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Madmoments: or First Verseattempts

By a Bornnatural. Addressed to the Lightheaded of Society at Large, by Henry Ellison

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EVENINGTHOUGHTS.

Awake my soul! not silent shouldst thou be,
When all around is adoration — Hark!
The Vesperhymn of Evening, rises soft,
And soulawaking from the ends of Earth;
From the four quarters of the Winds, from all
That has a sense, and where is that has not,
From yon' bright Stars, down to the Glowworm here,
Of thee, allbounteous, Eternal God,
Allseeing eye, that lookëst in thy Love
Over all shapes and modes of Being; thou
That hallowest the meanest thing on Earth,
With signs and tokens of a Wisdom, which,
As snatches of sweet harmony suggest
The perfect Whole, of which they are but parts,
Flashes upon our dark and groping sense
Convictions high, and rays of purest Light!
Oh! let thy blessing be upon me now
And evermore; and as this dew descends
From heavën, fresh on these sweet flowers here
Bowed gently down to Earth, as if in Prayer,
In still Thanksgiving; tho' they have no Tongue,
Yet in their silence far more eloquent
Than Solomon, thus teaching to proud man,
A lesson of sublime humility!
They wait for their refreshment, if to day

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It come not, yet to morrow 't will: and if
Not then, whene'er it be, 't will be in «His»
Good season, fittest, wisest, best! Oh thus
Then let the spiritsdew descend on me,
Awaiting meekly, whether it may be,
The third hour or the ninth; for oft it most
Falls on us when we least expect it, as
On these sleepfolded Flowers— let but Faith
Uphold us then, and it will never fail!
For God forsakes not tho' He tests and tries
His true Heartworshippers; when least they deem,
He's with them, and within them, and all round;
Oft in the windstirred Leaf, the meanest Flower
That springs beneath our feet, he speaks unto
The Heart that loves him, while th' Incredulous
Hears but the common wind, sees but a flower,
A little painted flower 'neath his feet,
And hears no oracle that tells of Good,
Of Selfcontent, and Peace, and Blessedness
Existing 'neath the troublous, changeful form
Of outward things, as at the Ocean's Heart
Sleeps waveless Calm, while storms the surface shake;
Of outward things, through which the Eye of faith
Alone can pierce unto the Centretruth,
Where beats the soul of Harmony and Love,
Of which our own are but pulsations, still
Stronger or weakerunisoned, as from,
Or to, our Being's End and Aim we move;
Concentric or eccentric, as the small
Within the greater wheel of this vast sphere,
With which we are bound up in one wise scheme
Of endless and indissoluble being!
Now Eve has strewn her starryskirted robe
Over the deepblue heavens: the Daygod,
Westering, still lingers as in love to take

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Another glance at this fair world, of which
He is the Quickener, ere once more on
His Oceanpillow, he reclines his Head,
Round which, backgathering from the Ends of Earth,
His Daybeams throng, their service duly done,
And mantle like a Halo o'er his Brow;
E'en as a Goodman's Gooddeeds gather from
The Past, to witness for him when in Bliss!
All their Daymissions of fruitripening power,
Of harvestspeeding, juiceenriching Warmth,
Plumping the Hazel, and the Grape, until
It grow transparent, full of liquid Light;
Swelling the sunbaked fruitrinds, 'till they ooze
Their luscious nectardrops, whereof the Bee
Makes his Lovehoney, all is duly done;
And now, like faithful servants homereturn'd,
They join their source, unwearied, unappeased,
By this their course of Good, wherein they toil,
If pleasure be to toil, to work the praise
Of Him, who wreathed them round the sun's bright brow.
Cloudcanopied upon Creation's dawn:
Of Him, whose stilly Spirit to their Task
Examples them, unwearied like themselves,
And silent as the Flower of the Field!
Who bade them cheer the hearts and eyes of all
That walk on this fair Earth, upright or prone.
Some have been gilding o'er with prayed-for ray
The dungeonfloor, where in his clanking chains
The prisoner sits, and feels his heart grow chill,
'Till that glad beam has entered, and he lives
To hope once more, or dream of his far home,
The sunny homescenes where he drew the breath
Of Liberty and Youth; of Liberty
To be no more, and Youth which is a Dream!
And that worst Loss of all, the selfcontent,
Which harsh Laws, punishing the crimes they make,

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By blindfold Justice sanctioned, and his own
Frail passions have destroyed, regainable
By Faith alone! Some too have been afar,
Gilding the shipless Sea's remotest wave,
For nothing is too low, too far, too small,
For the allgrasping Love of God; nor deem
That Sunbeams shine but for the Eyes of Man,
But for all things alike, of which the least
Is duly cared for; others too have been
Warming the seasdepths with their cavehid spawn
Of dormant Life; and others kindling up
The earthembowelled fires, from whose Womb
The Earthquake springs; some on the Mountaintops,
Melting the snows of Ages, till they flow
With harvestquickening wave to distant lands;
Others, seedripening, floweropening Beams,
Have fanned the Beeswing as he floated in
The orient light! some too have dived beneath
The fruitfulbowelled Earth, and stirred within
Her womb the veinëd ores, which, with slow toil,
Man brings to day, and oft abuses to
His unproportioned Ends, far from the use,
To which his Maker framed them: some again
Have cheered the thornless Deathbed, where, in Peace,
A Goodman offers up his soul to God
Hoping Salvation.
—Now from every Clime,
Each clime of Earth, Air, Sea, they speed, like thoughts
Harmonious blending with the centrethought
Of Truth, Eternal, Indivisible,
Whereof they are diverging Rays — now is
The hour, when Faith can hear such sounds as stole
On our first Parents at Day'sclose, amid
The choral groves of Eden, while they were
Yet pure in deed and thought, and angelguests
Sat at their board, or chaunted allnightlong

