The Human Inheritance The New Hope, Motherhood. By William Sharp |
THE HUMAN INHERITANCE.
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THE HUMAN INHERITANCE.
“I will make the poems of materials, for I think they are to be the most spiritual poems;
And I will make the poems of the body and of mortality,
For I think I shall then supply myself with the poems of the soul, and of immortality.”
Walt. Whitman, Chants Democratic, “Starting from Paumanok.”
And I will make the poems of the body and of mortality,
For I think I shall then supply myself with the poems of the soul, and of immortality.”
Walt. Whitman, Chants Democratic, “Starting from Paumanok.”
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Visions of life these are wherein are seen
Types of the human, rounded differently
By age and clime and diverse circumstance.
Types of the human, rounded differently
By age and clime and diverse circumstance.
Childhood, when the child is as a flower
Of wilding growth, and when it is at one
With nature, fellow with the winds and birds.
Of wilding growth, and when it is at one
With nature, fellow with the winds and birds.
Youth, when adventure is the salt of life,
And all the passions hot, and when the years
Seem weary if not shifting with swift change.
And all the passions hot, and when the years
Seem weary if not shifting with swift change.
Manhood and Womanhood, together twined
In spirit, and with equal upward gaze:
Moving with love through toil-ennobled years,
And ever reaching unto higher things.
In spirit, and with equal upward gaze:
Moving with love through toil-ennobled years,
And ever reaching unto higher things.
And Old Age,—work and toil being past: and soft
The memories of sorrows: with the hope
That, after one dark hour, youth comes again!
The memories of sorrows: with the hope
That, after one dark hour, youth comes again!
Types of inheritors of that high life
Which is of all the possible heritage;
Types none the less tho' few there are who reach
The half-guessed affluence of their periods.
Which is of all the possible heritage;
Types none the less tho' few there are who reach
The half-guessed affluence of their periods.
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CYCLE I. CHILDHOOD'S INHERITANCE.
I.
Beneath the blue vault of a summer sky,Where little clouds with white wings strove to fly
Far from the burning noon, leagues long there lay
Wide heather moors that stretched till far away
Northward faint hills arose and southward rolled
The ocean gleaming with sun-litten gold.
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And 'mid a great swell of the purple wasteClose to the sea, a rock, which no hand placed
Thus lonely and afar but which was hurled
A meteor from some ruin'd starry world,
Rose dark and frowning, with its hoar sides scarred
By winter tempests and the fiercely hard
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Steal silent through grim January nights,
And traced with furrows by the many tears
Of rainy autumns thro' unnumber'd years.
III.
The purple moorland waste alone stretched wideBeneath the sun—no thing was seen beside
To break the long still sweep that met the sky,
No mounds of rocks confusedly piled high,
No single tree with clear boughs limned in black
Against the blue, no white and dusty track,
But only miles and miles and miles that swept
Purple to where the leagueless waters leapt.
The old rock stood forth like an ancient throne
Great tho' forgotten, where the winds alone
Paid homage, fair in the sunshine of the day,
Solemn by night with phosphorescent grey.
IV.
Around, the honey-laden bees humm'd loudWith summer gladness; in a mazy cloud
Whirling the grey gnats rose and wheeled and spun
Swift golden motes within the golden sun;
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Flashed like swift darts of fire great dragonflies.
Away across the glowing moors there rang
The lapwing's wild complaint, and far off sang
Hidden in blue a small rejoicing lark
Singing against some unseen yearn'd for mark:
About the heath the yellowhammer's cry
Piped sweet and clear, and often suddenly,
With joyous chirps and jerks, the stonechat flew
From spray to spray, and, darting flame-like through
The scented heather spires to where beneath
The ants had silent kingdoms in the heath,
The green-grey black-eyed lizard flashing shot
So swift the hawk on poised wings saw it not.
V.
O'er all the deep skies arch'd, a wondrous spaceOf ardent azure while the sun had place,
That changed to dark deep depths when twilight grey
Dreamt into night, dark'ning to one vast shade
Of purple black, when lamplike star by star
Sparkled or shone or pulsing flamed afar.
Silence save for each blent and natural sound
Of earth and air—where sea-caves made the ground,
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Groan as in travail—when the trumpet wind
All uncheck'd blew—or swelled the incessant cries
Of tossed waves in their breaking agonies.
VI.
Upon the summit of the ancient stone(Whose birth was in Time's youth), and all alone,
Sat silent, tranced, and motionless a child
Like some sweet flow'r chance nurtured in the wild,
Sat watching seabirds, with his eager eyes
Full of the deep blue of the vaulted skies.
A child, for he indeed was little more;
A child at heart, such as whom make the door
Of heaven seem open'd here—to whom the seas
Breaking in foam, and scattered spray-swept trees
With long arms wrestling, and the winds on wings
Invisible were wondrous living things.
VII.
A flower, for his wind-kissed locks unshornShone yellow as gold daffodils at morn;
His eyes were blue as in the golden grain
Windflow'rs are blue, and soft as after rain
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And tender as a dappled fawn's that yearn
For pity when the shrew-mice from the fern
Shake down the dew-drops; 'neath his sunlit hair,
As early morning, his sweet face was fair
Beneath the sun-brown,—as a white bud rose
That flushes faintly while the June sun glows.
And even as he gazed there deeper grew
Within his eyes a holier softer blue,
Where some thought brooded in their sacred shade;
It seemed almost as if some song were laid
Asleep upon his face that yet would find
Some perfect utterance for the echoing wind
To carry to the birds; in reverie
Raptured he saw what these could never see.
VIII.
Oh blesséd time, when all God's world is fairAnd to the soul not foreign! When the bare
Wide cruel wastes of death-encumber'd sea
Seem as the voice of God that thunderingly
Beats round the recreant earty; when morning seems
The revelation of one's utmost dreams
Of beauty; when the slow death of the day
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For happy souls that die; and when the moon,
Wheeling her radiant orb thro' the dark noon
Of night, with conscious splendour makes the seas
Unutterably solemn, and great trees
Lost in the shadow stand forth with huge limbs
Ghastly and clear; when bird songs are all hymns
Of joy and praise, and every wilding flower
Is known and loved; and when each pent up hour
Seems worse than wasted to the eager heart,
That fain would hear the thrush-wings strike apart
The beech leaves in short flight ere full and clear
Burst the sweet tide of song, or watch the deer
Stand with great eyes amid the fern, or high
Hearken the cuckoo's music fill the sky.
IX.
He seemed content just silently to sitAnd watch the breaking waves, the swallows flit
Like arrows through the air, save when along
The summer wind swept bearing the sweet song
Of happy larks, or the repeated cries
Of plovers when they caught the hawk's keen eyes
Fixt on their young—and then he seem'd to be
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To beat with spirit pinions that fine air
Where at the gates of heaven exceeding fair
The bird-songs rose and fell like silver tides,
Or else to be as that royal bird that prides
Itself on flinching not before the sun
But stares undaunted, so he might have spun
Downward with death upon the fierce pois'd hawk,
Saving the moorland brood: not man or boy
Seem'd he so much as some incarnate joy
At one with all things fair, flow'r o' the sod
And insect to the Loveliness call'd God.
X.
As a red rose that in full bloom doth spreadHer soft flushed bosom to the wind ere dead
'Mid fallen leaves her queenliness is gone,
So the fair westering day in glory shone
Heedless of coming night though night was nigh.
The sunset burned afar; the holy sky
Seem'd filled with heavenly forms mail'd in clear gold
Guiding their purple rafts through seas that rolled
Immeasurably far off in crimson fire.
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And tired waves rose and fell as though each pray'r
Of rest long sought were granted. Everywhere
God's blessing brooded. And at last the day,
With one long earthward smile, dissolved away
Veiling her head in twilight robes wherethrough
The palpitating stars shone faint and few.
XI.
From out the darkening vault where they had hidThrough sweltering heats of noon, swiftly there slid
Star after star, each swimming from the near
Dark blue of heaven as from a windless mere
Rise in calm morning twilights white and clear
Young lily buds that open golden eyes
Which joy makes wider when the day doth rise.
XII.
