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Poems by Robert Nicoll

Second edition: with numerous additions, and a memoir of the author
  
  

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MADNESS.
  
  
  
  
  
  


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MADNESS.

Grief made its home within my breast
Till my heart grew sad and cold—
Till my sunken cheek, and my dull, dim eye,
Of its blighting presence told.
A blacker Fiend came mocking then:—
It was madness in its ire;
And its maniac-hands my heart-strings wrench'd,
And it wrapt my brain in fire:—
And it fought with Reason in my breast
Till it had its direful will—
Till bound in its chains was the struggling soul,
Which was wildly conscious still.
I spoke with Madness' raving voice,
And I glared with Madness' eyes:
Flesh did its work, while the spirit wept
O'er the body's sacrifice.
My feet and hands with chains were bound,
And my body suffer'd blows;
And the dark Fiend shriek'd from the spirit's home
As the lash in menace rose.

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The eye that once look'd kind on me
Now fearful o'er me stole;
Then the Fiend would turn with a mocking laugh
To its trembling victim soul.
Months, years of torture such as this
I do remember now,
Till my hair grew white, and my body weak,
And wrinkled grew my brow:
And then there came a dreary blank
When all was dark within—
A howling night of unutter'd woe
Where a moonbeam could not win.
And in that night I had a dream:—
I thought that far away
From the dungeon deep—my torture-home—
On a morning I did stray.
I thought I lay within a wood,
In its glorious summer prime;
And I heard the voice of Him who spans
Eternity and Time.
He bade the Fiend resign its prey,
And the prison'd soul go free;
And the dream was o'er, for I stood restored
Beneath the forest tree!