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LILY

Maybe the end is near for me to meet.
How can I let last words go forth of mine,
And not thy name be found in any line,
My Lily of Lilies;—yet O name most sweet,
How can I speak of thee, the heart of gold?
Of all these years in which we two have part,
Of all together we have known, O heart,
The hidden things that never may be told?
I bear the precious and the secret store
Out of this world, where Mammon mocks and reigns,
Into that other world, wherein remains
The Past eternal for the Future's score.
I saw, I keep it, treasure laid above,
Thy breaking smile of infantine surprise,
When first thy little brother met thine eyes,
Thy bending gaze of rapture and of love.
Together have I seen your sweet lives grow,
The nineteen years of innocent young life:—
Trouble was there, and loss, and pain, and strife,
But you, my angels, made a heaven below.

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When from thy side Death tore him without ruth,
Thy soul passed with him into Paradise;
And, thence returning, looked with angel eyes
On pain and woe, heroic in thy youth.
I have seen—I must be silent—night and day,
Thy strong, unfaltering fight with agony;
I have heard, 'twixt life and death, th' heart-rending cry
Of ‘Lily! Lily! Lily! with me stay!’
Thy soft face, thy soft hair, thy loving hands,
Thy cheek of roses, once upon my breast:—
O Child, I must not, cannot speak the rest;
For who is there but I that understands?