Far inland, with an oft-repeated cryThe curlew wailed, and swelled mysteriously
Hoarse sounds from the dim sea. The boy's face grew
White in the dusky shade as swiftly flew
A great grey gull close by him, like a ghost
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Great moths came out, with myriad sharded wings
Huge beetles droned, and other twilight things
Hummed their dim lives away, and through the air
The flittermice wheeled whistling: while the glare
Of summer lightnings flashing furtively
Blazed for a moment o'er the sleeping sea.
XIII.
At last, with a long sigh, he turn'd and slidFrom the old rock, and for a little hid
His face amongst the heather-spires that shook
With cool sweet dews: then one last lingering look
Across the twilight seas, whereo'er the moon
Within her crescent shallop would sail soon,
When with swift steps he turn'd and westward fled
Across the moor by a little path that led,
Almost unseen save known, till suddenly,
Screened from the vision of the neighbouring sea,
Low in a dip between two moorland mounds
A cottage lay; whereto with rapid bounds
He sped, and, bearing with him odours of salt foam,
Entered the little doorway of his home.
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XIV.
Almost alone they lived, father and son:The elder had come here, life's joy being done
For him for ever, so that at the least
He might have rest. Nature was his priest
To soothe, and make Hope seem some possible thing
And not the gleam of some phantasmal wing.
Deep in his books he lived; with studious eyes
Scarce noting the young life beside him rise
From childhood into boyhood. Under skies
Far south his wife was born, and there she bore
The fruit that slew her; there for evermore
The man's heart yearnéd with a deathless need,
And thus the child grew up like some wild weed
Fair but untrain'd; a being that loved the birds
And knew their speech, and heard mysterious words
Whispered amid the silence of dim caves
By surging tides; who loved the winds and waves
With passionate joy; and whose clear soul was filled
All day with music, as a lyre is thrilled
By every breath of air: night, morning, noon,
The fires of sunset, th' ever changing moon,
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The ultimate depths of heav'n, the white flocks
Of drifting clouds about the skirts of day—
All these seem'd his in some divine strange way,
And he at one with them, and his glad soul
But one small chord in the harmonic whole.
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CYCLE II. YOUTH'S INHERITANCE.
I.
A vast deep dome wherein the shining firesOf space hung panting, as though keen desires
Burn'd in them to spring forth from the blind force
That held them as in leash; a comet's course
Blazed in the east, and constellations flamed
As through the night they strode; the famed
Canopus, whom on Syrian wastes afar
Men once had worshipp'd, and the fiery star
Aldebaran, and, sword-girt, great Orion
Whose light feared not the moon's—all these outshone
With splendour from dark heaven, and many more
Which mariners know well when drifting o'er
The far south seas: the Southern Cross agleam
With fire shone high, and, as in some fierce dream
A tigress pants, the pulsing star men know
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Blood-red, and purple, green, and blue, and white,
Flamed on the swarthy bosom of the night.
II.
As though the Power that made the NautilusA living glory on the perilous
Wild seas to roam, had from the utmost deep
Call'd a vast flawless pearl from out its deep
And carved it crescentwise, exceeding fair,—
So seem'd the crescent moon that thro' the air
With motionless motion glided from the west,
And sailing onward ever seem'd at rest.
III.
Below, the wide waste of the ocean lay.League upon league of moonled waters, spray
And foam and salt sea-send; a world of sea
By strong winds buffeted. And furtively
At times a shadow loomed above the waves
Only to fade, as men say out of graves
Troop spirits who flee back at mortal gaze;
This shadow was a ship, which many days
Ago had pass'd the doleful straits where sleep
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She seem'd a bird, black, with tremendous wings
Poised high above her, a condor-bird that brings
Death in her sweep. Slowly the shadow grew
Distinct, and the stars seem'd more faint or few,
And the waves waxed wan and leaden, and afar
I' the east the night seem'd troubled: ev'ry spar
Stood forth in outline, and above the topmost sail
The delicate glory of the moon grew pale.
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The night rose from the east, and with slow sweep,Her shadowy robes about her, o'er the deep
Far westward floated; the dusk, her sister fair,
With soft remembering eyes and twilight hair,
From out the brooding depths of heaven stole,
And linger'd with her faint sweet aureole
Of trembling light, as though she could not leave
The shadowy ways she haunted, where waves heave
As sighing in sleep, and as adream the wind
Breathes hushfully. But lo, the east behind
Quivers, and afar the horizon thrills
One moment, and a seabird wails and shrills
Then sinks to rest again. And like a dream
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Upon a child's face ere it falls to sleep,
The tender twilight faded o'er the deep.
V.
Again the whole east trembled, and a hushFill'd sky and sea; and then a rosy flush
Stole upward, as sweet and delicately fair
As pink wild roses in the April air.
And suddenly some shafts of gold were hurled
Right up into the sky, and o'er the world
A molten flood seem'd imminent, till swift
The rose veil parted in a mighty rift,
And the great sun sprang forth, and o'er the sea
Rose up resplendent, shining gloriously.
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White shone the wind-fill'd sails of the tall shipEscaping from the waves, fain to outstrip
This giant of the deep: a league behind
The white track she had made danced in the wind
Foaming and surging, while white clouds of spray
Swept from the bows that cleft their wind-urged way.
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VII.
And suddenly a shout came from the crew,For one had spied emerging from the blue
What seem'd a delicate pale purple band
Of morning cloud; no larger than a hand
It lay asleep upon th' horizon line
And like some lovely amethyst did shine.
But this was land, and eager eyes were bent
To take the wonder in. Even then a scent
Of something sweeter than the salt sea-breeze
Seem'd in the air, odours of spicy trees
And sweet green grass, and fruits, and flow'rs the eye
Sees only 'neath the hot Pacific sky;
And every heart was glad, for each felt free
For one day from the ever present sea.
VIII.
But after noon had passed with scorching raysThe wind grew slack and ceased, and then a haze
Crept from the quivering north, and to and fro
Wandered the windless waves, as white sheep go
Straggling about the meadow-lands when far
The shepherd strays; and from the distant bar,
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What now was seen an island, came the sound
Of breaking billows in a muffled roar,
As in a shell one hears a wave-washed shore.
And soon the sea itself grew still and mild
And seem'd to sleep, just as a little child
After its boisterous play and fretful rest
Lays down its head upon its mother's breast,
And, smiling, becomes one of God's pure things
Once more: and as with folded wings
An angel sleeps upon the buoyant air
So wholly slept the wind; while, with her hair
A misty veil about her, Silence rose
And cast o'er sea and sky her hush'd repose.
IX.
As a dream slowly onward drifts to sleepSo stealthily the windless ship did creep
Closer and closer to the foaming bar;
Noon burned above, like furnace vast afar
Flaming unseen; and, with a dazzling glare,
The sleeping ocean heaved her bosom bare
As some great woman of the giant days
Supine 'mid mountain-grasses in the rays
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With panting breasts: far in cool depths beneath
'Mid swaying loveliness of ocean weed
Bright fish swam to and fro, and with fell speed
The pale shark gleamed and vanish'd, as when Death
Is seen a moment 'mid life's failing breath.
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At last a boat put off from the ship's sideUrged by swift oars,—a speck upon the wide
And dazzling waste: and soon the bar was crossed,
And the long ridge, where foam for ever tossed
Like fountain sprays around, once past, a mile
Of motionless loveliness without the smile
Of even one young rippling wave stretched on
Till its blue lips the white sands fawned upon.
XI.
Swift in the rowlocks swept the oars, and fastThe boat fled strained and throbbing until past
The azure mile, and on the shelving beach
Its brown keel grided sharply; each to each
Shouted with joyous cries and boyish mirth
To feel beneath their feet the steadfast earth
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Circling around, the waving palms on high
Heavy with milk-filled nuts, and branches bent
With juicy fruits, and a little stream that sent
Delicious thrills of thirst thro' each one there
So clear it seem'd and like some living thing
Dancing and splashing in its wandering:
And then to feel the very air fill'd full
Of scents delicious stealing from the cool
Green forest shades, heavy magnolias fair
O'er brimm'd with odours sweet, green maiden-hair
Quivering above the intoxicating bliss
Of heavy laden lilies, each a kiss
Lost to the world of lovers, but grown here
To shape and hue, of festooned orchids made
Of colours such as burn in rainbows, fade
Gloriously in sundown western skies,
Or shine within the splendour of sunrise:
Great fragrant blossoms twined amongst the trees
Like prisoned birds-of-paradise, by bees
And gorgeous insects haunted: and such deeps
Of billowy green (the loveliness that sweeps
The soul more swift to joy than brightest flow'rs),
As though the forest were a myriad bow'rs,
Too fair for man, wrought hither into one
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Laugh'd in the vales of Tempe, or outrun
The stag in Attic woods, or danced upon
Hymettus and the slopes of Helicon.
