wonderful fragrance, deep and rare—
The breath of the great magnolia flower,
That after the long day's din and glare,
Comes softly forth, like a silent prayer,
To bless and sweeten the grateful hour.
At morn to the sun's enamored rays
It opens its bosom's snowy prime;
Pride of the sultry summer days,
It gives its beauty to all who gaze,
But keeps its soul for the twilight time.
And when the valleys grow dim with night,
And the skies relent from their noonday heat,
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And its wide rich flowers of luminous white
Slowly close, with a gush of sweet.
I see it, glinting in moonlit air,
With blossoms like white translucent bowls
Of alabaster, all creamy fair,
Filled with a fragrance strange and rare
As a waft from the land of happy souls.
O gentle airs, which so softly blow,
Wooing their beauty lover-wise,
Tell me, if haply ye may know,
Is this like the lovely trees which grow
By the silver streams of Paradise?
For if Nature holds in her gardens wide,
One thing so perfect and wholly fair
That when we cross to the other side,
Where the green fields smile and the clear waves glide,
We may find it, grown immortal, there—
Safe from winter, and storm, and blight,
Green and deathless, it seems to me
It is this fair dweller in warmth and light,
With its glossy leaves and its blossoms white,
The beautiful brave magnolia tree!

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Queen of the South and love of the sun!
Happy indeed must the sleeper be
Who finds his rest, when at last 't is won,
And the dew hangs heavy, and day is done,
Under the broad magnolia tree!

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“HADST THOU BEEN HERE.”

Often the simple words return to me,
Pathetic, sad, yet full of faith sincere,
Breathed by the mournful maid of Bethany,
In her deep sorrow and humility,
To him she loved so well—“Hadst thou been here!”
For so, O helpful heart, I think of thee,
In thy continued absence, year on year,—
Saying, when loss or grief has come to me,
And I have lacked thy strength so utterly—
“I had not suffered thus, hadst thou been here!”
But ah, in calmer after-thought, I see
By reason's light, dispassionate and clear,
That all thy love could not have kept from me
The penalties of this mortality,
O sheltering soul, even hadst thou been here!

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For had thy shielding arm encircled me
Through all the years, and kept me close and near,
Still in my treasure moth and rust would be—
Still pain had rent and toil had wearied me,
And years had aged me, even hadst thou been here.
And yet, let reason argue as it may,
Those words still hold for me a truth most dear—
For though thou couldst not keep all grief away,
Thy presence would have changed the night to day,
And all been well with me, hadst thou been here!

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HUGHENDEN.

The loveliest day of lovely English June,
Bright with rare sunshine, crisp and fresh with dew;
The whole fair landscape seems created new,
And just to live is a delightful boon.
A crystal streamlet pours its tinkling tune
Gurgling and murmuring its cresses through—
The velvet greensward wears its tenderest hue,
Dotted with daisies thick as rain-drops strewn,—
And on a sudden from the listening ground
There springs a living joy, a voice with wings,
Trailing behind it, as it soars and sings,
A shower of effervescent silver sound—
A fountain-fall of music clear and strong—
The bubbling bounty of the sky-lark's song!

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TIME'S LOSSES.

If some kind power, when our youth is ended,
And life's first freshness lost in languid noon,
Should stay awhile the doom by Fate intended,
And grant us pityingly one precious boon,—
Saying, “With thwartings, bitterness and trial,
Your toilsome days thus far have been oppressed;
Choose now some blessing, fearing no denial,
To light and charm and beautify the rest”—
What should we ask? the prize of young ambition?
Fame, power, wealth, and gifts of priceless cost?
Ah, no—our souls would utter the petition—
“Give us, oh, only give us back our lost!
“No visioned bliss, no pleasure new and splendid,
No lofty joy by shadow all uncrossed.
No fresh delight undreamed-of, heaven-descended,—
Only our own—the treasures we have lost.”
For wearied out with strife and glare and clamor,
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No more beguiled by dreams, nor charmed by glamour,
We dread the new, and love the known, the tried.
And ev'n those lives which hold the saddest story,
Whose griefs have been most deep, whose joys most few,
Have had their raptures, sweet and transitory,
Their rosy summer-hours of bloom and dew.
Ah, what a lovely group would gather round us,
Could we but have our vanished back again!
The heart unspoiled, the strength and hope which crowned us,
The bounteous life, the ignorance of pain,—
The plans for noble lives, that earth thereafter
Might be more pure; the touch of love's warm lip
And saving hand; the sound of childish laughter,
The peace of home, the joy of comradeship—
The innocence, the ready faith in others,
The sweet, spontaneous earnestness and truth,
Warm clasps of friends, the tender eyes of mothers,
And all the sweet inheritance of youth!
We had them all—and now that they have left us,
We count them carefully and see their worth,

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Knowing that time and fortune have bereft us
Of all the fairest, dearest things on earth.
Ah yes! when on our hearts the years are pressing,
And all our flower-plats are touched with frost,
We ask no more some new untasted blessing,
But only sigh, “Oh, give us back our lost!”

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FIRE-FLIES.

