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Idyls and Songs

by Francis Turner Palgrave: 1848-1854

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VI. BLANCHE AND ADA.

    PERSONS.

  • Old Man.
  • Arthur
  • Edwin
  • Blanche, Daughter to Old Man.
  • Ada.
Scene: A Garden. Enter Blanche (singing).
O happy, happy season
Of youth and truth and glee:
What are the days of reason,
Childhood, compared with thee?
O day of pure affection,
Undimm'd by recollection,
We catch thy warm infection,
And yield ourselves to thee!
Bring once again the hours
That went so lightly by:
Whose footsteps were on flowers,
Whose very earth was sky.
When mirth was fresh and sereless;
When solitude was tearless;
When love was free and fearless,
And truth was true to thee.
Ah, could love's later yearning
Prove childhood's presage true:
Win back the unreturning,
And knit his chain anew!
Our hearts forgive thy treason;
We yield the years of reason
To gain thy thoughtless season:
Ah, take us back to thee!
[Exit.

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Arthur.
The sun rides high: the mid-day weariness,
The stillness of full noontide is on earth:
A feverish hum, dense insect-life, pervades
This spiky growth of upward shooting plants:
Below the lawn, betwixt us and the breadth
Of hot horizons, moving in its sleep,
Th' uneasy streamlet slumbers, and the reek
Blots the near landscape. Let us to the cool:
Perchance the dew may greet us, as a friend
For friends delaying.

Edwin.
Well, when all is said,
The practical conclusion gilds the speech.
Your sudden seriousness, dear friend (a plague
On all descriptions!) took me with surprise.
Haste! or the freshness of your welcoming
May dry with time. Haste; when the heart has flown
The breath flies with it. Sure o'er all the world
Your fair ones smile our English calmness down,
And mar the philosophic even breath,
As one, whoe'er she be, no other cause,
As one does yours.

Arthur.
My brother! But you claim
A traveller's licence, as of one long wont
To skate from heart to heart, and reap no warmth
Save that inspired by healthy exercise.
Ay, smile: In sober seriousness, my thought
Was but to guide you to that aged friend,
Lord of the fields and mansion; him we named
Of old, Laertes, ten years back, when first
An orphan pair from hot Algiers returning,
He came with welcome forth to cheer the boys,
And bade his little Blanche smile down the gloom
That darken'd round the strangers. Come! I see him
Within his orchard, where the blossom snows
Of our late spring upon the trees are caught,
That o'er the turf hang forth dishevell'd boughs,
And promise fruit for snow flakes.

Edwin.
Hush! I thought so:
'Tis e'en the same old man, by country tastes
Among his orchards rooted, confident
That here at least all things are as they were,
And so will be for ever.

Arthur.
We may speak;

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The rising gale that meets us as we gaze
Will shield us.

Edwin.
Blow, fresh gale, for ever blow,
If ever on thy wings wilt bear, as now,
The morning songs of Blanche! 'Tis she, I know her,
Veil'd in that snowy mist of falling blooms
From pear and apple shower'd, a silver swarm
Thick on the golden ringlets, nursery-bright:—
While all else promised in the child has won
A maiden consummation, as the rose
Perfected from the rosebud.

Arthur.
What, my traveller!
My young Ulysses! all the boasted calm,
That hoarded philosophic apathy
Dissolved among the quiet scenes of home!
Now call the man up, Edwin; lo, the breeze
Already with her careless song is fraught,
And thro' the orchard all her soul is streaming!

Blanche sings.
'Mid the flowers Cecilia playing
On the blithesome first of May:
Ah, what summons ends her straying:
'Tis the nurse who calls ‘Away—
‘Come away, Zeela dear, come away, come away, come hither:’
She left her flowers and fled: the bees flew with her.
‘What has nurse within the basket,
Sheeted o'er with snowy white?’
Ere again the child could ask it
Nurse unveils the darling sight.
‘Lady dear, come near, lady dear, come see your brother:
This bright morning brought you from your mother.’
‘May I touch him, may I take him?
Will he stop with us all day?
May I kiss him, may I wake him,
Bear him to the flowers to play?’
‘Many a day, dear child, many a day will he be with you:
Many a kiss will take, and many give you.