XII.
But one amongst the joyous men withdrewAnd wander'd inland, for his spirit knew
That rapt delight in its own subtle mood
When the soul craves and yearns for solitude
Akin to its own loneliness of joy.
A man in strength and stature, yet a boy
In years and heart, to whom the whole sweet, fair,
And beautiful world was a thing laid bare
By God for man to love, to whom it seemed
A loveliness more sweet than he had dreamed
Of woman in the passionate dreams of youth:
He saw the joy and glory, not the ruth
And death and grief that unto older eyes
Dwell likewise there, as water underlies
The still white beauty of the frost: but to
The poet it must seem so ever, new
And fresh and wonderful and sweet and true
And ever-changing, for although he know
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With what to him is as the breath of God,
He sees beyond and deeper—every clod
Of earth that holds a flow'r-root is to him
The casement of a miracle; in the grim
Reflux, decay, that doth pervade all things,
He sees not but the shadow of death's wings,
But only mists of sleep and change that drift
Till the bowed face of Life again shall lift.
XIII.
As the hot day swooned into afternoonHotter and hotter grew the air, and soon
All the north-western space of sky became
Heavy, metallic, where the heat did flame
In quivering bronze; and the sea grew changed
Tho' moveless still, as though dark rivers ranged
Purple and green and black throughout its deeps;
At times, as a shudder comes o'er one who sleeps
And dreams of something evil, swiftly flew
Across its face a chill that changed the blue
To a sheet of beaten silver; then again
It slept on as before but as in pain.
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XIV.
And suddenly the ship's gun fired, and thenThree times the ensign dipped; startled, the men
A moment stared, then down the shingly strand
Sped swiftly, and from the silvery sand
That edged the wave-line launched their boat and sprang
Each to his place, and soon there sharply rang
Through the electric air the cleaving oars
That swept them seaward from the island shores.
XV.
The sea seemed changed to oil, heavy and darkAnd smooth, with frequently a blotch-like mark
Or stain, as though the lifeless waves had died
Of some disease and lain and putrified.
And like a drop of oil, heavy and thick,
A raindrop fell making a sheeny flick
That glitter'd strangely; then another came,
Another, and another, till a flame
Of pale wan light flicker'd above the waves
That slept, or lifeless lay, as over graves
New-made a ghastly glimmer drifts and gleams,
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O'er lonely marsh lands thro' each swarthy night.
There was a strange, weird, calm, unearthly light
Shifting about the sky, as o'er the face
Of one who had been fair a smile might chase
The horror of some madness half away.
The raindrops ceas'd: from the boat's oars the spray
Fell heavily: and then once more it rained
Slow drops awhile the boat's crew gained
The ship, where all with waiting anxious eyes
Watched the metallic gloom of brazen skies.
XVI.
And suddenly there crashed a dreadful pealRight overhead—the whole world seem'd to reel
And stagger with the blow: the heaven's womb
Opened and brought forth flame: an awful gloom
Stretched like a pall and shrouded up the sun:
Then once again the thunder seem'd to stun
The shaking firmament, and livid jags
Of lightning tore the cloud-pall into rags,
Again and yet again as tho' 'twere hurled
Straight down for the destruction of the world,
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And ceaselessly the deafening thunder rolled
Above and all around, as though the ship
Was in the hollow of God's hand, whose grip
Would close ere long and into powder grind.
At last burst forth the fury of the wind
Imprison'd long, which like a wild beast sprang
Upon the panting sea and howling swang
Its great frame to and fro, and yelled and tore
Its heaving breast, tossing thick foam like gore
In savage glee about; and like a spray
Of blossom whirled before a gale, away
The ship was swept o'er boiling seas that fled
Before the wild wind howling as it sped
Far from its thunderous caverns overhead.
XVII.
And not till then it suddenly was knownThat on the island whence their barque had flown
One who had thither gone was left behind—
He who had wandered inland: but the wind
Blew ever with a shrill and doleful cry,
Calling the bloodhound waves to faster fly
And seize the fleeing ship; a million deaths
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To turn were to perish, and so they sped
Onward, as helpless as a whirling grain
Of sand upon a tempest-stricken plain.
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Meanwhile the island trembled 'neath the pow'rOf the rushing wind, as though its final hour
Had come upon it; but he whose eager eyes
Watched the frail ship being hurl'd far out of sight
Feared not so much himself the tempest's might
But rather for those friends swept far away.
If saved, he knew that some immediate day
Would see the white sails gleaming on the sea
Beyond the bar again, and joyously
He laughed to think of happy hours to spend
Yet here awhile. Two hours passed, and the end
O' the storm came; and while he watched it sweep
Like a destroying angel o'er the deep
Far to the south, the sun shone forth again,
The birds shook from their wings the clinging rain
And thrilled the air with gladness, and the land
Bloomed out afresh, and on the shining sand
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Miles and miles stretched the foaming dancing ocean,
Tossing blue waves in glee and whirling spray
Hither and thither, until tired of play
And wearying for calm dreams it also grew
Quiet and still and slept in one dense blue.
XIX.
It was now late in the sweet afternoon,The hours of shadow and sweet rest: and soon
The day would fall asleep in sunset clouds
And twilight steal and cover earth with shrouds
Of morning dusk, until the solemn night
Would eastward come crown'd with the lambent light
Of the full golden moon. But still the sun
Hung high in the west, nor would his course be run
For one hour yet or more, and land and sea
Owned him yet lord in regnant majesty.
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On the north-west of the island rose a height,Crown'd with tall waving palms, of coral white
Heaved through long years from sea-depths far below.
Thither the young man turn'd his steps to go
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All marshall'd in magnificent array.
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He passed whole brakes of sweet magnolias, fairOrchids with flushed white breasts and streaming hair,
Lilies with languorous golden eyes, and flowers
That stooped to kiss him from their leafy bowers
Hid in green spaces; then right through a glade
Of trembling tree-ferns wander'd; then the shade
Of lofty palms enclosed him, till he came
Once more on orchids, each one as a flame,
Scarlet, or white, or purple, tree-ferns high
Warming their trailing tresses 'neath the sky
Where the sun burn'd low down, frond laid on frond
Of spiked green cacti, and at last, beyond
A stretch of dazzling sand, laughing in glee
The blue bright jubilant waters of the sea.
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And suddenly he started as though stungBy some hid snake, then down his frame he flung
And looked with eager eyes. Upon the strand
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Of laughing girls: and lo, upon the crown
Of a great billow that came thundering down,
One fair girl-shape with long hair blown behind
Poised for a moment! The soft western wind
Thrill'd with sweet echoed cries, and then once more
A great curved billow swooped upon the shore
Bearing an agile form that gleam'd forth bright
Like shining bronze against the sunset light.
XXIII.
Quite close upon the shore he lay; so near,He saw the happy light within their clear
Dark eyes, and saw their joyous laughter make
A sweetness round their lips, and saw them shake
The thick black tresses of their hair, all wet
With salt sea-spray. He thought that he had met
The fabled syrens, or the nymphs of eld
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To leave their antique Greece—and as he stood
Wrapt in the pleasant vision of this mood,
A cry shrill'd suddenly along the sand,
And in a moment almost the bare strand
Stretched white and lonely, for as shadows flee
When the sun springs impetuously
From mountain peak to peak so swiftly fled
The nude bronze figures. The sinking sun, red
Like a wounded warrior king, lay down
I' the west to die, taking his shining crown
Of gold from off his brow, which unseen hands
Held poised above him in mid air: the lands
That he had conquer'd thro' the long fierce day,
And seas that owned his rule, faded away
Before his filming eyes, but, ere the night
Should come, once more he rais'd his stricken sight
From out the purple royal robes that wound
About his limbs—stared straight, as on a hound
Baying a lion far off, on Night whose size
Gigantic loomed i' the east—strove yet to rise
But could not—so lay back with glazing eyes
Upon the blood-stain'd clouds—while overhead
A star leaped forth knowing his lord was dead.