Ere yet with lingering footsteps comes the dark,
In the cool chalice of a twilight bloom
Or under some low grass-tuft's canopy,
The dainty fire-fly makes her tiring-room,
And trims her lamp, and robes her royally,
With cunning which no mortal eye may mark,
For night's grand carnival, ere long to be,
With joy and beauty, music and perfume.
Oh, could we walk with noiseless elfin feet
The rare seclusion where the shining queen
Sits listening to the lovelorn cricket's tune—
That bashful troubadour who sings unseen—
Making her veiled green bower bright as noon
With a rich golden lustre mild and sweet,
Yet borrowed neither from the sun nor moon
Nor any fire, nor ray of star serene.
No legend-lover of the lands afar,
No story-teller near an Eastern throne,
Who, uttering all his wildest fancies, weaves
Romaunts and magic tales till night is flown,

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So marvellous a heroine conceives
As this, who asks no aid of lamp or star,
But lights her odorous chamber in the leaves
With a clear conscious radiance all her own!
When headlong beetles boom across the night
And high the flowering mimosa tree
Holds its thin flames against the growing dark,
And heavy dew-drops gather silently—
Up from the grass her mellow opal-spark,
—A living gem, instinct with joy and light,
Floats tremulous, like a fairy's tiny bark
Bearing unearthly radiance out at sea.
And then a thousand glitter into view,
Crowding in fleets, or gathering one by one—
They soar and sink and circle up and down,
And follow where the airy currents run;
But when the eager day puts on her crown,
Lo, with the darkness they have faded too—
Stranded like storm-wrecked ships all bruised and brown—
Their light extinguished and their voyage done.

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A WINTER NIGHT.

It was a winter night of stars and frost;—
Two friends, with sportive question and reply,
Leaving a cheerful fireside circle, crossed
The threshold, pausing for a gay good-by.
She speaking lightly, but with earnest eyes
Telling of grief, or feeling long repressed—
He courtly but severe and worldly-wise—
A hostess, speeding her departing guest.
She laid her hand in his, with frank farewell,
And eyes met eyes with smile serene and kind,
When suddenly a clearer vision fell
Across them—and they knew they had been blind.
Blind in not seeing how their souls had grown
Dear each to each, all other souls above—
That until now, they had not dreamed or known
The bliss, the pain, the perfectness of love.

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The whole earth might have passed in fire or flood,
World crashed with world, or systems whirled apart,
And they had not perceived it, as they stood
In that delicious moment, heart to heart.
Only a moment of supreme surprise,
Delirious joy crushed down by heaviest pain,
And then each conscious soul, too sadly wise,
Took up the burden of its bonds again.
How could he hope to hide his new-born woe
Where pleasures whirl and mad ambitions press?
Or in the petty cares which women know,
How could she look for peace or happiness?
Driven as by a flaming sword, he turned,
And in the instant, as he left the place,
Into his wildered brain her image burned,
And all the wordless anguish of her face.
Each trifling detail sank into his heart—
Even the last year's vine, which stark and bare,
From its supporting trellis torn apart,
Swung in the winter wind, and touched her hair.
And she, although she kept her quiet guise,
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Remembered always his despairing eyes,
And knew that all her soul was gone with him.
Each held the secret like a hidden crime,
To be concealed and kept from sight of men—
Yet knowing that the world, nor life, nor time
Could ever henceforth be the same again.
Years passed before the last and darkest night
Closed round his soul; yet then he saw her there
In the cold splendor of the starry light,
With the dead tendrils garlanding her hair.

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ADVICE.

He has told you the same old story
Told ever anew by wooers—
The story of pure devotion
Unchanging while life endures—
This passionate, palpitating,
Persistent lover of yours?
He has called you by every title
Which lovers love to repeat—
A queen, a goddess, an angel,
With changes tender and sweet,
And laid the troublesome treasure
Men call a heart at your feet?
You ask me what you shall answer?
Ah, child, could my counsel throw
The weight of a thought against him?
Love never hesitates so!
Answer him No, fair doubter,
Forever and ever No!

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There lives a marvellous insect
In the southern meadows far,
Where the wild white ipomeas
And the passion-flowers are,
That even in broad bright daylight
Gleams like a living star.
It circles, a flying jewel,
Beautiful to behold,—
It settles to rest a moment—
A globule of molten gold;
But once in the hand imprisoned,
Its color grows dim and cold;
You grasp at a flashing jewel
Worthy a monarch's crown,
Glistening, darting, glancing
And glittering up and down,
And capture—a sharded beetle,
Sluggish and dull and brown!
And thus, to a youth's mad fancy
Is the object of love's wild quest—
Reckoned above all blessings
Dearest and first and best
So long as remote and elusive—
But worthless when once possessed.

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For weariness comes of having,
When happiness means pursuit,
And love grows dwarfish and stinted
And bears but a bitter fruit
When the serpent of self forever
Is coiling about its root.
So lips which have met in kisses
Grow chary of tender speech—
So hearts which are bound together
Grow burdensome each to each,
Since the only things men value
Are those which they cannot reach.
Who cares for the roadside roses
Which grow within grasp of all,
While their inaccessible sisters,
Less lovely and sweet and tall,
But dearer because of their distance,—
Lean over the garden wall?
So the gainer counts as nothing
The blessing that should have been—
The conqueror turns indifferent
From the conquest he gloried in,
Longing, like Alexander,
For lovelier worlds to win.

