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HELENIA ........ Tears.

They say I'm just like thee, child;
I grieve to hear them so,
For thou art glad and free, child,
While I am worn with woe.
They say I'm just like thee, love—
Alas! they cannot know,
Who mark my smiles of glee, love,
The source from whence they flow.
A pride I would not alter,
Forbids me to reveal,
Howe'er my soul may falter
The wretchedness I feel.
And so with idle laughter
I while away the hours,
And weep in secret after
O'er memory's buried flowers.
They say I'm all too wild, love,
They chide my reckless joy;
They call me but a child, love,
That plays with every toy.
“A child!” they little know, love,
The woman-woes I've proved;
“Too wild!” 'tis but to show, love,
A soul by grief unmoved.
And so with seeming laughter
I while away the hours,
And weep a moment after
O'er memory's buried flowers!
Yet I was once like thee, sweet;
A singing bird in spring,
My spirit fluttered free, sweet,
On light and sportive wing;

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But Love his arrow sent, love,
And broke the buoyant wing,
And changed to wild lament, love,
The song I used to sing.
And now with mocking laughter,
I wile away the hours,
And weep in anguish after,
O'er memory's buried flowers!
F. S. O