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‘Gently take him, kiss him dearly:
He is your own brother true:
Now there lives not one so nearly
Bound in blood and love to you.
‘Other hearts his heart, other hearts from you will sever:
Ah, love him now, that he may love you ever.’
Sudden she ceased: for now from shaken leaves
A mimic shower the dewy boughs sent forth,
Quick sideway gleaming pearls, that fled the steps
Of those two brothers:
Whom the old Laertes
With earnest welcome greeted: him the most
Whose ruddier tints proclaim'd a traveller's dues
To rain and air and sunshine.
But the maid,
Before whose eyes the playmate of her youth,
Long years of absence o'er, stood unexpected,
Just falter'd out a greeting, e'en as though
A space so short had flown since last they met
As scarce made greeting needful.
But she smiled,
(As if some happy secret shared together
Made one of two) on Arthur:—
‘Happy boy!’
Thought Edwin, ‘bless'd, yet careless:’—
And the soul
That with a Briton's frank and thoughtless bearing
Thro' foreign crowds had elbow'd on a way,
E'en when it sought them, seeming to despise
The marvels of the land, gave up its strength,
Shot thro' with sudden pain, and quick access
Of earlier tenderness.
The pride of heart,
The plans of settled calmness, that would watch
His love, long left, as tho' he loved her not,
Fell from him instant, and th' impetuous flood
Of troubled thoughts, by sight of Blanche half stay'd,
There as she stood, broke o'er him.
But again
Amid the linnet-notes, that fill'd the hush,
Sweet symphonies of Nature, when the heart

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Stays in its music, and the pause affrights:—
Gaily that old man greeted him: then said:—
‘Things are not so with us, in this calm nook
Of quiet hearts, as ofttime 'tis with those
Whose chattering chorus welcomes in a friend,
While telling equals asking:—we have all
To learn from you: little or nought to give:
That little, yours already. Long, too long,
And Bianca will confirm it,—for this day
We've waited. Now 'tis here. Well. Why, 'tis well:
Time's hand was weighty on me. Satis. Hence:
The summer-house, your old unalter'd haunt
Again should hear your voice:—your feet, I see,
Themselves would guide you thither.’
And they moved
In silent file: as oft the Indian tracks
His game thro' forests, while the gloom of firs
Is whiten'd in the snow-blink: so that band
Among the shower'd blossoms.
But ere long
Within that arbour seated (she by him
Whose presence each scann'd eager)—from his lips
Again in utterance parted, flow'd the tale
Rich with the sights and thoughts of other lands.
Rivers, he said, had borne him, which had kept
One individual life, a youth in age,
One being, since their waves first wash'd the feet
Of crown'd imperial Rome: or bore the pride
Of legions southward, when from vanquish'd Gaul
They sought Brundusian moorings, or the ports
Of sea-engulf'd Altina:—next, the waves
That gleam'd, a burnish'd wake, beneath the throne,
The golden bark where Cleopatra lay,
And gods beheld her, envying.—Further east,
The stream that fed the garden, work of God
Ere yet man was, his broad advance delaying,
Strain'd thro' the marshes, where Semiramis
Outvied Memphitic splendour, and old Thebes,
Had murmur'd in his ears, a voice of grief,
A tale of the departed.
‘But my words
Are of the Past,’ he cried, ‘they weary you:
The Present has its dues, I now would pay

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In duty bound, well pleased, to you, fair maid,
The genius of the Present.’
‘Be it so,’
She said, and smiled: arch smile! while on her head
The perfect face was propp'd:—his downcast eyes
There, where the gentle heart heaved waves of grace,
The lines of maiden beauty, fell, then closed
In tender haste withdrawing.
‘I forget
Where I was in my journey—well—from Egypt
Westward, thro' Spain: where life's full pilgrimage
Is imaged forth by nature: long waste plains
That sleep and pant beneath a giant heat,
For daily travel: evenings, in the heart
Of some gay city spent, while shadow and song
Fall from the window'd heights, where beauty sits
Dark-eyed amid the latticed jessamines:
And from high doors, the strains, that pierce the skies,
Float outwards on the incense.’
‘Happy hours!’
Said Blanche:—‘And yet, amid the crowds unknown,
Uncared for and uncaring, you have felt
That scarcely-conscious sinking of the heart
That sighs to view its peopled solitude.’
‘I know not—no—perhaps I knew not then
That any thoughts might watch my steps from England.
And I have seen, the more I paced this earth,
How one great heart beats thro' it: custom-veil'd:
Here older in its pulses: younger there:
Yet still the same, thro' all.—And something too
Befell—the tale was at my lips e'en now—
That show'd Eve's daughters sisters everywhere.
For as you know, Blanche, dear, in boyhood's days
Our home was Algiers once.’
‘She recollects it,’
Laertes said, ‘She must:—there was a chain,
Your ten year's gift to the young maid of ten,
Gold network, pendant amber-drops; she wore
I saw, at Arthur's—why not now? why, Blanche?
She wears it oft.’
Arthur.
‘So! smiles at last, Ulysses!
Ulysses smiled but seldom.—But I tire
To hear this southern legend.’

