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TO A FACE

I

O virginal fair face, and eyes whose fire with sweetness
Blends in divine soft flame and mystical completeness,
I never knew
How sweet the world might be, till thee I saw within it
And felt all old mad dreams of love revive that minute
And the sky's old blue.

II

Forgive me that I am old. Forgive me, face so peerless,
That, though I cannot meet thy gaze unmoved and tearless,
I was born afar
From this to-day's bright world wherethrough, divine, thou movest
And with thine eyes' strange light of inward force reprovest
God's every star.

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III

Forgive me that the world is fair and bright before thee
But thunder-dark to me. Lo! let me just adore thee,
O face! O face!
Lo! half my life is lived,—or nearly all, it may be.
But thou—what shall the light of heaven within thy day be!
What, love's far embrace!

IV

I have to die. Forgive me.—All ye flowers, forgive me,
Whose splendid summer bloom and glory shall outlive me:
White rose newly blown
Forgive me that I died while thou was just evading
The soft green sheath of leaves thy tender beauty shading,
Half coyly shown.

V

I have the love for all,—for flowers of stars preceding
Our planet-star in space. I weep for blossoms bleeding
In far-off lands.
Yet I grow old while stars and blossoms beyond number
Wax and increase. I seek death's sempiternal slumber:
They seek Love's strong hands.

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VI

Forgive me, all ye flowers whom I shall never furnish
With soft love-songs whose wings beneath far suns that burnish
Their bright plumes might fly,
Forgive me that I love, but yet am not immortal:
That ye wait at love's porch, while I wait at the portal
Where love must die.
May 20, 1883.