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POEMS.
MY CUP.
The blood-red sunset over me,
And heard the tides roll heavily.
Then from a cloud of purple slid the moon,
And flooded that wide sea with silver noon,
Whereat the surf grew white, as in a swoon.
Came unto me a shape divine,
Bearing a chalice of clear wine,
And saying, “Drink! thy life is past and gone,
But God returns it, for he hath not done
His use of thee nor heard thy coward moan.
Low words of comfort to the meek,
And strength to souls afraid and weak.
Thou shalt not suffer idly or in vain;
Array thee from the armory of pain,
And do brave battle with the world again.”
Cried out, “The lips that drink must sing;
Ask thou from me some other thing!
If I see sorrow, and interpret it,
The rude world crieth shame that I should quit
The grief I feel and speak to ears unfit.
Like her who rode through Coventry,
But shamed by eyes that peer and see.
I breathe the thoughts I gather in my soul,
And scorn and curious eyes the leaf unroll,
To find my life hid in that traitorous scroll.
From the wide eyes of mortal day,
Than be a lute for all to play.
Better to hide my lips in grass and mold,
Where the wild blossoms pour their cups of gold,
Than sing of tropics to this wintry cold.”
“Thou livest not to die of dread
For any words the world hath said.
Thou art a cup held in another hand,
And if He pour thy life out on the sand,
Shall it not waste, if so He give command?
If thy pain serves one misery
To patient hope, why let it be!
Groaned in his death with anguish and mistrust
For the whole world to hear; art thou more just?
To human pangs, and paid their price
In open day; art thou more nice?
If, from the millions born and dead in pain,
Thine inmost sacred sorrow wept one stain,
Couldst thou dare veil it, suffer it in vain?
What instant wouldst thou pause and think
Before thy lips assailed the brink?
But thy poor service is no longer thine,
If He shall use it for his ends divine
Who turned mere water into festal wine.
Obey, and let the end abide,
Thou hast a legion on thy side!”
So from the sand I rose and took the draught,
And while my lips the bitter bubbles quaffed,
Low at my feet the soft gray billows laughed.
OFFERINGS.
“Out of the snows,
Out of the frost's black prison,
I have arisen.
Thy look, thy light,
Brought me to life's delight:
What shall I give to thee?
The blood-red color of my breast,
My tender blush, my creamy vest,
My golden cup, lifted up?
The beauty born of thee—
In splendid mystery
By thee, my God,
Drawn upward from the sod—
I offer this to thee.”
The heaven-blue violet said.
“Take these soft odors shed
Out of my dreaming heart
For my sweet part
Of gift and blessing,
For thy caressing—
My very breath, O Sun!
For life, for living,
For joy of giving,
I offer this to thee.”
What can I give?”
The green grass sighed
From far and wide:
“Not hues divine
Nor fragrance mine;
No glory can I yield
Who clothe the common field
And feed the lowing herds,
Or nest the little birds,
Or, grown full tall and lithe,
Fall low before the scythe;
Sweet breath nor splendid dress:
But my poor usefulness—
All that I have—
A grateful slave,
O Sun and Lord, to thee,
I offer joyfully!”
THE MAN WHO LOVED THE QUEEN.
Her starry eyes were soft and bright,
Her hair as dark as summer night;
Above her fairest forehead set,
In braid on braid of gleaming jet,
A native regal coronet.
The scarlet sweetness of her mouth,
Her cheek a lily of the South;
Her smile the sudden light of day,
Calm as the sun's adoring ray
Upon a saint who kneels to pray.
For other maidens shone as fair,
With radiant eyes and dusky hair.
Her royal soul and gentle grace
Shone through their beauteous dwelling-place,
And set a glory on her face.
The ground on which her footsteps trod
He guarded as a sacred sod.
More holy than cathedral hymn,
More sweet than quiring cherubim.
Out from before her face he fled,
Lest any idle word were said;
Lest men defiled her spotless fame
With look profane or mortal name,
Or soiled her soul with trifling blame.
Jesu forgive! for love of her.
Whatever loss, or shame, or woe
Assayed his life with traitorous blow,
His heart defied them, whispering low,
“I am the man that loves the Queen.”
No creeping evil worked him harm,
He lived to conquer and endure,
One treasure, in his heart secure,
Guerdoned his life and kept it pure—
“I am the man that loves the Queen.”
Stainless as she in royal pride;
His locks grew white, his pulses cold,
But time nor chance can tarnish gold.
His dying lips the secret told—
“I am the man who loves the Queen.”
What use the ancient tale to tell?
In all the world that lives to-day
Dare any man this part essay?
Dare any hapless woman say,
“This is the man that loved the Queen?”
TRAILING ARBUTUS.
Blossoming alone
When Earth's grief is sorest
For her jewels gone—
Ere the last snow-drift melts, your tender buds have blown.
Like the morning sky,
Or more pale and saintly,
Wrapped in leaves ye lie,
Even as children sleep in faith's simplicity.
Hymns your solitude,
And the rain comes sobbing
Through the budding wood,
While the low south wind sighs, but dare not be more rude.
Out of air and dew:
Starlight unimpassioned,
Dawn's most tender hue—
And scented by the woods that gathered sweets for you?
From the world apart,
Made for beauty only,
Veiled from Nature's heart,
With such unconscious grace as makes the dream of Art!
An immortal shade,
Then would I to-morrow
Such a flower be made,
And live in the dear woods where my lost childhood played.
ONCE BEFORE.
Hearing only rain-drops pour,
Looking only at the shore,
When, outside the little casement,
Weeping in a feigned abasement,
Love stood knocking—
Knocking at her bolted door.
Where the Autumn roses glowed,
Sweet and sad her deep eyes showed;
And her voice, in gentlest measure,
Said aloud—“Nor Love, nor Pleasure
Can come in here any more—
Never, any more!”
I am but an orphan baby;
Lost, my mother is, or maybe
Dead she lies, while I am weeping,”
Sobbed the child, his soft lie creeping
Softly through the bolted door—
Through the maiden's door.
“Once I let him in before,
Once I opened wide my door.
Ever since my life is dreary,
All my prayers are vague and weary;
Once I let him in before,
Now I'll double-lock the door!”
Tears and kisses storm the door,
Where she let him in before.
Will she never know repenting?
Will she ever, late relenting,
Let him in, as once before?
Will she double-lock the door?
SAINT SYMPHORIEN.
(LED OUT TO MARTYRDOM: HIS MOTHER SPEAKING FROM THE WALL.)
Look up! the heavens are parting wide.
He waits for thee—the Crucified.
The pain is short, the palm is near.
Look up! O God! he cannot hear,
Symphorien! Symphorien!
Where is my voice? my breath is gone:
Ah—look!—his clear eyes turn to me,
His firm, sweet, smiling lips I see.
God will be good to thee and me,
Symphorien!
With trembling tongue, and vision dim:
For baby hands about my breast,
For baby kisses on it pressed!
Thou heardest me:—this is the rest!
Symphorien! Symphorien!
My child! my boy! it is not much,
Only a sharp and sudden touch,
Think on the Master,—not on me:
Remember His long agony.
The lictors will be merciful,
The headsman's axe will not be dull,
Only one moment—then for thee
The raptures of eternity,
Symphorien!
A miracle of life and joy:
A rosy, careless, dimpled thing.
And now Dear Lord, be comforting!—
Martyr and saint. Let be! let be!
He must not know this agony.
Through my heart, too, the sword hath gone.
Be silent lest he hear me groan—
Symphorien! Symphorien!
My boy! my own!—He turned and smiled.
And now behind the crowd of spears,
The whirling dust,—he disappears.
Symphorien!
Oh, fools and blind! I am his mother.
What! bless the Lord and turn to prayer?
He is my child—I have no other.
No hands to clasp, no lips to kiss.
Who talks to me of heaven's bliss?
Symphorien! Symphorien!
Come back! come back! Deny the Lord!
Traitor?—Who hissed that burning word?
I did not say it. God! be just
I did not keep him; I am dust.
The flesh rebels. I am his mother.
Thou didst not give me any other.
Thine only Son?—but I am human.
Art thou not God?—I am a woman.
Symphorien! Symphorien!
Come back!
BEYOND.
Before its awful mountain tops afraid,—
Who yet, with patient toil, hath gained his stand,
On the bare summit where all life is stayed,
Another country, golden to the shore,
Where a new passion and new hopes arise,
Where Southern blooms unfold forevermore.
Think of another wanderer in the snows,
And on more perilous mountain-tops I gaze,
Than ever frowned above the vine and rose.
In hope o'ercome the steeps God set for thee;
For past the Alpine summits of great pain,
Lieth thine Italy.
“IT IS MORE BLESSED.”
Give! as the waves when their channel is riven;
Give! as the free air and sunshine are given;
Lavishly, utterly, carelessly give.
Not the waste drops of thy cup overflowing,
Not the faint sparks of thy hearth ever glowing,
Not a pale bud from the June rose's blowing;
Give as He gave thee, who gave thee to live.
Wasting its waters, forever and ever,
Through the burnt sands that reward not the giver;
Silent or songful, thou nearest the sea.
Scatter thy life as the Summer shower's pouring!
What if no bird through the pearl-rain is soaring?
What if no blossom looks upward adoring?
Look to the life that was lavished for thee!
Laid on an altar all ashen and dreary;
Though from its pulses a faint miserere
Beats to thy soul the sad presage of fate,
Bind it with cords of unshrinking devotion;
Smile at the song of its restless emotion;
'Tis the stern hymn of eternity's ocean;
Hear! and in silence thy future await.
Evil and thankless the desert it blesses,
Bitter the wave that its soft pinion presses,
Never it ceaseth to whisper and sing.
What if the hard heart give thorns for thy roses?
What if on rocks thy tired bosom reposes?
Sweetest is music with minor-keyed closes,
Fairest the vines that on ruin will cling.
Ere from the grass dies the bee-haunted clover,
Thou wilt have vanished from friend and from lover.
What shall thy longing avail in the grave?
Give as the heart gives whose fetters are breaking,
Life, love, and hope, all thy dreams and thy waking.
Soon, heaven's river thy soul-fever slaking,
Thou shalt know God and the gift that he gave.
SCHEMHAMMPHORASCH.
“This is the key which was given by the angel Michael to Pali, and by Pali to Moses. If ‘thou canst read it, then shalt thou understand the words of men, --- the whistling of birds, the language of date-trees, the unity of hearts, --- nay, even the thoughts of the rains.’”—
Gleanings after the Talmud.The wondrous keynote of the world,
What voices could I always hear
From tempests, with their black wings furled,
That on the sudden west winds steer,
And, muttering low their awful song,
Or pealing through the mountains strong,
Robe all the skies with sheeted fire;
That pour from heaven a rushing river,
That bid the hill-tops bow and quiver,
Mad with some fierce and wild desire.
That sweeps through forests as a plow,
That lays the greensward heaped below,
Would chant its meaning to my mind,
And I could tell the tale to man
In words that burn and glow with splendor;
Then should the whole wide sky surrender
Its hidden voice, its wondrous plan,
Asleep since earliest time began;
That burns the branches whence it springeth,
Should flame to heaven in mightier lays
Than any mortal poet singeth,
If I could read Schemhammphorasch.
When little birds are softly singing,
Or twitter from their greenwood nests,
Where safe and still the mother rests;
Or else, upon the glad wind springing,
Send up their tender morning song;
Then should I know their secret blisses,
The thrill of life and love they feel
When summer's sun their bright heads kisses,
Or summer's winds about them steal.
Or, listening to the early blossoms
That are so fleeting and so fair,
With perfume sighing from their bosoms
Its incense on the gracious air,
I think that I should hear a prayer
So sweet, so patient, and so lowly,
That mortal words most pure and rare
Would scarce unveil its meaning holy.
From forests whence the murmurous leaves
Breathe their content in rustling quiver,
Or droop when any rain-wind grieves,
Or where some broad and brimming river
O'erflowing to the mighty sea,
Sings the proud joy of destiny,
The courage of confronted death;
Ah! what a rapturous, glorious song
Should seize with bliss this earthly throng,
If I could read Schemhammphorasch!
Then should I know the souls of men,
Too deep for any other ken;
I could translate the silent speech
Of glittering eye and knotted brow,
Though still the wily tongue might teach
A different script with voice and vow.
The blood that runs in traitorous veins;
The breath that gasps with hope or fear;
The stifled sigh, the hidden tear;
The death-pang of immortal pains,
That hide their mortal agony,
Would have their own low voice for me;
Their tale of hate and misery,
Their sob of passion and despair,
Their sacred love, their frantic prayer.
My soul would be the listening priest
To hear confession far and near,
And woe and want from first to least
Would shriek its utterance in my ear.
Ah, could I bear to live and hear
These cries that heaven itself might flee,
These terrors heaven alone may see,
If I could read Schemhammphorasch?
My brain would burn with such a fire
As lights the awful cherubim;
My heart would burst with woe and ire,
My flesh would shrivel and expire;
Yea! God himself grow far and dim.
I cannot hold the boundless sea
In one small chalice lent to me;
I cannot grasp the starry sky
In one weak hand, and bid it lie
Where I would have a canopy;
I cannot hate and love together;
I cannot poise the heavy world,
Or hear its hiss through chaos hurled,
Or stay the falling of a feather.
No, not if Michael came once more,
Standing upon the sea and shore,
And held his right hand down to me,
That I that awful word might see,
And learn to read its lesson dread.
My soul in dust would bow her head,
Mine eyes would close, my lips would say,
“Oh, Master! take thy gift away:
Leave me to live my little day
In peace and trust while yet I may.
For could I live, or love, or pray,
If I could read Schemhammphorasch?”
BLUE-BEARD'S CLOSET.
Hide the red key;
Cover the portal,
That eyes may not see.
Get thee to market,
To wedding and prayer;
Labor or revel,
The chamber is there!
“Thy pictures how fine,
Titian or Guido,
Whose is the sign?”
Looks he behind them?
Ah! have a care!
“Here is a finer.”
The chamber is there!
Rich the array;
See the bright torches
Mimicking day;
When harp and viol
Thrill the soft air,
Comes a light whisper:
The chamber is there!
Jasper and gold,
Purple from Tyrus,
Fold upon fold,
Blossoms and jewels,
Thy palace prepare:
Pale grows the monarch;
The chamber is there!
As shore to the sea;
White were the turrets,
Goodly to see;
All through the casements
Flowed the sweet air;
Now it is darkness;
The chamber is there!
Brood on the walls;
Through every crevice
A little voice calls:
“Quicken, mad footsteps,
On pavement and stair;
Look not behind thee,
The chamber is there!”
Through the wide world,
Into the tempest
Beaten and hurled,
Sure thy despair,
Flying or staying,
The chamber is there!
SOLITAIRE.
The dull delight of solitude,
Where rank on rank she strives to frame,
And speech or laughter ne'er intrude.
When evening's lonely lamp is lit,
Oppressed with thought that vex and tire,
Among the cards her fingers flit.
The sequence of her play is built;
The queen comes after, hapless thing!
And next the knave with grinning guilt.
Are thrown away to swell the pile,
The last and least: when that is done,
Begin again; the night beguile.
Build and rebuild, though fate destroy.
Shuffle the cards; for soon or late
There comes an end to grief and joy.
Divide the seas, or traverse earth;
She can but drudge, or pray, or weep,
What are her life or loving worth?
Lonely and listless. Do you dare
Deny, when all is done and said,
That woman's game is solitaire?
THE LESSON.
Poor, fearful little bird!
Nor grasp thy bough so tightly;
Hast thou not heard
That flood of loving song wherewith the leaves are stirred?
What softer mother-call,
Could woo thee not to fall?
Doth not its sweetness say,—“Dear child, fear not at all?”
Spread thy new wings and fly!
The master-hand that made thee,
Gave heart and wings to try.
The worst fate that befalls can only be to die.
My little darling flies,
And that low, tender singing
In tenderer silence dies,
While with adventurous plume her nestling tempts the skies.
Shall bear thy bird away,
Into those far dominions,
Beyond the dawning day,
And thou, poor mother-heart, in solitude shalt stay.
Taught him to spread the wing,
And some most lonely loving
Taught thee such notes to sing.
God keep both song and strength to decorate His Spring!
AFLOAT.
Half coolness and half fire;
Plays in the tree a rustling tune,
Then, seeming to expire,
Leaves all the burning noonday heat
Upon my drowsy brain to beat.
And sends a fragrant breath
Across its heaps of misty gray—
The plaintive sweets of death.
No vernal odors come to me
From summer days that fade and flee.
Aerial shadows glide;
The little waves forever break
Along its grassy side:
A lulling murmur of repose,
A monotone no music knows.
Of May-time or of June,
Is this cool shadow's quietness,
This lapping water's tune;
The scent of woods, the dripping oar.
March all their glittering host;
The low horizon's sunset bars
Are faded out and lost.
Those sparks that crowd the solemn sky
Are fragments of eternity.
What gracious peace and rest
Fills all the dusk and dewy night,
The broad earth's tranquil breast.
The fret and fever of the day
In this sweet silence dies away.
Like some unbodied soul
I glide, and dream, and idle here,
A speck on Titan's bowl;
Nor care if, in his haste to sup,
The thirsty giant drink me up!
THE TWO VILLAGES.
Lieth a village white and still;
All around it the forest-trees
Shiver and whisper in the breeze;
Over it sailing shadows go
Of soaring hawk and screaming crow,
And mountain grasses, low and sweet,
Grow in the middle of every street.
Another village lieth still;
There I see in the cloudy night
Twinkling stars of household light,
Fires that gleam from the smithy's door,
Mists that curl on the river-shore;
And in the roads no grasses grow,
For the wheels that hasten to and fro.
Never is sound of smithy or mill;
The houses are thatched with grass and flowers;
Never a clock to toll the hours;
The marble doors are always shut,
You cannot enter in hall or hut;
Never a grain to sow or reap;
Never in dreams to moan or sigh;
Silent and idle and low they lie.
When the night is starry and still,
Many a weary soul in prayer
Looks to the other village there,
And weeping and sighing, longs to go
Up to that home from this below;
Longs to sleep in the forest wild,
Whither have vanished wife and child,
And heareth, praying, this answer fall:
“Patience! that village shall hold ye all!”
MY HOUSE.
Up and down, through the town,
For a little house to dwell in,
A shelter and a nest:
But though the buds are swelling,
And the springs from earth are welling,
I cannot find a place for my rest.
Not a home to enfold us.
Not a hearth for a fire,
Not a chamber for our sleep;
In vain my quest I keep,
None answer my desire,
Up and down,
Through the town.
A whisper in my ear—
“Turn aside from thy seeking,
Listen to my speaking:
There is a house for thee!
There are trees to shade the summer,
There is room for every comer,
And broad the gateways be
To this home that waits for thee.
Through the town,
Thou needest not to wander;
Thy house is ready yonder.
The roof is smooth and green,
And the chamber is so still
Thou canst slumber there thy fill.
And thy house shall no man borrow
To-day nor to-morrow,
Nor vexed with joy or sorrow,
Is that dwelling-place serene.
No need to move away,
No evil eye can harm thee,
Nor man, nor beast alarm thee;
Thy flowers grow very fair
In the summer-scented air,
And the snows lie still and soft,
Up aloft.
Ready this many a year:
Seek no more,
For the door
Is opening to thy feet,
And the wide and silent street
Is ready for thy tread
In the city of the dead.
Seek no longer! here is rest for heart and head,
Come in here.”
THE GOOD SHEPHERD.
Thou that dost guide thy wayward, wandering sheep
Through quiet pastures, and their pathway keep
Where the fresh grass springs, and the waters pine
Through pleasant meadows; where the blossoms sleep
Till dawn awakes them, and the dew-beads shine;
Is there within thy fold yet room? May I be thine?
Keepest the tender guidance of thy flock;
And in the shadow of some towering rock,
When the cool morning freshness dies away,
Hid'st them, till twilight's shadowy gates unlock,
And stars shine out upon their onward way,
And the tired, bleating lambs upon thy heart dost lay.
And on the mountain-crest the streaks of light
Have vanished from the watcher's straining sight,
And in the tree-tops fitful breezes moan:
Through all the fearful sounds that haunt the night,
Thou leav'st them not in darkness, and alone,
But with thy soothing voice still comfortest thine own.
Clustered about thee, helpless but secure;
Since thou who didst for them so long endure
To walk the rugged hilly ways, and try
With bleeding feet their track, to prove it sure,
Though now unseen for darkness, still art nigh;
They fear not any foes beneath thy watchful eye.
Trembling and weak, safe folded in thy breast:
With thee to wander and beside thee rest,
Drinking at those clear springs and rivers fair:
In thy dear love and light forever blest,
O patient Shepherd! take me to thy care!
From thy forgiving heart cast not away my prayer.
ALL SAINTS' EVE.
All parted souls return:
When softly toll the midnight bells
And red the hearth-fires burn,
The wistful sprites come back again
From grassy grave and urn.
If never true before!
Bring back to me the eyes of light,
The lips that smiled of yore;
Bring back the fair and pallid face
I thought to see no more!
Among the silent hills;
The long gray grass thy woeful weed,
Thy requiem dropping rills.
My heart alone in all the earth
Thy tender memory thrills.
Not even by death distressed,
With tears unshed and cries unheard,
I saw thee seek thy rest;
Careless of all the love and grief
That round thy pillow pressed.
The feast with flowers is spread;
Come, yield my heart its one desire.
Too long its depths have bled.
Come back for one forgiving kiss,—
Come back, my precious dead!
No fierce winds rock the tree;
So I thy face might see.
What spell of power in earth or air
Shall bring it back to me?
By vanished peace and pain,
By all we shared of ill or good,
I call thee back again!
Alas! thy sleep is still and deep,
My agony is vain.
O God! what mortal spells
Can open that relentless gate
Where death's dread silence dwells?
Go out, my fire; be still, my heart;
Toll on, ye midnight bells!
A NEW VOICE.
The hot noon sunshine beams at last,
And something says,—“the past is past.”
Forgotten there for many a day,
Put on thy shining, gold array.
There is a new life for the brain
That hears the whispers of the rain.
Feel dimly for thy crown of gold!
The fairy-tale shall yet be told.
Thy white lids blanched with many a tear?
Awake! an echo wandereth here.
Soft as the desert dew that falls
To stir the acacia's yellow balls.
Shall a new promise-anthem bring;
Thou art not a forgotten thing.
The anguish of the nightingale,
Heaven's passion-fever, makes thee pale;
They weave Sicilian orange-boughs;
For thine are all immortal vows.
That fills the earth-veins full of wine,
And shoots to heaven the bacchant vine,—
Whose breath informs the sleeping flower,
And speeds the Spring's triumphant hour,—
Wearing to man a various mien,
Yet true as midnight's crescent queen,—
Beyond a dim and dawn-lit sea,
That living Spirit stays for thee.
To stir their slumberous plumes within:
Hark!—hear'st the bride-song stealing in?
THE DRAGON.
Green and smooth and still,
A river in its bosom
That takes its quiet will,
And, when the rain comes down amain,
Spreads lake-like to the hill.
With crests of flame and gold,
The mountains rise to meet the sky,
The woods lie fold on fold,
And shut my verdant valley in
Full late from wintry cold.
So full of noonday light;
Can any trouble enter thee,
Or any mad delight?
Or aught unblest disturb thy rest
Though tempests tear the night?
The dragon's pathway lies;
I see him in the frosty dawn
Salute my startled eyes,
With flying plume of foamy white,
Unfolding as he flies.
He shrieks his summons dire;
The sons of men stand by aghast
To meet his eye of fire;
For some men know he bringeth woe,
And some their heart's desire.
His fiery cross I see
Go kindling all the slumbering hills
Whence sleep and silence flee,
Till, snorting sparks and breathing smoke,
He pants beside the sea.
He takes the blushing bride,
The mother from her crying babe,
The lover from his pride;
With revelry of Summer glee
Sometimes he laugheth wide.
Sometimes with blackest woe;
With crushed and burned and bleeding shapes
He runneth to and fro;
The tortured victims of his sport
The spoil he layeth low.
To call thee evil names?
For all thy freaks or flames;
I call thee friend, unto mine end,
Though any other blames.
My soul records the day
Thou didst bring more than life to me
Along thy shining way;
The shapes my sad heart fainted for,
The gift I dared not pray.
By mountain or by shore;
Like some sweet sound of psalm or hymn
I hear thy shrieking roar;
Thy good to me shall light on thee
In praise forever more.
WITHIN.
What lies beyond its lock and key:
Within the house, when thou art come,
Sit down and rest, for here is home.
What if it be a little place!
