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Poems Lyrical and Dramatic

By Evelyn Douglas [i.e. J. E. Barlas]
  

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THE DAY OF DREAMS.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  


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THE DAY OF DREAMS.

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Each mountain's snowy bosom feels
Young Spring's dissolving glow;
And wide the waveless river steals
In silent peace below,
Through velvet meads and flowerful vales,
Where browsing cattle be;
And scarcely kissed by gentle gales,
The blue and crystal sea,
With here and there a sail unfurled,
Like dove-wings white in space,
Spreads dimly to the spirit-world
Where Earth and Heav'n embrace;
Like purple of deep-vaulted night
When hanging vapours lift,

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And clouds of snow, like clouds of light,
Across the moon may drift;
Like some interminable sweep
Of lightly ruffled grass,
Where pasture is for many sheep,
And scattered breezes pass;
For, faint as smiles that sweetly break
The calm of one who dreams,
Come languid winds, and in their wake
A trace of sorrow seems:
And the white calm, like slumber's bloom,
Profound but transient,
Is streaked with shade, as glow and gloom
In summer glades be blent.

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Yet where no winds disturb the trance
No spangling sunbeam shines,
But diamond-pointed ripples dance
Across the deeper lines,
Thus all the waves in dreams which pant
Two tints of Eden clothe,

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One pale, one darkly radiant,
But born of beauty both;
And ocean seems a damsel fair
Below the moon that lies,
Entangled in her black bright hair,
Uplooking to the skies;
And from that sea a gentle wind
Comes like a dreamer's breath,
Charged with a blessing undefined,
A whisper hushed in death.

III.

My boat lies buried 'mong the weeds
Along the river-side:
'Tis loosed, and through a lane of reeds
Half noiselessly we glide.
The quiet waters with us go;
The clouds are still on high;
A maiden on her white pillow
Sleeps not more peacefully;
Below the keel a gurgling sound
Makes music in my ear;

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The valleys change in form around;
New hills beyond appear.
The world is love, but nevermore
My soul can taste of bliss,
And yet has known but once before
A sadness sweet as this.

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It was a day which might have been
Born in earth's golden time,
And through a blue and silver sheen
The dawn began to climb;
The stream lay silver in the sun,
And calm as some dead child;
Mute were the willows every one,
They wept, while lo! it smiled;
And there was one beside me then,
A virgin pure and white,
A shrine, an angel among men,
A Heaven revealed to sight.
This scene of placid loveliness
Wears not a charm so meek

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As that which made her glances bless
And tinged her marble cheek;
And wheresoe'er her footsteps trod
To me was holy ground.
A saint may serve an unseen God,
But I had sought and found.

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I stand upon a little isle
With one old turret crowned,
And lovely as a tearful smile
The ocean beams around.
My skiff may kiss the shell-strewn beach,
And tarry till I come,
For sure my sorrow cannot reach
This haunt where grief is dumb.
I hear the lark up in the sky
Make light of my despair,
And many a wingèd melody
Is fluttering in the air;
While fiercely prone as Titan forms
That stiff in torture died,

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The mountains of a thousand storms
Strike heaven on every side,
With here and there a smaller shape,
Glassed in the lucent sea,
Some rocky strand or jutting cape,
As calm as calm can be.

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But breaking now the mute repose
In flocks the sea-birds rise,
Like winter flakes which winds oppose,
And hurl back t'ward the skies;
And upward still in wailful choirs
They hover o'er my head,
Like taunting ghosts of pure desires
Once felt, forever fled.
Away—I cannot bear the place;
I cannot bear the sea.
'Tis holy as her own young face,
With not a smile for me.