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And the traveller,
As one well-pleased, pursuing, ‘That the wish
Young haunts to view, wrought on him: how he sail'd,
Though tless of war, that raged 'twixt Moor and Frank,
And woke, one morn, close prisoner in Algiers,
A garden-slave amongst untasted fruits,
And all above, around, the watchful sun,
That eyed him as in days of yore it eyed
Brown Hannibal in Carthage. Long he served
(No news from England, none if any lived),
Slave of his slaves, the Moor: yet ere the grapes
Had mellow'd through from topaz to full ruby,
He found himself, he said, in sober truth,
All seriousness, enacting a romance,
Such as his youth had wept o'er, with the joy
Of reading it in story.
But his hearers
By smiles the while and looks outran the tale
Their parted lips drank in.

Edwin.
‘My master's daughter—
O for thine aid, Saavedra, to set forth
The dark luxuriance of those Eastern charms:
Fairness with ripeness reconciled: charms deep,
Charms deep and full tho' girlhood scarce had faded—
My master's daughter, earnest half, half sport,
It seem'd, oft met me. Such a maid before
Or in my dreams, or waking hours, I knew not,
('Twas in the mist of earlier days, perchance,
When Arthur's youth, with mine, was 'mong the Moors,)
Methought had met mine eyes. I cannot say,
For all was strange and wild.
With broken sounds
Of English utterance—but whence learn'd, she said not—
Broken, yet clear: sweet tones, methought, tho' broken,
She turn'd my willing eyes where, one blue rim,
Ocean lay dark with hope and mystery.
It seem'd, she long had waited, in the thought
To fly her home, and found the wish now granted.
Then answering smiles and recognition aiding,
Our plot was soon prepared.
And now the boat
In the palmetto-grove, beneath the rock,

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Swung ready: oars were out, and sails, half spread,
Beat with desire. All things on Ada call'd,
Yet lingering. And I thought, the rising fear
Of danger, and discovery, haunting me,
‘She comes not, and she cares not: 'tis the freak
Of reckless girlhood,’—angry thought! yet ere
The cloud of wrath around my temples curl'd,
A gentle voice had summon'd me, and led
Up cedarn alley, past the jasmine bush,
That out on air its slumberous odours hung,
Thro' latticed corridors—where one faint lamp
Gleam'd thro' the gauze-hung window. Sleep within
Breathed tremulous in dim silence. Ada lean'd
Half on the sill, and with one hand drew back
The veil above: then on my neck her arm
Dropp'd, as she said, ‘My father,’—with a tone
Breathing full tide of love, regretful love,
That thro' sweet childhood's days ran back, and paused,
And maiden hope, that would not brook repression.
My looks turn'd on her, fearful so to read
A failing purpose. In one long embrace,
The first and last, her arms met mine: with tears
And mingled sobs, the voice of loving weakness,
That must confess itself, and seek an aid
She would, or would not. ‘Think not that with love,’
He said, (half turn'd toward Blanche, reverted half,
As tho' he spoke to th' interspace 'twixt her
And Arthur)—‘Think not that with love, dear friends,
Such love as man feels once, and but for once,
I met her lock'd embrace; or that her heart
Lay beating with aught more than the deep fears,
Deep joys, of flight. I know not of her fate:
Yet sure 'twas love, that nerved her.—
But my soul
Rose, and in words of settled firmness, told
Of danger, that discover'd plans must breed,
And of one dearer than a father's love,
My brother, who awaited me. At this
She started, as from dreaming—and with eyes
Reverted oft, oft failing, downward led
Our fourfold steps, and so the boat was gain'd.’
—He paused: for round the circle, as they sat,
Flash'd a responsive smile, that long repress'd,