Its furnishings are gifts of grace,
Not on the wall or on the floor,
But filling it for evermore;
For here is Peace, with lilies white,
That shed their perfume day and night;
In moon or starlight, storm or sun,
Her ministry is never done.
As in some lone and quiet cave,
Whose base eternal oceans lave,
The castaway forgets the roar
That beats upon the cruel shore,
And breathes alone the odorous breath
Of that wild sea that threatened death;—
So sleep, while Peace keeps watch and ward,
The threshold of thy home to guard.
Wingless, he cannot fly away.
The little god we used to know,
With stinging arrows in his bow,
Sulks out of sight, his mischief done.
For here a calmer angel dwells,
Whose song a sweeter story tells;
Whose tender lips can smile or sigh
As cloud or sunshine wanders by.
If guilt or sorrow, want or shame,
Assail thy life or dim thy name,
Here all these troubles are unknown,
For here remaineth Love alone,
Intent to rescue and to bless
In every tempest of distress.
Awake to hear thy faintest sigh,
To watch the tell-tale in thine eye,
To fold thee safe in such repose
As only Love's beloved knows;
To die—ah, far more dread! to live,
So long as life can blessing give.
Sits in her sober garb arrayed.
Where she abides no bitter word,
No cold and cruel taunt is heard:
The soft lips utter softer speech,
Her voice the troubled soul can reach,
And feed its hunger fierce and wild,
As some sweet mother feeds her child.
The hurried misery of to-day
With slow caress she charms away;
She hushes under brooding wings;
Her silent prayer, like fragrant balm,
On fevered spirits pours its calm;
Her lingering kisses still the brain,
And bring its vernal strength again.
A daily blessing, like the air
That comes without our thought or prayer.
Rest! while her gracious dews shall shed
Their benediction on thy head.
That keep thy quiet home for thee;
Not every hut or humble cell
Affords a place for these to dwell.
In sadness long they slowly grew
Like plants of rosemary and rue,
Those herbs of grace that know no bloom,
But flourish oftenest by a tomb.
But if they come to live with thee,
Dear heart, entreat them tenderly!
Affright them not with faithlessness,
Thy worldly longings all repress,
Pine not for power nor treasures more,
Nor yet an adverse fate deplore:
For he to whom the Lord hath lent
These visitants must have content,
The clasping grace to hold them fast
'Gainst any outer tempest blast;
The angels who his dwelling share.
Make such a gracious atmosphere,
That all thy guests shall linger here,
Till to thy house at length shall come
The message of a dearer home,
And summon thee with this sweet word,
“Come in, thou blessed of the Lord!”
BELL-SONGS.
I.
“Funera plango.”
Over meadows green and quiet,
Over towns where life runs riot;
Do thine errand well!
Sing thy message, sad and calm,
Cold and holy as a psalm,
Hush us with thy knell!
Through the sunshine's sudden fading,
Through the pine-tree's voice upraiding,
Where the wild seas rave.
Slumber for the desolate;
Silence in the grave.
Chime thy song of wintry weather;
Cruel, through this rapturous ether,
Call the bride to die.
Chill, with thy relentless tongue,
Eyes that smiled and lips that sung;
Bid delight good-bye.
Sad alone to souls unready.
They whose lamps were trimmed and steady
Christ rejoicing found.
On thy rolling waves of tone
Float I to the Master's throne.
Life and love abound.
II.
“Fulgora frango.”
Thrill the vivid bolts asunder,
Make the storm-wind quail.
Hurl thy challenge, stern defender,
Fierce against the tempest's splendor,
Past the hissing hail.
Swift the wrathful flames are driven,
Flashing death and fear.
Speak, thou bell! with sullen clangor
Overcry the tempest's anger,
Force the storm to hear.
Red o'er livid oceans gleaming,
Lightnings rend the sky.
Break the thunder's fearful chorus,
Lift thy peal of triumph o'er us,
Floating strong and high.
How its own inherent glory
Nature's might shall quell.
Ring a pæan for the spirit
Fire nor flood shall disinherit.
Praise thy makers, bell!
III.
“Sabbata pango.”
Over mountains pale and gray.
Man, forsake thy sleep and pray.
Come, come, come!
Lo! the call itself is prayer.
Fence thy soul from sin and care.
Come, come, come!
Through the dawn's aërial glow,
Hear the restful cadence flow:
Come, come, come!
Through the dewy branches swung,
Christ himself this word hath sung:
Come, come, come!
In the holy light's increase,
Weary heart, from labor cease;
Come, come, come!
God's own glory on His head,
His pure lips thy prayers have sped.
Come, come, come!
THE ICONOCLAST.
A thousand years of night and day,
And man, through all their changing show,
His tragic drama still shall play.
Cheated by passion or despair,
Still shall he waste life's trembling hour,
In worship vain, and useless prayer.
Who fired the temple and the shrine,
And hurled, through earth's chaotic night,
The helpless gods it deemed divine?
What idol, in its stainless prime,
But falls, untouched of axe or fire,
Before the steady eyes of Time.
The shrine reveals its gilded clay,
With decent hands we spread the pall,
And, cold with wisdom, glide away.
If man went wandering all his day
In golden clouds of love and youth,
Nor knew that both his steps betray?
Be faithful, spoiler, to thy trust!
No death can further desolate
The soul that knows its god was dust.
“ALL THY WORKS PRAISE THEE.”
Clang their loud summons to Thy throne,
Along the wind their music swells,
And I am here—alone.
Makes for my heart an ardent prayer,
And for my psalm of fervor sing
The choristers of air.
Who read Thy word with faithful eyes,
Expositors my spirit feed,
Inspired from earth and skies.
Its visible and genial tide,
Thy tender robing of the plains,
The forest's stately pride;
A silent smile that gleams and dies.
The labor-anthem of the bee,
Whose rest in duty lies;
That breathes thy power's triumphant tone,—
All frame Thy temple in my mind;
I am not here alone!
A COMPLAINT.
So still, the pines forgot to sigh,
But breathed out odors graciously
Along the slumbering air:
Sweet scents of harvest-gathered grain,
And heavy fruit that wasps profane,
With dead leaves drying on the plain,
Made silence soft and rare.
Whose boughs against a hill-side lean,
I lingered, wrapt in thoughts serene,
Half bordering on sleep.
When gently on mine idleness
Stole a low murmur, not distress,
But monotoned to plaintiveness,
Nor sad enough to weep.
Of flowers that live in innocence,
Set in the desert's shadow dense,
But die, ah me! alone.
Their pale lips breathed, for perfume, song;
Confiding unto speech their wrong,
And, for that I had loved them long,
To me they made their moan.
Began,—“I see not from my nook
Aught but the summer skies, that look
Alike on bud and flower.
Now I am fading, who will know,
With grief that from the earth I go?
Who loved me? still the ripples flow
And laugh from hour to hour.”
That chills the sweetness of her breath,
And more that no clear echo saith
To clearer tones,—“Farewell!”
And all the blossoms joined her plaint,
Till the first murmur, sad and faint,
Made in my ear a loud complaint,
Yet sweet as chimes a bell.
For beauty's sake, though no man knows
The hidden place of its repose,
It is not vain nor waste.
Shy fawns behold your blossoming,
And poets, dreaming, at your spring
Of visioned sweetness taste.
Your fair creations satisfy.”
Then, sliding into daylight, I
Turned my awakened eyes,
And lo! the voice was silent, flowers
Stood round me smiling as the hours,
Content enough with sun and showers,
Who mocked me with their cries?
JUSTICE.
NOVEMBER 22, 1873.
With flashing eyes and flaming sword;
With shoes of swiftness on her feet,
And on her lips a swifter word?
Is swayed no more by every wind;
The bandage from her eyes she tears,
For Justice is no longer blind.
Too long I stood upon your towers,
While you, too far beneath my ken,
Defied and mocked my awful powers.
I come to hold the sword of might,
To make for truth a level sway,
To trample wrong and succor right.
I tread beneath my steady feet:
'Tis time that Justice learned to see;
'Tis time I stood on every street.
And fawning rich, on either hand;
My glance is keen, my stroke is sure;
I come to rule the seething land!”
Prolong thy reign, forever stay!
Fear not the crowd on every side
That hate or dread thy righteous sway.
Yet strive to tarry here a while,
And smite this foul and evil race
With the stern splendor of thy smile!
Its reeking millions die for thee!—
She turned on mine her eyes divine:
“Canst thou abide my victory?”
TO-NIGHT.
Through all the darkening eve,
Where black and sullen rivers flow,
Through banks of drifted white below,
And idly fret or grieve;
Leafless and vague and gray,
The saddest ghosts of summer stand,
And shadow all the frozen land
About our onward way;
Hang high above the path,
Grim wardens of the wilderness
With summits as barren as distress
And pitiless as wrath.
With clatter and with roar,
In curdling mists a mystery
A dragon creature dread to see,
We speed from shore to shore.
A hurry and a light;
Far off the village street withdraws,
And still as God's eternal laws
Shuts down the dreary night.
Thou canst not see the pane,
With little faces smiling o'er
The snow-lit waste; thy heart is sore,
Thy soul is torn in vain.
Conceal thy mortal grief;
Go, stifle all thy hopes and fears,
Crush out the lingering love of years,
Thank God that life is brief.
Its courage and its pride,
Be every coward pang repressed,
Bear all thou canst, forget the rest.
Is slaying or is suffering best?
The dead not all have died.
SEMELE.
“For there bee none of those pagan fables in whiche there lyeth not a more subtle meanynge than the extern expression thereof should att once signifye.”—
Marriages of ye Deade.Quick breath of power,
Breathe on these lips of mine,
Persuade the bud to flower;
Cleave thy dull swathe of cloud! no longer waits the hour.
Dispel the night!
I dare not breathe thy name,
I tremble at thy light,
Yet come! in fatal strength,—come, in all matchless might.
A martyr's shroud;
Burn, like an Indian pyre,
With music fierce and loud.
Come, Power! Love calls thee,—come, with all the god endowed!
On these rapt eyes,
On this quick, failing breath,
In dread and glory rise.
The altar waits thy torch,—come, touch the sacrifice!
Not for my good;
My soul hath kept her strife
In fear and solitude;
More blest the inverted torch, the horror-curdled blood.
Than silent live;
Rend from these lips one cry,
One death-born utterance give,
Then, clay, in fire depart! then, soul in heaven survive!
AN ANSWER.
With such a fervor and good will
As clung to you in years before.
My little saint! I love you more.
That warms your hearth—'tis still the same,
A thousand tapers share its light,
But leave the radiance just as bright.
Not such is love's divine intent;
What year on year the sun shall dim;
What worship tire the seraphim?
Beside the red and lavish rose,
That sees those blossoms blaze and die,
Brief darlings of the summer sky,
To every hand that plucks their sheaves,
And where one branch for guerdon goes
Another and another grows;
With newer love, it is not stilled,
But daily prays for daily bread,
Forever hungering, ever fed.
So love itself, august, divine,
Kindles our finite lives with fire
That can not smoulder nor expire;
Till loves are lost in Love at length,
Our mortal lights grow far and dim
And love and loving merge in Him.
“THOU SHALT NOT KILL.”
A shot had been more merciful;
A plunge in some deep silent pool
That let my life out peacefully.
Then had I slept 'neath wave or sod,
And my clean soul gone up to God.
To let the red blood have its way,
No more with throbbing pant or play,
To fill the founts of life unseen.
Or some sharp draught, that giveth rest
Forever to the weary breast.
Made black the sunshine and sweet air
With creeping doubt and hateful care,
Taught my poor eyes the dark to see,
Swept from my sight the true and just;
Turned all my faith to cold distrust.
The living flesh, the murdered heart:
Were death or this the better part—
For thee or me the deadlier sin?
When love itself no more believes,
But o'er its loving doubts and grieves.
The clay he crumbles to the grave,
Its mightier Maker's power shall save,
Again before His face to stand;
But ah! what fears beyond control
Haunt their dread steps who slay the soul.
No man shall hurt thee, here or there,
Still on thy forehead shalt thou wear
The fair protecting smile and sign:
For God reserves His right to thee,
And what has man to offer me?
DECORATION DAY.
The bugle's moan in distance dies;
Alone the wailing wind of May
Amid her tender verdure sighs.
A little heap of fading flowers
Bedecks some valiant soldier's grave,
Already greened with sun and showers.
As through the summer's fragrant morn;
Their hands have picked the only rose
That grows on earth without a thorn.
Who lose their strength and weep their loss,
Assuage our grief and vaunt our pride
With floral wreath and blooming cross.
Of faithful memory, fond despair,
Of eyes with tears still streaming wet,
And agonies of lonely prayer.
The broken heart, the blossomed grave?
Ah! high in heaven above me rings
The shout of freedom—from a slave.
SEGOVIA AND MADRID.
It whispers all day long,
My heart-ache like an echo
Repeats the wistful song:
Only a quaint old love-lilt,
Wherein my life is hid.—
“My body is in Segovia,
But my soul is in Madrid!”
For dream and day are one.
Alight with vanished faces,
And days forever done.
They smile and shine around me
As long ago they did.
For my body is in Segovia
But my soul is in Madrid!
I hear the ocean breeze,
The creak of straining cordage,
The rush of mighty seas,
The lift of angry billows
Through which a swift keel slid;
For my body is in Segovia
But my soul is in Madrid.
Who bore my heart away!
A wide and woful ocean,
Between us roars to-day;
Yet am I close beside you
Though time and space forbid;
My body is in Segovia
But my soul is in Madrid.
There would be no more sea;
My heart would cease to wander,
My sorrows cease to be;
In dust and daisies hid,
And my body leave Segovia.
—Would my soul forget Madrid?
THE RIVER.
A lonely stream through forests gray,
No rippled rapids o'er it play;
Forever and forever.
As silent as a winter's night,
With purple heavens all alight,
And planets shining strangely bright;
So quiet is the river.
And in no devious course it winds,
But straight from where the sunset shines,
Forever and forever.
A mystery of shade and gleam,
O'er hidden rocks glides on the stream,
Like sleep above a fearful dream;
So quiet is the river.
Slow, sullen lead, with storms begun,
And golden green when day is done,
Forever and forever.
A flow of pearl in moonlight cold,
With moonless midnight onward rolled,
Blacker than Lethe streamed of old.
So quiet is the river.
As tranquil hours a life hath seen,
No more to be as they have been,
Forever and forever.
For underneath its restless flow,
Too black for light's full noon to show,
Lie broken rocks no mortals know.
So quiet is the river.
THANKSGIVING.
I.
A song that fits to-day;
Not like the river's rushing chant
Upon its seaward way,
Nor like the anthem of the winds,
Nor ocean's desperate spray.
That, dropping from the hills,
Can no more shun the nearing grave
Than all its kindred rills,
And yet its weary, wistful tone
The autumn silence thrills.
Nor for my sorrows yet;
The pain and fear and loss of life
I cannot but regret.
The loss of faith, the death of love,
Ah! how can I forget?
Are lessons hard to learn.
The martyr to his stake may cling;
But is it sweet to burn?
Dear Lord! I thank Thee that my life
Can never more return.
The quiet of the hour,
The silent rest of waiting days,
That know not leaf nor flower;
For every moment when the past
Lets loose its grasp of power;
That soothes my wearied heart;
For Nature's better part;
More for the little lips and hands
So dear—so far apart!
Man hath not blown away,
That yet may quicken into light
And blaze to perfect day,
Till wasted love and wasted life
Are dreams that dare not stay.
Yet most for Thy great patience, Lord,
I give Thee thanks to-day.
EN ESPAGNE.
With sweeping purple tapestried;
No dusty highway ran thereby,
But guarded alleys to it led;
And shaven lawns about were spread,
Where bird and moth danced daintily.
So light and fair the turrets stood,
No flaw mine eager eye espied,
I fashioned it, and called it good;
And lavished on its solitude
All garnishings of pomp and pride.
The winter-wind is howling now,
My Palace has passed out of time,—
The sward is only sheeted snow,
Its hangings with the dead leaves blow:
There comes an end to mortal prime.
Stone after stone do take it down.
What if a king, whose state had flown,
Should pull apart his regal crown?
For kingly hearts no fate can frown,
They rule forever o'er their own.
A FLOWER BALLAD.
The wind hears what they say;
And their sweetest whispers the bees have taught,
Stealing their hearts away.
In the clasp of day and night,
With the lips of sleep on his eyelids laid,
May hear their laughter light.
Lay in an eve of June,
In the fragrant silence of twilight hours,
Hearing them sing to the moon.
Out of her crimson breast;
Softly she murmured, “Oh! sweet am I,
“And the gold-moth loves me best!”
“'Till they ride on the noontide ray,
“And carry my kisses higher and higher,
“Up to the Lord of Day.”
“I am the morning's queen,
“With its golden stars on my forehead bound,
“Its mantle of snow serene.
“In vain are their songs and prayers,
“They cannot soften my bosom's snow,
“Or kindle my heart at theirs!”
Whispered a hymn to the grass,
But its first word ever was lost in sighs,
And its last word was “Alas!”
Wild rose and columbine,
Harebells tiny and half afraid,
Sprays of the blood-flushed vine.
They mingled their drops like rain,
Singing and tinkling the drops of dew
They never could gather again.
Came on the wandering wind:
“Darlings of summer and sun, rejoice,
“Dream not of storms unkind.
“Bud and blossom once more,
“Other roses shall summer bring,
“Fresh as she brought before.
“The crested aloe am I,
“I lavish life for a day of bloom,
“And after blossoming, die.”
OCTOBER.
Arnauld.
Whose laden boughs droop heavily
Toward earth, thou golden-fruited tree!
To spoil and stain thy fair increase:
After fruition deepest peace.
The jewels of thy matron pride,
And purple robes,—all laid aside.
In sweet, sad kisses for thy last,
And shadow-haunted from the past.
No heavier weight thy lithe limbs bear
Than dripping rain and sunny air.
The strenuous rest of penitence
Remaineth only for defence.
But only with the dropping sands
That fall on Time's slow-gathering strands.
Shall reap no harvest's gracious yield,
The warrior conquers—on his shield.
Thou, tree! by dust shalt be possessed;
To him remains a day more blest,
Renewed forever in its prime,
Where God, his harvest, sits sublime.
LOSS AND GAIN.
And left me silent here;
I did not scorn nor sorrow,
I had no smile nor tear;
For out of the door beside her,
Went her serving-maiden, Fear.
There never is any night;
The clouds will fly from heaven
When the sun shall lose its light;
And he who wants the pleasure
Wants the pain of sight.
But the sky is undismayed;
Hope and fear may leave us,
And the price of life be paid;
Greater than any passion
Is the soul that God hath made.
And trouble the hearts of men;
That never shall bloom again;
But dread the day of Heaven:
Ye both shall perish then!
“NON FIT.”
Elate with glory and delight;
New tints are in his heavens spread;
On odors keen his sense is fed,
And strains accordant angels sing;
Through all his sleep their echoes ring.
He hears the seas in thunder roll,
Perceives the rapture of the rose,
And every tone of Nature knows;
But cannot speak the tongue of men,
Or give their greetings back again.
His face all calm with innocence;
The wild-birds sing him carols rare,
Intent to celebrate and bless;
His Eden fills the wilderness.
His prayers are less to praise than plead,
His smiles are full of grief asleep,
His heart like ocean's bitter deep;
For tears and laughter, hand in hand,
About his vibrant nature stand.
And think they feed his soul with praise;
But whisper in a loud aside,
“Is this your poet's vaunted pride?
Why, better be the common clay
Than thus 'twixt heaven and hell astray.”
Hears and replies in righteous ire,
“Better to sound the depths of hell,
If thence to heaven our praises swell;
Nobler than life, or love, to die
Transfixed with immortality!”
ASLEEP.
—Psalm 127:2, (Trench's version).
At Thy feet in peace I lie;
Vain is fear and trouble vain;
Let me never more complain;
Vexed no more to sow or reap,
Since Thou giv'st me gifts in sleep.
Care is dead and sorrow flown;
On His garments' outer fold
I have all my burdens rolled:
I will sleep, for God shall be
Even in slumber blessing me.
Singing praises o'er and o'er;
I, your Master's happier child,
Am of every grief beguiled.
Though I dream, no more I weep;
God doth give me gifts in sleep.
Man may work with vain turmoil,
While my Father's gracious heart
Holds me sheltered far apart:
Safe, for He doth bless and keep
His beloved in their sleep.
Singing softly in its nest;
As a baby kept from harm
In its mother's folding arm,
So I rest, secure with Thee;
Even in sleep Thou blessest me.
UNRETURNING.
Snow may vanish from the plain,
Blossoms from the dewy sod,
Verdure from the broken clod,
Water from the river's bed,
Forests from the mountain's head.
Night may brighten into day,
Noon in midnight fade away;
When the winter tempest roar.
Blossoms each returning spring
In her laden arms shall bring,
Grass be green where ploughshares run,
Rivers flash in autumn's sun,
Time shall bid the forests grow,
Noon and night both come and go,
But though all thy soul complain,
Three things shall not come again!
Comes the arrow that it sends:
Spent in space, its airy flight
Vanishes like lost delight.
When with rapid aim it sprang
From the bow-string's shivering twang,
Straight to brain or heart it fled,
Once for all its course was sped.
No wild wail upon its track
Brings the barb of vengeance back:
Hold thy hand before it go:
Pause, beside the bended bow:
Hurtled once across the plain,
No sent arrow comes again!
That one moment was its last:
Though thy life upon it hung,
Though thy death beneath it swung,
Now in darkness goes astray,
When the instant born of Fate
Passes through the golden gate,
When the hour, but not the man,
Comes and goes from nature's plan,
Never more its countenance
Beams upon thy slow advance:
Never more that time shall be,
Burden-bearer unto thee.
Weep and search o'er land or main,
Lost chance never comes again!
Be again unsaid, unheard.
Well its work the utterance wrought;
Woe or weal, whate'er it brought:
Once for all the rune is read
Once for all the judgment said.
Though it pierced a poisoned spear
Through the soul thou holdest dear,
Though it quiver, fierce and deep,
Through some stainless spirit's sleep;
Idle, vain, the flying sting
That a passing rage might bring,
Speech shall give it fangs of steel.
Utterance all its barb reveal.
Pray with pangs of mad desire,
That one sentence to recall.
Wrestle with its fatal wrath,
Chase with flying feet its path.
Rue it all thy lingering days,
Hide it deep with love and praise.
Once for all thy word is sped,
None evade it but the dead.
All thy travail will be vain,
Spoken words come not again!
MY LITTLE DARLING.
As some small star from heaven might flee;
To be a mortal's sole delight
A love by day, a dream by night,
The sweetest thing on land or sea
My little darling crept to me.
Too grave to smile, too shy to sing;
An alien from her native skies,
Aware of earth with grieved surprise;
A baby angel, strange to see,
My little darling came to me.
And life and living baby wiles,
The way to cling, to coax, to kiss,
To fill my soul with deepest bliss.
My heart of hearts, my life was she,
This little love who came to me.
No other ear than mine could know:
More gentle than a cooing dove.
More fond than any voice of love,
So shy, so sweet, so tenderly
My little darling spoke to me.
That dwelt upon her wistful face,
The tinted skin, the lips' pure bloom,
The clearest eyes that knew not gloom,
The hair as soft as moth wings be,
My little darling showed to me.
That here I sit and grieve alone;
That every fair and gracious thing
I loved and lost, is but a sting;
Another thorn thy memory
My little darling, brings to me.
In all my dreams she comes again:
My happy arms caress her rest,
I hear her words of tender glee,
My little darling kisses me.
When day recalls our bitterest grief:
The hungry heart, the longing dire,
That burns the soul with vain desire,
The ancient cry of wild distress,
The Rachel-mourning comfortless:
Oh God, that face once more to see!
My little darling, come to me!
VALENTINES—FOR MY TWO.
FOR FAY.
Fairy! Fairy! fair and fine,Will you be my Valentine?
Little sprite of flame and dew,
Fairy fingers fashioned you!
Spun their flax for shining hair,
Sun-lit snow for forehead fair;
With the rose-dew that they sip;
Set the pinkness of a shell
On those rounded cheeks to dwell;
Drew from some pure tiny lake
Shadows water-spiders make,
Crystal clear and diamond bright,
For those eyes of dauntless light,
Tempered with a fairy tear
Lest their brightness shine too clear;
And for that sweet sudden smiling,
Every hardest heart beguiling,
Caught the splendor of the sun,
When his day-long race is run,
And the space 'twixt cloud and hills
All his rapid glory fills.
Ah! my love, my sweet, my baby,
Did the fairies give thee, maybe,
All these gifts, and add the smart
Of a loving human heart,
Lest so many gracious things
Should too early give thee wings?
