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Sonnets : a sequence on profane love by George Henry Boker | ||
[CXXXIX. How can I say I ever am alone]
How can I say I ever am alone,Since when I muse, thy countenance I see
Painted so clearly on my memory
That truth and counterfeit seem wellnigh one?
And when the visions of the day are done,
In dreams of night thou comest oft to me,
A graceful shape so like reality
That foolish slumber breaks, and thou art gone.
Would I myself could such a spirit make
As lives on feigning, with a heart content,
Playing with other shades at give and take!
But, ah! my grosser manhood scorns assent
To pleading phantoms as I start awake
And turn my face to sorrow and lament.
November 4, 1864
Sonnets : a sequence on profane love by George Henry Boker | ||