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OCEAN MELODIES.

Ocean's eternal song!
With what a deep and soothing melody
That ever changeful voice of solemn tone
Comes on the listening ear. In Fancy's dreams
When my young spirit own'd her regal sway,
Before Experience with her diamond pen
Had written Falsehood! on her magic glass,
Thus marring the rich landscapes, and bright heavens,
Which it doth shadow forth;—when life was fair,
And earth a paradise, and innocence
Inscrib'd on all around me; when all sounds
Became articulate of legends strange
Of wealth, or love, or beauty,—Then I deem'd
That there were voices blended in the swell
Of Ocean's glorious lay, to which the waves
Beat time upon the strand, and when the breeze
Slept on his bosom, breathing now and then
A balmy sigh, as if it dream'd of love.
Or when the mighty winds—the stormy winds
Dipp'd their strong pinions in the flashing flood
And shouted, and rush'd onward, fitfully
Careering in their madness; lifting up

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The waters on their plumes, and marching through
Between the rolling heaps; then with a shriek
Striking the shuddering summits with their wings,
Till they were white with foam, then bound away
Chanting with wildly measur'd chorus still
Their hymn of majesty.
Oh, I have felt
My inmost spirit tremble as the voice
Of many waters wrestling with the winds,
Came up from the dark sea with many a lay
Of those who slumber in the far deep caves,
Where mysteries dwell, which eye of living man
Has never search'd, and never can explore.
'Tis agony to think how many hearts,
Torn from the golden chain that clasps around
The dear domestic altar, are cast forth
Upon the desert, where the Ocean flood
Tramps over them for ever.—
Earth to earth
Is Nature's burial law; but the deep sea,
The living shudder, as they contemplate
Its dread immensity, and fear to sleep
In its mysterious bosom. But the dead!
They go down calmly to the mermaid bowers
Of beautiful cold sea-weed; to the caves
Where lie the pearl shells; to the coral banks
Where bright finn'd tribes are sporting; to the fields
Of rank, brown grasses, where Leviathan
Gambols, and feeds at pleasure. There's no fear
In those still bosoms, when the monstrous forms

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Of that dim world float past them. Not a thrill
Vibrates along the nerves, as o'er the cheek
The cold sea serpent trails his slimy form.
No eager avarice tempts the hand to clutch
The masses of pure silver, or bright gold
That pave the unspotted marble palaces;
Nor ever brightens up the leaden eye
Beneath the glorious diamond-studded arch;
Nor in the halls where sparkle every ray
Of every flashing gem, or colour'd stone;
Or where the precious shells and amber lie,
Like sand-stones on a desert valueless;
They feel no joy amid the treasuries
Of their eternal mansions; not a swell
Of pride inflates the breast, or lifts the face
In scorn of earth, and yet not unto heaven:
No awe binds down the brow in reverence
Of him who builded these stupendous domes,
And garnish'd them in glory. Those that find
Their resting places in the dungeon cells,
At the foundations of the eternal walls
That base the mighty mountains, shudder not,
Nor weep, nor clasp their hands in wild despair,
That Ocean with its everlasting bars
Encloses them for ever; shutting out
Warmth, light, and human voice. They never call
On those who walk the sunny green-rob'd earth,
Those ocean dwellers—They have no regrets
For the society of friend, or love,
Or child, or parent. Every heart is still,
And every feature calm and passionless.

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Their voices never mingle in the wail
That lives along the waters.
I have deem'd
That the wild agony of the bereav'd,
Pour'd forth in broken words, and shrieks, and moans
With bitter sobbings mingled, and strange prayers,
Is living ever, o'er the liquid tomb,
A ceaseless dirge for those that sleep below.
Thus as I mus'd beneath the willow boughs
Marking how slow and gracefully they waved
Their assent, to the wooing of the winds,—
The Ocean Melody came on mine ear
Burden'd with this sad ditty.
Canst thou not hear my voice, dear Amadon,
Down in the cold deep sea?
Will no kind spirit tell how I mourn,
How bitterly I weep—
For thee?
O that thy Lora slumbered with thee, love,
Even on thine icy breast;
'Twere better far, than thus like some lone dove
To roam, and seek in vain
For rest.
Oh! wherefore were we parted? We who lov'd
With so intense a flame,
That every pulse in either bosom mov'd
With joy and tenderness,
The same.