Fairy! Fairy! fair and fine,
Be my darling Valentine!
FOR BIRDIE.
I want a ValentineWho will be mine?
She must have lips as red, as red,
As strawberries in the garden bed;
She must have eyes as blue and sweet
As speedwell blossoms at her feet;
Two cheeks as soft as summer roses;
The tiniest, funniest of noses;
A chin as round as apples are,
And dimples twinkling like a star;
A forehead smooth and very fair,
With shining, shadowy, tumbled hair;
A look both saucy and coquettish,
Sometimes too sweet, sometimes too pettish;
A laugh like any bobolink,
Too gay to scold, too glad to think:
A little, willful, mortal thing,
That to its sweetheart's arms will spring,
And kiss and tease in equal measure—
Birdie! can this be you, my treasure?
SAFE.
On thee no summer tempest ever blows;
No bee shall blight thy heart, no driving rain
Thy tintless petals with its passion stain.
No sun shall burn thee, and no frost assail;
Safe shalt thou bloom beyond the wintry gale.
No drifting snows beset thy tiny feet,
No hunger rage, no thirst, no vague despair
Vex thy sweet life in that celestial air.
For thee no more are mortal hurts or harms,
Safe folded in thy tender Shepherd's arms.
And fell beside it, ne'er to rise again!
Thy feeble wing has found eternal rest,
No terror pants within thy sleeping breast;
No human hand, no tyrant of the sky,
Can rob the nest where thy closed pinions lie.
A joyful moment, pausing to depart;
Who shapes our losses to divinest ends,
Though thy frail symbol sleeps beneath the sod,
We know thy waking rapture was with God.
Fled quivering upward to be lost in light,
For thee no moth shall mortal pangs endure,
No tears shall dim thee and no night obscure;
Only another star in heaven we see,
And look to God whene'er we look for thee.
THE PEACE OF GOD.
That lies upon the silent hills,
That fills the fervid skies above
And all the earth with summer thrills?
When drifting tempests veil the blue,
Alike are banished calm or joy;
Is not Thy blessing fixed and true?
On weary heart and busy brain;
When, worn and sad, no more they keep
The impress of incessant pain?
Awakes to life those folded eyes,
Is it Thy peace, so swiftly gone,
That from those lips and eyelids flies?
With pallid blossoms, breathing balm,
Beneath that little coffin-lid,
Upon those features fair and calm.
The wonderful delight of death,
The spell whose charm shall never cease,
The sacred sleep of life and breath.
So endless in its deep repose;
As tranquil as a seraph's mien,
With rest no rapture ever knows.
When hope departs and falters faith,
When all life's dreadful stress assails,
Send me Thy peace—the peace of death!
A VALENTINE.
The hills are white and drear,
And all alone and sad I lie,
And watch the skies grow clear;
The skies that spread o'er thy dear head,
Far, far away from here.
Thy soft and flitting smile,
Across a sea of cloud they rise
My vision to beguile.
Ah, sweet above all other love
That wistful baby smile!
The dear voice comes again
The fleet, shy step across the floor—
Oh, is it joy or pain,
Since thou art gone and I alone
To dream such dreams in vain?
And white the hill-sides glow;
For thee the mock-birds shrilly sing
With orange-blooms for snow.
Thy Spring is there and everywhere,
But mine fled long ago.
Between us lies to-day;
I cannot clasp that slender hand,
The vision will not stay.
Not even sleep my dream will keep,
With dawn it floats away.
I send the dream divine,
To tell its lovelorn tale to thee,
Sweetheart and love of mine—
To choose once more, as oft before,
My darling Valentine.
THEN.
That old-time princes asked in vain,
And pined for in their useless power,
Or died of passion's eager pain.
Aside from merit or from prayer,
Rejoicing in its own delight,
And freer than the lavish air.
On golden threads of hope and fear,
And tenderer thoughts than ever hung
In a sad angel's pitying tear.
Its thousand streams of wealth untold,
So flows my silent life to thee,
Glad that its very sands are gold.
I give from depths that overflow;
Regardless that their power to bless
Thy spirit cannot sound or know.
My triumph shines, more sweet than late,
When, from these mortal mists withdrawn,
Thine heart shall know me,—I can wait.
THANKSGIVING.
II.
A song that fits to-day,
The music of a quiet stream
Upon its seaward way—
The monotone of such content
As to a mortal life is lent.
That through a meadow glides,
Half hidden by the waving grass
Its level course divides;
At last forgetful of the hills
That vexed so long its infant rills.
Re-echoes from the shore;
Not yet is all its duty done,
Its rush and labor o'er;
And bright is life that glides away.
Like bird-songs from their nest,
My heart must fashion into speech
And utter from its rest
A tender voice of thankfulness
For love that loveth most to bless.
That, wandering lost and lone,
Comes unaware on home at last
And nestles to its own,
Wrapped all at once in warmth and peace,
Where all the storm and straying cease.
The time of toil and tears,
Of bitter trouble overpast,
That hope again appears?
That after all this weary strife
I live to thank thee, Lord, for life?
And tread the path again
With quiet hope and thankfulness
I trod so long with pain,
To trust again with such a faith
As once was wounded unto death?
As life the sweeter grows,
Lest I forget in this content
The thorns beneath the rose.
That, dear as home and love may be,
I find them still most dear with Thee.
TIRED.
My trouble is passed, I am going to die;
The hill-path is over, I'm beat in the race,
For the wind of the world always blew in my face.
I slipped and I fell, and I tried it anew;
But, fight you or flee, it's a desperate case
To clamber up-hill with the wind in your face.
Where the turf is all green and the weather is still;
But people can't all have the easiest place—
The wind must be blowing in somebody's face.
You're better without me, you won't be alone;
You have borne with my sorrows a weariful space
And the wind that dismayed me has blown in your face.
In your sunshine, my darling, my rose of the land!
My trouble your bright head shall never abase—
The wind of the world never'll blow in your face.
I'm far out too weary to lengthen my pain.
Just cover me over; I'll lie in my place
Till the wind is all quiet that blew in my face.
No wild wind or tempest shall vex the soft air;
When the last sob is uttered, God grant me his grace
To rest where the wind cannot blow in my face.
NOW.
Is in my heart and brain;
I hear once more the wild brooks pour
And the soft south wind complain.
Is a brown and barren waste;
But Earth's fresh breath, that laughs at death,
Tells how the buds make haste.
The green blades rise to light,
And the wind that grieves in the sweet dead leaves
Is full of vague delight.
In all Life's lingering time,
That will not make my heart awake
As it wakened in its prime?
So fill my soul with fears
That the wind's soft voice, when the woods rejoice,
Shall only bring me tears?
Though a thousand winters pass;
And the soul's fresh youth with tender truth
Still spring to the springing grass.
DIES ILLA.
Not moonlight, neither dawn;
A pallid, livid, growing light,
From central heaven drawn.
It filled the arching sky.
From cowering trees and sullen seas
The look of life did fly.
A wailing, deep and low—
The travailing and groan of Earth,
Beneath her final woe.
The breath I breathed was pain.
The life-blood crept and curdled slow
In every shrinking vein.
My soul cast off the clay;
Yet, like some new-unprisoned moth,
Too weak to soar away.
The end of mortal fear;
I saw, far off, his awful host
Mid rolling clouds appear.
To see my loved once more!
How all the anguish fled and died
That in that heart I bore!
Their eyes turned sweet on mine;
They clasped me in their arms again
With tenderness divine.
It showed us face to face;
We knew not fear nor falling worlds
In that serene embrace.
The dear old speech once more,
The loving tones so silent long,
The looks that once they wore.
The heavenly vision broke,
As slowly sad to mortal days
My shivering soul awoke.
Thou healer of the sad!
There is no terror in thy dawn,
If thus thou makest glad.
No more I shrink and hide;
Thy crash of heaven and wreck of earth
My spirit dare abide.
Thou art no Day of Dread;
Dawn of the Lord's unmeasured love,
Restorer of the dead!
THE ANTIETAM STATUE.
Steadfast and sad he stands: his level eyesAsking stern question of eternal Fate.
That silent host of dead before him lies
Whose wondrous, woful loss, no years abate:
Whose legend all the rolling plains relate;
The wind that wails: the unrelenting skies.
“What have these done?” their answering echo cries.
Gone in a day their gilded destinies.
What evil errand have these swift lives done,
To be so clipt, like insects in the sun,
And this gaunt stone to mark their memories?”
Stone art thou! God, in each true soul replies,
“These men who died for man outlive all earth and skies.”
TRODDEN.
It was spotless once and fair,
What stain could it know,
Falling through the air?
It fluttered and lay low,
Forgetful of its birth.
And steps are on the snow.
It is trodden and unclean:
What now shall ever show
The whiteness that hath been?
Out of heaven floating slow
Over forest, field, and hill.
But steps are on the snow!
It is stained with mire and clay:
When the rain of Spring shall flow
Will it wash them all away?
Drops heavily and slow,
It will wash away the stain,
—And wash away the snow.
ARACHNE.
As, restless, bold, and unafraid,
She slips and floats along the air
Till all her subtile house is made.
All from that hidden store she draws;
She fashions it and knows it good,
By instinct's strong and sacred laws.
She seeks and gathers there or here;
But spins it from her faithful breast,
Renewing still, till leaves are sere.
In vain her shining traps are set.
Her frost hath hushed the insect strife
And gilded flies her charm forget.
She sways to every wintry wind:
Her joy, her toil, her errand done,
Her corse the sport of storms unkind.
I too from out my store within
My daily life and living plan,
My home, my rest, my pleasure spin.
Sweep all that hard-earned web away:
Destroy its pearled and glittering bands,
And leave thee homeless by the way.
Each anchored thread, each tiny knot,
Soft shining in the autumn sun;
A sheltered, silent, tranquil lot.
—Sad presage to a soul allowed;—
That not for life I spin, alone.
But day by day I spin my shroud.
REST.
“Oh! spare me, that I may recover strength, before I go hence, and be no more.”—
Ps. xxxix, 13.Sit down beside the way!
Thou hast at last a time to rest,
At last a holiday.
Thy time of toil and tears,
A little space may grant thee grace
To overcome thy fears.
Not rapture, nor delight;
But even as sounds of labor cease
Before the hush of night.
Has wailed, and raged, and wept,
Nor ceased its force nor changed its course,
While slow the daylight crept;
Drops down behind the hills,
A clear, calm shining parts the cloud
And all the ether fills.
To them that sailed the sea;
Or home to them that ply the oar,
Or leave captivity.
On mother-breast to sleep,
Lord, let me lie a little while,
Till slumber groweth deep;
Shall stir its calm repose—
Beyond the stress of mortal strife,
The strain of mortal woes
Thy sleepless bliss is given;
Give me a day of rest on earth,
Before the work of Heaven!
BIRD MUSIC.
Unguerdoned chorister of air,
Who from the lithe top of the tree
Pourest at will thy music rare,
As if a sudden brook laughed down the hill-side there.
Waved sea-like to the idle wind,
Thick daisies that the stars surpass,
Being as fair and far more kind;—
All sweet uncultured things thy wild notes bring to mind.
Of singing into silence dies,
Thy rapid fleeting pinions show
Where all thy spell of sweetness lies
Gathered in one small nest from the wide earth and skies.
Careless of praises as of blame,
Thy gentle life pursues its aim,
So tender and serene, that we might blush for shame.
That droop in silence day by day,
The little crowd of callow things
That joy for weariness repay,—
These are the living spring, thy song the fountain's spray.
FASTRADA'S RING.
Keeper of keys, restore to me
Some gift that in the gray Earth's prime
Her happy children held of thee;
Some signet of that mystery
Thy footsteps trample into death,
Some score of that strange harmony
That sings in every breath.”
Sitting in silence, golden, clear,
When even the mild winds seemed to pray
Beside the slowly dying year,
And the old conqueror stopped to hear;
For, like the echo of a bell,
I heard him speak, in accents clear:
“Choose! and thy wise choice tell!”
The threads of hope and joy and pain,
Long burned in life's consuming fires,
Came glittering into life again,
And, gathered as a summer rain
Into the rainbow's bended wing,
Cried, with one voice of longing vain:
“Give me Fastrada's ring!
She wore upon her finger white,
Then shall the weary visions cease,
That haunt me all the lingering night;
The world shall blossom with delight,
And birds of heaven about me sing;
Ah! fill these darkened eyes with light!
Give me Fastrada's ring!
No learned scrolls, no gems of art;
My eager wishes grasp at more:
Sleep for a worn and wretched heart;
Sealed with such thirst as death-pains bring;
Love,—life's sole rest and better part,
Give me Fastrada's ring!”
TRUTHS.
Because I feel like a weed;
Who knows that the rose is thorny
And makes my temples bleed?
If one gets to his journey's end, what matter how galled the steed?
Because I cannot be calm;
When you listen to the organ,
Do you hear the words of the psalm?
If they give you poison to drink, 'tis better to call it balm.
Who fancies I break my heart?
'Tis this world's righteous fashion,
With a sneer to cover a smart.
Better to give up living than not to play your part.
My life may yet be poor.
Does Love come in at the window
When Money stands at the door?
I am what I seem to men. Need I be any more?
He sees the grape in the flower;
He hears one's life-blood dripping
Through the maddest, merriest hour;
He knows what sackcloth and ashes hide in the purple of power.
He binds in the middle air;
I shall be what I am in Paradise—
So, heart, no more despair!
Remember the blessed Jesus, and wipe His feet with thy hair.
HERE.
Like a prison's dreary cell,
And its visions rise before me
With a dread no speech can tell;
When, alone with my only longing
And the darkening spell of fear,
I watch the sad stars thronging
Till the beams of dawn appear;
Then, like some silver chimes,
Come back the old, old times—
The dear old times, my darling,
The living, loving times!
The days that all are gone,
Like June dreams in December,
Or flowers when summer's done;
The times that are never over,
For they live in heart and brain,
And, like kisses from a lover,
Their spell comes back again.
Like a song of magic rhymes,
Return the dear old times—
The old, old times, my darling,
The living, loving times!
That none can take away—
Remembrance without measure
Of every vanished day,
Of love-light round me streaming,
Of tender lips and eyes;
Awake I lie, yet dreaming,
Nor sleep till day shall rise.
Like a bee in blossomed limes,
I live in those old times—
The times you know, my darling,
The living, loving times!
The earth is wrapped in snow,
And if still, as then, you love me,
Alas! I cannot know—
Silence between us lying,
More chill than winter's cold,
And my heart like a baby crying
For its mother's wonted hold;
But I breathe the summer's prime
Remembering that old time,
Though you forget it, darling,
The living, loving time!
LISE.
I would hang over thee;
If I were a star of even,
I'd rise and set for thee;
For love, life, light, were given
Thy ministers to be.
I'd kiss thy hair;
Or a sunbeam coming after,
Lie on thy forehead fair;
For the world and its wide hereafter
Have nought with thee to compare.
Thy name should be
The burden of my sweet weeping;
If I were a bee,
My honeyed treasures keeping,
'Twere all for thee!
Without a shore;
Nor a leaf whose downward motion
No dews deplore;
And I dream that my devotion
May move thee to sigh once more.
DEPARTING.
Safe from every changing sky;
Over them thou shalt not cry
Any more.
Weep for him whose lessening sail,
Borne upon an outward gale,
Sees the beacon faint and fail
On the shore.
Where no evil visions creep;
God hath sealed their slumber deep
Till His day.
Weep for him who fleeth fast
On a fierce and alien blast,
Torn from all the haunted past,
Far away.
Home-lit valley, hill, or plain;
He shall mourn and cry in vain
O'er the dead.
Wandering in a stranger-land,
None shall grasp his listless hand,
No sweet sister-nurse shall stand
By his bed.
Who shall never more unclose
Home's dear portals, nor repose
In its rest.
Foreign where their kindred dwell,
Strange where they have loved too well.
Homesick as no speech can tell,
All unblest.
He hath reached a peaceful bourne;
Weep for him, the travel-worn,
All alone!
Life's long torture he must bear
Till his very soul despair,
Helpless both for cry or prayer;
Make his moan!
A STATUE.
Frozen into stone;
Pall nor purple splendor
Round thy grace is thrown;
Thou standest like a star, clothed in thy light alone.
Of thy new despair;
In the spotless fashion
That all angels wear;
Like softly falling snow thy presence fills the air.
Sleeps a dreaming sigh;
Love and hope departed
Droop thy pensive eye;
And anguish on thy brow hath set her majesty.
Touch thy spirit pure;
Regally hath sadness
Taught thee to endure;
Earth passes at thy feet, but heaven is ever sure.
Of a funeral bell,
Or the awful rolling
Of the ocean's swell,
Thou stillest sound with awe, through power's sublimest spell.
Of a midnight moon,
Did thy shape Elysian
Rise, like some sad tune,
Through the rapt sculptor's soul, and turn his night to noon?
With resistless tongue,
Higher thought than ever
Bird or breeze hath sung;
For Beauty never dies, and Grace is ever young.
APRIL.
Eccl. xii. 2.
At last a breath of Spring again,
A glimpse to rest the weary eye,
A spark of hope, a sigh of pain,
The clouds returning after rain!
To thee all wintry clouds are vain;
For once, for all, they take their flight.
Thy summer is an endless gain,
Thy clouds return not after rain.
How long is winter's dreary reign;
The sunny days so swiftly flee,
The snowy drifts so long remain,
Thy clouds so fast succeed the rain!
Lest, nipped by frost, their bloom be vain;
But for the flower that fades away,
The sunbeams only burn and stain—
For this the cloud must follow rain.
Thy tender bloom and blush attain;
For thee let all the winds be mild,
All summer sweets attend thy train,
Nor any clouds come after rain.
He offers to my bitter pain
The coming rest that rests indeed,
The sleep that never comes in vain,
The cloud returning after rain.
“LATA SILENTIA.”
Men call with low and trembling voice the tomb,
Are there not other regions with no less
Of solitude and gloom?
The struggle of this labored life is o'er;
The mariner forgets his drifting helm,
The landsman delves no more.
Its pulses rest alike unvexed and chill,
There all unheeding slumber young and old,
Devoid of good or ill.
But we who toil across the desert sands
Are visited by tempests and fierce rain
Unknown to those drear lands.
Its breath of passion blasts both flower and tree,
And, though before it Paradise arose,
Behind it deserts be.
Whence all the glory that abode has gone,
Wherein, through every season, change, and clime,
The soul remains alone.
Still as the waters of a reedy lake,
Whose stagnant pool no swallow dares to kiss,
Whose sleep no winds awake.
Stamped with the branded sign of mortal sin,
Wide as the sky from which they cannot flee,
Their silence reigns within.
One echo through these vaulted depths to spread.
Descend from Heaven, divine delaying sound,
Awake these living dead!
CHRYSANTHEMUMS.
That linger on the edge of frost,
A tender dream of summer lost,
Touched by the shade of wintry fear.
That hides its purple in the grass,
Lest all the bees that buzz and pass
Should kiss those eyes, so sweet and wet;
Flower of the noonday and the south,
That sunward turns her crimson mouth,
And all her heart of splendor shows;
That lives and dies an idle queen;
No honey in her breast serene,
No blush for any fluttering gale.
Dear as the sad delight of dreams,
When day across our eyelids streams,
And all their transient bliss is past;
When daylight leaves the misty sky,
And through the gray woods listlessly
The twilight wind begins to grieve;
The somber red that threatens storm,
A sunset saffron soft and warm,
Or petals like the hoar-frost white.
And ask for praise and pray for love,
All loveliness and grace above,
I taste your breath of bitterness.
My welcome sounds like sad farewell,
And while I laud your gracious spell
The tears stand trembling in mine eyes.
WOOD LAUREL.
That hearest thrush and hangbird cry,
With such a dream-like majesty
As crowns thee, out of solitude,
The fairest flower that ever stood,
Impassive, safe from sympathy.
Hung floating in the gloom of leaves,
Vainly for thee the night-wind grieves,
Vainly all forest-murmurs stray.
In thy cold blossoms vainly play
The thousand love-songs Nature weaves.
With tender, mocking blushes dyed,
The cankerous honey-dew of pride,
Charms soft and deadly in thy mien,
The natural sceptre of a queen,
Heart frozen, but half deified.
The rosy bloom is sweet to see,
But have thou care of majesty,
The serf that loves the queen must die.
To humbler feasts, secure for thee.
Those bright cups glow with poisoned wine;
The wild-rose and the columbine
Have simple treasures, safe to share.
This regal beauty holds thy snare,
The form, but not the soul, divine.
NEMESIS.
Across the valleys low,
Where in deep brakes the writhing serpents hiss,
Above, below, around,
I hear the dreadful sound
Of thy calm breath, eternal Nemesis!
Where silent snow-drifts lie,
And greet the red morn with a pallid kiss,
There, in the awful night,
I see the solemn light
Of thy clear eyes, avenging Nemesis!
Dark as the empty graves
That wait our dead hopes and our perished bliss,
Though to their depths I flee,
Still do my fixed eyes see
Thy pendant sword, unchanging Nemesis!
Still must thy phantoms wait
And mock my shadow like its fearful twin?
Is there no final rest
In this doom-haunted breast?
Does thy terrific patience wait therein?
The blood thy hand hath spilt
Stamps on thy brow its black, eternal sign;
Thyself thou canst not flee.
Writhe in thine agony!
Suffer! despair! thou art condemned—and mine.”
MARGARITAS ANTE PORCOS.
And fight for husks all brown and dry;
While at their feet, like beads of snow,
The pearls you threw to feed them lie.
Hides in its shell, to jewels turn;
They have their value in the mart,
They glitter—when they cease to burn.
Your life that lives in frozen tears;
They crown her dark hair's odorous pride,
The heart-beats swing them in her ears.
That tramp and snatch and rend below;
You pour away your life divine,
And think to reap the grain you sow!
Vainly these precious gems are thrown;
The snuffling herds that crowd the plain
Are hungry beasts, and beasts alone.
What lavish love, hath power divine
To work an answer to your prayer,
To make you angels out of swine?
NOT MINE.
Out of the window are wild wastes of snow;
Here as I sit by the firelight alone,
See the drifts glitter and hear the wind moan,
Children's fair faces come back through the night,
One and another, the pale and the bright,
Dear to my soul while it loves will they be;
Though when they called “mother!” they did not call me.
A soldier's blue jacket wrapped over his breast.
No more those dark eyes will brighten for me,
Never again that keen smile shall I see,
Never be clasped in the arms of my boy:
Yet is he mine beyond death to destroy.
Mine in the love that knows future nor past,
Mine while the pulses of tenderness last;
Though when he called “mother!” he did not call me!
But the shadow is brighter than sunbeams are now:
Her tender face softens, her roses grow pale
In the gleam of its whiteness; her own bridal veil.
My loveliest baby! God keep thee as pure
While thy life and thy love shall together endure,
As the first hour I held thee asleep in my arms,
Serene in the halo of babyhood's charms.
God send thee fair children to stand at thy knee,
Who when they say mother, shall say it to thee.
When will his footsteps turn shoreward to me?
Others are gathered by fires of their own:
Here, by a stranger's, I'm dreaming alone.
Dreaming of days that forever are dead,
Hopes and caresses and darlings all fled,
Bitterest dreams, that the sweetest might be,
If when they called “mother” they could have called me!
Ghosts of the past, hover over my chair
Faces I watched over morning and night,
Eyes that once blessed me with deepest delight,
Voices that thrilled to the depths of my soul,
Shake me with longing I cannot control.
The veins of my heart at their sources would quail:
Life would forsake me though death should forget;
All that I have on their being is set.
Dearer than living or loving they be;
Yet when they call “mother!” they do not call me.
THE FISHING SONG.
The current is sweeping strong;
Over the wide, gray river,
Floats the fisherman's song.
The song falls with the oar;
And an echo in both is ringing;
I thought to hear no more.
The song brings back to me
A cry from mortal silence,
Of mortal agony.
Love that had died of wrong,
Hearts that are dead in living,
Come back on the fisherman's song.
Just as they leafed before;
The green grass comes no greener
Down to the very shore.
In the cadence of days gone by,
As the oar, from the water drinking,
Ripples the mirrored sky.
Its past returns no more;
But in echoes that answer the minor
Of the boat-song from the shore.
His judgment waiteth long;
He breaks the heart of a woman
With a fisherman's careless song.
A CHRISTMAS VISION.
The floating snow-flakes fell,
Along the air all cold and fair,
And on my heart as well.
Held up his mighty spear,
My blood ran chill with winter cold
And slow with winter's fear.
Across the snow-storm shone,
And strange to tell, like any spell,
The snow-flakes all were flown!
Before the sunny flame,
And in their place a sudden crowd
Of smiling angels came.
