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À UNE MADONE. IMITATED FROM THE FRENCH OF CHARLES BAUDELAIRE
Madone! my lady, I will build for thee
A grotto altar of my misery.
A grotto altar of my misery.
Deep will I scoop, where darkest lies my heart
Far from the world's cupidity apart,
Far from the world's cupidity apart,
A niche, with mercy stained, and streaked with gold,
Where none thy statue's wonder may behold.
Where none thy statue's wonder may behold.
Then, for thy head, I will fashion a tiar,
A filigree of verse, with many a star
A filigree of verse, with many a star
Of crystal rhyme its heavy folds upon.
And jealousy, O mortal! my Madone,
And jealousy, O mortal! my Madone,
Shall cut for thee a gown, of dreadful guise,
Which, like a portcullis, shall veil thy thighs;
Which, like a portcullis, shall veil thy thighs;
Rude, heavy curtain, faced with bitter fears,
Broidered, in place of pearls, with all my tears.
Broidered, in place of pearls, with all my tears.
And, of my worship, shoes will I design;
Two satin shoes, to case thy feet divine,
Two satin shoes, to case thy feet divine,
Which, while their precious freight they softly hold,
Shall guard the imprint in a faithful mould.
Shall guard the imprint in a faithful mould.
If I should fail to forge a silver moon,
I with my art, for thee to tread upon,
I with my art, for thee to tread upon,
Then will I place the writhing beast that hangs
Upon my heart, and tears it with his fangs,
Upon my heart, and tears it with his fangs,
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Where thou may'st crush his head, and smile supreme,
O majesty! all potent to redeem.
O majesty! all potent to redeem.
And all my thoughts, like candles, shalt thou see
Before thine altar spread, Star of the Sea!
Before thine altar spread, Star of the Sea!
Starring thine azure roof with points of fire.
With nought but thee to cherish and admire,
With nought but thee to cherish and admire,
So shall my soul in plaintive fumes arise
Of incense ever to thy pitying eyes.
Of incense ever to thy pitying eyes.
Last, that indeed a Mary thou may'st be,
And that my love be mixed with cruelty—
And that my love be mixed with cruelty—
O foul voluptuousness! when I have made
Of every deadly sin a deadlier blade,
Of every deadly sin a deadlier blade,
Torturer filled with pain will I draw near
The target of thy breast, and, sick with fear,
The target of thy breast, and, sick with fear,
Deliberately plant them all where throbs
Thy bleeding heart, and stifling with its sobs.
Thy bleeding heart, and stifling with its sobs.
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