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Now is the house asleep, and I may climb
To my hope's heaven. You are trembling, Love!
—My maid lies in the chamber next to mine,
And she sleeps lightly.
—She will never hear
Our kisses.
—What if she were sick, or fear'd,
And came to seek me, lying in your arms?
It may not be. I dare not. What is that?
—A mouse in the wainscot. There's no need of fear.
When may this fortunate hour return again?
Your husband absent, none suspecting us.
Kiss me again, and come! Is this your tryst?
—My tryst! There was another trysting-time
He trusts me still, and I: I loved him once.
I thought so, till you came.
—But now your love
Is mine.
—And should you change as I have done.
My God! I who am false. You'ld have me so?
—Not false, but true unto the higher truth,

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Your love for me: your heart's truth known at last.
—I dare not. O, I dare not. Say good night!
And leave me!
—Did you appoint me but for this?
Nay! but we part not so.
—I will call out.
—And tell the household what hath frighted you?
Tell the occasion made to fetch me here,
And of our yet moist kisses? Say, so far
You ventured, found it pleasant; on the brink
(Good husband will not mind that) you drew back,
Fearing the deeper current?
—You are hard.
—As you who loving would deny your love.
You love me. The swift hour asks why we wait.
—You would not force me?
—You miscall it force
When love at heart consents. I would but spare
Your timorous conscience, making mine the blame.
—For honour, if you love me, let me pass!
—You have given yourself to me and you are mine,
My own. Your love acknowledges my right.
—I do not love you. He I loved was one
Who lured me by his very nobleness:
A king to claim allegiance. You are not
The man I loved. You would lay shame on me
For your vile pleasure. I could loathe you now.
—Is it so? Then honour lift me up again
To the former height! O thou Belovèd One!
I would not wrong you. But your chamberlain:

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Not past your chamber door. And now, good night!
—(As she throws herself on her bed,)
And I do love him. God be merciful!