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XXIV.
But he had heard that in these happy islesFriendly the natives were—that welcome smiles
Met each who wander'd there—so forth he went
Across the shingly strand, then stopped and sent
A shrill cry through the air. And speedily
Tall lissom figures drew anear; then he
By signs related how the changeful sea
Had brought him thither, and how hunger made
Him weary: and thereafter, when he stayed
His signs and waited, one who seem'd a chief
Stepped forth and handed him a palm-tree leaf
In sign of friendship, and with kindly eyes
Lifted his hand and waved it all around
As though to say that all things he had found
Were his, that here he might find welcome rest
And live with them partaking of their best.
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They led him then across the sands to where,In a delicious hollow where cool air
That late had wander'd on the thirsty seas
Dwelt in green spaces, 'neath great branchéd trees
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The old chief led him as an honour'd son,
And soon sweet fruits and flesh of fowl and kid
Were laid before him, plantain-bread amid
Its broad green leaves, and the strong native wine
The palm-nuts give, and sweet fish from the brine
New caught, and water from a running stream
That gurgled near like music in a dream.
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The short and tender twilight had now fled,And all night's starry hosts shone overhead
In myriad fires, and rising suddenly
The orb'd and yellow moon above the sea
Shone full: it might have been the risen soul
From a dead sea whose waves had ceased to roll.
XXVII.
And at the sound of laughter on the sandsThose in the hut came forth: clapping his hands
The old chief made some summons, and anear
One drew—a living loveliness, with clear
Dark wonderful large eyes whose depths contained
The passionate spirit in the flesh enchained:
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Bronzed beautiful neck, round which her waving hair
Swayed like the wind-blown tendrils of a vine,
Or like the tangled sea-weed in the brine
Tide drifted to and fro; her bosom swelled
Urged by her panting heart, as when beheld
Of old the queen, whose face made all the world
One war, the eyes of Anthony—or as
When Helen flush'd when Paris first did pass
Before her with fixt gaze; around her waist
A girdle of fair feathers interlaced
With cowrie shells drooped slant-wise to her knee,
And small and delicate feet, like those that flee
Among the shadowy hills at dawn when far
The twilight hours speed 'fore the morning star,
Press'd but scarce marked the sand: she stood as one
Tranced in a vision, and he as on that sun
Columbus stared that offered him the West.
Love's fire was litten sudden in each breast.
XXVIII.
Ah! in the years to come how that night seemedSome beautiful vision that he long since dreamed!
The moon rose slowly o'er the sea, as though
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The stars shone as bright flow'rs: the leagueless deep
Had lullabied its waters into sleep,
And only at long intervals there blew
A cool soft fanning wind that ere long grew
Aweary also, and so stirred aside
The slow reluctant leaves and like a tide
Crept ever farther in amongst the trees
Till in a little dell, with flow'rs the bees
Haunted all day, it sank to restful ease.
Laughter and wild strange music from curv'd shell
And palm-tree flute far echoed; the sea swell
Urged hushfully its endless monotone—
And he the ship had left stood there alone
And knew it not, for his whole life was filled
With the utter peace, and his spirit thrilled
With imminent joy, and all his heart was hot
With new-born love, and all else was forgot.
XXIX.
When he that night lay sleeping on his bedWoven of palm-tree fibre, strange dreams fled
Like ghosts through the dark valley of his sleep.
He dreamt he saw the green weeds of the deep
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And 'neath their convolutions lo! there lay
Two shining gems that seem'd alive with light:
And then he dreamt that dark eternal night
Brooded for ever, without change, around—
Till suddenly two stars leaped with a bound
From out the womb of chaos, staring straight
Upon him: and next he dreamed that fate
Had wash'd his wan drown'd body to the strand
Where the waves wanton'd with him, when a hand
He saw not pulled him from the brine that made
His tangled hair like sea-weed, softly laid
His wave-tossed head upon a bank of flow'rs, and drew
A palm branch 'twixt him and the burning blue
Of heaven; and then he oped his weary eyes
And met the gaze of one from Paradise:
And then he woke, and knew the gems he saw
Down in the ocean depths with such strange awe,
And the two stars that made th' eternal night
Pregnant with message, and the orbs that o'er
Him bent when death had washed him to the shore,
Were each time but the eyes of her whose gaze
Had flashed to his soul's utmost depths, whose face
Seem'd burned and printed on his heart, whose grace
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The fair mirage 'fore him who far off notes
Its unsubstantial beauty, shining clear
Yet never to be reached or be brought near.
XXX.
Six days passed, and it seem'd as though he hadDwelt there since birth: joyous, unthinking, glad,
He was at one with those who lived around.
They called him by some sweet name like a sound
Of distant music, and the name that meant
So much to him and all the quick blood sent
Up to her face whene'er to her he spake
Was Aluhà. Oft by a little lake
That inland lay half hidden by great white
And scented lilies, curtain'd from the light
By tall and shadowy fronds of fern, they strolled
Hand claspt in hand; and when the fragrant gold
That was the heart of some great forest-flow'r
Fell on their face and hands in a sudden show'r,
Stirred by some quivering wing of bird the heat
Kept silent 'midst the leaves, her laughter sweet
Rippled like falling water, till their eyes
Of a sudden met, and a swift flush did rise
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And his hand trembled as of one who knows
A perilous abyss beside him yawn.
And in the tender beauty of the dawn
Together they went down and watched the sea
With little wavelets splashing hushfully
Beyond the breaking rollers, till afar
The east was seen to tremble, and a star
Made of pure gold to twinkle on a wave,
Till suddenly the sun, as from a grave
A soul might spring rejoicing, sprang sheer up
Above the sky-line—and as from a cup
O'er-brimm'd the flooded water pours, clear gold
Along the lifted waves resistless rolled.
XXXI.
And on the seventh day the tropic sunGrew fiercer still; the noon-heats seemed to stun
Both sea and land, and the long afternoon
Lay like a furnace on the deep: the moon
Sailed through the breathless sky at last and brought
Cool shadows; till a little breeze long sought
Wander'd on vagrant wings unto the isle.
Where the strand crescent curv'd, almost a mile
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Of forest, sweet with heavy scents, the end
Of a magnolia brake; and overhead
Tall tree-ferns waved, and thick grass made a bed
Where the dark sky and stars were seen alone,
And the sea was not save for its hush'd moan.
XXXII.
And there the lovers lay silent and still.At times the listless wind would send a thrill
Through the dark leaves, or a hidden bird would shake
Its wings while dreaming, or a wave would break
On the unseen sea with an unusual sound,
Or suddenly a beetle on the ground
Would clang its sharded wings, yet these but made
The silence deeper. Lost within the shade
The lovers lay: her dark eyes watched a star
Straining in heaven as though its fires impelled
It forth to spring where it far down beheld
The earth in soft light spin; he watched her eyes
Reflect the panting star-fire in the skies;
And then he trembled, and once strove to speak
But could not. Then against his flushing cheek
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Brushed gently: then he sudden stooped and pressed
His lips to hers, and clasped her close and cried
In a strange voice Aluhà! Side by side
Silent they lay awhile, as though half dazed
By extreme passion: till at last she raised
Her eyes to his with one long look that thrilled
His spirit with love's ecstasy fulfilled.
XXXIII.
And like a dream the long night drifted past,As a thick mist, stirred by no mountain blast
But moving in some strange mysterious way,
Drifts o'er the steep hill sides. Faint, wan, and grey
The far east grew, and in the dusky sky
The moon sail'd lustreless, and mistily
The planets shone, and paled each starry fire
Each like some sad and unfulfill'd desire.
XXXIV.
And when the sun rose it was in a mistWrought of pale gold, purple, and amethyst,
Changing to lovely carmine, then to rose,
Then to a faint blue haze of heat; like snows
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Each wandering cloud faded the sun behind:
And over all the quivering sky there spread
A deepening haze, so that overhead
The sun tho' flaming fiercely was not seen.