With faces dazzling fair,
And eyes as bright as starry light
Beneath their shining hair:
As suddenly there fell
A tiny, tinkling, laughing sound,
Like some sweet silver bell:
Till all the frosty sky
With soft repeat was ringing sweet,
And words came wandering by.
When earth is bare and brown
We cover all her wounds and scars
With mantles soft as down.
In summer, green and deep,
But frown to-day severe and grey,
We cover up to sleep.
That lose their blossoms bright,
And weep for all their loveliness,
We veil with glittering white:
All knotted, black, and bare,
We hang with flowers like bridal bowers,
The blossom bells of air.
We veil with tender grace,
There is no blight we do not hide,
On all the sad earth's face.
Above the wild-wood flowers,
We spread our warm and shining robes
Through all the winter hours.
But mortal eyes are dim;
Men cannot see how fair we be,
Nor hear our joyful hymn:
But birds and blossoms know,
When God's dear love falls from above,
Though men may call it snow!”
MARY.
Which o'er Thy feet I break;
Nor filled with costly ointment, gracious Master,
Poured for Thy sake.
A living heart.
Dashed all across with scarlet stains of passion,
And broke in part;
Like slow tears shed,
In heavy drops, along Thy footstool slipping,
Its life-blood red.
But life and love:
These sad conditions make my offering fitter
Thy heart to move.
This load of grief
Wherewith my soul doth pant, and mourn and languish,
Give me relief!
For mortal woe?
Hear'st Thou not still amid that spotless splendor
The seraphs know?
Say as before
Those tenderest words of all Thy gospel story—
“Go, sin no more!”
HESPER.
Deepens into night;
Day hath lost its crown of glory,
Life hath lost its light.
For thy face I see;
In my heart its dreams are singing,
Mournful songs of thee.
With thy closing eyes;
Yet on me, at lonely even,
Clear as stars they rise.
Down the mountain's side,
I no more can call it weary,
Thou art there my bride!
Snow-like, in the moon;
See thy parted lips are glowing,
Red as flowers in June.
Lost in dreamless sleep;
Thou hast heard my nightly crying,
Thou hast left my sleep.
Love and life return;
Until morning's cloudy splendor
O'er the hills shall burn.
Love and life to steal;
But the first star's trembling shadow
Brings a bridal peal.
RÊVE DU MIDI.
The hazy noontide creeps,
And the shrill cricket sleeps
Under the grass;
When soft the shadows lie,
And clouds sail o'er the sky,
And the idle winds go by,
With the heavy scent of blossoms as they pass;
Lapses as in a dream,
And the water-lilies gleam
Up to the sun;
When the hot and burdened day
Stops on its downward way,
When the moth forgets to play,
And the plodding ant may dream her toil is done;
And the din of earth afar,
Like some forgotten star
Dropt from the sky;
With the sounds of love and fear,
All voices sad and dear
Banish to silence drear,
The willing thrall of trances sweet I lie.
Breathes its mysterious tale,
Till the rose's lips grow pale
With her sighs:
And o'er my thoughts are cast
Tints of the vanished past,
Glories that faded fast,
Renewed to splendor in my dreaming eyes.
Where his sweet treasure swings,
The honey-lover clings
To the red flowers:
So, lost in vivid light,
So, rapt from day and night,
I linger in delight,
Enraptured o'er the vision-freighted hours.
REMEMBERING.
The glow of that departed place
Where life beguiled its day of grace,
Far off through all these misty years,
Or through the dimmer haze of tears,
Forever green it seems to me;
Immortal blooms on every tree—
A land wherein the very snow,
Like falling flowers, came soft and slow;
No winter chill to crisp the air,
But Spring eternal everywhere.
Dear, vanished land! how fair to see
Those sad and lovely pastures be,
That I remember!
The little cluster of my kin,
Who stood those sunny fields within,
How fair they seem! how close they press,
Intent to serve, to love, to bless!
A little world, enough for me,
Whose kings I worshipped loyally:
Where are they? One is always here;
Her dark eyes shine with peace and cheer;
They gleam with love's divinest light.
“My child,” she says, “I love thee still;
I could not work thee wrong or ill;
I wait and watch for some sweet day
To bring thy wearied soul away.”
I wake, and know that she is dead;
Ah, mother-love! to heaven fled—
That I remember.
The friends I had so long ago,
Whose friendly faces still I know;
Whose faithful love has proved its power,
And rallied round my darkest hour;
Who closer to my soul have stood
Than closest ties of kindred blood;
The blossoms that have grown to fruit,
The acorn with the oak-tree's root,
I feel how strong my life has grown,
Although its pillow were a stone,
And thank His mercy who has sent
These angels through the firmament,
More dear a thousand-fold to-day
Than in their first and fresh array,
That I remember.
The hunger after righteousness,
The hope all evil to redress,
The heart that shrank from misery;
The doubt, and weakness, and dismay,
That clogged that heart from day to day;
I know the faith that storms have tried,
The courage born of broken pride,
The patience that can trust and wait,
Unawed by cruelty and hate;
The home that holds me safe at length,
The love that clasps with tenderer strength,
The hope that rests in God at last,
A thousand times exceed the past,
With all its futile hopes and dreams,
Its land of radiant fields and streams,
Its faith betrayed, its vain delight,
As far as noon exceeds the night.
Nor know I now one poor regret
For all that land so lovely yet,
That I remember.
DAISIES.
Smiling in the grass,
Who hath sung your praises?
Poets by you pass,
And I alone am left to celebrate your mass.
Through the fields ye shine,
Joyfully adorning
Earth with grace divine,
And pour, from sunny hearts, fresh gladness into mine.
Like the milky way,
From nocturnal shadows
Glad to fall away,
And live a happy life in the wide light of day.
Pile their yellow store,
Winds in whispers coming
Teach you love's sweet lore,
For your reluctant lips still worshipping the more.
Shower their songs on you;
And the rustic maiden,
Standing in the dew,
By your alternate leaves tells if her love be true.
From your amber eyes
No inconstant story
Of her love should rise!
And yet “He loves me not!” is oft the sad surprise.
Noon's concentred beams
Glowing in your bosoms;
So, by living streams
In heaven, I think the light of flowers immortal gleams.
Peacefully ye fade,
With the fragrant clover
And sweet grasses laid,
In odors for a pall beneath the orchard shade.
Would I were like you,
Pure from human praises,
Fresh with morning dew,
And ever in my heart to heaven's clear sunshine true!
BATTLE-FLAG DAY.
Laughing loudly in scornful glee,
For he heard the bells ring long and loud,
He saw the rush of a mighty crowd.
The cannon's roar and the throbbing drum,
Rose from the city's ceaseless hum
Like the dash and beat of a stormy sea,
Till it tossed and fluttered the old oak-tree.
As the rough wind troubled their bloody rags,
And the marching veterans grim and old,
Who once were stalwart and young and bold,
The marbled halls like a shining dream,
The flag-case bright with silvery gleam,
And the feast for that weary company;
But louder he laughed in mocking glee.
But where are the men that bore the rags
High overhead through seas of fire,
Right into the rebels' cruel ire?
Their children hunger to-day for bread,
Their wives are toiling in need and rags:
Hurrah! hurrah for the battle-flags!
What did they bring from the battles' spoil?
A single leg and fingers three.
No matter! the flags wave merrily.
Here is another without an arm,
Death had done him a lesser harm:
He grinds an organ along the street
One hand earns him food to eat.
The lost one carried those battle-flags.—
Hurrah! hurrah! for the tattered rags!
You leave their bearers in want to die.
The husk is honored and praised and sung
The kernel into the gutter flung.
Go feed and cherish the maimed old man,
Who gives to his country all he can.
Nor offer the life for freedom spent
The scoff of a costly monument,
Well may he make a bitter moan
When he asks for bread and you give a stone,
And scatter your money on worn-out rags,
Not on the men who carried the flags!
AGAIN.
With fresh green grass that springs to kiss thy feet
With little brooks that sparkle in the sand,
April's faint shining, clouds both soft and fleet,
All the fair things that do thine advent greet,
Flowers with their blue eyes still by snow-drifts wet,
South winds and flying showers; all, all, how sweet,
Could I forget!
An opal mist in every gray old tree;
Pour from thine urn the rushing silver floods
That leap, and dance, and struggle to be free;
Coax the pink May-blooms to look up at thee,
Fearless of stormy wind or frosts that fret;
Enchantress, bring not back the past to me,
Let me forget!
When the wild blossoms in each fragile bell
A lurking drop of bitter honey bring,
When hills and forests one worn story tell,
When through the birds' new warble sounds a knell,
When grief and sweetness are in all things met,
When winds repeat those voices loved too well,
Can I forget?
Not far nor late, when God's restoring Spring
Shall set aside these miracles of clay,
And His serene immortal Summer bring,
Wherein I shall not pine for anything,
Not mortal love, nor loss, nor weak regret,
But at His feet my grateful rapture sing,
And so forget!
COLUMBINE.
Thou thy scarlet bells dost ring
When the merry western wind
Gives their slender stems a swing;
Every yellow butterfly,
Poising on the fragrant air:
Glittering insects everywhere,
Moths that in the dead leaves lie,
List the tinkling chime that tells
Of the Spring's aerial spells.
May-time brings to mother Earth,
Dry with sun and grey with dearth,
Where no other bloom can cling,
Thou dost lift thy dainty spire,
Slight and subtle mist of fire
O'er the rock face shimmering,
Nodding, swaying, scattering wide
Flame and gold on every side.
Nothing knowest thou but cheer.
Over thee no memory
Floats its pennant sad and dear.
Gay and fleeting as is laughter,
Or a little joyful song
Wandering the woods along,
That no echo cometh after:
Idle moth and strenuous bee
Know what honey dwells in thee.
Then the summer draweth near;
Then the sunshine shall abide,
Vanished is the winter fear.
Snowdrifts never come again
When thou standest sentinel,
Shouting gayly: “All is well,”
To the blooms on hill and plain
Summer-bringing columbine,
Make thy happy errand mine!
RIGHTS.
Crying from off some lonely height,
A gently earnest cry for Right.
A stifled echo did rejoice,
As if the sadness were of choice.
With scents and dews its tones were shed,
Shadowed with vagueness, not with dread.
Breathless I heard soft lips relate
The grievance of their mortal state.
First in all love-borne ministry;
The spring beneath thy roots, O tree!
Oppress the burdened noon of day,
To freshen it with salt sea-spray.
Seeing eclipse of suns draw near,
A star-shine in the darkness clear.
A still evangelist of trust,
Waving white wings before the just.
With hands upon the living head,
Both unto rest eternal led.
To baby-love and tender wiles,
Hope, that the weariest heart beguiles.
By petronel and barbican,
Or reeking in the battle's van.
I will be thine beneath the blow,
My right to love, and thine to know.”
MARY, THE MOTHER OF THE LORD.
A PICTURE.
Sunshine, streaming to the floor,
Falls across thy stainless veil,
Lingers on thy forehead pale.
Thee nor sun nor star can brighten,
Thee no mortal flame enlighten,
All the light of highest heaven
To thine inmost soul is given;
Thee beloved, by Thine adored—
Mary, Mother of the Lord!
Broods thy drooping eyes above,
Maiden hands with mother grasp
Hold thy doves in tender clasp,
Awe and glory in thy face
Veil the woman's shrinking grace,
Calm as angels rapt in prayer,
Blessed more than seraphs are,
Yet a woman, fair and weak,
Bringing up thine offerings meek,
Sacrifices on thy breast,
On thy lips Love's sweetest word—
Mary, “Mother” of the Lord!
Judah's curse thy sad heart bears;
Through thy soul the sword is driven
When thy keenest joy is given;
Deep and dark the Cross's shade
On thy dark, deep eyes is laid;
On thy sweet and pensive lips
Rapture glows through grief's eclipse,
Stilled with mystery's silent spell,
Thrilled with thoughts no speech may tell.
Past the sense of human sadness,
Past the dreams of human gladness,
On thy heart the Living Word,
In thy home the Babe adored;
Hail! thou Mother of the Lord.
PRAYER.
Help the weak heart that strays from thee!
And battling with the hosts of hell,
Doubts or despairs of victory:
For Thou hast died upon the tree,
Thine anguish poured in bloody sweat,
And can thy yearning heart forget
The first-fruits of that agony?
O Lord, in glory, think on me!
Not she who sees her darling pine,
And weeps that dying shadows close
Above the lamb she knows is thine;
But Thou, my God, art all divine!
Thy banished shall return again;
Thy life poured out like summer rain—
Those dying pangs exchanged for mine—
Are not an alien's birth-right sign.
The uttermost abyss of woe,
Thine arm my trembling soul shall win,
Thy piercing eyes thy child shall know.
Though mortal love forget to flow—
Thy love is called eternity,
Thy truth is morning's orient glow,
And wide as space shall ever grow.
Their leaguered host a child defies,
For He who holds me in his hands
Shall like a stern avenger rise,
And turn on thee those heavenly eyes
That tears of pity shed for me;
But burn with judgment over thee
And those who dare his love despise,—
Then stoop and bear me to the skies.
NOW.
Come not, dear friends, around my bed
And pour your loss in deafened ears
And wash my heedless face with tears.
What thrill of hope or tenderness
Will beat beneath my burial dress?
What look of gratitude arise,
And lift the lids of sightless eyes?
From which no speech or language slips?
Alas! I cannot rouse and say:
“If ye lament me I will stay.”
Speak while I hear, and while I long
To feel your love is true and strong,
While peace can soothe my troubled brow,
Wait not to miss me; hold me now!
Nor on my mouth, too cold to speak;
And in your fruitless grief forbear
To shed their sweetness on my hair.
In life I long to feel their breath,
But what are kisses worth to Death?
Like blossoms dropped on ice and snow,
Like songs when howling tempests blow,
A wasted gift, a vain caress
That might have been a power to bless,
A longing answered all in vain,
A touch that Death must needs disdain
That might a life with joy endow,
Oh! if you kiss me, kiss me now.
The deeds I did or would have done,
How much I loved, how vainly strove
To find an answer in your love;
Nor weep to think what loss is yours,
Since neither life nor love endures;
“Would that we showed her tenderer cares,
Had patience with the faults we knew,
Clung to the heart so warm and true,
That now we weep with hopeless pain,
And know will never come again.”
Ah! breathe not then the useless vow;
But if you love me, love me now.
Too late to serve me or to save,
Fling on it all you have to give;
“At last her follies we forgive!”
An angel might repel with scorn
Such speech of poor repentance born,
Might weep to see such Levite pride
Pass coldly by a coffin's side.
No! if within your hearts there be
A kind but slumbering thought of me,
A memory of the vanished past,
A hope of peace and love at last,
A speechless prayer, a silent sense
That sometimes speaks in my defense,
That says: “Our life is not too long,
And we, perhaps, were sometimes wrong.”
Ah! listen to that pleading voice
And bid a living heart rejoice.
If late remorse or grief allow
Forgiveness then, forgive me now.
NONNETTES.
(SANGUINARIA CANADENSIS.)
And soft the south-winds blow:
When rushing brooks are bright with flood,
And hill-tops bare of snow.
The careless blue-birds see
A crowd of white-capped little maids
Rise from their nunnery.
Close folded from the sun;
Keeps sweet novitiate, cool and brief,
For every tiny nun.
They lift their placid heads,
Safe in their rough and rocky homes,
Amid these leaf-strewn beds.
Across their brows is drawn;
They bow not to the sun or rain,
Nor turn to meet the dawn.
Where that pure conclave grows,
From the chill stem you make your prey,
What scarlet life-blood flows!
Beneath your virgin veil
What hidden fires of passion glow
To mock that drapery pale!
Your blossoms cold and fair,
Pluck also some sad, hidden truth,
That startles us to prayer.
A MEMORY.
Where odorous pine-trees quiver,
And every breeze that softly blows
Makes the lithe aspens shiver;
A whisper scarce the ear hath heard,
For such a song of brook and bird.
Set thick with flowers and grasses,
Where leaves are green and violets blue
And the light south-wind passes,
A summer sweetness in the air,
And summer's music everywhere.
Where lovers true might wander,
Or on divine philosophy
Some saintly dreamer ponder.
A fair and peaceful solitude,
Where nothing evil dare intrude.
And June is like December,
Whenever by that path I pass,
Whenever I remember
The dread, the anguish, the despair,
That filled my tortured spirit there.
Of earth's most savage mountain;
Or tread the desert's fatal sands,
Or drink its bitterest fountain,
Than those green woods, those blossoms sweet,
Or the cold brooklet at their feet.
On her broad bosom sleeping;
Her blossoms wet with weeping
The loveliest spot she hath may be
Some lonely soul's Gethsemane.
There will be some to-morrow,
When all her memories shall be gone,
Her record, and her sorrow;
When He who made her shall restore
Her pure and primal state once more.
A FAIRY FLIGHT.
Ring, swing, columbine!
In frosts she stole a wood-snail's shell
Till soft the sun should shine,
And Spring-time come again, my dear:
And Spring-time come again;
With rattling showers and frighted flowers
And bristling blades of grain.
Ring, sing, columbine!
But the snail shell pinched her little feet,
And the sun was slow to shine.
It's long till Spring-time comes, my dear,
Till Spring-time comes again:
The year delays, the winter stays,
And whitens hill and plain.
Swing, cling, columbine!
The last that dared to float and fly,
When pale the sun did shine:
For Spring is slow to come, my dear,
Is slow to come again.
And far away doth Summer stay
Beyond the roaring main.
Ring, cling, columbine!
And well he served that fairy's need,
And warm the sun did shine.
The Spring she followed fast, my dear,
She followed it amain;
Where blossoms throng the whole year long,
She found the Spring again!
Ring, swing, columbine.
When grass is green on hill and shore
And summer sunbeams shine.
And comes with dropping rain?
When roses blow and rivers flow,
Come back to us again!
IN VAIN.
The stitches all were set with tears,
Slow, tender drops of joy; to-day
Their rain would wither hopes or fears:
Bitter enough to daunt the moth
That longs to fret this dainty cloth.
The tracery deft of flower and leaf,
The fairy shapes that bloomed and grew
Through happy moments all too brief.
The warm soft wraps. Oh God! how cold
It must be in that wintry mold!
Its silken wreaths will ne'er grow old,
And lay the linen soft and cool
Above it gently fold on fold.
Where mortal garb will never rest.
With listless fingers, working slow,
I fashioned them from morn till night
And smiled to see them slowly grow.
I thought the task too late begun;
Alas! how soon it all was done!
And never bring me back the key!
Will hiding lay this ghost to rest,
Or the turned lock give peace to me?
No matter!—only that I dread
Lest other eyes behold my dead.
To perish too, like any weed;
But legends tell that they who save
Such garments, ne'er the like will need:
But give or burn them,—need will be;
I want but one such memory!
THE FIR TREE.
The endless song of the dark fir tree.
Before my window, beside my door,
It sighs and whispers forevermore.
By dawn, or daylight, or night's mid-hour,
I hear its still small voice of power.
“Eternity! Eternity!”
Is the hourly message it brings to me.
And the burning sunshine fires my brain,
Faint, and listless, and fit for death,
It swings and rustles with fragrant breath:
“Hot and lonely thy noon may be,
But there is a long, long rest for thee:
Eternity! Eternity!”
This is the psalm of the old fir tree.
The lightnings dazzle, the thunders roar;
Those dark boughs groan, and writhe, and sway.
But sighing and moaning still they say:
“An end to the tempests of earth shall be;
A tranquil morning awaiteth thee—
Eternity! Eternity!
Beyond this fateful and angry sea.”
And the boughs bend low with heavy snows,
Their patient drooping a lesson lends,
To a life borne down with the care He sends.
“Bend to thy burden! awhile for thee
The weight and the wear of toil must be.
Eternity! Eternity
From care and carking shall set thee free.”
And the ways of God my soul perplex,
When He hath taken my life's desire,
And molten my heart in his fining fire;
When the dearest eyes I cannot see,
And the voice I longed for is dead to me:
“Wait! for thy longing shall find the key;
Eternity! Eternity!
There shall the dayspring come back to thee,”
Softly singeth the dark fir tree.
Oh kindly fir tree, above me wave!
Utter thine anthems to one who grieves
Under thy shining, singing leaves:
Keep thy faith like the fadeless tree!
Tender and true let memory be.
Eternity! Eternity!
There thy lost love is waiting for thee!”
Blest be thy music, oh dark fir tree!
And blessed the Maker who fashioned thee!
INDOLENCE.
So is the grass growing tenderly, slowly;
So is the violet fragrant and lowly,
Drinking in quietness, peace, and content;
So is the bird on the light branches swinging,
Idly his carol of gratitude singing,
Only on living and loving intent.
So is the cloud overhanging the mountain;
So is the tremulous wave of a fountain,
Uttering softly its silvery psalm.
Nerve and sensation in quiet reposing,
Silent as blossoms the night-dew is closing,
But the full heart beating strongly and calm.
If it be idle to gather my pleasure
Out of creation's uncoveted treasure,
Midnight and morning, by forest and sea,
Wild with the tempest's sublime exultation,
Lonely in Autumn's forlorn lamentation,
Hopeful and happy with Spring and the bee.
Thralls of the earth and its usages weary,
Toiling like gnomes where the darkness is dreary,
Toiling and sinning to heap up your gold!
Stifling the heavenward breath of devotion,
Crushing the freshness of every emotion;
Hearts like the dead which are pulseless and cold!
Thou who art living unloving and lonely,
Wrapped in a pall that will cover thee only,
Shrouded in selfishness, piteous ghost!
Sad eyes behold thee, and angels are weeping
O'er thy forsaken and desolate sleeping;
Art thou not indolent? art thou not lost?
NOCTURN.
[I. Night hovering o'er the languid lily-bell]
Pours shade and sleep;
Dim loitering brooks their dripping rosaries tell;
And shadows creep,
Like ghosts that haunt a dream, through forests still and deep.
In dew distilled;
Far through the hills some falling river grieves;
All earth is stilled,
Save where a dreaming bird with sudden song is thrilled.
In darkness dies;
Flowers, with shut eyelids, pay their peaceful vows,
And daylight lies
Faint in the fading West to see the stars arise.
For thee are spread;
Her fresh, cool kisses on thy brow alight;
Droop, aching head!
Receive the slumberous dew these gracious heavens have shed.
But eve hath come
To sing low anthems in thy trancèd ear
Like welcomes home,
And prelude this brief sleep with songs of one to come.
[II. Dear night, from the hills return]
Darkness hath passed away,
And I see the flush of morning burn,
Red o'er the mountains gray.
My life is like a song
That a bird sings in its sleeping,
Or a hidden stream that flows along
To the sound of its own soft weeping.
For the weary languid day;
When the locust cymbals beat the air,
And the hot winds cease to play.
But night rolls dark and still,
Oblivion's fabled river,
In whose sweet silence the restless will
Sleeps, and would sleep forever.
The boding cricket cries;
And through the East, where the dawn delays,
Seaward the wild duck flies.
Stifling earth's song with splendor,
To drink the mists from the glittering air,
And dew from the blossoms tender.
With cool and quiet sighs,
To shed fond thoughts on the soul alone,
And rest in the tear-stained eyes,—
I lie beneath the stars,
And life from their light is given,
Till my dreams escape from mortal wars,
And sleep on the shore of heaven.
THE SUTTEE.
The flashing embers wait for thee,
And heaped above my panting breast
Lie faggots fit thy couch to be.
Whose life was but a thrill from mine!—
One gasp, and undeceiving day
Showed the base thing no more divine.
There lie those dreams with wandering eyes,
And hopes, too ashen now for fire,
Strew pathways to the sacrifice.
Linger a living death away?
Here on the dead, I, too, will die,
Quick! lest the flesh refuse to stay.
Paint the low hills and creeping night:
Louder the shrieking south-wind cries,
And terror speeds the lessening light.
I shudder, though they set me free.
Go, coward senses, to the fire—
But the wing'd soul, oh God! to Thee!
ORIOLE.
Singing such melodious measures,
Singest thou of summer pleasures,—
Crimson fields of honeyed clover,
Sweet to smell in flying over,
Nests on breezy branches swinging,
Carols in the soft air ringing,
Bluest sky with cloud fleets sailing,
Food and shelter never failing,
Life so rapturous in its living,
Nature never scant of giving,
Love, or sorrow, or such gladness,
As is most akin to madness?
Or for singing, singest thou,
Swayed on yonder slender bough,—
In thy song itself delighting
Sweet beyond all poet's writing,
Clear and liquid as the river
Flowing to the sea forever,
Glad as south-winds come in June
To the rose asleep at noon?