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Then answer him No, young maiden,—
Be pitiless and serene;
There are heart-sick wives in plenty,
But angels are seldom seen;
Keep to your cloud, bright goddess!
Stay on your throne, fair queen!

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YEARS AFTER.

I know the years have rolled across thy grave
Till it has grown a plot of level grass,—
All summer does its green luxuriance wave
In silken shimmer on thy breast, alas!
And all the winter it is lost to sight
Beneath a winding-sheet of chilly white.
I know the precious name I loved so much
Is heard no more the haunts of men among;
The tree thou plantedst has outgrown thy touch,
And sings to alien ears its murmuring song;
The lattice-rose forgets thy tendance sweet,
The air thy laughter, and the sod thy feet.
Through the dear wood where grew thy violets,
Lies the worn track of travel, toil, and trade;
And steam's imprisoned demon fumes and frets
With shrieks that scare the wild bird from the shade;
Mills vex the lazy stream, and on its shore
The timid harebell swings its chimes no more.

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But yet—even yet—if I, grown changed and old,
Should lift my eyes at opening of the door,
And see again thy fair head's waving gold,
And meet thy dear eyes' tender smile once more,
These years of parting like a night would seem,
And I should say, “I knew it was a dream!”

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AT FOURSCORE.

Few men achieve the life by Heaven intended—
Few die the late calm death by nature meant;
Yet with this wintry day is calmly ended
A life which, holding nothing strange or splendid,
Reached the ideal in fulness and extent.
His was a genial soul, that loved to render
Kindness for coldness still, and good for guile;
As buds unclose to meet the sunshine's splendor,
His warm heart opened, flower-like and tender,
To love's fond touch, or friendship's word and smile.
No loud majorities his praises sounded,
No proud successes made him eminent,
But children loved him; all his life abounded
In kindly deeds; his fourscore years were rounded
With well-done duties and serene content.
No death more blest could be to mortal given;
Love watched the loosing of the silver cord—

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And when the golden bowl was gently riven,
Without a pang, exchanging earth for heaven,
The faithful servant went to his reward.
And though by no proud marble's sculptured masses
The story of his blameless life is told,
The frozen sods will wake, when winter passes,
And dandelions bright, and tender grasses
Will broider all his bed with green and gold.

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THE VOICES OF SPRING.

SESTINA.

Why is it that the voices of the spring,
The bluebird's note, the redbreast's mellow call,
The sweet, sweet carols which the sparrows sing,
The peeping of the frogs at evening's fall,
These vague regrets and homesick longings bring
To hearts which listen for and love them all?
All hearts rejoice when winter goes—and all
Are glad to welcome back the tardy spring;
To hear the woods responding to the call
Which, rough and blustering, the March winds sing,—
To mark the shower's blossom-waking fall,
And the slight changes which the slow days bring.
And yet, the first soft days are sure to bring
A tender sadness with their joy, to all—
For with the new growth, buried memories spring
As once of old at dread enchantment's call,
The dead arose and spake; how can we sing
Or smile, when tears well up, and fain would fall?

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Even the lark's voice has a mournful fall—
His lovely golden breast, that seems to bring
The sunshine with it, and the warmth, and all
That makes and glorifies the gracious spring,
Is burdened with that long despairing call
For one he seeks in vain,—how can he sing?
We think of strains which hope was wont to sing
In youth's sweet Eden-land, before the fall
Did to our souls time's bitter wisdom bring
And hush the angel-voices one and all;
Yet we remember them, and every spring
Catch far and faint the echo of their call.
Never does summer-time or autumn call
The same soft sadness back; the birds may sing,
Flowers fade, and ripe October's foliage fall,
Yet not the same strange melancholy bring;
It is the saddest season of them all,
The weeping, haunted, unforgetful spring!
Ah, lovely spring! though mating bluebirds call,
And redbreasts sing, and sparrows' song-showers fall,
Thy soft hours bring the same sweet pain to all!

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ONE OF THREE.

I am not quite alone,” she said—
“I have fair daughters three—
And one is dead, and one is wed,
And one remains with me.
“Awhile I watch, with tenderest care
Her growth from child to maid,
And plait her fair and shining hair—
A long and golden braid—
“(Ah, sweet the bloom upon the grape
Before it leaves the vine!)
And deck and drape her dainty shape
With garments soft and fine—
“And keep her sacred and apart,
Until some stranger's plea
With flattering art shall win her heart
Away from home and me.

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“Some lover, in a summer's space,
Will woo and covet so
Her lissome grace and white-rose face,
That she will smile and go,—
“Leaving her childhood's home and me
Forgotten and bereft;
Then there will be, of all my three,
Only the dead one left.
“Why count the dead as lost? ah, me,
I keep my dead alone,
For only she, of all the three,
Will always be my own.
She will not slight, at morn or eve,
The old love for the new;
The living leave our hearts to grieve—
The dead are always true!”