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My Spirit.

My naked simple Life was I:
That Act so strongly shin'd
Upon the Earth, the Sea, the Sky,
It was the Substance of the Mind;
The Sense its self was I.
I felt no Dross nor Matter in my Soul,
No Brims nor Borders, such as in a Bowl
We see: My Essence was Capacity.
That felt all things;
The Thought that springs
There-from's its Self: It hath no other Wings
To spread abroad, nor Eys to see,
No pair of Hands to feel,
Nor Knees to kneel:

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But being Simple, like the Deity,
In its own Center is a Sphere,
Not limited, but evry-where.
It acts not from a Center to
Its Object, as remote;
But present is, where it doth go
To view the Being it doth note:
What ever it doth do,
It doth not by another Engin mov,
But by and of its self doth Activ prov:
Its Essence is transform'd into a tru
And perfect Act.
And so exact
Hath God appear'd in this mysterious Fact,
That 'tis all Ey, all Act, all Sight;
Nay, what it pleas can be;
Not only see
Or do: for 'tis more voluble than Light,
Which can put on ten thousand Forms,
Being cloath'd with what its self adorns.
This made me present evermore
With whatsoere I saw.
An Object, if it were before
Mine Ey, was by Dame Nature's Law
Within my Soul: Her Store
Was all at once within me; all her Treasures
Were my immediat and internal Pleasures;
Substantial Joys, which did inform my Mind.
With all she wrought
My Soul was fraught,
And evry Object in my Heart, a Thought
Begot or was: I could not tell
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Themselvs appear,
Which in my Spirit truly seem'd to dwell:
Or whether my conforming Mind
Were not ev'n all that therin shin'd.
But yet of this I was most sure,
That at the utmost length
(So worthy is it to endure)
My Soul could best express its Strength:
It was so quick and pure
That all my Mind was wholy Evry-where;
What-e'r it saw, 'twas actually there;
The Sun, ten-thousand Stages off, was nigh;
The utmost Star,
Tho seen from far,
Was present in the Apple of mine Ey:
There was my Sight, my Life, my Sense,
My Substance, ev'n my Mind:
My Spirit shin'd
Ev'n there, not by a transeunt Influence.
The Act was immanent, yet there;
The Thing remote, yet felt ev'n here.
O Joy! O Wonder and Delight!
O sacred Mystery!
My Soul a Spirit wide and bright!
An Image of the Deity!
A most Substantial Light!
That being Greatest which doth Nothing seem!
Why, 'twas my All: I nothing did esteem
But that alone; A strange, a living Sphere!
A deep Abyss
That sees and is
The only proper Place of hev'nly Bliss.
To its Creätor 'tis so near

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In Lov and Excellence,
In Life and Sense,
In spiritual Worth and Frame; so Dear:
That it, without Hyperbole,
Is own'd His Son and Friend to be.
A strange extended Orb of Joy
Proceeding from within,
Which did on evry side display
Its force; and being nigh of Kin
To God, did evry way
Dilate its Self ev'n instantaneously,
Yet an Indivisible Center stay,
In it surrounding all Eternity.
'Twas not a Sphere;
Yet did appear
One infinit: 'Twas somwhat evry-where.
And what it had a Power to see,
On that it always shin'd:
For 'twas a Mind
Exerted, reaching to Infinity:
'Twas not a Sphere; but 'twas a Power
More high and lasting than a Tower.
O wondrous Self! O Sphere of Light!
Emblem of Day most fair!
O Pow'r and Act, next Infinit,
Like subtil and unbounded Air!
O Living Orb of Sight!
Thou that within me art, my Self! An Ey
Or Temple of a wide Infinity!
O What a World art Thou! a World within!
In thee appear
All Things, and are
Alive in Thee! super-substantial, rare,

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Abov themselvs, and near a-kin
To those pure Things we find
In His Great Mind
Who made the World! Tho now eclyps'd by Sin,
Yet this within my Intellect
Is found, when on it I reflect.