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Now struggled into daylight. With surprise,
As one chagrin'd, he knows not how, that feels
The central circle of the labyrinth
Thro' which the voice of friends had summon'd him,
Barr'd from his footsteps, and the while he hears
Light laughter and quick rustling feet around,
He added, ‘Well; ye should have heard the tale,
A summer's tale, of Ada, and our flight,
And how she fled me, sudden: and the chase,
Long fruitless chase—thro' France. But I reserve
My words for calmer audience.’
Blanche threw out
An asking look on Arthur: but ‘Not yet,
Not yet,’ he sign'd, in playful earnestness,
Observed of Edwin.—And ‘It must be so;
For such reserve, on such a morn as this,
No lesser cause suffices:’—and he rose
Mastering himself to calm: then hastier steps
Within the thicket bore him.
And sweet Blanche,
Repentant of unseasonable smiles,
Went downcast thro' the garden; as in chase
Of one she found not.
‘'Tis fit time,’ at last
The old man said; ‘none fitter, we should tell
Where Ada's flight was stay'd, when from Algiers
Young Cupid's runaway, thro' France she went,
Provence, Auvergne, wild Brittany—to thee,
Mindful of earlier days, and promise given,
She scarce knew when. And some excuse the Fair
Herself, methinks, for flight itself, requires,
For unexplain'd desertion. Think not, Arthur,
My hasty-kindling friend, think not I blame
The delicate maiden mind, that shunn'd to break
Word of thy love, her hopes,—so long delay'd,
Uncertain long—to Edwin: who, in youth,
Knew not the pledge that bound her. But the hour
To lift the veil has reach'd us: who so fit
As thou to tell?’

Arthur.
‘So would I; but the fear
Restrain'd me, lest the sight of all that bliss,
Bliss undeserved, which Heaven had stored for me—
(Excuse me, father! if I plead his cause,

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Using the style he would)—should pierce his heart
With thought of all he was, and all he hoped,
In th' unforgotten days of youthfulness.’
—Whereto in answer, with a smile that breathed
The ineffaceable sweetness of a life
Calm'd by pure thoughts, the sire of Blanche replied:
‘I know it; I know it all. Ah, deem not Blanche
(I know her heart—none better: who should better?)
Indifferent, or forgetful, has received
Our long-expected exile. 'Neath the calm
Of that first greeting—'neath the words of mirth,
(Oft our best aid in weakness)—lay the soul
Fluttering and panting in that strong influx
Of inexpressive bliss. 'Tis often so:
These calm streams run the deepest. Edwin's heart
Well match'd with hers, thou know'st—more quick in mood,
E'en now perchance, with sudden jealousy
Touch'd toward his brother—left so long with her
For whom he cares to live: more self-tormenting,
As less capacious of that vast reliance,
Undoubting love, unfearing, woman's strength
And weakness. Let us rise. Bring Ada forth:
—Your brother with a brother's love will greet
His southern fugitive: from her bright lips
Fitliest will learn her story: and what else
Woman, on woman's love most eloquent,
A willing tongue in willing ears may pour.’

[Exeunt.
Edwin
(alone).
O treasure—lost, when found! O sweetest most
When most, most lost! How could I hope—and yet
If any loved, she once:—mine own confess'd:
Confess'd mine own: I cannot dare unthink it—
That it should be—O God—that it should be so—
That it should be so!—that the most beloved
Should by the most beloved, save her alone!— —
—O curse! that out of sweetest bitterest bringing,
Hast waited on me long, and fall'n at length,
After such sweetness known—after such hours!
For was she not mine own—my love confess'd—
At that last kiss—the dearest, still the last,
When with bare tender feet, and long drawn stream

