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Madmoments: or First Verseattempts

By a Bornnatural. Addressed to the Lightheaded of Society at Large, by Henry Ellison

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THE HOMELESS.

1

Hark! 'tis but the sere Leaf which makes
Me with its Footfallmotion start,
Like to a guilty Thing that shakes,
As all were not right at the Heart.

2

The same Star now is overhead,
Which so oft on my Boyhood shone,
As homeward sent to guide my Tread,
Alas! where does it now lead on?

3

I know not — 'tis not to my Home;
The Home I seek is very far,

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Farther than whence yon' calm Beams come,
Yea! up above yon 'still, fair star!

4

Oh Eveningstar, that leadëst now,
Unto the household Hearth so dear,
So many Hearts, oh how, oh how,
Canst thou forget me mourning here?

5

Mine Eyes are dim at Sight of thee,
My feet mechanically move,
Thou draw'st me on resistlessly,
Softbeaming like the Eyes I love.

6

Ah cruel Star, why wilt thou cheat
Me with this Dream of Things longpast,
Home has no Threshhold for my Feet,
No Warmth is from that Hearth now cast!

7

Thou art but a mere Star to me,
Like those that near thee coldly shine,
The Home, that gave the Charm to thee,
Is gone, and thou no more divine!

8

They tell me even on thy fair,
Calm Silverdisk, that Night and Day
Alternate, and that Sorrow there
Too claims o'er human Hearts his Sway.

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Then roll thou on thro' boundless Space,
The Home I seek is not in thee,
My Heart would find a Restingplace,
The long Rest of Eternity!