Nothing wistful, no way tender,
Voice of Nature's soulless splendor,
Burning in thy wing and name,
Song that doth to heaven aspire
Even as leaping, quivering fire,
Oriole on the willow-tree,
Tell thy fairy tale to me!
Laughing at my question vain,
As the brook laughs down the mountain,
Like the laughter of a fountain;
Flashing through the willow-tree
Thus the oriole sang to me:—
“Restless, sorrowing, weak, and human,
Most of all a weary woman,
Can a bird-song on a tree
Utter any speech to thee?
Can thy soul receive the gladness
Of a thing that knows not sadness?
Canst thou know, insatiate creature,
All this mighty joy of Nature?
Joy so rich, so full, so fleeting,
Scarce it lives beyond the greeting;
Joy the dancing leaves adorning,
Glittering in the dewy morning,
In the soft winds gayly blowing,
In the sparkling waters flowing,
Utterly intact of sorrow,
Careless for the distant morrow;
Darkened with no ghost of duty,
Rapture bright beyond all loving,
Gladness all dismay reproving;
Now a flame through verdure flying,
Now like any swift spark dying;
Nothing tossed by hope or fear,
Shadowed not by smile or tear;
Questioner beneath the tree,
Wouldst thou not an oriole be?”
Thus the oriole sang to me.
Ah! what could I give for answer
To this gay and glad romancer?
Dreams that round me love to linger
On my hot lips laid a finger,
Dreams that held me all unwilling,
Dreams most sad in their fulfilling;
Yet I knew them dear and tender
More than all this song of splendor;
Dear as thorns are to the roses,
Dear as graves where love reposes;
Could I lose them out of living,
I, who asked not for their giving?
I, who on a weary day
Threw my dreaming soul away,
Would I take it back again,
Pure of joy and pure of pain,
Nevermore to throb with anguish,
Ne'er earth's dread delight to prove,
Nevermore to live,—or love?
Oriole on the willow-tree,
I must still a woman be!
A CRY IN THE NIGHT.
To stifle and tempt me with longing and fear:
I hear through the darkness thy sweet little voice,
Like birds in their nest that in slumber rejoice.
I am straying alone in the ashes of home,
Its echoes of love and their answers of peace,
All voices that blessed me in solitude cease.
I gave them my love without stint or compare.
They used them,—and left me to die by the way!
My darling, my love! thou art kinder than they
Its truth and its perfume no grief hath withdrawn
Thou lovest for love's sake, not duty nor gain;
Life hath not defiled thee, nor trouble, nor pain.
Or deep in the ocean's long sorrowing wave,
Thy tiny arms around me, thy head on my breast,
We two lay forever in passionless rest.
I dream that thou liest at rest in thy place;
I waken and call thee with piteous prayer:
My darling! my darling! why art thou not there?
When the anguish and passion of living are through;
I ask of Thy mercy to give me above
This baby who only hath answered my love!
BEST
So Sir Stephen I'll ride with thee.”
She made one step where the courser stands,
One light spring to the saddle-tree.
So close she clung, and so close clasped he,
They heard no sob of the bitter wind,
Or snow that shuddered along the lea.
The drifts are over the horse's knee,
Softly they sink to the soft white death,
And the snow-shroud hides them silently.
Kith and kin like the wild wind flee;
Life and death have vanished away;
But love hath blossomed eternally.
JEPHTHA'S DAUGHTER.
And she said unto her father, Let this thing be done for me; let me alone two months, that I may go up and down upon the mountains, and bewail my virginity.—
Judges xi, 37.Far below in midnight the sleeping cities lie,
Strange and fearful silence! Is it life or after-death
That folds me in its shadow, and crushes out my breath?
Heaven with stars of glory, the world with songs of mirth,
And I alone between them, a spirit cold and gray,
Lingering in the body, afraid to pass away.
“Weep for the hopes that perish; weep for the dreams that die!”
Along the light horizon a troop of visions pass
Frail as wandering shadows the clouds make on the grass.
Over their loosened tresses the crowns of Judah shine.
O my lost! my darlings! who never shall be born,
Fading into glory as stars fade into morn.
No light baby footsteps within my tent shall dwell;
The maidens of my kindred shall know a mother's heart,
But Death and I together in the bridal train depart.
Woman-born Redeemer! Hope of David's line.
Oh! cursed above all women! daughter of dust and shame!
Forgotten among Israel! He shall not bear thy name.
I hear their mingled voices that wail my life in vain.
Lost in mountain caverns, to them the echoes sigh,
My soul shall fall in darkness that murmurs no reply.
Pride of Judah's princes, uphold my failing breath!
A woman's mortal weakness has had its mortal sway.
Calm as the dawn that breaketh my soul shall glide away.
NEW MOON.
So slender in the West,
I looked across my shoulder,
And a wild wish stirred my breast.
I looked at the silver horn,
And wished a wish at even
To come to pass in the morn.
So slender and so fine,
I looked across my shoulder,
And wished that wish of mine!
And the snow-wreaths blush below,
And I see the light white crescent
Float downward, soft and slow;
As I used to look before;
For my heart is older and colder,
And now I wish no more!
A WIND.
Sweet Autumn Wind, whose breath with whispering flowVisiteth softly my o'erwearied brow;
Not the fierce North, whose frosty trumpets blow
Defiance to the earth, o'ercomes me now.
Thou, like the mists which soften into peace
The fading forests, with thy kiss serene
Givest my long-shut tears a sweet release,
Yet with no voice to ask what tears may mean.
Gentlest of all dear Nature's ministrants,
Who, laden with mild odors from the sea,
Comest at evening to my shadowy haunts
Rustling as if a spirit stirred the tree,
And shed its dry leaves softly to the earth,
Take grateful thanks from me and sighs more sweet than mirth.
DECEMBER XXXI.
Thieving, and old, and gray;
He walks the green world, his wallet to fill,
And carries good spoil away.
After him went a friar
Many a lady, with gay gold ring,
Many a knight and squire.
He stole the dog at my door;
The wicked old Gaffer, thieving and gray
He'll never come by any more.
Sat in the door and spun;
He caught her fast by her silken hair,
Before the child could run.
The sunshine out of mine eyes;
He stole my roses, and, what is worse,
The gray old Gaffer told lies.
And laughed as he slipped away,
For every promise turned out a lie;
But his tale is over to-day.
You've done your worst for me.
The next gray robber will pass my door,
There's nothing to steal or see!
LOTOS-LAND.
By what blue Rhine or rapid Rhone,
Or any river man hath known,
Shall I arrive at thee?
Or by what mighty trackless seas,
Where the unwearied northern breeze
From dumb and frozen caverns flees
Triumphant, to be free.
Breathing the fevered tropic blast,
Shall my too lingering steps at last
Attain to thy sweet shore?
Like babbling dreams o'er sands of gold!
Fair birds that do your pinions fold,
And singing, cease to soar!
The heart forgets it ever bled,
And sleep lies on the lonely head,
Forgetting and forgot.
There nothing has been or shall be,
But all things are eternally.
The tired soul may not think nor see
Such quiet rules the spot;
No hated thing and nothing dear,
Nor any troubled atmosphere,
Nor anything but rest.
Such utter sleep, such thoughtlessness,
As might a mortal life redress
And set aside its deadly stress,
From even a woman's breast.
That no man's footsteps may explore,
Nor any but a fool deplore,
Yet would I slept in thee!
The jester tires of cap and bells,
The disenchanted laughs at spells,
The past all future lies foretells.
Dear land, come true for me!
THE DAUGHTER OF HERODIAS.
My work is done, my heart is stained with blood,
My hands are full of it; the sky is red;
From sea to sea the land is red to me;
The sun is blood.
I hung a shining garment on these limbs,
I bound my heavy hair with scarlet flowers,
And on my ancles tied the silver bells
That tinkled to my shame. Oh, curséd robes!
Oh, curséd head! I would its crown were heaped
With dust and ashes; trodden under foot,
The scorn of men. Yea, I would have the sea
Lash all its raging waves above my brow,
To hide me from myself.
I pleased thy husband's brother, and he swore
I should have what I would, for such a show
No guerdon were too great. I heard thy words
Go hissing through my brain: I saw thine eyes,
As when I left thee, gleam with lurid fire—
“Revenge!” I cried, “Give me the Baptist's head!”
He paused, and some sweet pity in his heart
Pleaded for John; but I—I forced him on;
I think the very devil of the Jews
Spake for me, since I know not what I said.
Still he grew sad; and then the guests began
To press his oath upon him, so at last
He sent his Lybian slave to bring that head,
And, passing from the chamber, left me there
To wait; not long, they brought it very soon.
Look there! is it enough? have I done well?
Oh, take it! take it! else those pallid lips
Will speak my soul's damnation; send it hence
Before those glassy eyes look through my heart
With fearful accusation.
It surely moves—mother, do dead men live?
—A phantom of my brain; am I then crazed?
I am, to call thee by the tender name
And loving sound of “mother.” I was crazed
To do thy bidding; and when death itself
Stares in my face with close unwinking eyes,
You tell me, in a quiet voice, to sleep!
Why, should you tie me to a bed of down,
Or lay these weary limbs along the turf
Of cool Libanus, where a thousand springs
Went dropping by my pillow, I should wake.
I never more shall sleep—not with the dead,
For I shall dream of judgment in my grave.
There is a reckoning somewhere kept for thee.
For this, thy sleep shall be disturbed with groans;
For this, thy waking shall be cold with fear;
For this, the voiceless spangles of the night
Shall look upon thee with the Baptist's eyes;
His deathful smile shall flicker in the fire;
His rigid hand shall draw the curtain back,
At midnight, from thy couch; the very winds
Shall take his voice to bid thee think of him.
And when thou liest at the festal board,
The wine that fills thy cup shall turn to blood;
The cooling snow from virgin Caucasus
Shall burn with crimson. Yea, the face thou lovest,
The face of Herod, shall be turned to his,
And with the livid pallor of the grave,
Stare from his throne.
My days are withered. Had I tears to spare,
They were for thee, Herodias; but mine eyes
Are dry as desert sands. Go while thou canst.
Exult in thy revenge; but dread thy doom.
IN THE HOSPITAL.
How it rattles in the windows wide!
And the rats squeak like our old ship's rigging:
I shall die with the turn of tide.
And a tough life on the land;
Now I'm like a broken hulk in the dock-yard,—
I can't stir foot nor hand.
By the meeting-house steps they grow;
And there they put my poor old mother,
The third in the leeward row.
With a slant roof and a well-sweep behind,
And yellow-headed fennel in the garden,—
How I see it when I go blind!
From the bottom of that old curb-well.
I wish my mother's face was here alongside,
While I hear that tolling bell!
And the biggest boy a'n't there to hoe;
They'll get in the apples and the pumpkins,
But I've done my last chores below.
How it yells and hollers, far and wide!
And the moon's a shinin' on that graveyard,—
Hold on! I'm agoin' with the tide.
A ROSARY.
All the world over;
Daisies in the mowing,
On the hill-side clover;
But the sweet sad roses
And the mad bee-lover
Come in June.
Red in the grasses,
Snowy in the garden.
Then the singing summer dies,
And snow the rose surpasses,
In the moon.
Sad for their loving,
Left alone to rain-drops,
When the bee goes roving,
And their honey-sweet lips
To no long kiss moving,
Only die!
With their golden centres,
Sweeter than spices;
Where the south-wind enters,
And on the bee's track
The butterfly ventures
With his lie!
GRAY.
The deep, silent shadows lie cold o'er my head,
And the wind, like a sad spirit, round the house pining,
Calls up from their quiet the tones of the dead.
And flit past my cheek like a cold waft of air;
I hear their faint sighs and their footsteps uncertain,
I need not a vision to know they are there.
And trail the gray ghosts through my shuddering soul,
The nights of lone grief and the desolate mornings,
The long days of anguish that mocked my control.
And numbers the tears of my sleepless despair,
And for each sullen drop that assuages its fever,
The angel stoops softly, and kisses my hair.
Bright silvery threads, as they fall o'er my breast,
And I know where the angel has left his caresses,
A promise and pledge that he hastens my rest.
IN PART.
In part we prophesy. The restless heartSees, through the veil of this mysterious life,
Some shadows of the life to come—a part
Dimly drawn out. As by some painter's art
Lines, tints, and touches, seemingly at strife,
Resolve to fitness and to beauty start,
From deepest chaos, so the flitting dreams
That come like stingings of Ithuriel's dart,
Wakening the sleeping soul from that which seems
To that which is, and bridging o'er the streams
That part us from ourselves, shall yet become
Familiar as realities of home:
And welcome us, like some dear natural voice,
To that transcendent life where we shall yet rejoice.
AT LAST.
Made up of passion, parting, pain.
He fought and fell, to live in fame,
But dying only breathed her name.
Some rebel thoughts, but all unmeant;
Then, with a silent, shrouded heart,
She turned to life and played her part.
Her patient, pitying spirit moved,
Sweet hopes the dread of life beguiled,—
The lost love sighed,—the new love smiled.
And then her widowed sables wore;
Her eyes grew dim, her tresses gray,
And dawned at length her dying day.
Asleep beneath a lettered stone;
The living, cold with grief and fear,
Stoop down her whispered speech to hear.
At death's sharp touch the old wound bleeds:
“Call him!” she cried,—her first love's name
Leapt from her heart with life's last flame.
MIDNIGHT.
The snow hissed cruelly,
All night I heard the baffled cry
Of mariners on the sea.
The slippery, reeling deck,
And white-caps dancing pale with flame,
The corpse-lights of the wreck.
And on its snowy way,
That hissed and hushed like rushing sand,
My soul fled far away.
In curling drifts of white,
But I went up to the gates of God
Through all the howling night.
The angel waiting there,
Who keeps the blood-red keys of Heaven
Stooped down to hear my prayer.
A thousand souls to-night
Are torn from life on land and sea,
While life was yet delight.
Sweet angel, let me in!
And send some strong heart back again,
To suffer and to sin.”
“How darest thou be dead,
While God seeks dust to make the street
Where happier men may tread?
Go, hear its dead-bells toll;
Lie speechless underneath their feet,
Who tread across thy soul.
Whose righteous judgments wait;
Thy murdered cry may cleave the ground,
But not unbar His gate.”
Back, on the battling wind,
My soul crept slowly to its lair,
The body left behind.
There are dead men on the sea,
And landsmen dead, in shrouding drifts—
But there is life in me.
“BLESSED BE NOTHING.”
As she scrubbed away for her daily bread.
“I'm better off than my neighbor the Squire,
He's afraid of robbers, afraid of fire,
Afraid of flood to wreck his mill,
Afraid of something to cross his will.
I've nothing to burn and naught to steal,
But a bit of pork and a bag of meal;
A house that only keeps off the rain,
Is easy burnt up and built again,
Blessed be nothing! my heart is light,
I sing at my washing, and sleep all night.”
As he turned with a smile to his blushing bride.
“Banks are breaking and stocks are down,
There's dread and bitterness all over town,
There are rich men groaning, and wise men sad,
And men whose losses have made them mad;
There's silk and satin, but scarcely bread.
And many a woman would fain be dead,
Whose little children sob and cling
For the daily pleasure she cannot bring.
Blessed be nothing for you and me,
We have no riches on wings to flee.”
For he who hath it hath naught to lose,
Nothing to fear from flood or fire,
All things to hope for and desire;
The dream that is better than waking days,
The future that feeds the longing gaze,
Better, far better, than all we hold,
As far as mining exceedeth gold;
Or hope fruition in earth below;
Or peace that is in us, outward show.
Tired with a pathway of thorns and tears,
When kindred fail us, and love has fled,
And we know the living less than the dead,
We think that the best of mortal good
Is a painless, friendless solitude.
Who make our lives so sad to live.
Blessed be nothing! it knows no loss,
Nor the sharpest nail of the Master's cross:
No friend to deny us, of none bereft,
And though we have nothing, yet God is left.
No thorns can pierce us, who have no flowers,
And sure is the promise of His word,
Thy poor are blessed in spirit, Lord!
Whatever we lose of wealth or care
Still there is left us the breath of prayer:
That heavenly breath of a world so high
Sorrow and sinning come not nigh.
The sure and certain mercy of Him
Who sitteth between the cherubim
But cares for the lonely sparrow's fall,
And is ready and willing to help us all.
Rich is his bounty to all beneath
To the poorest and saddest he giveth—death!
LATTER SPRING.
No noise of feet about the house;
You heard the cat's assiduous purring,
Or in the wall a flittering mouse.
More hushed and still than only one;
The ghosts of pain and grief are silent:
There comes a time when words are done.
Gone back, as clouds that follow rain;
Forgetful, for the dreary moment,
Of life's delayed but sweetest gain;
We did but linger and endure;
For after all the weary winter
One scarce can feel the spring secure.
In the dull quiet of the lane,
There came a sound of tinkling voices,
As when the black-birds come again.
So overflowed with life and bliss;
Such rosy blooms and songs together,
Such living scarlet lips to kiss!
And laughed ourselves: “They're coming home!”
Like apple-blossoms on the branches,
Here in one flush our spring had come.
FALLEN.
Beside the hissing sea,
No sail came fluttering toward the land
As far as eye could see.
All heaven was high, all earth alone,
Nor men nor angels heard her moan.
Had cast her on the shore,
A hopeless, helpless life to scan,
To conquer or deplore.
A battle lost before the fight,
A day that shuddered into night.
She paced with lagging feet,
And searched in all that sterile ground
For pool or fountain sweet;
The brilliant wave whose bubbles burst
More salt than tears, reviled her thirst.
Or fruit of life there grew,
Upon that island's lawn serene,
Beneath those skies of blue,
But high on slender branches swung
Gay poison apples o'er her hung.
So deadly hunger's rage,
They showed so beauteous to the sight,
—And she no patient sage,—
Like her who out of Eden fled,
She plucked and ate:—behold her dead!
In blame of such a deed:
Who, lost and starved 'neath alien skies
Refuse on husks to feed;
If safe ye stand in such a strait,
Close fast on her the heavenly gate!
“CHE SARA SARA.”
And a rose hung on a tree,
Red as heart's blood,
Fair to see.
“Ah, kind south-wind,
Bend it to me!”
But the wind laughed softly,
And blew to the sea.
Far above her head,
Like a king's cup
Round, and red.
“I am comely,”
The maiden said,
“I have gold like shore-sand,
I wish I were dead!
Are not like a rose,
Through its deep heart
Love-life flows.
Ah, what splendors
Can give me repose!
What is all the world worth?
I cannot reach my rose.”
THE NIGHT BEFORE THANKSGIVING.
From mountain and from shore,
Dear faces that we love and know,
Around the fire once more.
The sweet eyes fondly gleam,
Ah worth long days of lowering ill,
The rapture of the dream.
What fairer faces glow,
To sate the baffled heart's desire,
That mocked it long ago.
The faithless and the true,
The grave unseals its lips of frost,
The dead heart wakens too.
Ye come with smiles to-night;
The rainbow of those bitter tears,
That wept your weary flight.
Thy lonely dawn delay:
They live too long and love too well,
Whose dreams can darken day!
GONE.
From heavy branches dropping balm;
A crowd of daisies milky fair,
That sunward turn their faces calm.
So rapt, a bird alone may dare
To stir their rapture with his psalm.
To moonlit eve, from dewy dawn,
With light winds rustling through the noon,
And conscious roses half withdrawn,
In blushing buds that wake too soon,
To flaunt their hearts on every lawn.
The peaceful glory of its prime;
A desolation born of time;
As distant storm-caps tower and loom,
And shroud the sun with heights sublime.
And vanished from the thronging flowers,
Whose tender tones thrilled every breeze
And sped with mirth the flying hours.
No form nor shape my sad eye sees;
No faithful spirit haunts these bowers.
One fled to heaven, of earth afraid;
And one to earth, with eyes untrue
And lips of faltering passion strayed.
Nor shall the strenuous years renew
On any bough these leaves that fade.
No Summer brings the dead again.
I listen for that voice's flow
And ache at heart with deepening pain.
And one fair face no more I know,
Still living sweet, but sweet in vain.
C. E. T.
Bring the red buds to hill and lea,
Waken the fountains that dream of thee,
One thing cannot come back to me!
Moaned above thee with cry and prayer;
Vain the pleading of love's despair;
Thou hast left the burden for us to bear.
Thee no winter shall visit more,
Thy heart is rested, thy fears are o'er
On “the hills of God” no tempests roar.
Longing to hear thy voice again:
Through wintry breezes and sobbing rain,
Cry for thy coming and cry in vain.
Hasten, summer, on breezes fleet:
Come thou morning of morns most sweet,
When the living rest and the dead shall meet.
DAILY BREAD.
Lord, I need thy saving power,
Not to soothe to-morrow's woes;
Not to bless to-night's repose;
Now, I hunger to be fed,
Give to-day my daily bread,
Without Thee I cannot stand.
Show my foot the place to tread,
Step by step I must be led:
Go before me all the way
Give me daily bread to-day.
Heart and hand forget their power;
Sin and sorrow waiting near,
Fill my soul with mortal fear.
Hope and help alike are fled,
I must live by daily bread.
Nothing of myself I see;
All things I can do and bear,
Close beside me, Master, stay!
Give me daily bread to-day.
When my need and want are o'er;
When thy feeblest child shall be
Led to living streams by Thee;
Lamb of God! with heavenly bread
May I still by Thee be fed.
SUB ROSA.
Deep in her silent heart it glows:
The sun alone, from upper air,
Discerns the heavenly mystery there.
Is there one human soul that knows
The sacred secret of the rose?
Afraid to reach his trembling hands,
Deep in those golden mysteries,
Lest men or angels shout in scorn
The legend of the rose's thorn.
Like idle moths, on any flowers;
High on the rose's front serene
Blazes the crown that marks the queen
No soul that dares that sign deny
Shall in her fragrant bosom lie.
Than dwells within his fickle sight;
For blush and bloom may pass away
In compass of a summer's day;
But still the rose's heart is sweet,
Though all its outward glow be fleet.
With gracious strength and tender scorn;
Who knows the royal heart that stands
Waiting the touch of royal hands;
Who trusts to love's eternity
When love's own blossoms fade and die;
Who waits with passion's patient strength
For passion's peace, that comes at length—
He only conquers, for he knows
The sacred secret of the rose.
AWAKE.
Exiled from sunshine and from sight,
Haunted with all the sounds of dread,
Darkness crowding on my head,
The wind that cries in soulless agony,
Or driving rain,
With quick light fingers rapping on the pane,
Or those fierce gales that flee
From the dark Northern sea,
Wild with the terror of their lonely flight,
Flinging their awful wings across the night
Till roof and rafter shake with fear,
And forests bend, and the dread oceans hear
And rise to battle, every hoary crest
Alive with light, the frantic gale to breast.
Quick the feeblest sound to hear
Knows each gliding step that steals
Up and down the creaking stair,
And silenced by a vague despair
The breath of ghostly presence feels.
Or in the wall a rustling stir
Hushed on a sudden; and the air
Thrills with conscious life, unseen,
Gasp its sobbing utterance
Lest it break that awful trance
To some new horror.
With crush and hiss of prickling icy boughs
Thorned with spears of dripping frost,
By midnight's angry breath is tossed
Against the overhanging eaves;
Or the weary south wind grieves
And all the old sad days arouse
To haunt me in my sleeplessness:
Rank upon rank, the armies of distress.
I hear their voices thin and far
Fainter than fading echoes are.
I see their faces turned from me,
As one their new eyes cannot see,
They know me not. Does death estrange?
Shall an alien with them range!
Oh ye beloved! I am living yet.
Ye dead, do ye forget?
Ah! my heart must dumbly ache
Torn with longing for your sake.
When will the horror of the darkness pass?
Felt more than seen, a creeping shade of gray,
Calls my soul to life again.
Warm and warmer still it grows,
Streaked with saffron and with rose,
And the great sun, dawning slow
Bids the purple hillsides glow;
The light has come! the light, and life, and breath,
Oh God Thou art the light. Darkness is death.
A THANKSGIVING.
To Thee, dear Lord, to-day;
Though not for joys Thy name I bless
And not for gifts I pray.
The griefs that know not man's redress
Before Thy feet I lay.
That taught mine eyes to see
What depths of loving lie within
The heart that broke for me;
What patience human want can win
From God's divinity.
When friend and love forsake,
That taught me how Thy cross to bear,
Who bore it for my sake,
And showed my lonely soul a prayer
That from Thy lips I take.
I share with all below,
Wherein I learn the sure relief
My brother's heart to know,
And in the wisdom taught of pain
To soothe and share his woe.
Of loneliness and pain,
When flesh and spirit sowed in tears,
But scattered not in vain;
For trust in God and faith in man
Sprang up beneath the rain.