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Even in our childhood, when with fairy feet
We danc'd amongst the flowers,
It was companionship that made so sweet,
The rosy garland of
Young hours.
And when our bosoms learn'd to know the swell
Of love's delicious tide,
'Twas bliss in fancy's magic world to dwell
Long pleasant years with thee,
Thy bride.
And when we were divided, all my heart
Went sorrowing forth with thee;
And absence—Oh! what language can impart
How its long hours were full
Of thee.
The fond expression of thy sad dark eyes
Remains within my soul;
And thy rich voice in its fond witcheries
Still holds my heart, in sweet
Control.
Oh, how my soul has panted to go forth
And wrap itself in thine,
That all thy thoughts and feelings, at their birth
Within thy spirit should
Be mine.
Life has no pain, no sorrow, no disgrace,
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That should have barr'd me from thy dear embrace,
Or stolen from my bliss,
One thrill.
How can this bleeding heart keep beating on,
While thine responds no more?
How can this bitter agony be borne—
This desolation at
Life's core!
What has this rich and radiant earth for me?
While sun-light, song, and shade,
And breeze, and blossom, only tell of thee,
And thou, the joy of all,
Art dead!
Dead! and I know not where thy beauties lie,
In what strange ocean grot
Thou sleep'st, with quiet heart, and soulless eye
While love, and Lora are
Forgot.
Oh, wert thou laid beneath the grassy sod
Where I might sleep by thee,
How sweetly could I die,—but now—Oh God!—
Between us ever rolls
The sea!
The music with its burden died away
In long and plaintive cadence, and it seem'd
As if a whisper dwelt upon the wave,
Of some young timid spirit, whose fond hopes
The weltering waste had shrouded. Sad it seem'd

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And passionate, and broken by deep sobs,
As of intensest suffering, which the breast
Lock'd as a sacred treasure, and believ'd
It would be sacrilege to speak.
But now
Another measure comes upon the wind,
Sad, sweet, and full of pathos; and the strain
Brings on its swell, this history of wo.
Wilt thou return no more? my own, my faithful-hearted,
To the dear home, where thy precious ones dwell?
We are so desolate, since thou, love, hast departed,
And left with our spirits the cold word, farewell!
A long farewell—
Thou wert too excellent, my early friend, and lover,
How my heart priz'd thee no language can tell;
Oh, sweet was our communion, love, but now its joys are over,
Blighted, and crush'd by that cold word, farewell!
A long farewell!
Thy first holy kiss, love, I priz'd, a sacred treasure,
That on my young lip should in sanctity dwell;
Thy last kiss, our parting kiss, seal'd up the fount of pleasure,
And wrote on its margin, the cold word, farewell!
A long farewell.
Thy place is vacant now; thy home is void of gladness,
Tears in our eyes, at thy name ever swell;
Our hearts are encircled by the heavy chain of sadness,
Clasp'd with the adamant cold word, farewell!
A long farewell.

