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FAINT-HEARTED.

I stand where two roads part:
Lord! art Thou with me in the shadows here?
I cannot lift my heavy eyes to see.
Speak to me if Thou art!
I tremble, and my heart is cold with fear;
Dark is the way Thou hast appointed me.
From the bright face of day
It winds far down a valley dark as death,
And shards and thorns await my shrinking feet;
An icy mist and grey
Comes to me, chilling me with awful breath;
How canst Thou say Thy yoke is light and sweet?
Nay, these are pale who go
Down the grey shadows; each one, tired and worn,
Bearing a cross that galleth him full sore;

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And blood of this doth flow,
And that one's pallid brows are rayed with thorn,
And eyes are blind with weeping evermore.
Still they press onward fast,
And the shades compass them; now, far away,
I see a great hill shaped like Calvary;
Will they come there at last?
A reflex from some far fair perfect day
Touches the high clear faces goldenly.
Ah! yonder path is fair,
And musical with many singing birds,
Large golden fruit and rainbow-coloured flowers
The wayside branches bear;
The air is murmurous with sweet love-words,
And hearts are singing through the happy hours.
Nay, I shall look no more.
Take Thou my hands between Thy firm fair hands
And still their trembling, and I shall not weep.
Some day, the journey o'er,
My feet shall tread the still safe evening-lands,
And Thou canst give to Thy beloved, sleep.

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And though Thou dost not speak,
And the mists hide Thee, now I know Thy feet
Will tread the path my feet walk wearily;
Some day the veil will break,
And sudden looking up, mine eyes shall meet
Thine eyes, and lo! Thine arms shall gather me.