That no fulfilment knew;
For life's consuming, cleansing fires,
That searched me through and through,
Till I could say to Him: “Forgive!
They know not what they do.”
What shine of harvest sun,
What honored race to run,
What joyful song of thankfulness,
Here ended or begun,
Shall mate with mine, who learn so late
To know Thy will is done?
CAMARALZAMAN.
“Then the queen looked into his face, and said, O beloved, awake! but Maimouna the fairy immersed him in sleep, and pressed down his head with her wing, so he awoke not.”—
Arabian Nights.Hidden in beauty cold as snow;
Only the south wind stoops as it flies,
Stealing sweetness that dreams below.
Sleeps the breath of a truth divine;
Open thy petals, oh lily pale,
Make the splendor and perfume mine.
Low or loud, through my weary dream;
When its lips on my slumber fall,
And its eyes of summer above me gleam,—
Guarding ever my wandering way,
Pour thy sleep on the fateful hour,
Hide mine eyes from the dawning day.
Life and bliss till the sleep must flee,
Press thy wing on my restless head,
Keep me sleeping and safe for thee!
THE RABBI'S LESSON.
My solemn friend, whose dismal faceDarkens both street and dwelling-place,
The moody slave of self and greed,
Regardless of another's need;
You whom I greet in any crowd
Like some impending thunder-cloud,
Whose snap and snarl at wife and child
Is most like beasts that range the wild;
Hear what a volume old and sage
Has for your comfort on its page!
A Rabbi walked the city's ways,
And met with startled gaze and awe
A prophet noted in the law.
The Rabbi bent his haughty head
Before this vision from the dead.
“Tell me, O master,” pleaded he,
“Among this swarming crowd we see
Who shall attain to certain bliss
In that dread world that follows this.”
“Behold that man!” the prophet cried,
“Humpbacked and lame and evil-eyed.”
“That man, who keeps the prison keys?
Most mean and vile of all of these!”
“Yea, for the prisoners bless the sound
Of footsteps halting on the ground,
Such mercy and such cheer they bring,
Such tender care in everything,
Such pity for the soul that strayed,
For every want such tender aid.
Moreover, right before thee stand
Two travelers to the heavenly land—
Those smiling men, with saw and plane,
Intent their daily bread to gain.
Ragged and poor, they both belong
Most surely to the heavenly throng.”
The prophet vanished as he spoke,
More sudden than a wind-blown smoke;
But little did the Rabbi heed,
He followed on those men with speed.
What works ye do for heavenly bliss?”
They turned and looked him in the face.
“Why should Jehovah grant us grace?
We have but cheerful hearts within,
Nor think our happiness a sin.
And, if we meet a man cast down
Or sad at heart about the town,
We cheer him up with jest and song
And pleasant words and laughter long.
The little children as we pass
Smile at us from the nodding grass.
Sometimes we sport with them awhile,
Or wranglers strive to reconcile,
Whatever lies within our power
To make one happy heart or hour.”
The Rabbi blessed them where they stood,
Then turned and sought his solitude.
But ever thence, from deed and word,
Men called him “Sunshine of the Lord.”
IN PACE.
There lies a dead thing in my house to-day.
A wan and wasted corpse I do not mourn.
Nay, rather weep that ever it were born.
And hopeless years awaited each its death,
Yet still the patient, gasping, weary child
Looked for the lingering end and sighed and smiled.
Beaten and cowed by man's superior mind,
Amid its latest tortures fawns and cries,
And licks the hand by whose command it dies.
As a dead child upon its mother's breast;
I draw a breath of long and sweet relief,
Broke with past sobs and spent with wasted grief.
The soul that slew thee o'er thy dust shall mourn;
Feel all too late the loss no time can heal,
And all in vain to heaven or man appeal:
Thy dying pangs avenge in dull despair,
And dread its life because thou art not there.
NON SEQUITUR.
And soft the southern winds complain:
Are these slow dews dropped out of air?
And are they tears, or are they rain?
With flattering love-lips made reply,—
“Is not the omen good to thee?
Both have their harvest by-and-by.”
“The rain is fresh, the rain is cold,
What wonder if the blossoms start
When God bestows it on the mould!
The wild result of desperate hours,
What harvests black of blasted grain
Should follow such unblessed showers?
The fond analogies you draw
Blazon their own futility,—
Who judges man by nature's law?”
SIBI.
Eager, bewildered seeker after rest,
Wrapt in thy pride and sorrow far apart,
Sad cynic, in a poor indifference drest!
My brother! my beloved! there is a light
Even for thy closed eyes; a melody
That shall outsing all terrors of the night.
Put on the garments of a little child,
In silent faith and pure obedience found,
Simple and meek, with spirit undefiled.
Love that redeemed thee—infinite—divine—
And mortal Pity longs thy griefs to bear,
Were but its timid fingers clasped by thine.
How the stars shine, nor any storm-bent bow;
So thou beholdest not the sympathies,
Tender and faithful, that about thee grow.
Was any soul left to the bonds of hate
That breathed out peace. Nor can thy God forget.
Trust! for He shall not leave thee desolate.
Streams on thy past, how wilt thou start to see
What love unknown hung on thy very breath,
Hoped, pitied, prayed and nightly wept for thee.
My brother! my belov'd! and o'er thy way
Watch eyes of human tenderness and prayer,
Take courage!—on the mountains breaketh day!
HERE.
Cast all thy sweet life over me!
Thy silence and serenity,
Thy healing and content;
The rushing waves that fall and break
Unutterable music make,
And words that no man ever spake
Are to its measure lent.
Both languid eye and fevered breast,
The cool gray rock, with sea-weeds drest,
Gives shadow, still with strength;
The bitter and baptismal sea
With living water sprinkles me,
Slow patience sets her bondsman free,
And blesses him at length.
When surf and billow both subside,
And on the outward current glide
Both shark and pirate sail;
The shipwrecked sailor, cast ashore,
Perceives afar that lessening roar,
And gives one desperate struggle more.
Ah! shall that struggle fail?
MONOTROPA.
Born of pure dreams in lonely places,
Where the black untrodden earth
Rejects the dancing sunshine's mirth,
And slow leaves, dropping through the wood,
Stir to sound the solitude.
Through what tranquil, odorous airs,
Undisturbed by sighs or prayers,
Paler than pale alabaster
Wrought to life by some old master,
Did ye into vision rise,
And nocturnal moths surprise?
Pierced by stars to lucent brightness,
Cooler than a baby's lips,
Pure as dew that nightly drips,
Utterly intact and calm,
Cold to summer's rapturous balm,
So divine that in ye lingers
A shuddering dread of mortal fingers,
Though their tips be pink and fine,
Under the caress ye pine,
That your cool bells shun forever.
Above your cups the gold bee hovers,
In sequestered maze and awe,
Repelled by instinct's sacred law;
Knowing well no sweetness is
In your frosted chalices.
Never bird, nor bee, nor moth,
Inebriate with sunny sloth,
Dare intrude on hallowed ground,
Cease thyself, vain rhythmic sound!
EXOGENESIS.
Stretch from the cliff-foot far away,
Where sailing dreams of ships go by
And trace their spars against the sky.
A belt of woodland, dense and dark,
The distant beacon's flashing spark,
The moth-white sails that wing-and-wing
Up from the purple ocean spring;—
Open to life its perfect flower;
Though the ardent rose is dim and dead,
Though the cool Spring-daisies all are fled,
The lily unfolds its tintless calm
And the golden anthers are spiced with balm.
Know the healing of Nature's spell.
The soft wild waves that rush and leap,
Sing one song from the hoary deep;
The south-wind knows its own refrain
As it speeds the cloud o'er heaven's blue main
“Lose thyself, thyself to win:
Grow from without thee, not within.”
Let the dead for the dead make moan;
Gather from earth and air and sea
The pulseless peace they keep for thee.
Ring on ring of sight and sound
Shall hide thy heart in a calm profound,—
Where the works of men and the ways of earth
Shall never enter with tears or mirth,
And the love of kind shall kinder be
From nature than humanity.
CAPTIVE.
Red leaves whirl idly from the tree,
But no more cleaving of the skies,
No southward sunshine waits for me!
You deck the bars with tropic flowers,
Nor know that freedom's living rage
Defies you through the listless hours.
Could ever such a wrong requite?
What gift, or clasp, or kiss from you
Were worth an hour of soaring flight?
I pant my trammelled heart away;
The fever of one mad desire
Burns and consumes me all the day.
For tender word or fond caress?
I die for one free flight above,
One rapture of the wilderness!
DOUBT.
And the blossoms light,
Day the dawning,
Stars the night;
The slow, glad river
Knows its sea;
Is it true, Love,
I know not thee?
Brings snow-drifts piled,
When the planets
Go wandering wild,
When the old hill-tops
Valleys be,—
Tell me true, Love,
Shall I know thee?
By sea or shore,
A dim, sweet vision
Flies fast before,
Its lingering shadow
Floats over me;—
I know thy shade, Love,
Do I know thee?
Child divine!
What grape-bloom knoweth
Its fiery wine?
Only the sleeper
No sun can see;
He that doubteth
Knows not me.”
DAGMAR.
The “darling queen,” lay dead
With lilies on her bosom
And roses round her head.
Upon her bier she lay,
And weeping lords and gentlemen
Were bearing her away;
Whereon the mourners passed,
In bitter grief and raging woe
The king came riding fast.
Leapt up his voice to hear,
The dead lips opened softly,
She rose upon the bier;
A smile of heaven she sent;
A word of love and pleading,
Then back to death she went.
Oh fate, be spared to me!
When death has kissed mine eyelids
And life has set me free.
Do not utter a word;
Let not my peace be broken,
My hard-won slumber stirred.
Dearer even than thine,
When the resurrection morning
On heaven and earth shall shine,
Through star, and sod, and sky,
And call His dead, where'er their bed,
To the life that cannot die.
JOHN BROWN.
SAMSON AGONISTES.
You set your sons at him to flout and jeer;
You loaded down his limbs with heavy fetters;
Your mildest mercy was a smiling sneer.
One man from whom his awful strength had fled,—
You brought him out to lash him with your vengeance,
Ten thousand curses on one hoary head!
Because you seared them to this mortal day;
You draw a longer breath of exultation,
Because your conqueror's power has passed away.
Oh, blind! his strength divine begins to wake;—
Hark! the great roof-tree trembles from its centre,
Hark! how the rafters bend and swerve and shake!
A HOSPITAL SOLILOQUY.
To think I staid an' seen it through.
I haint gin' in to no retreatin',
And I've seen battles more'n two.
For one leg's gone, an' t'other's lame;
I like to hear them cannon thunder,
To tell the world we've got the game.
Down on the Shenandoah route,
Where Phil's a swearin' and a dashin',
Is see'n' them English folks back out.
Two years ago, to see 'em try
With Abr'am's hand gripped in their collars,
How they liked eatin' humble-pie.
And say 'twas all a darned mistake;
That old secesh done all the sinnin',
And they have allers baked our cake.
An' see the rockets shoot the dark,
And heerd the others all inquirin'—
“What's happened?” “Who has hit the mark?”
They gin a cheer!—'tw'an't loud I know,
But then it made me kind o'creepy
To hear their voices quaver so.
An' hacked with English swords and guns;
They'll have to lie a little louder
Afore they cheat us knowin' ones.
And dead, and lame, an' mourners tell,
It wasn't livin' quite in clover,
For them that lived or them that fell.
Them sassy English folks will find
When we get riled, an' buckle to it,
They won't have time to change their mind!
DEAD LOVE.
When Love is dead, who writes his epitaph?Who kisses his shut eyes, and says, “Sleep well!”
We do not ring for him a passing bell,
We cover him with flowers of jest and laugh,
The bitter funeral wine in silence quaff,
And with dull heart-beats toll his secret knell.
His grave is ours; and yet with life we strive
Endure the years, and grind our daily task.
There is no heaven for Love that could not live,
Poor earth has mocked us with this radiant mask:
And when in agony our dry lips ask—
“If God deprive us, wherefore did he give?”
There comes some dreadful question from above,
And asks, beside his grave, “Was this poor dead thing, Love?”
HE AND SHE.
Though life forever its loss deplore.
Deep in sorrow, or want, or sin,
One king reigneth her heart within;
One alone by night and day,
Moves her spirit to curse or pray;
One voice only can call her soul
Back from the grasp of death's control;
Though loves beset her and friends deride;
Yea, when she smileth another's bride;
Still for her master her life makes moan;
Once is forever; and once alone.
The sweetest voices of life may call,
Sorrow daunt him, or death dismay,
Joy's red roses bedeck his way,
Fortune smile, or jest, or frown,
The cruel thumb of the world turn down,
Loss betray him, or gain delight,
Through storm or sunshine, by day or night,
Wandering, toiling, asleep, awake
Though souls may madden or frail hearts break:
Better than wife, or child, or pelf,
Once and forever, he loves—himself!
LIFE AND DEATH.
A REMEMBRANCE.
Do not think of her with death.What is life? This fluttering breath
Here a moment, gone for aye,
Lost 'twixt now and yesterday?
Life, ah fool! 'tis all divine.
Not this gasp of yours or mine
Prisoned in a mortal form,
Racked with fever, spent with storm.
'Tis a quenchless flame from Him
Who created seraphim;
Bade his creature earth renew,
Ever to its cycle true,
Leaf and blossom from their grave,
Though the winter howl and rave.
What if buds be iron-bound
Deep within the barren ground?
There the life doth lie asleep
Till the spring rains o'er it weep.
Then it rises; flood nor fire,
Fiendish wrath, nor man's desire,
That free spark extinguisheth,
Nor the dark that men call death.
Whence her glad soul hath arisen,
Lieth in the dust to-day,
Since she would no longer stay.
Do it honor, for it held her;
Through its dimness we beheld her;
Underneath its feebleness,
Guessing some sublime redress,
Yet to free that heavenly shape,
So to Heaven it might escape.
In the pure gleam of her eye,
In her laugh's frank verity,
On the tablet broad and fair
'Neath the tendrils of her hair,
Life immortal set its seal.
Dust no more could dare reveal,
Lest its strong and glorious shining
Filled us with divine repining,
Made us mad to quit the strife
And the longing men call life.
Lovely soul! Few days divide
Us, thy kindred, from thy side.
Lovely clay! What death can ever
Tender thoughts from thee dissever?
Rest, till God's prevailing spring
From his holiest garden bring,
With the violet and the rose,
Thy new fashion, and disclose,
In that resurrection hour,
All the hidings of his power.
Free from shade of grief or pain;
And the triumph of that brow
Tell us Life is victor now.
Life that rules, and reigns, and is
God and God's eternities.
Speed the day and haste the night!
Death is darkness. Life is light.
OASIS.
This shelter from the noonday toil and heat:
This little spring more cool than Syrian snows,
This shadow of the palm-trees green and sweet.
With shrinking feet and fevered lips of fire,
Taunted and mocked with pictures of fresh lands,
That fled before the clasp of my desire.
How dreary every still and brilliant night
What unrelenting tempests vexed my ways,
And hid with whirling sands each friendly light.
Spare me this spot of soft and tranquil rest,
This hidden spring my human thirst to slake
This vernal shade to cool my panting breast!
The city of my rest not far away,
Sends on the west-wind summons loud and long,
Only a few short hours can I delay.
Nor gather from its brink one single flower
Nor fright one bird that from its sweetness sips.
Spare me, dear Lord! to linger out mine hour!
FAITHFUL.
A dying girl in the narrow bed;
A nurse, whose footsteps lightly fall,
Soothing softly that restless head.
Beaten, murdered, and flung away;
None beheld it but God above,
And she who bore it. And there she lay.
Slowly the white lips gasp and sip.
“Let me turn you over, so you can hear,
While I let the ice on your temple drip.”
Firm and silent those pale lips close;
A stranger stands in the nurse's place:
“Tell us who hurt you, for no one knows.”
Faintly she whispers: “Nobody did.”
And one tear christens the loving lie
From the heart in that wounded bosom hid.
“Nobody hurt me!” Her eyes grow dim;
But, in that spasm of mortal pain,
She says to herself: “I've saved you, Jim!”
To gentle question or stern demand,
Only that one response they hear,
Though she lift to Heaven her wasted hand.
The same word still on her latest breath,
With a tranquil smile she tells her lie,
And glad goes down to the gates of death.
Loving above all wrong and woe,
If she has gone to a world of ill,
Where, oh! saint, shall we others go?
Has hope of a better life in him,
When she so loved him her last words ran:
“Nobody hurt me! I've saved you, Jim!”
ASLEEP.
My garden by the village road,
Where fiery stalks of blossom glowed,
And roses softly blushed;
With azure spires, and garlands white,
Pale heliotrope, the sun's delight,
And odors that perfumed the night
Where'er the south-wind rushed.
Gay tulips red with floral blood,
And wild things fresh from field and wood,
Alive with dainty grace.
The darkly mystic passion-vine,
And clematis, that loves to twine,
Bedecked that happy place.
Of long and fervent summer days
Their colors smote the passing gaze,
And dazzled every eye.
Their cups of scented honey-dew
Charmed all the bees that o'er them flew,
And butterflies of radiant hue
Paused as they floated by.
The bitter winds of winter blow,
No blossom dares its cup to show—
Earth folds them in her breast;
A shroud of white, a virgin pall,
Is slowly, softly, hiding all;
In vain shall any sweet wind call
To break their silent rest.
Dead in the waning moon's cold beam,
Clear icicles above it gleam;
And yet—I know not how—
My flowers will hear the dropping rain
When Spring reneweth hill and plain,
And then it shall be mine again:
It is God's garden now.
THE GREAT REPUBLIC.
JULY 4, 1875.
A hundred years ago to-day
Cradled in woods and wilds she lay,
A new-born child, a sturdy thing.
Beside her lair the forests swing,
The storm-winds howl, and roars the river.
Her limbs with life and vigor quiver;
Her red lips burn with hate and ire;
Her eyes are lit with eager fire;
The strong hands clutch, the looks aspire,
The captive lion's fierce desire
Flaming in every ray.
Was savage-born and savage-bred,
Her locks about her bosom shed,
And to her broad, imperial breast
The clinging infant hotly pressed
To drain the immortal passion deep,
To wake the world from sodden sleep
With one sharp, daring cry,
The war-note of her infancy.
Her mother trod the awful sea,
And dared the unknown solitude,
To give her child a place to be
Where heaven and earth were free.
They heard her cry at Lexington,
It smote the sky o'er Bunker Hill,
And bade the dead men thrill.
And turn within their graves at Marathon.
A cry the tempest hurled
Far over all the world,
That shook its old domains with mortal fear,
And bade reluctant tyrants hear.
And dipped the babe in blood.
Blood of the bravest and the best,
Out of the wrathful wine-press flowing,
To set the child's quick pulses glowing,
To fill her lusty limbs with might,
Her eyes with valor's flame to light,
And riot in her swelling breast.
She fed her lips with bitter bread,
That poverty she might not dread:
She bade her sleep to cannon roaring,
To mighty seas down mountains pouring,
To whirlwinds resonant,
And ocean's thundering chant.
Then from her gracious hands bestowed
A sweetness from the summer gathered,
An arrow from the eagle feathered;
And laid upon her baby brow a sign,
A pledge of corn and wine.
“Go to thy place, my child!” the Goddess said:
“I bind the stars about thine head,
For men shall see that diadem,
And crowd to kiss thy garment's hem.
Be strong and pure; I am thy mother;
There runs no evil blood in thee.
Heed not the voice of any other
Whose vain breath dims thy panoply.
Mighty and awful are the free,
Who grasp and guide their destiny.
Plunged to the lowest hell they be
Who soil and stain the shield thou bearest,
Who bend to dust the crown thou wearest
Go, Freedom's child! be free!”
The Young Republic leapt, her lance in rest.
Alas! the new wine foamed too strong!
Year after year beheld her spring,
Like the great oak that, ring on ring,
Expands its bole and spreads its boughs,
All the wild birds of heaven to house.
And confident in gracious power,
When alien skies began to lower,
She opened wide her arms to all;
She drooped to men her haughty head;
They dared on Freedom's name to call,
They stained her spotless shield with clay;
They tore her diadem away.
Ah! where is Freedom's daughter now?
For she hath drunk the cup of wine
Mingled not by hands divine.
Gold and jewels deck the brim
Fashioned not by seraphim;
Vainly her sons deplore,
And stretch their fettered hands in agony.
She sleeps—she dreams—she cannot feel nor see;
Wrapped in the magic web of luxury,
Softly the South-wind lulls her—let her be.
From mountain and valley
The trumpet awakens!
The sleep mist is soaring,
The mad seas are roaring.
O daughter of Freedom,
Arouse from thy slumber!
The foes be upon thee!
Awake!
Rock the old hills, for over them comes Freedom,
With flashing helm and glaive all bare and shining.
“Awake! awake!” she cries; “awake and hear me;
Child of the Gods, awake!”
Her face with shame and courage red;
She bound the stars about her head,
She bared her arm, she shook her spear;
The drum-roll sounded long and deep:
Once more in blood her feet she laved.
The tigress glaring in her eye,
The banner flaunting in the sky,
She rushed to war; the land was saved.
In virginal array
Girded, and crowned to-day,
Hear us adjure thee; hear us pray!
We gave thee our nearest,
Our best and our dearest;
We gave thee our tears,
Our hopes and our fears,
To strew in thy way
Like blossoms of May;
A sacrifice sweet,
Trodden under thy feet:
Lay thy right hand upon the shrine and say,
By all the patriot blood,
By all thy martyrs slain,
Who in the front of battle stood,
Who dared for thee the fiery flood,
Shall this be all in vain?
All the long hundred years
Of labor, triumph, tears,
By zephyrs borne away?
Forbid it all thy mother's agony!
Forbid it those pale ghosts that died for thee!
A woman-vision beauteous and sublime;
Whose mother arms fold all earth's sufferers in,
Her stainless hands destroying shame and sin.
Her head is bent to God the Judge alone,
The wayside rock her sole imperial throne;
Her starry crown uplift in heaven so high
It seems to gazing men the starry sky;
Her deep eyes lit with cheer and peace serene,
Her great heart sweet, her falchion swift and keen,
She broods the nations with her sweeping wings,
And o'er the world her blazoned banner swings.
Hail to the Great Republic!
THE DREAM FAY.
Hark! Am I with the living, or asleep,Hearing the grass blades grow;
The hush of blossoms opening soft and slow,
The buzzing gnats that secret revel keep;
Honey dropping tranquilly
From the gold cells of the bees,
Buds that on the dreaming trees
A wistful night-wind wakens tenderly;
Bubbles whispering in the grape;
Mystic sighs that find escape
From the earth's o'erladen breast,
Stirred with spring's divine unrest?
Hark! hark! from overhead
The soft stroke of a silver bell
Pulses through the airy spell!
Thrilled with some delicious dread,
I hear a low and joyful song;
Fleet, light footsteps of a throng
To mortal sight invisible;
Tiny laughters of a rill
The mountains from their white breasts spill;
Gentlest kisses that the rose,
Waking from the bud's repose,
Gives the daring butterfly
That lays its deep heart open to the sky.
The music of the thawing frost,
When the wood's light boughs are tossed,
And all their flashing jewels fall.
I hear the dropping of the dew,
Tinkling all the forest through;
And every dancing columbine
Clinks its cups of honeyed wine
With the harebell's goblet blue.
Hark! I hear the bells again.
'Tis the coming fairy train:
Bees are singing in the lime,
Bluebells ringing softest chime.
Sleeping birds that dream and sing,
Every head beneath a wing!
Doleful cricket! gossip fly!
Wake, oh wake! the Queen is nigh!
Every little brooklet's fall
Stir the night with madrigal!
Leaf and moss, and tiniest flower,
Wake! it is the fairy hour!
Hush, hush, it dies away,—
Beyond the verge of day.
Broken forever is that spell of power.
Here is but common clay,
Lamps, and the crowd's array,
The tramp of mortal tread.
That wand hath dropped; those dreams in darkness cower;
The hour has fled!
A FUNERAL PSALM.
Silent we sat, within a darkened room;For in our midst, the lowering heart of gloom,
Stood a low bier, with blossoms showered in vain
To hide the ghastly shape of loss and pain.
Still, still was all, save when one sobbing breath
Paid stifled tribute to the conqueror Death;
When suddenly, outside the open door,
An oriole began his song to pour;
Sweet, liquid, clear, triumphant as the morn
That scatters all the mists from meads forlorn,
His warble thrilled the sunshine and the air,
And made the emerald grasses show more fair;
The budded elms swayed to that living sound,
And some sweet madness spread through all around
No more I heard the moan and plaint of prayer;
No more the hymn's low wailing held me there:
No death, no grave, but heaven's immortal Spring
Did in that silver cadence reign and ring.