Ere this the light stirred through their leafy screen
And woke the lovers: in his eyes the fire
Of passion was not quenched, and still desire
Dwelt in the shadowy depths of those he loved:
Still hand in hand they lay; and neither moved,
As though they feared the breaking of some charm
Too dear for speech. At last she stole her arm
Around his neck and put her lips to his
And wedded him again with one long kiss—
And all the blood within him was like wine
Burning his veins; his spirit felt divine
In the first flush of love surpassing sweet,
And in this climax life seem'd made complete.
XXXV.
Then hand in hand, with ever and againEyes seeking eyes, as though with hungry pain
Love starved for reassurance, ever new
And wonderful,—they went, shaking the dew
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There was an ominous absence of all sound
Such as most mornings knew; the quivering haze
Curtain'd the well-lov'd sky, and to their gaze
It seemed the palms and heavy flowers stooped
Already heavy, and in the shadow drooped
The birds with half closed wings, or swiftly sped
Voiceless to deeper shade: but overhead
A whirling insect flew with a fierce drone
Shrill and metallic: with a stifled moan
The brooding sea remembered some old grief.
And when upon the ground a wither'd leaf
Fell rustling, though not a breath of wind blew there,
It whirled in circles thro' the electric air.
XXXVI.
Aluhà passed into her hut, and heSought coolness in his own: noon heavily
Drew near, and with a brooding sense of pain
Fill'd up the day. All nature seem'd to strain
Expectant of some evil, as men wait
Helpless the heavy hand of imminent fate.
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XXXVII.
And suddenly like some far distant gunA long low rumble mutter'd: the red sun
Shrunk thro' a livid mist, and shone no more.
A billowy swell swept swiftly on the shore
Though no wind blew; the oily sea was freaked
With lines such as a stagnant pool is streaked;
And the tall palm-trees shiver'd, as a breath
Of icy air had whispered them of death.
XXXVIII.
Again, like far artillery in the sky,The distant thunder rattled: a low sigh
Moan'd o'er the deep, but not a drop of rain
Fell from above,—then all was still again.
Dark and more dark it grew, as though the day
Were shadow'd in eclipse; but far away
Strange sudden lights were darting through the clouds,
Like gleaming corpse lights o'er a dead sun's shrouds;
And darker still it grew, till overhead
Aterrible livid blackness was outspread
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Still the same awful silence! Mile on mile
Of wan and purply waters lay as tho'
They sank from some fierce scourge, and to and fro
A surface-current twisted like a black
And sinuous serpent; the salt sea-wrack
Oozed out a filthy scum that sullenly
Blotched the dead calm with spots like leprosy.
XXXIX.
And suddenly, as 'twere the crash of doom,Heaven seem'd to rock! From out the blasted womb
Of the thick darkness belched a stream of fire
Blazing and burning, as though hell's desire
Furrowed the world, that shook and quaked and reeled
As deafeningly the dreadful thunder peeled
From horrible abysses in the sky.
And in the midst thereof a piercing cry
Of human pain followed a livid flash
Of lightning, when again a dreadful crash
Blasted the air o'erhead while rock and steep
Shook as by motion of the swaying deep.
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XL.
Then, as though all the floods that heav'n had storedFor days and days were loose, the dense rain poured
Downward in blinding torrents: till an hour
Dragged slowly past; and then it seem'd the power
O' the storm had vanish'd. Far off in the east
The thunder howled still, like a savage beast
Famished and tearing at its stricken prey.
But from the isle it was now far away,
And the sun shone once more, and a cool breeze
Blew from the south, and the drench'd dripping trees
Flashed as though clad in shining coats of mail.
And lo! upon the west sea-marge a sail
Hover'd like some white bird,—but heeding not
The sea or what it held the lover sought
His bride of one sweet night, and drawing near
Called Aluhà! And then with sudden fear
He saw her father's hut was torn half down
And part all scarred and scorched; its crown
Of palm leaves was no more, but on the ground
Lay strewn and broken; and not a single sound
Bless'd his strained ear. With shaking hands he drew
The fallen leaves aside, and then he knew
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Above the din! With all her lovely hair
Strewn o'er the delicate bosom's dusky grey,
And with closed eyes, hence loveless, quiet she lay.
Only adown the tender brow there ran
A narrow furrow. Close by lay a man,
Her brother, with a scorch'd and blacken'd cheek,
And on his face the unenfranchised shriek
Which swift death intercepted: without stain
Or mark dead also the old chief! All pain
Was over for them, and their little life
Was ended as a dream or bygone strife.
XLI.
So still they lay: he could not quite believeEach spark of life had fled. Could cruel fate weave
Such sorrow from her loom for no good end?
But when he took the hand which used to send
Such tremors through him, kissing it again
And yet again, and felt the dreadful pain
Of no response, and in a numbed strange daze
Looked in the eyes where from his eager gaze
Death shrouded up the soul, he knew at last
All that had come to him: his sweet dream past,
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But only a stinging memory to brood o'er,
Life turned a little wearier, and the morn
Of youth grief-clouded, older grown, forlorn—
When all this came upon him the sobs shook
His strong young frame. And then once more he took
His dear love in his arms, and kissed her lips
As though her spirit yet from the eclipse
Wherein it lay might wake, calling her wife
And darling, his dear love, his joy, his life,
Till the sobs choked his utterance and stayed
The agony of his loss. And then he laid
Her gently down, and one long farewell gazed
Then left and wander'd forth as one half dazed.
XLII.
'Twas late in the afternoon when down the strandHe saw one running towards him with his hand
Pointing out seaward o'er the curving bay.
And lo! before his eyes his own ship lay
With yards squared round, and urged by splashing oars
The longboat steering for the island shores.
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XLIII.
A few short hours ago he would have bidThe old life glad good-bye, choosing amid
The island folk to dwell—but now the land
Was hateful to him, for no loving hand
Would beckon him again by the little lake
That slumber'd lily-clad; no eyes would make
His heart beat fast with joy; and never again
Would the dear voice replace the last hour's pain.
XLIV.
So, when the boat's keel grided on the shore,And eager shipmates clasped his hand once more,
A great weight was uplifted from his heart:
Yet was he loth when the hour came to part
With those who loved him and had made him seem
One of themselves. But soon 'twas all a dream
Strange and unreal, when, standing on the deck,
He saw the island lessen to a speck
In the fast gathering twilight. Soon his eyes
No more beheld the earthly paradise
Where he had tasted the sweet joy of love,
Yet the same solemn moon that sailed above
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Through one delicious, lost, remember'd hour.
XLV.
For youth is but a glad forgetfulness,Or rather, passing onward: the years bless
With such sweet copious gifts, the soul stays not
To linger with sad sorrows best forgot
But like the tender south wind of the spring
It goes from flow'r to flow'r, while glad birds sing
And the blue skies are fair: what good to wait
By this or that blown rose until too late
We find the sombre autumn drawing nigh
Wherein few roses bloom? For steadily
The years come round wherein past youth doth seem
The irrevocable beauty of a dream.
For a very vivid and beautiful description of the skill of the Pacific Islanders in this native pastime see the fascinating volume by Mr. C. W. Stoddard, entitled Summer Cruising in the South Seas. (1874.)
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CYCLE III. MANHOOD AND WOMANHOOD'S INHERITANCE.
I.
“Five years have passed, and still the world has broughtBut little change to me. High things I sought
For mind and hand to do: the world seem'd fair
Before me, and I felt the strength to dare
And conquer. Five short years since that day
When, for the last time, I looked on the grey
Belovéd college walls, and knew at last
That manhood had begun and youth was past.”
II.