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Their common Maker's praise: so writes the Bard,
In whom Faith and Imagination were
Twin Eaglewings, that bore his daring soul
Up to the Heaven of Heavens, far beyond
The Reach of Pegasean Flight — methinks
Invisible Beings fan me with their Wings,
And as they pass, make Music to mine ear,
Bearing me tidings of a happier Land,
Where my Hopes only enter: on all sides,
Above, around, are beings who subserve
The One Eternal, and with them I join
A mortal voice indeed, yet tuned unto
Immortal thoughts, and thus invoke their aid.
Allmother Earth, whose child I am, and ye
Spirits that track the earthroundgirdingbelt
Of Oceanwaves, which grasp this bounded World,
As Faith would grasp Eternity; and ye
That wake sweet Echo on the printless sands,
Which have been, and may be again, the shores
Of mighty Empires, unto which the wave's
Shipcradling bosom wafts in foamy scorn
The conquestwingëd Fleets, that proudly bear
The spoils of Nations, oft stormstrewn by thee,
Thou azurebrowed and timeunchangëd Main,
When at the Eternal's Voice thou puttest forth
Thy Might, and scarce a Bubble marks their Grave.
These Shores, nightmantled, which are now all left,
A Playground unto you and yours— and ye,
That where the Rainbow rests do love to quaff
The Dewwine fresh from out the Flowercups,
One Drop of which mixed with the Wildbee's mead,
'Gives him a summertide of Bliss; and ye
Ye hilltophaunting Nymphs, ye seacave Fays,
That make the Echos hoarse with answering,
And ye, the mossy Fountainguardians,

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That woo bright Moombeams to your chosen spring,
To fresh the wave for favoured Poetslip,
Ye too, Oakelves, Woodfays, and Wildheathsprites,
That fright the Traveller with harmless Pranks;
And ye that on the moonkissed Midnightwave
Dance to its soullike Motion with young Glee;
Airsprites, that on the Setsunsdownslopebeam,
Chace the goldfeathered Foambirds, as they dip
Their snowplumed Wings amid the seething brine,
Less white than they! and ye, wavecradled tribes,
Innumerous as motes, that down the West
Float in the glorious suntrack as he sinks,
Anthemed by spherematemusic, to far worlds
Lightbearing orb: tuning the harmonies
Of Worlds, that starrëd round his Gloryzone,
Move at his voice and bidding, and bear on
The Seasons and their Changes to far Lands,
With Interchange of good and ill, of light
And darkness; weaving on their mystic course
The manymeshëd fatewoof: the birthhour
Of kingdoms, framed from oldworld Fragments, and
The Fall of Thrones, and Darkening of suns
And systems, thro' immeasurable space!
Ye Spirits, one and all, ye I invoke,
With voice of adoration: for with ye
The Soul hath its communion; ye bring
To the worldwearied spirit thoughts of peace,
And tidings of a faroff Home, of peace,
Beneath these Surfacechanges, calm and deep,
Subsisting in the universal Heart
Of which our own Heart is a pulse, tho' oft
It beat with feverish wishes and vain Fears,
Discordant from its Source and End; oh yes!
Spirits as ye, tho' cooped in this Clayhouse,
We are as thoughtunlimited as ye,
Tho' spacebound far on this side of our hopes;

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And in such viewless Intercourse we have
Yearnings, Heartyearnings, to be e'en as ye,
Free o' the Air, Earth, Ocean, as that Thought
Which is undying in us; in whose Might,
Tho' not yet freed, we still can mix with ye,
And to the Mindseye body forth your shapes,
Allviewless tho' ye be: for spirit yearns
Tow'rds Spirit, and are we not Spirits too?
Ye are but parts as we are even now
Of that allseeing, wise Intelligence,
Unborn, Undying, Allencompassing,
Coliving wth each living thing wherein
A Soulspark kindles, or a hope is felt,
For Something better than the passing shows
Of this vain Timescene, which is but a Dream,
Tho' it seem as if real, for still we sleep!
Hear me, ye spirits, let my young voice be
Heard in your Mornthanksgivings, in your Hymns
Of Vespervoices which along the Leaves,
The dewmoist leaves pass to Eternity;
Whenever on the one eternal God
Ye call in wordless prayer, let my Voice too
Mingle with yours, not alldiscordantly;
Whether above the orient wave of Light,
Dancing, ye hymn the coming Daygod on,
Or o'er the midnightdeeps, when all is still,
Save the wave whispering his playmatewave
Spheremusicsecrets, and on widespread Wing
Sits Heavenly Meditation, brooding o'er,
Dovelike, the Universe, your voices lift
Their Undersong of neverwearied praise,
To the allbounteous Giver of all Good!
Oh in whatever Place, whatever Time,
At Morn, or dewy Eve, or Middayheat,
On land or sea or air, oh let my voice

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Be heard with yours, and not unworthily,
Ethereal tho' ye be: for in such hymn,
The meanest voice is tuned by Love and Faith,
And cannot be discordant tunëd thus!
Yet once more for another boon I ask;
When in the weekday fret, and strife of this
Dark World, my spirit sinks, Oh then bring back
Upon your unseen Wings, the Dews of youth,
The Freshness of the Heart, the eversweet,
The pure imaginings of youth, which keep
The soul from blight, and are as a fresh spring
Of Life, amid the desert of this World!