The fresh deep grass; the buds on thickening trees;
The new-born life and sweetness in the breeze;
The nesting, nestling birds, that overhead
Their little hammocks in the branches spread;
The tender fragrance from the bending boughs;
The way-side blossoms lifting sunny brows;
That like some happy, wandering child went by,
All sung accordant anthem in my ear:—
“The Lord is risen! why do ye seek him here?
His world, his way, is life, not death and woe.
Look up where his departing footsteps go!
The grave is empty save of slumbering dust.
The Lord is risen: arise, oh faith and trust!
Swing wide, ye gates of never-failing Spring;
Hear the swift footsteps of your coming king!
Behold He cometh! here is life and joy;
No winds shall scatter and no frosts destroy.
Be glad for death, life's blind beguiling seed;
Thy dead shall rise, for Christ is risen indeed.”
So still, above the weeping and the prayer,
The Spring's diviner message stirred the air;
And I, as one escaped anew from prison,
Sung to my soul exulting, “He has risen!”
PANE PICTURES.
Has wrought his task for me;
Now, by the cold and distant dawn,
His miracles I see;
His gravings on the window-pane,
Of magic tracery.
As is the heavenly stair,
A way-side cross below the path,
But not a pilgrim there;
No sad face of humanity,
No agony of prayer.
A fringe of reeds and fern;
Across the water's crystal chill
No dying sunsets burn.
You hear not on that rushy shore
The call of drake or tern.
A windfall in the woods
Some wild and wandering hurricane
Hath wrecked these solitudes:
No living step intrudes.
A glacier's mighty face,
Majestic in its awful march,
Slow seaward from its place.
Beneath that frown of solemn death
There lives no human trace.
Ascends the dawning sun;
Before his look of light and life
The magic is undone:
The graceful pictures on the pane
All vanish, one by one.
The traceries of my brain,—
The little stories sad and glad,—
Be uttered all in vain?
And vanish when the Master comes,
Like pictures on the pane?
Remembered, sing and shine.
For wrought from man's humanity
Not fleeting frost, are mine;
I love not to be quite forgot:
To die and leave no sign.
OUT OF THE BODY TO GOD.
Sobbing through space like a south-wind,
Floating in limitless ether,
Ether unbounded, unfathomed,
Where is no upward nor downward,
Island, nor shallow, nor shore:
Wearily floating and sobbing,
Out of the body to God!
Lost in the deepening abysses,
Haunted and tracked by the past;
No more sweet human caresses,
No more the springing of morning,
Never again from the present
Into a future beguiled:
Lonely, defiled, and despairing,
Out of the body to God!
On through the quiet of ether,
Helpless, alone, and forsaken,
Faithless in ignorant anguish,
Measuring Him by thy measure,—
Measure of need and desert,—
Out of the body to God!
Soft as the breath of the summer
Loosens the chains of the river,
Sweeping it free to the sea,
Murmurs a murmur of peace:—
“Soul! in the deepness of heaven
Findest thou shallow or shore?
Hast thou beat madly on limit?
Hast thou been stayed in thy fleeing
Out of the body to God?
Boundless, untraversed, unfathomed,
Hast thou not known Me in love?
Am I, Creator and Guider,
Less than My kingdom and work?
Come, O thou weary and desolate!
Come to the heart of thy Father
Home from thy wanderings weary,
Home from the lost to the Loving,
Out of the body to God!”
THE NETTED LION.
U. S. G.
The dead sands trembled at his awful roar.
He held victorious sway from stream to shore;
Even as snows before the south wind melt
So fled the herds before him. Evermore
Conqueror and master, on his wrinkled front
The signet of his empery he wore.
The spotted tiger held him not at bay
Nor the sleek ounce; nor where slow rivers stray
Sullen and tropic, reed-hid as his wont,
Dared the dull monoceros wait his prey,
When those great footsteps set their print that way.
But cunning hunters found the lion's lair,
Deep in the jungle, and about his bed
Folded their slender nets as slumbering there
At rest from battle, with his awful head
Prone like a lamb's he lay 'mid rank leaves spread,
His sinews all relaxed. So still as air
The subtle meshes in that misty night
Soft settled over him, and held him tight;
A cobweb, light to feel but strong to snare.
Then, waking e'er the dawn's first level light,
But the fine threads were tangled around his eyes,
Hindered his struggling feet, and more and more
Vexed the tense muscles that against them bore
With desperate strength and pitiful surprise,
His roar was dumb, his eyes of yellow flame
Grew red with terror; all about him spread
The nets he saw not; all his stout heart bled
With pangs of terror, mystery and shame;
Till, when the slim dark hunters toward him came,
Spying and half afraid, the king lay dead.
A subtle net, a more relentless snare,
As crowned with gifts and honors, thou didst fare
Toward thy rest, in grave tranquillity;
And now thou liest, fall'n, for all to see
Trapped, heart-broke, dying; yet still brave to dare
The passage of the vast unsounded sea.
Our netted lion, whom nor grief, nor prayer,
Nor the loud call of frighted liberty,
Shall ever from those deadly meshes free.
God help us all! Yea, God, in His great might help thee!
MY APPLE TREE.
With wholesome hospitality,
Stretches abroad its friendly hands
To welcome all the airy bands.
Its knotted branches, worn and gray,
Show some bright burden every day.
In Winter-time the woodpecker
Makes in those boughs his tiny stir,
The little tap of busy bill
The signal of his work and skill:
With sober coat and spark of red
Cresting his smooth, obsequious head,
He seems in eager haste to be
Inspecting that old apple tree.
There the neat snow-bird in the sun
Sits when his frugal meal is done;
For him those pale and scanty rays
Have the kind charm of Summer days.
His slaty coat and snowy breast
Like some old Friend for meeting dressed.
His aspect trim, and short black beak;
His shining eye, severely meek;
His bold, familiar, close advance,
With sidewise head and sidelong glance,
Delight mine eye when cold winds blow.
I love him, but he brings the snow.
The sparrow sings his madrigal;
Through sleet and hail, in shine or rain,
I hear him o'er and o'er again:
“Resilio! silio! silio! sil!”
He warbles with such cheery will,
I bless the sweet, persistent song,
And wish my courage were as strong.
On him the blue-bird follows fast,
His whistle too defies the blast,
His bosom red and mantle blue
With the first South Wind's breath are due.
He brings the blossoms hope and cheer,
As deep in dust his song they hear.
Then the fat robin bends the boughs,
Prospecting for his summer house;
So red and round, he seems to be
Himself an apple on the tree.
With plaintive song he prophesies
Long days of rain, though bright the skies;
And when the sun returns once more
He sings yet louder than before,
Struts on the fence, chirps sharp and loud,
By no insulting rival cowed,
With dauntless heart and ready wing,
To flout a rival or to sing.
Then come the softer days and airs:
Each knotted twig its wreath prepares,
As tender flowers of pink and pearl
Those sturdy crimson buds unfurl,
Decked with its slight and gracious rose,
Than tropic forests high in air
Or almond blooms on branches bare.
Then tiny warblers flit and sing,
With golden spots on crest and wing,
Or, decked with scarlet epaulette,
Above each dusky winglet set,
They hunt the blossoms for their prey
And pipe their fairy roundelay.
The crimson finch, with whirr and trill
Painted like sunsets, red and chill,
Perched in a knot of blossoms pale,
Nods his quick head and flirts his tail,
And calls his sober-suited spouse
To dinner in the fragrant boughs.
Before him tribes shall disappear
That threat the promise of the year;
And when awhile he gives them rest,
To build his warm and secret nest,
The goldfinch, social, chirping, bright,
Takes in those branches his delight.
A troop like flying sunbeams pass
And light among the vivid grass,
Or on the end of some long branch,
Light acrobats, in air they launch,
And in the wild wind sway and swing,
Intent to twitter, glance, and sing;
Till overhead the oriole
Pours out the passion of his soul,
Dazzling where'er his bright wing turns,
Yet fierce to scold, to rout, to fight,
Battle with peers his chief delight,
And many a song of victory
Awakes and thrills the apple tree!
The song and strife of Spring-time cease;
Their homes are built, each feathered breast
Is busied with its little nest.
Careless of praise, secure of food,
They keep the Father's promise good,
And preach their tender homily
Of hope and love and trust, to me.
That rounds my tree's abundant prime.
Its boughs are bent with fragrant fruit,
Flushed with the sun that warms its root
And yellow as the starry light
That rained from heaven each Summer night.
Now comes another noisy troop,
On every dropping sphere to swoop,
With ragged coats, and saucy eye,
And tangled hair, they wander by,
Waiting for some kind moment when
The wind will swing the gate again,
And leave their feet an entrance free
To gather apples from my tree.
These graceless, chattering, idle herds;
Yet shall the birds my bounty share
And these small urchins find it spare?
Has Heaven no lesson taught to me
By this my generous apple tree?
R. W. EMERSON.
There is a tall grey cliff before mine eyes,The haughty trees, wind-swept, bow down to it;
Its crest is with the coming day-time lit,
But at its foot the nestling wild-flower lies;
All forest breaths below like incense rise,
And the shy birds around it sing and flit.
So standeth he 'mid men, supremely wise,
Strong, and uplifted, yet aware of all
That Nature hides from common mortal eyes:
The chariest bloom, the moss most fair and small,
The sun-born insect that with night must fall,
The majesty of days that set and rise,
And that deep thought that in the human breast
Holds him for lifelong friend who knows and brings it rest.
OH! LOVE IS DEAD.
That through the land, where all may hear,
With visage drawn by pain and dole,
Thou weepest loud with grief and fear.
That e'er bore mortal company!
Therefore, my day is turned to night
And over all the earth I flee.”
Thy dead at rest in kindly clay;
Canst thou not rest, thou weary one,
And for his shriven spirit pray?
Fell to my dagger's sudden thrust;
No, not since hoary time began
Hath such a victim bit the dust.
Lies the cold corse bereft of life;
Nor at my touch did any wound
Bleed to betray who sought the strife.
I slew him with my reckless hand;
My life of life my wrath has sped;
And here a hopeless wretch I stand.”
Who did to death the Lord of Love;
Who bound His thorny diadem,
And mocked Him where with death he strove;
His lips, all pale with deathly dew,
Cried to the Father's majesty:
“Forgive! they know not what they do.”
I pined for gold with sinful greed;
For glittering gold I toiled and fought,
And killed my life's diviner need.
Cold age is here and I alone.
My gains are dust and bitter bread;
From earth and heaven my hope is flown.
Those silent eyes with pity shine;
But my lost soul shall writhe and live,
And thirst till death for drink divine.”
THE SHEEPFOLD.
Beside it a grass-grown way
To the clustering gravestones, white and still,
Where the dead, forgotten, lay.
And the crowding violets blue;
And amidst them all, in his slumber deep,
Lay the good old pastor, too.
On the star-lit Syrian plain,
Asleep with his sheep till dawn of day
Shall waken them all again.
Who guarded their flocks by night,
And woke when the heavens were all aglow
With the choral angels' light.
To the Christmas chorus spring;
Never in awe and wonder hear
The Christmas angels sing.
When the last great dawn shall break;
And his voice from the heavenly pasture falls,
“My shepherds and sheep, awake!”
And the shepherd's answer be,
“Here am I, Lord, beneath thy feet,
And the sheep that thou gavest me.”
H. W. H.
She fought the hardest fight:
Not in the storm of battle,
Where the drum's exultant rattle,
The onset's maddening yell,
The scream of shot and shell,
And the trumpet's clangor soaring
Over the cannon's roaring,
Thrilled every vein with fire,
And combat's mad desire;
She fought her fight alone,
To the sound of dying groan;
The reveille of death;
She faced the last of foes,
The worst of mortal woes:
The solitude of dying,
The hearts for kindred crying;
By the soldier's lonely bed,
In the midnight dark and dread,
Mid the wounded and the dead,
With life-blood pouring red,
The cries of woe and fear,
Rending the watcher's ear,
The hovering wings of death,
Fluttered by dying breath,
There was her truthful eye,
Her smile's sweet bravery,
Her strong word to impart
Peace to the fainting heart.
Let the old Seventh wave
Their flag above her grave;
Let the deep minute gun
Tell of her battle done;
Lo! on the other bank,
Comes down a serried rank,
The souls she comforted,
The army of the dead;
For her salute and shout:
Their victory is our rout.
Honor her sleep to-night,
For now she ranks us all.
Weave laurels for her pall,
And fold above her bier
The flag she held so dear;
For another fight is won,
Another soldier gone
Through the night, to the light
—And another left alone;
God of battles! help us all!
THE SNOW-FILLED NEST.
By stormy winds blown to and fro;
Deserted, lonely, sad to see,
And full of cruel snow.
Made dewy shelter from the heat;
The nest was full of life and love;—
Ah, life and love are sweet!
The silent, peaceful dreams of night,
The joys that patience overpay,
The cry of young delight,
The nestling crowd with eager eyes,
The flutter soft of untried wings,
The flight of glad surprise:—
And still upon the cold gray tree,
Lonely, and tossed by every air,
That snow-filled nest I see.
Where life, and love, and peace were mine—
Even as the wild-birds build their nest,
When skies and summer shine.
The mother-bird was first to go,
The nestlings from my sight have fled;
The nest is full of snow.
THE NEW SANGREAL.
Thy body and Thy blood! Give me the Quest!
Lord, I am faint and tired; my soul is sick
Of all the falseness, all the little aims,
The weary vanities, the gasping joys,
The slow procession of this satiate world!
Dear Lord, I burn for Thee! Give me Thy Quest!
Down through the old reverberating time,
I see Thy knights in wonderful array
Go out to victory, like the solemn stars
Fighting in courses, with their conquering swords,
Their sad, fixed lips of purity and strength,
Their living glory, their majestic death.
Give me Thy Quest! Show me the Sangreal, Lord!”
So high, that all the glittering, misty world,
All summer's splendid tempests, lay below,
And sudden lightnings quivered at his feet;
So still, not any sound of silentness
Expressed the silence, nor the pallid sun
Burned on his eyelids; all alone and still,
Save for the prayer that struggled from his lips,
Broken with eager stress. Then he arose.
Through whispering forests, by soft-rippled streams,
In clattering streets, or the great city's roar,
Still from his never sated soul went up,
“Give me Thy Quest! Show me the Sangreal, Lord!”
And when its silvery anger smote the air,
Men sprang to arms from every true man's home,
And followed to the field. He followed, too,—
All the mad blood of manhood in his veins,
All the fierce instincts of a warring race
Kindled like flame in every tingling limb,
And raging in his soul on fire with war.
He heard a thousand voices call him on:
Lips hot with anguish, shrieking their despair
From swamps and forests and the still bayous
That hide the wanderer, nor bewray his lair;
From fields and marshes where the tropic sun
Scorches a million laborers scourged to work;
From homes that are not homes; from mother-hearts
Torn from the infants lingering at their breasts;
From parted lovers, and from shuddering wives;
From men grown mad with whips and tyranny;
From all a country groaning in its chains.
Nor sleep, nor dream beguiled him any more;
He leaped to manhood in one torrid hour,
And armed, and sped to battle. Now no more
He cried or prayed,—“Show me the Sangreal, Lord!”
The glorious thunder of the roaring guns,
The restless hurricane of screaming shells,
The quick, sharp singing of the rifle-balls,
The sudden clash of sabres, and the beat
Of rapid horse-hoofs galloping at charge,
Made a great chorus to his valorous soul,
The dreadful music of a grappling world,
That hurried him to fight. He turned the tide,
But fell upon its turning. Over him
Fluttered the starry flag, and fluttered on,
While he lay helpless on the trampled sward,
His hot life running scarlet from its source,
And all his soul in sudden quiet spent,
As still as on the silent mountain-top;
So still that from his quick-remembering heart
Burst that old cry,—“Show me the Sangreal, Lord!”
And in its central glory stood a shape,
Wounded, yet smiling. With His bleeding hands
Stretched toward that bleeding side, His eyes divine
Like a new dawn, thus softly spake the Lord:—
“The blood poured out for brothers is my blood;
The flesh for brothers broken is my flesh;
No more in golden chalices I dwell,
No longer in a vision, angel-borne:
Here is the Sangreal, here the Holy Quest.
Thy prayer is heard, thy soul is satisfied:
Come, my belovèd! I am come for thee.
So have I broken thee and poured thy life,
So do I bless thee and give thanks for thee
So do I bear thee in my wounded hands.”
Smiling, He stooped, and kissed the tortured brow,
And over all its anguish stole a smile;
The blood-sealed lips unclosed; the dying breath
Sighed, like the rain-sound in a summer wind,
Sobbing, but sweet,—“I see the Sangreal, Lord!”
A LEGEND.
She sat upright in her bed,
The gold hair from her head
Crisping, coiling, wandering low
O'er her bosom cold as snow.
For the heart in her breast stood still,
And the blood in her veins ran chill,
At the sound she heard in the dark.
It sounded like the scream
Of a dreamer in his dream.
Piercing midnight through and through;
Her parted lips were white
With the terror of the night,
And her arms spread stiff and stark.
Wakened the mother mild:
“Why dost thou call, my child?
The kindling morn is not yet red,
The night is silent, the winds are dead.
To-morrow thou art a bride:
Sleep, darling, at my side.”
But again she whispered, “Hark!”
Hear the slow steps that bring,
Stumbling, some dreadful thing!
Hear the low, hushed voices calling!
Hear the sullen water falling!
Hear! oh, mother, hear!
They are setting down the bier:
And the watch-dogs do not bark.”
The sudden taper burned,
The key in her cold hand turned.
Nothing in the lofty hall,—
Stillness, darkness, over all.
Nor bearers, nor a bier,
Nor anything but the dark.”
The wedding-bells ring loud,
The wedding-revellers crowd.
Waiting, watching, still she stood
In her bower's white solitude,
Waiting in her bower
For the bridegroom and the hour,
Watching the dial's mark.
The creeping shadow is there:
He is coming up the stair,—
Coming! Stumbling steps and slow
Up the stately staircase go.
Low, hushed voices,—“Bring him here.
Softly! now set down the bier.”
Dripping water's dropping fall
On the flagstones of the hall,—
It is this she heard in the dark.
The tolling bells ring low,
And the mourners come and go.
Whiter than the palest bride,
Low she lieth at his side:
And her life was smitten and sped.
She will nevermore say, “Hark!”
FLOWERS.
Then looked with wistful eyes,
Half tenderly and half afraid,
Up to the starry skies.
She asked the heavenly powers.
“P'ease, God!” she whispered low again,
“Div' me my daily f'owers!”
In one bright garden flew;
And like a flower in all her ways,
The dimpled creature grew.
As any new-born blossom
That dawn and dew's soft stress persuade
From mother earth's broad bosom.
She bore the fragrant band,
Where'er she played, where'er she roved,
In apron or in hand.
As if she asked a treasure
Too great for God to give perchance
For just her baby pleasure,
Remembering earth's sad hours,
And weary weight of sin and care,
“Give us our daily flowers!
The greeting of good-morrow,
The brotherhood in speech and mien,
That soothes our common sorrow.
Give to our daily needing!
Dear Lord! are not these too a part
Of thine immortal feeding?”
“Whate'er my hand hath given
My constant love and care to tell,
Is truly bread from heaven.”
“SAVE, OR I PERISH.”
Mine eyes are held, I cannot see;
Mine ears are sealed, I cannot hear—
I can but hold to Thee.
That rushes on through awful space,
A helpless atom, forward hurled
To some strange dwelling place:
Amid this vague eternity,
Or perish on its fearful brink,
But for my hold on thee.
When foes derided, friends betrayed,
The burden of my bitter care
Upon thy hands was laid.
This anchor sure, what should I be?
A creature of the clod and dust,
But for my hold on Thee.
With fearless flight, from shore to shore,
Safe in that sheltering peace it sings,
Howe'er the tempest roar.
Except that hand my guidance be.
Hear Thou my fearful, hopeful cry:
Dear Lord, lay hold on me!
WILLOW.
When first I saw thy branches wave
There fell on me a prophesy
That thus above my quiet grave
Those long, lithe boughs should bend and sway
When what I am is passed away.
Pours all his pure and fervent rays.
The cold, sad splendors of the moon
Refresh thee after torrid days,
And ever in thy drooping leaves
The sullen wind of midnight grieves.
Beguiles these lips, too used to pain,
When day outshines the coming night
And hope resumes her wistful reign,
One glance at thee will silence mirth
With the stern lesson “earth to earth.”
I see thy budding grace with joy,
For well I know no mortal ill
My heart shall visit or annoy
When once beneath thy solemn shade
This worn and aching clay is laid.
Shall linger long about thy root,
Above thee howling tempests blow,
And on the hillock at thy foot
Gray heaps of withered leaves be cast
Before the winter's wailing blast.
When all I love and leave are gone,
A faithful if unconscious friend
Beside the chamber strait and lone,
That waits my long and tranquil rest,
Safe in the dumb earth's gracious breast.
The atoms which this frame compose,
By Nature's mightiest mystery,
And in thy growth from sun and rain
Revisit air and light again.
The life that glowed in lip and eye,
That paint the spirit's transient dress
With tender tints and varied dye,
Shall course in thine expanding veins,
Free from the bond of human pains.
Shall bid his sleeping host arise,
And in their bridal robes rejoice
To meet him in the rending skies,
His hand shall bring from sea and shore
These scattered grains of dust once more.
Long since incorporate in thee,
Shall, from the seed my God has sown
Spring up to immortality,
And in my soul's new dwelling-place
Reflect the glory of His face.
To see the Spring advance in bloom,
And long, pale leaves with verdure dress
Thy weeping garlands for the tomb,
Since what I am may yet be thine
And part of thee at length be mine.
DEAD IN THE NEST.
[From an Epitaph in an English Cathedral.]
With smiling lips like a daisy's bloom,
A cloud of lace on the silk-white hair
And slumber veiling her eyes' soft gloom.
Where priestly fingers the cross had signed,
The tearful token of many a vow
That baby spirit to guard and bind.
The choral hushed and the prayers all said,
The life for Heaven on earth begun,
The chrismal dews on her forehead shed.
Gifts of price at her feet to lay—
A golden cup, with the sweet new name;
A string of pearls for the baby's day;
Thick and heavy with broidered show;
Frosted like lilies all a-row;
Velvet shoes for the tiny feet;
Babies to stare in the baby's face,
With silent smiles for her laughter sweet.
Tender bud of a stately tree;
Over her cradle bend and crowd
Lord and lady of high degree.
Knight, and squire, and priest, and nun;
Till the christening guests are all away
And earth is red with the setting sun.
“Still, my lady; nor sound nor sigh.”
Ah! through the lofty castle walls.
Rings a sudden and fearful cry.
Crushed by splendors above her spread;
Of heavy treasures the child hath died,
Stifled and cold in her gorgeous bed.
Long ago did the legend bloom;
Is but dust in a lordly tomb.
Still as the swift years onward roll,
Earth's heaped riches have crushed far more
Many and many a living soul!
TWO.
As if she threw a kiss to me!
“Farewell! farewell! I had my day;
To other lands I flee.”
Alas! what did she bring to me?
A fervent heart, an eager faith,
And love's abundant charity.
She came with them, with her they fled.
Beneath her feet, where roses glowed,
And virgin lilies purely showed,
To-day the purple flowers of death
Send forth a faint and cheerless breath,
With here and there a violet
Beneath the briers set.
She brought her guerdons with a smile:
Was never smile more sweet to see,
More full of loveliness and guile;
For, oh! how soon she fled away,
And took the gifts I thought would stay!
For loss or pain she had no ruth;
For trust she gave no living truth.
Good-by, sweet Youth!
With reliquary and with cross,
With dusky veil and sober dress,
And sad sweet eyes that tell of loss.
The almond blossoms on her head,
Her step is still, her voice is calm;
No rose upon her cheek is shed,
But in her hand she bears its balm.
Oh, friend, dear friend, I know thy gifts:
The chastened heart, the humbled will;
Faith that to heaven the soul uplifts,
Though conscious of earth's failure still;
Love that was dead, but lives again,
No more for one alone, but all,
As harvests spring from scanty grain
Beneath the rains of Fall;
Hope that no longer nestles here,
But heavenward spreads her stately wing,
And learns in that high atmosphere
Fruition's song to sing;
More precious that they count so few;
And home so near I almost see
The shining of its majesty.
Dear promise, kept for life's last page,
All this I owe thee, Age!
MY FIRE.
My bright companion flickers still;
Its purr and crackle never done,
Its warmth unvexed by change or chill:
Gay comrade of my solitude,
That can not weary or intrude.