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I garnish'd forth thy home, with all thy favourite flowers,
And treasur'd, whatever I knew pleas'd thee well;
'Twas bliss to anticipate the rapture of the hours,
When joy-beams should banish the cold word, farewell;
A long farewell.
I saw the welcome ship, with glad white sails returning,
And every pulse throbb'd, with a wild trembling swell;
But to my bursting heart, with fond emotion burning,
She brought not my love, but his death-cold farewell;
A long farewell.
Thou wilt return no more! Thy home is 'neath the billow
That rings on the dark reef, thine unceasing knell!
While I lament in widowhood, upon my lonely pillow,
With spirit pierc'd through, by that cold word farewell.
Thy last farewell.
Farewell! farewell! dwelt long upon the wave,
And died like broken-weeping on the shore.
Then came another melody, and thus
It told its tale of sadness.—
In what fair grotto of the deep-green sea
Where rich festoons of sea-flowers darkly wave,
From trees of brilliant coral, that enwreathe
Their priceless branches through the marble cave;
Where rings for evermore the solemn knell,
Of tinkling waters in the tuneful shell;
Where pensive sea-maids come in groups to weep,—
Dost thou, my precious Isabella, sleep?

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Thou beautiful enchantment! Thou wert like
A delicately wrought transparency,
Through which all angel forms of tenderness,
Shone, in the light of maiden purity;
Thy cheek was love's pure altar, where he laid
With playful hand, his roses pale and red;
While bathing in thine eyes of liquid blue,
By full-fring'd curtains half concealed from view.
Spring has no blossom fairer than thy form;
Winter, no snow-wreath, purer than thy mind;
The dew-drop trembling to the morning beam,
Is like thy smile, pure, transient, heaven-refined;—
But ever o'er thy soul, a shadow lay,
Still more apparent, in the sunniest day;
And ever when to bliss thy heart beat high,
The swell subsided in a plaintive sigh.
When I would speak of bliss, thou would'st reply
Hush! for I feel that all our hopes are vain;
Some spirit whispers, that I soon must die;
And every thrill of hope, is mix'd with pain.
At length thy drooping person prov'd too well
That there was poison in life's failing well;—
And then we sought youth's freshness to renew
Beneath a sky of softer sun, and dew.
We journey'd with thee, many a mournful day,
Till thou wert weary of the fruitless toil;
And pray'd that we would take our homeward way
That thou might'st slumber in thy native soil.

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I knelt and clasp'd thee in a wild embrace,
Concealing in thy robes, my anguish'd face;
Yet still thy snowy shoulder fill my tears,
And still thine Æolean voice was in mine ears.
I felt thy presence—and the veil of life
Was still between the coffin scene, and me.—
And hope, and skill maintain'd their anxious strife,
Contending strongly with stern Destiny.
But when I saw thee dead—and felt the chill
Of thy white hand—so nerveless—and so still—
When as my tears fell on thy lovely face,
There was no voice, no smile, no consciousness.
And when I saw thy form—so fair, so pure,
So dear, so precious, cast into the sea!
Oh, God of mercy! How did I endure
The torture of that fearful agony?
Oh, peerless sleeper! Down in the deep sea
My heart is in that billowy world, with thee;
And still my spirit lingers on the wave
That rolls between my bosom, and thy grave.
Hark! a full chorus from the mighty deep
Drowns every mournful plaint, and loud, and high,
Peals forth its solemn anthem.
Leaves of life's ephemeral tree,
Trembling to the blast,
Wherefore sigh so mournfully,
That in the blighting, some of ye
Are on my bosom cast,

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Could they find a holier rest
Than within my secret breast?
Soon your grief will pass away,
Soon your lives depart;
Will it aught avail your clay
Whether grass, or ocean spray,
Sigh o'er the broken heart?
Which is lightest, earth, or wave,
O'er the broken flowret's grave?
Wherefore weep for those that rest,
Since their griefs are o'er;
Whether earth or ocean wave,
Be the quiet sleeper's grave,
They return no more;
Wherefore wish them back again,
Bow'd with grief, or rack'd with pain?
Surely, blessed are the dead,
Dying in the Lord;
Whether earth or ocean spread
Dark above their silent bed,—
Blessed, blessed word!
Sweet the dead in Jesus sleep,
While the living watch and weep.
Leave the peaceful dead with me,
Till the morning break,
When the sleepers in the sea,

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With the earth-shrin'd family
Shall with joy awake.
Then my moaning song shall cease,
And all melody be peace.