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REFLECTIONS.

The fairy schemes of youth are fled,
The flow'rs which fancy wove, are dead;
Hope, oft believ'd, now vainly tries
To cheat me with her flatteries;
She sings of love—the magic sound
Has lost the power to soothe or wound:
Sweet dreams of bliss to others fly,
Alas! I only wish to die!
Oh friendship! in misfortune's hour
How blest thine aid, how great thy pow'r!
In this sad world of pain and care,
The only refuge from despair;
The dearest boon which Heaven bestows,
To mitigate our endless woes;
Vainly thy balm thou wouldst apply—
Alas! I only wish to die!

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Let bright-eyed Fame, with hand divine,
Her fadeless wreaths of laurel twine;
To deck the blest, the envy'd name,
She writes in characters of flame:
Ambition's once high pulse is flown,
All hope, all expectation gone,
Nor Fame, nor Fortune wakes my sigh—
Alas! I only wish to die!
My soul is weary of the strife,
The doubts, the fears, the ills of life;
Love is consum'd in one short blaze,
E'en friendship's steadier flame decays,
And disappointment's chilling breath
Blights all the flowers in fancy's wreath;
For bliss on earth let others try—
Alas! I only wish to die!