Holiday and other Poems With a Note On Poetry: By John Davidson |
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HOLIDAY
Lithe and listen, gentlemen:
Other knight of sword or pen
Shall not, while the planets shine,
Spend a holiday like mine:—
Other knight of sword or pen
Shall not, while the planets shine,
Spend a holiday like mine:—
Fate and I, we played at dice:
Thrice I won and lost the main;
Thrice I died the death, and thrice
By my will I lived again.
Thrice I won and lost the main;
Thrice I died the death, and thrice
By my will I lived again.
First, a woman broke my heart,
As a careless woman can,
Ere the aureoles depart
From the woman and the man.
As a careless woman can,
Ere the aureoles depart
From the woman and the man.
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Dead of love, I found a tomb
Anywhere: beneath, above,
Worms nor stars transpierced the gloom
Of the sepulchre of love.
Anywhere: beneath, above,
Worms nor stars transpierced the gloom
Of the sepulchre of love.
Wine-cups were the charnel-lights;
Festal songs, the funeral dole;
Joyful ladies, gallant knights,
Comrades of my buried soul.
Festal songs, the funeral dole;
Joyful ladies, gallant knights,
Comrades of my buried soul.
Tired to death of lying dead
In a common sepulchre,
On an Easter morn I sped
Upward where the world's astir.
In a common sepulchre,
On an Easter morn I sped
Upward where the world's astir.
Soon I gathered wealth and friends;
Donned the livery of the hour;
And atoning diverse ends
Bridged the gulf to place and power.
Donned the livery of the hour;
And atoning diverse ends
Bridged the gulf to place and power.
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All the brilliances of Hell
Crushed by me, with honeyed breath
Fawned upon me till I fell,
By pretenders done to death.
Crushed by me, with honeyed breath
Fawned upon me till I fell,
By pretenders done to death.
Buried in an outland tract,
Long I rotted in the mould,
Though the virgin woodland lacked
Nothing of the age of gold.
Long I rotted in the mould,
Though the virgin woodland lacked
Nothing of the age of gold.
Roses spiced the dews and damps
Nightly falling of decay;
Dawn and sunset lit the lamps
Where entombed I deeply lay.
Nightly falling of decay;
Dawn and sunset lit the lamps
Where entombed I deeply lay.
My Companions of the Grave
Were the flowers, the growing grass;
Larks intoned a morning stave;
Nightingales, a midnight mass.
Were the flowers, the growing grass;
Larks intoned a morning stave;
Nightingales, a midnight mass.
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But at me, effete and dead,
Did my spirit gibe and scoff:
Then the gravecloth from my head,
And my shroud—I shook them off!
Did my spirit gibe and scoff:
Then the gravecloth from my head,
And my shroud—I shook them off!
Drawing strength and subtle craft
Out of ruin's husk and core,
Through the earth I ran a shaft
Upward to the light once more.
Out of ruin's husk and core,
Through the earth I ran a shaft
Upward to the light once more.
Soon I made me wealth and friends;
Donned the livery of the age;
And atoning many ends
Reigned as sovereign, priest, and mage.
Donned the livery of the age;
And atoning many ends
Reigned as sovereign, priest, and mage.
But my pomp and towering state,
Puissance and supreme device
Crumbled on the cast of Fate—
Fate, that plays with loaded dice.
Puissance and supreme device
Crumbled on the cast of Fate—
Fate, that plays with loaded dice.
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I whose arms had harried Hell
Naked faced a heavenly host:
Carved with countless wounds I fell,
Sadly yielding up the ghost.
Naked faced a heavenly host:
Carved with countless wounds I fell,
Sadly yielding up the ghost.
In a burning mountain thrown
(Titans such a tomb attain)
Many a grisly age had flown
Ere I rose and lived again.
(Titans such a tomb attain)
Many a grisly age had flown
Ere I rose and lived again.
Parched and charred I lay; my cries
Shook and rent the mountain-side;
Lustres, decades, centuries
Fled while daily there I died.
Shook and rent the mountain-side;
Lustres, decades, centuries
Fled while daily there I died.
But my essence and intent
Ripened in the smelting fire:
Flame became my element;
Agony, my soul's desire.
Ripened in the smelting fire:
Flame became my element;
Agony, my soul's desire.
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Twenty centuries of Pain,
Mightier than Love or Art,
Woke the meaning in my brain
And the purpose of my heart.
Mightier than Love or Art,
Woke the meaning in my brain
And the purpose of my heart.
Straightway then aloft I swam
Through the mountain's sulphurous sty:
Not eternal death could damn
Such a hardy soul as I.
Through the mountain's sulphurous sty:
Not eternal death could damn
Such a hardy soul as I.
From the mountain's burning crest
Like a god I come again,
And with an immortal zest
Challenge Fate to throw the main.
Like a god I come again,
And with an immortal zest
Challenge Fate to throw the main.
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