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Of locks dishevell'd, thro' the dawn she came,
To bid farewell, that could not be farewell,
Before her love the tide of loving thoughts
And girlish fancy pouring—
Yet I see her:
Blanche, yet I see thee—recollection yet
Will not disown her treasures—as thou wast,
Child among children, when he first, and I
On that blind day of wrath, were brought to thee:
There as thou wast among thy youthful stores,
The maps, the pictured leaves:—each childly toy,
Each treasure—free for our delight display'd,
Orphans, and sad.
But O that hours like these
Had never been—or ever!—That delight
Had ne'er so jarr'd the balance of the soul,
The calmness of an unforeseeing heart,
Untried in bliss too blissful—or that Love
Had ta'en me by the hand, and led me up,
Raised step by step, to that still eminence
Where neither storm of passion, nor the mists
Of doubt, nor any frore indifference,
Violate the warm purpureal atmosphere,
And mar the everlasting smile of heaven!
But I must wander thro' the void of life
Alone—thrice orphan'd: love alone unchanged:
Unchanged:—yet so to me from earth shut out,
No longer portion'd with his loveliness.
Ah! valleys—fields and valleys—ah! dark glade,
Once peopled with the voiceful playfulness
Of those who thought them children—Love himself
A child among them—so it seem'd—and were not!
O vain regret—O mockery of tears!
O Love, why hast thou so deserted me!
Say, was it sin that I should love her so—
And did the sin deserve such punishment?
Sweet sin, resolved in sorrow, such, so deep,
That e'en those fancy tells of—those who yet
Can weep their own eternal chastisement,
May mock my woe, that might find way thro' tears,
But knows the boasted comfort comfortless:—
O vain regret—O mockery of tears!
[A pause.

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He paused. The rush of song, from those within
The sun-illumined veil of budding boughs,
(Translucent green and amber:—leaf on leaf
Inscribing tiny fans of pencill'd shade),
Flooded the calm. To more considerate grief
That anguish'd soul insensibly was strung:
Till sadder tones of human utterance,
The appeal of reason, and the pangs of thought,
Th' inevitable burden, and the sting
That happy memories bring,
When Man recalls the vision of the Boy,
With those unthinking lays, and accents rife
In overbrimming joy,
Blended the discords of our human life.

Edwin.
Rich thy childhood's promise, dearest, with thine earlier years advancing:
Rich its bright fulfilment, as the golden days pass onward glancing.
When a child, I've often watch'd thee, with thy maiden thoughtlessness
Love for love returning freely, in a sweet unconsciousness.
Like a fountain overflowing ceaselessly with pure delight:
Turning everything to brightness, robing it in cheerful light.
Like an angel-presence, with thy lightning smiles and day-long gladness,
Sunny smiles and radiant hair—no child of mortal gloom or sadness.
Fearless for thine own sweet self, while all around were fearing for thee:
Thought of danger at thy blithesome presence fled away before thee.
Thou wast gayest of the gay, love; thou wast bravest of the brave:
Young amongst the young and bright: but wise and thoughtful with the grave.
Ah, that I from boyhood should have known and watch'd this living treasure!
Ah, that I thro' countless days should here have placed my deepest pleasure!

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Ah, that all should be in vain! that I should see the prize with sorrow!
Ah, that such a dreamful night of joy should wake to such a morrow!

Ada, at some distance, singing.
How should we greet the friends we meet
Restored from long exile?
With the joyous beat of tripping feet,
With garland and with smile?
The joy supprest: the quiet breast,
The gentle words and few:
The faintly trembling hand show best
The loving heart and true.
Love alters not by time or spot,
By parting, or by meeting:—
Best sign of absence unforgot,
Is that unalter'd greeting.
The sudden flush of drops that rush
Surprise or fear reveals:
Some hidden thought the conscious blush
Half tells and half reveals.
Love's eager eyes drink in the flush
For silent watching meetest:
The transient treasures of the blush
In his own hour are sweetest.
He heard, but reck'd not of the song:—so deep
The billows had gone o'er him. Yet the notes,
Rich in the ripen'd fulness of the South,
An old remember'd air of Moslem land,
Fez, or Marocco, wrought within his ear,
And touch'd the outer sense, that guards the soul
Within her secret chamber.
Up he started
As one in sleep, that knows not why, nor, waken'd,
Finds what had waked him.
Ada sought the spot,
Fearful, when Edwin fled:—and gathering up

