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Sick, sick at heart and in despair,
Through crowded street, and quiet square
I seek my lost Love everywhere.
A while, with shamed and broken mind,
I hid from her, content to find
Her shadow nightly on the blind;
Content to hear her even-song
Go up with tremulous note or strong,
Go up the angels' hymns among,
Meanwhile I stood beneath the lamp,
And fretted on the pavement damp
At the slow Watchman's patient tramp,
Or noted where the shadows flit
On quaint old gables, or a bit
Of carving by the moonbeams lit.

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The shame of failure on me lay,
And led me on a lonely way,
Hoping for dawn of a new day.
Yet now the day has come, and lo!
It is like morning creeping slow
Into a blinded house of woe.
Gone! and she has not left a trace!
And while I haunt the silent place,
Oh! I am haunted by her face.
O fool and coward! not to see
That love, which would have trusted thee,
Must die if it distrusted be!