To meet and scoff the hissing snow;
Sometimes, with gentler ministry,
Its saffron flames burn soft and low;
Or quivering tongues of sapphire light
Leap upward in their fierce delight.
Set free by magic sign and spell,
Their tints the artist's fond despair,
Such hues as speech is vain to tell,
The sparkling, wavering, wayward fires
Adorn my summer's funeral pyres.
That underneath the brightening sun
Put forth their lovely mystery
Of leaf and flower e'er spring was done,
And when the autumn winds blew rude,
The grass with gold and crimson strewed.
The beeches' bole of velvet gray,
The fragrant birch whose branches spread
With airy dance and graceful sway,
The walnut, odorous, straight, and tall,
In ashes expiate their fall.
In wistful music all night long;
No more their restless crests shall swing
Before the storm's triumphant song;
No verdant plume or crown of gold
Those prostrate trunks shall e'er uphold.
Fell fast on every sturdy side;
And screamed the death-cry of their pride.
Shall ever might of man restore
Their stately strength to hill or shore?
The squirrel's home, the oriole's nest,
Low on the forest's mossy banks,
Shorn of their kingly splendors, rest.
For this, long years of sun and rain,
Of growth and glory—all in vain.
To them these chill and moaning airs,
Might whisper: “Whether soon or late,
Nature some death for all prepares.
The use of beauty and its glow,
Few but her favorite children know.
To rest the earth with shade and dew,
Then, when the glare of noon goes by,
To live again in service true,
A shivering mortal's life to cheer—
What more could Nature give ye here?”
Look back to mourn my fallen trees,
Yet praise them in these wintry days
More than when bloom delights the bees—
Through the long dead-watch of the year.
So genial and so bright a friend—
Such innocent hilarity
Be mine to life's remotest end—
Ah me! how little should I care
To turn to ashes and to air!
AN END.
Like the soul's speck of fire in a man's eye,
One little mote did crawl
And spread and fly, till wide eternity
Straightened itself to measure out a pall
Where I might lie.
Calls with inevitable voice to youth:
Why should I turn and flee?
Nor fear, nor ruth, nor the still voice of truth
Kept the red wine or bitter lees from me:
I lived, forsooth!
Sprang to my fevered lips and met disdain,
Mad in its angry mirth.
Love's honeyed gain was the bee's patient pain,
Wrought for no worth.
I have had all. I had it all in vain!
Under the honey, under the perfume,
One little spot looks up,
And through that bloom foretells the seed-time's gloom,
So my unsated thirst in each drained cup
Found lurking room.
That I should follow where two bleeding feet
Before this track have trod:
And, as earth's sweet is finite, incomplete,
He satiates me whose infinite, complete,
Fills star and sod.
COMING.
At last the breath of Spring begins to stirNature's dry bones down in their sepulchre:
There is new grass in green blades here and there,
And little birds a-singing in the air;
Warm morning sunshine on the roof is shed,
And gray woods thicken on the mountain's head;
Now doves strut out to preen them every one,
And puff their purple breasts before the sun;
Full set with buds are all the happy trees,
Warmed to the quick by every toying breeze;
A murmurous breathing seems to wake with day;
Gold dandelions shine along the way:
Life is come back, and death with sullen face
Steals off, and leaves a blessing in his place.
Awake, O north wind! come, thou south, and blow
Till from these gardens all their spices flow;
Haste, tender blossoms, hiding in the sod,
To lift your small sweet faces up to God.
All chirping creatures that the forests hold,
Utter aloud your voices manifold.
And let us sing, even as the bluebirds do,
Although our feet are standing in the dew,
And there be frosts to pinch us from the north,
Yet sing! oh, sing! for Spring is coming forth.
And flashing storms, and thunder in the sky,
High pearl-topped clouds along the heavenly plain,
Bright clearing sunsets, rainbows after rain,
Soft sultry nights, and greenest fields of grain,
All loved and lovely things, when Spring has come again!
“HÆRET LATERI.”
Her trick of speech, her lonely eyes,
And set the sorrow all aflame
That smouldering deep in ashes lies
When time has dried our daily tears,
And anguish made its last faint moan,
Choked with the dust of frequent years.
Idly we tread the ways of men;
We hide our dead in some still place,
And think they never rise again.
Poor subterfuge of hearts that break!
What death can stop the pulse of care?
What memory sleep, and never wake?
Veiled by the very wreaths of joy,
Lies eager Fate's relentless wrath,
And waits its moment to destroy.
The looks, the tones, we knew of yore,
The silent faces of the dead,
Turned sadly to that other shore
The frozen lids, the pallid cheek,
An instant flash from death's eclipse,
The clear eyes shine, the red lips speak.
On the new grave in silence fell,
A thousand drops fall hot and slow,
The longer agony to tell.
That taunts the soul and mocks the eye;
But sorrow clings, and cleaves the heart,
Till heart and grief together die.
ON THE TRACK.
I look before me and behind:
A moment since the thundering train
Sped o'er it and was gone again.
The path it passed, a terror fleet
I think of all that might have been
Did not that moment intervene.
The hopeless look at yon blue sky,
The stumbling foot, the helpless fall,
A crash, a quiver; that were all.
With horror language dare not paint:
Nor looking on, nor looking back,
I hasten from that fearful track.
How near I stood to danger's brink;
Some mocking spirit seems to say,—
“Where art thou walking every day?
Thou treadest since thine earliest breath:
A certain, fixed, relentless road
Unwinds before thee, strait or broad.
Here springs a foe, there fails a friend,
A mortal shadow falleth here,
And there a still more mortal fear.
Some madness shall thy soul appal,
And o'er the track where thou hast gone
Thy certain death comes swiftly on.
Beyond this track for safety flee,
Thy fate is fixed, thine end is sure,
Poor soul, be silent and endure!
ALL FORWARD!
Air—Garibaldi's Hymn.
All forward for battle! the trumpets are crying,
Forward! All forward! Our old flag is flying,
When Liberty calls us, we linger no longer.
Rebels, come on! though a thousand to one,
Liberty! Liberty! deathless and glorious,
Under thy banner thy sons are victorious,
Free souls are valiant and strong arms are stronger.
God shall go with us, and battle be won.
Hurrah for the banner!
Hurrah for the banner!
Hurrah for our banner, the flag of the free!
All forward for Freedom! In terrible splendor
She come to the loyal who die to defend her.
Her Stars and her Stripes, o'er the wild wave of battle,
Shall float in the heavens to welcome us on.
All forward to glory! though life-blood is pouring,
Where bright swords are flashing and cannon are roaring;
Welcome to death in the bullet's quick rattle,
Fighting or falling shall Freedom be won.
Hurrah for the banner!
Hurrah for our banner, the flag of the free!
All forward to conquer! where free hearts are beating,
Death to the coward who dreams of retreating!
Liberty calls us from mountain and valley,
Waving her banner, she leads to the fight.
Forward! all forward! the trumpets are crying,
The drum beats to arms, and our old flag is flying.
Stout hearts and strong hands around it shall rally.
Forward to battle for God and the right!
Hurrah for the banner!
Hurrah for the banner!
Hurrah for our banner, the flag of the free!
IN THE HAMMOCK.
Swing me, Tita! Faster, girl!
I'm a hang-bird in her nest,
All with scarlet blossoms drest,
Swinging where the winds blow free.
Catch my slipper! there it goes,
Where that single fire-fly shines,
Tangled in the heavy vines,
Creeping by the convent walls.
Juana takes the veil to-day,
She hears mass behind a grate,
While for me ten lovers wait
At the door till mass is done.
Two are crooked, rich, and old,
But the other—he's too small;
Did you hear a pebble fall?
And his blue eyes are too cold.
When I heard that voice below,
I should scale the convent wall;
I should follow at his call,
Shuddering through the dreadful snow.
Now the vesper bell is ringing,
Bring me quick my beads and veil.
Yes, I know my cheek is pale
And my eyes shine—I've been swinging.
AGAIN.
“AFTER MANY DAYS.”
Now ye come again,
Where my heart is sorest
Waking all its pain,
Till every tender bud is wet with tears like rain.
Lonely and most fair,
Quiet its despair
With odors floating up like some sweet childish prayer.
Not one sheltering leaf,
But within my bosom
Wakes a thought of grief:
So blest ye knew me once; that blessing was so brief.
In my new life set
Fills my heart's full measure
So that I forget
All that lost life of old, or dulls my keen regret.
Lie about my feet,
Smiling in their slumber
Innocent and sweet,
As if no tears were yours, no blessings bright and fleet.
Yet your baby smile,
Careless of to-morrow,
Shall that grief beguile,
And teach me earth's sad hope—we last so little while!
Sunshine, snow, and rain,
When ye come again
Perhaps may bloom like you, beyond all mortal pain.
THE FLOWER SOWER.
“What shall I do?” said a little maidTo the priest in his dark confessional.
“Of life, O father! I grow afraid:
If in my cell I could have stayed,—
But father and mother loudly call,
I am their darling and their all.
I, that have grown away from the world,
Safe as a fern leaf's frond uncurled,
What shall I do in the day of trouble?
How shall I breast this earthly strife?
Prayer and penance shall I redouble?
Father! oh, father! I dread my life!”
The priest was old and worn and gray:
He had breasted all the storms of living,
Or ever he laid his life away
In a silent cell, to dream and pray
Beyond the work of his Master's giving.
Grief and loss and mortal pain
Nevermore could he know again;
And the river of death he had almost crossed.
Yet at the cry of the little maid,
Of life and living and strife afraid,
The world came back that his eyes had seen,
The cloud and sunshine that once had been.
He looked behind him and saw the dead,
And the living whose trust and love had fled,
The false and faithful, the hearts that died
In throbbing bosoms of poisonous pride,
The bright eyes dimmed, the red lips paled,
The hearts that were tempted, the hearts that failed.
And before that innocent child he quailed;
He shut his lips, like a sepulchre,
And never a word he answered her.
But in the stress of piteous fear,
She noticed not his dumb dismay;
With many a softly-dropping tear
She murmured on till she said her say:
“If I were a queen, with a knightly guard
To keep all evil and harm away,
I should rest in their watch and ward;
I'd sleep all night and sing all day;
Or were I a nun, I could fast and pray,
Safe inside of the convent walls;
All my life in the shade I'd stay,
'Broidering chasubles, copes, and palls.
But I am only a burgher maid.
I must to kirk and market go;
By the crowd of people be stirred or stayed;
Have my raiment to shape and sew;
Flagons to scour, and wool to spin:
How can I serve the dear God so,
Or keep my spirit from worldly sin?”
Simple and sweet as a wilding flower
That nestles beneath a mighty tree,
The childish words had a forceful power
To set the dumb man's silence free.
Softly he spoke:—
“I give to thee
A daily service for God to do:
Work that shall keep thee safe and true,
Whatever evil shall walk abroad.
When loss and passion beset thy road,
And prayer and penance have no avail,
This shall hold thee with bands of steel,
Fast and strong to the Maker of man.
A worker, thou, in that wisdom's plan
His lips to suckling and babe reveal.
But work thou truly, through woe and weal,
Though love beguile thee or hatred ban.
Sow by the wayside every day
Seeds of the common flowers that grow
In field, or wood, or the king's highway,
But only those that gayly blow.
Scatter them daily up and down,
In the dirty lane and glittering town,
By every path where the children play,
By every road where the beggars stray,
By peasant's hut, and by castle wall:
Let not one sun go down and say
‘She hath not planted a flower to-day.’
Not to every hand is it given
To set a tree that shall rise toward heaven,
Nor yet to make a garden fair,
With costly roses and tulip flames,
And blossom bells so rich and rare
That the lip is daunted with their names;
But the simplest maid can scatter seeds
In every crevice, by every path;
And blossoms may overgrow the weeds,
And the earth grow beauty instead of wrath.”
The little maid arose and smiled;
The priest had forgotten his dreary moods.
He looked in her face like a mother mild,
And said, “I have used similitudes.”
But she was only a simple child
Fresh from the convent solitudes.
She took the words in her heart away,
With pure intention to obey;
And scattered along her daily way
By kirk, or market, or castle-wall,
Seeds of lavender sweet and grey;
Pellitory, that crests the wall;
Violets, sweetest of them all;
Poppies, that flaunt so red and tall;
Mignonette, and daisies pink;
Crimson balm, like a prince's plume;
Honey-horns, where the gold bees drink;
Speedwell, and blue forget-me-not;
Four o'clocks, that love the sun;
Sapphire larkspurs, nodding bells
Of spotted fox-gloves from woodland dells,
Bindweed white, and the purple cups
Of morning-vine, that the young dew sups,
But shrinks and closes when day is done;
Blossoms more than speech can tell,
Nodding, crowding, from hill and dell,—
Everywhere about they grew.
They made sweet riot in the air,
Their odors all abroad they threw,
Bright and lavish without a care.
Smiling up into every face
With a lovely look of silent grace,
Covering ruin and old decay
With a veil of tranquil tenderness,
Intent alone to deck and bless
Whatever came in their loving way.
And many a hard man turned to say
With trembling lips an orison,
When clinging branches and blossoms gay
By his prison window would wave and run.
The weary woman and working man
Blessed in their hearts the wayside flowers,
As fair to them as are royal bowers
To kings and queens in their languid hours;
And many a toiling artisan
From the graceful blooms that round him laughed.
And every day the little maid
Grew less and less of her life afraid,
For toil and trouble were all forgot;
The strife and sinning vexed her not;
Her fear and sorrow were both allayed,
And peace on the day's poor duties laid,—
Peace, that from heaven on white wings strayed:
When she saw the light in gloomy eyes
Flash at a blossom's sweet surprise,
And children running the flowers to pull,
With lips of laughter and small hands full.
And the blessing of Him who sees through all
The whirl of the worlds that on him call
The tiniest sparrow's fluttering fall,
And makes for His children the blossoms small,
Fell on her heart like morning dew,
And filled her being with gladness true,
Though she never guessed what the old priest meant
When a seed-sower into the world he sent.
Is there a moral? Ah, my dears,
Whatever can dry a weeper's tears,
Or out of sorrowful eyes beguile
A happy look or a quiet smile,
A word of kindness or of cheer,
A careful thought for a neighbor's need,
A gentle glance or a kindly deed,
Though the heart they fall on be dark and sear,
The cup of water for his dear sake,
These are the daily blooms that make
Our earthly life so strong and dear
That storm and tempest we need not fear.
Not to every soul is given
To do some great thing under heaven.
But the grass-blades small and the drops of dew
Have their message to all of you.
And daily, hourly, loving and giving,
In the poorest life make heavenly living.
GROTON MASSACRE.
CENTENNIAL POEM.
Goddess! who on the distant mountain tops
Out-shinest dawn, preluding all the light.
Vision of God: power inaccessible;
Calm is thy brow and silent are thy lips,
Spotless thy garment, and thy lifted eyes
See, over all the unequal heights of time,
A coming hour of glory and of triumph.
A light ineffable, a sacred peace,
When God's great freedom shall possess the earth,
Here at thy feet, through all the flying years,
Dash the fierce surges of the world's impatience;
The tidal wave of agony and blood,
The flight and following of slave and tyrant,
The parted sea, the shore of want and death,
The futile struggle, the delayed success,
Loss, terror, anguish, and a blank despair,
That the grave heals, the dreamless grave alone.
Yet, Unattainable! thou smilest on
With heaven's high peace upon thy gracious brow,
Un-moved, un-fearing, eminent, secure,
The promise of a future yet too far:
Pledge that our dream is true, because we dream it.
Beholding thee aloft in stainless splendor,
We dare to tell what men have borne for thee,
What blood for thee was spilt, what heroes died,
Before the teller and the told were here.
Yet thou wert here: thy hand the strife impelled,
The deadly strife that saved their sacred honor,
Their children yet to come, their native land;
And made their memory a proud, sad story,
For us to treasure, worship, and attain.
The valley slept in peace.
Over it brooded the morning star,
Shining soft in the heavens afar;
And the cornfields' rich increase,
Waved in glittering rustling blades,
With the murmur of the dawn,
And the breath of night withdrawn,
Dropping dews from the dripping leaves,
The lapping tide on the beach that grieves,
The sudden cry of a waking bird,
The rustle and hush where a squirrel stirred,
The salt sea-breeze and the forest's balm,
Sighing softly across the calm.
Hark! on the startled ear,
A sharp short note of fear:
The waker's heart stood still,
And the watcher, with a thrill,
Waited to hear,
It was not the war-whoop's snarling yell,
Nor the sudden throb of the tocsin bell.
One stroke,—but one:
The boom of a gun:
Then, quick as leaping flame, another
Answered the other.
“Help!” they said,
In tones of dread:
“The fleet of the foe
Comes in below!”
But ere the signal sound had rolled,
Its woful warning to field and fold,
Its speech had a ready traitor told;
And another roar
From the further shore
Echoed and fell;
Cain to his brother,
The challenging of hell!
The inland forts that heard the sound
Wandering upward and around,
Answered not to the wild dismay,
Of the startled dwellers by the bay:
No signal this that called for aid,—
Their crops were ripe and their sheaves un-made,
And none to succor or fight went down.
But all about the harbor-town
Well they knew the note of war,
When cannon thundered near and far,
And ships rode thick by the light-house bar.
Women started from their sleep,
Men sprang out to the farm-house door,
Out from the village homes they pour,
Up to the hill-top, down to the shore.
Hurrying here, and hurrying there,
For death and slaughter are in the air,
And no man's failing heart may dare
To linger behind and tend the sheep,
Nor any woman a man to keep
Back from battle with clinging prayer.
One, across the din and scare,
Shouts to her husband—
“Stop, I say!”
“Why do you call me from the way?”
“Just one word, then follow their track,
Don't come home to me shot in the back!”
Like an angry wave of the harbor, went,
Bare feet bleeding, breath all spent,
But a fight for freedom was what they meant.
And now, by the blaze of the town on fire,
By the black smoke rising from the pyre
Of toil-worn treasure and heart's desire,
By thundering cannon and savage yell,
The country side knew what befel,
The town and fortresses loved so well:
And women and children fled like bees
Before the howl of a northern breeze,
Fled away from their burning hives,
Fled for their babies' precious lives,
While in the fortress on the hill,
Fathers and husbands with right good will
Fought in the fury of despair;
Sons and brothers with panting breath
Side by side rushed on to death:
Boys cheered on by their father's shout,
Pouring their fresh young life-blood out,
And up the trampled field without
With flying banners, and bayonet set,
With drum, and trumpet, and waving plume,
Steadily on like the day of doom,
Against rude bastion and parapet
The British devils their onset made,
Ranks of traitor and renegade,
Hireling Hessian and English serf,
Surging over the hill-side turf,
While safe and high on Winthrop's tomb
Arnold the traitor, cursed of man,
Watched how the cruel strife began,
And laughed when the scarlet river ran,
That rose in the hearts of friend and kin,
But drowned his soul in the flood of sin.
Over against him, the fort within,
Ledyard the hero held his men
Up to their work with a grip of steel:
His land's true lover for woe or weal
Unto the death he served her then.
“Honor or life? then honor first,”
The parting word from his lips that burst,
When the cannon's call with awful stress
Thundered across his peaceful waking:
And like the day of judgment breaking
Fire, and terror, and distress
Leapt from the bosom of the night,
And filled the land with wild affright.
But hands were few if hearts were strong,
Strength and numbers will win for wrong,
And might wreck right till the world gives out:
Storming up the rough redoubt,
Over the bastion with yell and shout,
Swept the line of the conquering foe,
And the starry flag lay trampled low,
Never again its watch to keep.
Murder gleamed in the leader's face;
“Who is commander? yield your sword!”
No plea for quarter, or ruth, or grace,
The brave man offered his reddened blade:
But one quick stroke the murderer made
Sure and sharp through that noble breast,
And the hero's spirit was at rest:—
Life for honor! he loved it best.
Now with an angry tiger's leap,
The victors sprang on their helpless prey;
Right in the smiling face of day
Slaughter, rapine, and fury stood
Deep in rivers of kindred blood.
Mercy, pity, honor fled
With hidden faces before their tread;
Shrieks, and groans, and mortal cries
Shuddered up to the placid skies,
And the living held their breath,
As the dying prayed for death:
And the dead men fell away,
Face downward to the clay,
Oh day too sad and long,
Day of despair and wrong,
Drunk with death's purple wine
Poured out as a wasting flood,
Mad with the draught of blood
Were hell's insatiate brood.
The living and dead they hewed
With pitiless sword,
And taunting word,
With scoff and sneer
Till the weary day's decline,
Then with their captives and their spoil,
With drunken laughter and loud turmoil
Down to the blue and silent bay,
The conquering murderers took their way,
But on that ghastly hill,
The dead lay cold and still.
Dead! dead! but yet they speak; oh! cruel Mother,
Calling to thee with lips of living wrath,
“Curséd be he who slays his brother,
Curséd the hand that points his path.
Were we not thine? nursed on thy knees?
Cast out to tempt the wintry seas.
Here have we wrought in peace,
Here have we found release.
What had we done to these?
Mother! Medea! murderess! we are thine.”
And England's haughty heart,
Hardened in strife and mart,
Scorned the sad cry.
But widowed lives and souls in pain,
Children weeping for the slain,
Gathered up the dread refrain,—
“Oh cruel Mother! where is our brother?
Why is our father dead upon the plain?”
Alas for the former days.
For the anger and the woe
That vanished long ago,
And left for us below
Alas for the Mother's ways!
She sowed her dragon's teeth
And quick up-sprung the spears,
The iron spears of death,
With iron hearts beneath,
And the war-storm's angry breath.
But these with blood and tears
Watered the sod for years,
And the beautiful bloom of peace,
The corn and wine's increase,
Were the harvest of their fears.
Look at these spires and towers!
These goodly fields and farms
Where never shot alarms:
At the merchant and the mariner
Whose busy toil no fear can stir,
The wide blue bay, the stately ships,
And the trailing pennon of steam that slips
In and out by the winding river:
Look at the thousand smokes that quiver
Up from this lovely land of ours,
From quiet hearths beside whose blaze
Linger long, peaceful, happy days;
They bought them with their lives,
The dead who lie around
This consecrated ground,
In these their life survives.
Give them their meed of laud and tears,
The tribute of a hundred years.
An echo from the cry of man,
Since first his vibrant voice began
To stir the silent vaults of air:
Up-rising here, recurring there,
Through time and space forever ringing,
Across the gulf of centuries springing,
Humanity's sad tale to bear.
In every tone the old repeat,—
“With one red blood all true hearts beat.
There is one honor and one faith,
To every knightly soul one breath,
To every hero one great death.”
It tells to-day in ardent strain,
Of patriot sires who fought in vain
Here on this green and fortressed hill,
And re-repeats the story still,
Of other, later knights, who stood
Loyal in that rebellious flood
When Lincoln called for men:
When lonely Sumter lost her flag,
And not one true man dared to lag,
But like the lover to his bride
Sprang forward to their leader's side,
Bearded the panther in its den,
And true to old ancestral pride,
Even as their fathers, fought and died,
For sacred Liberty.
And up again from the silent dead
Comes Benedict Arnold, hand and head;
Rude assassin with pistol shot;
Traitor here, and murderer there;
Or wily schemer, afraid to dare,
But quick to lay his poisonous snare,
And fire another, vile and weak,
To act the treason he dare not speak:
Deaf to the Voice which still and low
Whispers a word of dread and woe
That veils the eyes of the seraphim—
“Who hateth his brother murders him.”
These shall a smitten country send,
Down to their lives' unblessed end,
Hand in hand with him who sold
Their country's freedom for British gold:
And ages on ages yet unborn,
Point to their names with curse and scorn,
And when once more the sword of strife
Threatened and rent our country's life,
When once again for our rights we bled,
And strewed our meadows with precious dead,
Again the heart of the Mother-land
Hardened itself against our woe,
Held to greet us no friendly hand,
Aided and comforted our foe.
Unforgiving and haughty still,
To the child that thwarted her iron will.
When, oh when! shall the echo cease,
And the severed nations be bound in peace?
Hail and farewell, ye mighty moveless dead!
Long as her centuries earth shall know and number,
Green be the laurel boughs above ye spread.
And God's own hand your sacred dust shall keep;
Though all the flame hath left those mortal embers,
Upward it sprang, with bright, immortal leap.
Your memory shines along the slopes we tread.
Another hundred years their incense lowly
Ere long shall o'er your sculptured honors shed.
We too shall sleep; and nobler tribes of men
Shall offer here the homage of a nation
Rich with a wisdom far beyond our ken.
Fight, fall, despair, or chant the conqueror's psalm;
Still the same light in patriot hearts be burning,
And Heaven, still just, bestow the martyr's palm.
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