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SCENTED herbage of my breast,
Leaves from you I yield, I write, to be perused best      afterwards,
Tombleaves, growing up above me, above      death,
Perennial roots, tall leaves — O the winter shall not      freeze you, delicate leaves,
Every year shall you bloom again — Out from where      you retired, you shall emerge again ;
O I do not know whether many, passing by, will dis-     cover you, or inhale your faint odor — but I      believe a few will ;
O slender leaves! O blossoms of my blood! I permit      you to tell, in your own way, of the heart that      is under you ;
O burning and throbbing — surely all will one day be      accomplish'd ;
O I do not know what you mean, there underneath      yourselves — you are not happiness,
You are often more bitter than I can bear — you burn      and sting me,
Yet you are very beautiful to me, you faint-tinged      roots — you make me think of Death,
Death is beautiful from you — (what indeed is beauti-     ful, except Death and Love?)
O I think it is not for life I am chanting here my      chant of lovers — I think it must be for Death,
For how calm, how solemn it grows, to ascend to the      atmosphere of lovers,
Death or life I am then indifferent — my Soul declines      to prefer,
I am not sure but the high Soul of lovers welcomes      death most ;
Indeed, O Death, I think now these leaves mean pre-     cisely the same as you mean ;
Grow up taller, sweet leaves, that I may see! grow      up out of my breast!
Spring away from the conceal'd heart there!
Do not fold yourself so in your pink-tinged roots,      timid leaves!
Do not remain down there so ashamed, herbage of my      breast!
Come, I am determin'd to unbare this broad breast of      mine — I have long enough stifled and choked:
Emblematic and capricious blades, I leave you — now      you serve me not;
Away! I will say what I have to say, by itself,
I will escape from the sham that was proposed to      me,
I will sound myself and comrades only — I will never      again utter a call, only their call,
I will raise with it, immortal reverberations through      The States,
I will give an example to lovers, to take permanent      shape and will through The States;
Through me shall the words be said to make death      exhilarating;
Give me your tone therefore, O Death, that I may      accord with it,
Give me yourself — for I see that you belong to me      now above all, and are folded inseparably to-     gether — you Love and Death are;
Nor will I allow you to balk me any more with what I      was calling life,
For now it is convey'd to me that you are the pur-     ports essential,
That you hide in these shifting forms of life, for reasons       — and that they are mainly for you,
That you, beyond them, come forth, to remain, the      real reality,
That behind the mask of materials you patiently wait,      no matter how long,
That you will one day, perhaps take control of all,
That you will perhaps dissipate this entire show of      appearance,
That may be you are what it is all for — but it does not      last so very long,
But you will last very long.