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A PARTING.
Without one bitter feeling let us part—
And for the years in which your love has shed
A radiance like a glory round my head,
I thank you, yes, I thank you from my heart.
And for the years in which your love has shed
A radiance like a glory round my head,
I thank you, yes, I thank you from my heart.
I thank you for the cherished hope of years,
A starry future, dim and yet divine,
Winging its way from Heaven to be mine,
Laden with joy, and ignorant of tears.
A starry future, dim and yet divine,
Winging its way from Heaven to be mine,
Laden with joy, and ignorant of tears.
I thank you, yes, I thank you even more
That my heart learnt not without love to live,
But gave and gave, and still had more to give,
From an abundant and exhaustless store.
That my heart learnt not without love to live,
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From an abundant and exhaustless store.
I thank you, and no grief is in these tears;
I thank you, not in bitterness but truth,
For the fair vision that adorned my youth
And glorified so many happy years.
I thank you, not in bitterness but truth,
For the fair vision that adorned my youth
And glorified so many happy years.
Yet how much more I thank you that you tore
At length the veil your hand had woven away,
Which hid my idol was a thing of clay,
And false the altar I had knelt before.
At length the veil your hand had woven away,
Which hid my idol was a thing of clay,
And false the altar I had knelt before.
I thank you that you taught me the stern truth,
(None other could have told and I believed,)
That vain had been my life, and I deceived,
And wasted all the purpose of my youth.
(None other could have told and I believed,)
That vain had been my life, and I deceived,
And wasted all the purpose of my youth.
I thank you that your hand dashed down the shrine,
Wherein my idol worship I had paid;
Else had I never known a soul was made
To serve and worship only the Divine.
Wherein my idol worship I had paid;
Else had I never known a soul was made
To serve and worship only the Divine.
I thank you that the heart I cast away
On such as you, though broken, bruised and crushed
Now that its fiery throbbing is all hushed,
Upon a worthier altar I can lay.
On such as you, though broken, bruised and crushed
Now that its fiery throbbing is all hushed,
Upon a worthier altar I can lay.
I thank you for the lesson that such love
Is a perverting of God's royal right,
That it is made but for the Infinite,
And all too great to live except above.
Is a perverting of God's royal right,
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And all too great to live except above.
I thank you for a terrible awaking,
And if reproach seemed hidden in my pain,
And sorrow seemed to cry on your disdain,
Know that my blessing lay in your forsaking.
And if reproach seemed hidden in my pain,
And sorrow seemed to cry on your disdain,
Know that my blessing lay in your forsaking.
Farewell for ever now:—in peace we part;
And should an idle vision of my tears
Arise before your soul in after years—
Remember that I thank you from my heart!
And should an idle vision of my tears
Arise before your soul in after years—
Remember that I thank you from my heart!
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