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Some scatter'd note-book fragments, that lay round,
Rejoin'd the rest, within the trellis shade
In earnest conclave seated.
‘See!’ she cried:
‘I bring you traces of the fugitive:—
I fled him once: he me—’ then blithesome first,
But soon with deepening voice, and eye downcast
That caught infection from the words she read,
And their fix'd earnest glances, Ada thus
Reveal'd the broken music of despair.
‘I little thought, when first in youth I met thee,
Thou e'er wouldst be to me what now thou art:
That all the summon'd effort to forget thee
Could not efface thee from the heart of heart,
Since first I met thee.
‘O bitter draught of sweetest recollection
That with each thought of thee the soul must drain!
Lost Eden, wither'd by the world's infection;
Soul, yielded up to waste herself in vain,
Since first I met thee.
‘Thou art my second self:—where'er I wander,
Thy sad sweet presence with my journeying speeds;
And my fond heart has ever grown still fonder,
Tho' each new day, I know, new severance breeds
Since first I met thee.
‘Thy form was by me on the path-seam'd mountains;
Thy presence in the green leaves of the glen;
Thy name was whisper'd in the rustling fountains;
Thy voice in evening gales again, again,
Since first I met thee.
‘Where should I turn me? where should I betake me?
One reckless hour has spoil'd the golden year;
The flowers and fruits of love at once forsake me;
All things are bitterest that were then most dear
When first I met thee.’
A moment's pause—a stir—and as of old
Orestes, when Erinnys glared behind,
Went onwards aye, and knew not where he went,
So now came Edwin; so; then at the sight

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Half-caught, of those he fled from, backward stept
Trembling.
But Blanche sprang forth, and drew him in,
With streaming locks, and eyes of fond request,
That look'd a volume of unutter'd words,
As—‘Come; 'twas in our sport we thus deceived you:
Come; all is well:’—But he, yet blind with fears,
Put by the gentle hand, in act to flee;
When Ada, lowly crouch'd at Arthur's feet,
Through happy tears smiled on him.
Edwin, there,
There where he stood, strong in the strength of youth,
Upon his darling bow'd: the lightning flash
Of recognition smiting all the soul
Irresistible:—one moment;—then to wake
Untranced, enfranchised, Love without disguise
Assured in many blushes innocent:
All Paradise at once, and at her side
Regain'd: to wake upon the smile, that now,
Now once again, and struggling into day,
But beaming to full brightness, shone on eyes
Irradiate with clear love, and moisten'd glances.
O then with one long cry, that echo'd full
From boyhood, summing up in that deep breath
The music of the heaven-directed years,
He clasp'd her to himself; one soul with his
Henceforth for ever. And
‘O long, long sought—
Long sought, and lately won: light of the eyes,’
He murmur'd—‘Heart's desire: mine only love:
Mine—in one word all happiness—my Blanche—
Look on me: faint not: lest this flood of life
On long drought pouring, should o'erbear itself,
Failing beneath its own deliciousness.
Look on me:—O thou flower, that long desired,
Long sigh'd for, long beheld, long clasp'd in dreaming,
Giv'st all thy drooping self to my embraces;
Unclose the tender lids, that fall and float
On eyes that through the years have lighted me:
Unclose the crimson lips, that bar out love:
And crown him with the kisses, that are love,
The love of love—and to himself restore him:—
Once—once, again!’

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And with the thought, the touch,
Harmonious words went through him: or the notes
Of some forgotten melody revived
In th' exquisite crowning moment, and he said—
‘And is it so, my love, at last,
And is the treasure won?
The goal of many years attain'd,
The very life begun?
And is the sun uprisen in strength,
The dawn upon the dreaming?
Ah do I clasp my Love at length?
Ah is it truth or seeming?
‘Thro' many scenes my path has run,
In many lands exiled:
I walk'd thro' change that rose on change,
And visions wavering wild:—
And shifting ran Life's pageant by
With shriek and scorn and flouting:—
Could Love 'mid all Time's force deny,
Or shun the shafts of doubting?
‘And many fair ones charm'd the soul
At Beauty's feet to bow:
And lavish Love unveil'd his sweets,
And smiled as thou smilest now:—
And thousand fancies touch'd the brain,
And thoughts past thought's completing:—
How should Love fixt and firm remain,
Where all was fleet and fleeting?
‘Ah how, my Love!—I gaze on Thee,
I read the riddle now:
All maiden gladness on the lips,
And thought upon the brow;
And halo gold above thine eyes,
And Truth in glory seated:
And smiles that pass in sweeter sighs,
And tears of joy completed.

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‘Ah smiles—ah sighs—ah lips that so
The wanderer welcome in!
And tremble voiceless words of bliss,
And whisper doubt was sin!
I take the pledge of love regain'd;
I bow before the blessing:
The hope past hope of life attain'd
On thy sweet lips confessing.’