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BRIDE.

Sonet XV.

1

It was a night, a night as darke, as foule,
As that blacke Errour, that entranc'd my Soule,
When as my best beloved came and knockt
At my dull gates, too too securely lockt;
Vnbolt (said he) these churlish doores (my Dove,)
Let not false slumbers bribe thee from thy love;
Heare him, that for thy gentle sake came hither,
Long injur'd by this nights ungentle weather.

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2

I heard the voice, but the perfidious pleasure
Of my sweet slumbers, could not finde the leasure
To ope my drowsie dores; my Spirit could speake
Words faire enough; but ah, my flesh was weake,
And fond excuses taught me to betray
My sacred vowes to a secure delay:
Perfidious slumbers, how have you the might
To blinde true pleasures, with a false delight!

3

When as my Love, with oft repeated knocks
Could not availe, shaking his dewy locks,
Highly displeas'd, he could no longer bide
My slight neglect, but went away denyde;
No sooner gone, but my dull soule discern'd
Her drowzie error; my griev'd Spirit yearn'd
To finde him out; these seiled eyes that slept
So soundly, fast, awak'd, much faster wept.

4

Thus rais'd, and rouz'd from my deceitfull rest,
I op'd my doores, where my departed Guest
Had beene; I thrust the churlish Portals from me
That so deny'de my dearest Bridegroome to me;
But when I smelt of my returned hand,
My soule was rapt, my powers all did stand
Amazed at the sweetnesse they did finde,
Which my neglected Love had left behinde.

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5

I op'd my doore, my Myrrhe-distilling doore,
But ah, my Guest was gone, had given me o're:
What curious pen, what Artist can define
A matelesse sorrow? Such, ah, such was mine;
Doubts, and despaire had of my life depriv'd me
Had not strong hope of his returne reviv'd me,
I sought, but he refused to appeare;
I call'd, but he would not be heard, nor heare.

6

Thus, with the tyranny of griefe distraught,
I rang'd a round, no place I left unsought,
No eare unask'd; The watch-men of the City
Wounded my soule, without remorse of pity
To virgin teares; They taught my feet to stray,
Whose steps were apt enough to lose their way;
With taunts & scornes they checkt me, and derided
And call'd me Whore, because I walkt unguided.

7

You hallowed Virgins, you, whose tender hearts
Ere felt th'impression of Loves secret darts,
I charge you all, by the deare faith you owe
To Virgin purenesse, and your vestall vowe,
Commend me to my Love, if ere you meet him,
O tell him, that his love-sick spouse doth greet him;
O let him know, I languish with desire
T'enjoy that heart, that sets this heart on fire.
 

Too much securitie.

My heart.

The pleasures of the Flesh.

Thy hard-hearted unkindenesse.

Repented.

The sweetnesse of his graces.

False teachers.

With their false doctrines.

Divine Love.