So to himself spake Arnold Selwyn, asWith slow enjoying steps he trod the grass
Fresh with cool dews and gentle summer show'rs
In the sweet dawn of a May day, whose hours
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Far from the city smoke—for 'neath the trees
Heavy with myriad lamp-like chestnut blooms
Of Kensington he wander'd: from hot rooms
He came, where all the summer evening through
The dancers had not flagged. The blackbirds flew
About his path, with mellow voices clear
Full fluted, and, from an old beech-tree near,
A song-thrush, poised upon a branch wind sway'd,
Sang wild with its own music, till afraid
With extreme bliss its tremulous trills piped low
And with a far-off sadness, like the flow
Of windless waters on an alien beach—
Till the soft lights among the green leaves, each
A little waving wing, its heart away
Swept in a tide of joy once more; the spray
Shook with its wild delight, which thrill'd and thrill'd
Till silenced in sheer ecstasy. It fill'd
The heart of him who listen'd with a glad
Rebirth of youth—such joy as Chaucer had
(A singer like the birds) when wandering
Through woods at dawn in some old English spring.
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III.
And the rooks wheeled up black against the skyCawing with busy clamour; shrill and high
A distant lark rejoiced; the redbreasts sang
Amidst the chestnut-snows and sparrows sprang
From bough to bough low twittering; from tall
And sunlit limes, in soft aerial fall
The delicate scented blossoms waver'd down,
And sweet the tender grass smelt. From the town
A distant murmuring sound subdued and far
Hummed thro' the leafy boughs, but did not mar
The woodland sweetness—as we often hear,
Lying 'mid the mossy roots of some old peer
Amongst his fellow oaks, with nought else round
But waving ferns and nestled near the ground
Shy primrose tufts, a low, faint, soothing sound
Steal from some unseen hollow wherein moves
O'er pebbly channels and thro' time-worn grooves
With soft, slow, gurgling music a clear stream
Twisting and turning like a silver gleam.
IV.
But with the gladness was a mingled painThat stayed the longer: and sad thoughts again
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Though fickle moods seemed with him, moods that ranged
From sadness into brightness, for there changed
Often upon his face for a little while
The wearied look for a remembering smile
Of something pleasant—wordless memories
That brought a shining softness to his eyes.
V.
“Five years ago I thought the world lay wideBefore my youth, and that the first spring-tide
Would bear me on to fortune. As then, still
The world is—but the world is oped by will
And not by hope. And when I lightly drew
My anchor from the old tried faiths, I knew
But little of the yawning depths that roll
With dreadful power around the labouring soul
That seeks but finds no haven. All seem'd straight
And easy to o'ercome, and fortunate fate
To be assured: too fortunate, alas!
For each of these five useless periods was
To me a snare, and with each month therein
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The work that makes true manhood noble when
My spirit should say now! Thus was it then,
And so it is even yet. Drifted about
By this view or by that, each put to rout
By every phase successive—with no aim
Of definite purpose, yet desiring fame
In whatsoever thing I undertook
I might have guessed that failure would outlook
My path all round. And yet I know that I
Have gifts beyond the accomplishments that lie
Within the grasp of most; art has to me
Been ever a fair dream: it now shall be
Something beyond the pleasure of an hour.
Let me work out my manhood thus, with pow'r
Such as I have, and give to it my heart
And soul: for true laborious work's the part
And portion of each man, and he who shirks
Labour of hand and mind, and feebly lurks
In weary and empty byways of his life
Moves ever backward. For in steadfast strife
And upward toil alone can there be found
That which each soul to fuller life shall round.”
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VI.
Hark, the wild thrush notes once again! He heardThe full soul singing right o'erhead, and stirred
No further step, but listen'd with rapt ears
And thrilling sense: even as in old years
Long past the young Marsyas might have stood
And hearken'd such an one fill all the wood
With matchless music, learning thence the song
Of fluted notes he would regret ere long.
VII.
It ceased, song being at last expressionless,And onward Arnold went, with on his face
The sunshine of some inner pleasantness.
His thoughts had backward flown to where last night
From out the throng of dancers on his sight
One face had fixt itself, passing him by
Unconscious,—as a dream mysteriously
Bears sometimes from the haunted lands of sleep
A wonderful vision with dark and deep
Presageful eyes, and face that doth inherit
All man's lost dreams of beauty, pale brows lit
As by some inner radiance, and a mouth
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Long since Troy razed and wasted for a kiss—
Swims from the depths of sleep, but ere the bliss
Groweth real fades silently away
As into night melts twilight wan and grey,
So that the soul but faint remembrance has
When morning comes. Beneath him on the grass
He saw the upturn'd face and the deep eyes
Wherein love brooded half awake; the skies,
Smiling on summer with a languid peace,
Held it within their depths; and 'mid the trees
Shadowed by waving boughs, he saw it move
And vanish—a will-o'-the-wisp of love.
VIII.
And ever and again within his mindThe hours of the past night relived—the wind
Singing an undertone wherein the word
“Lilian” rose and fell, as the sea is stirred
By tidal heaves at ninth-wave intervals.
He stood within the flashing mirror'd walls
And watched the dancers pass, until that face
Glanced close to his with its supreme sweet grace
Of loveliness—and then as one whose eyes
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Out of the seas after a weary time
Of tossing to and fro in a bitter clime,
So kept his gaze transfix'd where'er she went.
At last the time came when his head he bent
Before her, and heard spoken the sweet name
That now the wind repeated. A soft shame
Flushed the pale delicate face, as a white rose
Were crimsoning beneath the kiss of June,
Being conscious of his furtive eyes; and soon
They left the crowded rooms, and in a cool
Green-leaved recess, where, in a little pool
Fern-fringed and rock-girt, with a gentle sway
Of sound a sheeny fountain splashed alway,
They sat unseen of any. Something strange
Had come to him; he knew not what, some change
That brought a thrilling sense of a delight
Of imminent revealment, while the night
Seemed some prolonged enchantment leading on
To joys expectant afar off. Upon
His ears the blent strains of the music fell
With hushful sound, and o'er his soul a spell
Seemed cast, sweet as on fields of asphodel
Shadowed by palms of Paradise doth steep
Each new-come spirit in a joy of sleep.
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IX.
They err who say that love must be of slowAnd well-proved growth—as if the heart must glow
Alone as the fanned flames of a slow fire.
Love ofttimes springs, clothed with a wild desire,
And takes the reins of life in hand ere quite
The soul hath felt the change; and fills the eyes
With ardent longing and a glad surprise
And a strange light and rapture beyond speech.
One looks upon another, and for each
The past has suddenly grown old, a flame
Is lit within each heart, and a soft shame
Dwells in each look, and life yearns unto life
And all the world with hopes and fears seems rife.
X.
Before they left that night both eyes had toldA similar tale, and each stirred heart did hold
The rumour of a sudden happiness.
But few words passed; yet love doth oft express
Himself in silence best. The casual touch
Of lace, or falling flo w'r, or hand,—all such
Were ministers of love that sent a thrill
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Of a calm sea swift airs go wandering—
And when his lips once said some little thing
And laughed, whereby his breath breathed on her hair
She flushed and trembled, and her bosom fair
Heaved with a quicken'd motion, a swift beat
That whisper'd something new and strange and sweet.
XI.
At last they had to part, but when she wentHe saw before him still each lineament
Of the fair girlish face; and but one word
'Mid all the noise around his spirit heard,
The one word “Lilian.” And when far away
Her carriage rolled through the awakening day
And chastened sweetness of the dawn the air
Seemed full of music, and the wind to bear
On its soft pinions, as a bird might do,
The burden of his name whose love she knew.
XII.
Hark! hark! O sweet and clear, again, again,The over rapturous thrush with a half pain
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The air alive with song: with fluted call
The blackbird sounds his summons to his mate,
And the rooks cawing in the air await
The signal for their uniform ascent
To distant fields. And homeward Arnold went
With a changed life and purpose of his own
And the long follies of his youth outgrown.
XIII.
Three months passed, wherein life at last was foundNo idle dream, but ever steadfast round
Of labour—and where love half-guessed had spun
A weft of magic. Love indeed had won
His soul from sloth, and given to him a hope
That would not die again, but that would ope
The future to his arms: and love had brought
Each aspiration that he once forgot
Back to his mind once more; and love each day
Was with him and his soul did sway
Hither and thither ever tending higher,
And ever grew the strength of his desire
For her he loved, as a long trammelled fire
In mines beneath the soil doth grow and grow
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Above the enfringing depths. She was to him
A faith, a hope, a joy, the wine at the brim
Of that which held life's last draught and supreme:
She was the moon to lead his waves—the dream
To inspire—the guide to reach the road—
The hand to slack the burden of life's load.
