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I look behind on all my former life,
The masque of strange succession in events,
The weirds unfinish'd, the impending dooms,
Whereon, with even mind, with chosen speech,
I muse this day; while, sunk in deepest thought,
Thou standest by me, patient, unperturb'd.
Leaf-blinds are drawn; the late sun shines without
On wide green meadows; all this bower is fill'd
With things familiar. Thou, reserved and cold,
Dost hear my tale; setting and atmosphere—
How formal, friend, and yet what secret things!
What thoughts! What dark thoughts, haunting evermore!
A sudden flash, before the eyes of mind
Passing at times, takes all our heart away,
As rapture caught Elias: we are lost
To earth and time, far in some place of dream.
As sees the warden of the castle walls,
How stretch the pastures wide and darkling woods,
How the vales dimple, how the light streams wind,
What silver shining speaks of sea beyond—
So in light richer than our landscapes know,
Yon ocean splendour, past all fair romance,
Interprets its bright pictures to the heart
By words no more, but living images.
Once, from the realms thereof, we drew that light,
Exalting Nature; but the thoughts, my friend—
The dark, dread thoughts—the deeps behind the gleam,
And in those depths abysses, gloom unpierced!