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FUGITIVE PIECES.
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DREAMS.
Oh! that my young life were a lasting dream!My spirit not awak'ning, till the beam
Of an Eternity should bring the morrow.
Yes! tho' that long dream were of hopeless sorrow.
'Twere better than the cold reality
Of waking life, to him whose heart must be,
And hath been still, upon the lovely earth,
A chaos of deep passion, from his birth.
But should it be—that dream eternally
Continuing—as dreams have been to me
In my young boyhood—should it thus be giv'n.
'Twere folly still to hope for higher Heav'n.
For I have revell'd when the sun was bright
I' the summer sky, in dreams of living light.
And loveliness,—have left my very heart
Inclines of mine imaginary apart
From mine own home, with beings that have been
Of mine own thought—what more could I have seen?
'Twas once—and only once—and the wild hour
From my remembrance shall not pass—some pow'r
Or spell had bound me—'twas the chilly wind
Came o'er me in the night, and left behind
Its image on my spirit—or the moon
Shone on my slumbers in her lofty noon
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That dream was as that night-wind—let it pass.
I have been happy, tho' in a dream.
I have been happy—and I love the theme:
Dreams! in their vivid colouring of life
As in that fleeting, shadowy, misty strife
Of semblance with reality which brings
To the delirious eye, more lovely things
Of Paradise and Love—and all our own!
Than young Hope in his sunniest hour hath known.
VISIT OF THE DEAD.
Thy soul shall find itself alone—Alone of all on earth—unknown
The cause—but none are near to pry
Into thine hour of secrecy.
Be silent in that solitude,
Which is not loneliness—for then
The spirits of the dead, who stood
In life before thee, are again
In death around thee, and their will
Shall then o'ershadow thee—be still:
For the night, tho' clear, shall frown:
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From their thrones, in the dark heav'n;
With light like Hope to mortals giv'n,
But their red orbs, without beam,
To thy withering heart shall seem
As a burning, and a ferver
Which would cling to thee forever.
But 'twill leave thee, as each star
In the morning light afar
Will fly thee—and vanish:
—But its thought thou can'st not banish.
The breath of God will be still;
And the wish upon the hill
By that summer breeze unbrok'n
Shall charm thee—as a token,
And a symbol which shall be
Secrecy in thee.
EVENING STAR.
'Twas noontide of summer,And mid-time of night;
And stars, in their orbits,
Shone pale, thro' the light
Of the brighter, cold moon,
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Herself in the Heavens,
Her beam on the waves.
I gaz'd awhile
On her cold smile;
Too cold—too cold for me—
There pass'd, as a shroud,
A fleecy cloud,
And I turn'd away to thee,
Proud Evening Star,
In thy glory afar,
And dearer thy beam shall be;
For joy to my heart
Is the proud part
Thou bearest in Heav'n at night,
And more I admire
Thy distant fire,
Than that colder, lowly light.
IMITATION.
A dark unfathom'd tideOf interminable pride—
A mystery, and a dream,
Should my early life seem;
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With a wild, and waking thought
Of beings that have been,
Which my spirit hath not seen,
Had I let them pass me by,
With a dreaming eye!
Let none of earth inherit
That vision on my spirit;
Those thoughts I would controul,
As a spell upon his soul:
For that bright hope at last
And that light time have past,
And my worldly rest hath gone
With a sight as it pass'd on;
I care not tho' it perish
With a thought I then did cherish,
[In youth have I known one with whom the Earth]
How often we forget all time, when lone
Admiring Nature's universal throne;
Her woods—her wilds—her mountains—the intense
Reply of HERs to OUR intelligence!
Admiring Nature's universal throne;
Her woods—her wilds—her mountains—the intense
Reply of HERs to OUR intelligence!
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In youth have I known one with whom the EarthIn secret communing held—as be with it,
In day light, and in beauty from his birth:
Whose fervid, flick'ring torch of life was lit
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A passionate light-such for his spirit was fit—
And yet that spirit knew—not in the hour
Of its own fervor—what had o'er it power.
2.
Perhaps it may be that my mind is wroughtTo a ferver by the moon beam that hangs o'er,
But I will half believe that wild light fraught
With more of sov'reignty than ancient lore
Hath ever told—or is it of a thought
The unembodied essence, and no more
That with a quick'ning spell doth o'er us pass
As dew of the night-time, o'er the summer grass?
3.
Doth o'er us pass, when, as th' expanding eyeTo the lov'd object—so the tear to the lid
Will start, which lately slept in apathy?
And yet it need not be—(that object) hid
From us in life—but common—which doth lie
Each hour before us—but then only bid
With a strange sound, as of a harp-string broken
T' awake us—'Tis a symbol and a token.
4.
Of what in other worlds shall be—and giv'nIn beauty by our God, to those alone
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Drawn by their heart's passion, and that tone,
That high tone of the spirit which hath striv'n
Tho' not with Faith—with godliness—whose throne
With desp'rate energy 't hath beaten down;
Wearing its own deep feeling as a crown.
[A wilder'd being from my birth]
A wilder'd being from my birth
My spirit spurn'd control,
But now, abroad on the wide earth,
Where wand'rest thou my soul?
My spirit spurn'd control,
But now, abroad on the wide earth,
Where wand'rest thou my soul?
In visions of the dark night
I have dream'd of joy departed—
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted.
I have dream'd of joy departed—
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted.
And what is not a dream by day
To him whose eyes are cast
On things around him with a ray
Turn'd back upon the past?
To him whose eyes are cast
On things around him with a ray
Turn'd back upon the past?
That holy dream—that holy dream,
While all the world were chiding,
Hath cheer'd me as a lovely beam
A lonely spirit guiding—
While all the world were chiding,
Hath cheer'd me as a lovely beam
A lonely spirit guiding—
What tho' that light, thro' misty night
So dimly shone afar—
What could there be more purely bright
In Truth's day—star?
So dimly shone afar—
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In Truth's day—star?
[The happiest day—the happiest hour]
The happiest day—the happiest hour
My sear'd and blighted heart hath known,
The highest hope of pride, and power,
I feel hath flown.
My sear'd and blighted heart hath known,
The highest hope of pride, and power,
I feel hath flown.
Of power! said I? yes! such I ween
But they have vanish'd long alas!
The visions of my youth have been—
But let them pass.
But they have vanish'd long alas!
The visions of my youth have been—
But let them pass.
And, pride, what have I now with thee?
Another brow may ev'n inherit
The venom thou hast pour'd on me—
Be still my spirit.
Another brow may ev'n inherit
The venom thou hast pour'd on me—
Be still my spirit.
The happiest day—the happiest hour
Mine eyes shall see—have ever seen
The brightest glance of pride and power
I feel—have been:
Mine eyes shall see—have ever seen
The brightest glance of pride and power
I feel—have been:
But were that hope of pride and power
Now offer'd, with the pain
Ev'n then I felt—that brightest hour
I would not live again:
Now offer'd, with the pain
Ev'n then I felt—that brightest hour
I would not live again:
For on its wing was dark alloy
And as it flutter'd—fell
An essence—powerful to destroy
A soul that knew it well.
And as it flutter'd—fell
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A soul that knew it well.
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