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VIII DESERTED BY THE CARAVAN

God! He is one God!’ so I testify,
‘Muhammad His apostle, he alone!’
I, ready in this wilderness to die
Forsaken and fordone!
I scarce had thought when I my turban wound,
With its long yards of gauzy cotton-cloud,
That of my head's uncovering would be found
So soon my body's shroud.
I little dreamed, when first our pilgrim-band
Went forth with boom of cannon, strong and brave,
That for these weary limbs my fainting hand
Would scoop a desert-grave.
Yet, tho' my tongue unto my mouth doth cleave,
And tho' my last ablution be of dust
For lack of sprinkled water—I believe,
In Allah is my trust.

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For I have seen the strange light in the sky
That leaps, unwavering, o'er the Prophet's tomb;
Have known the secrets of our faith, that lie
Hid in the Kȧȧba's womb;
Have wandered round the cloistered colonnade
Of El Medîneh only pilgrims know;
Have climbed the Holy Hill, and duly paid
My sacrificial vow.
Wherefore, forsaken of the Caravan,
No hope of tears, no mourners to attend,
The vultures' wings above, a dying man,
I still can call Death friend.
For what is Life but pilgrimage, and Death
The one sure rest for feet too tired to live;
To God the Pitiful, Who gave me breath,
My breath again I give.
Self-shrouded, in his self-made grave he lay,
A strong wind rose and covered him with sand;
No weary pilgrim gladlier passed away
Into the Peaceful Land.
 

The orthodox length of a believer's turban is equal to the length of his body, in order that it may be used as the wearer's windingsheet.