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Idyls and Songs

by Francis Turner Palgrave: 1848-1854

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LXXII. IN DESIDERIUM.

‘O last Regret—Regret can die.’

You ask me why, when Hope long since
Has own'd herself but folly,
I still retain this deep-grooved chain
Of cankering melancholy.
And I might say we are not free
Our own fond love to master:
That we confess her nothingness,
Yet cling to Hope the faster.
But Hope's sweet eyes are closed with dust,
Blind to their own ‘to-morrow’:
And on the heart Time works his part:
And 'tis for that we sorrow.
'Tis not alone the shrine of grief
That his pale hand defaces:
Time's icy breath, a living death,
Love's very grave effaces.
O thrice accurst—O worse than worst—
Past all despair's conceiving,
When 'tis not for the loss we grieve,
But for the loss of grieving!