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XXXVIII. “LIFE AND DEATH”

This was the awful thing,—that once for all I knew it—
That God was in the flame, and gleaming ever through it
His panoply supreme.
Seven times hot was the flame, but God was in the fire:
So through the furnace rang, e'en there, my desperate lyre
And agony became like love's own dream.
Yet awful was the place—I, passing through pain's portal,
Grew for a season mixed with hearts and spirits immortal:
I fought,—and held my breath,
Knowing that I at length was fighting not for pastime
But for the love of thee, and fighting for the last time,
And that, this time, the stakes were life and death.