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THE WORST

Nightly, bereft of Mercy's beam,
I dreamed the thrice-bewildering dream
That shakes the turrets of my brain
Beneath a tempest of disdain.
At last the lamp of mercy burned:
Away from wretchedness I turned,
And in a Canaan of delight
Found grapes and honey rush to sight.
My bed a miracle confessed!
For in it breathed a girlish breast,
And on my pillow blossomed fair
The face that never can be there.
‘Are you awake?’ I said to her;
‘Are you awake, my Lavender?’
But as I spoke, from dreamland's mesh
The girl flew back again to flesh.

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Then loud I cried to Agony,
‘Take not thy sport by maiming me!
Pierce with the thrice-bewildering dart,
But never show that lovely heart!’