XIV.
Not yet had words escaped him—yet she knewHe loved her; and her fair face daily grew
Sweeter with knowing it; and her heart was fill'd
With joy. And ofttimes bright dreams she would build
Wherein the two with wedded love would reach
To that which poets dream of when they teach
Love is the key of life. And so went by
The months, until the clear autumnal sky
Saw the oak change to russet, and the planes
Grow yellow, and the equinoctial rains
Wash the white dust from off the beech-tree leaves,
With heaped up here and there damp amber sheaves
Of elm and chestnut, and the sunburnt mould
Gleaming with fallen leaves of lime-tree gold.
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XV.
Both had been absent from the dusty townThrough the late summer. Where the cliffs shelve down
Most steeply to the surging Cornish seas
A little village lies, which the spray flees
Right over when a wild wind's from the west—
And there they both by chance had found a rest
From dusty London for a time; but soon
She left again, and then, as is a tune
With sudden discord filled, so seem'd the place
To Arnold not the same when once her face
Haunted the shores no more. Yet still he strove
To reach the secret that he sought; and wove
Upon the canvas a fair dream that would
Inherit all the passion of his mood.
So the days passed in work, the nights in dreams
Of love, save when the August moon's full beams
Tempted him forth to hear the night waves chime
Their inarticulate prophecies sublime,
And the sea lay his hoary head beneath
The shadow of the cliffs and faintly breathe.
So went the happy weeks until at last
He knew that he must leave: one night he passed
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Rapt in sweet dreams—the next he heard the hoarse
And constant turmoil of the streets. But here
He was near that which made his life seem dear.
XVI.
Cloudless the sky was, calm and soft and blue:Cawing, the homeward rooks in circles flew
Above the lofty elms, and everywhere
The sparrows twitter'd thro' the warm still air;
Eastward the chestnuts, cluster'd near the banks
Of the Long Water in irregular ranks,
Faded into a tender gauzy mist,
And the Pond deepened into amethyst
Bright with the mimic sails that flashed upon
Its rippling wash; and a faint carillon
Of far-off bells blent with the bleating cries
Of sheep and children's laughter. The flushed skies
Grew crimson with the splendour of the sun
Burning the west, and like a vestal nun
Pure, cold and white the crescent moon hung high
In the mid-heaven, and Venus' flashing eye
Watched from the dove-hued south half tremulously.
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XVII.
West of the Serpentine the beeches makeCool shadowy haunts, wherein whene'er they shake
Their leaflets to the ground, 'tis like green rain
Waving adown from boughs where it has lain
Hid from the scorching sun—so cool and green
They seem a glade far in some woodland scene
Where the birds build and sing and never know
Disturbing fears, with near some streamlet slow
Meandering with cool lisping sounds, where calls
The kingfisher by day, and when dusk falls
The moorhen, nightjar and the whistling bat.
And in the shadow of those beeches sat
Arnold and Lilian, listening without words
To the last twilight cries of drowsy birds,
And watching the flushed glory of the west
Halo the sinking sun that sought his rest
Where none could see him, and the golden flow
Raiment the palace with a tender glow.
XVIII.
And when at last the highest elm-tree branchCaught the last gold, and the small waves did blanch
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And the last crimson cloudlet paled away,
Each turn'd to each, with gaze that was the gate
Wherethrough their souls' speech went, confederate
In desire; and then his hand took hers, and still
No word was spoken, but an equal thrill
Stirred every nerve of each deliciously.
At last he spoke, saying, “Lilian,” tenderly,
“Lilian, I love you!” And beneath the tears
That dimmed her eyes he saw the promised years
Wherewith in love she dower'd him: and life
Seemed changed from night to day, to peace from strife;
And silence lay between them like a sea
Wherein two wandering currents suddenly
Meet and unite and no more separate be.
XIX.
Homeward at length they went when the dusk grewBy stealthy shades to night. Each spirit knew
The sundering of self when a soul gives
Its best to another. The hour that lives
Memorial thro' each life that once has loved
Had come to them; and as deep pools are moved,
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By the same wind, so at the sudden word
Of love both hearts throbbed wildly with the same
Divine emotion—thro' each life the flame
Already burn'd that yet a pillar of fire
Would be from out the wastes of low desire
To guide each soul to emprise ever higher.
XX.
Before the leafless boughs beneath the snowDreamed of dead summers or the leaves that low
The winds had scatter'd were grown wholly old
And shrivell'd, and still some lingering gold
Shone palely here and there against the haze
Of rainy skies in bleak November days,
Their lives were joined in one, their streams were blent
In one seagoing river! Forth they went
With hearts strung high and each soul confident.
XXI.
Twin married lives hence hand in hand they choseTheir paths together—fronting whate'er rose
Of evil or of sorrow on their way
With equal gaze: and ever day by day
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Still closer to the rock o'er which it flings
Its matted shade heedless of winds that beat
Its lonely height: and as the flow'rs make sweet
The blesséd days of Spring, that every year
Seem to become more wonderful and dear,
So little joys and hopes made daily life
Seem fair to them, soothing the fret and strife
That is the heritage of all. Their love
Indeed was life: and dear the joys thereof.
Ah, love is not a seed blown heedlessly
By any devious wind across the sea
That hems us in; a seed that in earth's womb
Grows till the day when in its perfect bloom
The sun's kiss warms it and its blossoms make
A fragrance for the wind to lift and shake
Along the tufted grass—till one day come
The frosts of winter when the birds are dumb
And the leaves fall'n and dead, when it is blown
Seaward again from whence it once had flown,—
Blown hence by devious winds, rewhirled again
Back to the wastes amid wild wind and rain!
Nay, love is not like this: it is the breath
That blows across the sterile lands of death;
It is the wind that o'er the tropic seas
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It is not but a dream that in man's sleep
Dries up a little while tired eyes that weep
Then fades to let the weary day begin,
But is the goal that every life must win
Or suffer. Love is the immaculate wind
That blows across the drifted years behind
Our human course, and bloweth far away
Beyond the furthest beacons on our way;
Eternal round our little finite day.
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CYCLE IV. OLD AGE'S INHERITANCE.
I.
Northward long leagues of plain, until the eyeGrew wearied with a vast monotony
Like that of the far seas, long leagues of plain
Grass-cover'd, which for weeks and months had lain
Beneath the scorching of the Austral sun,
Thirsting with drought: beyond, the sands begun
And stretched a dreary desert where nor beast
Nor man were often seen. Far to the east
Rolled also the long grassy plains, tanned brown
And crisp with heat, where the hot sun shone down
Day after day, with rays athirst to find
Some lingering moisture—where no cooling wind
Blew ever, save when the lamplike stars swung low
From the vast depths of heav'n, and rising slow
The moon usurp'd the night; then ofttimes blew
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The cool breath of the South Pacific seas.
West of the loghouse, gum and wattle-trees
Rose miles away, and miles beyond them still
Dim densely-wooded ranges, hill on hill
Cover'd with mint and box and sassafras,
White stringy bark and the coarse upland grass.
Southward the ground shelved downward to a stream
That lispéd through the rushes like a gleam
Of beaten silver, shallow, yet that filled
The sunken pools where rains of winter spilled
Themselves and were not lost: and overshore
The grassy plains, but greener, swept once more
For half a mile, until like a green sea
They laved against a base whence solemnly
A vast and ancient forest stretched away.
About the house itself, rough-hewn and grey,
A lovely creeper, such as stars the trees
With large and yellow blossoms that each breeze
Casts like gold globes of fragrance o'er the ground,
Clung with a wavy tenderness around
The stain'd peeled logs; and at one end there grew
An English rose that underneath the blue
Australian sky gave red blooms full as sweet
As the winds kiss in Kent, that loved the heat
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For burning hours. In front dark violets dreamed
Of their ancestral haunts in English woods
Where the thrush flutes his song and the dove broods
Through the green-shadowed noon; with lilies, white
And holy as the shining stars of night,
Brought also o'er the seas from out the West.
Acacias shaded them, in one a nest
Where a sweet songbird dwelt and wooed its mate
Each spring recurrent with insatiate
Heart of music. A wide verandah ran
Round half the house, which, whene'er noon began
To burn the freshness up, still kept a place
Wherein cool airs might wander—with the grace
Of vine leaves overgrown, that large and green
Made a soft, wavy, and delicious screen.
II.
This was the house which, after years gone byIn many wanderings underneath the sky
That held the Austral stars, John Armitage
At length had built for home; here to old age
His last ten years had grown, and here he knew
That he would look his last upon the blue
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Yet wishing not to shun the soul's rebirth
Through the dark womb of death. About him were
His children, flowers around his sepulchre
Of years—and like sweet youngling buds new blown
His children's children, who were yet his own
To love and cherish. Only she who bore
This noble fruit on earth would never more
Hear each loved voice say Mother, or take hold
Of tiny hands, or in her arms enfold
The weary one who slept. She who had been
His wife and friend thro' every changing scene
Had left him years ago, and in his eyes
The silent yearning lay till Paradise
Should one day see the lovers meet again.
But full of peace he was, and the dull pain
Of loss beyond all words lay down so deep
In his soul's depths it almost seemed to sleep.
III.
Life still was full of pleasantness, of peaceAnd calm content: for when his years should cease
The record would go down of one whose life
Through all the stress and peril of its strife
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The early dangers of an unknown waste
Undaunted through each failure till at last
The years that nothing brought but toil were past.
IV.
The summertide was full, and through the heatThe flowers gave up their heavy odours sweet
In rich comminglement, as fancies go
Wing'd and rich-hued for ever to and fro
Amidst the haunted silences that are
The realms of reverie, where, like a star
Alone in a wan dusk, the soul doth seem
The mystic dreamer or itself the dream.
V.
Since from the wattles, at the break of morn,The joyous magpie sang its lilting scorn
For those who waken'd not, till now the noon
Had burned itself away and twilight soon
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The old man had been glad, for far away
His flocks and herds were scatter'd o'er the runs
Far stretching, and to each one of his sons
He had apportioned out an equal share,
Feeling the burden of his years a care
Best lighten'd now. The busy day being done
He rested 'neath his vines, watching the sun
The deep blue of the sky to crimson change
And golden hang o'er the last purple range.
VI.
The heat still made a silence everywhere,Save when, at intervals, the startled air
Shook with the laughter of the mocking-bird
Strident and harsh: or when afar was heard
Once only the shy lyre-bird's voice from deep
Within the forest, where the stream did sleep.
VII.
And as a dream before him his past lifeMoved in a vision—all the toil and strife,
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That fate had brought: and heard dead voices call
Like faint sweet echoes from a distant world.
He saw the day on which the sails were furl'd
Upon the ship that lay in port at last,
And how his eager wandering eyes were cast
Upon the new strange land: and how the days
And weeks went by until he sought the ways
That led due north thro' almost trackless bush
Till far from men, and still did onward push
Until before his eyes the unclaimed plains
Lay stretched for leagues, and saw the winter rains
Fill up the lonely stream with floods that would
Outlast the drought. And how the years went, rude
And rough, but happy, often stirred and thrilled
With danger;—till all things being fulfilled
That he had hoped for, one week he rode down
To the far distant port, already a town
Where he had seen but huts, and to his side
Clasped one he welcomed as his promised bride
Come over seas to join him. And how sweet
The after years slid by on rapid feet
Joy-wing'd: for ever their love grew and grew
From year to year, unchanging, deep, and true.
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VIII.
And how at last a dreadful day there cameWhen she he loved lay dying, and the flame
Of life slow flicker'd to its certain end.
Above the dear dead face his lips did blend
To take one farewell kiss, and then he rode
Far through the bush to bear alone his load
Of bitter anguish, and to let his tears
Flow for the vanish'd sweetness of his years.
IX.
'Twas the full tide of summer, and the daysWere sated with the cloudless, changeless blaze
Of the fierce sun: but close to a small pool
Of running water, shaded by the cool
O'erarching tree-fern fronds, they made a grave
Lonely and sacred as where sea-depths lave
The coral beds where pale drown'd mariners lie.
The vast primeval forest round—the high
Deep dome above, the wondrous stars at night
And the strange glory of the moon's soft light—
These watched and brooded o'er her grave, and kept
An endless watch above her where she slept.
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X.
A lyre-bird sang a low melodious songFar off, then ceased: a soft wind swept along
The lofty gums and breathless died away:
And Silence woke and knew her dream was day.
XI.
Hush, from the trackless depths comes what sweet soundIneffable! Do spirits underground
In hollow caverns ring phantasmal chimes
For elfin deaths in faery sunless climes—
Or does some sad aerial spirit high
In serene air suspend the listening sky
With sweet remember'd music of joy-bells
Changing for death? Hush! how it swells and swells
Still sweet and low and sad,—as tho' the peal
Were chimed in forest-depths where never steal
Sounds from the world beyond, and where no noise
Breaks ever the long dream. It was the voice
Of the mysterious bird whose bell-like note
Chimes through the Austral noon as church bells float
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Sometimes but once it sang, as when the foam
On northern seas sleeps on the ebbing tide
And scarcely stirs the Inchcape's sounding side
To one faint clang: then ceased: then once again
Tolled out with silver sweetness its part pain,
Part reverie over some belovéd thing:
At last it too was still, recovering
Some dream to brood upon with voiceless peace.
To each who listen'd there a calm surcease
Of sorrow came, and in each aching breast
There was a sense of toil foregone, of rest.
XII.
Before him these dead years and joys repassed,Watching the sun go down. His thoughts at last
Brooded upon his spirit's imminent flight
From life, when unto him the eclipsing night
Would come with shrouds impenetrably dark.
Yet death he feared not: whether his soul's barque
Should sail the infinite deeps knowing no end,
Or to some far, far strand its course should tend
Whereon at last to rest and voyage no more,
Or whether it should founder ere the shore
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For ever by the waves of death,—not less
Would he thank God for the great happiness
Of having lived at all. Why should man seek
That which his soul might find itself too weak
To bear—God's own supreme eternity?
Shall not the cycles or the æons be
Enough for him,—his spirit find a goal
At last? Nay, whether the tried human soul
Lives out new lives on earth again alone,
Or speeds triumphant far beyond the zone
Of that which we call Time till, æons pass'd,
It finds its ultimate goal and rest at last,
Or whether it eternal is, with Him
Whom we half think we see, our eyes being dim,
It still is well. In each alone His breath
Would be the Lord of life, the Lord of death.
XIII.
Such were his thoughts this last day of the yearWaning 'mid summer heats instead of clear
Cold skies and frost and icy northern wind.
At last the sun's flames burned right out behind
The furthest range; a strange delicious blue
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Thin filmy veils of azure gossamer
Out of the depths of heav'n and trailed them where
The great gums spread their branches thro' the air.
XIV.
But ere the short and shadowy twilight cameThe bush was no more still: each tree became
Alive with sound, and the cool dusky skies
Shrill with the shrieks of parrots and the cries
Of crested cockatoos and parrakeets
In thousands, swarming from their green retreats,
With over all the hoarse and chuckling sounds
From laughing-birds; and when with mighty bounds
The kangaroos fled far in sudden fright
There swelled the dingo's howl. In the cool light
The fierce cicalas whirred their deafening noise
From ev'ry bole, and oft a querulous voice
Told where opossums hid: with resonant hum
The grey mosquitoes wheeled around each gum
Ceaseless and fierce: and not until had come
The night itself grew all the clamour dumb.
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XV.
Slowly the vast round Austral moon becameThe glory of the night: and each a flame
Purple, or blue, or white, the stars hung low
From blue-black skies. Serene, and calm, and slow
The last night of the year to death did go.
XVI.
And when the faint flush of the newborn dayQuiver'd above the wan horizon grey
And deepen'd tenderly, the soul of one
Whose years of patient waiting were all done
Greeted with happy gaze the glad New Year
Far hence. At last he now would meet the dear
Expectant eyes, and feel the longed-for kiss
Once more upon his lips foretell of bliss.
XVII.
The rosy dawn still deepen'd steadily,Till of a sudden all the eastern sky
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A magpie sang the new year's jubilee—
High, sweet, and clear the silver music trilled
As though the singer's heart with joy was overfilled.
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